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dabiconcordia · 3 days
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The Door of Dreams
I often passed the Door of Dreams But never stepped inside, Though sometimes, with surprise, I saw The door was open wide.
I might have gone forever by, As I had done before, But one day, when I passed, I saw You standing in the door. by Jessie Belle Rittenhouse
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moon-catcher · 2 years
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Shadow and Bone wallpapers pt. 2
Shadow and Bone on netflix, based on the books by Leigh Bardugo
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love, noah <3
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projectohxh · 11 months
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jessie__underboob♥️♥️♥️
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winemomwow · 2 years
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marvelmusing · 2 years
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JESSIE MEI LI WALLPAPERS
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debanhi-ordaz · 2 years
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Sooo I did a wallpaper ☺️❤️
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mockscreens · 2 years
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please like/reblog if you save!
more bridgerton lockscreens here!
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8 more wallpapers for Spike, Rico, Lou, Jessie, Meg, Carl, Nita, and Edgar!
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rustbeltjessie · 1 year
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I know I’ve posted a lot of selfies recently, but look, this wallpaper was so excellent I had to share this photo. (April 10, 2023)
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writers-potion · 6 months
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Haunted House Inspo & Vocab
The haunted house kept its ghosts for the same reason people keep a strong dog, to guard and to love, to ease the lonely hours.
In that historic home there was a haunting of the old fashioned kind. The remedy is light rather than any incantation. Yet not all at once, not the flourishing of window coverings, yet as their slow removal until the ghosts feel safe to let themselves evaporate, to leave the house in good and loving hands.
In that haunted house Jessy held out her hands, soaking up the ghosts that screamed, drawing them into her blood. She felt them circulate right through her heart and become ever quieter whispers.
The spirits come to process the pain of the haunted house, to show it can invite its own ghosts to leave, to teach it how to feel safe once more in the world that is every day reality for everyone else.
The ghost you see is attempting to bring light into the haunted house with her gentle glow. For this reason she has long shunned her own passage to the light, to pass on, to help the house recover and find its good future. So show them that you are that person, that you are the good keeper of the keys, and the house will be forever free of these guardian spirits.
Sight
Dust, cobwebs, sheets on furniture, broken tables, chairs, windows, lamps, peeling wallpaper
gaps in the floorboards, holes in the walls
flickering lights (if there’s electricity) chandelier with broken strings of crystals
broken glass on the floor, spiders, cockroaches, rust, mildew, ripped curtains, shadows, gloomy staircases, old portraits & paintings, cracked
Sounds
footsteps on the stair, creaking doors, window shutters rattling on the outside
wind scattering/rustling paper through a broken window gap
words whispered in ear, screams, crying, wailing laughter, glass smashing
the scrap of a chair moving, the scritch of tree branches scraping at the windows, rats squeaking, movement in the walls
Smells
Phantom perfume or cologne, burning smells
pipe or cigarette smoke, mildew, rot, dank, rusty or metallic smells
wet wood and stone, rancid breath
yeasty beer smell, food, dust, dry rot, rat/mice feces, urine
Tastes
Sour & dry mouth from fear
dust floating in the air and coating the tongue
salty tears
Touch
A phantom hand on the shoulder
the puff of breath on the earlobe or the back of the neck
the sensation of being grabbed on the arm, pushed, pulled, pinched, poked, slapped, burned, a feeling of light-headedness and nausea
hair rising on arms or the back of the neck
the body’s reaction to a drop in temperature (chills, shivering, breath puffing out)
Adjectives
chilling
ghastly
grim
hair-raising
moonlit
nightmarish
petrifying
repulsive
gut-clencher
bone-chilling
ghoulish
unearthly
uncanny
other-wordly
enchanted
sinister
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skipper1331 · 1 year
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Daisy flower // Jessie Fleming
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If someone asked your teammates what your favourite flower was, everybody could answer immediately.
A daisy flower.
Everybody knew you loved them.
Your wallpaper was a picture of a field full of daisies, your cubby had daisy stickers everywhere and you even had a tattoo of a daisy on your shoulder.
Daisy flowers had many meanings; in the language of flowers, they represented new beginnings and rebirth along with love, joy, beauty, purity, innocence, hope, fun and affection. In spirituality, they meant faith and eternal life. And for new mothers they symbolized childbirth and motherhood.
For you they had a much deeper meaning; peace.
You were late. At some point it annoyed you but you had a good reason. For once it was a sunny warm day so you decided to go to training with your bike. It wasn‘t a long ride but on your way you saw daisies, instictively you stopped. The urge to pick them up was too massive. You couldn‘t resist. You picked a whole bouquet and continued your journey to the training ground.
"You‘re late" Magda said in a stern voice as you entered the changing room. "I know, I‘m sorry" everbody had their eyes on you or rather on the flowers in your hand. "But, this is for you" pride echoed through your voice while handing her a daisy. You didn‘t even wait for an answer because you already walked to Pernille. "This is for you" you took another daisy out of your bouquet. "And this for you" you handed Erin one. And Sam. And Guro. And the whole team.
The only person being left was Jessie. You were madly in love with her. She just had to look at you and your cheeks would turn red, you would start to stutter and get clumsy. "These are for you" you said shyly while handing her not one daisy but the whole bouquet. Your eyes glued to the floor, cheeks already red. "I hope you like them" within two seconds you turned around and walked to your cubby. You didn‘t dare to look at Jessie or anyone.
"She totally has a crush on you" Niamh told Jess as they stepped onto the pitch.
Everyone knew you had a crush on the canadian; it was obvious. But Jessie was oblivious to this.
No matter how many compliments you gave her she ignored them. Not intentionally though. When you compliment her, she felt nausous. She would have a fuzzy feeling in her stomach that some people might consider as butterflies.
She couldn‘t react to your compliments. She always wanted to but her mind was too slow to think of an answer. And by the time she had one it was too late.
"No she doesn‘t" Jess replied. Niamh raised an eyebrow at her. "Are you kidding me? She literally gave you an bouquet of daisies. That’s basically her love confession."
Love confession? That made the canadian think. Was that a love confession? Y/N gave everyone a flower, didn‘t she? She probably gave me just all the leftovers.
As the days went by Jess would always find a daisy in her cubby. It wasn‘t something you wanted to do but everytime you saw a daisy you had the need to give it to her. You never saw the smile Jessie had when she saw them. You never saw the red colour on her cheeks when she saw them. And you never saw the way she would quickly put the flower into her notebook. All the flowers you gave her were in that notebook. Each day she would press a daisy onto a new page and admire them at home.
"You love daisies, don‘t you?" Jessie smiled as she sat the next to you on the pitch. "I do." you whispered while playing with the grass between your fingers. The way she looked at you made feel nervous, safe, calm and excited at the same time. She wasn‘t just looking at you; she looked into your heart, soul and mind. "Tell me something about them" you were about to faint. Nobody had ever asked you about the daisies. "Tell me why you love them so much" and that‘s all you needed "Well, a daisy has many meanings. Some say they represent purity, joy, cheerfulnees and so on, but I don‘t like them because of their meaning or what they symbolize. I like them because they‘re simple. They‘re plain. And If people don‘t like flowers because of their smell, there is a chance that they like daisies; they don‘t smell. But to be honest, I like to think they smell fresh and sunny. By the way, did you know in the victorian era they symbolized innocence, loyalty and the ability to keep things a secret. That‘s so cool, right?" you rambled. You got so lost in your talking that you didn‘t realize that Jessie was switching between looking at your eyes and lips. In that moment, Jess knew she definitely had a crush on you. Her whole body was on fire. "I‘m rambling, am I?"
"Yes, you are"
"I‘m sorry, i couldn‘t help myself" you chuckled while starting to play with the grass again. "Don‘t apologize" her hand found yours, her eyes never leaving yours, both of your faces covered in a big smile. The two of you were in your own little bubble; no talking, only looking. Your free hand crept your way up to a loose strand of the canadian. First, you twisted it between your fingers and then slowly you put it behind her ear. Your hand resting their longer than necessary. "Jessie…" you whispered as you leant towards her. The canadian knew you were about to kiss her, something she always wanted to happen yet she panicked. "I- i‘m sorry" then she ran away. She ran for her dear life. If you‘ve never heard a heart break, now you have. Your heart shattered into pieces and the way she avoided you like the plague hurt even more.
You tried to be yourself and act professional but a few teammates could see through your facade. They didn‘t ask about it though. They respected you; when you‘re ready, they‘re there for you.
The following days, Jess didn‘t have a daisy in her cubby. It stung. It was her own fault, she knew that but still she didn‘t like it.
A few days later she saw you sitting alone in the changing room with a single daisy in your hand. You plucked the petals while whispering 'she loves me' 'she loves me not'. For each phrase one petal. You didn‘t hear her coming in but she heard what you were saying. It was her chance to make things right. She walked up to you and grabbed your shirt collar. You didn‘t know what was happening: one moment you were plucking daisy petals with your fingers, now your fingers were holding the hem of Jessie‘s shirt. Her brown eyes starring into yours until they flicked down to your lips. It was magical; the way she pulled you closer so your bodies would touch, the way she had so much power of you and made you weak in your knees. "May I?" she whispered as her thumb stroked your cheek. You felt dizzy and excited. You waited so long for this. With your nod as consent her lips finally met yours for the first time. Fireworks exploded in your stomach, your skin was on fire and your mind was in dreamland. It was perfect. Her lips felt amazing as you moved in sync.
It felt like it had always been like this.
"Let me take you on a date" she said out of breath with crimson red cheeks. "Yes" you replied sheepishly.
Not everybody believes in the petal-oracle but If you had finished yours, it would have ended with 'she loves me' and Jessie surely did.
Everyone could decide for themselves how to interpret a daisy because there were so many meanings, but for you they no longer meant only peace but also joy and love.
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link-sans-specs · 7 months
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Ooh, Hitch and Caitlin went looking around the Creative House, and we got to see more of R&L's offices!
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Looks like Link kept the painting from the We 3D Printed Our Farts video.
And is this the first time we've seen Rhett's wallpaper? Snazzy.
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Lots of pen and ink artwork like he's mentioned on Ear Biscuits. And that big one must be the special one that Jessie gave him. 🥹
Mythical Society
Behind the Scenes of Nostalgia GMM
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winemomwow · 2 years
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medys-space · 2 years
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✨Stardew Valley Mods List✨
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I decide to make a list just in case i lost everything for some reason <<
Bigs mods
Stardew Valley Expanded
Ridgeside Village
East Scarp
Downtown Zuzu
Walk to the Desert - Redux
DeepWoods
Sundrop City (i didnt install it, i'm just keeping and eye on this one for now)
NPCs Mods
Lucikiel - Stardew Valley Expanded (SVE) Compatibility
Lavril - East Scarp NPC
Lunna - Astray in Stardew Valley
Always Raining in the Valley - Custom NPCs for East Scarp
Alecto the Witch
Defense Division + Defense Division - English
Juliet and Jessie the Joja Clerks
Mateo for NPC Adventures (STABLE)
Ornithologist's Guild + Ornithologist's Guild SVE and RSV Biomes Fix
Creative Differences - Rodney a new NPC for East Scarp
Yri the Architect - New Custom NPC's for East Scarp
Adventurer's Guild Expanded
Soli - New Skeleton NPC
Crops Mods
PPJA (most of them, or all of them)
Wild Food - A Forage Expansion Mod
Wildflour's Specialty Ales and Meads
Wildflour's Pixie Forage
Wild Food - Forage for Crops Add On
Wildflour's Specialty Jams and Jellies
Slime Produce (not crops but eh, saving this here)
Atelier Wildflour Floral Goods Pack
Tap Giant Crops
Quaint Living - Flower Garden
Floral Essences by Wickedy
The Corrupted Garden
Witch Garden Roses
Balanced Valley
Better Mixed Seeds
Mixed Seeds from Forage
(AT) Asters Walls and Floors Megapack
Golden Crops
Magic Tree Roots (Json Assets)
(SOJA) Ancient Crops
Bonster's Rare Crops and Oddi-trees
Mushroom Propagator - Grow More Mushrooms
Spoopy Valley
Farm maps
Alvadea's Farm Maps - Goldrush
Waterfall Forest Farms (WaFF and WaFFLE)
Texture mods
Random Lost Library Book Covers
StarAmy's Ginger Island Farmhouse
(BAGI) Honey and Mead Icons for Trees - Cometkins' Style (Placeholder)
DaisyNiko's Earthy Recolour
Simple Foliage
Ridgeside's Foliage - Fruit Trees
Pretty Wallpaper
(AT) Asters Walls and Floors Megapack
IdaIda's Wallpapers and Floors (CP and AT)
Skell's Flowery Weapons
Skell's Flowery Tools
Vanilla Tweaks
PC's Kawaii Truffle Foxes
Horse to Broomstick
Mara's Vintage Candle and Magical Vials
Wallet Items Retexture
MSaturn Floaties - Alternative Textures for Crab Pots
Medieval buildings
Messy Crops
Antique TV Sets for Alternative Textures
Better Artisan Good Icons for Magical Crops
Cuter Chests
Better Artisan Good Icons
Furniture
Magical Witchy Kitchen and Furniture Pack
Animated Orbs
StarAmy's Wild Greenhouse Furniture for DGA
Lune's Offerings
Adorable Cottage Bathroom and furniture
(DGA) Blacksmith Furniture
(DGA) RoseDryad's Fairydew Decorations
Cuality of life mods
Horse Flute Anywhere
Immersive Sprinklers
Weapons Ignore Grass
Better Ranching
Wear More Rings ....?
Garden Pot - Automate
Almanac
Skull Cavern Elevator
Fishing Made Easy Suite (Content Patcher)
Fishing Made Easy Suite - SVE Edition
Fishing Made Easy Suite - RSV Expansion
Catalogues are Cheap
Harvest Seeds ???
Perfection Tweaker (This is a MUST)
Pet Bowl Filler
Farm Animal Choices
Horse Squeeze
Automatic Gates
PFMAutomate
Produce to Sapling (all of them)
Better Quality Increased Seeds (all of them too)
Friends Forever (for sanity at this point)
extras for NPCs
Ysabelle's Closet - Seasonal Outfits
Unofficial Ridgeside Village Seasonal Outfits - Alissa
Canon-Friendly Dialogue Expansion
Hugs and Kisses
Ridgeside Rival Hearts - Sam and Alissa
Ridgeside Rival Hearts - Jeric and Alex
Events Expansion
Krobus Festival Events Plus
Romanced NPCs in CC Ceremony RSV
Snack Time
Life Cycle - Rival Heart Events
Lavril - NPC Adventures
Ridgeside Village - NPC Adventures Addon
Robin Work Hours
More Krobus
Lucikiel for Mobile Phone
Spouses React to Player 'Death'
Fashion Sense
YES
ALL OF THEM
ALL THE FASHION
FS - Fairy Wings
Swimsuit Selections
Spill The Tea (Farmer Drinking Sprites) (not fashion but still)
Expressive Elf Ears
Cosmetic Rings
....Others???
MARGO -- Modular Gameplay Overhaul
Skill Rings
Spouses in Ginger Island
Crop Transplant Mod
Trinkets to Treasures
Ridgeside Village Achievements
Gender Neutrality Mod
Noclip Mode
Lookup Anything
TimeSpeed (i have this exclusively for jio, why do you leave the farmhouse so early ;-;)
Better Winter Star Gifts
Lnh's New Greenhouse
Lnh's New Slime Hutch
CP No drunk char during events
Skill Rings REMIX Feat. Paint.net (Radio ver.)
Mobile Phone
Stardrop Flower
Platonic Partners and Friendships
Ridgeside Village for Mobile Phone
Pet Snail
Happy Birthday
SF - Cave of Memories
SF - Mystical Buildings
Stardew and Chill
Challenging Community Center Bundles
MinecartPatcher
Boss Creatures
Increased Fish Tank Capacity
Void Ghost Pendant without Void Essence
Expanded Shop Inventories
Arcane Table Mod
Infinite Zoom
Tell Everyone (Town Gossip)
Ostrich Mayo and Golden Mayo
No Fence Decay
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kay-wren · 1 month
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I'll Come Running - R.C. - Chapter 38
"I can't believe we're actually doing this." Jessie seethed as she walked through Tanneyhill with Rafe in tow to pack up their belongings.
"I know, Jess, but... this matters to them, so it needs to matter to us." Rafe explained with pleading eyes as he followed Jessie around aimlessly, now going into the immaculate dining room. It was still clad with the fine china, Jessie wondered if that long dark table was ever not set for a dinner party of 12.
"Since when do you care about the pogues, huh? What happened to the Rafe the pogues talked about? The Rafe that was only out for himself? The Rafe with a back bone, huh?"Jessie spat as she turned to look at Rafe.
Rafe's facial expressions shifted from one of desperation to one that was unreadable. Jessie knew that expression well. After all, she knew how to get under his skin better than anybody else.
It was clear Rafe was trying to collect himself, and he was grateful Charley and the pogues were not in the room with them, although he still had every reason to try and keep his cool. Rafe clinched his firsts, broadened his chest as he took a deep breath, and pursed his lips.
"You don't mean that." Rafe simply stated with sharp eyes. The accusation hurt of course, but Rafe was more pissed off than anything in that moment.
"No, I think I do. Because although in high school you turned into a rude, condescending, strung out coke addict who hated everyone and everything, at least you had a spine! You're seriously just going to follow the pogues around like a lost puppy? You have a business, an empire, a family and you're just gonna-" Jessie couldn't continue her rant for the impending fist she watched hurl into the wall. The memory of that fateful night played in her head, and although this time Rafe didn't punch the wall inches beside Jessie's head, the feeling was the exact same: fear and disbelief.
Rafe took his hand out of the wall, watching the drywall fall the ground and the dust fly up in the air as he took a breath. He looked back over at Jessie, who had taken a step or two back from Rafe through now labored breaths. Rafe could see the fear on her face, the same look he tried so hard to erase from his memory years ago. He wanted to apologize immediately, to beg on his knees for Jessie to forget what he just did out of anger. Instead, he continued to try and prove a point. He was done being insulted, even if it was coming from Jessie. His dad never raised him to be spineless, and that's not what this situation was, and Rafe was going to prove that.
Rafe walked over to Jessie, still trying to catch his breath. Jessie's steps backwards from him only pushed her up against the wall, Rafe happily pinning her in between himself and the sage green wallpaper. Rafe grabbed Jessie's jaw with his hands and squeezed ever so slightly to get her attention. He was waging a war in his mind, half of him absolutely gutted that he was making her so scared, yet half of him feeling like this was necessary to get the point across. The room went quiet except for their labored breaths, then finally Rafe spoke through a whisper.
"What I am doing is not weakness. What I am doing is tactical, for you, and for Charley. We have strength in numbers, and strength in allies, and without the pogues we have none of that. Yes, I have a business and we have money but all that means nothing if Rose finds me." Rafe seethed, a stray tear rolling down his cheek. "You haven't seen the Rafe I was after you left. And you better thank God you won't. This isn't the Rafe you think you want to see. I'm trying to protect us, Jessie." Rafe choked out, still balancing the perfect act of terror and trembling.
Rafe knew there was a risk in reacting the way that he did, he knew Jessie scared easily, and she could just as easily pack up her things and leave all over again, but he also trusted that she would believe him, at least he hoped so anyways. Rafe finally let go of Jessie's face and backed away from her. Jessie was still frozen in fear on the wall, however, her fear suddenly turned into a much more serious face, one of anger.
Unfortunately, Jessie understood damn well what Rafe was talking about, she just needed to hear him say it. But did he have to get so physical? Jessie was positive he didn't. She felt her fight or flight mode activate the second Rafe took his hand off of her, and she felt the all too familiar feeling of wanting to flea from the trouble, just like she had done with her dad, and just like she had done with Rafe four years ago. But Jessie thought maybe she shouldn't have laid into him like she did. That was the thing about Rafe and Jessie, they were so similar that they knew exactly how to push each other's buttons, to a point of lethal toxicity to one another if left unchecked like in a moment just like this. Their whole relationship was always a dance of both of them holding the match that could set the two of them ablaze with either love or hate. They'd be lying if they didn't say they each had abused that power a time or two in the past, and this moment was certainly no exception.
"You know what's worse than the regret of leaving?" Jessie whispered with a cold sadness behind her eyes.
Rafe just looked at Jessie with an inquisitive look, imploring her to go on. Jessie being so unpredictable in situations like these always had Rafe hanging on her every word.
"The regret of staying." Jessie answered her own question, this time with a harshness to her voice.
Rafe's face fell, as he knew exactly what she meant. Jessie took the opportunity to do what she does best and capitalize on the fact that Rafe was maimed by his emotions. Jessie slowly walked closer to Rafe, her face eventually only mere inches from his as she looked into his eyes with a fierceness he hadn't seen since she first walked into that house in the Bahamas. Much like their first reunion, Jessie was on a mission to send a message.
"Don't make me regret staying." Jessie growled. Rafe swallowed the lump in his throat and managed to nod his head showing he agreed. Words were clearly too hard for him in the moment.
Jessie was still a Maybank through and through, and she'd be damned if she let any man scare her into or out of anything. Despite Rafe's explosion, Jessie still made sure she was in control, she had to, she had a daughter wrapped up in this. But who was she kidding, she was hopelessly devoted to Rafe no matter how much he did to her, and the same could be said of Rafe. They were loyal to each other to a fault, and although they might not have been together physically for the past four years, they were still always one in their hearts. 
With nothing else needing to be said, Jessie darted her eyes towards the door and escorted herself out of the room with a noticeable strut, leaving Rafe to collect his thoughts.
Rafe wanted to make things right, his first instinct was to follow Jessie and profusely apologize, but he knew she wasn't ready for that. Jessie had a stellar fight and flight response and he knew that she was acting rather flighty right now, so he better not push it.
Jessie made her way up the stairs, taking a glance at John B, JJ, and Pope all entertaining Charley on the front lawn, at least that's what Charley thought it was. Really, the boys were clearly out there to keep watch, but somebody had to watch Charley right? They had all played around with the idea of someone staying behind at the Chat with the toddler for safety, but they all knew that would probably keep them even more compromised if they didn't stay together, so, to everyone's behest, Charley was brought back to Tanneyhill with them only for a moment long enough to grab the necessities.
As Jessie walked down the upstairs hallway towards Rafe's room, she caught Sarah in her old room out of the corner of her eye. Jessie noticed she was packing a few things of her own, what looked to be like clothes and such, but she noticed she had moved onto her small cork board over her desk, the board held many different pictures that she was taking down.
Jessie slowly tiptoed into the room, careful not to intrude or startle the blonde as she knocked on the door. Sarah's head swung around and she looked sad.
"Come in." She simply said. Jessie managed a sympathetic look.
"Whatcha lookin at?" Jessie asked, amazingly being able to hide the fact that she was still on edge from the enormous fight she just had with Sarah's brother right under her feet.
"Just some pictures..." Sarah trailed off as she handed one of the pictures over to Jessie. Jessie held in her hands a photo of Rafe and Sarah when they were 16 and 14, Rafe's arms wrapped around Sarah as she was smiling.
"How times have changed right?" Sarah chuckled.
"You have no idea." Jessie said sarcastically with a slight laugh.
A hush came between them as neither one of them could think what to say next. Finally Sarah thought of something.
"You're the only one that can fix him, Jess."
That statement made Jessie's mind race with emotions and words that she couldn't say.
"Actually, Sarah, I think I'm the one that broke him." Jessie admitted as she looked at Sarah with tears in her eyes. Sarah had never seen Jessie so vulnerable, it was a little weird to her but she played it off.
"Jessie... he was broken long before you ever came into the picture." Sarah replied barely above a whisper. The idea that Jessie carried that weight on her shoulders broke Sarah's heart, and although she knew what Jessie meant, she still didn't believe it to be totally true. "Dad put way too much pressure on him from a very early age, he was always striving and never received love because dad never thought he was good enough. I know he's told you this. You're the one that set him free from that."
"And he just exchanged one vice for another. Instead of fighting for Wards love he ended up fighting for mine, and now look where we are." Jessie said, irritated with herself as she numbly looked at the cork board in front of her.
"Jessie, nobody's blaming you for doing what you did, not even Rafe. He just needs someone to stick around... for once."
Jessie couldn't respond to that, she didn't know how. Sarah just didn't even know the half of it, and that's what Jessie had to keep repeating over and over in her head. Sarah could see she had struck a nerve and she looked down at the pictures.
"I can't imagine what you and Rafe have gone through, and the decisions you've had to make, but you know Rafe better than anyone else, and I think you're the only one that can truly tell if he's genuinely trying, you're the only one that can see he's just a work in progress."
Maybe I'm tired of projects Jessie couldn't help but think to herself. Instead, she opted to give Sarah a slight smile of understanding and nod her head. She was trying to take Sarah's words into consideration, but she couldn't help but feel responsible for Rafe's behavior in more ways than one. It was one thing to be volatile while strung out, drunk, and high... but Rafe was stone cold sober downstairs.
"I'll meet you downstairs in a few minutes, just gotta grab our stuff from Rafe's room."
Jessie made her way down the hall and to the familiar gray and navy blue room, the bed still unmade from where Charley slept the night before. The glass of water still by their bed for when the toddler got thirsty. The diamond ring still on the dresser from where Jessie had taken it off before making snacks for everyone that evening.
Jessie walked over to the bed and began to grab the stuffed animals from the middle of it. As she grabbed the covers to pull them to their rightful place she saw her husband appear in the doorway with his head hung low and a face that showed he was trying to gauge what to say or if to say anything at all. Jessie gave him a glance but quickly went back to making the bed. Rafe met her on the opposite side and began to help her fold the duvet over, eventually grabbing the king size pillows and fluffing them and laying them on the bed just how Jessie liked. Jessie didn't argue, she just let him help, and Rafe was grateful for that.
"I'm sorry." Rafe choked out, his voice already shattered from the weight of the tension in the room. Jessie took a deep breath and looked at Rafe, genuinely at a loss for words, whether that was from anger, sadness, confusion, or all of the above, neither of them knew. Jessie exhaled and walked over to the opposite side of the bed where Rafe was. Jessie stopped in front of Rafe and looked behind him, Rafe wasn't quite sure why but gave her an inquisitive look.
"I need in the closet." Jessie said shortly and with a tinge of annoyance in her voice. Rafe just quickly moved to the side, not wanting to take up anymore space and annoy Jessie. His wife made her way into the walk in closet, finding the suitcases still opened and rummaged through. She began to straighten them up as she heard Rafe speak up again behind her.
"Jessie..." Rafe sighed. "I know... what I did back there was wrong... and I..." Rafe couldn't hardly get the words out without crying. Jessie didn't dare look at him, she couldn't, she knew she would break, and now was not the time. "I- I'm trying... to get better. And with last night with my dad, and this morning you just not trusting me it was all a perfect storm... and I'm-" Rafe paused to swallow the lump in his throat to get through his next sentence without bursting into sobs. "I know it's not an excuse but I need you to understand where my head is at and I'm just.... I'm sorry. Please don't leave me again."
Again. The word stung way more than Jessie anticipated. It made Jessie wonder if he reacted this way the first time she left. Rafe didn't have to wonder, he couldn't forget what happened to him after she left if he tried.
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Lemme introduce myself, myself!
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Name🪐: Giorgia
Nicknames🦋: Gio, Nabi, Unnie, Noona, JoJo
Age: 🤫
Nationality: 🇮🇹 (But my great-grandfather was Argentine)
Languages ​​I know: Italian, Spanish, English, a Little bit of korean
Ult-groups: SVT (on My side-blog @1to7equal13), P1H (on my side-blog @pioneharmony), OnlyOneOf (on my side-blog @onlylyonsandangels) Oneus (on My side-blog @oneusandtoomoon),SF9 (on My side-blog @sfsequence),SHINee (on My side-blog @shineewithshawol), NCT (all units) (on my side-blog @neocitystation), RIIZE (on my side-blog @riizeandrealriize), Super Junior (on my side-blog @itshowsjtime), xikers (on my side-blog @roadytotrickyhouse), iKON (on my side-blog @onlyforikon6ic), DKB (on my side-blog @dkbrosebb08), NINE.i, ZB1 (on my side-blog @0base1zerosecrush), BND, Pentagon, Treasure
Fav Soloists: Zico, Hyuna, DPR IAN, Jessi, Zior Park, Sunmi, Dawn, Chung Ha, Kang Daniel, Hyo
I Write stories on Quotev and Wattpad (I previously posted one of my Quotev stories)
Fav songs atm🎤: Last Night-JxW; Boom Boom Bass-RIIZE; Walk-NCT 127; Jealousy-Rocky; Burn It-FTISLAND; Hot Mess-æspa; Cheeky Icy Thang-StayC; Shock-ALL(H)OURS; Badder Love-EVNNE; Choke-82MAJOR; Super Power-BLITZERS
Ult biases😍: Jiung,Keeho,Theo (p1h); OT13 (SVT); Hwanwoong,Xion (Oneus); Dawon,Chani (SF9); Taemin, Minho (SHINee); Taeyong, Johnny,Mark,Jaehyun (nct 127); Jaemin,Mark,Jisung (nct Dream); winwin,kun,yangyang (wayv); riku (nct Wish); OT6 (onlyoneof); Sohee, Wonbin, Anton (riize); Leetuk, Heechul (Super Junior); Minjae, Hunter, Seeun, Yechan (xikers); Bobby (iKON); Harry-June (DKB); Jiho (NINE.i); Ricky (ZB1); Myung Jaehyun (BND); Hui, Shinwon, Yan An, Kino, Wooseok, Hongseok (PTG); Hyunsuk, Yoshi, Asahi, Doyoung, Haruto (Treasure)
I also Like k-dramas. My fav are (In order):
-The Fabulous
-A Love So Beautiful
-Nevertheless
-Destined With You
-Doctor Slump
-Love Alarm
-Tomorrow
I make wallpapers on request (just tell me the idol and what style); also stories on request (tell me the idol and the plot); I do kpop moodboards
...✨aNd✨...✨aNd✨...I have nothing else to add (Yuqi's iconic and!), and ✨pLeAsE sUpPoRt✨ (Taemin's Iconic phrase!)
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╰┈➤✨bonus pics of my riizing stars<3 ^u^!✨
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