#just a fool

[captaindangeroustoxicblog]

So all those butterflies you feel are just stomach problems

[darkness-compelled]

Snake eye, with a sly smile.

[aceofstars16]

Reblog if you are okay with people giving you lots of boops!

[seagiri]

they turned mickbell into a girl in the latin spanish dub so... congrats mickbell???

[kaysha2201]

Just a fool | Remixes

KAYSHA x LAISE SANCHES – JUST A FOOL | REMIXES

[thunderboltfire]

I have unwittingly witnessed a new level of the absurd. Behold, the AI-generated equine anatomy models.

Ah yes, my favourite parts of the equine body. Paster and... *looks at the smudged writing on hand* boob. At least this one looks purely decorative and the being actually looks like a horse. But don't worry, it gets worse.

If we completely ignore the hipopotamus musculature of this one, there's still a lot of things that don't make sense in this one, like a tail that ends in a series of bone spikes and a complete lack of molars. You could make a cool pokemon on the basis of this, but it's not even in the realm of being an actual anatomy help.

I'm firmly convinced this is not a horse, this is something that really, really wants you to think it is a horse. The more you look, the more things look... wrong. The more details turn out to be shifted, bones crammed in to fill in the familiar form, its shape merely implied so that the human mind fills the gap. Of course the text seems like gibberish, because its anatomy is incomprehensible. it's either a parasite or a monster and in each case, it's an eldtrich body horror. I'm kind of angry at how well this joke writes itself.

[chloesimaginationthings]

How to calm down Roxy in FNAF security breach

[isjasz]

Damn guys this new anime's opening is fire. U should all check it out i think. The mc is a bit of a maniac but the series seems pretty cool so far /SILLY

[chanafehs]

You guys do realize the reason why Zionists are obsessed with queer Palestinians dying is because they literally want us to die, right? You do realize they want us to die in horrific graphic ways just so they can justify murdering more of us and call it a favor, right?

[justaz]

*merlins magic gets exposed in front of the knights*

merlin, magic user: oh fuck

arthur, finally taking this opportunity to pretend as if he just found out merlin has magic after agonizing for the past month on how to bring it up: you have magic?

lancelot, merlin defender, already knew of merlin’s magic: no! i have magic

gwaine, merlin defender, already knew of merlin’s magic, lover of chaos, ride or die: no, i have magic!

mordred, desperate for his hero’s approval bc no matter what he’s done emrys just stares at him with distrust and the poor boy is tired and so close to tears: no…i have magic.

percival, raised by druids and bonded strongly with mordred over that and does Not agree with the persecution of magic in camelot, had an inkling that merlin had magic but no proof: no. i have magic.

*leon and elyan exchange a look, elyan, amused and leon, exhausted, elyan shrugs*

elyan, knows how much gwen adores merlin and completely understands her stance bc merlin…is merlin, down to clown and put on a show, really playing up the dramatics: no! i have magic.

leon, exhausted, has known of merlin’s magic since he stepped foot in camelot, knows of his feelings for arthur and arthur’s feelings for him, knows arthur knows of merlin’s magic and wouldn’t harm him, thinks everyone is being absolutely ridiculous:

*the knights stare hard at leon and even merlin looks slightly offended at leon not jumping to his defense with the rest of the knights, arthur hasn’t said anything and is staring at leon expectantly*

leon, sighing: …no. i have magic.

[darkness-compelled]

Here is the shit I’m dealing with every day.

Top of the list is picking, I have 8 scabs on the back of my right shoulder, and a bunch of scabs on the very top of my head that cause me headaches. It’s not a choice, it’s a compulsion I cannot control, I gasp at the pain and there’s always blood under my fingernails.

I have headaches, every single day I have one for at least an hour, often induced by my hair being up or the head scabs or the heat.

Stomach issues, I often have a stomach ache or intestinal distress. I’ve had a pain in my lower right abdomen for over a year.

Appetite. I struggle to eat a lot of days, nothing sounds good, often because I don’t really want to perpetuate my existence. I’m either not hungry at all or I can’t eat enough.

Suicidal ideation. Almost every minute of my day is plagued by wanting to die. By wishing I had died when I tried to kill myself. Longing to not exist. Every single thing weighs on me. It gets impossible to make decisions because I don’t even want to be here, I don’t care, fucking feed me fire or shit, it doesn’t fucking matter. At. All.

Self loathing. I fucking hate myself. Applying for jobs only makes me feel more worthless and small and stupid and useless. Which makes me want to hurt myself. Which makes it so hard to take care of myself. Take a shower? I’m not worthy. Eat? I don’t deserve it. Sleep? Only if I don’t wake up.

Self harm. I punch myself a lot. I punch things gently because I know they’ll hurt and leave bruises, so I do it enough to make it hurt. I think that’s part of not eating. As mentioned above any self care is impossible and that feels like self harm to me.

Flashbacks. They’re non-stop. It’s a constant flow of either bad memories, things that pissed me off, things that hurt me, or things that embarrass me. It’s so hard to focus when this is happening. I often will say, outloud, “it doesn’t matter any more. Stop thinking about it. It doesn’t make a difference.” but that doesn’t really help

Mental anguish from isolation. Because I don’t really have a huge support system and most of the people I love are far away, I spend a lot of time alone. Then I’m thinking about how alone I feel. Then I’ll try to reach out and… it just feels like there is a barrier there. Even with the people I love. Like no one can set foot in my mind.

Don’t forget back pain. I don’t sit on the couch anymore, because it made my back hurt so bad. I use a barstool in the kitchen to cook or do the dishes because the pain makes me feel like my legs are going to give out.

All the physical pain makes me dissociate and I just started learning about depersonalization. I’ve always viewed myself as separate from my body and mind. So that’s nuts there’s a name for that. I struggle with paralysis because my body doesn’t feel like mine, because it feels fucking pointless to try so hard without experiencing a proportionate amount of joy.

Oh shit, and I have a wicked cough right now that is def bronchitis. It happens with acid reflux, which I have a lot because of binge eating and drinking alcohol to cope. So loving the mucus cough going on.

And I do it. I fucking overcome that shit. I eat, I take my meds, I fucking shower, I take care of the household chores, I apply to jobs, I sleep. And I hate it all. But I do it.

[wasabi-gumdrop]

Kabru has a secret admirer in the castle!

[moonlightmagical]

every blog i come across, scrolling and posting in peace:

me:

[originalartblog]

get booped!!!!! 🐾

[b0tster]

steam still hasnt approved my fucming build but at least its finally warm enough for me to put on the classic bunlith fit so its not all bad ig,,