gotta love the massive heaps of anxiety that come with liking someone who doesn't know you're aspec. like, i really don't want to lead him on with something i can't give. hell, i don't even know where exactly my boundaries lie, i don't know how much there is to give!
i just worry that i'll be more trouble than i'm worth, really. even aside from my identity, i have enough hang-ups about getting close to people that i'm worried i'll screw things up before they even really begin.
Ok do blocked tags not show up in the recent section of following tags as much???? Bc here I am thinking plantcest is rare on tumblr in comparison to twitter, but then I happen upon a post in the trending tab of the tag & then go to the blog to block them (as I do). And then I end up finding post after post after post of plantcest, so hey Free Blocklist. I must've blocked like 10 blogs man and some of them were artists whose work I recognized. Literally How did I miss all this shit?
Master keeps teasing MC and she's just a giggling mess in his arms. She never intended to get this close to him but his charm drew her in and his confidence made it so that when he pulled her against him, she never even noticed
Zayne grumbles and tells them to cut it out. It feels weird enough seeing another version of him, but seeing MC be so happy with a version of him who can smile so freely makes him irrationally jealous. He'd never admit it though
Master just smiles at him with that smug smirk of his and clutches MC even closer to his chest
"She's your woman, isn't she? If you don't act soon, I might just steal her away."
everytime i finish a sam audio i feel so empty inside (he should empty insi-) like he's literally my man?? wdym i need to wait another 1-2 months to hear new content from him????
hes so fine i'm going crazy, i need to BE darlin' so bad
So we know Alastor and Lilith disappeared at the same time 7 years ago. And we know that Lucifer had a meeting with Heaven which began the exterminations. We don't know when that happened though. Either they're not mentioning when the exterminations started because they've always happened or because revealing when they started would give too much away and make it too easy to guess things. All Charlie knows is that Lucifer went to the meeting and she assumes he gave the go ahead for exterminations. But the exterminations haven't always happened. They only started after the angels, or specifically Sera I think considering no other angels knew about it, became afraid of the power and influence Lilith had over the demons.
My current theory is that that meeting was called between Sera, Adam, and Lucifer because Alastor and Lilith were planning on working together with him broadcasting her voice on his radio station to inspire the other demons to rise to war against the angels. I think Sera demanded that Lilith and Alastor be separated with Lilith making a deal with Adam to stay in heaven where she can't empower any other demons with her voice or even contact anyone in hell and that Sera demanded the exterminations happen as well in order to not only lessen the demons' power but also instill fear in them in an attempt to prevent future uprisings. I think Alastor was given the options of either be killed or sign a contract limiting his power and requiring him to stay away for a while so that their little idea of rebellion is forgotten amongst the masses. I especially think that because of Zestial's comment about folks thinking Alastor had fallen to holy arms. Maybe Sera is his contract holder. That or they tried to straight up kill him and he somehow escaped barely alive and it's taken this long for him to heal and regain enough power for him to feel comfortable revealing himself to society. But trying to kill him wouldn't explain the contact or his need to 'unclip his wings'.
It has just sunk in that I am going to a new school where I know no one next week. I literally only have two classes on campus but I am going to cry, bros.
the worst feeling is giving such a specific, weighty headcannon to a character you like and barely having any explanation for why you feel this way. I cannot fully explain why I feel like the Gotham 2014 adaption of Edward nygma has bpd comorbid to his npd besides the fact his idealization of Oswald is extremely similar to Oswald's idealization of him and how Ed splits toward Oswald isn't really NPD splitting
me trying to describe my gut feeling about that man
still not over how retro studios figured out how to simulate samus' reflection in the visor as just this neat little touch, totally unnecessary but sooo immersive and cool, leading to it becoming one of the most beloved details of Prime 1. and then two games later they were like heyyyyy you know what would be really fucked up. if we used this as a visual storytelling device. you know, to show the horrific effects of progressive phazon corruption in first person. so that with every flash of samus' reflection, the player is reminded that it's slowly killing her