#kuch nahi hua hai yaar

[mayakimayahai]

Atleast half day mil gaya..?

We got the information around 10:40 (the students, bakiyo ko toh pata he tha 9:30 se news aa rahi hai)

The first words in the announcement were please don't panic and be calm...OH BIG MISTAKE yeh nahi bolte yaar, as soon as the words reached us a girl started crying

[iftitah]

bruh the non chalant catatonic behavior has caused me this week than ever since i started practicing it

[hi-avathisside]

Trigger Warning: Mental health, indications of suıcıde

Sept aa gaya aur pata bhi nahi chala, aaj teachers day hai aur pichla teacher's day mujhe bakhoobi yaad hai. yaar yeh samay bhi na kitni ajeeb cheez hai jitni upma se upma karu kam hai, kahu ki yeh samay inn ghirte- hatte baadlon ki tarah hai aur inn patton ke girne ki tarah hai aur iss toofan ke jaane ki tarah hai. yeh samay woh pighalti ice-cream ki tarah hai, woh signal badalne ki tarah hai, achaanak aane waali modoslaadhar baarish ki tarah hai aur aasmaan mai. ek indradhanush ki tarah hai toh bhi shayad kam hoga. Yeh saal kaise beeta pata hi nahinchala, yoon bhadrapad aa gaya aur keval kuch mahine hi bache hain yeh saal khatam hone main. yeh samay bhi na bohot kamaal hai. Pichle septmeber mujhe laga tha, ki shayad nahi ho paayega. Yeh zindagi, mujhse nahi ho paayegi, kyonki yaar mushkil hota hai, har din hospital jaana aur phir kaam, kaam aur hospital, lekin humne kiya. September guzra, ek ek din gine the humne ungliyon par zaroor, lekin kab december aa gaya pata hi nahi chala. Naye saal ki kuch zyada khushi nahi thi, bas yahi dua thi ki yeh sal khishiyaan laaye. January, fervary ek aisi hawa ka jhonka laaye jisse hum aaj tak waakif hi nahi the. Aur yeh hawa ka jhonka jis dhara se aaya tha humari zulfe udane ke liye, waise hi chala gaya, shayad kuch bikhri zulfe chhod gaya. Yeh saal guzar toh raha tha, lekin aisa lag raha tha ki hum sthir haim kuch badal nahi raha tha. Jitni bhi koshish kar lo yeh patthar hil hi nahi raha, yeh dhakkan khul hi nahi raha. Phir kya, socha aise rote hue raatein guzaarna thik nahi hai, yoon ghar main band rehna thik nahi hai, kuch toh galat hai. Madad li, shayad kuch behtar hua, shayad nahi. lekin inn sab ke beech, maine bohot yaadein banayi. Woh ek baarish, woh ek sunset, aur na jaane kitne saari hassi joh shayad nahi hoti agar maine zindagi ka haath chhod diya hota. Kuch din aise bhi the jinmein mujhe laga ki isse khush toh main nahi jo sakti, kuch raatein iss kadar thi ki mujhe laga ki mujhse dukhi koi nahi ho sakta. Ho sakta ho ki aapka samay itna achha na chal raha ho, lekin phir bhi, samay kaisa bhi ho, yeh chhoti chhoti khudhiyaan zaroor laata hain. September aa gaya aaj aur pata bhi nahi chala. Shayad, woh dhakkan thoda dheela ho gaya.

सितंबर आ गया और पता भी नहीं चला, आज टीचर्स दे है और इससे पिछला शिक्षक दिवस मुझे याद है। यार ये समय भी ना कितनी अजीब चीज़ है, जितनी उपमा से उपमा कम है, कहू की ये समय इन घिरते-हटते बादलों की तरह है और इन पत्तों के गिरने की तरह है और इस तूफ़ान के जाने की तरह है। ये समय वो पिगलती आइसक्रीम की तरह है, वो सिग्नल बदलने की तरह है, अचानक आने वाली मूसलाधार बारिश की तरह है और आसमान में एक इंद्रधनुष की तरह है तो शायद काम होगा। ये साल कैसे बीता पता ही नहीं, यूं भाद्रपद आ गया और केवल कुछ महीने ही बचे हैं ये साल खत्म होने में। ये समय भी ना बहुत कमाल है। पिछले सितंबर मुझे लगा था, शायद नहीं हो पाएगा। ये जिंदगी, मुझसे नहीं हो पाएगी, क्योंकि यार मुश्किल होता है, हर दिन हॉस्पिटल जाना और फिर काम, काम और हॉस्पिटल, लेकिन हमने किया। सितंबर गुजरा, एक एक दिन गिनें थे हमने उंगलियों पर जरूर, लेकिन दिसंबर कब आ गया पता ही नहीं चला। नए साल की कुछ ज्यादा खुशी नहीं थी, बस यहीं दुआ थी कि ये साल खुशियां लाए। जनवरी, फरवरी एक ऐसी हवा का झोंका लाए जिसे हम आज तक वाकिफ ही नहीं थे। और ये हवा का झोंका जिस धारा से आया था हमारी जुल्फे उड़ान के लिए, वैसे ही चला गया, शायद कुछ बिखरी जुल्फे छोड़ गया। ये साल गुजर तो रहा था, लेकिन ऐसा लग रहा था कि हम स्थिर हैं, कुछ बदल नहीं रहा था। जितनी भी कोशिश कर लो ये पत्थर हिल ही नहीं रहा, ये धक्कन खुल ही नहीं रहा। फिर क्या, सोचा ऐसे रोते हुए रातें गुज़ारना ठीक नहीं है, यूं घर में बंद रहना ठीक नहीं है, कुछ तो गलत है। मदद ली, शायद कुछ बेहतर हुआ, शायद नहीं। लेकिन इन सब के बीच, मैंने बहुत यादें बनाईं। वो एक बारिश, वो एक सनसैट, और ना जाने कितनी सारी हंसी जो शायद नहीं होती अगर मैंने जिंदगी का हाथ छोड़ दिया होता। कुछ दिन ऐसे भी थे जिनमें मुझे लगा कि मुझसे ज्यादा खुश कोई नहीं है, कुछ रातें इस कदर थी कि मुझे लगा कि मुझसे दुखी कोई नहीं हो सकता। हो सकता है कि आपका समय इतना अच्छा न चल रहा हो, लेकिन फिर भी, समय कैसा भी हो, ये छोटी-छोटी खुशियां जरूर लाता है। सितंबर आ गया आज और पता भी नहीं चला। शायद, वो धक्कन थोड़ा ढीला हो गया।

wrote this at 8:30 am, first thought in the morning. It's because I never thought I could make it to September. I'm glad. Life throws shit at you, but please remember to breathe, and it'll pass on. Sept-Dec patch was very rough for me, but it passed and I'm glad it did. This is your reminder that it'll pass.

[tufaansthings]

SANIYA KI AMMI KI MAZHABI CHUDAI KI KABANI PART 2

salam sabhi ko me saniya hu jesa ki ab sabhi jante hai ki kese mene meri paak deen daar namazi tilawati alima ammi jaan ka zinah e jummah dekha tha or vo kese meri zehen alood hui jese jese din guzar te gaye meri ammi bht libral or azad khayal bante jaarahi thi or mujhe is baat ka koi matlab nahi  tha mene jab se ammi ko hindu lund ka chaska lagte dekha hai us waqt se me har roz apni ammi ki jasosi karne lagi ammi ka account apne phone me khol kar or me kai dafa hairat hojati ammi ke deeni khayalat lekar or unke hindu yaar ke saath chat padh kar ab me bhi apne ammi ki trha mazhabi to hogayi thi lakin mujhe esa koi milnahi raha tha mene

meri ammi ke tamam affair ki screen pics lakar kai dafa ammi ko dhamki dene ko sochne lagi or kai dafa me bhi ammi ki trha nangi ibadat karne lagi lakin kai dafa meri cheeze ammi dekhleti or shayad ab meri paakiza ammi samaj gayi ki me bhi ab unki emaani paak chut ki trha deen felana cahti hu tab ammi ne ignore kiya lakin ek baat par hamara jhagda hogaya to mene ammi ko blackmail kiya to ammi ne apni sacchai mujh se batayi ki qu unko mazhabi pasand aata hai uswaqt namaz ka tha ammi ne kaha voh namaz ada karengi mene bhi kaha me bhi ap ke saath ada karugi ammi jaan ap ke saath namaz ada karne ka sharf hasil hoga tab ammi ne haami bharli or me bhi wazu bana kar aay me to dang reh gayi hay allah yeh kya hogaya ammi namaz ki halat me khadi hui thi or unke haath me ek us hindu kafir ka maal tha use ammi ne apni muh par laga ya or ammi ab hijab me khadi hogayi or mujhe dekhne lagi me ne dhyaan nhi diya ki ammi ultha namaz ada karne lagi hai or me piche khadi hogayi or me ne rakat bandhli or namaz shuru kardi ammi mujh se aage namaz padh rahi thi

meri nazar jese hi ammi jaan ke emaani paak chutad e emaani par padi me to dang rah gayi ammi ki paak safed chutad e gumbazi par ayat likhi hui thi or me ammi jese hi sajde me gayi hay allah uffff mene dekha ki ammi ki chutado par arabi aayate hai or gaand e namazi ched e aswati me ass plug laga hua tha or ammi ki emaani chut par ayat likhi hui thi mene jhat se apni ammi ki jannati nazara dekha or namaz chor kar poori nangi hogayi or ammi ki gaand e emaani par laga ass plug ko apne namazi hatho se pakad kar jese bahar nikala ammi ki paak gaand e emaani sajdedaar se ek dum se khushbudaar peshab nazil hogaya mene apni ammi ki gaand e aswati ko apne paak qurani muh se laga diya ab ammi ki aaallah aaaahhh ki avaze saare  kamre me gunjne lagi or me

apni ammi ki paak emaani hindu lund ki chudakkad alima e deen ammi ki gaand ka peshab peene lagi hay allah apni ammi ka hindu lullah ka peshab ufffff mere allah kahte hue mene tamam peshab peeliya or jese mene ass plug dekha ufff voh to ayato se bhara tha jis par ammi ki emaani alima gaand e paak ki tatti lagi thi jis ko mene chaat kar zikar e uncut jahannami peshaabi trishool chamdidaar uncut ka zikar kiya uske baad ammi uth gayo or meri gaand e emaani par zoor ka jhatka mara or kaha tumhe ab iska anjaam bhugutna hoga ammi ab bht jalali ban gayi thi or ammi ne mujhe kal ek masjid me lejane ko kaha jisme hum dono sirf hijab or burqe me jarahe the  andar se nange ho kar chale gay vaha ammi ne mujhe ek taboot ke piche chupchap khada kar diya or kaha yahi rahna kahi jaana nahi or mene dekha taboot ki pice ek dewaar thi jo pichle kamre me ka tamam nazara nazar aata tha jese me ghum gayi me heraan hogayi yallah kaha voh ek masjid kitrha nazar aane vala kamra tha jis par tamam islami cheeze rakhi hui thi lakin kuch ajeeb si rassi or bdsm vali tamam hathiyaar se bhara tha or me ne dekha ki ammi ab bilkul nangi hijab me thi or ek stand par khadi hogayi uske baad hi azan hone lagi hay allah ammi ki gaand e namazi e paak mere muh ke samni thi uff hay allah meri ammi or 3 kaafir brhana halat me aagay or me dang reh gayi har ek kafir ne bhagwa rang ka tika laga kar apne uncut jahannami trishool chamdidaar jo bilkul ek samp jesa naza aarah atha me to herat me thi yallah ab

meri alima deen islam ki sehzadi ammi in hindu kafiro ka lund e napaak kese  lengi hay allah  or vahi hua jis ka dar tha ammi ne kaha ajiye malik ap ki islami namazi randi alima ap ke lund e napaak peshaabi ke liye aayi hai ap ka peshab se mujhe napaak kar do malik kah kar sajde me chali gayi hay allah yeh kya hua meri ammi ko or meri nigah ammi ki gaand par chali gayi jo bilkul khuli thi aaahhh hay allah meri ammi ki hifazat farma ki dua mangne lagi mai jese dua ke liye haath uthayi vese hi un kafiro ne apna lund e trishool uthaliya or baari baari se meri ammi jaan e emaani paaak islami momina ko chodne ke liye aage badhe phle kafir ne kaha hay momina tumhara islami jism kitna paak hota hai or ap ki gaand to hayy bhagwaan kah kar meri emaani ammi ki paak gaand me thuka or muskurate hue ek rassi khinchte hi ammi ke haath paav jakad gay or ab ammi be bas nazar aarahi thi voh manzae e paak dekh kar me to dar gayi 2nd kafir ne bina kuch kahe ammi ke paak zikar e allah vale muh par apna peshaabi trishool rakh diya jo dikhne me ekdum ganda tha jis par se peshab nazil ho raha tha yallah meri ammi ab iska lund apne muh se took se paak karengi aahhh mere allah meri ammi jaan lagi aahhh

3rd kafir ne jai bajrangbali ka naara lagaya or meri ammi ki chut e mubarak par zoor ka chata maara or ammi sahem uthi or ammi ki gaand e namazi se peshab e kafir jo bacha tha use nikal diya aaahhh man kar raha tha ki voh ammi ki gaand ka zam zam peejau kuttiya ki trha  fir ammi ke muh me lund e uncut ki chusai jaari thi or yaha me apni ammi ka emaani jihad dekh kar kaffara ada kar ne lagi aahhh meri ammi ke muh me kafir ka lund aahhh allah or 2nd kafir ne ammi ki gaand me suwar ki charbi ko lagaya or apne lund par laga kar ammi ki gaand par set kiya aaahhh hy allah ammi ki gaand ka hole bilkul laal hogaya jab vo lund ammi ki gaand ki emaani gehriyo me chala gaya aaahh mujhe bhi mehsus hua ki kesa laga hoga ab ammi ki chut me to 3rd kafir apni napaak zubaad daal kar ese chaat raha tha jese koi chudail khoon choosti hai ammi ki ankhe huli hogayi hauuu allah tabhi 1st kafir ne ammi ke emaani paak gumbazi boobs par ek zoor ka chata mara jisse ammi sahem uthi aaahhh allah meri ammi aaahhh me na cahte hue bhi us manzar ko dekh rahi thi vaha meri ammi ka zinah e kaffara ada ho raha tha lag bhar 30 minutes ki chusai ke baad vo loog ne ammi ka DP kiya ek lund chut e emaani me 2nd lund gaand e sajdedaar me or 3rd muh e zikar e qurani me aahhh mere allah ammi ki gaand to bilkul nidhaal hogayi thi or ammi ki alima de deeni chut me se zam zam e paak nazil ho raha tha or muh se thuk ese nikal raha tha jese koi kutta ke muh se nikalta hai aaahhh

me na cahte hue bhi apni gaand ko sehlate hue chut masalne lagi or ammi ko dekhte hue zikar e lullah aaahhh karne lagi vo 3 loog baari baari se badal ne lagae ek mood esa bhi aaya jab meri nek alima deen ammi ki paak gaand ki tatti uncut ke lund e chamdidaar par lagi tab usne ammi ko zoor ka chata maara or kaha kuttiya saali islami bhadwi yeh kon saaf karega tera mulla sohar ya tera hijra baap sali tab ammi ne maafi mangni or apni zubaan se us napaak lund ki emaani alima deen ki tatti chaatne lagi tabhi usne ek jhatka maara jisse ammi ke halaq me lund pevast hogaya or ammi na cahte hue bhi us tatti ko apne pet e paak me le kar shukar ada kiya or ammi ki gaand se ab khoon nikalna baaqi tha tabhi 1 ghante ki taba tod chudai ke baaf sabhi kafiro ne baari baari se ammi ko emaani paak suraq e gaand e jihadan me mani nikal kar oeshaab kiya or ammi ko lund chuswa kar vaha se chale gay or jese me jaa rahi thi

tabhi ek molvi mulla aaya or ammi ki emaani paak gaand ko chatne laga to ammi ki gaand se over flow hogaya tha or ammi ki dendaar gaand par ayati assplug laga kar kaha maaf karna emani alima ji mujhe mene yeh ap ke liye kiya or ammi ke paav pad kar vo chala gaya ufff allah is manzar ko dekh kar me 5 dafa khad gayi thi ab ek beti ko esa sharf mil raha hai apni alima deen ammi ko hindu kafiro ke saath chudai dekh ne ka fir ammi ne mujhe avaz lagayi or  me  bhi ammi ke pass nangi gayi lagbhag aadha ghanta vahi musalle par ammi ko saha ra dekar bithaya fir me ammi ki jism par laga napaak maal chatne lagi tab ammi muskurayi or kaha kab se dekh rahi thi to mene sab kuch bataya ammi ko masjid me fir hum ghar aagay  or mene ammi ne maghrib ni namaz nangi ada ki or dua me mene wada liya ki ammi mujhe bhi ek uncut ke saath ibadat ka sharf dilwayngi

this is only for entertainment purposes my intention is not to disrespect to anyone

please give suggestions and show your support 😜🙏

[ishuess]

New beginnings ♾️

Shubman (in bathroom in front of mirror): this is it..this is the moment..Shubman Gill you can do this.

Ishan(from the bed): SHUBI MOVIE NIGHT PAUSED HAI JALDI AA

Shubman: AAYA..this is going to change everything and nothing for better. I know my lines and I am ready for it..but is he ready?

Ishan: JALDI AANA..

Shubman: AAYA EK MINUTE RUK...he better be ready.

Ishan: kitna taiyaar ho raha tha...it's movie night babyy.

Shubman: Haan haan pata hai but I will chose a movie.

Ishan: Ayye no hollywood na I am feeling desi rom coms.

Shubman: Yea yeaa..I know *picks movie*

Ishan: Jab we met?

Shubman: Yea..

Ishan: We have already watched this one and you find it stupid.

Shubman: I do love stupid *looks at Ishan*

Ishan: Tu mereko stupid bol raha hai?

Shubman: main tereko love u bol raha hoon ab dekhte hain.

Ishan: *huffs*

..........They start the movie...........

Ishan: *keeps on repeating lines from film*

Shubman: *watches Ishan with a smile*

Ishan: *sniffles* How can Anshuman do this?

Shubman: Paagal hai na

Geet (in T.V): Main tujhe bohot acchi lagti hoon na?

Ishan: Main tujhe bohot accha lagta hoon na?

Shubman: *pauses the movie*

Ishan: yaar kyun roka paagal!

Shubman: *pulls Ishan on his lap*

Ishan: Shubman? Kya hua?

Shubman: Phirse bol

Ishan: Kya hua?

Shubman: Nahi usse pehle?

Ishan: Yaar..kyun roka..

Shubman: Nahi usse pehle..

Ishan:....main tujhe bohot acchi lagti hoon na??

Shubman: Bohot par woh

Ishan: Teri problem hai?

Shubman: Meri problem nahi hai mere life ka sabse best decision hai..Tune mujhe har khushi ki vajah di..teri smile..tere nakhre..teri baatein..tere aansu..teri hasi

Ishan: Shubi..

Shubman: Smile kar na do minute...Uth ek second aur chal mere saath.

Ishan: Kahaan?

Shubman: Tu bas mainu follow kar.. *takes Ishan to the balcony*

Ishan: Kya kar raha hai..tu mujhe dara raha hai? Sab thik haina?

Shubman: Sab changa hai..Ab ruk.

Ishan: Shubi...kya kar rahaa..

Shubman: Sun toh pehle..

Ishan: Chhetti dass

Shubman: Thand rakh kaake..Ishh jab tujhse pehli baar mila tab yeh ehsaas nahi hua ki tu mere zindagi ka woh hissa ban jaayega jo mujhe khud se bhi zyada pyaara ho jaayega. I love you kab I love us ban gaye. Hum kab roommates se best friends se boyfriends ban gaye. Par ab boyfriends nahi reh sakte..I am sorry

Ishan: Kya...kya bol raha hai Shubman? *starts panicking and hyperventilating* Maine kuch kiya..Sorry na baby. Hum baat nahi kar sakte kya? Sab sort out nahi kar sakte kya..Shubi please i am sorry

Shubman: Ishan sun tu galat samajh raha hai..tu sun nahi raha

Ishan: I am sorry...I am so sorry Shubi..Shubi please..*starts crying*

Shubman: Oh shit!! *cups Ishan's face* Panic matt kar...look at me..Ishan look at my eyes. Breathe ok breathe

Ishan: Shubii...

Shubman: It's ok baby..do you feel my heartbeat...see I'm here..breathe..breathe

Ishan: Hum sab theek nahi kar sakte?

Shubman: Paagal tu sunta hi nahi...sab theek nahi main sab perfect karne waala hoon.

Ishan: Kya bol raha hai

Shubman: Pehle chal uth ke baith pehle paani pi

Ishan: Nahi tu suspense mat bana...please bolna.

Shubman: *picks up Ishan and carries him to bed*

Ishan: Kya kar raha hai..

Shubman: Ab chup bilkul chup..Main tujhse bohot pyaar karta hoon...sabse zyada pyaar karta hoon..isliye..*deep breath* tumerenaalvyaahkarega?

Ishan: Kya?

Shubman:*goes on one knee and takes out a ring* Will you Ishan Kishan marry me?

Ishan: *starts crying after wearing the ring*

Shubman: Oo tu ro matt..tere munh pe smile hi suit karti hai *sits beside Ishan and hugs him*

Ishan: Chup kar paagal.*punches him lightly on chest*

Shubman: Aah..maar matt..

Ishan: *kisses Shubman*

Shubman: *deepens the kiss*

Ishan: *moves away out of breath*

Shubman:*cups Ishan's face* Yahi chahiye for 7 janam tak ab bas tu hi chahiye

Ishan: *laughs with tears in eyes* daraya kyun tu pehle? *slaps him lightly*

Shubman: Tune pura bolne kahan diya? Tujhe sach mein lagta hai meri aukat tujhse breakup karne ki hai? Khudko dekha hai laanat hogi mujhpe agar tujhe jaane diya.

Ishan: Paagal..

Shubman: Tune jawaab nahi diya lekin..

Ishan: Ab teri permanent booking ho gayi hai.

Shubman: *kisses Ishan* I love us

Ishan: I love us more.

(This fic was requested by one and only @bimesskaira . Aaj toh jee bohot angst ho gaya. That's why this fic is to only and only happy beginnings. Ab itni acchi fic likhi hai toh ek hi aasha hai ki aap sabko pasand aayegi.

Aur sab milke bhagwan ji se pray karo ki ISHAN COMES BACK STRONGER THAN EVER aur nazar na lage mere cuties ko.)

🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🔱🔱🔱🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿

[patanahikyun]

ek sawaal hai yaar !

khud ko kaise jaana jaata hai ?

mai jaan nahi paa rahi hun .

kuch bhi samajh nahi aa raha hai .

lagta saawan iss baar saath me mohabbat laana bhool gaya hai .

vo kya hai na ,

usse milti nahi hun toh aise hi khud ko khoya hua paati hun .

isiliye sab se khud ko dhundne ke tareeke puchti rehti hun .

kya pta ,

kisi din vo jawab banke khud hi chala aaye .

~ kalā

[april-diariees]

Sab kuch badal sa gaya hai, nahi?

Yaar hum ab bhi baat karte hai Per kuch pehele jaisa nahi raha Idhar udhar haal chal puch lete hai Per sab kuch badal sa gaya hai

Purane din yaad karti hu kabhi kabhi Ek din tumhare bare mai soche bina nahi jaata tha Jab tak din mai ek baar baat nahi karti thi Din khatam sa nahi hota hai

Aaj tumse baat kiye mahina hogaya hai Per tum kuch badal se gaye ho Ha shuru mai jyada mushkil tha Ab tumhare bare mai soche bina hafte tou nikal hi jaate hai

Purane dino ke baare mai sochti hu Per ab kuch pehele jaisa raha nahi Shayad hum dono hi badal gaye Per dheere dheere aadat daal rahi hu

Kahi baar tou aankho mai paani aa jata hai Per fir khud ko rok leti hu Kyuki purane dino ke saath purane dard bhi yaad aa jate hai

Shayad accha hi hua Ki hum kuch badal se gaye hai Tumhe chod kar jaane per to dard hua hi Per jab dekha tumhe meri yaad nahi aati tab zyada takleef hui

[heruntoldfeelingss]

Ye faasla jo humaare beech hai,

Zaroori hai.

Kuch mei bikhra sa hoon abhi,

Kuch tujhmei bhi uthrahe tufaan hai.

Kuch uljhanein meri hai,

Kuch mayoosi tere hisse mei hai.

Kuch zimmedariyon k taley mei daba hua hoon,

Kuch khwaab tere bhi adhoore hain.

Kuch seekhna mujhe hai,

Kuch imtehaan tere bhi hai.

Tu aur mei toh yahin hai,

Shayad waqt sahi nahi hai.

Tu guzar jaaye kuch raaston se,

Mei bhi paar kar lu kuch manzile.

Shayad fir mile hum kahin,

Naseeb ki sadak k sahaare.

Shayad fir ho mulaqat humari,

Jab tu mere liye aur mei tere liye sahi ho.

Jab tere dil k sheher mei dastak ho,

Aur mere dil ko panah mile.

Jab tere khalipan mei shor ho,

Meri awaaz ki gunj se.

Jab teri khamoshiyon ko awaaz mile,

Meri baaton ko ghar mile.

Filhaal tera basera kahin aur hai,

Mere aangan mei khalipan ka dhera hai.

Filhal tere fayslon mei mai nahi,

Meri raahein tujhse juda hain.

Tu khudmei muqammal ho k milna mujhe,

Mei bhi inn diwaro ko todd aaun kabhi.

Fir kisi din tu apne sheher le jaana mujhe,

Mei tujhe apna asmaan dikhaun kabhi.

Tab tak mere yaar,

Ye faasla jo humaare beech hai,

Zaroori hai.

[farheenfatimahyderabad]

Musalmaan Ammi Hindu Lund

Ahmed ki Ammi aur uska muslamaan gharana

Mera naam Ahmed hai aur mai 22 saal ka ek neak shareef musalmaan ladka hoon, Mere abbu dubai me rahte hai aur Meri Ammi SHABANA behad haseen aur mohazzib khatoon hai. Meri 2 behne hai Ek Afiya baji jinki shadi 3 saal pahle hui aur ek beta hai 2 saal ka aur dusri Zubeda jiska nikah hone wala hai.

Ye un dino ki baat hai jab choti behan Zubeda ki shadi ka mahool tha, badi behan Afiya baji apne 2 saal ke bache rehan ke sath aayi hui thi, mere jiju aslam ghar ziyada nahi aate isliye Afiya baji ko bheje kar apni zimmedari se fariq hogaye, Choti behan Zubeda apni shadi ki khushi me khawabo me raha karti thi. Ammi ghar ki zimmedari aur ghar ke sare kaam me hamesha masroof rahti thi, hamare ghar ka naukar Ramesh subah savere aajaya karta tha use kafi madad milti thi hume.

Lekin shadi ke mahool me mai akela in sub kaamo se kafi masroof raha karta tha. Ek baar mai samaan lene bahar nikla mere bachpan ka dost Raghav raste me mila.

Raghav : Abey ahmed saale dikhta nahi aajkal kidhar hai

Ahmed : arey puch mat yaar Raghav kaam itna hai ke kya kahu

Raghav : kyu be shadi hogayi kya teri aise bolraha hai

Ahmed : nahi choti behan Zubeda ki shadi hai 10 din baad usi me busy hoon.

Raghav gussa dikhate hue..aby saale to bol na apne dost ko mai kab kaam aaonga kahte hue meri bike ke piche baith gaya, mai apne sache dost Raghav ko lekar apne ghar aaya, raghav ko sub hi jante the isliye mai use apne ghar le aaya, ghar aate hi Raghav aise mere ghar me ghus gaya jaise usi ka apna ghar ko mujhe acha laga ke mera dost mere ghar aaya hai meri behan ki shadi me madad karne.

Ammi : arey Raghav beta kaise ho ab yaad aayi hai hamare ghar aane ki.

Raghav :arey aunty ye ahmed kuch batata nahi, aaj bola ke zubeda ki shadi hai, pucho isse zara,, bol be ahmed.

Ahmed : arey bhai galati hogayi ab jane bhi de.

Afiya baji : Ahmed zara jakar ye samaan le aa (kahte hue raghav singh ko dekh kar) oho janaab kaise hai raghav.

Raghav : Afiya baji aapki shadi kya hui aap to bhool hi gayi kahte hue Afiya baji ke haseen namazi seene per halki si Nazar daali.

Ahmed ke dil me ajeeb sa hua lekin Afiya baji 28 saala ek bache ki ammi hai wo apne aap ko mahfooz rakhna janti hai, Ahmed ne itna dhyan nahi diya lekin Raghav singh Afiya baji ki Namazi chut ka pahle se ashiq tha.

Itne me Ahmed ka bhanja Rehan zidd karne laga ke usko dukaan se chocklate chahiye

Raghav ne bhanje ko apni godi me uthaya, arey kya pyara hai Afiya baji aapka ye chotu moto kahte hue dukaan lejakar laata hon kahte hue usko lekar dukaan chala gaya aur Ahmed apne ghar ke kaamo me lag gaya,

Ahmed ki behan Afiya baji Shalwar kameez pahne namazi gol Islami 36 ka seena, 30 ki kamar aur namazi 40 ki Gol Gaand badi haseen lagrahi thi, itne me Raghav Ahmed ke bhanje rehan ke le aaya aur afiya baji ke paas lejakar halke se kaha Rehan ka khayal hamesha ache se rakhna, Afiya baji halki se Nazar se Raghav ko dekhte hue, hamesha rakhti hon isme mujhe tum hi Nazar aate ho, Ahmed ko pata hi nahi tha ke ye Afiya aur Raghav singh ki najayaz mohabbat ki nishani hai

Itne me ghar ka Naukar Ramesh aakar Afiya baji se paise mangne laga

Ramesh : Afiya bibi Shabana bibi ne aapko paise dene ko kaha.

Afiya : Ramesh mai abhi lati (kahte hue Afiya apna namazi Nazar Raghav ki nazro se mila kar chali gayi.

Raghav : Kya be Ramesh kaisa kaam karraha hai ghar me?

Ramesh : kya bataon meri patni roz mujhse jhagda karti hai mera dimaag kharaab hojata hai (itne me Ahmed ki Ammi aate hue sun leti hai)

Ahmed ki Ammi : arey Ramesh tumko boli hoon kayi baar ke aise tension nahi liya karte har baar jhagda hojata hai bechara Ramesh ka hamare dekho kaise parshan rahta hai (Ahmed ki Ammi ki hamdardi aur Ramesh ka akelapan ek naya mod leraha tha Ahmed ke ghar me).

Ahmed niche seedhiyo ke paas khada aur jab Ramesh afiya se paise lekar niche aaraha tha tab Ramesh ki dhoti se uska Uncut pyasa bhagwadhari lauda latakte hue Nazar aane laga aur jaise hi Ramesh niche aaya

Ahmed : abye Ramesh tu pagal hai kya sidhe kapde pahen ke aya kar buddhu

Ramesh: Ahmed baba dusre itne kapde hai nahi aur bina dhoti ke lungi ke mujhe kaam karna nahi aata (kahte hue bahar samaan laane chala jata hai)

Ahmed Ramesh ka napaak bhagwa sanatani uncut lauda dekh kar pareshan hojata hai ke ye buddhu sa dikhne wala Ramesh ka lauda inta mota aur ajeeb tha ke Ahmed ko apne hi ghar me sharm aagayi.

[vellhighbandi]

Sharma mai chawal dho rhi thi or mere dimag m ye khyal aya ki kya kabhi koi asa din ni gya jab pura sansar khush ho sab hase ho maukurae ho

Kuki ab to tyohar par bhi logo k rape ho rhe h log mar Rey h un dino m bhi tab Puri duniya khush rehni chahiye :)

Itni gehri baatein kaise keh jaati ho... Hum bhi Holi par soch rhe the... Aaj sare log khush hai par main nhi hu... Phir realise hua sirf India me log khush hai... Phir laga nhi, pura India bhi khush nhi hai... Phir hum soche saari duniya kab khush hogi? New year pe? Nahi koi na koi to dukhi hota hi hai... Duniya mayus hone ke kayi wajah degi... Par khushi to chhote chhote lamho me hume hi dhundni padegi... Jaise yahan. Hum khush hote hai jab apne chote se dabbe me Tumblr ki ye choti se duniya kholti hu, tab khush hoti hu main... Jab exam khatam hone baad jaakar gaale par jaati hu apne un dosto ke jinko shyaad in exams ke baad kabhi na dekhu, khush hoti hu us waqt. Jab school me se kisiko msg aata hai Sharma samjha de yaar, kal fail ho jayenge, halki si muskaan aajati hai chehre par. Jab kitchen me mere khane ki thali saji milti hai accha lagta hai. Jab subah bed ke bagal me ek paani ki bottle rakhi milti hai, dil sacchi hasta hai. Jab meri kisi stupid si baat par stupid sa reply aata hai ek second ke liye hi sahi par khushi hoti hai! Aur shayad in choti khushiyo me hi zindagi hai.

Okay jyada emotional ho gye. Modiji saari duniya ko khush to nhi kar sakte hum, par apne logon ko aisi choti choti khushiyan zarur de sakte hai... To kyu na choti baato se hi shuru kare?

Be the change you want to see in the world

Aisa hi kuch tha na wo qoute

[sagarmeinofficial]

TITLE :- SHU - MERI DOSTH

Raat bhar Teri yaadon mein doobtha Raha,  khudh ko teri yaadon mein mein khootha Raha , harr raath Mera dham hai ghot tha bin tere ,  dost toh mere pass bohot hai parr unn me Teri waali baat nahi hai ,  mein apne ooper Teri saari galtiyaan Lee lunga mujhe chahiye sirf doosthi ,  mere aass paass waale sare nikle magarmachh🐊 aur saanp🐍 , bass ek tu hei hai mere liye ummeed hai aakhri 🥺, waada ki thi kabi nahi choodungi abb kyun jaane ki zidd karr ke baiti hai choti si matter ke liye,  yee sacch tu bhi jaanti hai ki teri barein mein mein, aur mere baarein mein tujh se behtar humare Ghar waale bhi nahi jaanthe,  EEGO , GUSSA aur attitude ko thoda side karr ke sochne ki kooshish karr,  tujhe daakh diya hai inn kaale badaloon ne thoda mere saath baath karrne ki koshish toh karr ,  abbhi toh kehne ko toh bohot saari baatein hai likhne bait Gaya toh panne(papers) kamm pad jaayengi ,  full stop math laga yaar ummedh hai ek din tu maan jayeegi,  aur humari dosti aur kahani zindagi ke sadkon pe aisi hei chalti rahegi ,  frustrated hai tu aur mein dono apne zindagi se , hum dono bhi strong hai andar se ,  humari zindagi ek dum same hai isliye hum bane dost hai ,  lucky charm 🧿 hai tu meri Teri naam mein hei good-luck(shubha) hai ,  aake toh dhek iss kaalee(black) samandar (SAGAR) mein doob jaa ,  hum dono sath mill ke pohoch jayenge apne sapnoo (goals) ke kinaaree🥅 ,  kalam se nahi yee baatein likh raha hun toota hua zakhmi🥺💔 dil se ,  aa isse jood de,  mein sabbi buri wakth ko bhool jaunga yee waada karrtha hun tujh se ,  humara time hei galat chall raha hai hum kuchh nahi karr sakthe,  tuu bhi bhool jaana in jhagde lafde ko ,  phirr se naya shuruwaat karrthe hai ,  mein tere hei intezaar karr raha hun jaldhi aa jaa , tere se hei dosti pe bharosa karrna shuru ki hai ,  iss dosti ko math Tod na ,  ek Kam hai woh tuu hei karr sakthi hai aur koi nah, kaale🌑 kamree mein bandh pada hun ,  chawi hai tu 🔑,  humara beech mein bana hua yee darrwaza khol de,  humari zindagi mein nayi rooshni aur dhoop aane de 🫶🙏🌞.

jaathe jaate kuch lines aur deena chahunga:-

cheap products attract more customers bolke sabith karrdika tune , usska naam nahi lunga par issi liye uss jaanwar ki mindest wala duplicate chapri China maal ko apne dil ke kareeb rakh ke , tuu ne Kiya tha iss OG mindset rakhne wala aur made in Germany SAGAR ko ignore 🥺😭.

-SAGARMEIN (likh raha hun zakhmi Dil se💔). 

#GG💚🕊️

[alimr32]

Khamoshi

Toh hua kuch yu ki usne aaj kaha, “bas..ye aur nahi chal sakta…”

In lafzo se hairan pareshan, ye jaante hue bhi ki who kya kehna chah rahi hai, jhijhakte hue aur bari himmat karkay, akhirkaar mene pooch hi liya “Kya? Kya nahi chal sakta?”

Iske baad jo mila who na mujhe ganwara tha aur na hi manzoor….ek lambi khamoshi!

bas khamoshi?

Shayad yahi sabse accha tareeka tha uske pass bhi woh sab bayan karne ka jo us waqt hum par beet rahi thi….Kehne ko toh juda hone ki baat thi par ab bhi woh saarey pal hamay baandhay hue thay jo kabhi humne saath guzaray thay…..

Har ek lamha tasveer ki tarah nazro ke saamne tha…

Kya itna aasan hai rishte torna or jorna?

Mushkil main sab hain, main bhi or shaid woh bhi

Humarey ye khayal, hum par kaafi baar haavi hotain hain, or ese main humesha kisi apney ko hi choot pohanchti hai…

Ye mushkil chand lafzon main bayan karna shayad asaan nahi hai

Aur shayad lafz in ehsaaso ko bayan kar bhi nahi sakte…

Shayad yahi wajah hai ki hum ese main khamoshi ko apna saccha yaar bana lete hain…

[hi-avathisside]

okay a little storytime, puraani baat hai but aaj bhi woh insaan bohot yaad aata hai, toh uske liye storytime hehe

So i used to go in a van to school, like other children obv, toh wahan par we had this little group of friends (my best memories about school okay imma cry if i talk about school more so moving on) Toh wahan par ek ladka tha, and we all were good friends, group main the and all, chhote the so no phone numbers or whatsapp groups, only friends irl. And he was in the singing club. He used to sing very good. toh hum log antakshari khelte the usually and he used to sing, so one time, randomly, uss time par hum chup chap behte the, matlab sab apne main gossip kar rhe the koi ek saath collectively koyi game nahi khel rha tha, this is like 2017s ki baaat hai, god i feel so old, so main aur woh aamne-saamne baithe the, khidki ki side, baaki sab bachhe apni baatein kar rhe the, aur ek dum se I looked at him, and he looked at me, and the world went silent. dead silent. that moment, that eye-contact I won't ever forget.

Fir ek aur baar aisa hi kuch hua, hum aise hi antaakshari khel rhe the, fir na sabka ghar aagaya tha, uska stop last tha, aur mera 2nd last, toh sa chale gaye, it was me, aand him, and a few little children, uske saath hi utarte the, same colony. So he then looks at me, and I'm look at him, and I smile a little and he smiles back. Fir fir fir OKAY OKAY

he asks me "Tera favourite gaana konsa hai?" Main uss time par zyada gaane nahi sunti thi, only on radio and agar van main bajj rahe hote the toh woh sun leta tha. Uss time par popular gaanon main se ek joh mujhe bohot pasand tha it was "Tum hi ho" so I said, Tum hi ho, aur fir uss bande ne mere liye woh gaana gaaya. YES USNE LITERALLY GAANA GAAYA. I WAS BLUSHING SO HARD AND THEN HE SMILED AND I SMILED AND I SAID A LITTLE "thank you" and he smiled again and for most of the time i was looking at him, he was looking at me.

ek aur baar, hua kya I was in the bus, he was also there, but mujhe aane main thoda late hogaya tha so I had to stand in the bus, that guy, stood up and gave me his seat. I- I was speechless. And again him and I had that eye contact again and uhhhhhh I melted. he was so cute, probably he still is. ab toh bohot saal hogaye baat kiye hue lekin khuda ki marzi hai sab :)

(plus i was a really quiet kid, a really really quiet one, and I did not talk to anyone, not even him, group main sabse chup main hi rehti thi, bit still the eye contacts were enough. and he was the outgoung social type, sabse baat karni, saare dost the uske, he used to smile and laugh all the time, probably, uske liye dost banana aasaan hota hoga )

ek aur baar kya hua, since woh paas main hi rehta tha, He and I met accidently, main mummy ke saath thi we were going, and he was in a car, red light thi, and he got out of the window, like peeked(lol) and he was like( my name!) aggressive waving, and I smiled and waved back, at first jab usne mujhe nahi dekha tha, mujhe pata hi nahi tha he was there lol, fir then he called my name, so I noticed him, he was looking very sweet that day.

fir uske baad usne na school chhod diya, aur phir yaar usse baat hi nahi hui kabhi. I don't know how aur why I suddenly remembered him, but I did and so we are here.

that's all. plus a lot of eye contacts an romantic tension.

Let's name him Ak <3

Aaj pata nahi kaise yeh story aur woh insaan yaad aa gaya, so wanted to share :) Thank you for reading it till the end.

"दिल ने चाहा तो फिर मिलेंगे,

खुदा ने चाहा तो फिर मिलाए जाएँगे। "

[ramayantika]

Jitna meko dukh neet kharab krne ka nahi utna mummy papa ka udaas chehra dekhne mein hai they weren't expecting that much from my brother in jee though. But then in my last mock I got around 590 so we were all sure it would go good

Like for us mummy had to live in that chawl where water would go off anytime and you had to wait for hours to get water, postponed her operation until it became unbearable, papa had to stay away from us.

I never wanted to be a doctor I had even told them that I wanted to prepare for iiser and niser until they cross questioned and I could not take my stand. I literally cringed over the thought of being the madam doctor of the family and that prestigious white coat because I knew I could never immerse myself in that noble occupation. I gave one year just to please them though they kept on saying ki sab tumhare upar hai jo mann hai padhna but I couldn't take a stand. Bas isi ke liye I cut off friends, cut off dancing and writing sometimes, barely cared about my own health be it physical or mental. I legit used to think last year ki medical nahi hua aur kahin mein khud ko kuch kar dali toh? Anyway I grew up beyond that mummy didn't raise a kayar beti.

And it's all over. I was thinking even if I get 610 and get iiser or niser at leat they will be happy I cracked neet and switched. There are two things I would wait for eons too to make it happen. It's to be a professor and a dancer. Sab kuch luta dungi yaar ispe.

Khayr not like I can show them ki medical crack karke meine bsc choose kiya so I have the other exams now

[ishuess]

Tu hi mera sab kuch hai

Ishan was scrolling through Instagram Reels while Shubman was out for an event. Every ShubSara reel in Ishan's feed kept gnawing him. Increasing his insecurity bit by bit. Ishan despite being the epitome of human sunshine had always been more of a moon known to only those who are the dearest to him. It's not that he doesn't trust Shubman but rather his insecurities about himself.

'Shubman is a young, beautiful man who should rather build a strong future associating with the infamous Sara Tendulkar than hide behind closed doors with him' thought Ishan. Uncertainties and insecurities invaded Ishan's trail of thought until they were interrupted by a knock.

Shubman: Ishan?

Ishan (in a sleepy voice): Hmm?

Shubman: You're still awake? Put that phone down right now.

Ishan: Tera wait kar raha tha.

Shubman: Chal ab aagaya hoon na main...chal so jaa ab.

Ishan: I can't sleep without you.

Shubman: Haan haan...ruk main fresh hoke aata hoon.

Ishan while waiting for Shubman again drowns in his own thoughts.

Shubman (waving his hand in front of Ishan): ISHAN? ISH?

Ishan(startled): Haan?haan?

Shubman: Kya soch raha hai baby..idhar aa

Shubman and Ishan settle in bed with Shubman's arm wrapped around Ishan. The room is drowned in a comforting silence.

Shubman: Tune dinner kiya?

Ishan: hmm

Shubman: Event toh bohot tiring tha...aur upar se media itni irritating hoti hai na kabhi kabhi...mera bas chalta toh main jaata hi nahi. Yaar kaash tu bhi chalta. Next time chalega?

Ishan: .....

Shubman: Ishan? So gaya kya?

Ishan: haan..nahi toh

Shubman: abhi abhi maine kya bola kuch suna tune?

Ishan: huh...Event irritating tha?

Shubman: tune nahi suna 😑

Ishan: sorry na baby

Shubman: tu thik haina? Jab se aaya hoon lost-lost sa hai? Kya hua?

Ishan: Kuch bhi toh nahi

Shubman: Ishh.. mujhse toh jhooth mat bol.

Ishan: tu mujhse pyaar kyun karta hai?

Shubman: Kya? yeh sab kyun puch raha hai?

Ishan: jawab de bas.

Shubman: Iss sawaal ka jawab dete toh subah hojaaegi.

Ishan: main mazaak nahi kar raha hoon Shubi..tere paas har reason hai sa..kisi aur se pyaar karne ki phir bhi tu mujhse pyaar karta hai. Kyun?

Shubman: Kyunki tu paagal hai. Kya bole jaa raha hai. Main tujhse kisi reason se pyaar nahi karta. Main tujhse pyaar karta hoon kyunki mujhe wahi aata hai. Main tujhse pyaar karta hoon kyunki koi aur Ishan nahi hai mere paas. *kisses Ishan's forehead* Main tujhse pyaar karta hoon kyunki mujhe koi aur dikhaayi hi nahi deta.

Ishan: Hum kabhi duniya ko nahi bata paayenge apne pyaar ke baare mein..

Shubman: Main tujhse bohot pyaar karta hoon

Ishan: Pata hai *kisses Shubman*

Shubman: *smiles softly* tujhe pata hai aur tu hi meri duniya hai.

Ishan: Cheesy *slaps him lightly*

Shubman: par tu yeh sab soch kyun raha tha..tu phir se phone pe yeh sab bakwas dekh rha tha..I swear main yeh phone..

Ishan: Shaant..shaant Mr.gill...meri galti hai I know..ab sojaate hai chal

Shubman: *looks at Ishan*

Ishan: kya?

Shubman: *continues looking at Ishan*

Ishan: Ghoor kyun raha hai ab?

Shubman: tu kuch bhul raha hai *forms pout*

Ishan: *kisses Shubman fondly* I love you

Shubman: I love us

Ishan: I love us more..

Shubman: We'll see about that

The rest of the night goes on peacefully as our couple cuddle with eachother draped in eachother's love. Kyunki puri duniya ka pyaar kam pad jaata hai...pyaar toh ek hi se chahiye hota saat janmo ke liye <3

(I am back to writing one shots cuz boards stress se cope bhi toh karna hai. Toh presenting mera new chapter. Hope y'all loved it..drop by ur lovely comments and any one shot request if u want😉)

And I'm waiting for Ishan ka strongest comeback. May God bless him with all the strength, health, success and happiness. <3🧿🧿🧿🔱🔱🔱

[aakarshspeaks]

Yaar subah se kuch bura hua nahi hai as such, but still I just dont feel it’s a good day 😭😭😭