#lesboy diary

[hikki-princess]

Blog! ~ 8/8/24

Hi everypony! My friend is busy right now so I thought I would do a little girlblogging!! I’ve seen a couple people asking what hikkis/neets do all day, so I’m here to share a glimpse of my day to day! Thank you for reading ^_^

- Disclaimer!! I’m not technically not a neet because I’m in highschool but I’m as close to one you can get while still in school >~~~<

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Today I woke up at noon which is CRAZY early for me!! I’ve been taking melatonin and it seems to be really helping. Im going to a sleep study in a couple months so maybe it will be normal one day for me to wake up a noon.

While I was waiting for my friend to wake up I ate some fruit and drank a whole water bottle. I have to drink 4 a day because my doctors say it will “cure my disability”. I’m just doing it to prove them wrong.

FRIEND WOKE UP!! Seeing how much I’ve already wrote about him I wonder if I’m too dependent. Anyways we played phasmaphobia and overwatch!! My dad brought home a sub for me but they drowned both of ours in mayo. Yuck. I drank a whole lemonade cause my doctor says anything without caffeine counts???

Therapy time!!! Couldn’t make it in person because I was too fatigued #chronic illness core!!!! I ate getman chocolate while I was on call with her hehe. She said she thinks I have ARFID and long haul covid? Possibly? and she made me two more appointments. I’m getting so sick of the doctors. They never help or listen to me.

Therapy ended!! Calling my friend again :33 more games. What will I do when I have to go back to school??

Friend had to go:(( they will be back soon. It’s raining now and it’s so cozy in my bed looking at anime figures and blogging >_<~~~ I’m pretty sure the rain is flossing my neighborhood because I hear my family freaking out abt it.

OKAY UHM DEFO FLOODING. UHM.

Played in the rain and then showered! Took all of my energy to do both so I’m going to bed rot and doomscroll till I fall asleep at probably 5am!!!! Thnx for reading!!!

[januscorner]

Anti Mspec Lesbian and Lesboy Blocklist

@prismcollective (anti Lesboy)

@locketfemme / @femmptaion / @potion0fhealing (Anti m-spec lesbian)

@violottie (Anti M-spec lesbians and lesboys, transandrophobic)

@meanbitchydyke (anti mspec lesbian, panphobic, and transandrophobic)

@princessefemmelesbian (anti mspec lesbians and lesboys)

@butchismo (anti mspec lesbian)

@cronaz-diary (anti lesboy)

@yourfavehatesmspeclesbians (Anti mspec lesbian)

@stepfordmaxxing (anti mspec lesbian)

@g00byg00b3rz (anti lesboy)

@itsdismay (anti lesboy)

@redhairbigshoes (added by kaut-nites)

@heartsanddarts (anti mspec lesbian)

@yearning-butch (anti mspec lesbian)

@stitchmyluvvingbones (anti mspec lesbian and lesboy)

@catgirlies (anti mspec lesbian)

@ocd--culture--is (anti mspec lesbian)

@fuchial (anti mspec lesbian)

@thecanadianweeb (anti lesboy)

@moxx-n-angel (anti lesboy)

@luvcalico (anti lesboy and mspec lesbian)

@myusernamesyes2 (anti lesboy)

@kno-user-name (anti lesboy and mspec lesbian)

@pinkyfl4k (anti mspec lesbian)

@sailorsenshisweetheart (anti mspec lesbian)

@ewperttheartist (anti lesboy)

@that-rabid-lemur (anti lesboy)

@sevikasenby (anti mspec lesbian and lesboy)

@bpdpaimon (anti mspec lesbian)

@troobie (Just fucked up generally)

@artinvain (anti mspec lesbian)

@blessing-18 (anti mspec lesbian and lesboy)

Update: dykeishfreak, thatspep, and perennialkarmaofficial are no longer exclusionists

[perfectcelestialechoes]

Intro and Stuff

i mainly go by she/he/it and probably more to come but any pronouns work at well!

butch lesboy gaybian girlboy <3

otherkin blog mainly focused on divinekin and such

i am angelkin and deitykin, questioning others like eldritchkin, spiritkin, conceptkin, voidkin

currently working out the details so think of this a little diary trying to figure out my incomprehensible self

feel free to pm or be mutuals id love to hear others experiences and make friends

[littlegoblininyourshoe]

I NEVER MADE AN INTO, SO HERE IT IS!!

SLIGHT FLASHING LIGHTS/EYESTRAIN!!!

Eli

They/them

Lesbian (And maybe Aromatic)

15 years old

March 16th

ADHD n Anxiety

Fav Bands!!

Will Wood

Jamface

The Stereosexuals

IDKHOW

Shayfer James

Insane Clown Posse

AJR

Alestorm

Rare Americans

That Handsome Devil

Fav Songs!!

Laplace's Angel (Will Wood)

Gennifer Flowers (Fever Dolls)

Voyage of the Dead Marauder (Alestorm)

Cotards Solution (Will Wood)

Mx. Sinister (IDKHOW)

SPKOTHDVL (IDKHOW)

Choke (IDKHOW)

Sugar Pills (IDKHOW)

READ YOUR DIARY (Måneskin)

Twist The knife (That Handsome Devil)

Tilt-a-whirl (ICP)

Weight of the World (Shayfer James)

Villainous Thing (Shayfer James)

Turning Out (AJR)

Inertia (AJR)

Baggage (Rare Americans)

Hullabaloo (Rare Americans)

Dead of the Night (Rare Americans)

Stupid Heart (Rare Americans)

Thnks fr th Mmrs (Fall Out Boy)

1fish2fish (The Stereosexuals)

Cut/Clap (The Stereosexuals)

Massah, Please (Jamface)

Zen Master (Jamface)

What I Like!!

Total Drama

Inanimate insanity

Invader Zim

Beetlejuice

Sam and Max

Final Space

Tucker and Dale VS. Evil

THINGIES LISTED ABOVE!!

Halloween

Spooky stuff

Drawing

Writing

Acting

Gaming

Don't Starve (Together)

The Binding of Issac

Roblox

Minecraft

DNI

Zoophiles

Pedophiles

Proshippers

Thank you for reading!!! ((o(^∇^)o))

People who hate others for having a hobby

Basic DNI

Mean people

Lesboys/lesboy supporters (THIN ICE.)

[mogai-sunflowers]

hey, reign, can you make a list of all of your blogs? i wanna make sure i’m following all of them! thanks :)

heyo!! the following are all the blogs that i have established and are going to be turned into some form of active account! not all my side blogs are active anymore though

the following blogs are either currently active, or i am fully planning on revamping in the very near future:

@meadow-of-mogai-melodies @genderqueereign @kenogai @emoji-gender @auroras-kiss @ @ethereal-nighttmare @aro-daydreams @cringe-autie-queer @ethereafae @aldernic-haven @mogai-paints-a-thousand-words @narconfessions @lexegender-archival @queer-queries @poetry-reigns @reigns-mogai-archive @soft-sapphic-love

and the following are blogs i run that are no longer active and most likely will never be active again, at least not with any frequency or consistency

@queer-nd-culture-is @aroflux-culture-is @aspec-sapphic-culture-is @coiner-culture-is @diary-of-a-lesboy @pink-x-archive

[bugshine-and-raincloud]

I just realized that we should definitely have some sort of intro so, uh, here's that:

Hey! I'm Bug! I used to go by Sam too, but I no longer feel much of a connection to that name so now it's just Bug! The "Shine" part is a reference to my ponysona, who is named Bug Shine lol. My emoji sign off is 💙

I have a big pronoun hoard, but my mains are Shift/Shifts, Soft/Softs, Xe/Xym, and 💙/💙s. They/Them are my aux pronouns

I have a very very big label hoard (over 100 labels currently lol /srs /pos). My main gender labels are Genderqueer, Genderfluid, Nonbinary, Boygirl, Transmasc, and Softgender! My main attraction labels are PanGay, Polyamorous, Nebularomantic, and Semificto (romantic and sexual)!

I have ADHD, Autism, BPD, Depression, Anxiety, ARFID, Gender Dysphoria, and Anger Issues. I might vent about symptoms and stuff here sometimes, I dunno

I'm Nonhuman and identify as a shapeshifter! This isn't related to Otherkin, tho I also am Otherkin

I'm Fluttershy and Strawberry Cookie IRL! I personally don't mind doubles, but if you do then I recommend not interacting

Some of my biggest interests are: Hollow Knight, Steven Universe, My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic, Bug Fables: The Everlasting Sapling, The Last Of Us, Dying Light, FNAF, Gaming in general, and MOGAI!

Hello, I'm Rain Cloud... My emoji sign off is 🌌... This was just Bug's account before, but shift said soft was okay with us both using it... Also, the dots are a typing quirk, I'm not always sad lol...

My pronouns are It/Its and Xe/Xem... I do not have aux pronouns... Do not use They/Them pronouns for me please, if you can't use my pronouns then just use my name or don't talk about me /srs...

I also have a quite big label hoard, though not as big as Bug's... My main gender labels are Nonbinary, Agender, Transmascfem, Hadengender, Kenochoric, and Genderspace... My main attraction labels are Gay, Asexual, Cupiosexual, Nebularomantic, Semifictoromantic, and Polyamorous...

I have ADHD, Autism, BPD, NPD, Depression, Anxiety, Gender Dysphoria, Anger Issues, and really bad paranoia... I will most likely vent about symptoms and stuff here...

I'm also Nonhuman, though I don't really label myself... Some descriptors I like are: cryptid, monster, entity, being, creature, thing, vampire, and probably some others I'm forgetting... I'm not Otherkin and I'm just myself irl btw...

Some of my biggest interests are: The Legend Of Zelda: Breath Of The Wild, FNAF (especially Security Breach), Project Sekai, Minecraft, Steven Universe, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, YouTube video essays, Cavetown, MOGAI and "cringe" genders, and aquatic animals...

Hello, I'm Silver Lining. My emoji sign off is 🌻. I don't consider this blog mine, so I haven't added my name into the username. But I figured I should keep up with stuff on here for Bug and Rain when I'm in control. I'll reblog stuff for them and also maybe reblog stuff I like too. I might post as well, I'm not sure yet.

I'm not going to do as long of an intro as those two did. But, my pronouns are He/Him. I'm a Nonbinary, Asexual, Lesboy. I'm an angel (specifically a fallen angel). And I have most of the same disorders as Rain, except I only suspect I have NPD (haven't done enough research yet).

We're part of a system of 8, but this account is just run by 3 of us (for now, at least). You can follow our Insta art account @/moon_is_scared (we don't go on there super often, so a lot of the info in our different highlights is wrong 😅). We're wayyy more active on our diary account @/moonclansdiary , but it is where we share more personal stuff and vents (we do make sure to use trigger warnings)

Not sure what else to include other than a DNI:

(we don't actually expect everyone who interacts with us to read this, it's more of a warning that we'll prob block you if you do interact with us and are on our DNI :p)

MAPS/P*dos

Pro-shippers

TERFS

Homophobes, Transphobes, Biphobes, Panphobes, Aphobes, etc. Queerphobes in general (obviously)

If you're anti-endo systems.

If you s*icide bait at all

Ableists (including if you believe in Borderline or Narc ab*se. We all have BPD, and Rain (+possibly Silver) has NPD, you aren't welcome here. If you demonize ANY disorders you're not welcome here /srs)

Zionists and/or pro-"Israel"

If you are triggered by the words queer, fag, and/or dyke, we've reclaimed them and use them uncensored

Truscum/Transmeds + Exclusionists.

If you're anti-MOGAI and/or anti-nontrad pronouns. Also if you're against "contradictory" labels or police what labels others can use.

Anti-Black Lives Matter or you believe in "All Lives Matter"

Anti-ACAB

If you're against or don't believe in Nonhumans

Anti-Otherkin/Kinning

Anti-kink (we're all freaks <3)

[butchford]

cath who is this white haired dude

This is aru akise they’re the bane of my existence bc I had a migraine last week & put on an objectively bad show as background noise only to get emotionally attached to Them bc they were a stupid gay asshole who wanted to be a detective but was actually created by god to spy on ppl in a fight to the death to become the next god & was literally gonna be killed by god if they couldn’t find something that made them human but decided that gay love was it & god let them live but their dumbass was like “lol gotta protect my beloved mediocre at best crush” and they confessed their feelings gay kissed the guy they liked before they straight up got their throat slit before still trying to warn the guy who wasn’t worth it abt Shit and then got decapitated. On top of This when the world got remade since their whole job was to keep tabs on ppl they remembered the guy they were into who no one else remembered bc he. Bc he became god.

[soft-sapphic-love]

hi!!! one has liked a lot of your posts before, and has just started following you! one really appreciates that you recognise "contradictory" labels and all of that. however, if it is alright, could one ask you for advice? if not, please just ignore this ask! one apologises severely.

if it is alright, however, then one shall ask. sorry if this is long!

so, one absolutely loves women. one is questioning if one is a lesboy, however, one feels unsafe exploring one's identity due to how people... feel about the label. one has been calling oneself a lesboy in private to see how one likes it, and one REALLY does like it. it gives something that the standalone lesbian label does not give and never will (for one). for one, it would feel not so great to be called a lesbian. this is mainly due to how people perceive the word; exclusively wlw. one is NOT anything near a woman. one has many xenogenders, and is questioning if one is an abinary boy, or even boyflux. one also just loves being called a boy. this is why the label lesboy feels so nice to one. the thing is, if one finally decides that "yes, this is one's label", should one suppress it online? hide it? one feels like one would have to, or else one shall be gawked at, made fun of, called (x)phobic, etc. it is kind of hard enough avoiding that, as one is otherkin. and, is it wrong for one to call oneself this, but not be consider oneself under lesbian attraction (bc of how most people view lesbian)? would it be strange for one to feel weird if a no modifier lesbian was attracted to one? sorry for all the questions, one is trying to discover one's identity. tysm if you respond!! one really appreciates it. (p.s. one uses one/oneself in place of i, me, myself, etc.!)

hi there! so first of all, i want to start off by saying i think it's really awesome that you've tried out the label and it feels good! if it feels right, then you have every right to claim and own that identity! and i absolutely understand where you're coming from with not wanting to be under the lesbian umbrella because of how lesbian attraction is perceived and how it misgenders you and your experience- that's a completely understandable feeling to have! and it wouldn't be weird if a "no-modifier" lesbian being attracted to you felt strange, you don't have to be comfortable with someone being attracted to you!

i will say, it can be difficult being out as a lesboy online, i'm not going to sugarcoat it. i have a few friends on here who are proud lesboys, but still get hate and struggle with exclusionism. so i'm not going to lie and say that you wouldn't get hate or that it would be easy. and your decision to be out online is one that is totally and completely up to you. most people would probably say something like "show no fear, being out and proud is about rejecting hatred and bigotry and if people hate on you, don't let it get to you! you're strong!" and that's not inherently a bad thing, but it's just not the truth. being out means different things to different people. and you don't owe anyone anything about yourself. so if you're scared of being out, that's a sign that you're not ready to be, and there is absolutely nothing shameful about that.

that being said, you can still be part of lesboy communities without being out to exclusionists! i recommend talking to the blog @diary-of-a-lesboy (a blog on which i'm a mod) about this, and i also recommend this lesboy discord server!

so tldr- it's awesome that you feel happy with the label and i fully encourage continuing to privately identify as it if it feels right, your feelings are understandable and valid, but being out is a choice only you can make and if you're scared, you don't have to come out and there's nothing shameful about being scared!

[rei-does-stuff]

oh rei do u have any good posts on turigirls? an anon asked me what it was dkfkskfd

This post by @diary-of-a-lesboy is pretty good! You can also ask them for more info as well!

[vampirekissr]

INTRODUCTION POST

🦇 𝔞𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 - 𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔠𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔢 🦇

she/her - xenofemale - system member - IRL vampire - nonhuman ⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘ This blog will serve as a sort of diary! So I can have an identity outside of my discord server ahah. I hope to make some new friends here!! The body is 17, I identify as ageless however! ⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘ DNI ⛓ basic crit

⛓ endogenic systems + supporters

⛓ TERFS, SWERFS, radfems, all that shit

⛓ mspec lesbians/gays, lesboys, turigirls

⛓ anti kin

⛓ anti neopronouns and/or xenogenders

[sociotxtfile]

FOR MY TEMPORARY PINNED.

my name is elliott, im a did system host. I use he/him, biromantic & asexual. I am underage, be mindful. im a fictive of elliot alderson from mr robot. this is my health, thought diary, etc. blog, hopefully to also build experience with others who experience similar things. feel free to ask me anything, I rarely get uncomfortable or will deny a question.

what I like...

hacking, coding, history, robots/AI, reading, creative writing, sneaker culture, blk history, communist theory, philosophy, psychology, economics, weaponry, punk rock, folk punk, rap, coffee, sleep, dcu + marvel comics, mcu

what I have...

— ASPD (symptoms)

I am underage so this is subject to change, my personality has been rather stagnant for quite a while, and my current doctors are the ones who suggest it — they wish to work on me getting it on paper when I turn 18, not too long from now. I have most of the symptoms to a high degree, so claim ASPD as a label by default. before someone says something, I have not met the criteria for CD, so don't ask.

— DID

not professionally diagnosed, unlikely to be, it is a diagnosis I have not focused much on, though I show the symptoms etc. but diangosis is not wanted at this time nor do I have the time or money to do so. other alters are unlikely to speak on this acc & I doubt our system in general will be talked much in depth.

— TOURETTES

diagnosed in the psych ward two years ago, I use to take medication, but the side effects were too much for a medication I didn't see the need of.

— ASD

agreed upon by doctors, no clinics where I live do diagnosis for it, my current support team doesn't have the ability to put it on paper.

— MDD

'nuff said

— PYSCHOSIS

likely tied to MDD, but we are not sure, I do not take medication for it but hope to start shortly.

— C-PTSD

process of diagnosis & in therapy for, 'nuff said.

— OTHERS LIKELY

if we get into specific symptoms etc, such as my inability to label or experience & process most emotions we will sit here all day, no point that. we'll be here all day, take my word for it.

MY DNI CRITERIA

short-version; general bigotry, believe in 'blackwashing', anti-self dx, endo/"tulpa"/other origin "system" + supporters, demonize any disorder, question the validity of another's diagnosis or disorder w/out exact confirmation (or being their doctor), experience D/Ms/D/As/IRLs & call introjects "doubles", actively support through monetary help or by watching those involved in the DSMP & affiliated series or channels, support; JKR, pewdiepie, hazbin team, danganronpa, etc. support/believe in transage or transracial ids, proship/maps/& affiliated creeps (necros etc.), transmed/truscum (I do not support lesboys, bi lesbians, etc. however), anti-neos/xenos/pan/ace/he/him les, etc. etc.

TAGS

• #elliott.txt

- text related posts

• #elliots questions

- questions

[turigirl]

@/lesboy-turigirl-positivity @/diary-of-a-lesboy those two blogs are a good start, they’ll answer any questions you may have :)

(Dw btw they’re run by turigirls :>)

tyyy rei <33

[mogai-sunflowers]

sofgelovic!

sofgelovic-

a gender related to love, angels, soft cute things, and being a feminine boy!

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term and flag by me as a gift for @diary-of-apathy​ :)

[DNI ID: A flag with seven equally-sized horizontal stripes: pink, orange, yellow, white, turquoise, blue, and periwinkle from top to bottom. The DNI reads “DNI: Anti-mspec lesbians/gays/straights, exclusionist, anti-lesboy/turigirl, racist/islamophobic/antisemitic, TERF/SWERF/radfem, transmed/truscum, anti-endo, proshipper, conservative, trumpie, anti-mogai, or if you don’t believe in transandrophobia/transmisandry.” There is a picture of a cute shooting star plushie on the right. End ID.]

[clexa-endgame]

Sous Le Ciel de Paris

by Sangabrielle

Clarke receives a letter, along with a personal diary from her beloved maternal grandmother after she passes away. In the letter, Clarke’s grandmother reveals a wonderful love story that she experienced in Paris, back in 1954, with a woman named Alexandrine Lesbois. Her grandma asks Clarke to help her fulfill her final wish, to find the lover she never forgot, and to give Alexandrine, if she still lives, a letter meant only for her, and also the urn containing her lover’s ashes. And if the woman no longer lives, she wish to be resting, alongside her soulmate, the one she loved so much in secret, all her life. Clarke, while trying to fulfill her grandma’s last wish in Paris, the city of love and lights, she’ll find someone who will completely change her life forever.

Words: 6969, Chapters: 1/10, Language: English

Fandoms: clexa - Fandom, The 100

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/F

Characters: Lexa (The 100), Raven Reyes (The 100), Clarke Griffin, Abby Griffin, Jake Griffin, Bellamy Blake

Relationships: clarke/lexa, Lexa/Costia

Additional Tags: Paris - Freeform, Edith Piaf - Freeform, Music, Painting, Art, Medicine, Flowers, Love Story, Smutt, Sweet love story, lesbian love story, Emotional

source https://archiveofourown.org/works/24925753

[ao3feed-the100]

Sous Le Ciel de Paris

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/383RQiX

by Sangabrielle

Clarke receives a letter, along with a personal diary from her beloved maternal grandmother after she passes away. In the letter, Clarke’s grandmother reveals a wonderful love story that she experienced in Paris, back in 1954, with a woman named Alexandrine Lesbois. Her grandma asks Clarke to help her fulfill her final wish, to find the lover she never forgot, and to give Alexandrine, if she still lives, a letter meant only for her, and also the urn containing her lover’s ashes. And if the woman no longer lives, she wish to be resting, alongside her soulmate, the one she loved so much in secret, all her life. Clarke, while trying to fulfill her grandma’s last wish in Paris, the city of love and lights, she’ll find someone who will completely change her life forever.

Words: 6969, Chapters: 1/10, Language: English

Fandoms: clexa - Fandom, The 100

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/F

Characters: Lexa (The 100), Raven Reyes (The 100), Clarke Griffin, Abby Griffin, Jake Griffin, Bellamy Blake

Relationships: clarke/lexa, Lexa/Costia

Additional Tags: Paris - Freeform, Edith Piaf - Freeform, Music, Painting, Art, Medicine, Flowers, Love Story, Smutt, Sweet love story, lesbian love story, Emotional

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/383RQiX

[mogai-sunflowers]

🌻memoridemic!🌻

memoridemic- 

a gender related to autumn academia, diaries filled with scribbled lyrics and memories, dusty childhood treasures in the attic, and the inevitable lure of time and life

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term and flag by me :3 requested by no one!

[DNI ID: A flag with seven equally-sized horizontal stripes: pink, orange, yellow, white, turquoise, blue, and periwinkle from top to bottom. The DNI reads “DNI: Anti-mspec lesbians/gays/straights, exclusionist, anti-lesboy/turigirl, racist/islamophobic/antisemitic, TERF/SWERF/radfem, transmed/truscum, anti-endo, proshipper, conservative, trumpie, anti-mogai, or if you don’t believe in transandrophobia/transmisandry.” There is a picture of a cute shooting star plushie on the right. End ID.]