#like sorta mtf?

[mush7221]

Been watchin the Ranma 1/2 remake, it's pretty good y'all 👦💦👧

[myfriendgoo94]

some late night pics :3

[austinwehaveaproblem]

kinda alienating 2 be in the trans community but not have your agab apply to you as accurately, if at all, anymore

[sl4sh3rsub]

rz michael myers hcs (nsfw: mdni)

rz michael myers x reader (AFAB, AMAB, FtM, MtF)

warning: a lot here. mikey has a monster cock, insecure + inexperienced michael, he doesn't talk but makes noise + mouths words + grunts syllables sometimes (selectively mute ig?), oral sex (both giving and receiving), excessive creampies, fingering (receiving), no lube we die like men his dick n spit does it for him, masturbation, rimming (both giving and receiving), knife kink, excessive mentions of precum + spit + cum, creative use of cum/arousal fluids in arts projects, musk kink, choking (receiving), mentions of sex toys, thigh humping, mention of canon SA and violence (nothing w/ or directly involving reader), p in v + anal (all unprotected - pls stay safe irl), cum eating, slight somnophilia, bruises and hickeys, cockwarming, slight worship (receiving), dry humping, handjobs, 2 mentions of him having a mini shrine to you, mentions of needle hrt in ftm + mtf bits (feel free to ignore), mentions of the institute/asylum

a/n: sorta edited. tried not to be too ooc, but it's more focused on a softer side of michael - personally i think his character is very different to og/peepaw myers! rz mikey is more based in instinct rather than previous experiences/societal expectations, so there's more general hcs than separate sections this time. NOTE: feel free to read any sections, tried my best to not use gendered terms in agab sections but lmk how i can improve :3

order: general hcs first then amab + afab then ftm + mtf, different sections = different content n tried not to repeat much

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general hcs

as michael is very inexperienced with kissing, he'll smash his lips against yours and become a huffing mess after he gets worked up from your breath mingling with his and your darkening gazes meeting

if you play with his hair and gaze into his eyes, he can't help it if he gets half-hard - his body will always needily react to your attention and affection

he's most at home in grey sweatpants - he's very used to wearing them while making his masks and associates them with comfort and the years of creatively honing his craft

so naturally, don't be surprised when his already impressive girth pulses and thickens at the sight of you bending over or reaching something off a high shelf

mikey will absolutely make you your own special mask!! although, the glue he uses for your personal paper mâché mix is a bit more,, personal. he'll also use your arousal to paint the inner layer of his favourite mask :( he simply needs to have some semblance of you with him at all times, especially whenever he's out on the town and away from your embrace

he's borderline hypersexual and gets half-hard and extremely sensitive without reason, however he doesn't always feel the need to act on his urges with you. expect him hiding his arousal during mundane activities, getting flushed and shy when he realises that you notice :<

if he's comfortable on the couch, he'll make himself at home with a horrendous manspread. naturally, this leads to him getting flustered whenever you kneel in between his legs with a mischievous glint in your eye. if you ask him sweetly, he'll be more than happy to sit you in between his strong thighs and let you hump into his hand while you both watch a movie

if he's not feeling like he wants to be inside you, he'll lie on his back with his knees up, pulling you to straddle his waist and lean back against his thighs. from this angle, he's able to watch you play with yourself and masturbate above him while feeling your weight grounding him, just out of reach but almost close enough to taste

he loves taking you from behind and kissing the base of your neck, your breathless giggles echoing in his ears as his long hair tickles your shoulders and back

michael loves having you cockwarm him while he makes his masks!! he adores it when you doze off with your cheek smushed into his shoulder during a late night arts-and-crafts session, the slow pulse of his heartbeat deep inside you

he's so, so incredibly thankful for you, that he's able to unleash his frustrations into you, whether it be about a ripped mask or just about pentup emotions. he's eternally thankful for your love and under the table support

you are mikey's angel, his true saving grace. after his long bout at the institute, he was fully convinced that being loved by anyone was impossible for him. your welcoming arms and gentle praise proved him wrong and completely changed his image of heaven - to michael, it's no longer a cloudy sky mentioned in those old books, it's your warm embrace and loving gaze. it just took him a little while to realise that he was in his own little paradise with you

he tries his hardest to treat you with absolute reverence and adoration T-T he's devoted to making you feel good with him, no matter what. usually, this means holding back from skullfucking you at a brutal pace whenever you give him head. your throat is just so tight around him :( it's got him steadying himself against a wall with his hand, shaking and sweating from holding back, with his gorgeous, garbled moans encouraging you to swallow the saltiness of his length

mikey's wandering hands always end up on your ass or tummy whenever you cuddle together, it's just comforting for him

he's one of the strongest, largest men to ever walk the earth, but the way he gently traces your facial features makes you forget that completely. michael handles you like you're made of porcelain, only using soft pressure unless you assure him he won't break you easily

he has a big, strong and beefy body. lord knows how he maintained it in the institute but with you, he's gonna try his damnedest to put all of his strength to good use - whether it be getting you off while fingering you, his toned forearms barely breaking a sweat or his tree trunk thighs tensing while you ride them

mikey is not trimmed or well-groomed downstairs, his pubes are a wild and unkempt cloud of blonde and light grey hair, so you know he's not caring about how you look at all. you're a fuckin deity in his eyes and he'll dispose of anyone who makes you feel anything other than heavenly

michael is uncut, big and thick, with a large vein running up the underside - so heavy and large that it can't even stand up against his belly, instead slightly bobbing with his pulse and hanging low. it's the type you see in lewd magazines, where it tilts down even when fully hard

when you're on your knees for him, expect his weepy cockhead to drip onto your face while you kiss and nip at his heavy, full balls

oh yeah, this man has the definition of breeder balls; hanging low, swollen and filled to the brim with his potent cum. he truly has so much to give, so you'd better be ready for multiple loads throughout the night

in contrast to michael's hard cock, his nipples are soft and incredibly sensitive. if he's trying to cum as fast as possible, he'll sneak a hand up his shirt and pinch at them relentlessly - make sure they're puffy and spit-glazed after you've been ontop, he goes absolutely feral would really appreciate it

mikey has massive hands too - his fingers are enough to fill you considerably, but he often resorts to stuffing your mouth with them or using his palm to muffle your noises if you're being vocal. he definitely doesn't want the cops called on you just because he's great at pleasuring you

his cock feels heavy inside you, almost like he's deep in your chest whenever he bottoms out. the weight is absolutely dizzying as it stretches you out each thrust and rubs all of the right places. he easily gets drunk on the feeling of you clenching around him, leading to his head being tossed back with drool dribbling down his chin at the sensation

he has the biggest size kink possible but he really doesn't want to get carried away when exerting his strength and size on you - he doesn't want to get carried away or hurt you too badly :(

michael uses whatever knife he can get his hands on during foreplay to add a bit of risk and edge. cutting off your underwear and shirt, tracing down thighs and hips and gently nicking your skin every once in a while, but he quickly tosses it if you beg him to fuck you desperately enough - he doesn't wanna hurt you that bad, not before he's even gotten started

mikey is incredibly insecure about himself and his own worth as a person. he fears your love is only temporary and that you'll move on, leaving him behind as a memory or an adrenaline rush of foolish regret :( for that reason, he's terrified to go too hard or hurt you badly - he's convinced you'll be in pain and be fearful of him if he fucks up. be sure to reassure him when you're together after you have a rougher time and he's manhandling you more <3

initially when he learnt about dry humping, he was confused as to why he craved the friction so desperately but he's learnt to give in - michael will almost immediately cum in his pants if you quietly reassure him you'll clean up the mess you're both bound to leave on his clothes. half the fun (in his eyes, at least) is seeing you get flustered over the sheer amount of his load that's seeping into his boxers from just that little bit of friction

his favourite place to have you is on his lap - cockwarming, cuddling or napping, he does not care. he needs to have your face pressed into his neck with his larger frame providing you with warmth and stability

will rarely fist his cock but if you ever catch him, you might be able to make out his lips repeating the shape of your name over and over

for a long while at the start of your.. arrangement, he had no idea how to initiate sex. he'd just hover close to you, desperately hoping you'd notice the heat radiating from his massive, obvious bulge. would start to bite the inside of his cheek and guide your body towards him in a desperate hint if you didn't clock it immediately

he also did not know shit about the human anatomy, so he'll need you to guide him to where you want to be touched and with a bit of coaching, he'll learn the correct pressure and pace to get you off easily

if you tease him while he's in his overalls, the sight of his lower region slowly darkening with his endless pre and the sound of his haggard breathing devolving into animalistic grunts is nearly enough to make your knees give out

michael isn't a massive fan of fucking you on your bed, especially if your room is in a similar layout to his back at the institute. haunting memories brought on by the guards cast negative clouds across his mind and that is the last thing he wants with you. he'd much prefer to go at it against a wall, the couch or even the floor. most of the time, around his desk is where the action happens and your bed is solely reserved for sleep <3

he loves smearing his precum all over your face, loves letting his musk seep into your skin while your eyes glaze over with lust

he cups your chin, cheek and jaw whenever you have his full attention and his heart melts when you nuzzle into him - his thumb plays with your bottom lip and if you decide to suck on it to keep your mouth occupied, so expect to have mikey silently begging you to cockwarm him while his brain goes fuzzy

while you relax for the evening, watching a movie together, expect him to position you with your head on his thigh (your face way to close to his crotch ofc)

michael loves you sucking on his soft cock and warming him with your mouth, he adores the slow feeling of him growing hard as you moan and gag around his length

when you introduce him to the concept of the sixty-nine position, he absolutely short-circuits. what do you mean you can both suffocate in each other's musk while getting each other off?? what do you mean he can prop himself up above you so he can spend time teasing you while forcing you to choke on his length???

michael always cums a bit too quickly and a bit too much - the moment he enters you for the first time, he can't help but fill you up immediately (good thing he's blessed with inhuman stamina)

he's also the biggest fan of you offering to clean up the mess of his cum dripping down his shaft - if your ass is a bit tender and sore from his rough pace, he's more than happy to soften in your mouth while the two of you catch your breath and wind down

mikey isn't very confident with toys and would much rather pleasure you by himself, but he wouldn't mind learning slowly what you prefer over time

he's also not a fan of lube - it feels too cold on his skin and the slippery nature of it scares him a little, so the best way to get him all coated in pre (for your comfort ofc) is to rim him. his tip drools and spits out so much of his arousal whenever you fuck him with your tongue, rest assured it'll bubble down his shaft and drip onto your chest. the delicious flush of his neck and upper chest is a glorious sight to behold

he first feels the urge to make love to you slowly after he sees a steamy, romantic sex scene with a married couple on television - he wants to give you the warmth and care the actors portray on screen

when you first offered to give him head, he tentatively slapped his cock against your tongue to test waters and see if you liked the taste but ended up addicted to the feeling. he'll smack it against your lips and tongue every time you're on your knees for him

his heavy balls slapping against your chin while he floods your mouth with salty, thick warmth is one of his favourite sounds

he starts breathily whimpering in his gravelly voice whenever he fully bottoms out in your heat, one of the rare moments when he totally loses control over his lust for you

he grunts out the syllables of your name when he's about to cum, digging his fingers into your hips and nipping your neck, leaving deep marks on your skin

mikey gets the same rush whenever you both cum together as to when he stabs someone and kills them after a long game of cat and mouse - there's a reason why the french call it 'petit mortis', a little death

the first time the two of you had sex, it brought out such intense emotions from michael that he was left shaken, crying from confusion about the onslaught of feelings he just shared with you. he is originally torn between holding you close and never letting you go as well as instantly leaving and isolating himself in his own space - like he's used to. he needs time to fully mull over the situation and new sensations he experienced but he would really like to have you nearby incase he needs a hug :(

on a long day, after you've given him head, he'll softly catch his breath while watching you blissfully hum and rest your cheek against his thigh. he huffs a small chuckle as you press light kisses into his softening cock

myers really doesn't want to hurt your ass or bruise your upper thighs too much as he needs to have you perched on his lap whenever he can, but you can expect tender skin from his hips slapping into you as well as bruises from his grip on your waist and hips

if he was too rough with you the night before (maybe accidentally leaving bone-deep bruises or purple marks and scratches along your body), he'll disappear early next morning and return during breakfast with a fistful of fresh tulips as an apology, with their stems partially crushed. just be sure to rinse off the dirt still attached to the roots, it's the thought that counts :<

michael may be inexperienced and bashful but he'll try anything once if it gets you off and brings you pleasure

michael loves to place his hand around your throat, just as a reminder of his sheer strength and power over you. with the slightest amount of pressure, he could make your brain go dumb and your tongue loll out

he chokes you until your eyes become unfocused, your little gasps and whines becoming softer and softer. the proud glint in michael's eyes is deserved, as you fully trusted him with your life while you were in your most vulnerable position. he holds you close while you unsteadily catch your breath, mumbling about how good you are to him and stroking your hair all the while

if you're too shy to look up at him while he fucks you or gives you head, he'll tilt your chin up and groan when your cheeks flush at his blown out pupils

he's the type to not pull out after, needing to soften and catch his breath while still feeling connected, inadvertently overstimulating you without fail as his whole body is racked with aftershocks

if he's feeling mean, michael will make you hump his thigh while he palms at his dick during one of his arts and crafts sessions

he wipes the last dribbles of his cum on your inner thighs after he pulls out. he'll clean it either way - with a damp towel or his tongue, it's up to you <3

occasionally after a spree, he'll need to let his mind rest and will use you as his cute little fleshlight, burying himself deep inside you while guiding your hips along with his rhythm at a bruising pace. if you pay close attention, you'll see his lips forming silent prayers and whispers of apology whenever you yelp from the pace

his post-kill musk is potent enough to make your head spin. if you rest your cheek against his pectoral, you'll be able to feel his heartbeat start to slow against you :<

his guilty pleasure is pulling out while cumming thick spurts, slapping his tip across your skin while smearing his load all over you, be it your lips and cheeks or ass and thighs

michael doesn't want to disturb your sleep if he's needy, so he'll slip your hand in between his boxers and pajama pants to feel your smaller hand against his throbbing bulge. he's content to doze like that but expect to feel him humping into your fist while he sleeps. you may wake to the sound of sheets rustling as he licks up the mess he made, much too tired to change sheets but not wanting it to dry and soil your sheets

he insists on placing his hand firmly on the back of your neck whenever he takes you from behind - to stop you from fucking yourself back on his cock and squirming at his pace

after sex with mikey, it's a common occurrence for you both to be a panting mess on the floor when he's done, your throat sore from mindless babbling and loud moans - all complete with a wet, drool-covered spot on your shirt from his grunts through gritted, gnashed teeth. when he's floated back into the right headspace, he's absolutely mortified by his behaviour and is tentative to even glance at you in a less than innocent way for the next couple hours

if your soft body goes limp in his arms after a mind-blowing orgasm, he gets scared at first and stops his thrusts. he's worrying he hurt you but, once he realises you're alright, he'll support your head and neck and go completely feral, thrusting and grinding until he reaches his high as well

whenever you fall asleep ontop of him, he needs to have your face tucked into the crook of his neck - the scent of your hair and sex in the air lulls him to sleep quicker than any sedative could

he adores your attention while you both bask in your respective afterglows - your hands gently cradling his face while he tucks himself away is one of his favourite, most soothing actions of yours. he'll always rub circles into your skin in return

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amab hcs

michael is inexperienced and completely driven by instinct when it comes to giving head - he wouldn't be deep-throating, instead focusing on your tip and licking along your veins. he's a master of giving handjobs, with the amount of spit he shamelessly coats you with (not to mention his rougher hands)

if he's particularly needy, he'll come up behind you and gently undo your belt while tracing his fingers over your zipper, nosing at your jaw and softly rutting into your ass while panting above you

the moment your fly is undone, his breathing gets ragged and drool nearly starts dripping down his chin

cages you against a bench or wall to rut against your ass and breathe in your scent after a long day at work

if you introduce him to rimming,, lord save your soul. his scruff rubs your ass raw with how often he goes to town on your tight, puckered hole. his favourite bit is pulling back and admiring how you glint in the light with his spit shining all over

of course, the extra spit only helps his efforts of bullying his throbbing cock into your poor hole

whenever michael is close to the edge while buried deep in you, he starts uncontrollably twitching and bumping your prostate, causing you to let out a pitchy whine at the unexpected feeling. every time without a doubt, his eyes roll back and growls into your ear at you clenching around him

he has a small photo shrine of your cocks together, a mess of cum and spit framed for his appreciation (he's a romantic)

his dirty fantasy is getting your attention while you're on the phone in bed by mouthing and groping at your cock, working you through the fabric of your pants

michael is obsessed with rutting his cock against yours, covering each other in your arousals, cum spurting up onto your chests as you nip and kiss at each other's chest and throat

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afab hcs

mikey loses his mind a little each time you cream on his shaft, feeling your arousal dripping down to his balls and coating the insides of his thighs. just the thought of your slick coating him is enough to make his eyes roll back

he rips or cuts your underwear off you if he's too impatient to wait for you to fully undress

once michael is fully stuffed inside you, he gently traces where you meet, in awe of how he manages to fit in your heat

his large hands span over the bulge of his cock in your tummy, making you tear up at the pressure and drip onto the sheets

leans his head closer to your ear just to make sure you hear his groans and grunts while he destroys your pussy

his favourite sight is his pearly globs of cum oozing out of your puffy, soaked hole - made complete by the fucked out glaze in your eyes as you stare at the blurry spectre of a giant between your thighs

he tentatively gropes your thighs and enjoys warming his hands by sticking them up your shirt. if you both happen to make an appearance in public, expect him to crowd around you to try and shield you form from wandering eyes - he may be yours but you're also his, so no one has a right to touch or even look at your precious body (especially not your soft tits or ass, they're for him only)

teach him to tie his hair in a messy bun or acquire a hairband for him to keep his hair from getting sticky whenever he does down on you, slurping and worshipping your pussy like it's his god-given purpose on this earth

once he tries taking you in a mating press, he accidentally discovers heaven. he can fully dwarf you in his shadow and also cradle your pretty face while erratically thrusting and groaning in that raspy voice you love. if he fucks you dumb, he's more than happy to wipe away your tears

sometimes michael hesitates pushing into you for fear of it hurting too much, unintentionally resulting in him working you up by teasing your entrance with his thick cockhead then nudging your clit, fully soaking his length in your arousal

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ftm hcs

mikey initially gets scared if you administer hrt yourself with a needle - he knows what happens to rowdy patients who get the needle back at the asylum. however, as he slowly notices physical changes in your body, he'll marvel at your form developing before his very eyes

michael's sadistic side comes out when he spanks your cock until your sloppy boycunt is drooling onto the mattress. he makes sure to gently slip his finger in your hole every so often, his delight in your whines is very evident when you can feel him throbbing under you

his strong forearms easily hold down your hips to stop them from rutting into his mouth whenever he sucks you off, making you shiver with every thrust of his tongue. his dick is neglected while he goes to town, not that mikey minds at all. he knows he'll be able to go balls deep after you've cum at least once to loosen up for him

due to his strength, he'll keep you still even while you become overstimulated, the pleasure bordering on pain but he's too far gone to care - this man becomes so pussydrunk that he can barely process that he's stained all of the material in your immediate vicinity with your arousal; your pants, his shirt, the carpet and not to mention the couch or bedsheets from his erratic wiping of his fingers when they get too slippery

loves to have you bouncing on his cock - grabbing your hips until they're bruised to control the pace and depth, pushing you to take all of him inside

sometimes if you look extra delectable while attempting to reach something off of a high shelf, michael may not be able to control himself and his craving for your taste - he will bend you over with no hesitation and make out with your cunt, nose glistening in your folds as his chapped lips graze against your tdick and his chin dripping with your pre. his massive hands groping your ass as he spreads your legs for better access

the rhythmic clapping of his heavy balls slapping your sopping cock is forever engrained in his mind, sometimes resurfacing at the most inconvenient times - he will be forced to rush home in the middle of an attempted spree just to feel your body against his

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mtf hcs

mikey initially gets scared if you administer hrt yourself with a needle - he knows what happens to rowdy patients who get the needle back at the asylum. however, as he slowly notices physical changes in your body, he'll marvel at your form developing before his very eyes

michael chases the sensation of having you pressed up against him while you're wearing clothing he's gotten you

he loves you feeling pretty whenever you're on top, tucking your hair behind your ear and using his thumb to swipe his cum off your chin

he will make you do your makeup before you fuck, needing you to feel as beautiful as possible while he absolutely destroys your hole - lipgloss smeared, mascara running, hair mussed and bruises all over your hips. he views you as a goddess, so expect him to make you feel like one

when you guide him to take your balls in his mouth, he'll eagerly suckle on them then return to your tip for his reward, eager to lap up your arousal with obscene slurping noises and proud huffs of satisfaction

he has a small shrine of your panties he's borrowed, keeping the ones with the dainty floral details for 'creative inspiration'

mikey gently squeezes on the back of your neck when preparing to take you from behind - he cannot simply cum from you squirming in impatience and grinding into him, he's not even inside you yet (it would be a waste quite frankly)

as his stubble rubs you raw whenever he eats you out, prepare for the bubbling heat beneath your skin to return tenfold whenever he fucks your thighs like a madman

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sorry if writing quality dropped, this took so long lmao. art the clown is next btw, look out for that.

thanks for reading. lmk if you liked it. if i got anything wrong, don't hesitate to tell me.

stay safe.

[woolfie-artz]

thinking about what if Stan was Mtf and Ford was Ftm

i think it would take Stan till her 20’s to figure it out but Ford would figure it out when he’s young

maybe during prom Filbrick insisted Ford had to wear a dress and he really doesn’t want to, so Stan offers to swap her suit for Ford’s dress and they pretend to be eachother for the night so they don’t get caught, and if she ends up enjoying wearing a dress more than she thinks she should, whose to know?

Stan would steal her estrogen from whatever pharmacy there is in the town she’s in at the time

She would sadly detransition after faking her death to take Ford’s place (socially at least, it took her too much time to get her estrogen and she’s not gonna go and undo all that work when she could slip on a homemade binder or something like that when in public because she didn’t want her brother to get misgendered when he gets back because she took his name)

i think she would tell Soos and Wendy tho, and they use the right pronouns for her when they aren’t in public because of her request that they continue to use he/him for her in public though she wouldn’t use that modern lingo for it. Soos feels SO damn guilty whenever he has to misgender Stan in public and you can see it in the sad apologetic face he does everytime

Mabel and Dipper find out that Stan’s trans the same day Ford comes through the portal (i think it goes something like

*blah blah the stan twins backstory and at some point Ford refers to Stan as She*

Mabel and Dipper assume that Stan is FtM because of them not knowing and are under the assumption that Stan must’ve transitioned while Ford was in the portal, “correct” him

Ford then asks Stan if she detransitioned.

children are shocked)

i think Ford would feel guilty that Stan detransitioned for 30 years to get him back but he wouldn’t tell her that because that’s too close to these two communicating healthily pre weirdmaggedon but Ford is a little less of a jerk during that time too because of it also. and mabel is excited to have a grauntie and a new grunkle, and Dippers pretty excited too, because his grauntie and the author, his new grunkle, are like him (that boy is so transgender it’s unreal)

Stan does socially transition again after Ford gets back, and this does lead to Mabel and her friends getting her to join them for makeovers (she gives them makeup tips now that she’s out again)

When the two finally reconcile when they’re old as hell they would totally make some sorta “swapped genders in the womb” joke

[effy-writes]

Helluva Boss Masterlist <3

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Blitz x Reader “Addict” Chapters (cross posted on ao3 and wattpad) too lazy to finish this on tumblr but all of the new chapters are posted on wattpad and ao3 under blue_albarn

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Blitzø

Smut: Blitzø x AFAB Male! Reader: First

Blitzø x GN! Autistic! Reader: Eat Something

Smut: Blitzø x Human! Fem! Reader: Venus 666

How the HB characters comforts you when you’re struggling with PTSD

Blitz: ABC of Intimacy

Blitz with a M! Reader who has SH scars

Platonic Friendship HC’s with I.M.P. (being Loona’s boyfriend)

Platonic: Blitz x GN! Reader: Mistaking you guys as a couple HC’s

Blitz x F! Reader who says out of pocket things

Fizz and Ozzie, Stolas, and Blitz with a gn! Reader that is rude but isn’t afraid to be soft

Blitz x F! Reader who feels like a burden hc’s

Stolas

How the HB characters comforts you when you’re struggling with PTSD

Stolas x Fem! Reader: Different Transaction?

Stolas: ABC’s of Intimacy

Stolas x Fem! Reader: Darling You’re All I Need

Stolas x GN! Reader: NSFW Hc’s

Fizz and Ozzie, Stolas, and Blitz with a gn! reader who is rude but isn’t afraid to be soft

Millie/Moxxie

(adding them together because it’s mainly poly)

How the HB characters comforts you when you’re struggling with PTSD

Millie: ABC’s of Intimacy

Moxxie: ABC’s of intimacy

Platonic Friendship HC’s with I.M.P. (being Loona’s boyfriend)

Loona

Loona x Short! Male! Reader: Late Night Convo’s

Loona x GN! Human! Reader: Demon Hunter

Loona x Shy! Male! Reader: Comfort Zone

Loona x Male! Reader NSFW HC’s

Loona x M! Reader: you being oblivious to her flirting HC’s

Loona x M! Reader: ABC’s of Intimacy

Platonic Friendship HC’s with I.M.P. (being Loona’s boyfriend)

Loona x Touch Starved! M! Reader: hold me closer

Loona x F! Reader: blitz walking in on you two making out HC’s (sorta nsfw)

Loona x M! Reader who says out of pocket things HC’s

Loona x F! Reader (moxxie’s sister): saving lives

Loona x M! Vampire Sinner! Reader HC’s

Fizz/Ozzie

(adding them together because it’s mainly poly)

Fizz x MTF! x Ozzie: Pretty Witch

Fizz x GN! Epileptic! Reader x Ozzie HC

Fizz x Male! Reader Smut: Horny

Fizz x Male! Autistic! Reader x Ozzie HC

Fizz x Fem! Reader: Comforting Fizz HC

Fizz x GN! Reader x Ozzie HC

Fizz x Fem! Reader: Happy Day

Fizz Helping You Learn The Splits HC

Fizz x GN! Reader: Confessed

Fizz x Ozzie x GN! Hellhound! Reader: Performance

Fizz x Ozzie x GN! Reader: Helping Them Out HC’s

Fizz and Ozzie, Stolas, and Blitz with a gn! reader who is rude but isn’t afraid to be soft

Fizz x Ozzie x M! Reader: Oh Doll

Fizz x F! Reader: being held ransom together and confessing feelings hc’s

Striker

Striker x GN! Reader: Killin’

Striker x Fem! Reader: Bonnie & Clyde

Striker: ABC’s of Intimacy

Striker x F! Yuppie! Model! Reader HC’s

Striker x F! Hellhound! Reader: you comforting him and him comforting you HC’s

Verosika

Verosika: ABC’s of Intimacy

Verosika x Touch starved! M! Reader: That Girl Is Like A Dream

Verosika x GN! Reader: you asking her to marry you HC’s

Beelzebub

Beelzebub x Shy! M! Reader: I want you

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[daughter-of-sapph0]

Do you think its weird to transition mtf and then be a tomboy ish girl who doesn't wear makeup or even like most "fem" stuff

no, that's totally normal. I'm sorta like that

[genderqueerdykes]

I (21 AFAB) honestly feel like my femininity is more like transfemininity than cisfemininity. I'm autistic and intersex(ish? I've got hypoestrogenism) and spent a lot of my life (10 to 20) identifying as transmasculine. I've had top surgery and I was on testosterone around 3 years. I was cis male passing at 14 and 15, and again at 19 through...uhh... now sorta. I still pass as a young man (although people might think I'm a trans boymoder) if I speak in "guy" voice. I'm seen as female enough to not have any issues in women's restrooms since I started using them, but I stay quiet and use the men's room if I look too masc. I identify I guess as a girl, but not as a cisgender one, and not in the way that a binary woman would call herself one. I also identify as androgynous (or an androgyne). I'm submitting this ask sort of hoping that it makes sense how I feel connected to transfemininity and not cisfemininity. I'm also wondering if anyone else feels the same?

heya! that's actually almost exactly my experience, and many other peoples'. i've been wanting to explain this for a really long time so i hope this will make sense

often times when someone afab or transmasculine transitions and either pauses or stays on a lowish dose of T, our genders get garbled in the eyes of strangers. i don't know how to say it any other way than: often times when trans people who have taken testosterone for long enough have gotten deep voices, 'masc' faces, facial hair, etc. are dressed in a feminine way they will get read as a transfeminine person. like this is an extremely common phenomenon

we instantly become fags and "those type of girls". like it really doesn't take much for queerphobes to perk up. a little 'gay/tranny voice'. a little too limp wristed. when they see strong jaws, Adam's apples, strong cheekbones, and long hair they assume MtF. if the trans person is packing or had phallo things can escalate further, especially if they have breasts.

it's poetic and a bit silly but sometimes people's experiences are so deviated from the standard definition of "man" "male" "female" "woman" that they have to, in a way, transition into that identity for the first time. a lot of intersex people, poc, gender non conforming, people, gay folks, non binary people, lesbians and butches have gotten heavily misgendered as children. sometimes you just were not allowed to be that gender you were assigned at first and it's okay if you feel you're transitioning into that, especially given where you're coming from and where you're headed

i identify as transfemme for many reasons, but this is one of them. i was NOT allowed to be a girl as a child. i was deemed too masc. my nose was too big. my hooded eyes were too masc. i didn't wear flowery or feminine clothing. i acted like a boy. i had a very shitty haircut because my hair was causing me dysphoria. my mom kept calling me butch and a bulldyke. nobody saw me as a girl. i never was one until i transitioned into womanhood as an adult. there i found out i love being a butch woman- but i've had to fight for it.

i also use androgynous and androgyne :)

it's okay if you feel like youre headed on that path. i have met so many people who fall under this umbrella of experiences. many people use transfemasc or transmascfem, some people just call themselves whatever. folks who feel the same feel free to share input. thanks for stopping by, let us know if you need anything else

[blossomthepinkbunny]

Poor rendition of queer characters in HH and HB

Here I am again talking about queer representation in Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss, this time just more generally. Because it's always a little weird to me when people claim HH/HB to have good queer representation, when in actuality most of the queer characters are either just blatant stereotypes or get mishandled somehow. And with Helluva Boss recently winning the Queertys - Web series reward I think that this is probably a pretty good time to acknowledge that kind of stuff (as people have done before).

TW: Sexual assault, R@pe (when referring to the actions of characters)

Blitzø (Pansexual): is very sexual and seen on screen multiple times either having sex or just having had sex. Pretty much fits the general stereotype of queer men always being sexual and also the stereotype of pansexuals just sleeping with everybody. Like, he literally screwed the mutual Ex of his coworkers even though he knew how much that guy hurt them.

Stolas (Gay): also mostly sexual (from how he was introduced) and he is in a pretty terrible "relationship" with Blitzø, which includes coercion, SA, Power dynamics and fetishization. Another very sex-driven queer man. Also just great proof for the people assuming that queer relationships are inherently predatory, unhealthy and never work out.

Moxxie (Bisexual): is often forced into a very feminine role because even in relationships with women, queer men always have to be pointed out to be feminine and putting a guy in a dress is funny I guess.

Fizzarolli & Asmodeus (Queer): they're actually better than a lot of the other characters here but there is still some of that uneven power dynamic going on with them and there are obvious issues with their relationship. Overall they aren't too bad though. They didn't get that much sexual focus and what they got is kinda warranted since Ozzie is the Lust demon. But there is that one scene with Fizz stepping out of his car with Dildo confetti canons (I think) and that was sorta weird, since in an episode before that they presented Crimson as being homophobic and stereotypical for assuming queer men are all obsessed with dicks. Which is just interesting because thats most of the queer men in Vivzepops stories.

Chaz (Queer): just a sexually abusive asshole because we definitely needed more predatory queer men in this show.

Sally May (Trans mtf): basically the single recognized trans character in both shows and she only had one line. After that they made fan merch for her which consisted of her in a bikini with her bulge being drawn pretty visibly (multiple times). Of course there's nothing wrong with Trans people who don't have surgery but it's just a tiny bit weird to me that fanservice merchandise is what she got reduced to, when something like that wasn't even the joke of the only line she had in the show and because she hasn't recieved any kind of focus after that.

Angel Dust (Gay): now there is a lot of stuff that could be said about Angel. On one hand he is another very sexual gay man whose screentime often just consists of sex jokes and references. On the other hand that's a big point for his character. How he tries to act confident in his sexuality when in reality it's the main source of his problems. Though he does often harass other men in the show and that's just so unnecessary. Talking about Angel mostly leads into discussing if he is good representation for SA victims or not, which is something I don't want to talk about that much because I feel like it's not my place to judge that as someone who never has experienced SA. I'm gonna say that I do find Viv's treatment of him outside of the show insensitive (with the pro-shipping, diminishing Valentino as an Abuser and general sexualization of the characters) but as far as the portrayal of him in the show goes I've heard different opinions and you should read the discussion's of actual r@pe survivors about this topic if you want to know about more about it.

Husk (Queer): I don't have anything to say about Husk. He is a very refreshing queer man in these show's and there is nothing bad about him I could think of right now.

Valentino (Queer): for him I mostly want to talk about how he is treated outside of the show which doesn't sit right with me. He is a villian in HH so it's understandable that he is gonna do effed up stuff. I also like that the show tries to make a point about how men get sexually assaulted too (wether they succeeded in that inside the show I'm not gonna judge too hard like I said). But there are a lot of people who not only sexualize him, but also his actions and his relationship to Angel and from what I know Viv never really spoke out against that. She actually interacts with people who do that stuff and I it's just kinda gross.

Vox (Queer): I also don't have a lot to say about him. He and Val are a couple so he is dating a r@pist but he is also a villain so you can't really expect more from him. Especially since he would still be interacting with a r@pist even if they weren't dating.

Alastor (Aromantic, Asexual): is obviously not interested in relationships or sex but his identity is pretty much ignored by a huge amount of the fandom. Vivzepop never say's anything about people blatantly invalidating him like that. It seems to me like she doesn't care about characters who can't be involved in shipping but still wanted to have more diversity in her show so she just called him AroAce. In Hazbin Hotel he isn't bad representation though. His sexuality is never the focus but thats fine, it's mostly just the treatment he gets outside of HH which I don't like.

Charlie (Bisexual): doesn't have a lot to her sexuality. This is something I talked about pretty lengthy in my other post, specifically about the lack of Sapphic content in both shows, so I won't go into too much detail here. Her relationship with Vaggie would probably be the best in both shows if it wasn't for the fact that they both never get the real spotlight as a couple. And there is that thing in Vivzepops stories where the women are pretty much sexless without men and that's obviously something that is generally an issue when talking about the lack of Sapphic representation (which is also a topic heavily tied to sexism). Charlie's portrayal isn't necessarily stereotypical but that's just because there is nothing to her identity in the show.

Vaggie (Lesbian): like I said I already talked about the Chaggie relationship so now I wanna focus on something I didn't even mention in that post. Her name literally being Vagina and that's apparently funny because she is a Lesbian so she obviously likes Vagina. That's just incredibly stereotypical and also excludes Trans Lesbians and Asexual Lesbians who don't want sex. The whole joke was that Adam named her that because he is obsessed with sex and he's a jerk. But her name was always Vagina even in the pilot (from what I know Adam wasn't conceived then and neither was the idea that Vaggie even is a former exterminator).

That's all the queer characters I could think of. I hope I didn't miss any.

I thought about including Millie here too. But she was also already included in my other discussion post and I still don't know if she is canonically Bisexual of if that is just a headcannon so I didn't put her here.

I'm just gonna say that i don't have a problem with queer men being sexual (or any queer person in that regard). But it's pretty much every one of her queer male characters. This is especially bad when a lot of the relationships are toxic as well.

I just think too many characters fit stereotypes and to me that isn't good queer representation. If you like the depiction of queer characters in HH or HB that's good for you and you don't have to agree with me. But you also can't really deny a lot of this stuff and you can't expect others to just be fine with bland, hurtful and sometimes even toxic representation like there is in these shows.

[myfriendgoo94]

Looked cute tonight :3

[the-dumpster-fire-of-anxiety]

hi avi hi avi hi avi!!!!!! thinking abt avery again .:3. does he interact w/ any of his other coworkers?? whats his relationships like w/ them if so?? OH MOST IMPORTANTLY what is his opinions on like . the foundation (/ the o5?) itself? .:3

Woo-hooo! Sorry, had to go play w/niece for a bit (gonna go back down once i've answered this) butttttt:

Avery does interact, usually in person. He wasn't a big fan of hi-tech even before The Day (was forced to buy a Nokia for work and was deeply unhappy that he even had that), but will concede to email and fax (fax is better than email, in person is better than fax). Has rerouted his desk phone to be an old-school rotary but still display who's calling if it's a higher-up, and hangs up on everyone else who wasn't on his "I have notified you I will call at approx [X] time" list. He's a little hater.

Office wise, his coworker's opinions range from "he's nuts but better him than me taking the wrath of the Director" (minimal wrath, minimal interactions) to "Very odd guy, but overall good". He's awkward, he's unintentionally brusque (Ukr-Rus upbringing kicking in there, Slav coworkers don't feel this nearly as much), and despite being the sort of person normally who's down to chat, the paranoia really fucks over his ability to socialize or trust people. At the same time, his coworker social skill deficiency (and refusal to answer the phone) is made up for by his quick and correct work, the fact that you can send a lot of weirder shit to him (effectively can do paperwork in 4 languages AND can check it for cognitohazards) and that he is, despite general oddity, a chill man.

The few times he gets out or politics has come up, he's very blunt about the fact that most things are between a person and their beliefs, and that everyone needs to mind their own damn business about 'correct' behavior (he can't vote or do shit about politics so don't ask him his thoughts on government, but he will loudly and plainly shut down bigoted bullshit around him (again, queer and immigrant household and upbringing, very limited ability to give a fuck) and got into a fistfight w/Iceberg that one time over sexism).

After a few years, he can do small talk conversations and he's not awful before that (again, any expression of a problem and will offer to help if he can* (*This is not always a good thing)), but fundamentally he can't let his guard down about being caught/discovered and terminated, so he refuses to form closer relationships. There's Angela and the can of worms in his memories there, there's the hatred of Iceberg (grudging respect given for paperwork, again if Iceberg wasn't loudly sexist and didn't call Avery a freak they have been closer friends than almost anyone else in the office), and there's the only-person-i-sorta-trust with Kon, but that's about it for close friends. In general, most people who see past 'cold and efficient weirdo' read him as a guy who's lost a lot and hates remembering that there used to be something outside of this, so just let sleeping dogs lie and don't interfere.

MTF teams get on a bit better because it's a physical job, it's mostly in-person or over radio contact (no phones or laptops required of Avery), they usually compliment his artistic work and because the general demeanor is a lot more causal and blunt, his temperament is usually taken for more of 'deadpan with a sense of humor' than 'asshole'. The continuous contact over hours and days (even weeks) really helps with that engagement, and the fact that he doesn't like talking about his past isn't as odd to teams that regularly have high mortality or trauma rates. Helps that he's got reasonably good survival skills and is good enough at combat to survive and hold his own in small-scale issues. Downside is that when there's an argument, it's a big fucking argument. The worst was very much with Agent M and almost got Avery shot, but there's been a few brawls, lots of insults, and a surprisingly low rate of the fights directly fucking up the missions. It also really, really helps that they can be chill w/him without having to talk for months between missions. Still won't trust them with big secrets, but they know of a handful of his pre-Day explorations and he can compete in 'Badass Scar' type pissing contests pretty well. Sometimes he doodles people before or after missions (or during if it's a veeeeery chill and safe mission) and if they like it, he gives them the drawings. otherwise they go over his bed labelled w/the name and context. He's building up new connections.

Admin wise, they are the second enemy right after Alto Clef and anyone he's training to eliminate reality-benders. Avery is only in the system in the flimsiest ways possible, and if anything goes wrong in his paperwork ever, it can flag very easily. The exception to this is Tech Support, whom he visits in person (lugging along a 20-pound brick of a laptop that can be used for Foundation work, accessing academic databases, and nothing else). They hate that he comes in person and then refuses to leave until they fix it, but he's patient, he does listen, and his errors are neither user error or anomalous (it's not even usually that his laptop is the sort of thing that the 50s would have found dated, it's that very occasionally something in settings or software breaks on a disturbing level and combing through this would be far, far easier if he was using literally any other laptop ever but he will not).

While there's technically money on his account, it's not exactly shit he can withdraw unless it's through Kon or Financial (again, will not talk to Financial with a gun to his head), so he's fucked unless they're paying in cash or he's purchasing from inside the Foundation (can charge his ID card) (yes, this is why the muggings occasionally happen, how else can he get clothes without stealing them from dead bodies).

As for the Foundation itself, Avery's feelings are- complicated. He got recruited fairly young (between AP classes and a college overload finished his Bachelors in 3 years and was recruited partway through the Masters at 23).

Pre- That Day he loved getting to see these things, getting to understand the universe as it is, and it was cool to put artistic skills to good use (I think his Masters was aiming either at antique restoration or art history for painting restoration) in a way that would guarantee a living. Decent pay, sends you around the world, allows for a certain amount of personal eccentricity that most places wouldn't. At the same time, the Horrors are just- just there full fucking time and not only did the job erode at time with family and friends, it's definitely worsened his issues with paranoia and caused some pretty severe injuries (fun fact: while Avery's hands being kinda shaky when he's not doing shit was a thing before too, he has suffered nerve damage from in-field operations), not to mention the weirdness of knowing you and your coworkers could die at any minute and your family won't have a body or a coherent answer.

Post- Day it's worse. He wouldn't have lose his reality if he wasn't working for the Foundation, he's sure of that. The Foundation's effectively taken away everything, down to his memories. At the same time, it's all he has now. He can't leave, he can't quit, he has no documents or existence here. The Foundation is his home in this reality and he will die in service to it, if they don't kill him on suspicion of being a threat (a suspicion that wouldn't exist if not for him being screwed over by, again, the Foundation). He hates them but he also chose this, and he can't regret that choice as much as he should. He's trying to see the good side in things, telling himself that what he does provides identification for tech-averse anomalies, that he's helped save people during missions (and been saved in turn), that if he has no choice, he should make as much of it as he can. He's never going to be fully ok with the place, but he's trying to be content.

[darksfantasyworld]

Welcome to my blog!

I'm not new to Tumblr, my previous blog just got deleted, sadly. You can call me Dark, I go by any/all pronouns (he/him, she/her, they/them). But I was born a female.

On my previous blog I mainly wrote straight (male x female) smut but I can write gay or lesbian smut as well. I also write some trans smut ideas since my boyfriend (who I called Pup on my previous blog) is trans.

Kinks I'll write;

CNC/R•pe (including things like free use and fake safe words)

Bondage

Breeding

An•l

S&M

Forced detrans and forced trans

Misogynistic and patriarchy stuff

Non human anatomy (knots, penile spines, etc)

Watersports (pissplay)

Wax and/or ice play

Size difference

Fauxcest

Age gap/play (18 is as low as I'll go)

Pet play

Weapon (🔪/🔫) play

Multiple people (3some, gang b•ng/r•pe)

Intox

And so much more!!

Kinks I won't write;

Scat

Vomit

Rimming/An•lingus

Child (17 and younger) x adult (18+)

Actual/biological family x family

Creatures I'll use (I'll have to expand on some of them later on);

Werewolves (the largest [6'1-6'9] canine beastmen, extremely possessive over their mates but still able to sorta share, largest knots, only canine beastmen with different forms)

Wolfboys/wolfgirls (smaller than werewolves [5'10-6'0], the pack works together but can be possessive over mates)

Dogboys/doggirls (smaller than werewolves and wolfboys [5'4-5'9], a lot more fights over dominance)

Puppyboys/puppygirls (much smaller [4'8-5'3] and more submissive than other canine beastmen, higher libido, smallest knots for continuous intimacy)

Catboys/catgirls (many different types [Lions/lionesses, tigers, panthers, and more "domestic" cat breeds like siamese, tuxedo, and tabby] with penile spines and/or knots [can have both]. A few different sizes [5'6-7'3], height all depends on their breed/type)

Kittenboys/kittengirls (smaller feline beastmen [4'8-5'5] same types as regular catboys and catgirls, minus large breeds [Lions/lionesses, tigers, panthers, etc] penile spines or knots [can't have both])

Driders (6'0-12'0 spider-human hybrids, MtF driders can have a surgery so they can lay egg sacks inside of people rather than using semen to reproduce, FtM driders can have a surgery to remove their ability to lay egg sacks and instead are able to reproduce with semen)

Demons (many different demons including my own versions of the 7 deadly sins)

Wendigos

Cecaelia (octopus-human hybrids and squid-human hybrids)

Mermaids/mermen

Nagas (snake-human hybrids)

Elves

Centaurs/Minotaurs (and other variations of them)

Dragon-human hybrids

Bunnyboys/bunnygirls

Mouseboys/mousegirls

Witches/wizards/warlocks

Vampires

Ghosts

Harpies

Zombies

I'm also open to requests with other monsters/creatures as well!!

Extra information;

M!reader or Male reader is primarily referring to the reader's anatomy unless praise is involved.

F!reader or Female reader is primarily referring to the reader's anatomy unless praise is involved.

FtM!reader or Afab reader is specifically referring to non-binary or trans (FtM), this way is more of a way to affirm reader's gender while clarifying their anatomy.

MtF!reader or Amab reader is specifically referring to non-binary or trans (MtF), this way is more of a way to affirm reader's gender while clarifying their anatomy.

GN!reader, Gender-neutral reader, and intersex reader all refer to a reader with both types of anatomy, they could be described as slightly more feminine or masculine, with a larger or smaller chest, or even with a larger or smaller penis.

Femboy, tomboy, etc all refer to their real-life variants. Femboy reader would be a male that dresses in feminine clothes. Tomboy reader would be a female that dresses in more masculine clothes.

Reader can even be a monster/creature themselves.

I can write reader x characters/creatures from things like creepypasta/happypasta and different horror films (Halloween, Scream, Friday The 13th, The Nightmare On Elm Street, etc). I already have an anime related blog but I mainly write MHA/BNHA stuff on there. This is it.

You can find me on AO3 as; Fantasy_smut_n_stuff

[wrongcaitlyn]

I usually keep my asks to a minimum but holy crap the way I had to do a double take and do the eye rubbing squinty thing when I saw "Hazel".

MY GIRL IS HERE!!!!

I was already bouncing off the walls when I saw Sadie you will not belive the state of utter disrepair they are in now.

And T4T Frazel UGHHH YOUR MINDDD.

I rarely have moments where I go "Man I wish I would've thought of that." But with the MtF Darren and T4T Frazel I am crying it's literally insane. You are insane for this actually the fic is probably one of my favorites out there <3

SORRY FOR RESPONDING TO THIS SO LATE BUT AHHDF YES u have no idea how excited i was to FINALLY write her pov!!! i get the jitters every time i get to introduce a new character, i just love expanding the universejdfj

i think u meant ftm darrenSJDF but TO BE FAIR. that was just me trying to make this work in a modern au (i do believe that apollo was pregnant with kayla for like a day in the actual riordanverse) and bc i felt like they wouldn't adopt a kid for what was essentially a fwb summer fling sorta?? except they lowkey got serious. but also they wouldn't adopt a childDJF apollo was nowhere near mature enough for that

and as for t4t frazel i read a wonderful fic (you and i were (fireworks) by demigodbeautiies) that had background t4t frazel and i just could NOT get it out of my head!!!! i kept starting to write hazel's pov and thinking like ughghasdhfjhdsf do i add it?? do i??? and then one night at like 2 am, i wrote down frazel's first meeting with the trans bracelet in my notes app and then i was like. well. that's canon now i can't let go of that can i??? so yes i absolutely love the hc now i'm so glad you do too!! <3

THANK U SO MUCH <33

[my-castles-crumbling]

Hi! I kinda need a second opinion on something from someone unbiased, so I hope you don’t mind me asking you.

I’m concerned I might be transphobic, or more accurately, that I have internalized transphobia. It’s kinda relevant so I’ll add that I’m Afab, genderfluid and Bi with a preference for women.

So my concern stems from that like, women with male anatomy make me uncomfortable. I don’t mean that interacting with trans ladies make me feel that, just like, the mental image of a hypothetical trans woman with the part. Other than that I don’t care.

the thing is, the grossed out feeling isn’t there when it’s a hypothetical trans man in my head. But in the opposite side, the idea of seeing the trans men I do know undressed makes me even more uncomfortable (as they’re my friends; most of my circle is made of trans boys). I actually don’t know any trans women irl, but once there’s a face to the name, I just assume it would be awkward but then we’d move on, if you know what I mean? Like the hypothetical trans girl weirds me out, but like not one I’ve met via the socials ig.

I don’t know if it’s like, internalized sexism and dislike for Cis Straight men ( I have a fear of men if that’s relevant. I’m trying to give you the full picture without any of my own personal biases, so I’m sorry if I’ve overloading you with useless facts about myself) or if it’s that bc I’m more attracted to women and I think male anatomy isn’t attractive?

I also don’t headcanon female characters as trans like I do for my favorite male characters. Not in a I-relate-to-the-transmasc experience sorta way but like, i don’t want my favorite female characters to be trans. Ew I don’t like that I feel that way EW.

Like, I’m actually pretty sure after typing all this out that I DO have some internalized stuff, and I just wanna know how to get rid of it. It’s not nice. I don’t wanna think and feel like that, because that’s gross.

Like, to reiterate I don’t like or have any opposition to talking, interacting etc with trans women. idk. Maybe it’s bc I’m trans opposite direction. Like I remember seeing trans women and being like “oh why would you want to be a girl” before I realized I shouldn’t like, be feeling that way so idk it could be related?

Usally I would just expose myself to that sorta stuff, ex: scrolling on the trans fem tag until it was normalized in my brain, but idk.

again, sorry to dump this on you! No pressure to answer I know it’s long!

Hi!!!

Sorry it took me a while to get back to you, I was honestly thinking through my answer.

So I'm not an expert and I'm not in your head, but it kind of sounds like a mixture of reasons.

You're transmasc, so you've said yourself that you don't identify as much with the transfem experience. That could be part of it.

You said you're not attracted to traditionally male anatomy and that could definitely be part of it as well. And that's nothing to be sorry about!

I also think it could be some internalized transphobia.

I think the most important part, though, is that you've said yourself that you haven't interacted much with mtf trans people. I think this is probably a huge part of the problem. You're probably basing a lot of your ideas and preconceived notions on stereotypes, you know? I would encourage you to like..think through some of the thoughts you have and where they come from. And what they're based on, if that makes sense? You're allowed to have preferences when it comes to sex and even what characters you read, but it seems like you might need to open your mind a bit more about mtf trans people in general.

I hope that helps!

[ultimat3-lif3form]

OOUUUGGGH your gender discovery is very important to me. i feel super similarly to you!! i am non-binary and go by he/they because while i don't feel like a man, i view myself in a more masculine way. though... i feel like my experience with gender isn't even on the same spectrum as cis people or FTM/MTF people. almost like im sorta just floating outside of it... in an alien way. I'm not a literal alien, like you, but i definitely feel ostracized from the concept of gender as a social thing entirely. and yet, at the same time, while being ostracized from it... i still feel this great desire to be connected to it. i want to be seen as genderless, but by wanting to be seen as genderless, i paradoxically so desperately want to be seen fitting somewhere in a gender spectrum.

maybe this is different from your experience, but seeing you talk about gender makes me feel seen. :)

I think gender is a fascinating concept, we should be allowed to do whatever we want with our identities. Even if its not "normal". I really cant think of good words to even describe it. But let my life be a character customization sequence whenever I want, please.

[weirdhornygirlthing]

last updated: 9/9/2024

introduction to me

hi hiii!! i'm a weird girl thingy, 20 years old mtf girl. sorta skinny and too tall for my liking, and i am new to some of the stuff done on this blog

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this blog contains some hard kinks, if you're not into that, feel free to block and move on <3

i'm a switch with a sub lean, mostly learning to dom here

prefer women

KINKS

done to me - doing to others - both

humiliation

intox

praise

exhibitionism

ageplay on some levels (rarely)

fauxcest

cnc

bdsm

misgendering

piss

feet

+more, feel free to ask if i'm into anything <3

HARD LIMITS

vomit

scat

sharp objects

misgendering me

SOFT LIMITS

stalking

if you have questions about my kinks or anything else, feel free to ask

YOU CAN SEND ME PICTURES, VIDEOS, ASKS AND STUFF FREELY, BUT I AM NOT UNDER ANY OBLIGATION TO ANSWER AND MAY BLOCK IF YOU MAKE ME UNCOMFORTABLE

to stay healthy i will take breaks from the blog and wont be answering asks for periods of time but i try to read them all when i get back