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traga-me encontros e desencontros; almas cegas buscando pela luz crentes de afugentar seu perene vazio.
𝗏𝗈𝗂 ' 𝖽 𖬺 𝖲℘𝖴𝖫 ’ 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗉𝖺𝗍𝖼𝗁 𝑜𝑓 𝖾𝗆𝗉𝗍𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗌ꓼ 𝗏𝖺𝗀𝗎𝖾 𝖾𝗑𝗂𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗇𝖼𝖾, 𝗆𝖾𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖼𝗁𝗈𝗅𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝖼𝗂𝖽 𝗉𝗈𝖾𝗍𝗋𝗒.
❛ㅤ ㅤ꽃, ㅤㅤ𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀ㅤㅤ 𝖿𝗅𝗈𝗐𝖾𝗋──𝗌
𝗋𝖾𝖽ㅤㅤㅤ♥︎ㅤㅤ'ㅤㅤ𝔖𖤓𝖫𝖤𝖨𝖫ㅤㅤ𝗂𝗇𝖼𝗂𝖽𝖾𝗇𝗍
𝖥𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌 ,ㅤㅤ 𝖢𝗁𝖺𝗂𝗇𝗌ㅤㅤ𝓮ㅤㅤ𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐘
𝗆𝗂𝗅𝖽 ㅤㅤ𝖠𝖢𝖨𝖣& ㅤㅤꓻ ㅤㅤ 𝕱ㅤㅤ𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌
𝔖. ─── ♰ 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝖻𝖻𝗈𝗋𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆𝗌 𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝖽𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗂𝖾𝗌, 𝗍𝗋𝖾𝗆𝖻𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗉𝗌 𝗋𝖾𝖿𝗅𝖾𝖼𝗍 𝖿𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗌.
minhas aparências supostas a não te querer são frágeis───mas, meu bem, na perdição do ego e dúvida, padeço.
perscrutar pelas sentenças no qual eu insisti em criar; no mais, ainda cabe a mim decidir o rumo para meu coração eternamente vagar.
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if i keep seeing so many people refer to ayden as an indication of an unknown softness in pelor i will start setting things on fire. just because YOU cannot handle nuance does not mean the story of exandria has not contained it and done so consistently. in fact the first in depth interaction that any party had with pelor (vex becoming his champion) was a portrayal of him that was explicit in his complexity. taken straight from the transcript for 1x104 elysium, “[vex you] spin and look, whereas there once was a burning star-- and to the rest of [vox machina], you see the painful, endless light that averts your gaze-- it doesn't hurt your eyes as much, and you can see the faint features, the soft cheeks, the hairless head, and the bright warm eyes of he who brings the dawn. And you can see the smile there, behind the light. “there is hope.”” sunlight can warm you and burn you in equal measure.
that burning image of the sun has much in common with a teenage boy who steps into a dark room, and reminds the dm that it’s not dark. the same way that a teenage boy who stands by as a woman who will not give up her worship of pelor is punished because he has more important responsibilities he must honour has much in common with a seemingly benevolent lord of the dawn might respond harshly to a cleric who asks if he is worth saving while he is trying to find a way to survive so he might keep helping to provide light. the gods aren’t simple and they never have been. i am as psyched about the particular angle that downfall is taking as anybody but it is already frustrating watching people act like the gods are suddenly more nuanced because they’re in literally mortal bodies when the entire Point of the gods in exandria in the various stories we’ve seen so far is that the only difference they have with mortals is the bounds of their power. they carry all the same flaws and the same profundity. just because so much of the fandom has reduced that to black and white flatness or faulty mapping onto real world religions (or the various traumas those might have caused individuals) doesn’t mean that complexity has been missing at all from the story.
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dungeon meshi is soooo fucking great especially when it hits its stride and all characters have come into play bc it's just like
laios: I want to eat all the fucking monsters i want the monsters carnally
marcille: EATING MOSNTERS???? UNHOLY. UNCOUTH. DISGUSTING. anyway here's all the dark magic and necromancy i've got on the backburner to bring back my dragon-digested gf and also i plan to find a way for everyone to live forever at the cost of my very soul if need be
kabru, normally, in a normal tone he's rehearsed 42000 times in front of a mirror: I'M NORMAL. I'M SOOOO FUCKING NORMAL. I'M THE MOST NORMAL GUY AROUND AND I'M NOT CONSTANTLY PLOTTING ASSASSINATIONS FOR THE GREATER GOOD
senshi: I have all this trauma abt being the sole survivor of the fantasy equivalent of the franklin expedition but that's not important what really matters here is eat yer goddamn veggies or so help me
and the best part is that none of them are straight
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You know how I know Mike is queer?
These are the same person. Mike is an inherently caring, loving, and protective person. It's what Will called out in 4x08 and reminded us of with Mike's desire and practice in attempt to be a "hero" and be able to help the ones he loves.
But when El tells him she feels unloved by him, he doesn't comfort her. At all. He defends himself. He doesn't even say "yes I do". He says "I say it". Even when he's arguing that he loves her, he is defending himself, not comforting her. If he was comforting her he would have reacted to her crying at all. He doesn't. He just becomes increasingly desperate and escalates the tactics that are making her cry more.
Because the accusation is that important to him. Not many things could be so important to him that he would deprioritize her or taking care and protecting and comforting those he loves. He even does quite well at it at the start of the scene. We have PROOF that he is pretty stable these days with any sort of accusation or invalidation with how well he takes "you don't understand" and simply asks questions without any sort of offense. So he CAN take it. He takes it IN THIS CONVERSATION.
But when she says he doesn't love him, he stops the "they just don't know you". He stops the "don't say that about yourself, you're lovable," which is what this is really about for her. If he had said that even if he couldn't say it himself, it might have still helped a little bit: frame it as his own fault if he can't. But he couldn't do that. Instead, he went with how it reflected on HIM that he couldn't say it and defended himself AGAINST her. FOUGHT her on it.
There are few things that can make him fight a person. And they've all actually been pretty similar. They're all El:
"You're prioritizing El over Will"
"There is something off about your relationship with El"
"You're prioritizing El over [Will]"
"He's right that your and [El's] relationship wasn't a good one"
"Your and El's relationship wasn't a good one"
"You're prioritizing El over [Will]"
"You don't love [El]"
He is comforting. He is kind. He prioritizes others' comfort and safety consistently. He takes other accusations fairly lightly and focuses back onto the person making them and their emotions. And yet, what does he say in those instances and only those instances?
"SHUT. UP."
"You lying piece of shit. You're crazy!"
"It's not my fault you don't like girls!"
"He's just some crazy old man"
"You're conspiring against me!"
"We're friends! We're friends!"
"You're being ridiculous. What is this?"
People who say his character has gotten worse are stating it under the idea that he is always like this. The entire discovery so many people, including myself, had that he's queer was because we noticed that his outbursts were consistent. People think he's random and angry because they think the situations are random: Lucas, Hopper, Will, Max, El. But they're forgetting to note what each of those people questioned about him right before.
The biggest proof is that he doesn't ever talk like this outside of these situations. It's lighthearted debates and empathetic conversations.
Mike Wheeler is a kind person. If he said "You're being ridiculous. What is this?" it is not just because he's scared of vulnerability or commitment.
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living for alhaitham's inherent curiosity about kaveh being the catalyst for an odd textual mystery...??
he already read the Very Bad novel in the house of daena before kaveh got hold of it? but then seeing it in their study and knowing kaveh must have checked it out, he... opened it anyway despite already knowing the contents?? 1) because he knew kaveh wouldn't mind, and 2) because he was curious what kaveh thought about it?? considering that he knows kaveh makes annotations in books??
he saw kaveh circle the killer's name in permanent ink, effectively spoiling the novel, no matter how terrible, and joined in by circling a name to create a red herring, but also because he thought circling names was funny <3
he put the book in the same place in the study and didn't say anything to kaveh when kaveh went to return it, and kaveh went about believing alhaitham knew nothing about it, until the quest comes full circle and kaveh returns to alhaitham to tell him the news, only to find out that he and alhaitham were jointly the instigators for the conspiracy.
the quest is THEIR fault!! but.. the conspiracy wouldn't have happened if alhaitham hadn't made the second circle,, so… if he hadn't been curious about something that occupied kaveh's time..., that’s so !!??
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