For once ....for once I've been granted peace and have been allowed to create sum in the kitchen with no chaos ..no messes ..and no need to be asking my ancestors for forgiveness on my daily dissapointment ..
Ur girl could finally rest as she made her fucking smoothie 💅🏻🎀✨️
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cardan: two best friends in a room, will they-
jude: there's no-one else in here cardan
cardan: well, would you look at that?
jude: cute, but did you forget one thing?
cardan: *smirking* and what would that be?
jude: *stands up to leave* we're not friends.
*cue searing kiss*
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okay i feel like im going crazy yall bc everyone keeps calling this brown but it looks gray with a hint of green to me like especially compared to everything else that’s brown/beige around him this doesn’t read brown to me at all 😭😭
but maybe im just sleep deprived and my brain isn’t processing colors correctly like it looked brown in that one blurry bts selfie w the PA, but in everything else it’s gray to me
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I was on first visit with some other psychiatrist to get new psychologist just in case and on our FIRST and ONLY meeting right after looking briefly through my file she told me I have bipolar and prescribed me Lamotrix. She also said that I don't need sleeping meds and should take melatonin and wouldn't even let me say one sentence without cutting in and talking her bullshit. Also when I said that I and all my close friends think it's bpd she shushed me and tell me that I'm so young that of course I have all of the BPD symptoms and not actual episodes. Fuck her honestly.
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I pretend that being stuck in my house almost 24/7 because it's summer and there's no where to go for me due to personal reasons that require probably a long explanation to type out for non-irl people probably isn't ruining my mental health but for the last couple of weeks I've been starting to doubt that the planet Earth is an actual space rock I'm stuck on and that other humans other than me and a few others(my parents not included)are real and not simulations or robots made by the government to further psychologically torture me like the little test guinea pig for science I am probably??Like Idk moving out seems to good to be true right now. Lmfao is it even worth it to make it to 18??Lol(I'm not currently suicidal btw so please don't worry about me, I'm just nervous because I really want to feel the skin of another human being who isn't my family). Oh, how a girl can dream♡.
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DUDE I think my mom's boyfriend of like 4 months got my name tatted with his kids on his leg which is marvel one leg n dc on the other n I think it's the marvel leg idk I saw a transformer n I was like wtf my name ewwwwwe dude omg ewww wi can't kkskfjfd ofgkfnfnf goolgggoohhhhgotd I feel gross
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scarecrow just walked in to my college class beat the fuck out of my ethics teacher(ironic huh) Told us to stay in school and left what the fuck bro what did my teacher do like-
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Listening to emo music bc I'm still so not over my ex and nothing else makes me feel better but it also makes me feel worse bc my ex was so fucking emo and it's a stupid fucking cycle
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I CANNOT FUCKING STOP TALKING OR TYPKNG KM A FUCKING RAMBLING MACHINE LATELY
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