#losing cognitive function due to trauma

[giantkillerjack]

Tbh even if someone DOES have lower cognitive function, you should NOT compare them to an animal!!

They are still very much a human being! Their life and thoughts matter just as much as any other human, and if they are an adult, they are a full adult who should be treated as such!

In the same way communication skills are not indicators of a person's intelligence, intelligence is not an indicator of a person's level of humanity.

The history of dehumanizing cognitively disabled people by comparing them to animals is extremely bleak and dangerous!! A well-informed and well-intentioned writer knows not to casually call upon or contribute to that history!!

(tbh generally speaking if you're writing about a marginalized person or community, it's probably a bad idea to compare them to animals.)

if i had a nickel for every au i saw where a nonverbal character is given a button board and the op compares them to a dog, i'd have two nickels—which isn't a lot—but weird that it happened twice.

let me remind you that button boards were made for disabled people way before abled people started using them for their pets. you can have a character using a button board without directly comparing them to an animal.

there are also a variety of other existing nonspeaking communication methods for nonverbal, selectively/situationally mute, speech impaired, or otherwise disabled people you can explore, for example:

sign language: varies by region, like asl vs bsl vs auslan, with many communities having their own separate identities and dialects like basl

communication cards: words or phrases written on note cards, often on a keyring

augmentative and alternative communication (aac) devices: this includes a variety of assistive technology from picture board speech apps to eye tracking for those with limited motor function

each person has a different preference for what best suits their needs and abilities, and without access to aids, many people are able to create their own methods because disabled people are smart! so have fun, do some research, idk man just please stop correlating an issue that real people face to lower cognitive ability!

[afusionoffandoms]

The symbol most associated with fibromyalgia is the butterfly, as well as the purple ribbon, since a butterfly despite being almost weightless can cause pain if it landed on a person with fibromyalgia.

Fibromyalgia (fibro) is a chronic and highly stigmatised condition that presents as pain throughout the body - often inconsistent both in strength and location as well as resistant to pain medication - along with a slew of other symptoms - mainly intense fatigue and cognitive dysfunction, in addition to headaches, abdominal pains and cramps, depression, insomnia and general hypersensitivity both to touch as well as the other senses.

These pains can be a draining inconvenience, or so crippling it robs the person of the ability to walk or function.

Due to lack of research, it's believed that anywhere between 2-6% of the population suffers from it.

Many people suffering from fibro will say they often wake up more tired and in more pain than they were in when they went to bed. Experts often describe it as the brain losing its ability filter out pains the human body constantly experiences throughout the day.

One thing known for certain is that it's triggered by stress. It can be something as simple as a bad divorce, or a surgery, or a bout of illness, to trauma (either microtrauma over time or one definitive event). Fibro patients will say it's as if their brain finally had enough and started striking. Unfortunately there's no going back once that happens, as there is no cure, and fibro is likely to progress and worsen over time.

It's an illness that can't be proven through samples or x-rays, but rather it's diagnosed when no other cause can be found, and all other treatments have proven unhelpful.

We have records dating all the way to ancient Greece about people whose symptoms today are assumed by experts to be caused by fibro, though it wasn't until the 1900s that the illness got its own name and field of study. That's about all it's gotten, however.

Unfortunately most people with the diagnosis are AFAB, which means the illness is subject to sexism and is often ignored in the medical field, resulting in little research and funding, little knowledge, and a lot of challenges for people suffering from it. Recent numbers suggest that the gender disproportion is far smaller than presumed, however, likely due to other factors such as social stigma keeping men from seeking help.

Interestingly there looks to be a large overlap between fibro symptoms and long covid, which has in recent years caught the interest of researchers, so it's likely that the world will understand the illness more in the future, which will hopefully help people with fibro sometime down the line.

If nothing else, it might finally be recognised as the life changing illness it is, for currently there are still doctors who claim it's not real, and refuse to diagnose and treat it, instead claiming people with fibro are just lazy and overly sensitive.

It's because of these things that global awareness days are so important.

Increasing awareness about this barely understood and largely unknown disease, makes life easier for those who suffer from fibromyalgia both directly through general knowledge and understanding from people around them, to a larger scale where funding and research is vital to perhaps one day find a medication or cure. Or at least find an indisputable way to diagnose it.

Please consider sharing this in order to help with just that. 💜 May your day be as painless as possible.

[threewaysdivided]

The Shaper of Minds and its possible consequences for a certain character

I have finally joined the rest of the internet in losing my mind over a D&D Podcast - in my case, the wonderful Dan Jones & Dragons.  With Episode 26 due to stream on Dan’s Twitch this week, I really want to talk about some of the stuff that came up across the just-finished Gala sessions because the fallout from that has the potential to be incredibly fraught.

THE SHAPER OF MINDS

The relic the Flower Crowns were going after this mission – The Shaper of Minds – is a potentially fascinating narrative device that might as well have been lab-engineered to be my exact brand of personal nightmare fuel.   It’s a small, ornate brass key that can alter any part of the target’s mental faculties/thoughts/memories at will should the wielder touch it to any part of their victim’s skin.

Now, on one hand, there are a heap of interesting (and even benevolent) applications for a tool like that.  It could instantly grant access to skills, languages and knowledge that would otherwise take a person years of study to learn.  It could be used to sort through and resolve memories that had been faded by time, muddied by trauma or forcibly supressed by magical/medical means.  But on the other…

As described and used in campaign so far, the primary function of the Mindshaper is to alter memories (and the attendant personality) with the target having no awareness that their mind has been changed.  It’s basically gaslighting on steroids, except that where a gaslighting victim still retains their original recollection – and has to be manipulated by their abuser into doubting their own perceptions and instead accepting the alternate telling of events (a cognitive dissonance that can eventually lead the person to recognise the manipulation) – the Shaper of Minds entirely replaces the original recollection of events with the version the wielder wants their victim to perceive.  There is no internal conflict between accounts, no inconsistencies that could alert the victim that someone has broken into their head and rewritten their perceived reality.  The person they reshape you to be is the person you believe you always were.  And all it takes is a single touch.

That is a brand of existential horror that had me on edge all throughout Session 24 (basically from the moment it was implied the key was in play).   Reality may be objective, but each individual person’s internal reality is governed by their perception – their memories – of the events in their life, no matter how incomplete, biased or otherwise skewed that personal perspective may have been.  You have value just by being you because you are not replaceable, but the thing that makes you unique is, in large part, the sum total of those inimitably specific personal memories.  No-one else will perceive the world in exactly the same way you do, and even a few minor changes to just a few of those perceptions can flow on to massive differences in ideals, values, priorities and future choices.  In that regard, the use of the Mindshaper Key isn’t so much an alteration as an obliteration of the victim’s former self and replacement with someone new; even if that new stranger is largely indistinguishable from the original.  And, again, all it takes is a single touch.

[Sidenote:  This made Mister Wick an especially effective antagonist to wield the key, since his Galas functionally trap even targets who are aware of the threat within the rules of high-society behavioural expectations.  Otherwise-innocuous actions like a handshake or private conversation suddenly become incredibly dangerous, while being nigh-impossible for the Flower Crowns to extract themselves from without committing an atrocious faux pas and potentially tipping Wick off.  Perfectly designed stage for a psychological horror-thriller encounter.]

Which of course, brings us to a certain character who fell victim to the key in Episode 24…  [put under the cut for spoiler reasons]

MORENTHAL

This poor Drow, he can never catch a break…

Morenthal may not have been the most mechanically dangerous party member to fall victim to Mister Wick’s manipulations although, given that the key was revealed to let its wielder read existing memories during the alteration, and that all of the Flower Crowns were fully briefed on the locations and nature of the Eversteel artefacts, him getting a hand on any of them could have been very bad plot-wise but from a character point of view I think he’s the one who the key’s effects had the potential to be most personally devastating for.

The way things ended up playing out across Session 25 was precisely the nightmare scenario Gamb was fretting about out of game: Mister Wick forcibly implanted Morenthal’s mind with false memories of being his lifelong trusted confidant and supporter, then – before the Flower Crowns could reverse the key’s effect – Morenthal discovered that Mister Wick had been killed in combat with Coil and Preston, leading to the Party having to physically restrain him so they could use the key to undo the damage, thus confronting Morenthal with the realisation that not only was everything he thought he knew about Jonathan a lie, but in actuality Jonathan had committed possibly the most invasive violation he’d ever been subjected to in order to forcibly make Morenthal into one of his loyal tools.  That level of emotional and mental whiplash would be rough on any character, but for Morenthal it’s particularly brutal because…

Based on what’s been revealed in-game so far, the core of his character is that Morenthal is an abused child.  This most-clearly came up in his conversation with Gelnek in Session 14; he was a child who grew up with nothing, raised by the Bloodletter Mercenaries as a tool instead of a person, and taught to see faces only as targets – with him also mentioning to Hobson in that their “combat training” involved being relentlessly beaten down until he learned to fight back.  During his Session 21 visit with the Nightmother, he openly admits that “nowhere feels safe”.  From that it’s pretty clear to read that Morenthal has never felt unconditionally loved, safe or respected around other mortals.

(This also helps contextualise why he’s so devoted to the Nightmother.  From what little we have seen of his visits to her, Iris is a fond “adult” figure, who does not threaten, does not judge, asks nothing of him aside from his company, and cares equally for all the souls that pass through her domain.  For a child “growing up with nothing” but violence, that would have been everything.)

But then, enter Jonathan fucking Wick.  And now, just for a short while, Morenthal has all these “memories” of Jonathan being there to confide in, encourage him and support his escape from the Bloodletters.  Suddenly he believes someone was there for him and, while the memories might be fake, the feelings of unconditional safety they would have brought were very real.  Little wonder that he started acting like a Trilby-level naive goober around Mister Wick to the point of accidentally snitching on the rest of the group.  Only, then it turns out to be a lie and those memories are gone.

For me, I think one of the worst things Morenthal might end up dealing with in the aftermath of having his memory fixed isn’t the specific feeling of personal betrayal or the potential shame at having been caught: it’s the realisation that he was always alone.   That there was no mortal on the outside who cared or came for him when he needed them – just him and the distant fondness of a Divine.  That would be awful beyond words, and yet the Flower Crowns were forced to inadvertently inflict it upon him in order to restore his mind.  No wonder he wouldn’t look any of them in the eye before the session closed.

Worse still, the nature of the key makes it incredibly hard not only to trust others, but to trust your own mind.  The players and audience above-table know that Morenthal is back to experiencing and remembering reality as it happened, but the question could very well linger for him, bringing with it a hefty dose of paranoia.  Sure, Morenthal correctly remembers that Coil is a straightforward, loyal person who wouldn’t be tempted to tamper with his mind beyond undoing Jonathan’s manipulations… but he “remembered” that about Mister Wick too, and wouldn’t that be a beneficial thing for the Party to have him think?   To Morenthal, people were already Not Safe™, but now the one person he ever believed might be had actually violated him worse than anyone else in order to force and abuse that trust.  How is he supposed to trust anyone if he can’t trust the authenticity of his own recollections.  (I get the feeling that Morenthal probably isn't going to be capable of relaxing until the Shaper of Minds is confirmed to either be locked back safely in the Vaults of Eversteel or fully removed from the Mortal Plane by Six).

It makes it really tragic that all of this came directly on the back of Episode 23, where Gamb revealed during the above-table break chat that - even if Morenthal didn’t recognise why – he unconsciously trusted Trilby and Gelnek enough to jump off the airship without checking that his rope was secure, because deep-down he knew they would catch him.  To go from that high-point to the whiplash of him first thinking the Flower Crowns had killed the only person he was ever “safe” with, then them inadvertently subjecting him to the most painful realisation he could ever experience and potentially leaving him wondering whether he can even trust his feelings about them is absolutely gutting.

I think the thing that scares me most about how the aftermath could potentially play out is another trait that Gamb and Dan have established for Morenthal: he's a flight-risk.   He shies away from letting people get close and, if he feels unsafe enough, he runs.  It’s already been mentioned/implied that he’s considered fleeing the group at multiple different points across the sessions.  And with him likely not feeling safe even in inside his own mind right now, that risk is probably at an all-time high.  The poor lad is staring down the barrel of a potentially-impending multi-level emotional crisis, where a lifetime of instincts will probably be urging him to run hard and fast because People Are Not Safe™.

And the thing is, that instinct isn’t a good one for him either.  Morenthal might have gotten by on his own “just living to be” up until Filgrove, but that feels a lot more like surviving out of necessity than having an actual life.  It’s pretty obvious that he pushes people away as a defence mechanism:  if you don’t care about anyone then you can’t be hurt by them or have those people used against you.  But if you don’t let yourself care and feel things, you’re not really living.  The truly tragic part of his running being a potential foreseeable outcome is that the Flower Crowns are good for Morenthal.  (I doubt Morenthal realises it and can’t speak to Gamb’s above-table thought process but it’s interesting that one potential interpretation of Morenthal’s cynical, faux-apathetic, “stinky” behaviour is that of a former abused child quietly testing the boundaries of whether he’s allowed to exist in a way that’s inconvenient for others, to which the answer from the Party has largely been yes provided he isn’t actively encouraging Trilby to get himself killed, or killing people without explaining himself).  He survived alone before because that was all he knew, but I get the feeling he wouldn’t do so well if he tried to go it solo again after being with people (he’s already confessed that the idea of Feyli being gone makes him miss her).   That’s not a road to walk on his best day, let alone with his current headspace and tendency towards self-destructive choices. 

It reminds me a lot of this article:

“Still, it’s easier for us to keep blaming ourselves because it’s preferable to facing the unthinkable: the fact that our parents don’t love us. …  Most people would rather do anything than accept this as the truth. Not only is it painful; it’s humiliating.”

So yeah, suffice to say I am incredibly concerned about how Morenthal’s arc is going to play out over the next session(s).  Here’s hoping that Gelnek and/or Coil have enough emotional savvy to keep an eye out, and enough patience to stick to him even if he lashes out in attempt to drive them off.  Even if it all works out okay, I get the feeling that this one’s going to be ugly.

Can’t wait to see how everyone chooses to play it ❤️‍🩹

[girl-lostconnection]

Looord, I get it, honestly what gets me off is writin and dancin, then I get more dreamy and glossy eyed, ready to tuck myself in bed.

Diver and their long lost sergeant is my 13th reason😮‍💨

(STOP, that is so cruel to us.. what do you mean we got the original version BUT it's the most cruel one..

sign me off and get me in the other universes.

-I bet on losing dogs is one of my crash out songs, beautiful.

-gimme gimme parallels and the Easter eggs, gonna lap 'em up like a starved dog)

-🦭 anon

Seal, lemme shake your hand because honestly — same. I dance before bed on regular basis and it’s such a good way to just pump all that energy through and get some happiness flowing making me nice and soft and ready to cozy under the covers.

Diver and their long lost sergeant are my Roman Empire, you have NO idea. And yeah, that was the hardest thing because we do get the original universe and original version and original Diver.

The person who due to the work and system they work for and their choices is the epitome of “did I get everything I ever wanted? No. But I once came really close to”.

Also, in this post I will go over with you about Easter eggs and references for Legs have swung specifically, but I can make a separate post about the other universe where Diver’s sergeant is alive and well.

Honestly I really wanna talk about them and how their dynamic would play out considering the presence of 141.

But for now, onto the Easter eggs in the Legs have swung. (I gotta admit I had to scroll through month of conversation in awful tumblr dms aka the most inconvenient thing in the world to fish out all of those i already shared to my buddy and loyal second brain Jester)

1. So first of all, I don’t know if you read the stuff in chronological order as I marked it in AU’s masterlist, but the “Captain, oh captain” snippet came first as our introduction to Diver and their interaction with Kyle. But there is a flashback at the very beginning.

You will understand what this flashback is about when you look at it. It does read differently and less visceral than Legs have swung for multiple reasons — most of the story is told from Diver’s viewpoint. Most of it.

The flashbacks, the innuendos, even the snippet with Sar — it’s all their story.

Thing is, we just didn’t know Diver back then, it was only the first part and at the time we didn’t know his history, his trauma and now that we do, the old snippet looks fucking worse. The flashback there is different because Diver’s memory is worse. Because time has passed and losing their sergeant was so traumatic it rewired them partially.

Also because “reinforcements” in Helldivers mean that you get pulled back from the dead and me with @jesterinc theorised that it would impact Helldivers’ cognitive functions.

2. It was a small teeny tiny detail. But maybe you have noticed. Maybe if you read other parts it would sound familiar, but there is only one description for sergeant’s eyes.

“Prettiest summer sky”. Do you know who else in the series has the same eyes and intentionally the same description of them? John Price does.

3. If you re-read the snippet — it never mentions sergeant’s name. He is always lad or sergeant or runt.

But he is never called by his name.

Thing is, it was intentional too. Sergeant doesn’t have one in the snippet.

And closer to the end there is a part “Time and continuous reinforcements will wipe his name out of your memory”.

The snippet is Diver’s retelling of what happened back then. It’s messy and it’s hard to tell the timeline of their friendship, it feels bunched together, but also very quick and you feel like there are blind spots but it’s hard to tell where.

Because Diver re-tells this story.

The snippet doesn’t have sergeant’s name because Diver no longer remembers it

4. This one was actually my lil Easter egg for Jester specifically, it is based on the ask they sent me when I started writing Helldiver AU.

He sent me the image with “remember that you can’t save everyone. Remember that you have to try” and I wrote a snippet based on it.

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Here is the homage to it in Legs have Swung.

5. In the first after introduction work, in the Captain oh captain snippet there is part where Diver looks at Kyle and he looks so young to them.

Kyle is he’s fresh-faced and brilliant. And Kyle looks at Diver and Diver thinks that Kyle is young and achingly beautiful and that they wants him off their ship NOW. Kyle reminded Diver of their sergeant so hard it would have given them a whiplash if their memory wasn’t so corrupt

6. This one actually happened accidentally but honestly, it is really cool. Diver and their sergeant became a parallel to canonical Ghost and Soap, maybe you noticed it.

- Sergeant dies when he’s a sergeant and Diver is a lieutenant

- Sergeant is vaguely Scottish (on accident), but also brilliant and wonderful and he believes that things can be done wrong and “you ever thought we may be the bad guys, l.t.?”

- Sergeant is the chatty, touchy “sun” of Diver’s life

- And Diver can never save him

7. Sergeant accidentally (again really cool thing happened right there) is echoed in every member of 141.

Kyle has his brilliance, his attentiveness and pretty face, Price has eyes and nosiness, Johnny has the voice, the ancestry and personality, Simon got his protectiveness.

8. Simon is the least similar to sergeant because Simon is the most similar to Diver

9. In the snippet, at the very beginning Diver humming. It isn’t much, but me and Jester discussed that Helldivers would have silly little hobbies that would keep them safe and remind them that they are still human (arts and crafts, singing, dancing, origami). That they still live.

This is theirs. Singing.

Their first instinct to soothe aching scared not yet a sergeant but already their lad is to hum a song to him

10. Me and Jester came up with a thing called Helldiver marriage which I expand on if you would be curious. In short, it’s a partnership between Helldivers to keep each other safe and sane. That’s the only selfish thing they allow themselves — each other’s eternal devotion.

There is an entire courting, first you need to be compatible battle partners, they need to be able to keep you and themselves safe, they have to showcase a humane talent of theirs. Something to show that they are more than just a Helldiver.

Some dance, some sing, some draw or write or make paper flowers or braid bracelets out of colourful cords or collect pieces of pretty stones. Something to show that they are able to keep themselves and their partner sane if it comes to it.

So, although I never implied anything specific about their relationship, Diver and sergeant were going the route of Helldiver marriage without nor them nor me realising that. Again accidental cool thing. And maybe you noticed, but Diver’s humane hobby is singing. Sergeant’s was mentioned in the snippet as well — he was learning origami for Diver. He made them paper cranes.

[thebraintower]

Top 10 Neurological Brain Disorders: Causes, Symptoms, and Treatment

Brain health is very crucial in today’s world and has an equal importance as physical health. It plays an important role in defining the functioning of the overall body as the brain is the main organ from which all the other organs receive signals. 

Good or bad brain health can be known by the following factors:

How well you think, learn, and remember

How well you move and maintain balance

How you interpret and respond to emotions

How well you see, hear, taste, and smell

Brain health can be affected by ageing, injuries, diseases & mental health conditions and the lack of proper brain functioning results in neurological brain disorders like Alzheimer's disease, Parkinson's disease, stroke, migraine, brain tumours, etc. In this blog, we’ll discuss types of brain disorders & the brain disorder symptoms in depth. 

Top 10 neurological brain disorders

Migraine 

Migraine is a severe head pain that may occur due to lack of sleep, stress, weather changes, etc and lasts for at least 4 hours. It can be known if you are facing emotional changes, specifically depression and irritability, yawning, dizziness, thirst, frequent urination, and sensitivity to light and sound. 

Brain tumours 

Brain tumour is a condition where a bunch of cells creates a mass or a lump which results in cancer. It comes with frequent headaches, seizures, tingling, difficulty in speaking, change in mood & personality, or changes in speech, hearing, smell, or vision loss.

Stroke

A stroke is a condition that occurs when the blood flow to the brain is blocked or a blood vessel in the brain bursts. It can be known if facing sudden difficulty in speaking or understanding speech, weakness, numbness, paralysis on one side of the body, eyesight problems and severe headache.

Alzheimer's disease 

Alzheimer's disease is a type of brain disorder that causes memory loss, confusion, and changes in behaviour and personality. It is a very harmful disease if no treatment is taken but can be minimised with some treatments. 

Parkinson's disease

Parkinson's disease is a problem that weakens or causes damage to the nerves which is felt by shaking organs, stiffness in the arms, legs, and trunk, slowed movement, poor balance and coordination, difficulty in walking, swallowing and talking, and cramped handwriting.

Epilepsy

Epilepsy is a condition when the nerve cells are unable to transfer signals smoothly which can drag you into a confused state and slow thinking. It can be caused by high or low blood sugar, brain infection, brain injury or trauma.

Multiple Sclerosis (MS)

Multiple Sclerosis (MS) is a long-term disease that has an extremely negative effect on the complete nervous system which includes the brain, spinal cord and optic nerves. The occurrence of this disease can be felt by blurry vision, weakened muscles, senseless organs, muscle pain, and tiredness.

Huntington’s Disease

Huntington’s Disease is a rare, inherited brain disorder that results in the breakdown of the brain nerves which leads to uncontrollable movements, difficulty in concentrating and emotional breakdown.

Dementia 

Dementia is a group of symptoms that causes one’s brain to lose its cognitive functions i.e. the ability to think, memorise or learn. It is mostly caused in older people and is estimated that 50% people of age 85 or older suffer from dementia. 

Meningitis

Meningitis is a serious infection around the brain and spinal cord which is usually caused by infection. The symptoms of this problem can be severe headaches, difficulty in moving the neck, nausea & vomiting, fever, etc

Treatment of neurological brain disorders

Medication 

Surgery 

Physical therapy 

Rehabilitation

So, neurological disorders can significantly affect the quality of life and hamper your daily activities. Early detection is the key to better manage brain disorders and to cure them without any complexities. If you or someone you know shows symptoms that might be related to neuro disorders, consult an expert for early detection and better outcomes. 

Visit Us For More Information :  Neurological Brain Disorders 

[flower-boi-shortie]

Not all of you experience “possession-form DID” so calling your brains alternative state of consciousness, “People” isn’t a problem. For you it would be.

I wanna make my peace with the overt presentation misinformation, fake claiming and eraser, and the people vs parts argument.

I gotta play with my cat so if this sounds weird I’ll fix it later😭

Using the term personality as a baseline doesn’t work, you are only siteing criteria A in either the diagnosis column or the first paragraph. (Pg before this one) and not being specific about which cases of DID possession or non possession.

Idk about you but our brain took dissociative IDENTITY disorder, “multiple people” seriously. Because it’s not just a change in personality. It’s a literal change in identity that resides in an alternative state of consciousness that can clash due to the fact the two parties are functioning thinking and operating differently. It’s not just amnesia dissociation or Pstd and it’s more than a change in personality. it’s change motor functions, sense of agency, sensory, thoughts action gender, beliefs, sense of self, speech memory, id also argue trauma responses / fight flight fawn etc etc etc

😩😩🔥✨Tdlr: 🪩

We are healing and progressing in life and we say “people” and that has yet to affect us. Because we see ourselves as different people due to the extreme changes in identity that has cause distress and cognitive emotional and social impairment👍🏽. I don’t care do what you want, parts people, fuckers, alters, sysmates, our close close friends say “y’all,” whatever you’ll live with it, maybe change doesn’t matter. Coming from my perspective we each seem to use different ones or use them interchangeably to refer to us eachother collectively but usually use system members, alters or people situationally. It truly is what it is. Just don’t do it if you do not want to and don’t do what others tell you to. Listen to your system make a poll or leave a note with three options tell them to put a line under the one they like.

Our experience with overt presentation below | thx ahead of time if you choose to read

We are an overt presenting system. Others reported us to have (after the age of 18) overt traits before we noticed and were constantly asked if something was wrong, different or missing about us. We currently are aware of that our main functioning is “3 of a kind”. We have more information on how we functioning I just don’t wanna go into detail rn, just know we do have covert alters undeveloped and traits. You are right overt presentation, isn’t just “quirky alters with different aesthetic and clothes”, it’s distressing and at times ptsd and dissociation is impairing it caused us to temporarily leave college. but it isn’t constant suffering and battling your inner demons (lol), it is a disorder not a spinal fracture.

I am not a feminine presenting man , whose looks are the only feminine thing about him. I am not a self proclaimed artist, director & ex(?) sex worker. that could be either the best or worst professor you’ve had with the intelligence and unorthodox thinking he has. Who has a way easier time reading (books) than I do. One of us is.

I am not an extroverted woman who listened to Freddie dredd and cusses people out on fps games, who has defended people passionately, gives the best therapy and advice to the people she looks out for, and who is stressed about taking testosterone and losing herself. One of us is. She has an easier time organizing, handling needles (t shot), and cooking (when it gets hard for me)

I am a bold introverted dude who dresses pretty conservative but has innovative and radical views. I am an athlete. I do my best to organize my life, and purse things that make me happy. I do not like touch it’s painful, I struggle with self consciousness because of this disorder because of my own personal internal knots. I enjoy astrology self improvement and acouple of other things.

I do not hate any of the people / alters in our brain. I do get defensive, I get pissed off and sometimes not always skeptical with new alters. But I appreciate the ones I’ve been with the most and care about them, I’d consider us close friends (💀lmaoo) they have saved our life multiple times and that’s how our brain thought to protect us. Hating or liking your symptoms is up to the person and perspective if you don’t struggle with black and white thinking your allowed to pick or choose what you do and don’t like. It’s a conflict tho that ranges from day to day distress to thinking about our future, especially when you have to one up and take over for a host who is very well loved and appreciated in his irl community.

to chalk us up to parts, is taking away the individuality that we earned during our “sustained period of personality alteration” in simply terms our timeline and saying it minimizes the distress that was caused because of the “multiple people in our brain disorder”

Ex: in a tense situation with a customer, Mavis consciously choosing to not say anything to escalate just respond confused but annoyed as possible, hold back

then Dorian who happens to be co conscious, co fronts, starts speaking out of turn, smiling subtly insulting the disrespectful man and going into fight being combative sarcastic and impish.

Causing Mavis to have a panic attack cause “she” suddenly went into fight, “her” mouth and body suddenly started speaking / moving

I keep saying it’s been two years since we started working with our symptoms or together but I realize it’s been 4 and we still are no where near functioning multiplicity. Thank you for reading we just wanna say our truth since it is utterly infuriating seeing how people talk about our presentation even tho they do not experience it.

[relationshipreboot]

Introduction When Sarah walked through the grocery store, her heart raced. The bright lights, the chatter of shoppers, and the hum of the checkout lanes brought her back to a moment she wished to forget. Every face she encountered reminded her of her past trauma, triggering memories that loomed like shadows in her mind. Just like Sarah, many people live with Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), a condition often misunderstood and stigmatized. Breaking the stigma around PTSD is essential not only for those who experience it but also for fostering empathy, understanding, and connection in our communities. Through personal stories and practical advice, we hope to shed light on this condition and find ways to support ourselves and others who are navigating life with PTSD. Understanding the Core Issue What is PTSD? PTSD is a mental health condition that often arises after experiencing or witnessing a traumatic event. It can affect anyone—military personnel, survivors of accidents or violence, and even those who have lived through natural disasters. Despite its prevalence, misconceptions about PTSD persist, leaving many feeling isolated and reluctant to share their experiences. The Complexity of PTSD Living with PTSD is not merely about having flashbacks or nightmares; it's a multifaceted experience that encompasses anxiety, depression, emotional numbness, and issues with relationships. Those with PTSD may find themselves withdrawing from loved ones, avoiding places that remind them of their trauma, or facing challenges in maintaining a regular daily routine. One major hurdle in addressing the stigma is that the symptoms of PTSD are often invisible. People may appear to be functioning normally, leading others to underestimate their struggles. This misunderstanding can result in harmful comments, insensitive questions, or outright dismissal of their experiences. Sarah's initial fear of losing her job due to her panic attacks trapped her in a cycle of silence and shame. She often wished others could understand her daily battles, longing for validation and support. By sharing personal stories, we can humanize the experience of PTSD, allowing for greater compassion and understanding. Practical Tips and Strategies Creating a Support Network Building a support network is vital for those living with PTSD. This can include trusted friends, family members, mental health professionals, or support groups. Here are some actionable steps to consider: Identify Trusted Individuals: Start by sharing your experiences with someone you trust. Whether it's a close friend or a family member, verbalizing your feelings can help alleviate the burden of isolation. Seek Professional Help: A licensed therapist who specializes in trauma can provide coping strategies tailored to your needs. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) have proven effective for trauma recovery. Engage with Community Groups: Many organizations focus on PTSD support, offering a platform to connect with others who share similar experiences. This can help you feel less alone and more understood. Practicing Self-Care Self-care is crucial when navigating the complexities of PTSD. By prioritizing well-being, you can create a sense of stability: Mindfulness Techniques: Practices like meditation or deep breathing exercises can ground you during moments of anxiety. Apps like Headspace or Calm can guide you through mindfulness routines. Establishing Routines: Creating consistent daily habits can help you feel more in control. Incorporate activities that bring you joy, like reading, walking, or engaging in hobbies. Physical Activity: Exercise is an excellent way to release pent-up energy and improve mood. Whether it’s yoga or routine workouts, find an activity that resonates with you. Real-Life Examples To better understand the impact of PTSD and the power of breaking the stigma, let’s delve into a few personal stories from individuals who bravely navigated this journey.

Mark's Journey Mark served in the military and experienced harrowing events during his deployment. After returning home, he found himself grappling with flashbacks and intense feelings of anger that affected his relationships. Initially hesitant to seek help, he finally confided in his sister about his struggles. Her immediate response was one of compassion and understanding, which encouraged Mark to seek therapy. He found solace in group therapy sessions where he could connect with fellow veterans. Sharing his story not only provided him with support but also empowered him to understand that he wasn't alone in his experiences. His openness became a powerful tool in breaking the stigma, both for himself and for others in his life. Emma's Story Emma, a survivor of domestic abuse, lived with PTSD that manifested as severe anxiety and depression. She felt isolated and ashamed, believing no one would understand the complexities of her experiences. However, after attending a support group for survivors, she discovered a community filled with empathy and shared stories. These connections helped her realize that her journey was valid and deserving of support. Through art therapy, she expressed her emotions creatively, fostering healing and a newfound sense of self. By sharing her experience with others, she became an advocate for trauma survivors, emphasizing the importance of breaking the stigma around PTSD. Overcoming Challenges Facing Misunderstanding One of the most significant challenges faced by those with PTSD is navigating misunderstandings from others. The lack of awareness around mental health issues can lead to insensitive remarks that can further exacerbate feelings of isolation. Here are some solutions to overcome these challenges: Educating Loved Ones: Sometimes, those closest to you may not fully understand PTSD. Consider sharing resources, articles, or personal insights to help them gain a clearer understanding of your experiences. Establishing Boundaries: It’s okay to set boundaries with those who may unintentionally trigger your symptoms. Communicate your needs openly, allowing for an atmosphere of respect and understanding. Finding Advocacy: There are numerous organizations dedicated to raising awareness about PTSD. Becoming involved in these groups can not only provide support but also position you as an agent of change within your community. Conclusion Living with PTSD is undoubtedly challenging, but sharing personal stories and breaking the stigma can create pathways to healing and connection. Through the experiences of individuals like Sarah, Mark, and Emma, we are reminded of the power of empathy and understanding. By fostering a supportive network, practicing self-care, and advocating for informed conversations around PTSD, we can create a more compassionate world. Remember, your story matters. By sharing it, you contribute to the broader narrative of resilience and hope. Let us work together to break the stigma surrounding PTSD, ensuring that no one feels alone in their journey. As we move forward, let’s keep the conversation alive and encourage others to do the same. Healing is a journey, and together we can walk this path, hand in hand, shining light on the intricate layers of PTSD and paving the way for understanding and support.

[hiltonsomer]

Legal Help You Need After a Dog Bite or Brain Injury in Virginia

Understanding Dog Bite Laws in Virginia

Virginia law holds dog owners responsible for injuries caused by their pets under specific conditions. Dog bites can cause severe physical and emotional trauma, which may result in significant medical bills, lost wages, and long-term psychological distress. If the owner was negligent or failed to control their dog, they could be held liable for damages.

A Fairfax dog bite attorney is essential when dealing with such cases. They can help navigate the legal complexities and advocate for your rights. Dog bite cases are not always straightforward, as Virginia follows the "one bite rule," meaning the victim must prove the dog owner knew or should have known that the dog had dangerous propensities. An experienced attorney can gather the necessary evidence, interview witnesses, and build a strong case to ensure you receive compensation for medical expenses, pain and suffering, and other related damages.

The Severe Impact of Dog Bites

Dog bites often lead to more than just physical wounds. Victims may suffer from infections, scarring, disfigurement, nerve damage, and emotional trauma. Children are especially vulnerable and may experience severe psychological effects after a dog attack. Additionally, long-term medical treatments, including plastic surgery or therapy, may be required to aid recovery.

This is where a Fairfax dog bite attorney comes in. They understand the far-reaching consequences of dog bite injuries and work diligently to make sure you are compensated for all aspects of the harm caused. By thoroughly investigating the circumstances of the attack, they can ensure the dog owner is held accountable and help prevent similar incidents from happening to others.

Brain Injuries: A Devastating Outcome of Accidents

Brain injuries are among the most devastating and life-altering injuries an individual can endure. Whether caused by a car accident, slip and fall, or a physical assault, a traumatic brain injury (TBI) can affect every aspect of a person's life. Symptoms range from memory loss and cognitive impairments to emotional instability and motor function issues. Severe brain injuries may lead to permanent disability, requiring lifelong care and rehabilitation.

If you or a loved one has sustained a brain injury due to someone else’s negligence, you should seek the expertise of a Virginia brain injury lawyer. These attorneys specialize in complex personal injury cases and understand the medical, legal, and financial aspects of traumatic brain injuries. They will assess the full extent of your injuries and work with medical experts to build a case that reflects the true impact of the injury on your life.

Legal Challenges in Brain Injury Cases

Brain injury cases are particularly challenging because the effects of the injury may not be immediately apparent. Some symptoms of traumatic brain injuries develop over time, and the full extent of the damage may not be diagnosed for weeks or even months. Insurance companies may attempt to downplay the severity of the injury or offer a quick settlement that doesn’t cover the long-term costs of medical care and rehabilitation.

AVirginia brain injury lawyer knows how to combat these tactics. They will fight for your rights, ensuring you receive compensation for current and future medical expenses, loss of income, diminished quality of life, and other damages. Having a lawyer who understands the complexities of brain injury cases can make the difference between receiving a fair settlement and being left with mounting medical bills.

How Legal Representation Can Help You Recover

Hiring the right attorney after a dog bite or brain injury is crucial to your recovery, both physically and financially. Personal injury cases are time-sensitive, as Virginia has a statute of limitations that limits the time you have to file a claim. Failing to act quickly can result in losing your right to pursue compensation.

AFairfax dog bite attorney will ensure that your claim is filed within the required time frame, allowing you to focus on your recovery while they handle the legal aspects. Similarly, a Virginia brain injury lawyer will work tirelessly to gather evidence, consult with medical professionals, and negotiate with insurance companies to secure the compensation you deserve.

The Importance of Expert Legal Guidance

Dog bites and brain injuries can disrupt every aspect of a victim's life. Beyond the physical pain and suffering, the financial burden of medical treatments and lost wages can be overwhelming. Attempting to navigate the legal system alone can lead to inadequate settlements that do not account for the full scope of your injuries.

An experiencedFairfax dog bite attorney or Virginia brain injury lawyer understands the nuances of personal injury law in Virginia and can guide you through the entire process, from filing a claim to negotiating with insurance companies and, if necessary, taking your case to court. They are your advocate, ensuring that the responsible parties are held accountable for their actions.

[molsons112000]

So after age thirty, your organ reserves Decrease by one percent per year. I'm 57 So that means my reserves have decreased by 27%.... This means lung capacity and organ's ability to function has decreased by 27%. But it seems like people don't understand this, and they keep on terrorizing me and destroying my structure.......

"Organ reserve

The heart, lungs, and kidneys experience the biggest changes in organ reserve after age 30. On average, 1% of this reserve is lost each year."

So organ reserves mean the ability for an organ to return back to its normal state after episodes of stress... So mine, or twenty seven percent less likely to return to normal, because of all these people doing all this evil to me, and they are destroying me, and they are killing me......

I already went through one breakdown at the age of thirty eight, and it took a long time to get myself back and now they hit me with another one and they constantly hit me with poverty with all kinds of stress, they attack me in many different ways and forms.... They are literally, tearing me apart and destroying me with their piece of f****** s***... And I don't understand why they don't get the s*** beat out of them..... Because that's what they're doing to me!!!!!!

“Organ reserve” refers to the ability of an organ to successfully return to its original physiological state following repeated episodes of stress. Clinical evidence shows that organ reserve correlates with the ability of older adults to cope with an added workload or stress, suggesting a role in the process of aging.Jan 15, 2018

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov › pmc

Organ Reserve, Excess Metabolic Capacity, and Aging - PMC - NCBI

Now athletes have to understand this. So after the age of thirty, if they get a serious injury, it is much harder to recover...... So injury prevention is critical....... And that means stunt people for films and theatrical stunts for shows.....

So as you see here, young people, their organ reserves are 7 to 11 times greater, then an adult... Their ability to recover from trauma....

Organ reserve is the ability of an organ to return to its original physiological state after being stressed or worked harder than usual. It's a clinical concept that suggests that organ reserve may play a role in aging. 

Here are some things to know about organ reserve: 

Organ reserve in young adults

A healthy young adult's organ reserve is estimated to be 7 to 11 times greater than the average demand. 

Organ reserve in older adults

Organ reserve declines with age, and the average person loses about 1% of their reserve each year after age 30. By age 85, organ reserve is estimated to be reduced to 50% of its original capacity. 

Organ reserve in different organs

The biggest changes in organ reserve occur in the heart, lungs, and kidneys. 

Organ reserve and stress

Clinical evidence suggests that organ reserve is related to the ability of older adults to cope with stress or added workload. 

Organ reserve and functional deterioration

Some functional deterioration in the elderly, such as decreases in strength, balance, and cognition, may be due to a decline in organ reserve. 

Organ reserve and molecular level

Organ reserve is not clearly defined at the molecular level. 

PubMed

Organ reserve, excess metabolic capacity, and aging

Jan 15, 2018

It's funny how God said. Now, it's no longer my responsibility to stand up, it is your responsibility...

But the car hitting me on the highway. The black guy beating me up in the street and many other trauma. That's been over the last eight plus years has been incredible evil.... Every day, destroying my ability to live,....

And lawyers need to understand this when people get injured after the age of thirty, the judgments need to be larger because they are less likely to recover from those injuries fully!!!!! When they attacked me the black man hit me with the car and did these other forms of trauma. The damage is more long-lasting, and the criminal and civil charges against them should be more extensive!!!!!!!

So people are doing some serious serious damage to me......

MedlinePlus (.gov)

https://medlineplus.gov › article

Aging changes in organs, tissue and cells

Apr 18, 2023 — After age 30, an average of 1% of this reserve is lost each year. The biggest changes in organ reserve occur in the heart, lungs, and

Here are 7 ways to keep your organ healthy. But again, preventing injury and staying in Shape is one of the main ways to keep yourself health....

Orlando Clinical Research Center

https://ocrc.net › Blog

Seven Ways to Keep Your Organs Healthy

Nov 30, 2018 — Stay hydrated · Eat a balanced diet · Exercise consistently · Be careful with supplements and over-the-counter medications ·

Increasing bone density after age seventy, it is possible....

Yes, it's possible to increase bone density after age 70 through lifestyle changes: 

Exercise

Regular weight-bearing and muscle-strengthening exercises can help increase bone density and reduce the risk of falls and fractures. The NHS recommends that people over 65 get 150 minutes of moderate-intensity exercise per week. 

Diet

Eat a diet rich in calcium, vitamin D, and protein. Some foods that are high in calcium include milk, cheese, green leafy vegetables, soya beans, tofu, nuts, and fish with edible bones. 

Avoid unhealthy habits

Avoid smoking and excessive alcohol use. Heavy drinking can lead to poor calcium absorption and decreased bone density. 

Maintain a healthy weight

Maintaining an appropriate body weight can help with bone health. 

Medications

Your doctor may be able to prescribe medications to help preserve bone density. 

While it's best to build bone density during childhood and early adulthood, people can still take steps at any age to improve their bone health. 

NCBI

Muscle and Bone Mass Loss in the Elderly Population - NCBI

Regular weight-bearing and muscle-strengthening exercises can reduce the risk of falls and fractures [78, 79, 80, and 81]. This type of exercise can increase th...

Exercise. Specifically weight training and walking are beneficial for increasing bone density in middle-aged and older people [77]. Regular weight-bearing and muscle-strengthening exercises can reduce the risk of falls and fractures [78, 79, 80, and 81].

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov › pmc

Muscle and Bone Mass Loss in the Elderly Population - NCBI

How to strengthen internal organs?

Seven Ways to Keep Your Organs Healthy

Stay hydrated. ...

Eat a balanced diet. ...

Exercise consistently. ...

Be careful with supplements and over-the-counter medications. ...

Don't smoke. ...

Keep blood sugar controlled. ...

Get checked.

Nov 30, 2018

https://ocrc.net › Blog

Seven Ways to Keep Your Organs Healthy

There are several ways to strengthen your organs as you age, including: 

Staying active: Being active most days of the week can help improve strength and reduce weakness. You can try: 

Endurance activities: These activities, also known as aerobic exercise, can help improve your heart, lungs, and circulatory system. Examples include walking, jogging, dancing, swimming, and biking. 

Strength training: You can try bodyweight exercises like push-ups, lunges, and leg raises. You can also try seated rows, which work your traps, lower back, and glutes. 

Balance exercises: These can help reduce your risk of falling. 

Eating healthy: You can try to include protein in your diet, such as lean chicken, salmon, Greek yogurt, skim milk, and cooked beans. 

Getting enough sleep: Getting enough sleep is important for healthy aging. 

Limiting alcohol: Limiting your alcohol intake can help you maintain optimal health. 

Quitting smoking: Smoking can impair the amount of oxygen muscles receive, causing them to weaken. 

Managing your health care: Proactively managing your health care can help you maintain optimal health. 

National Institute on Aging

How can strength training build healthier bodies as we age?

Jun 30, 2022 — Make it part of your daily routine. Villareal emphasizes that if online or in-person group classes aren't your thing, everyone can still work exerci...

National Institute on Aging (.gov)

https://www.nia.nih.gov › news › h...

How can strength training build healthier bodies as we age?

Jun 30, 2022 — Other types include using medicine balls or resistance bands, or body weight-bearing exercises such as pushups,

Harvard Health

https://www.health.harvard.edu › ...

How to stay strong and coordinated as you age

Dec 2, 2021 — Participate in aerobic exercise such as brisk walking, jogging, biking, swimming, or aerobic classes at least 30 minutes per day, five

https://www.google.com/search?ie=UTF-8&client=ms-android-comcast-us-rvc3&source=android-browser&q=Ways+to+strengthen+your+organs+after+age+thirty

Here are exercises for each organ in your body.Yes, you can create a workout that targets each organ in your body to help strengthen...

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5 Organs, 5 Exercises to help restore function #Lungs #heart ...

Do all these five exercises every single day in the morning and see those organs restore their function.

Here are some exercises that can help strengthen different areas of the body: 

Bird dog

This exercise can strengthen the pelvic floor. To do it, start on your hands and knees, then extend and raise your left leg and right arm while keeping your back straight. 

Situps and crunches

These abdominal exercises can strengthen the core and improve digestion. It's best to do them on an empty stomach, but if that's not possible, you can do them one to two hours after eating. 

Other ways to keep your organs healthy include: Staying hydrated, Eating a balanced diet, Being careful with supplements and medications, Not smoking, and Keeping blood sugar controlled. 

Exercise can also reduce the risk of some cancers, including breast, colon, uterine, bladder, esophageal, kidney, stomach, and lung cancer. 

MedlinePlus (.gov)

Benefits of Exercise - MedlinePlus

Jul 12, 2024 — Reduce your risk of some cancers, including colon, breast, uterine, bladder, esophageal, kidney, stomach, and lung cancer. There are different ways ...

YouTube · Franklin Method: Embodiment & Imagery

25.8K+ views · 7 years ago

Exercise your organs: Liver Dance for a Happy Back!

In this exercise we are going to work with our internal organs because moving and visualizing your internal organs is really good for your health

[koizstar]

Hey friend,

I found myself back in the same hole I’ve lived in for many years. I can’t explain the feeling, though it’s different from before. Overwhelming thoughts of my past rising up unwelcome. I keep thinking about Smoker from Fire Force and his search for an answer as to why the world sucks so much. I started feeling the same way. I sit alone for my pity party and what’s become of me from the built up trauma in my head. Some days I cry, other days I’m numb to it. I get a feeling in my nose and I can feel the tears well up as I think and feel bad for myself. I’m pretty worthless, and the only value I hold for myself is a superficial element that even I can’t fully believe. Another half measure in my life.

I’ve been trying to work up the courage to be more vulnerable so the world can see me once more. I’ve been trying to find my voice again because I’ve developed extreme social anxiety due to my isolation. I get confused in my personality when I’m around others. Do I just want to be liked? Or am I uncomfortable being around happiness. Maybe I don’t feel so deserving of it, or it could be that I am uncomfortable in the normal world. Why?

I’ve been trying to look for therapists for a long time now. Nothing really works out. The expenses are too high and my insurance doesn’t cover much and everything is online now, which isn’t the worst thing but I need a soul’s presence in front of me when i cut myself open. They’d see black sludge, toxic and all. I can never believe the compliments people give me, because I can’t convince myself it’s real.

Some days I’m really fine. I believe it when he tells me it’s okay everything is going to be okay and this moment is fine as it is. I am okay where I’m at, but then I get hit with my reality and thoughts of the future. My life shakes me. My depression never left, it just lays dormant until the next eruption. Everything is so hard for me to process. As time passes by I believe I’ll lose more of my cognitive functions and become so far away from how a person should be in society.

I can’t live this normal life with you. I’m not a great pretender, and I don’t have half of what the people around me do to make things happen. Everything I’ve got is running low, like a dimming flame. I don’t know what it is. Or maybe I can’t figure out where to start.

[homeo-care-clinic]

Alzheimer’s Disease

Alzheimer’s Disease was first introduced in the year 1906. Auguste Deter was the first patient who was diagnosed with this disease. Emil Kraepelin was the first German physician who classified dementia. Alzheimer’s Disease should be treated cautiously and in time because it might become fatal due to aspiration pneumonia If left untreated.

Causes

Hereditary

Hypertension

Head trauma

Lack of sleep

Amyloid and tau deposits in brain cells

Down syndrome

Smoking

Obesity

Stress

Symptoms

Loss of ability to think and understand

Delusions

Disorientation

Mood swings

Hallucinations

Interrupted speech

Paranoia

Agitation

Mental Confusion

Personality changes

Warning Signs Of Alzheimer’s Disease

Memory loss

Judgemental issues

Forgetting areas, location

Repeating words continuously in the middle of a conversation

Losing Track of words in speech

Difficulty in problem-solving

Difficulty in understanding visual images

Inability to complete daily routine tasks

Mood swings

Diagnosis

Cognitive test

Neurological function test

Genetic tests

Blood test

CT scan and MRI

Homeopathic Medicine for Alzheimer’s Disease

Anacardium Orientale is One of the best remedies indicated in patients with Alzheimer’s Disease. Patients often complain of forgetfulness. Weak memory with the inability to perform daily tasks is the keynote feature of this remedy.

Cannabis Indica- Indicated in patients who complain of memory loss, forgetfulness, and inability to recollect past things. Misconceptions about time and space are also noticed.

Aurum Metallicum- Mostly indicated in patients who are suffering from depression. Suicidal thoughts are often found in these patients. Patient fears death.

Kali Phosphoricum- This remedy is often prescribed to patients suffering from Anxiety, depression, and nervousness which is the major cause of Alzheimer’s disease. Exhaustion and brain fatigue is noticed. The slightest task seems difficult to perform.

Nux Moschata- Indicated in people who have difficulty in reading and writing. Loss of memory. Visual images seem large to see. Drowsiness and mental fatigue is well marked.

Homeo Care Clinic

Dr. Vaseem Choudhary along with his team has treated many patients successfully with Alzheimer’s Disease so if you are seeking your cure please visit our center for further assistance.

[furiousgoldfish]

This is something I experienced as a child, that I don't fully understand yet, but it contributed greatly to me feeling like my parents are right and I must be stupid. I want to know if this happened to everyone else.

So there would be times when I would be under immense pressure from the abusers, and they would try to force me to understand a concept, but mostly by shaming me and yelling at me for not getting it and repeating some kind of, very general and non-explanatory claim that apparently should have been enough for me to get it. But I could not, in my brain, make a connection, I'm not sure if it was because at the moment I was terrified, pressured, ashamed and threatened, or if I was too young to figure it out. Sometimes my mind would go completely blank and I would not be able to take in new information at all, even though I desperately wanted to understand.

However, years later, I would remember that same thing, but now I had more context about it, more knowledge that surrounds it, more ideas on how things work, and even without thinking about it more, I would suddenly understand what they were talking about. I don't know if it's the additional knowledge of the world that would help me put it together, or if it was brain development, or something else.

I had a similar problem at school, where sometimes things would be explained generally, and I just didn't understand it, I couldn't see the process of how the thing worked, and it was being said like it was something easy to understand, that I should have figured out instantly, and other kids seemed to get it. It left me permanently confused and worried that I must be somehow stupider than anyone else.

But, again years later, when I ran away from the abusers, I looked at the same concept and it made perfect sense instantly, and I didn't know how I couldn't make sense of it earlier.

Nobody had ever bothered to sit down and explain anything to me, even in school I was expected to have basic knowledge and build up on it. But growing up abused meant the most simple concepts were not explained; instead parents would say whatever suited them most was the truth, or tell me to stop being annoying with my questions, and I was left in the dark over the inner function of, pretty much anything. Sometimes, even when I did learn something at school and came home with the new knowledge, they would decide that it was trivial, wrong, unnecessary, and simply false. Which also made learning harder because I had to question everything, at all times.

Not being able to understand what others could instantly made me believe that I was in fact, stupid, and it made it more difficult to believe my own senses, my own conclusions, it made it difficult for me to know that my own thoughts, opinions and conclusions had any value at all. I often ignored my own instincts and senses and took for granted what others told me, which later often proved to be false, and just manipulative misinformation.

After escaping abuse, my mind cleared up and I don't know if I can attribute it to my brain finishing its development, but things are now extremely easy to understand, and any concept I struggled with before, comes naturally to me. I think at least a part of it had to be about me being in fight-or-flight mode and whatever brainpower I had fully focused on staying alive. I could not figure out some concept that made no sense to me in such a state. I also think it's possible that I just lacked so much general knowledge, I lacked references to put those ideas into context, I could not connect the knowledge to anything I've seen or experienced before, because I had no experienced that many things, but other kids have, so they could make the connection.

I'm also suspecting that maybe, general and vague descriptions of things were something I rejected because I needed to understand something in depth in order to feel like I am familiar with it, if I only had the wide general idea, I still counted it as 'not knowing', until I had some intimate experiences with inner workings of it. And with more life lived, I had more experiences, and became familiar in a way that made me confident about understanding it.

Did anyone else have a similar experience, and do you maybe understand why it happens this way?

[puppys-tiny-space]

What is ageregression?

In this post I will be explaining what ageregression is, why it helps, who recommends it and in which ways it migth occur as a symptom. TW for talk of trauma, abuse, neglect and kink.

1. What is ageregression?

Ageregression is a coping mechanism or symptom usually connected to mental health issues, brain injury or dementia. It simply means that an individual acts like a younger age, usually the person reverts back to this child/childlike mindset, sometimes even on cognitive levels, cussing them to lose control over certain body functions. This can present in multiple ways, for an example in speech difference, using a pacifier, playing with toys, using/needing to use diapers or training pants etc. The amount of time reverted can be any age younger then hier biologcal one but is often 0-13.

2. What causes someone to ageregress?

Ageregression can be cause by a multitude of things, when used as a coping mechanism it is often used by individuals with childhood trauma such as abuse, neglect, sexual abuse etc. Those individuals can use it as a means to relieve their childhood in a happier way or to recreate a time in which they felt safer. Ageregression can also be caused by mental health disorders like (c-)ptsd, bpd, bipolar, anxiety, depression and DID. There are also certain other neurological reasons to experince ageregression like dementia and long term effects of neurological injuries. Disabled people migth also regress to relive an accomidaten childhood.

3. Who recommends agere, how is it used?

A majority of mental health professionals reccomend regression as a means to self regulate, even for those without "typical" childhoods to suggest it. It is a common symptom of a multitude of preexisting mental health struggled and embracing it can often immensely help patients struggling with it naturally. Ageregression is often used as a coping mechanism from patients on their own but in some cases is also used within a therapeutic setting to work with a patients inner child or as a form of hypnotherapy.

4. Is ageregression the same as ageplay?

No it is not! From the outside it migth seem that way and while they do have a few similarites but ageregression is not sexual! Due to it often being a way to cope with trauma individuals may struggle with unwanted intrusive thougths when regressed but those are not a reflection of the persons desires! Ageplay is a kink with power dynamics and power exchange, while soem do use it as a coping mechanism it is not the same as ageregression and should be kept seperate from each other at all times! An ageplay er is not literally reffering back to a child/childlike mindset when engaging in sexual acts, they are simply pretending! Never ever try to be sexual with a regressor, they are most likely in the mindset of an actual kid!

5. How can I help someone who regresses?

If you know someone who regresses or want to try it yourself the best you can do is talk with them! See how they want to be treated and how they want you to treat the topic, they migth appreciate being able to share that part of them with someone but it could also be that they do not wish to and want to keep it private. Some regressors have a person in their life to help care for then when regressed, that person is usually called a caregiver and acts as a sort of parental role when the person is within that headspace, it can be anyone from a friend, romantic partner or even relative. If the person trust you and you would feel like you mfoth benefit from caring for someone you can suggest taking over that role from them! No matter what you do never shame then for it or sexualize them, try to understand them and why they chose to heal this way.

6. My child regresses, what do I do?

First like I mentioned above, do not shame them! Do not get angry and ground yourself before talking to them, your past behaviour migth be reason they regress and it migth not be. Calmly talk to them about it, you can ask them why they regress and if you should have done things differently whne they were younger, do not yell ro tell them to grow up! Simply listen and offer support however that migth look like, it could be simply letting them be!

7. What do all the terms mean?

Agere = Ageregression

Regressor/little = someone who regresses

CG = someone caring for a regressed person

Agedre = agedreaming or half regression

Age range = the ages someone regresses to

Headspace = someone's regression

paci = a pacifier

sibby = another regressor someone has a close, sibling like, relationship to

This post is meant as a tool to explain regression to those outside of the community including friends, parents, romantic partners and anyone you want to educate about it! It is quiet surface level in some parts so if you tell sowmeoem ans they have more questions you feel overwhelmed to answer feel free to dm me.

This post is a bit different to my usual things, I hope you like it!

[thechangeling]

Idk if I'm just protecting too much onto Kit or if he's actually audhd coded-

It also could be the trauma idk

No you're right tbh I get it. And it can be difficult to tell what exactly is a sign of what when there are overlaps.

ADHD and PTSD share the symptoms of hyperarousal, hyperactivity, inattention, irritability, restlessness, impulsivity, recklessness, lack of concentration and memory challenges. However, there are also many differences between PTSD and ADHD.

Individuals with ADHD are reluctant to engage in tasks that require sustained mental effort, whereas, individuals with PTSD tend to avoid reminders of their past traumas. Therefore, people with ADHD may avoid tasks such as chores, whereas, people with PTSD may avoid certain sounds, things, places or people that remind of their painful experiences.

"Individuals with ADHD are easily distracted by extraneous stimuli when doing tasks that require sustained mental effort. However, individuals with PTSD cannot concentrate due to hyperarousal or zoning out, and are easily startled. Individuals with ADHD may seem not to listen when spoken to directly due to their mind being elsewhere, even in the absence of any obvious distraction. However, individuals with PTSD may look like they are not listening due to feeling zoned out or due to re-experiencing parts of their trauma memories.

Individuals with ADHD can have difficulty organizing tasks and can lose things or be forgetful in daily activities due to executive functioning challenges and concentration difficulties. However, individuals with PTSD can experience the same symptoms due to high anxiety levels or feeling as if they are not in their bodies.

Individuals with PTSD can experience negative cognitions such as “something bad is going to happen”. However, individuals with ADHD can experience hyperactivity without any negative belief. Nevertheless, individuals with ADHD tend to form secondary negative thoughts about themselves, such as “I am not smart ” or “I must be lazy” due to their challenging experiences with the school system, following schedules and keeping organized.

Individuals with PTSD experience sleep challenges as secondary symptoms of restlessness and hyperactivity; whereas, individuals with PTSD experience sleep disturbance due to anxiety and trauma related nightmares.

In social situations, Individuals with hyperactive ADHD may fidget, interrupt or intrude on others and they may have difficulty waiting their turn. They may blurt out things that may be perceived as inappropriate. However, individuals with PTSD are more likely to withdraw from social situations, experience restlessness or have emotional outbursts if feeling uncomfortable around others." - Expressions Counciling

"CPTSD and autism have similar symptoms, but the root cause of these behaviors is different. ASD starts during the process of development of the nervous system and begins very early in life. 

By contrast, CPTSD develops in response to a traumatic situation.

Individuals with CPTSD or ASD can both exhibit a reduced interest in social interactions. For those with CPTSD, this stems from social withdrawal, as the affected person feels afraid of others and finds it hard to trust them. 

Those with ASD simply don’t get as much benefit from social interaction as others do, making it less appealing to them.

Both disorders can also cause difficulties in sharing emotions. Those suffering from CPTSD may avoid sharing their emotions because they don’t trust others or feel intense shame and guilt. 

By contrast, those with ASD have a reduced social communication ability and can’t quite figure out how to tell others about their emotions.

If a child develops CPTSD due to trauma early in life, they could also be misdiagnosed with autism. However, a mental health professional should be able to distinguish these two conditions because they are different." - Health Match

"Generally speaking, people with either condition may struggle with interpersonal relationships, such as those with friends, coworkers, or romantic partners. But for autists specifically, that might be due to difficulties with reading social cues, or non-verbal communication.

With ADHDers, these difficulties are more likely rooted in impulsivity or an inability to focus." - Inflow

So yeah...it's complicated. Might be worth a re-read.

[relationshipreboot]

Introduction When Sarah walked through the grocery store, her heart raced. The bright lights, the chatter of shoppers, and the hum of the checkout lanes brought her back to a moment she wished to forget. Every face she encountered reminded her of her past trauma, triggering memories that loomed like shadows in her mind. Just like Sarah, many people live with Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), a condition often misunderstood and stigmatized. Breaking the stigma around PTSD is essential not only for those who experience it but also for fostering empathy, understanding, and connection in our communities. Through personal stories and practical advice, we hope to shed light on this condition and find ways to support ourselves and others who are navigating life with PTSD. Understanding the Core Issue What is PTSD? PTSD is a mental health condition that often arises after experiencing or witnessing a traumatic event. It can affect anyone—military personnel, survivors of accidents or violence, and even those who have lived through natural disasters. Despite its prevalence, misconceptions about PTSD persist, leaving many feeling isolated and reluctant to share their experiences. The Complexity of PTSD Living with PTSD is not merely about having flashbacks or nightmares; it's a multifaceted experience that encompasses anxiety, depression, emotional numbness, and issues with relationships. Those with PTSD may find themselves withdrawing from loved ones, avoiding places that remind them of their trauma, or facing challenges in maintaining a regular daily routine. One major hurdle in addressing the stigma is that the symptoms of PTSD are often invisible. People may appear to be functioning normally, leading others to underestimate their struggles. This misunderstanding can result in harmful comments, insensitive questions, or outright dismissal of their experiences. Sarah's initial fear of losing her job due to her panic attacks trapped her in a cycle of silence and shame. She often wished others could understand her daily battles, longing for validation and support. By sharing personal stories, we can humanize the experience of PTSD, allowing for greater compassion and understanding. Practical Tips and Strategies Creating a Support Network Building a support network is vital for those living with PTSD. This can include trusted friends, family members, mental health professionals, or support groups. Here are some actionable steps to consider: Identify Trusted Individuals: Start by sharing your experiences with someone you trust. Whether it's a close friend or a family member, verbalizing your feelings can help alleviate the burden of isolation. Seek Professional Help: A licensed therapist who specializes in trauma can provide coping strategies tailored to your needs. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) have proven effective for trauma recovery. Engage with Community Groups: Many organizations focus on PTSD support, offering a platform to connect with others who share similar experiences. This can help you feel less alone and more understood. Practicing Self-Care Self-care is crucial when navigating the complexities of PTSD. By prioritizing well-being, you can create a sense of stability: Mindfulness Techniques: Practices like meditation or deep breathing exercises can ground you during moments of anxiety. Apps like Headspace or Calm can guide you through mindfulness routines. Establishing Routines: Creating consistent daily habits can help you feel more in control. Incorporate activities that bring you joy, like reading, walking, or engaging in hobbies. Physical Activity: Exercise is an excellent way to release pent-up energy and improve mood. Whether it’s yoga or routine workouts, find an activity that resonates with you. Real-Life Examples To better understand the impact of PTSD and the power of breaking the stigma, let’s delve into a few personal stories from individuals who bravely navigated this journey.

Mark's Journey Mark served in the military and experienced harrowing events during his deployment. After returning home, he found himself grappling with flashbacks and intense feelings of anger that affected his relationships. Initially hesitant to seek help, he finally confided in his sister about his struggles. Her immediate response was one of compassion and understanding, which encouraged Mark to seek therapy. He found solace in group therapy sessions where he could connect with fellow veterans. Sharing his story not only provided him with support but also empowered him to understand that he wasn't alone in his experiences. His openness became a powerful tool in breaking the stigma, both for himself and for others in his life. Emma's Story Emma, a survivor of domestic abuse, lived with PTSD that manifested as severe anxiety and depression. She felt isolated and ashamed, believing no one would understand the complexities of her experiences. However, after attending a support group for survivors, she discovered a community filled with empathy and shared stories. These connections helped her realize that her journey was valid and deserving of support. Through art therapy, she expressed her emotions creatively, fostering healing and a newfound sense of self. By sharing her experience with others, she became an advocate for trauma survivors, emphasizing the importance of breaking the stigma around PTSD. Overcoming Challenges Facing Misunderstanding One of the most significant challenges faced by those with PTSD is navigating misunderstandings from others. The lack of awareness around mental health issues can lead to insensitive remarks that can further exacerbate feelings of isolation. Here are some solutions to overcome these challenges: Educating Loved Ones: Sometimes, those closest to you may not fully understand PTSD. Consider sharing resources, articles, or personal insights to help them gain a clearer understanding of your experiences. Establishing Boundaries: It’s okay to set boundaries with those who may unintentionally trigger your symptoms. Communicate your needs openly, allowing for an atmosphere of respect and understanding. Finding Advocacy: There are numerous organizations dedicated to raising awareness about PTSD. Becoming involved in these groups can not only provide support but also position you as an agent of change within your community. Conclusion Living with PTSD is undoubtedly challenging, but sharing personal stories and breaking the stigma can create pathways to healing and connection. Through the experiences of individuals like Sarah, Mark, and Emma, we are reminded of the power of empathy and understanding. By fostering a supportive network, practicing self-care, and advocating for informed conversations around PTSD, we can create a more compassionate world. Remember, your story matters. By sharing it, you contribute to the broader narrative of resilience and hope. Let us work together to break the stigma surrounding PTSD, ensuring that no one feels alone in their journey. As we move forward, let’s keep the conversation alive and encourage others to do the same. Healing is a journey, and together we can walk this path, hand in hand, shining light on the intricate layers of PTSD and paving the way for understanding and support.

[jincheeto]

AU LORE TIME LET'S GO:

This is very long so imma just smack this here :3

So! In order to become a were-lizard, one needs to be bitten by one (usually near the head or jugular). However, the biter has to be under a certain condition for this to occur, in which they have not medicated their condition for an extreme amount of time and/or are in extreme psychological distress. This causes the biter to become rabid, losing control of their mind and seeking out anything they could bite.

This works somewhat like a filtering system, as the rapidly reproducing cells of the condition slowly overwhelm its host, eventually forcing them to transmit it to someone else to avoid bodily shutdown. After biting, they will wake up from their frenzy deeply exhausted and will likely need medical attention, same for their victim. If the biter fails to bite and transmit the condition, the host will stay in this state and live for up to 2 months before dying. Don't worry though! As long as you have access to plenty of walnuts and various herbs (lavender and catnip are often most effective), you can live with this just fine.

This can affect nearly all species, but due to how isolated its carriers are, it's actually quite uncommon. However, here are some examples of some who are were-lizards (based these guys off the first sketches I did for this :3)!!!

Being a were-lizard affects those with it in different ways depending on who you ask, but common traits include muted or cool colored pigmentation, spikes and scale growth, and general increase in size upon shifting. Self awareness and general cognitive function is preserved for everyone, but sensitivity (both physical and emotional) are heightened. Some remain the same size and don't change much at all. Maybe they just change color a bit and grow an extra horn or two.

However, some transformations are much more extreme than others:

It's still a bit unknown as to why this happens, but many theorize it's due to trauma or repressed emotions of the host, and since the condition is stronger under stress, this is presumed to be the case. There are of course outliers to this theory, but it still holds merit.

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OKEE DOKEE here's some lore! I fricken love biology and stuff so I really enjoyed writing this :D

I've got a vague storyline written out, but I wanna seep into this lil world a bit more before I start making plot points oof