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cha-mij · 2 months

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#neurodivergency #neurodiverse #neurodiversity #neurodivergent #neurodiverse stuff #adhd things #adhd problems #actually adhd #audhd #audhd things #autism #austistic #one day i wont feel so alone #masking is so exhausting

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my-autism-adhd-blog · 17 days

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What Is Masking?

Mrs Speechie Pi

#autism #actually autistic #autism awareness month #autism acceptence month #masking #why we mask #examples of masking #masking affects both children AND adults #making can be exhausting #I’ve masked for so long that I don’t even know who I am #I’m sure some of you can relate #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #actually neurodivergent #feel free to share/reblog #Mrs Speechie Pi (Facebook)

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puppyeared · 4 months

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i feel like. theres designing a character with certain themes and motifs in mind, and then theres making a gijinka for the water bottle on my nightstand

#me when im the only person on the bus wearing a mask: i should make a furry plaguesona #its hard to explain bc. most of the time i try NOT to give my characters a 'strong' theme like making their whole design around #one thing like apples or even broad stuff like baking or cottagecore.. idk if its partly for flexibility or because i cant imagine them #making it their whole personality. not bc i find it cringe or overblown but more like ive learned to associate design with character depth #i had a cutesy uwu persona for most of highschool because i thought it would make me more. likeable? easy to remember? since #memorable character designs are easy to recognize. and one way of doing that is simplifying it with a theme or symbol so you form an #association. but since im a real person its exhausting keeping up that appearance all the time and denying myself things when they dont #fit my 'aesthetic' or 'theme.' i think ive grown past that bc i just collect stuff because i think it looks cool and dont let myself dwell #on how it might 'fit' with my image. but i cant help feeling bad doing it to my own characters bc it feels like im making them too one #dimensional. despite knowing that theyre not real and design alone doesnt reflect depth i cant help feeling like its wrong #despite that i love seeing motifs because it feels like it reflects the characters soul and paradoxically gives them depth. it makes them #interesting to look at too and honestly its pretty fun combining things that fall under a similar category when designing #i struggle find a balance between those two things #actually this reminds me of noelles christmas theme.. i dont remember her saying anything abt liking christmas despite a lot of #her design and character tying back to it. it makes me wonder if she would have feelings about that or doesnt think abt it too hard #or if its like a matching family shirts situation and shes just going along with it??#maybe i should just do whatever i want with my character designs since theyre not real and im thinking abt it too hard #although. this probably has something to do with deep seated identity issues huh #yapping #oc talk #oc

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scris-fi · 1 year

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Thank god a photographer (hypecolicoszftv over at Instagram) stopped me cause this is the only good photo I got from Friday's comic con.

I'll return on Sunday with my personal photographer, my sis.

-Oh also, I stumbled upon 2 DD fans! More than I had expected!! A great time over all.

#darkest dungeon #darkest dungeon jester #cosplay #so god damn mad at my fucking backpack strap for lifting my poncho!!!#i'm so exhausted #i can't see shit with that mask

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ask-cloverfield · 6 months

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once Peter got engaged to MJ he stopped saying he’d kill himself at the slightest provocation and instead shifter to threatening to kill anyone in sight at the slightest provocation

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#Peter Parker #spider-man #on an actual note I think it is sweet how much of their early marriage was both of #Them were trying so so hard to like #Be more put together? MJ trying to be more responsible and openly worried about other people #Trying to move past her whole life of just partying and masking her depression and just being emotionally exhausted #And trying to like be there for other people after pushing everyone away #Is a fun arc #Oh and Peter trying to explode at people slightly less and not being the most obnoxious judgmental motherfucker- (over-exaggeration)

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mutantninjamidlifecrisis · 1 year

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very rough sketch of future Donnie for my latest chapter

I always had a cyberpunk-ish design in mind for his mask/respirator and was inspired by hiroto ikeuchi's pieces.

#future donnie #rottmnt #wanted this a little cleaner but ive been in the middle of exams & really wanted to get my visual idea of him out there #i've been planning on painting this but its been a long time since ive done art and there's a lot of detail in that mask #i dont have any computer software/digital training for art so im going in with the acrylics and that may... not go well #if it doesn't work ill just go back and sketch up a cleaner image #my boy is EXHAUSTED #mutant ninja midlife crisis #tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise donnie #rottmnt fanart #my art

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danwhobrowses · 2 months

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So Callowmoores am I alone in thinking it was cute that Fearne helped carry Ashton to the city? Like there's the parallel also with Ashton carrying her into the Bloody Bridge as well

#might just be that the callowmoore tag isn't showing everything it's just I didn't see it get brought up by anyone #Ashley/Fearne was well into Ash's Titan stuff too #2 points of exhaustion though is indeed rough can see why Fearne didn't wanna test everything at Mori's #Ash probably overdid it because they've been charmed/lured twice now and want to contribute positively #plus they couldn't tell Imogen to push themselves if they don't do the same #they're trying just like they promised and it needs to be shown encouragement and appreciation for it #Grog on the moon theory is at a crossroads next ep #still candela next so I gotta ration these crumbs; ironically this parallel will also carry me to the next episode #though I'd always be open to a big ol' slice of the shippy cake when time appropriate #Fearne could test her new rogue skills to mage hand pickpocket Ashton maybe? or just anything sweet and tender between them #or more sticking up for one another and endorsing each other's chaos I just need to be fed #also the New Mutants character Tal is thinking of is called Warlock btw - looks like FCG if he wore The Mask #Ashley hinted at possible 'talking and then bed' not to (totally to) insinuate #Dire Wolves also have high perception and adv on attack rolls if an ally is 5m from a creature so Fearne was thinking tactically too #maybe I talk too much on tags...#callowmoore #tag reader bonus: Fearne loves it when Ashton kisses the back of her neck - she got a tattoo of their name there to surprise them #fearne calloway #ashton greymoore #fearne x ashton #ashton x fearne #critical role #cr3 #cr3e86 #cr spoilers #critical role spoilers #rockwild #bells hells

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caffeinatedopossum · 4 months

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People: adhd meds are stimulants, don't take them too late in the day or you won't be able to sleep

Me: *takes my meds and immediately falls into the most tranquil blissful slumber*

#this is just a temporary effect but its so nice still omg #i assume its because my adhd is masking my constant severe exhaustion #and also making it impossible to sleep because my thoughts race and I fidget 24/7

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keymintt · 2 months

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HELLO you teach elementary schoolers how to draw dragons?? 👀 that is the DREAM I used to teach my friends how to draw dragons during lunch in high school heheh

oh that is SO much fun HELL yes >:D

and yeah! i'm a part-time art teacher and as part of a program i'm in i go around to elementary schools and teach art workshops!! in the fall i taught them the basics of making comics and now that it's spring i'm teaching them how to draw dragons, somedays i wear my dragon button-up shirt and dragons socks too and it fucking rocks i feel like ms. frizzles cousin who's also gay

#lylahammar #asks #thank you for sending in the ask!! i hope you've been well!!!!!#taught three classes today actually. it's a lot of fun and the kids are always excited to see me bc #there's a certain sort of magic to being the cool adult that comes in to interrupt math time to draw comics or dragons instead #does get exhausting though having to talk over excited children dghlkghdf #and you know my ass is masked the fuck up. you kiddos are fun but i've seen how you cough. i mean i wear my mask in general so #but yeah! i'm on my second and final year of the program it's been great hehe #i'll still be teaching kids how to draw dragons n whatnot after that tho. i also teach at public art centers n stuff #i don't ever talk abt my teaching shit despite doing it for two and a half years at this point it just never comes up hdsglkfd

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enden-k · 14 days

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my only day off and i wanted to draw but instead i slept my evening away bc my migraines kicked in fully and meds didnt work 💀

#didnt do workout or art today no....just slept in then played a lil then napped more then read a bit then slept again....#im still goign to draw now or at least try but man....sm free time wasted.......#give me 3 days with human contact and i will die from my migraines and exhaustion uwa..#i really am not made for dealing with ppl its tiresome to act n mask all day n stuff #also the weather SUCKS it was so amazing and warm and sunny and then it switched to storms and coldness!!!! prob another reason why i felt #unwell today and yesterday eugh lit goes to the head #aughhh anw.......getting to draw....getting to draw...#babbles #tbd

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koszmarnybudyn · 11 months

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Dndads episode 34 spoilers ahead!!!!

Well that was episode. Absolutly hilarious, Tori was great, Hermie is a villain now and depressed (i feel like i got everything i wanted and it feels like a bit of a nightmare).

Normal talked about his issues, and kinda roasted everyone and oakworthy is not doing great (with them betraying each other, hermie not actually loving him and normal maybe liking hermie because hes giving him validatiotion).

We got Nick and space which like maybe well help the dads soon. We might be getting cheerful Scary (its gonna be fun with all the depressed stuff Normal and Hermie are going thru).

It was awesome oh and noq the teens are all married.

#dndads #dungeon and daddies #dndads spoilers #my art #also was link sighing like *sigh* or signing like sign language? because i thought of the second think first #i took a nap today so that was fun #and actually did my homework instead of putting it off more its kinda shitty but good enough #but it was a mask heavy and exhausting day so i slept like a baby lol

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moontale-official · 10 months

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I actually needed to make a whole ass diagram to understand how this fucking mask works, my god.

#tiger mask #moontale #undertale au #ivis #ivis (character)#undertale original character #character prop #concept art #reference #is this a preview into an entire reference post dedicating to this fucking thing?#I make no promises.#character design #prop design #tiger oni mask #oni mask #DryeArt #this thing has gone through so many redesigns and I am honest to god exhausted by it

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probablyhuntersmom · 11 months

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The Owl House was what got me to properly realize and see that I am neurodivergent

#especially set against the backdrop of my culture. it explained why I stick out like a sore thumb #I was masking like crazy all these years. hence the exhaustion #I thought it was just CPTSD #so yeah. ND..queer...and mentally ill. no wonder Tumblr and I are inseparable #I would die without the hellsite #loz says stuff

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kinos-fortress-2 · 2 months

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miss pauling WOULD NOT SMELL FINE.

#me disagreeing at everything about miss pauling that people paints her as something good sweet or cool #WHEN SHES NOT COOL OR AWESOME OR SMELLS GOOD AT ALL SHAKES YOU AROUND LIKE A BOTTLE #she smells LIKE HUMAN SWEAT and old clothes from a humid closet she barely cleans. like a grandma.#well grandmas do smell nice. BUT THATS NOT THE FACT #ok well she does smell fine and bearable maybe he hair smells like bed sheets no changed at all #because she wakes up so early she doesn’t have time to clean her room or make her bed #she just instantly runs not even eating breakfast and dying of hunger until either scout or soldier gives her a cookie #or a half eaten pork beans in soldiers courtesy #and gets home late EXHAUSTED and throws herself in the bed to later wake up in 5 minutes #me wanting to expose her every single damn time i am evil like that to my ult #oh yeah her hair doesn’t smell that good at all. full of lice. and greasy. girl wash YOUR HAIR that’s what demo always says to her #prob demo often times calls her out or secretly spy will come and said damn my mask doesn’t even smell that bad than that hair of yours #but is either of those two. wait what i was talking about #her teeth are so yellow because she forgets to clean them #crusty eyes too. can’t put makeup stupidass just only puts her fav purple lipstick to hide her crusty lips #takes a deep breath… fuck. woman failure

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zootopiathingz · 3 months

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I hate depression but I hate it most when I’m so low on energy and it holds me back from going out with my friends. Like I so rarely ever get to go do anything fun anyway so when I actually have that opportunity it hurts so bad to have it ripped away from me simply bc I can’t bring myself to get out of my damn bed

#tw depression #vent #like bro all I wanted to do today was go to an art club thing with my friends at their school #but just the thought of even getting dressed rn is so draining let alone leave the house and interact with people #I’m normally good about masking it but today I just don’t have the energy to even pretend #I just want to be normal I’m so sick of being mentally ill and exhausted #i’m so tired #lady luxo rambles #might delete later

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shokuto · 2 years

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The only thing Peter Parker hates more than being Spider-Man is not being Spider-Man

#His relationship with the mask is just like a dedicated writer's relationship with the keyboard #It's his gift. His curse. The worst most exhausting thing he could ever do with the greatest rewards he'll ever want #He talks so much shit but it's his joy. His ultimate purpose in life that nothing could ever take from him besides death #spiderman #peter parker

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