#matt's always like NO. MORE. M O R E.

[secret-sturniolo]

nsfw alphabet - matt sturniolo

a/n - These are just my opinions, so if you don't agree, just be respectful please. And don't worry, I'm doing Chris next!

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

This man is the king of aftercare. I'm talking running a warm bath/shower or getting you some of his clothes to wear.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His favorite body part on himself is probably his hands, because he knows his partner loves them. Matt is definitely a boob guy, so whether they are big or small he loves your boobs.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

His favorite way to cum is when you are in missionary and he can just pull out and cum on your stomach.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He would NEVER admit this to you, but he loves when you dom him.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

He's definitely not the most experienced before you, maybe 1-2 bodies max, but he still knows what hes doing. If he doesn't know something, he's not afraid to ask you to show him.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

He's a sucker for missionary. He loves to be able to kiss you and see your face while hes fucking you.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He's definitely down to have fun with things, but knows when the right moment is for jokes and when to stay serious. He would never want to hurt your feelings or make you think he's laughing at you.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He keeps it trimmed short to avoid any awkwardness, and it's his personal preference.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

He's constantly telling you how much he loves you, he doesn't want to give off the impression that hes just using you for a quick fuck. He definitely likes to set the mood to make you feel special.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He rarely masturbates, only if hes desperate and you're not around to help him. He would much rather have your hands on him than his own.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

I feel like he gives off praise kink vibes, constantly wanting reassurance that he's doing a good job making you feel good. Other than that, hes not really a kinky guy.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Definitely the bedroom. He likes to have privacy so he can take his time with you. He also likes to fuck you in the shower every once in a while.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Gentle kisses to his jaw and neck drive him crazy. He's also a sucker for subtle teasing, like when you rest your hand on his thigh and slowly move it higher and higher.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He's not into anything like degradation or impact play because hes so scared of hurting you, physically or emotionally. Also, he's not into anal. He loves your ass, but not being inside it. (lol)

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He will never say no to a blowjob, but he loves making his girl feel good. Let's just say he's called Matt the Munch for a reason.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He can definitively do both, but he always makes sure to ask you how you want him before you do anything.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

If it's been a while and a quickie is the only opportunity you have, he will gladly take it, but he prefers to take his time with you, even if that means waiting a little longer.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He will try almost anything once, but only if you are okay with it and want it too.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

1-2 rounds max, he tends to get tired after he cums and just wants to cuddle.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He's not a fan of toys, both for himself and for you, because he doesn't like watching something that's not his dick make you feel good.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He likes to tease you to a certain extent, but eventually he can't take it anymore and just wants his hands all over you.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Definitely grunts and moans into your ear, but hes not crazy loud.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

On days when hes tired or just wants to mix it up, he loves watching you ride him, using his cock to make you feel good (and hes not afraid to tell you how much he likes it.)

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He's not huge, but the size is perfect for you. He's proportional in length and girth, just the right amount of everything to fill you up perfectly.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

He has a higher sex drive, but also knows how to turn it off when it's not the right moment.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Give him a couple minutes, and he's out like a light (after he takes care of you first, of course.)

[mattsfavbigtitties]

NSFW Alphabet/ Matt S.

Warnings: Smut-ish, some suggestive stuff, and fluff

MASTERLIST TAGLIST

A/n: im currently writing nick and Chris' version rn and this was an accident post😭😭, but as Bob ross says only happy lil accidents:D. Anyways nicks is sfw so dw.

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Matt would definitely get you cleaned up right away. He would be so sweet about it too, saying such reassuring words to you while wiping away any juices on you. He would always clean himself last because you’re more important to him! And he’s definitely a cuddler! He’l cuddle up to you after and kiss you.

B = Body Part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Loves his arms, sees you admiring the ink. Totally a titty man, loves grabbing onto your tits either way you’re positioned doing ‘it’

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum)

Loves coming on your face after a blowjob, just your pretty face dedicated to him and him only.

D = Dirty Secret (A dirty secret of theirs)

Would NEVER tell you this, but he’d let you peg him if you ever asked.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

I feel like Matt wouldn't be so experienced. He knows the basic stuff, but you help him experiment with his likes and dislikes.

F = Favorite Position (Literally this)

Definitely missionary, wants to see your pretty face contort in how much you love it.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)

I feel like he would make some jokes in the beginning, but once he’s in HE’S IN serious.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Matt would probably be pretty well cleaned up down there. Maybe a few centimeters long, but not too long to get in the way. I'd say very well trimmed.

I = Intimacy(How romantic are they during the moment?)

I think Matt would be pretty intimate in times needed. Nice and lovingly romantic with you. Lots of ‘i love you’s.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

He’d rarely masturbate, but when he does it’ll be because of something you did or a picture you posted.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

You being dominant is a kink of his rarely used, but in the meantime he likes spanking and praising you.

L = Location (Favorite places to do ‘it’)

More than loves being in his bed with you, but every once in a while he’ll get risky with you in a more public setting or just plain in the kitchen while Nick and Chris are gone.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

He definitely gets going when you kiss his neck or just subtly push your boobs on him when hugging, any teasing from you really.

N = No (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Matt would never be into anything with whips, like degradation and BDSM.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He absolutely LOVES when you give him head, but I’d like to think he’s more of a giver than receiver in this case.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He’ll do it slow and sensual most times, but in the right times he’d give in to you(or he had a really rough day) if you need it rough and fast.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

I don’t think he’d be into quickies a lot, more like the romantic type. If he were to have a quickie it'd be 'cause you made work of teasing him so much he couldn't wait.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment? do they take risks?)

He’ll definitely experiment with whatever you’re comfortable with and if you request, you shall receive. Unless it’s something he doesn’t like then he’ll tell you right away.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for?how long do they last?)

I’d say maybe 2 rounds at the most. I think he’d be too sensitive to continue with more. But if you need anything more than that he’ll totally eat you out some.

T = Toys (Do they own toys? do they use them?)

I can’t see him with any toys, but if he had one it’d probably be a small vibrator to use on you or himself. He’d only use it when you're not there, but it usually stays hidden in his drawer, rarely used.

U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)

He’d try to tease you to the brink, but in the end he’s not wasting any time with you.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He’ll groan and moan in your ear and maybe the occasional whimper if you’re on round 2.

W = Wild Card (A random headcanon)

Matt eating you out with his stubble>>

X = X-ray (Let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He’s definitely not the biggest, maybe a little over average, but he uses it to the best of his abilities and always makes a mess of you.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

I don’t think he’d be very sexual in your relationship. He just loves spending time with you the most.

Z = Zzz (How quickly they falls asleep afterwards)

I’d say after cleaning up and everything he’d wait for you to fall asleep before he did. And when he does, he’s knocked out.

[sturniolodreamz]

NSFW Alphabet - Matt Sturniolo

a/n - These are just my opinions, so if you don't agree, just be respectful please. And don't worry, I'm doing Chris next!

tags - @sturniol0z @ethereal-lovers @its-jennarose @angelic-sturniolos111

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

This man is the king of aftercare. I'm talking running a warm bath/shower or getting you some of his clothes to wear.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His favorite body part on himself is probably his hands, because he knows his partner loves them. Matt is definitely a boob guy, so whether they are big or small he loves your boobs.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

His favorite way to cum is when you are in missionary and he can just pull out and cum on your stomach.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He would NEVER admit this to you, but he loves when you dom him.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

He's definitely not the most experienced before you, maybe 1-2 bodies max, but he still knows what hes doing. If he doesn't know something, he's not afraid to ask you to show him.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

He's a sucker for missionary. He loves to be able to kiss you and see your face while hes fucking you.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He's definitely down to have fun with things, but knows when the right moment is for jokes and when to stay serious. He would never want to hurt your feelings or make you think he's laughing at you.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He keeps it trimmed short to avoid any awkwardness, and it's his personal preference.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

He's constantly telling you how much he loves you, he doesn't want to give off the impression that hes just using you for a quick fuck. He definitely likes to set the mood to make you feel special.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He rarely masturbates, only if hes desperate and you're not around to help him. He would much rather have your hands on him than his own.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

I feel like he gives off praise kink vibes, constantly wanting reassurance that he's doing a good job making you feel good. Other than that, hes not really a kinky guy.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Definitely the bedroom. He likes to have privacy so he can take his time with you. He also likes to fuck you in the shower every once in a while.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Gentle kisses to his jaw and neck drive him crazy. He's also a sucker for subtle teasing, like when you rest your hand on his thigh and slowly move it higher and higher.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He's not into anything like degradation or impact play because hes so scared of hurting you, physically or emotionally. Also, he's not into anal. He loves your ass, but not being inside it. (lol)

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He will never say no to a blowjob, but he loves making his girl feel good. Let's just say he's called Matt the Munch for a reason.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He can definitively do both, but he always makes sure to ask you how you want him before you do anything.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

If it's been a while and a quickie is the only opportunity you have, he will gladly take it, but he prefers to take his time with you, even if that means waiting a little longer.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He will try almost anything once, but only if you are okay with it and want it too.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

1-2 rounds max, he tends to get tired after he cums and just wants to cuddle.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He's not a fan of toys, both for himself and for you, because he doesn't like watching something that's not his dick make you feel good.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He likes to tease you to a certain extent, but eventually he can't take it anymore and just wants his hands all over you.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Definitely grunts and moans into your ear, but hes not crazy loud.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

On days when hes tired or just wants to mix it up, he loves watching you ride him, using his cock to make you feel good (and hes not afraid to tell you how much he likes it.)

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He's not huge, but the size is perfect for you. He's proportional in length and girth, just the right amount of everything to fill you up perfectly.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

He has a higher sex drive, but also knows how to turn it off when it's not the right moment.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Give him a couple minutes, and he's out like a light (after he takes care of you first, of course.)

[sturnslut]

Matt nsfw head cannons

Warning - nsfw obviously don’t read if ur not comfortable

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Boy is the king of aftercare. Definitely makes sure u are okay and cleans you up being careful cuz ur obviously sensitive. Taking a bath or shower together, loads of cuddles and kisses

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His favourite body part of his is his hands and how big they are compared to yours. However is back is a close second especially when u leave scratches on it 🤭. His favourite body part of urs is ur eyes he could stare into them for hours he’s such a simp fr.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Man’s loves to cum inside of you he loves a bit of risk (shoot me) but he also will never turn down coming on ur stomach he finds it so hot.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Loves to leave hickeys in places only he can see and loves it when u leave hickeys on his chest and stomach.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

I feel like he’s not that experienced and only had like 1 body before he met you and now he knows his stuff 😉. Let’s just say he knows how to make u feel good.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

I think missionary definitely his fave so he can look at you the whole time but he also won’t admit often but he LOVES when u ride him.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

I think he’s more serious and romantic but if something goes wrong or is funny you both definitely get the giggles.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Definitely trimmed and hates the thought of his pubes being long it’s inconvenient and annoying. But yh definitely got some hair not a lot.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

So sweet and romantic, constantly asking you u if ur okay and if he’s making u feel good. He would definitely be so lovey but some nights he gets freaky.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Before he met u probably jacked off 3 or 4x a week but now he has you he only does it when u can’t see each other and he will usually ring u and get off to the sound of ur voice.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Loves loves loves to be praised and secretly loves to be dominated once in a while.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Definitely likes it to be private so the bed but he also is a sucker for shower sex. You guys have done it on the kitchen counter before and a few times in the car which he hates to admit he loves.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Bro is always bricked up when he’s with you but you playing with his hair rlly gets him going he doesn’t know why it just makes him so horny and you like to use this in ur advantage when ur out in public.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Definitely not into threesomes he finds them weird and also would never do anything to hurt you like spanking and hard choking (slight choking is fine) and if you ever suggested something he probably would be down to try just very nervous.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Man is a munch. He loves tasting you and the sounds you make when his head is between ur thighs. He also loves getting head tho just would rather make you cum first.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

I think he can be quiet slow and sensual especially during morning sex but most of the time he likes it fast and a little bit rough. However some nights he will destroy you and may feel bad about it after 🤭.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Doesn’t love them he would rather take his time with you but if the time calls for a quickie and it’s all he can get he will never turn it down.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He would definitely be down to try things and would discuss it before hand to make sure you are both comfortable. Would never take risks that will hurt either of you!

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

I think on a good night he could go 3 times pushing 4 but would be fucked out after. These are nights you have been teasing him all day. On a normal night 2 rounds definitely this man loves sex.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He finds them pointless tbh like why use one when he could make u feel 10x as good. Never used one on you or himself. (sorry)

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

I think he tries to tease you but ends up giving in because he just wants to make u feel good already. He likes to be teased tho but he definitely gets overstimulated fast.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc

Absolutely no one can tell me he is not the most vocal person during sex. He is for sure a whiner no one can change my mind.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Loves to fuck ur face 😭

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Definitely has more length than girth but he’s not massive just the perfect size.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Is horny 24/7 but hides it well. When it’s just you alone he does not hide it at all. Definitely fucks u at least 5 or 6 times a week.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Definitely waits for you to fall asleep and then bro is out like a light. Is always down for a nap after sex.

A/N ~ This is my first time writing something like this so i hope you like it. Love you all 🫶

[violentdelightsandviolentends]

Murphy's 500 Followers Celebration!!

masterlist.

in honour of this very exciting milestone, I thought I'd have a little celebration. i'm going to be writing short drabbles of your choosing!! i've created a prompt list, but I am absolutely encouraging your own ideas x

how to request -

pick a category - fluff, angst or smut

pick a character - there is a list below, but I am open to more suggestions!!

pick a dialogue prompt and/or a scenario prompt - there is a list below - feel free to choose multiple!!

then, send it in to me!! use the button at the top of my page, or request here !!

I'm gonna start writing next week, on 22/04. maybe earlier if I have the time. feel free to request multiple drabbles- the more I get sent, the more fun we'll have!!

Categories -

☀️ Fluff

🌧️ Angst

🔥 Smut

Characters -

Top Gun Maverick

Jake "Hangman" Seresin

Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw

Mickey "Fanboy" Garcia

Robert "Bob" Floyd

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The Last of Us

Joel Miller

Tommy Miller

✦

Marvel

Steve Rogers

Bucky Barnes

Stucky

Sam Wilson

Matt Murdock

Frank Castle

✦

Succession

Stewy Hosseini

Kendall Roy

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Triple Frontier

Will Miller

Frankie Morales

Benny Miller

Santiago Garcia

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Narcos

Javier Peña

Steve Murphy

Colonel Carrillo

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The Bear

Carmen Berzatto

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Sons of Anarchy

Jax Teller

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9-1-1

Eddie Diaz

Evan Buckley

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Criminal Minds

Spencer Reid

Luke Alvez

Derek Morgan

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Dialogue Prompts -

1. "You love me?"

2. "Don't go on that date."

3. "Will you let me cut your hair?"

4. "Marry me."

5. "It's always been you."

6. "You're my best friend."

7. "You were my first love."

8. "I had a dream about you."

9. "I saw this and it reminded me of you."

10. "I have something to tell you."

11. "I thought you hated me."

12. "Is that all you got?"

13. "In your dreams."

14. "I don't deserve you."

15. "Talk to me."

16. "Is that my shirt?"

17. "I would choose you over anyone."

18. "You look so pretty like this."

19. "Most beautiful sound I've ever heard."

20. "You're killing me." / "You're gonna be the death of me."

21. "Just like that."

22. "Use your words."

23. "Good girl." / "Perfect girl."

24. "You like it when I'm mean to you?"

25. "Let's get out of here."

26. "You don't want them to hear, do you?"

27. "I need you."

28. "Let me see those eyes." / "Keep your eyes on me."

29. "Tell me what you want."

30. "I can't get enough of you."

31. "Wanted this for so long."

32. "Can I touch you?"

33. "Been thinking about you all day."

34. "You look so pretty on your knees."

35. "Better than I ever imagined."

36. "Let him watch."

37. "Let me hear you."

38. "Tell me you're mine."

39. "I'm yours."

40. "I love you."

41. "Don't you dare walk away from me."

42. "I can't do this anymore."

43. "You don't deserve me." / "I deserve better."

44. "Was any of this even real?"

45. "How stupid do you think I am?"

46. "Please don't leave me."

47. "I wish you were here."

48. "Do not raise your voice at me."

49. "Stay. Please."

50. "Don't tell me to calm down."

Scenario Prompts -

a. Kissing in the rain

b. First kiss

c. Electricity blackout

d. Camping

e. Heatwave

f. Childhood best friends

g. Grumpy / sunshine

h. Fake dating

i. Only one bed

j. Moving in together

k. Finding out you're pregnant

l. Catching eyes in a crowded room

m. Keeping the relationship a secret

n. Blind date

o. Reunion

p. Meet cute

q. Cheesy pick up lines

r. Exes

s. College friends / lovers

t. Roommates

u. Coming home drunk

v. Singing together / dancing together

w. An accidental kiss

x. A bet

y. Brothers best friend / best friends brother

z. Reading to each other

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these are just suggestions / jumping off points!! if you have an idea you'd like me to write a drabble for, just send it over. can't wait to see what you lovely people come up with. excited!! as always, so much love x

[wouldntyou-liketoknow]

So.

MatPat's latest video, huh?

It was interesting. Well-spoken. Genuine.

. . . I ' M N O T C R Y I N G Y O U ' R E C R Y I N G ! ! !

In all seriousness, I'm happy for him. What's he's doing is taking a very, very, VERY well-deserved rest. He's going to spend more quality time with Stephanie and Oliver. And that's an absolutely wonderful end to all of his accomplishments.

Matt will always be one of my top creators, but I'm excited to see what Tom, Santi, Amy, and Lee will bring to each of the channels.

And remember: Matt did say that he'd remain somewhere in the background, that he'd pop in on occasion. I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't personally hopeful that he'll still be making appearances on other YouTube projects, mainly because of how much I love seeing the stuff he did with Mark and Rosanna. Still, whatever ends up happening, it's his life. As long as he and his family are happy and healthy, that's what matters.

Having said that, I'll still be writing for my fanmade EgoPats (which obviously means I'll keep working on Caliban and the rest of the fanegos that'll be involved with The Pentas Family/[The Future Mob Project].) They're just fictional characters, after all. I think they'll serve as a nice, unique way to help me remember all fun I had watching Matt gradually lose his mind ever since I discovered his content in middle school. (I know, I know. I'm not really obligated to include something like this, but it just feels right to clarify, okay?)

So, let's all agree to enjoy and support what's to come: the last bits of time/content that Matt is so extremely generous to give us. People always say to save the best of something for last, right?

[allandoflimbo]

I C E     P R I N C E S S  ∙ 4

Pairings: Popular Girl!Reader x Outkast!Bucky

Explicit Content - Smut - NO MINORS

Summary:

Bucky Barnes is the quiet boy who gets picked on.

The Reader and her friends run with the popular crowd at Stark High.

As the Winter Ball approaches, she is partnered with Bucky Barnes for a class project. They grow close in an inadvertently secret friendship, which later turns into love.

Only catch is…she’s Steve Roger’s ex girlfriend, and before she was partnered up with Bucky, her friends had planned to use and turn Bucky into Stark High’s new it boy to try and get back at Steve; a disgusting bet.

Another catch: She’s a figure skater at the town’s arena every Tuesday and Thursday nights. Bucky works part time at the rink resurfacing the ice. The other doesn’t know.

Modern AU High School fic - later goes into adulthood.

M A S T E R P A G E - FULL SERIES

Warnings: This story will have a lot of angst, a lot of fluff, a lot of cursing, and a lot of sex. Oral, praise kink, body worship, overstimulation, etc. you know me. There will also be loss of virginity in this.

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P R E V I O U S     C H A P T E R

"Hi, honey. How was sleep?" Your dad's question as you walk into the kitchen that next morning catches you slightly off guard.

Just slightly.

He's always asked you that question almost every morning, but its been a good five months since the last time.

It was very rare that he started chats like this nowadays.

You look over to where he scrolls through his phone, a cup of orange juice in his other hand.

He seemed perkier than usual.

"It was fine." You say.

"How did studying go?" He asks. You simply shrug, "It's for your psych class, right?"

You frown. Him and your mom were clearly talking.

"Yeah. It's just this two month project thing. The studying was okay. Bucky seems just as keen as me on simply getting an A for this." You say tiredly.

You grab your banana from the little fruit basket on the counter.

He takes a sip of his juice.

"He's a nice kid?" He asks, eyeing you over his glass.

You sigh, pealing the banana.

"Yes, he is."

"Well, that's good at least. We shouldn't have the graveyard shift for a few more weeks so if he needs to come over again, me and your mother should be around." He says.

You nod.

It's then that you notice the lack of her presence. You look around once more to be sure.

"Mom already left? It's only six."

"Yeah, she needed to do some paperwork." You listen as he puts his glass down and gets up from his seat. He walks up to you and places a kiss on the top of your head, "I have to get going, too. We'll see you tonight."

"See ya, dad."

"Drive safe."

You weren't in the mood to socialize today. The last thing you wanted to do the second you opened your locker was for Carol and Sharon to interrogate you.

"We called you twice." Carol adds, crossing her arms over her chest.

You let out a sigh, reaching down to grab your biology book.

"I was busy. Barely looked at my phone. Sorry, guys."

"That's so unlike you." Matt's voice sends a shiver down your spine. What was he doing here so early? You purposefully tried to get to school a little earlier than usual to avoid all this, "Not answering your phone."

You stand up once you have your book in your hand and you close your locker shut. You send Matt a glare so vicious he can only smile back at you.

"I was studying with Bucky." You say.

The looks on Carol and Sharon's faces are indifferent to your comment. If anything, they are barely affected by it.

Sharon even nods.

Matt's reaction is the opposite of both girls.

It almost perks your interest how fast his smile falls and how quickly it gets replaced by a scowl.

"Tell me you're joking." He says.

You squint your eyes at him.

"Why would I joke about studying with him? He's my study partner for my psych class. I need this grade," you hold your book tighter to your chest and tilt your head at Matt despite his still unamused glare, "So no, I'm not joking. Also, leave him alone."

He continues to look at you for a few extra seconds before he leans his shoulder on the locker next to yours and smirks.

You hated him. You wanted to punch that smirk off his face so bad that you could feel your fingers tingling.

"I get it." He says. He looks at Carol and Sharon, "She's down for the bet."

Your stomach goes cold.

"What?" You ask.

"I knew you'd come around, Bunny." His tone was nauseatingly condescending, "Ain't that right, guys?" He asks the girls.

They clear their throats, shrinking under Matt's gaze.

This was unbelievable.

"No, not right." You say. Matt's smile drops again, "I have to get to class. I don't have time for this." You add, walking past them and to your first period.

"You're still thinking about that bet that nobody wants to partake in?" Carol asks, turning to face Matt once you're gone. He can only grunt out a response, eyes casted downward, "All to take me out on a date." Matt chuckles and spins around to walk away from her and Sharon, but before he can get far, Carol continues, "When in reality we all know the one you really want to take out." Matt stops and slowly turns to face her. His face is as cold as stone as he glares, "It's been years. I know you're hoping for something ever since Steve left her, but come on."

"Not like it's any of your business what happens between me and her, why don't you stay out of it, Carol?"

"Not if you're going to use me as a jealously ploy. As fas as I'm concerned, that is my business."

Matt can only give her a small smirk before he spins back around, walking away.

He knew just what he needed to do.

Bucky could feel Murdock's eyes at the back of his head the moment he sat down, six chairs in front of him.

He hated that guy, and as far as Bucky knew, Matt ignored his existence unless it was to rip him apart in front of his friends.

So why was he acknowledging his presence here and now? In his consumer math class where Matt had no mutuals?

At first, Bucky was curious, but now he was getting more annoyed by the second. Did the creep know nothing about space and privacy? About how not to be a creep?

The class was still getting settled, and of course, that's when Murdock finally took his chance to take a seat next to Bucky.

Bucky could already feel himself hide away. He tried to hide his face from the guy as much as he could, focusing on opening his things for the class onto his desk instead.

But Matt was clearly insistent, because the second Bucky opened his notebook, a heavy hand slammed on it, shutting it closed.

Bucky could feel himself seething. He clenched his right hand into a fist and stared down at the hand in front of him.

Slowly, and very slowly, he lifted his head until he was looking one smiling Matt Murdock in the face.

Bucky knew that smile. He was up to something. That smile was all kinds of fake and cunning.

"Bucky, right?" Matt asks. Bucky doesn't verbally respond, even after a few long seconds, and Matt lets out a long and dramatic sigh, "I heard you and Y/N are study partners now." So that's what this was about , "She says you're pretty cool, so I was wondering if you'd like to meet us after school Friday at Jack's?"

Bucky doesn't know how to react to the random and cold invitation. He was also smart enough to know this was all bullshit.

"No thanks." He mumbles, going back to his notebook and opening it this time.

He can feel Matt still staring at him, and if he looked up he would see how hard he was grinding his teeth.

"Come on," Matt says. Bucky ignores him. Matt sighs, "Look, I get it. I was mean to you, but can we put it behind us? I'm trying to apologize, if you can't tell." Bucky's movement over his paper stops for just a moment as he hears the impossible words. Matt waits for a bit more and when Bucky doesn't respond again he decides to end it there, "Fine. But if you change your mind we'll be there around five thirty and we sit at the table by the wall, you won't miss us. I'm assuming you have a phone so you can google where Jack's is if you don't know where it is."

With that he gets up and leaves a confused and bewildered Bucky behind.

He's shocked when halfway through his class he finds himself actually considering it. Not because he wanted to forgive them or be their friend, but because...

Because?

Dammit. He doesn't even know.

Fridays at Jacks weren't what they used to be. Not at least since that night. Everything changed that day, including where you found your happiness.

You used to be carefree when you came here, but now, you felt isolated and sad.

You watched as your friends talked and laughed around you, and you tried your best to ignore Matt's eyes, looking at you as if he was waiting for you to say something.

When the waitress brings over a plate of chips and queso dip, everyone's mood perks up even more. Some cheesy alternative rock song is playing in the background and you feel yourself drown out again into the oblivion of your thoughts.

"Get some chips, Y/N." Sharon tells you with a nice smile.

"Nah, I'm okay. Thanks."

"I know who would love some." Matt says, a huge smirk popping up on his face. You narrow your eyes at his odd behavior, as he reaches over dramatically to dip in his own chips. His eyes are over Carol's shoulder. "You made it."

You quickly turn your head, along with everyone else, and you're surprised to see Bucky standing there.

Matt invited Bucky here? Your didn't have a problem with that at all but you also didn't trust Matt at all. What was he doing?

Matt asks everyone to scoot down and they do so, making room for Bucky. He sits down directly across from you and your eyes meet across the table. He looked nervous and shy, his eyes staying mostly glued to his lap.

He wasn't conformable here.

You narrowed your eyes once again at Matt.

What was he doing?

"So. Bucky. You like chips and queso?" Bucky's is caught off guard by the random question and he opens his mouth to respond but Matt cuts him off again, "If not we can get you something else. Mozzarella sticks? Fried zucchini? I won't judge you."

"Uhm. No, chips are fine." He says slowly and carefully.

"Go for it." Murdock motions to the dip in the middle of the table and Bucky hesitantly reaches forward for a chip and dips it. The chip cracks in the middle, leaving one half in his grip and the other in the dip, "Oof." Matt says.

"Matt, what the hell are you doing?" Your question has everyone looking at you including Bucky.

"What do you mean, Bunny?" His question is to patronize you and to jeopardize this. You know it the second he narrows his eyes at you right after he asks the question. He clears his throat and looks away, "Bucky, I think Y/N might have an issue with you being here."

Bucky's eyes meet yours. There's something in his gaze that you can't really pinpoint.

"What? No, that's not what I'm saying." You say, "I just know you're a turd, Matt."

"Why are you ganging up on me for? You're the one who said he's so cool so I invited him to hang out with us, and you're acting like I did something I shouldn't have. I just want to make you happy, Y/N."

"I think she's talking about your sarcastic niceness." Sharon mumbles under her breath to Matt, but everyone hears it.

Bucky is feeling more uncomfortable by the second. He knew this was a mistake. He doesn't know what he was thinking coming here.

"You guys are crazy." Matt says, "Come on, dweeb, get some food already. I mean, Bucky, sorry." Matt adds quickly with a shake of his head.

Bucky raises a brow at him and Matt laughs humorlessly.

"Habit." He says.

Bucky takes in a deep breath and places both hands on the table in front of him.

"I think I overstayed my welcome." Bucky says lowly, raising himself up onto his feet.

Shit.

"Already? So soon?" Matt asks, his tone tainted with malice and more sarcasm.

Bucky doesn't give anyone else a second glance, not even you. He can already feel his hand shaking as he finds the dignity to walk away from literally his worst nightmare.

"What the hell is wrong with you." You sneer at Matt. He looks offended at your words, as if he's shocked by it.

He barely has time to verbally respond, before you find yourself running after Bucky.

N E X T  C H A P T E R

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Halloween Fics Masterlist 4

part one, part two, part three

a date with captain america (ao3) - haveufoundwhaturlookingfor sam/bucky G, 2k

Summary: Bucky meets Sam while shopping for a Halloween costume for his son, and thinks he doesn't like him. But his opinion quickly changes when New York City is attacked once again, and Bucky finds out who Sam really is.

In which Sam has always been Captain America, The Avengers still exist but Steve isn't part of the team.

a day in the life (ao3) - powerfulowl (StuckyFlangst) steve/bucky E, 20k

Summary: Steve Rogers wakes up on Tuesday October 30 1956, and doesn't seem to remember his life that well. Why does every day feel so familiar? And why does he keep getting visited by tall, dark, handsome men who remind him of Bucky?

An Army Of Red (ao3) - MidnightShadeux frank/matt N/R, 42k

Summary: Foggy is ecstatic that people are dressing as Daredevil for Halloween. Matt and Frank are not.

Black Velvet (ao3) - royal_chandler steve/tony E, 1k

Summary: It's Halloween and Tony does too much of a remarkable job with Steve's costume.

Black Widow's Trick or Treat (ao3) - RABunzai clint/natasha T, 2k

Summary: Otherwise known as five (or six) times someone went dressed as the Black Widow to a Halloween party and the one time Natasha (accidentally) did.

bleed me dry (ao3) - crobby mj/peter M, 5k

Summary: “Okay, okay,” Peter concedes, “We’ll go to this so-called 'haunted house' on Halloween night at 10 o’clock to make it as spooky as possible. Meet at Flash’s house before? I’m assuming we can’t just take a subway there.”

“Yep,” Flash says, “It’s on a hill in the middle of a field.” he lowers his voice, “Where no one can hear you scream.”

The entire group laughs because what is this, some kind of cheap horror movie?

Betty snorts. “The only screaming will be from you when you see a rat and flip your shit, Flash.”

—

or, peter parker learns the meaning of fear.

Costume Party (ao3) - Fake_Ruby mj/shuri T, 1k

Summary: MJ and Shuri go to a costume party.

Ghouls Night Out (ao3) - seabird7 G, 638

Summary: “Anyway. So you show up at my trailer door in a Hulk costume—”

“Yeah, because they were all out of Captain Americas.”

“—asking me to go trick or treating with you.”

gives my hands the shape of angels (ao3) - GreyishBlue bucky/clint E, 4k

Summary: Halloween has always been Clint and Bucky’s favorite holiday. Since they moved in and started celebrating it together, every year has gotten more elaborate. Their apartment is strewn in decorations, practically dripping black and orange, bats and spider webs clinging to every spare corner.

Now with a continuation, the boys weren't done with me or these outfits. I apologize for nothing.

Halloween (ao3) - captainodonewithyou lincoln/daisy M, 5k

Summary: Lincoln and Daisy investigate an odd reading in a spooky old house that might just be haunted.

Halloween (ao3) - Axolotl7 phil/melinda, leo/jemma, lance/bobbi G, 13k

Summary: "The party was a good idea, Phil. The team needed it." She needed it too. Maybe more than he knows.

There's just one notable person missing that leaves a hole in her heart. She sighs softly, hopes he misses the maudlin route her thoughts have taken. She really does miss Daisy.

Halloween Accidents (ao3) - PumpkinDoodles darcy/brock E, 15k

Summary: Anonymous requested: "I wish you would write a fic where Darcy unexpectedly runs into Brock while he's undercover and to keep her from speaking and blowing his cover he kisses her."

Halloweenie 2021: Trick or Treat (ao3) - meepmorpperaltiago mj/peter G, 370

Summary: May babysits Peter and MJ’s son and he shows her his Halloween costume – adorableness ensues!

Halloween Menagerie (ao3) - KaleidoscopeEyez, LunarDust loki/sylvie T, 6k

Summary: It’s Halloween, and the Avengers have all gathered at the Sanctum Sanctorum for their annual Hulk-o-ween party. But after a shapeshifting spell goes wrong, it’s up to Loki and Sylvie to set things right.

Halloween Traditions (ao3) - MalevolentLighthouse G, 200

Summary: Pumpkin carving with the Barton family.

Love Bites (ao3) - wmblake harley/peter T, 1k

Summary: Harley expects Halloween to pass how it does most years: he watches as many horror movies as he can (usually bad ones) and hands out candy when kids knock on his door. Peter knocks on his door dressed as a vampire, and the night goes kind of differently. He doesn't end up paying so much attention to the horror movies.

Midgardian Costums (ao3) - Ruquas bruce/thor G, 516

Summary: While many Midgardian customs were strange, Thor found this one was one of the more wonderful ones.

The Lexa to my Clarke (ao3) - angstydisaster yelena/kate T, 2k

Summary: College AU where Yelena attends a Halloween party, dressed up as Clarke Griffin, and keeps getting told that her girlfriend has arrived? But she doesn't have a girlfriend? What are they talking about?

Tis Just a Fright (ao3) - Anonymous G, 671

Summary: Tony takes his sons to the Halloween Fair.

Trick or treating (myself to you) (ao3) - butter_boi tony/stephen E, 1k

Summary: I find a bottom Stephen underappreciated. Yes, I know it is July, but I made a Halloween Ironstrange fanfiction anyway. And why not put Stephen in a nurse costume with an incredibly horny Tony? First time writing an actual story, so I hope this goes well. Enjoy the chaos.

[the-tigr0u]

【𝐾𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑜 𝑆𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟】

♔〘IƊƐƝƬIƬƳ   RҼƇƠRƊ〙♔

F U L L  N A M E

-Klaro Adam Sliver-

N I C K N A M E S

-Ghost-  

-Phantom-

N A T I O N A L I T Y

-Canadian-

G E N D E R

-Man-

S P E C I E S

-Human-

-Has an avatar, based on Snow Na’vis-

A G E

-34 y.o.-

B I R T H D A Y

-29 of April-  

A S T R O L O G I C A L  S I G N

-♈︎ Aries ♈︎-  

F A M I L Y

-Adam Sliver (Father)-

-Brooke Sliver (Mother)-

-Klara Sliver (Twin sister)-

R E L A T I O N S H I P  S T A T U T

-Single-

-Easy to access as a sex-friend-

-Needs more time for a serious relationship-

P R O F E S S I O N A L  S T A T U T-

-Got out of prison after 8 years of imprisonment, between the ages of 20 and 28-

-Having difficulty finding work, he joined the army for the colony program on Pandora-

-At the end, he decided to help the native tribes after he discovered the practices of the army-

-Today he’s part of a group of anti-military resistance fighters who are trying to help the tribes of the Snow Na'vis-

-He recently became the boss of this anti-military group-

"-  I c e  k e e p  p o u r i n '  a n d  t h e  d r i n k  k e e p  f l o w i n '  -

-  T r y  t o  b r u s h  i t  o f f  b u t  i t  k e e p  o n  g o i n '  -

-  C o v e r e d  i n  s c a r s  a n d  I  c a n ' t  h e l p  s h o w i n '  -

-  W h i p p i n '  i n  t h e  f o r e i g n  a n d  t h e  t e a r s  k e e p  b l o w i n '  -

♔〘ƤӇƳƧƖƢƲЄ〙♔

H A I R

-Black-

-Shaved on the sides-

-Tied in a ponytail-

-His avatar has braided hair, but with the same haircut-

E Y E S

-Brown-

-Deep and piercing gaze-

-His avatar has very light and very pale blue eyes-

S K I N

-Pale and matte-

-His avatar has white skin with very light blue stripes-

H E I G H T

-1m88 (6,1 ft.)-  

-His avatar is around 3m (9.8 ft.)-

W E I G H T

-88 kg (194 lbs.)-  

-His avatar weighs about 172kg (379 lbs.)-

C O R P U L E N C E

-Muscular-

-Tall-

-Well built-

S C A R S / M A R K S

-Hands covered with scars-

-Scar on the left calf, because of a dog bite-  

T A T O O S

-Wings in the back-  

-Wing under his right ear-

-Cross under his left ear-

-Arrow on the edge of his right hand-

P I E R C I N G S

-Labret-

-2 Industrial on the left-

-Lobe from both sides-

-4 Helix on the left-

-3 Helix on the right-

-Conch on the right-

-Snug on the right-

-Arcade on the left-

C L O T H I N G  S T Y L E

-Classical and relaxed, shirts, pants and jeans-

-Costumes with a tie for great occasions, usually with the jacket on his shoulder-

-Likes to wear atypical clothes, such as corset-jackets, croc-tops, etc-

"-  I ' m  a  g h o s t  -

-  N o w  y o u  s e e  m e ,  n o w  y o u  d o n ' t  -"

♔〘ƤՏƳƇӇƠlƠƓƳ〙♔

S E X U A L I T Y

-Pansexual-

P E R S O N A L I T Y

-Refuse to get dominated-

-Franc, he doesn’t hesitated to say things as they truly are-

-Can easily become vulgar-

-Clear and direct-

-Provocative and playful-

-Clever, even though he mostly uses his muscles, he’s far from being an idiot-

-Can be serious and compassionate-

-Once you get to know, and if he likes you back, he’s a very nice guy-

-Can become violent, usually punch before talking-

-Can be a real b-word if he doesn’t like-

-Caring and attentive-

-Seductive, but always respectfully-

F E A R S

-Agoraphobia (Fear of not being able to move anymore)-

-Cynophobia (Fear of the dogs)-

-Claustrophobia (Fear of tiny spaces)-

P A S S I O N S

-To sing and music-

-To play guitar-

-To travel-

-To cook-

L I K E S

- Music - Cat - Forests and mountains - Sex - Enjoy his life - To sing- To fight - Action and adventure movies - See/Find legendart artifacts -

D I S L I K E

- Strenght inequality - Lack of respect - To be held when he wants to figt - Not doing anything when something needs to be done - Cowards using people around them to survive - Cinnamon - Dogs -  

C I G A R E T T E

-Yes-

D R U G S

-No-

A L C O H O L

-Yes-

"-  T h e y  s a i d  I  w o u l d n ' t  m a k e  i t  o u t  a l i v e  -

-  T h e y  t o l d  m e  I  w o u l d  n e v e r  s e e  t h e  r i s e  -

-  T h a t ' s  w h y  I  g o t t a  k i l l  ' e m  e v e r y  t i m e  -"

♔〘ƠƬӇҼRՏ〙♔

E X T R A S

-He’s still learning Na'vi, his level is pretty good-

-He rides a white Thanator, calle Onyx-

-His avatar is based on the Snow Na'vis-

-The skin of his avatar is naturally thicker and more resistant, because the Snow Na'vi have thicker skin to counter the cold-

-Snow Na'vis have naturally stronger legs and feet, but also less sensitive, which allows them to cover long distances quickly, even in the snow-

-Klaro has jewelry that forms claws, widely used by the Snow Na'vis to climb ice and slippery surfaces-

-His tail is shorter, like the other Snow Na'vis-

-He is a fan of YUNGBLUD and Machine Gun Kelly-

-His voice : Jonathan Young-

-His avatar : Mitchell Wick-

P O S S I B L E  S C E N A R I O S

-Klaro can end up in the forest areas or ocean areas of the first two films, depending of the context-

-Can welcome newcomers to their anti-military group-

-It is possible that Ciara is part of the RP, the two arrived together on Pandora and are very close-

O T H E R  P O S S I B L E  R E L A T I O N S H I P S

-Jake Sully-

-Brotherhood, often conflictual-

-Neytiri-

-Close friend, brotherhood, partners in fight-

-Neteyam-

-Good friends, protection-

-Lo'ak-

-Brotherhood, protection, confidant-

-Kiri & Tuk'tirey-

-Protection, playmates-

-Miles Rick Quaritch-

-Enemies, confrontational, intimidation-

P L A Y L I S T

F U L L  P L A Y L I S T  H E R E

[toiletology]

The cats MEOW

The famous "M" on the tabby cat. Is it just a random m-ar-KING or was it placed there by GOD to give you a clue to the real nature of reality?

Luckily for you my name is MATT and I am the king of the cats so I already know answer.

M = 13th letter or 1+3 = 4. There are 4 lines in the letter M.

Why is that important? Well my dear Watson M represents TIME or ME/WE (turn the e = mm).

The M has 4 lines or 11:11 which can also be read as 77:77.

Like I've written in my previous blogs heaven and hell exist now ALL around you.

There are 49 degrees in HELL (TT/77/LL) and 49 degrees in heaven.

HELL on a calculator spells out 4377 or 777 (43 or 34 is also 17+17).

17 = GOD

G = 7 O = 6 D = 4 Add it up = 17

To escape hell you must dial "key" or "halo" on a phones keypad (not literally, its just a clue numbskull).

To get your CROW/N 🐦‍⬛ you must find the 73 or the 777 LUCK .

T (top) = 7 (luck) or L (low)

T > UR > KEY 🦃 (DUH!).

The t is a cross or two lines intersecting and X marks the spot! (jackass ;)

TT = Pi or a doorway/portal/wormhole out of the MATrix.

This universe (you <> aNd <> eye) that we all live in is GODS beaver dam. Gods creative power is always flowing like an endless river. This universe became Gods solution to slow their flow into a less chaotic random mess.

The 7 or T is your key to escape (1/7 to be exact). You gotta split the red sea/see (C light).

And the color GREEN = 49.

To pay your respects "F" you must plant your FLAG.

"grace" = 34 (Ordinal) or 17 + 17.

A ladybug is red 🐞which can mean luck or it can mean stop 🛑 or something bad.

The color "RED" can be both a sCARy color or a color that can be beautiful like a rose or painted lips.

"red" = 27 (Ordinal) or two sevens (49)

The first color of the light spectrum is RED and there are 7 colors to the rainbow. You need to FEEL the colors more so than see them.

The same goes true for LETTERS and NUMBERS they are all sentient and the way (way = mat) GOD will speak to you.

To unlock the secrets of the 11:11 (77:77) or the M box you must learn to SEE, HEAR, FEEL on an extremely DEEP level. The FORCE is real, but you can't FORCE it, you must allow GOD to FLOW through you naturally and AUTHENTICALLY.

M = A but how?

M = 4

A = 4 (A represents Apple, Compass, Illusion, Eye, AH)

FORMAT > 4 M@ (@ = AT/Compass, apple, AH, eye, illusion)

A, I, O are interchangeable. The MOT/HER can also be MAT.

HER/MIT ;)

M = IT (I = 1, T = 7) S/HE IS THE EVENING, S/HE IS EVE! The Porcelain Goddess, you must keep the queen clean!

This reality is a holo-fractal clock and works on time. You escape the MATrix by improving your TIMING. The apple is the illusion, the mirrors represent positive (love) or negative (fear).

🪞🍎🪞

Snake = Ground/Gravity/Pain/Fear/Devil

SNAKE or S is the SIX/6 🐍 the 6 is the BUG 🐞the devil is just a ladybug, but the bug grows stronger the more you feed IT.

The S can also be read as an M (flip it around) you must learn to transmute the chaos into order.

SNAKE PLISSKEN = SNAKE LISTEN or SNAKE IS IN, L is IN. (Combine the L with the I = LI = U now re-read it US IN, the P is just a tongue but can be a lower b p and the one true God is the QUEEN BEE 🐝)

The snake can be both good or bad and everything in-between. To interpret the SIX takes practice. It can be a sign you are getting SICK or more BUGGED. The 6 can be the HOOK of the devil bringing you down low. But don't forget JESUS was also a fisherman and that HOOK can also bring you up which can become a 9.

Nine = N (look at the letter it is two sevens/77).

So are you in (R-U-N) or are you Not? The seven can bring you UP or it can bring you 7/Low.

Don't get trapped by heLLs Ls you must increase your L/7/T/luck. The 7 is how you escape the CUBE (6 sides 8 corners its missing the 7).

What is 17+17? 34 What is 34+34? 68

What is 49+49? 98

There are 49 degrees to he77, and 49 degrees to heaven.

"heaven" = 107 (Reverse)

0 is the finally degree or the O or your way OUT (two/11). Read OUT backwards it is TOU/TWO or the 11 or 77. Are you starting to get it now?

37 (777), 77 (49) to escape the cube/chessboard you need the 77s.

The queen in chess is the strongest and luckiest piece and she moves 27 squares or two sevens and crosses seven 3 times. There are 64 squares on a chessboard or two 8s. (49/64). 8 = ate/eat/eight.

8 = 1 + 7, there are 17 chromosome pairs in the APPLE, @, A.

ATE = MAT (turn the E)

M can be read as a 3 or a 13 (1+3 = 4) or 3 & 4 (17+17). To escape the MATrix you must become a bee 🐝🍯and GOD is the Queen Bee.

"queen bee" = 34 (Chaldean) "queen" = 27 (Keypad) "queen" = 21 (Septenary) 7+7+7 "queen" = 73 (Reverse) "bee" = 8 (Keypad) "be" = 7 (Ordinal) "be" = 7 (Septenary) "be" = 7 (Chaldean) "heart" = 52 (Ordinal) "heart" = 17 (Chaldean) "hear" = 17 (Septenary) "feel" = 17 (Reverse Reduction) "sing" = 49 (Ordinal) "sing" = 21 (Keypad) "hymm" = 49 (Reverse) "humble" = 28 (Keypad) "God" = 17 (Reduction) "lord" = 49 (Ordinal) "lord" = 21 (Keypad) "goddess" = 73 (Ordinal) "goddess" = 34 (Septenary) "goddess" = 33 (Keypad) "goddess" = 28 (Reduction)

GEMATRIA = MATs AIR EGG, yep we are ALL (ATT) floating on MATTs EGG. You sleep on MATTress everynight, you get married in MATrimony, you give birth MATernity, we are all MATTer. To escape the MATrix you need to understand the MATh. I can only show you the door = MAT you must walk through it.

M I A = MATT, split the i or eye (I AM <> MATT).

The true name of GOD is both MOT/or/CAR or MATT and KARMA.

M = OT or M = OUT. K = A (turn it) E = M (turn it) Y = T (turn it)

"key" = 17 (Keypad) "mat" = 7 (Reduction) "mat" = 34 (Ordinal) "matt karma" = 98 (Ordinal) "matt karma" = 27 (Septenary) "matt karma" = 46 (Keypad) "matt karma" = 64 (Reverse Reduction) "matt cara" = 77 (Ordinal) "matt cara" = 37 (Keypad) "matthew bennett walker cara jocelyn delevingne" = 444 (Ordinal) "matthew bennett walker" = 111 (Reverse Reduction) "cara Jocelyn delevingne" = 111 (Reverse Reduction)

This reality functions on TIME (it me), time acts as the walls or prison bars to this reality.

The M is one of the keys out. You must learn to FEEL and move the letters and numbers around in your mind like a Rubik's cube to decode it on the fly. You can't take letters or numbers at face value because they can become distorted by your disharmony or interpretation of them. God speaks many layers deep, so you can't rely on your brain only the FEELING combined with your knowledge of Toiletology.

Like I said before a 6/six could be making you sick, or it can be making you SICK as in a bad ass.

Feeling confused yet? F = EEL or ILL which is a word that can mean sick or you're sick with it.

F can also mean RESPECT or represent a FLAG. It takes time to be able to interpret these "codes" or "errors" that's exactly what it is. GOD made us perfect in their image, except that we are ALL kind of BUGGY.

"buggy" = 27 (Keypad) "buggy" = 73 (Reverse) "bug" = 14 (Keypad)

To escape the MATrix or MOT you need to start noticing your "glitches", "bugs", "errors", "typos", "mistakes", and "accidents."

GOD speaks to US and gives us clues on how to FIND them through these error correcting codes. We aren't in a simulation but it does operate like a computer the way God designed it. Our glitchy programming is the backdoor to escape hell into heaven. I have discovered this (with my cosmic sisters help of course) this backdoor and the door = mat.

Not only is there programming in the underlying fabric of reality which is completely undetectable (until now). God designed reality like a video game. And just like a video game there are cheat codes.

It is possible to escape this holo-fractal MATrix through a backdoor and the door = 17

"backdoor" = 33 (Reduction) "backdoor" = 69 (Ordinal) "doormat" = 86 (Ordinal) or 98/68 half of 86 = 43, half of 68 = 34, half of 98 = 49. 86 = 8 + 6 = 14 (two seven), 9 + 8 = 17

M = 11:11 or 4 lines, 4 = A /@/apple or the WIZARD OF AHHHHHS.

THATS A TYPO, YEAH RIGHT MAN! Your name goes through like 17 computers a day.

"orwell" = 77 (Reverse)

T = UR = KEY

The "T" can be read as a 7 or an L or a T.

Getting confused yet? Like I keep saying it works on FEEL and to FEEL the FORCE takes practice.

You can't level up your skills or find GOD without LOCKing/LUCKing onto GODS signal and that signal = 17.

"frequency" = 37 (Septenary)or 777

You gotta find that LUCK/7UCK/TUCK to escape the MATrix to break your NPC/A.I programming.

There are a couple KEYS you must learn to use to escape the door TT 17 (77) that's the doorway and the door = mat and the way is (mat).

A double sided tuning fork is exactly what we humans are. There are 7 chakras in the human body.

"tuning" = 77 (Reverse) "tuning" = 27 (Septenary) "tune" = 21 (Reverse Reduction) "chakras" = 17 (Chaldean) "chakras" = 128 (Reverse) half of which is 64. "chakra" = 14 (Chaldean)

Gematria can help with your belief, but you shouldn't rely on it for your all answers. Gematria can be pretty spammy and not that helpful, so I try to keep it to a minimal.

"answers" = 27 (Reduction) "answer" = 37 (Reverse Reduction) "answer" = 34 (Keypad)

Leonardo Da Vincis Vitruvian Man displays 4 arms and 4 legs or 8 (1+7).

An interesting aspect of the human body is when you raise your arms above your head it creates a U and your legs create an N (n) shape like the tuning fork.

Now I repeat the question r U n or are you out of tune?

A you (U) can be an UP or a C (see) or UNDER like a DUD.

Just like an N can mean in, or n (no), or a Z/N (snooze alert zzzz), the N can be many things some good, some bad and some in-between.

The answer = ans (a = 1, n = 5, s = 1) Whats that spell? 7 ANS = NAS N = nothing, A = anything, S = something

Good people get something, shitty people get nothing and ANGELS get anything. A = 4 N = 77 S = 6

7 x 11 = 77 or 49

ELEVEN <> ELVEN <> EVE

11 = 77

The N is another key you must learn to use to escape the black cube of Saturn's HEX/agon (6).

[stabbykiri]

bc gilmore's in this batch of episodes again, another shout out to matt for all these years being like NO. GILMORE IS FAT AND HES SEXY.

[malfoysstilinski]

A-Z Fluff | DRACO MALFOY

MASTERLIST

A = Attractive (What do they find attractive about the other?)

At first, Draco hated the way you stood up to him since he liked to feel in control of everything and everybody, but it quickly became one of his favourite things about you. 

B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?)

 Draco didn’t grow up in the most loving or accepting of households so he’s worried he won’t be a good father. However, he knows that one day he wants to learn how to be one with you. 

C = Cuddle (How do they cuddle?)

Draco loves to hold you close to his chest. He loves to wrap his arms around your frame and tug you as close as possible, your face nuzzling into his neck where you can smell his cologne and he can stroke his fingers through your hair or trace patterns down your back, sure that you aren’t going anywhere anytime soon. 

D = Dates (What are dates with them like?)

Draco would be the best date planner, though he would never admit it. He’d try and do something with you every weekend at Hogsmeade, but also, every once in a while he would set up picnics or show you his favourite quiet spots. You spent most Friday evenings at the Astronomy Tower. He loved to make you blush and spoil you with dates. Also there would be a lot of study dates in the library, tucked away from everybody else. 

E = Everything (You are my ___ e.g my life, my world...)

When Draco said you were his everything he meant it. After falling in love with you, he wasn’t sure how he’d lived comfortably before. He was sure that if he were to ever lose you then that would be it-- nothing would matter anymore. 

F = Feelings (When did they know they were in love?) 

Draco knew he had fallen in love with you when he took you to the Yule Ball and you’d ended up dancing with each other even when the band had packed up and left. Looking down at you in his arms, Draco realised that he wouldn’t do this for anybody else-- it must be love. 

G = Gentle (Are they gentle? If so, how?) 

Draco would be surprisingly gentle when it was just the two of you. He didn’t have to live up to any expectations. He treated you like a princess, never grabbing you too hard or raising his voice at you. Draco would always deny it, but he was a softie for you. 

H = Hand/hold (How do they like to hold? How do they like to hold hands?) 

Draco likes to hold your hand wherever you are. It’s a subtle reminder to others that the two of you are together and he loves to feel close to you all the time. His lanky fingers would intertwine with yours and he’d offer reassuring squeezes whenever necessary, or if you had zoned out. 

I = Impressions (First impressions) 

It was on the train to Hogwarts during your first year. Draco looks down at everybody, but when he first met you he couldn’t help but think you were beautiful. He was bitter towards you at first because of it-- a typical eleven year old. 

J = Joker (Are they into pranks?)

Not really. Draco was never one to partake in pranks himself, growing up being told off for such things. He’d rather use his words on anybody else. However, when you did a prank on him, at first he’d be startled, but he’d quickly laugh and scoop you up into a hug, shaking his head in amusement-- so long as the pranks never went too far. 

K = Kisses (How do they kiss?)

Draco is a slow, passionate kisser. He likes to keep a hand on your neck or cup the back of your head, bringing you close and reminding you you’re his. Depending on the mood, his kisses could be rougher and unapologetic, but in public, he sticks to a kiss on the forehead or the cheek. 

L = Little things (What little things do they notice/love?)

Draco notices that you like to fiddle with the Slytherin ring on his finger. He pretends not to notice as he sits and talks with his friends and he puts his hand on your lap more often, silently encouraging you to do so. When he feels it slip off his finger, he’ll turn and watch you experiment with the ring on your own finger for a few seconds before placing it back and fiddling again. He loves it. 

M = Memory (Their favourite memory together)

Draco’s favourite memory of the two of you is during your sixth year. He’d been stressed about Dumbledore and fixing the cabinet, without telling you. You’d dragged him to Hogsmeade and the two of you drank Butterbeer at the Three Broomsticks. He was still feeling quite low as you left, but you’d hurtled a snowball at his back, starting a snowball fight that meant he felt like a child again for a little bit. It had ended with you tackling him into the snow, lips pressed together and giggling. That memory was one of the only ones that made him smile when he thought back on his sixth year at Hogwarts. 

N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?)

Draco spoilt you all the time. No matter how much you insisted he didn’t need to, it was one of the only ways he knew how to show affection. Slowly he learnt that you appreciated just being with him more than you did the expensive gifts, but that didn’t mean he didn’t like to treat you to whatever your eyes may wander towards at Hogsmeade every now and then. 

O= Orange (What color reminds them of their other half?)

Your house colour. When he sees it he thinks of you in your robes and tie and can’t help but smile a little. 

P= Pet names (What pet names do they use?)

Darling. Draco likes how sweet it is and he can call you it in front of your friends without it being too intimate. 

Q= Questions (What are the questions they’re always asking?)

Draco would never admit it but he’s quite an insecure person, especially about you finding somebody better than him and leaving him. He’ll always ask if he did something wrong if you’re upset one day, even when it has nothing to do with him. 

R= Remember (Their favorite memory of each other.)

His favourite memory of you is when you took him to your home for a few days over the summer holidays. He loved watching your face light up as you showed him around your bedroom, picking up your belongings and telling him the stories behind them. He learnt so much about you that day. 

S= Sad (How do they cheer themselves/ each other up.)

Draco doesn’t like to admit when he’s sad. He’ll distance himself for a little bit before he feels like he can come back to you and you hold him instead of him holding you, running your fingers through his hair. When you’re sad, Draco is quick to do the same for you, wrapping you in hugs and offering to hex whoever made you so upset. 

T= Talking (What do they love to talk about?)

The future. Draco tries to be realistic about the future, but he can’t help but love the way you often describe an even better one. He lays awake at night and thinks about your conversations, wishing that one day they’d come true. 

U= Universe (Use a metaphor, what are they to each other? (e.g he was the universe, ever-changing and mysterious.))

You were his lighthouse. You guided him home and gave him light where he felt there was only danger and darkness. He needed you more than anything. 

V= Very (___ their thoughts about each other. (e.g. she’s very smart, he’s very stubborn, they’re very annoying. etc.)

Draco thought you were very passionate. He hated when someone put you down for speaking excitedly about something--  in fact, nothing made him angrier. 

W= Why (Reasons why they love each other.)

You gave Draco a choice and made him feel like he had somebody on his side unconditionally. 

X= Xylophone (What’s their song?)

As the world caves in-- Matt Maltese 

Y= You (The ___ to my ___ (e.g the cookies to my milk, the macaroni to my cheese.))

You’re the words to his story. You made him a better person. 

Z= Zebra (If they wanted a pet, what pet would they get?)

You would plead for a dog and Draco would, of course, give in and get you one. He would fall in love with the dog too after a while 

[angelyuji]

Matthew Murdock Yandere Headcanons

Matt Murdock x Reader

tw // kidnapping, stalking, yandere, bad grammar

im gonna make this as gender neutral becuz matt murdock is bisexual and you can’t tell me otherwise

·         o m g im so in love with matt murdock

·         anyway

·         hes blind, but like all of his scenes are heightened :o

·         so he knows e v e r y t h i n g

·         he knows what u ate, where you are, if ur lying, literally everything

·         lets say you’ve literally never met the guy before well not officially

·         you were at josie’s and the blind man needed help getting around, so you, as drunk as you were, helped him

·         while also talking about ur life and everything until your friends showed up

·         anyway, you probably don’t remember anything, but he remembers you

·         how kind you are, your family, your friends, how you help anyone that needs it, and hes literally obsessed

·         so he stalks you

·         makes sure his patrol route always passes your house

·         or watches you as you travel everywhere

·         whenever he’s matt murdock regular blind guy, he’s always near where you are

·         ur walking down a street on your way to lunch, matt’s walking a couple feet behind mixed with the crowd, listening to your footsteps and ur heartbeat

·         its very unlikely that he’ll try to ask you out or some sort becuz

·         “im daredevil and my life is dangerous and scary and i can’t have you risk ur life” aka hero complex

·         but if something does happen like one of his enemies find out that daredevil has been stalking a certain y/n l/n, he’ll have to keep you safe

·         he has two tactics:

·         1. matt falls or something in front of you as you walk home. you help him and he pretends to sprain his ankle, so you HAVE to help him to his apartment :( if ur as sweet and naïve as he thinks, you’ll help him inside, get him seated and as you go get water BAM he’s knocked you out to tie up in his bedroom.

·         2. if by some reason, youre smart and you know not to enter a stranger’s home, he’ll stalk you as daredevil and grab you when no one’s looking. one minute you’re walking to your apartment at 9 pm and the other, youre knocked out and in the hands of the devil of hell’s kitchen.

this was kinda short so ill write more if asked becuz (if you couldn’t tell) im literally so in love with him SOB

[saffronwritings]

C L U M S Y | S H I N S O U - P.2

S H I N S O U | P A R T  T W O 

[Part One]

C L U M Y  M A S T E R L I S T

Word Count: 3.7k

A/N: As of 4/22/21 I have updated the first part of this series for Shinsou, I made some adjustments as I noticed some bigger plot holes. Please go give that a read if you read the first part already before. 

Shinsou had severely underestimated how hard Aizawa was going to be training him. Everyday it seemed like his body found new places to hurt and joints he didn’t know existed ached. After being pinned to the training mat once again, Shinsou let out a defeated sigh. “Get up.” Aizawa commanded him after releasing the hold he had on him, moving away from the defeated student. “You are never going to get better if you don’t train yourself at your fullest potential.” Aizawa spat at him harshly. “You won’t be able to protect citizens, colleagues, or even your loved ones if you just take the brunt force and never get back up.” 

Shinsou laid there a moment more, thinking over his words. Shinsou didn’t really have friends, all besides that annoying blonde buzzing idiot in class 1A. They were mere acquaintances and Shinsou barely paid him any mind, however, the boy was surely convinced he was friends with Shinsou. That, and Shinsou didn’t really mind his presence all that much. After the sports festival, it seemed that Kaminari was determined to befriend Shinsou. Sitting with him during lunch period, finding him and bothering him while walking back to Heights Alliance after school. Eventually Shinsou caved and gave the energetic boy his number and he practically texted him every day. Being stupid memes or asking for help when mid-terms had come around.  

When it came to family, he didn’t really rely on much from his deadbeat father and his emotionally distant mother. Even though he wanted nothing more to become a hero, did he even have the drive to save people he didn’t care about? That’s when his one and only motivator popped into his head. You. Through every hardship, every bully that had taunted him for his quirk, when he was put into the general studies class, even when he lost at the sports festival. You had always been there for him, and he would be damned to let you down. 

Aizawa felt the shift in energy when Shinsou had risen from the matt. The boy looked beaten to hell and probably felt even worse. However, he got in the stance that Aizawa had taught him and readied himself for impact. “Are you sure you want to continue?” Aizawa asked with squinted eyes. It had only been a week, but Aizawa could tell the boy was getting worn down. He was not used to this kind of training, being a part of the general studies course. The boy had been done wrong when he had not been put in either Hero course, however, with his lack of drive up until recently, the boy had not put in any extra training himself. 

“I’m more than sure.” He rasped out, his breathing uneasy but for once, his eyes filled with determination. “Let’s continue then.”

. . .

Aizawa had been summoned to this staff meeting by principal Nezu, along with a few of the other teachers that made up the staff of UA. He had sat himself next to Present Mic, even though he knew the repercussions of potentially sitting next to him. “How’s it hanging, Eraser Head?” The loud blonde shouted, gaining the attention of the rest of the faculty in the room. “Shut up, Mic.” He answered, rubbing his temples from the oncoming headache he felt building. Though, he really picked the only seat that wouldn’t drive him absolutely mad. There was an empty seat next to Midnight, and one next to Almight. He had to choose his battle of whether to be annoyed by Almight or Mic and the choice was easy.

Finally after what felt like a dragging twenty minutes, Principal Nezu had entered the room and the staff had quieted down. “Good afternoon, I am glad that all of you have joined me today. This meeting is about the potential moving of students from their current classes to either one of the hero courses.” Nezu stated, making Aizawa sigh in defeat. Great, another student for him to have to look after potentially. Didn’t he have to deal with enough with the troublesome class he already had? From villain attacks, to one of his students being kidnapped, it felt like Aizawa could not catch a break.

If he were lucky enough, the students would be advised to join Sekijiro’s class and leave Aizawa to just tend to the students he had. “However, as we know, most of the general studies students usually don’t get the hero training they need. So we need volunteers to mentor these select students and if their training proves their abilities to join one of the hero courses, we will place them in either class.” Nezu continued. There was no way that Aizawa was going to take on a mentor. He was already swamped with teaching his own class, having to watch over 1-A’s dorms over in Heights Alliance. Just the thought of taking on more work made Aizawa yawn. 

Thankfully, throughout the slideshow that was presented on a projector, most of the students were taken on by other staff members. None had really caught Aizawa’s attention or really stood out to him. That is, until Shinsou Hitoshi had appeared on the screen. “The boy with the brain-washing quirk?” He overheard the other teachers whispering. He remembered him going against Midoriya in the sport festival and how much he had improved after. He trained minimally with his other classmates in the general studies class. Aizawa had kept his eye out for the boy. Not just from seeing him fight his own students in the sports festival, but also because if he was right, this was the boy that his own daughter was dating.

Aizawa quickly took out his phone and scrolled through him and his daughter’s messages. After scrolling through their many messages, he found the picture he was looking for. A picture of her and the boy sitting together in a grassy field, her smiling and him with a blank expression and a peace sign. He looked back and forth from the picture and the one on the overhead projector. That was definitely the boy that was seeing his dear daughter. Aizawa didn’t hear a word that Nezu was saying about the student. However, when Nezu asked if there were any available teachers willing to train the boy, the room was quiet. 

That was, until Aizawa pushed his chair out with a dejected sigh and stood up with his hand raised. This made the other teachers stop talking and turn towards him. “I’ll take him on.” Aizawa said in a very even monotone. This was definitely a conflict of interest and if Nezu ever found out, then he would definitely be in a lot of trouble. However, if there was going to be anyone to train the boy who was seeing his daughter, it was going to be him. Making sure he was strong enough to always defend her. 

“Are you sure, Mr. Aizawa? I know you are already preoccupied with your teachings of class 1A and watching over their dorms.” Nezu asked with an eyebrow quirked at him. “I’ve seen his potential. He needs a strict teacher to help him really use his quirk to its best extent. Plus, I could use a good mentoring session after having to deal with all the brats in 1-A.” Aizawa yawned, before sitting back down. Principal Nezu nodded his head in agreement. “Alright then! Mr. Aizawa will be mentoring young Shinsou Hitoshi. We have one more student left I’d like the remaining staff to take into consideration.” Nezu continued on.

Although, he knew that the staff room was still in shock that Aizawa had taken on a mentoring position. It had been a long time since Aizawa had taken on a mentor if he had at all. He couldn’t remember if he had. “Okay, who are you and what have you done with Shouta Aizawa?” Present Mic whispered to him. “What are you babbling on about?” Aizawa asked in an annoyed tone. “I don’t think you have ever taken on a mentor. You always deny taking on any student since you see it as a waste of time.” Hizashi pushed, raising his eyebrow at the tired Aizawa. “Maybe it’s time to shake things up.” Aizawa said with a tone of sarcasm in his voice.

Except he was anything but joking. Hizashi wasn’t as dumb as he let on, and he knew Aizawa better than anyone in the room. He would later confront the tired teacher about the risks of taking on Shinsou as his mentor. However, Aizawa already knew these repercussions and even though his decision was hasty, he was set on his decision. The easiest part about hiding the fact that he was mentoring his daughter’s boyfriend, was the fact that he and his daughter did not share the same last name. 

That and his daughter seemed to avoid telling people about him. It didn’t hurt him, he almost preferred it to be that way. Being a well-known Pro-Hero he always worried about the safety of his daughter. He was afraid of people using her to get close enough to hurt not only her, but him as well. He never wanted his fame to sway his daughter’s friendships or future relationships. He had joked about meeting this boyfriend of hers but at the same time, he was glad that she was taking her time with it. 

Hizashi had once again warned Shota about how it could not only interfere with his teaching, but his relationship with his daughter. He knew his daughter would understand if he told her he was only training him to make him stronger for her. To have him be able to protect her in a way that Aizawa couldn’t. If it had ever become a subject of debate for them later, he would explain himself to her. He knew his relationship with his daughter was strong. However, he too worried that maybe this would eventually affect his relationship with her. 

…

It had been a few weeks since the last time you had seen Hitoshi in person. You were happily cheering for him on the sidelines, but you were also missing him. The both of you knew that this wasn’t going to be an easy process for either of you. It felt like the relationship was growing very one sided to you, with the very little interaction he was giving you. The few texts that you received from the tired boy were good morning and good night texts, and occasionally asking you how school was going. You also didn’t want to be overly clingy and blow his phone up when you knew he was working hard. He had offhandedly mentioned how his training had been very intense and that he felt pain in joints he didn’t know existed.

You always encouraged him to take baths to help ease the pain he was feeling, or to make sure he was stretching properly. He made sure to let you know that he was doing everything properly, it was just a lot more work than he was used to. “I have a complete disadvantage of being so behind on both hero courses. My teacher is doing his best to make sure I’m prepared for when I get tested to potentially join one of the hero classes. It’s just tiring is all, but I promise you, I’m doing my best for both of us.” He had told you during one of your now rare video calls after his training. 

Shinsou had known that he wasn’t being very active in chatting with you, and it tore him up inside, but he had to keep his focus on what he wanted. He wanted nothing more than to become a hero. The two of you had scheduled to see each other after school when you were both free. You sat patiently at the park you two had always met at. Swinging your feet anxiously on the bench, almost bouncing in excitement to see Hitoshi. You checked your phone for the time, noting that it was 3:15 p.m. and that you had been a bit early. 

[3:15 p.m.] y/n: Hey Toshi! I’m in our usual meeting spot! I can’t wait to see you today :)

You quickly shot him the text, smiling like a dork to yourself. However, when a half an hour had passed and you hadn’t even heard from Hitoshi, you began to worry. A frown settled itself onto your face as you pulled up his contact information. You hit the call button and you were quickly sent to voicemail. You left a quick voicemail, saying you were just worried since he hadn’t texted you. You also decided to shoot him a text.

[3:45 p.m.] y/n: is everything okay?

You felt anxious with him leaving you by yourself at the park like this. He had always made sure to go straight from the UA campus to the park nearby to meet you. He hated leaving you by yourself with so much villainous activities going on as of lately, especially with the league of villains.

[4:05 p.m.] y/n: Toshi?

[4:30 p.m.] y/n: I’m heading to the train station, I don’t want to get stuck out in the dark. 

You stared at your phone in disbelief that your boyfriend had stood you up as you tried one more time to reach Hitoshi, but once again you were sent to his voicemail. You didn’t bother leaving a voicemail this time and headed towards the train station. On the ride home from the park you couldn’t help but let a few tears escape, because you were extremely disappointed that even though the two of you had made plans, he had wound up standing you up.

When you arrived home, you went straight up to your room, not saying anything to your mother. You flopped on the bed and let the tears you were holding in out. This was a lot harder than you had originally anticipated, but you never thought he would ever stand you up. You sobbed into your pillow, feeling the hurt in your chest from being so let down by the boy you loved. Even though you know he would never do it on purpose, it didn’t make the sting hurt less. 

You had fallen asleep shortly after letting your emotions out, skipping out on dinner. You were woken up by the sound of your phone vibrating loudly. Snapping out of your sleep-like state, you had hoped that it was Hitoshi, but a frown spread across your lips when you saw it was your dad. Sighing, you sat up and declined the call. 

[9:03 p.m.] Y/N: sorry dad, i’m not feeling good. I'll video call you tomorrow after school?

[9:05 p.m.] Dad: hey kiddo, just checking in on you. I will call you when I’m done with my meeting after school, sound good?

[9:07 p.m.] Y/N: sure thing :) love you!

[9:10 p.m.] Dad: love you too kid

You flopped back onto your bed with a sigh, feeling more tired than usual. You had assumed it had been from you crying earlier. However, before you could lull yourself back to sleep, you felt your phone vibrating again. 

[Incoming call: Hitoshi Shinsou]

You quickly hit the accept button and held the phone up to your ear. “Are you not in the mood to video chat?” Was the first thing out of Hitoshi’s mouth when you answered the phone. “I could do better without the attitude, Hitoshi.” You snapped back at him, anger forming in your chest. “I was calling to say goodnight, but if you’re going to yell at me then I guess I’ll just hang up.” His reply left you in shock. “What on earth is going on with you, ‘Toshi? First you completely blow me off today, you didn’t answer my calls or text messages, but when you call, it’s all attitude?” You finally snap, letting all the bottled up emotions you had been feeling today go.

“I got held up with my training-” Hitoshi started to say before you cut him off with a scoff. “Why am I not surprised.” You bitterly stated, trying to not let yourself cry again. You had been blatantly ignored for almost a whole month because of his training. “I’m trying my best here, Y/N.” He had said with what sounded like a frustrated tone. “Are you really? Because to me it feels completely one sided. I want to support you Hitoshi, and I’m trying so hard to keep it together!” You yelled, but before you could even continue he cut you off. “This doesn’t sound like you supporting me!” He yelled back. “You don’t know what it’s like to be pushed to your absolute limits day in and day out!” 

“I get that this is hard for you Hitoshi-” “No! You obviously don’t. I had a feeling this was going to happen and that you weren’t going to support me the whole way through. I need to do this, and if I have to do it alone, then so be it.” Shinsou had snapped, making you freeze in your thoughts. “You don’t mean that.” You whispered, letting the tears fall down your face. “I can’t be hung up on making you happy when I have goals to achieve. We’re done.” Were the last words you heard him speak before he hung up on you. You sat there, completely and utterly in shock with what happened. You clenched your chest, feeling as if someone was ripping your heart out. 

[9:15 p.m.] Y/N: You are such a selfish jerk, Shinsou.

[9:18 p.m.] Toshi: The destination number you are trying to reach is blocked from receiving this message. ## Error - 30004

…

Aizawa was already on high alert when you hadn’t answered his call the night before. You had always made time to chat with him, even on your worst days. For you to claim that you weren’t feeling good was an obvious lie that was making him feel on edge. His students could feel the difference in his attitude, as he was being much more stingy and strict than usual. His advice and criticism for his students was more harsh and louder. He tried to not let his personal life affect his work life, however, there was something that was bothering him about the whole situation. 

He had managed to trudge through the whole day, but was determined to call you before he went to train with Shinsou. He dismissed his students and they left the classroom rather quickly, making comments on their teacher’s odd behavior today. Aizawa had pinched the bridge of his nose and took in a few deep breaths before reaching for his cellphone. He had looked to see he had a missed call from you and immediately dialed your number back. 

“Hey kiddo, everything alright?” Aizawa asked as soon as you picked up the phone. “No.” You croaked out and immediately, Aizawa was on the defense. “Do I need to come pick you up from school?” He asked, ready to beat up any kid who had made you upset. “No. I’m just going through a lot of emotions today.” You told him, sniffling on your end of the phone. “Do you think we can do something together this weekend, if you aren’t working?” You asked sadly and he wanted nothing more than to drop everything he was doing to come to your aid. 

However, he knew if he had abandoned his post at the Heights Alliance dorms he would never hear the end of it from Nezu. “Of course, we can go see a movie if you’d like.” He offered to you, and even though he couldn’t see you, he knew you were nodding. “What’s going on kid, talk to me.” He tried to push you into telling him what was wrong. “You don’t have to, I just want you to know I’m here for you.” He continued, trying to make you feel more comfortable. 

Before you had responded to his question, Hizashi had opened his classroom door and was quickly met with a glare from Shota. “Your daughter?” Hizashi mouthed, nodding to the cellphone in his colleagues hand. Shota had nodded his head and turned his attention back to you. “Hitoshi and I got into a fight.” You started, making Shota stop breathing. “And I’m pretty sure he broke up with me last night over the phone.” You continued, sobbing into what he assumed was your hand. Hizashi had noticed the entire energy in the room shift. 

“Dad, I need you to promise me you won’t do anything. I’m sure he’s just stressed.” You spoke up when you noticed your father had gone silent. “Okay. I promise. Look I have to get to my meeting, but I promise to call you after, okay?” He asked, gritting his teeth. “Okay, I love you.” You choked out, making his heart hurt hearing you so upset. “I love you too, get home safe.” He said before hanging up the phone. Aizawa took a deep breath before storming past Hizashi and headed towards the gym he was training Shinsou at. “Shota, I think you need to take a breather.” Hizashi had tried to say, warning him about what he was about might have consequences. Aizawa was seeing red and there was nothing that was going to stop him from reaching his target.

He whipped the door open to the gym and startled Shinsou greatly. He turned around and saw Aizawa, but noticed immediately the fowl mood that his teacher was in. “Uh, is everything okay, Aizawa-sensei?” Shinsou spoke up, but from the look on his teacher’s face he was going to regret asking. “No. Everything is not okay, but that is no longer your concern. I am revoking your transfer offer and cancelling your entrance exam for the chance to join the hero course.” Aizawa spoke quickly and furiously. The color had drained from Shinsou’s face, his eyes widened in surprise. “Wait, what? But I’ve been working so hard!” Shinsou spoke up, obviously confused from the sudden remark his teacher made.

Aizawa had stalked over to Shinsou and backed him into a corner. “It doesn’t matter how hard you worked! If you think you can go and break my daughter’s heart without consequences then you are sorely mistaken. You are not the hero I thought you could be, especially for Y/N’s sake.” He yelled, making Shinsou stop breathing. Before Shinsou could make any plea to his teacher, Aizawa had walked out of the gym, leaving Shinsou completely shell-shocked. 

“What have I done…” 

(To be continued)

[Part Three]

[snarkwriteswrasslin]

2020 - archived

[18+ advised ] This is going to be long af. I’m going to do my best to put everything - all my writing on this blog, in one goddamn place, but I make no promises, so forgive me in advance. Below the cut is everything I’ve written and posted, for every single wrestler I’ve written for so far.  If its’ not linked, then I haven’t posted it yet or it’s a placeholder. If it’s bolded/has an m out beside it, it is most definitely mature and only meant for a mature (18+) audience. If there’s an asterisk (*) out beside the title, it belongs to or is part of something else that I have on the blog.

If you want to be on the taglist for my writing, you can find that [here]. If you want to know what I write / how often I write and stuff like that, my faq/about post is [here]

adam hangman page | take you home | spring | mature.

adam hangman page | baby fever | winter| mature.

adam hangman page | darlin | summer | mature. 

baron corbin | right now | winter | mature.

darby allin | the sound of silence | spring | mature.

drew mcintyre | somebody watching me | spring | mature.

drew mcintyre | alpha | winter | mature.

ethan carter iii | worship you | winter | mature.

jon moxley | duality| summer | mature.

jon moxley | allnighter | summer | mature.

jungle boy | touch myself | winter | mature.

jungle boy | unnamed as of yet | summer | mature.

kevin owens | morning | summer | mature.

kyle o’reilly | backseats and phone calls | spring | mature.

kyle o’reilly | the quiet game | winter | mature.

mjf | dessert first | winter | mature.

mjf | sweet | summer | mature.

mjf | morningafter | summer | mature.

roman reigns | alpha | winter | mature.

sammy guevara | dirty dancer | winter | suggestive.

sammy guevara | cheater | summer | mature.

trent beretta | blackout | summer | mature.

trent beretta | sneaky | fall | mature.

adam hangman page | whatcha gonna do by hinder | angst / comfort.

adam hangman page | push my buttons [ suggestive] | 

adam hangman page | i’m erasing myself from the narrative | i’m putting myself back into the narrative | may you always be satisfied | the story of tonight. 

adam hangman page | second one to know |  dancing around an open fire | | 

adam hangman page | dreaming of a wedding dress | | 

adam hangman page | the love boat || | 

adam hangman page | sweet cherry pie || that dress is begging to come off [ virgin oc; mature af } 

adam hangman page | | honey on my table suggestive | motion of the ocean - cruise romance au, mature | 

adam hangman page | alone among the couples | 

adam hangman page | im yours - alphaverse au | won’t you stay with me alphaverse au |  bathtub mermaid - alphaverse au/suggestive | 

adam hangman page | she’s a nutcracker | 

adam hangman page | virginia on my mind, angst | fuck you and the horse you rode in on [ an au of what ifs second chapter, holy shit mature]  | | punishment pretty please, goes with wildside/whatifs holy shit mature | pour some sugar on me, mature | | 

baron corbin | everything you can do i can do better | 

baron corbin | follow me | prince not so charming | 

baron corbin | love on the rocks | 

curtis axel | | | boop [  mature ] | be kind rewind [ roommates au, mature ]| 

curtis axel | discount chocolate day | | 

drew gulak thoughts of yesterdays | august rush | lost in your eyes [ suggestive.]

drew gulak | he loves me, he loves you not [ miiild suggestive, alphaverse] | | leave her wild [ suggestive alphaverse..kinda] | 

drew gulak |once upon a dream [ soulmate au] |  starcrossed lovers and other strangers [ suggestive ] |

drew gulak | valentines day episode | 

drew mcintyre | marionette | | just between me and you | 

drew mcintyre | burnt homemade chocolates [ conclusion to my alphaverse short fic, suggestive and fluffy ] | 

edge x ofc x christian | seeds of unrest | 

elias samson | couples costume contest | 

elias samson | waiting on your friends to leave 

ethan carter III | winners remorse | rewrite history [ a retelling of w.r] | |

finn balor | after an endless dream | 

jay white | graveyard smash | punch drunk princess [ vampire au; mature] | it should’ve been you [human version of vampire au]

jeff hardy  | it all started with glow paint [ suggestive; bordering mature ] | 

jeff hardy | do i look lonely |  my lips are up here [suggestive]

jon moxley | hurt me so good | if I loved you less I could talk about it more | can’t find a better man [mature].

jon moxley | bloody valentine | 

jon moxley | your days are numbered | spared but not forgiven | nature adores a virgin [mature]

jon moxley | all the guys want cheerleaders | ps i lo- | no more almosts | warm desert wind | | dark as night [ roommates au / suggestive ] | 

jon moxley | siren song [ soulmate/pirate and siren au | 

jungle boy | sweet boy | 

kyle o’reilly | can I see through you | | death of a bachelor | 

mjf | did you just grab yourself on tv | 

mjf | candy hearts taste like chalk | 

pete dunne | you jump i jump jack | | you can’t win | I’m melting

pete dunne |bitter bite alphaverse au |  aftershocks suggestive |

roderick strong |  trying not to smile | 

roderick strong | kisses like cruelty [suggestive,borderline mature] | | | 

roderick strong | walking the line | put ‘em up | 

roman reigns | patchwork heart | 

roman reigns | slow roasted | 

roman reigns | anorgasmia | 

sami zayn | farmers market | moonbeams on pumpkins

sami zayn | heart and soul |

sami zayn | reflecting light | 

zack ryder | rough rider 

12 Days Of Christmas Masterlist 2020

My entries for the 12 Days of Christmas on both my writing blogs can be found on this post right here.  [ merry christmas clicky ]

Halloween

Thanksgiving

Christmas

New Years

Valentines Day

Other Holidays / Special Occasions

ORIGINAL CHARACTERS I HAVE / USE TO WRITE

original character, Adeline x | 

original character, Kasey x | 

original character, Violet x | 

WRESTLERS ONLY DOWN BELOW

adam hangman page x [m] | x - soft hangman | x -hangman does halloween | x hangman on your first date [ fluffy,suggestive]|  x [soft] | adopting a dog | enemies to lovers | roommates to lovers | softly mature | more halloween hangman | 

buddy murphy x [ mature, sex life] | 

cash wheeler x [ suggestive ] | 

chuck taylor x [soft]| x more soft | 

damien priest x [ mature ] | 

darby allin x[soft] | x [mature] | 

drew gulak x | 

drew mcintyre x [ mature ] | 

eddie kingston x | x | x mature | enemies to lovers | 

elite x celebrating Halloween with the Elite | 

ethan carter iii x [m] | 

finn balor x [ m] | x [m] | 

heath slater x | 

jeff hardy x[m] | sick female!SO [pms mentioned briefly] | 

jon moxley x [m] | x [m] | 

jungle boy x[food/cooking] | x [ actual! jungle boy in love ] | fall softness | 

kenny omega x [ suggestive ] | x | x [halloween] | 

kevin owens x [m] | 

kyle o’reilly x [ mature - werewolf!kyle ] | 

luchasaurus x[mature+soft] | 

marko stunt  x soft and mature | x mature | x soft | x daddy kink of sorts |

matt jackson x [m] | x more m | enemiest to lovers -suggestive | 

nick jackson x [suggestive] | losing a basketball game to you | x mature/soft mix | 

orange cassidy x [lowkey m] | 

Pac x [suggestive fluff] | 

pentagon jr x mature | 

pete dunne x [ mature ] | 

prince devitt x mature | 

ecw era raven x [soft ] | x [m] | x[halloween] | 

roderick strong x [ adopting a kid with ] | 

roman reigns x!HeelRoman, slight nsfw | 

sami callihan x [ music preferences ] | 

trent beretta x [lowkey m] | x [ soft ] | x [ more soft ] | 

tyler breeze x [ enemies to lovers, polyamory hinted at | 

undertaker x [ gender neutral baker / biker taker SO] | 

wardlow x [ m ] | x [m] | x [ soft] | x[ halloween] | x mature | x Christmas with Wardlow | 

AEW;

- adam hangman page [ f s v ] | o i d | c m x | k l | 

- cash wheeler [ i l s ] | [ m o r ] | c s u | 

- chuck taylor [ j m w ] | [ a d l ] | [ c  v ] | i k w | n u x | 

- darby allin [  k o t ] 

- jack evans [ b t h ] | 

- jon moxley [ a k r ] | 

- jungle boy [ d m o ] | 

- matt jackson [ k q w ] |  [ b d e ] | f i o | u y | c j v | 

- mjf [ s k v ] | b m u | 

- nick jackson [ a b g ] | [ m o ] | c i o | 

- orange cassidy [ f h x ] | [ o ] | [ i p v ] | [ k w ]

- pac [ d m x ] | [ i p u ] | [ f o s ] | 

- santana [ a o q ] | 

- trent beretta [ j m u ] | 

- wardlow [ d j w ] | [ k u ] | [ b m r ] | [ a o v ] | c i p | 

WWE NXT;

- chad gable [ b o u ] | 

- damien priest [ d i v ] | 

- drew mcintyre [ b e d ] | i p w | 

- jinder mahal [ g i w ] | 

- roman reigns [ c u m ] | 

- timothy thatcher [ c j y ] | f k | d | 

- tyler breeze [ l x y ] | d j u | 

TNA;

- heath miller [ b e d ] | 

NJPW;

- jay white [ d f k ] | k u m | b j w | 

AEW;

WWE / NXT;

AEW;

WWE / NXT; 

[allandoflimbo]

I C E     P R I N C E S S  ∙ 2

Pairings: Popular Girl!Reader x Outkast!Bucky

Explicit Content - Smut - NO MINORS

w.c: 3,750 

Summary: 

Bucky Barnes is the quiet boy who gets picked on.

The Reader and her friends run with the popular crowd at Stark High.

As the Winter Ball approaches, she is partnered with Bucky Barnes for a class project. They grow close in an inadvertently secret friendship, which later turns into love.

Only catch is…she’s Steve Roger’s ex girlfriend, and before she was partnered up with Bucky, her friends had planned to use and turn Bucky into Stark High’s new it boy to try and get back at Steve; a disgusting bet. 

Another catch: She’s a figure skater at the town’s arena every Tuesday and Thursday nights. Bucky works part time at the rink resurfacing the ice. The other doesn’t know.

Modern AU High School fic - later goes into adulthood.

M A S T E R P A G E - FULL SERIES

Warnings: This story will have a lot of angst, a lot of fluff, a lot of cursing, and a lot of sex. Oral, praise kink, body worship, overstimulation, etc. you know me. There will also be loss of virginity in this.

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P R E V I O U S   C H A P T E R

Coming out of your slumber, you lift your head and quickly feel a sharp sting in your neck. 

Cringing, you bring your hand up to where the pain is and groan. 

Not again.

You knew the pain wasn’t due to your skating. The exertion on your body from the skating wasn’t anything you weren’t already accustomed to. 

You knew what this pain was, you just hadn’t felt it in a while. 

Your finger lingers on the scar on the side of your neck - painful flash backs engulfing you - for a small second longer before you returned back to the present again.

Your alarm was blaring non-stop.

You rubbed the back of your neck and reached for your phone under your second pillow on the side. Hidden in the whites of the blankets, you found your cell and you quickly turned off the alarm, the sound becoming nauseatingly annoying. 

With a heavy sigh, you toss it aside, and swing your legs over the side of your bed.

Today was going to be a slow day and you were thankful for that. The last few months were a bit hard on you and your family, and it felt like a constant whirlwind. 

Sharon and Carol helped you through everything as much as they could. 

You had been friends with them since third grade and you grew up together. But during your Sophomore year, you realized you and your friends were beginning to grow some differences. 

Sharon and Carol still treated school like it was their royal ground, like it was all life had to offer. In middle school and freshman year, you thought it was fun. 

You knew you and your friends were popular, but you were never mean. You were always kind to your classmates. You were reserved, and unfortunately, a little bit of a push over, but it was something you were working on. Sharon and Carol were a little more ditzy than you were, but they had been sweet and they still are at times. 

They were a huge help the last few months, especially. 

But, what turned your reputations from approachable to intimidating was the arrival of Matt Murdock. 

Something changed in your group when he arrived Freshman year. Steve had tried to tell you at first, but you had tried giving Matt the benefit of the doubt, because that’s who you were.

But then you started noticing his influences on your friends, especially the girls. They became mean. You obviously were against it, but you had known them for seven years when the changed happened, and now you’ve known them for ten years. You grew up together and they never abandoned you.

The other girls at school now were intimidated by you and you hated it because you weren’t like that. 

You attempted to speak to Carol and Sharon many times about it, you even considered leaving them behind, but it was the friendship between them, you, and your now passed brother that made you feel guilty.

You slowly approached your vanity and looked at yourself in the mirror.

You looked tired and a little unwell. Under your eyes were dark and your hair was in disarray. You also wore a heavy frown. 

This was your reality. 

Not the fake smile you showed at school.

You ran two hands down your face and then reached over to grab a hair tie out of your little glass container. Tying your hair up, you look down at your still open notebook from the night before. You had a few college options you had been considering. 

One of them being Brown, your brother’s school. 

You weren’t sure you what you were going to major in, your whole life being primarily focused on your parent’s dream for you: an olympic figure skater.

They don’t know that you wanted to have other plans for yourself. That ever since the accident six months ago, everything changed.

You still loved skating, and you would continue to do it, but you wanted to have something else you would also do because the passion to be an olympic winner was no longer there. It scared you too much.

The ice scared you.

You let out a shaky sigh and closed your eyes. 

You’d have a good day at school today, focus on your classes, go skate a bit, and then come back home with yesterday’s rose.

You’d have a good day at school today, focus on your classes, go skate a bit, and then come back home safely with yesterday’s rose.

It doesn’t take you that long to brush your teeth, hair, pack your backpack, and get downstairs.

Already sitting quietly at the kitchen table was your parents. 

The family happiness after your wins were short lived and rare moments in the house now. 

This was your reality.

You quietly sit down and pour yourself some cereal and milk. 

You look over to your mother who had blood shut eyes. Your father was looking down at his phone, probably reading the electronic paper on The New York Times app.

They never said good morning to you right away anymore.

At least, not until they noticed you were even there.

Like clock work, you clear your throat. Your mom sniffs and your dad shifts in his chair.

You swish your spoon around in your lucky charms.

“How’d you sleep, sweetie?” Your dad finally says, putting down his phone.

“Fine.”

“Did you do your homework last night after we got back?”

“I did it before, actually. I didn’t have much. I’ve been using study hall a lot.” You say before taking a spoon of cereal.

Your dad just nods. You finish the rest of your cereal.

You look over to your mom who still hasn’t spoken to you. 

She hardly ever did anymore, but you didn’t disliker her for it. She had every right to be upset and still mourn the loss of a son.

You slowly take your bowl to the sink and on your way back give your dad a hug from behind. He gives your arm a firm squeeze.

You do the same to your mother, and your place a kiss on the top of her head.

“I’ll see you guys after school, okay?”

“Okay, sweetie. Call if anything.” Your dad says.

“I will.”

You pull up to your usual spot in the seniors parking lot. You put your lifted JK silver wrangler in park and then let out a long breath from between your lips. 

Still leaving your car on, you unbuckle your seat belt and reach over the passenger seat for your cell phone. 

You never hold it or have it near you while you are driving. 

You unlock it and start skimming for your parent’s group chat to let them know you’ve made it safely.

A soft and rhythmic knock from your window startles you.

You follow it and there’s a pretty set of blue/green eyes staring at you.

Your heart hurts for a moment as your sad eyes drop. You put your phone back in your backpack, grabbing it sharply by the strap. 

Turning off your car and taking out the key, you already dread the next few minutes.

“Here, let me help you. Be careful.” Steve mumbles as he takes your hand. You suddenly look down and see why he’s helping you. The whole left side of your car is parked over a slab of ice. 

“Thank you.” You whisper, now finding yourself holding him back for dear life.

He helps guide you safely a few feet until you’re both on clear pavement, still in front of your car.

He looks at you for a second before looking away shyly. You look away too, feeling awkward all of a sudden.

“I know we promised we would talk this weekend but I really just wanted to clear some things first.” He says slowly, finally letting go of your arm.

You sigh, looking down at your feet. You weren’t ready for this when you woke up this morning.

You and Steve were destined to be high school sweethearts, or so you thought up until about a year ago when you started drifting apart. 

You were close the last year of middle school, and then finally starting dating your freshman year. You were a couple until two weeks ago when you caught him kissing Peggy. You were hurt, but you saw it coming. The beginning of Junior year you were still close, but things were changing. You wanted different things. And then after your brother’s accident, you changed even more, and so did your relationship with everyone. You had simply started to drift apart.

“Steve…” you start.

“I love you, you know I do,” he cuts you off, “I’ve loved you since we were kids, and I still love you now,” he says slowly and carefully, “And I’m not here to say, take me back, but I owe you an explanation. What I did was terrible, and I know that.”

Your heart breaks again and you tilt your head to the side.

“Then why’d you do it? There’s a reason you did it. We both know there is.”

Steve looks at you for a second longer before dropping his eyes again. 

“Peggy just — it didn’t happen like how you think. I was never cheating on you. But we were friends. But in that one moment, I just and you happen to see it, in that one moment and I just—” he runs a hand through his hair, “I don’t know, okay? I don’t know. But Y/N —” You know the face you’re giving him is pained, as if you were in pain for him for trying so hard to formulate into words that he ended up catching feelings for another girl. You were in pain for him because Steve was not a bad guy. Aside from you two dating, he was also always your best friend.

“Steve, you don’t have to —”

“—I still want us to be prom king and queen. I still want us to do this journey together, even if maybe you don’t forgive me. And, trust me, I know I don’t deserve it in the slightest, but I want to at least do this with you. Come with me to the winter ball and to prom. At least as my best friend. I messed it up, I know I did, but let me make this right.”

You were at lost for words at his preposition. You searched his eyes for something to help you respond but you couldn’t tell what to say. You did a lot of growing up the last six months and one of the many things your brain was telling you, that wouldn’t have told you at the time, was don’t do it.

You look over his shoulder before looking back up into his pretty eyes.

“I’ll think about it, okay?”

You had managed to make some of the day without seeing your friends. You kept your head low, managing to say unseen. You didn’t have the energy today. 

It was just one of those days. 

It was only fifth period, AP Psychology, and you were already ready to make some kind of excuse about a stomach bug to go home early, but you knew you shouldn’t. You only had one month to start your application process for college.

You tried your best to hear Mrs. Ortiz answering a student’s question over the class discussion chatter, which coincidentally was the same question you had swarming in your head so you really wanted to hear it, when the class door opens.

Some of the chattering quiets down, but some still continue on. You watch intently as Mrs. Ortiz smiles at the student that walks in. Another teacher from a class you never took, stands behind him.

It was blue eyes.

He wore a black hoodie and a bright smile that made the sides of eyes crinkle as his nose scrunched with a chuckle. 

You couldn’t hear what they were saying and at one point you looked away, trying not to seem like you were eavesdropping. 

You return to your worksheet and you skip over the question you are having trouble with. 

“Well, I’m glad you decided to take AP Psych, James. Thank you, Mr. Rockwell. I’ll get him started right away.”

James.

You looked up occasionally from your work as your teacher found him a seat near the front. He looked a bit awkward as he put his backpack next his desk and sat down. Mrs. Ortiz stands next to him for a few minutes explaining assignments for the day. 

When she leaves, he gets straight to work.

You kept feeling a nag, telling you to go up to him and apologize for what Matt did. You wanted to explain to him that Matt is a piece of shit and that he didn’t represent you or your friends, but you didn’t want to cause a scene. You would apologize, but not in front of a classroom. You knew the correct thing would be for Matt to apologize, but the jerk would never do that. 

What Sharon and Carol did was out of line, too.

You would speak to him and apologize.

When the bell rings you quickly make a dash towards his desk. But you’re too excited to do this. You’re so on your toes that you don’t notice your teacher coming down his isle with a small tray of oil paints and you accidentally hit it off her hand with your bag, making fly across the isle, landing directly on…James’ white sneakers.

Gasps and whispers echo around the room.

“Oooooh” “Ouch” “oh my god”

“Oh, dude. Not your air force ones.” Some guy says.

James stands there looking at his now rainbow colored shoes in disbelief. Slowly, his gaze lifts, looking straight and directly at you. 

You’re gaping, clearly at shock and feeling terrible for what just happened; for what you just did. Mrs. Ortiz is already freaking out, putting the tray down and in search of some paper towels.

The way James looks at you sends a shiver down your back. He was clearly upset with you. Clearly.

You don’t blame him, he had every right, and after what happened yesterday you could only imagine what he thought.

He thought it was on purpose. 

The whispering continues.

Some people chuckle and his cheeks turn a soft shade of red, gaze dropping again. He bends down to clean himself off and the floor around him once the teacher hands him the paper towels.

“Let me help.” You say timidly, stretching your arm out to your teacher for another piece of paper.

“We’re alright here, Miss. Y/L/N. Go to your next class.” Mrs. Ortiz says kindly, giving you a genuine smile over her shoulder.

You look back down at James again, feeling the worst you’ve felt in a long time.

“I really didn’t mean to do that. I’m sorry.”

He doesn’t say anything back.

“You’re going to be late.” Mrs. Ortiz responds, more firm this time.

Ninth period. You only had one more to go before you could leave. 

You had almost made it without seeing anyone today. 

Almost.

“I heard you dropped paint on the new guy today.” You hear Carol’s voice from behind your open locker. “I’m shocked. I’m not even going to lie.” Matt.

You inwardly groan as you grab your last book for the day and then close your locker shut.

“It wasn’t on purpose. I was actually going up to him to apologize for what you guys said about him yesterday. But I accidentally made it, clearly, a lot worst.” Carol gives you a funny look and Matt stares you like you’ve got two heads.

“Oh, I see what this is.” Matt says slowly.

“It’s exactly what it sounds look. Apologize to him and leave him alone. He’s just a guy.” You say.

“Just a guy.” Matt says back. A mischievous look appears on his face and he meets eyes with Carol.

“What?” She asks.

“Want to do a bet?” He asks.

“A bet?” Carol asks, intrigued.

He nods. He looks back at you and smirks.

God, you hate him.

“Since Bunny here thinks euro boy is worth saving, I bet we can make that nerd the new it-boy of Stark High. Screw Steve Rogers.” Matt never liked Steve and that was news to nobody including you.

You hated Matt. Why did Carol and Sharon even like him?

With no hesitation, you refuse.

“What? I want no part of this. I’m not making any stupid bet. Especially one that uses some innocent guy that way. I’m not doing that.” You responded.

“Shut up Bunny, this isn’t about you.” Matt dismisses you quickly. You’re insulted and repulsed.

“I don’t understand. What are you getting out of this?” Carol asks Matt.

“If we can do it, I’ll stop being a total ass, maybe I’ll even rent the cabin out in the spring for us. and if we can’t,” he looks at Carol, “you go out with me.”

You couldn’t help that absurd look that comes across your face.

“That’s the stupidest shit I’ve ever heard.”

“Alright, it’s a deal.” Matt says, nodding his head.

“Go screw yourself, Murdock.” You mumble, walking away and going to your last class of the day.

Bucky was home and he was pissed as he scrubbed his sneakers with a cleaning toothbrush underneath his bathroom sink. 

He never had a break when it came to those people. This week already started on a bad foot, and now this. His white air force ones, ruined.

He scrubbed as hard as he could to get the residue off, but it was too badly stained. Especially the deep reds and black paint. He didn’t know why he kept trying. It had been twenty minutes and there had been no change.

The worst part of the whole thing that happened was your half assed apology. As if what you had done wasn’t on purpose. For a second there, he almost believed you. Almost.

“Hey, buddy,” Bucky’s dad said cheerfully from the bathroom door as he looked in. His eyes went to his son’s hands scrubbing away at his shoe, “Oh no. What happened?”

Bucky sighed.

“An accident at school. Someone dropped paint and it accidentally fell on me.” 

They couldn’t know the truth. It would break their hearts.

“I’m sorry. And right on the sneakers, too?” “Right?” It almost sounds vicious as he snarls back, “Out of all the damn places it could’ve gone. I had a black shirt on, I had dark jeans, but no. Life really said, hey how about this!” Bucky throws the toothbrush at the last word and leans forward looking down at the water that runs clear. He’s breathing in and out deeply. He closes his eyes tightly together and takes in a deep breath. He can only imagine the way his dad is looking at him now. He’s never blown up in front of his dad before. “I’m sorry.” Bucky says quietly. He reaches over and turns off the tap, “It’s just, I really liked this pair.” He licks his bottom lip before biting down on it, “Now it’s ruined.”

“Hey,” his dad says softly. Bucky feels his dad put a comforting hand on his back, “We can always get you a new one.”

“It’s fine.” Bucky shakes his head, taking the shoes out of the sink.

“Bucky,” Bucky walks past him and throws the shoes in the trash bin a little too harshly, “Bucky,” he says more firmly this time and Bucky actually stops and turns to look at him, “I know you love working at the rink to help with your mom’s bills, and it’s really sweet of you, and we appreciate everything you do around here. But maybe it’s time you save some of it for yourself, get yourself a new pair, go do things boys your age do. We never see you out doing things just for you. Maybe go out with your friends. Save some of it,” Bucky opens his mouth to retaliate, “I know you want to help, but I’m saying you already have. Don’t be so hard on yourself.”

Bucky’s jaw clenches and he looks down and nods.

“I have enough shoes. I’m still going to help mom.” With that he walks out and his father watches him with sad eyes.

He’s mad and he’s tired; two combinations perfect enough for him to be ready for a shower and binge watch whatever any streaming service recommended him that day.

He throws himself onto his bed and runs a hand up his face, sighing.

He couldn’t wait to graduate and go back to New York City. He’d spend the summer there before going to Yale. It was only a countdown until then.

Seven months. 

Just seven months and he’d finally be out of there. He couldn’t wait to go home and see Wanda and Nat again.

He reaches over the nightstand and grabs the white rose he had put there that morning. It was already starting to brittle.

He twirled it around as he looked up at it, this time careful to not hurt himself on the thorn.

How could one small girl like Y/N cause so much frustration in him like this?

Well, she was bully, that’s one.

Two, he’s been in the same school as her since fourth grade and she’s not once ever even noticed him but he’s always noticed her. 

Who couldn’t? She was cold as ice.

You greet Mr. Cross as you enter the building, throwing him an excited wave and a bright hello. He greets you back just as ecstatically, and then congratulates you on last night’s win. 

Your walk to the rink is slow and steady and even more so when you approach the gate, realizing your rose is gone.

Your steps slow down to a halt and you look around, confused.

“Mr. Cross, was someone here today? I thought we opened just now?”

You slowly turn around to see Mr. Cross with a knowing look on his face.

“No, no one was here today.”

You furrow your brows together in confusion. You look at the empty spot on the gate and around the arena once again.

“But someone took my rose.”

“Or maybe they borrowed it.” Mr. Cross shrugs. You give him a funny look, “Who knows, maybe you’ll find it again.”

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