#musings and random thoughts

[a-dauntless-daffodil]

WHAT is going on with Vaggie please i need to pry open her skull

girl stood out from the Exorcist with her single-stripe wings, they get torn off, she gets kicked out-

her hair was short like Lute's back then

probably another thing all Exorcists are supposed to be in lock step about- bloodlust, murder, looking almost identical in uniform (vaggie thought no one would know her out of uniform) (Wrong)

Charlie finds her. Charlie, who has long hair, and 3 years later Vaggie's grown her hair out too

and it's a sign of her new life with Charlie. as Carmilla kicks her butt Vaggie complains she's "not used to fighting with long hair-"

she hasn't had to fight in a long time

she's been CHOOSING not to, new life, new hair style, new her-

EXCECEPT not. Her long hair? Has the Exorcist double stripes that her old wings never did

her new clothes? oh yes she's got a skirt now, she's in red to match Charlie, she's dressed to manage a hotel not slaughter people- but the thigh highs and long gloves of the Exorcist uniform are still there too

it's there even when she gears up to FIGHT them

and when her wings come back- When her NEW wings grow in???- they still have just that ONE stripe. THEY didn't change. The hair thing, it isn't her aging into double stipes in three years- it's either natural and something the short hair hid, or deliberate and new, and which one would be more unsettling?

which one would be more fucked up- finding out you finally fit in when you can't anymore, or still trying to fit in when you absolutely don't want to?

it's like she grew out her hair to get away from her past, but also, it's a reminder of it? wings gone. long, twice-banded hair flowing down her back instead, filling in the space where her wings used to be

why the red X over her lost eye? a mirror of an Exorcist's mask-

(some have the right eye crossed out, some the left, one of their few small variations)

why not just a normal patch? Why not a hairstyle that'd cover it completely?? Why underline the reminder and MAKE it impossible to ignore- is she proud of it? The eye she lost for not doing something she knew was wrong? Why is she keeping so much of the Exorcist look- habit? nostalgia? homesickness? guilt????

Or is she retaking them for herself? Vaggie what are you thinking while you do all this- you HATE angels and heaven and the Exorcists and everything you were- Did you think it all meant something different, before realizing the truth? Something you could follow and be proud of?

are you trying to make all those things mean everything you once thought they did

or is being an exorcist still such a big part of you that you, shit liar that you are, can't cut it out of your life as easily as Lute did with your eye?

.... but your wings. They came back different.

they look even less like a proper Exorcists wings than before

(maybe because heaven didn't give them to you this time. you found them down here, in hell, with Charlie)

you AREN'T an exorcist! you don't kill sinners, you fight for them, you're trying to help save them, you're trying to redeem yourself right along side them, why why why WHY

why do you keep looking so much like the people you hate?-

oh. right. you hate yourself don't you. only... it's not ALL of yourself

i don't think your wings would have come back, if you hated the part of you that loves Charlie (it's the only thing you're clinging to, in fact. the hope that you won't fail her. that you can help her) (you hate yourself each time you fail- but you still try again) (you've never failed when it comes to that) (you've never given up on somehow being who she needs you to be)

do you REALIZE there's more to you now than the parts you hate?

hmm. i wonder

[brunchcorpse]

I think its absolutely hilarious that Dean and Castiel go through inhuman amounts of trauma over the course of a decade plus, and somehow they still arent the human x angel ship on the show that has gone through the most detrimental mind bending shit. Michael and Adam were literally trapped in hell together alone for over 1000 years and they walked out the other side healthier than Dean and Cas could ever possibly be. Iconic really

[ghosts-of-the-apocalypse]

FUCK YES!! sorry but I absolutely called it! Lucifer is a silly guy!

Excessive ramble/theory tid bits ahead!~

How can you look at him and think he won't be a silly little guy? People saying he'd be a big intimidating scary king of hell? No way dude just look at him.

And like the way he looks so upset in Ep1 when he lost his ability to create. That's not the face of a guy seeking revenge and filled with anger, that dude is just plain ol' depressed. The way he slowly just walks off screen...

Lilith on the other hand? She is the definition of girlboss.

She's out here inspiring all the demons. Look at that power. She's in control. She's in charge.

While Lucifer's in his depressive state she's out here trying to lead all of hell. She's vengeful, (ik reds are quite a common colour in Hazbin Hotel) but the way it emanates in a glow behind her combined with her pose. It's just shows so much power and malice. You cannot convince me otherwise that she hasn't been pulling the strings since day 1.

I'd even go as far as to say she was the one who had the idea to tell Lucifer to give Eve the apple. Just look at her stance as she stands back to see Lucifer going over to Eve, overlooking the plan. She knows what's up.

(Also just a note but Eve looks so sad here. Girlie is trapped with Adam like she's in her own personal type of Hell. Btw I'd like to throw a theory out there that Eve and Lilith are sisters)

Ngl I do think Lucifer and Lilith split because of this whole power dynamic. Like Lucifer just couldn't keep up with Lilith's ideas or didn't believe in them. Like, Lucifer tells Charlie in Ep5 that Hell and it's people are terrible. This contradicts Lilith's whole thing of wanting to round up all the demons and potentially lead a fight. She THRIVES in Hell. For Lucifer, it's just constant punishment.

I feel like Charlie despite looking up to Lilith, is experiencing quite a bit of miscommunication. They both want to save the demons but in different ways. Charlie's way being through redemption but Lilith's maybe being through a war against Heaven.

Now it's just figuring out where the hell (pun not intended but enjoy) she's been for the past 7 years. (Honestly, I think she's just been off plotting with Eve.)

Another side note, but like the way Alastor just stares at this portrait in the pilot for such a weird prolonged amount of time is not helping my Lilith and Alastor theories calm down. Bro is the radio demon and is broadcasting everything back to Lilith.

He 100% sold his soul to Lilith, tried breaking free, but couldn't.

[simsim54]

i want someone to love me so much that when i die the gods have to intervene in order to save the world from my lover’s wrath

[hectorfrombritain]

One thing I'll always love about growing up and maturing is the opportunity to refine one's taste and opinions about pretty much everything. Clothing, books, music, and even relationships.

With age comes knowledge and experience which you can use to continuously change as a person, recreating yourself and carving a new sculpture out of the old one in a graceful way.

[bistec-37]

Watching the Olympics and the US men’s gymnastics team is literally the cutest thing every like yes support each other go off kings

[myobsessionsspace]

Does it being filmed take away from it?

If filmed by the people themselves or hired assistance is one more sincere than the other?

Do you show your proudest moments to others?

Why do people if they can afford it hire professional photographers and videographers for weddings, proms, 1st birthdays, anniversary parties, quinceñeras etc

Why do people post their trips on IG Stories? On Snapchat?

Why do people do montages of their relationships on TikTok?

Why are there family vloggers? Couple vloggers?

Why do people invite others to their kids graduations, their celebrations etc

Are their relationships, friendships, bonds etc less?

In regards to Jikook is official content such a bad thing? They do both, the take picture and videos themselves, which they share. They utilise their resources and have others film the memories they also share such as their new show. They also just be, be themselves with each other and it’s captured in Bangtan bombs, memories and packages.

The only other way to get content if it’s not official is from them or without their explicit consent by way of ex-friends, estranged family, indiscreet staff, Sasaengs, Paparazzi or Stalkers.

[budugu]

SOME OF US ARE BLIND AND HELPLESS WITHOUT OUR GLASSES AND SOME PEOPLE ARE REFUSING TO ACCEPT IT

I just saw an Instagram reel of a bride posting her wedding makeup look and all. She was so pretty and she had glasses on like any other normal person who needs glasses.

Someone commented " Why did you wearthe glasses at the wedding time tho? Your eye makeup was hidden and your whole look would've looked better in the picture without the glasses "

FOR GOD'S SAKE THIS KIND OF PEOPOE NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT SOME OF US ARE JUST BLIND AND CAN'T SEE A THING RIGHT IN FRONT OF US ALSO SOMETIMES BASED ON OUR PRESCRIPTION. IT'S BASICALLY A PART OF OUR BODY AT THIS POINT JUST LIKE OUR HANDS AND LEGS. I'M SURE HE GIRL WANTED TO SEE EVERYTHING DURING THE WEDDING RATHER THAN THINKING ABOUT THE GLASSES MAKE HER LOOK IN THE PHOTOS.

Trust me I saw the photos she posted. She looked like a goddess and so pretty and her groom was so in love with her. You could see all the happiness from the family and friends in the photos. The only thing unnecessary was this random person feeling bad about the girl needing glasses.

[crazycatsiren]

I read from somewhere that said: Tumblr is a great place because you can be completely and totally 100% yourself on here, and nobody would know any better.

Posted something while you were not quite in your right mind or were just not really yourself at the time? Just go back and delete it. No one would remember.

You can use your Tumblr blog as a diary. Maybe many people will read what you write, maybe not one person will ever read what you write. And nobody on here knows all of you. The internet is great when it comes to stuff like this. Anonymity, when and where you want it.

[fortunekookie07]

If you haven't gotten to this yet...

Xavier is talking about Lumiere. Aka himself.

I wonder if he feels awkward or if he's just nonchalant about it. I'm curious.

🤔🤔🤔

[dollsome-does-tumblr]

why is gerri wearing that weird pajama-looking shirt out in the world in 2.06

is it a high fashion thing that i just don't understand

or is it because she wants roman to see her and think of pajamas after tern haven

[ace-and-the-rpg-horrors]

liking the PJSK side characters isn't enough, i need to imagine that, like the main characters, they're all somehow connected in a massive friendship web of their own

[simsim54]

ron could have resented harry for the fact that molly loved him more than she ever did ron, but he didn't and that tells ron real character better than any heroic moment every could

[hectorfrombritain]

I was making tea for my mother and myself, when my brother requested me a glass of milk for him, to which I replied in a joking manner "is that how you ask for something?"

My mom supporting me, about the recurring fact on how my brother doesn't call me "Bhaiya", and it's only I who calls him "Bhai".

He showed irritation at this, for which I just replied, "Don't worry I'll be gone after August". He asked me "where?" as if unaware.

Then the feeling hit me about how I'll be leaving him, someone who always just seemed to be around. Despite my longing to leave this place which I call my home, there's still this internal apprehension. The feeling of not knowing the whereabouts of my parents, or whether my brother needs any help with some topics, or about how's life at school, leaves a certain feeling of uneasiness inside me.

[callmesel]

I'm having this daydream of another Perciver AU and it's in like the Renaissance or something like that and Oliver is like a painter and Percy is his muse.

I can stop having this idea of an illustration where there is like a majestic painting of Percy with a dramatic light and Oliver standing infront of it looking unsatisfied with it because it doesn't make it justice to Percy's memory, or something like that.

Something like that, (is a quick sketch of the idea)

Why is Oliver doing thai gigantic painting of Percy? I don't know

Maybe they were lovers and Percy died and as a way of grieving Oliver is painting his dead lover and being devastated because it's so similar to the original but not quite the same. And the idea of forgetting how he looks like is killing him inside because he knows that each time he does a painting is more and more different.

Or maybe Percy was just a normal peasant that Oliver saw on the street but his beauty make Oliver obsessed with him and can't stop painting him with the hope of seeing him again. And his portraits of Percy are super famous and then Percy sees them and contacts Oliver to talk about that because, wtf his face is everywhere in the galleries and he is starting to get recognise in his work place and they slowly start to fall for each other and spend a lot of time together but everybody thinks is just that Percy is Oliver's muse and that is why they spend so much time with each other. But actually they are secretly a couple.

Or maybe I'm just crazy. And maybe i might do this concept but I have already so many wip that I can have any more...

Edit: i coloured the quick sketch and now I want more😔

Oliver is really ugly in here but Percy is the focus!! Even the shadows are pointing at his face

[comatosebunny09]

“—like you to be my first, if that’s cool with you,” with your hand, shy yet reassuring, against the bulk of his thigh. Those pretty little lashes shutter, and you anxiously bite your lips.

Of course, he wants to take you. Leave you wide open and keening, trained only to the feel of him. But you’re his best friend’s little sister. Remembers when you were bright-eyed with a mouth full of metal. When you were all awkward juts of bone with glasses taking up half your face. He only agreed to take you in so your brother—his brother, though not by blood—could tie up some loose ends at home.

And it’s rough for Leon because you’re not that preteen anymore. Not fighting to fill your skin. Not bushy-tailed and innocent like he left you all those years back when he abandoned your sleepy town in pursuit of the big city. You’re a woman now. Know your way around any social setting, boasting that smile that brings every man to their fucking knees. Fleshed out and thick and smelling so fucking delicious, and—

God dammit!

You blink like a doe caught in headlights at the frustrated sound which leaves Leon’s throat; when he buries his face in the couch cushion, screaming bloody murder, the fabric swallowing it whole.

“L-Leon?” you caution, fingers twitching in the space above his shoulder. A comically large sweat drop beads on your temple. “Y-you could always say no, if you don’t wanna.” Your voice is placating. High and light, but he tastes the dejection swimming in its undercurrents. Feels the guilt puddling in his belly. He sinks his teeth into the pillow, another growl burbling from his throat.

How could he possibly say no to you?