#my main fandom is she-ra and the princesses of power btw

[hypnagogic-marshmallow]

Wanting to share something I've been thinking about a lot lately, and it involves my relationship to my own fanfiction as a neurodivergent individual.

Specifically, I have a lot of anxiety around sharing my fandoms with people. And sometimes I have a hard time telling someone I write fanfiction.

But I'm not ashamed of fanfiction! And I'm not ashamed of my fandoms, either! That's the weird part.

To me, fanfiction is a beautiful thing. It's accesible to everyone at every level of writing skill. It's a way to interact with and expand on a world or characters that we love.

So why am I like this??

This is where the neurodivergence comes in.

And it's less of a direct cause. More of my experiences surrounding it.

See, a few years ago (who knows how many time is an illusion) I got diagnosed with ADHD-PI. And just this year, I found out I have autism, too.

ADHD has hyperfixations, right? And autism has special interests. Which means for kid and teen Me, well...by their powers combined, I developed a rotating cast of Super Interests.

Games and show and subjects and topics that became comfort things. That gave me my dopamine fix and made me happy.

Fanfiction was one of those. I was already a constant daydreamer; fanfiction was a natural evolution of the things I loved.

The thing is, my extreme interest in things often became labeled as 'obsessions'. Not a bad word inherently, but one that has baggage for me. I learned when people around me used that word, they didn't often mean it in a good way. I did everything I could to avoid being called 'obsessed'.

As a result, I became very guarded about the interests I shared with others. I still struggle with it.

For instance, I'm very active on the NaNo forums! But I change the names of any fandom characters to random shit before I post! Not because I'm ashamed of my writing or my main fandom, but because I'm so fucking scared that if I'm just honest about what I like, someone is going to come along and break it. They're going to ruin a thing I love.

I don't think this is a rational fear; I've never ever seen anyone pick on anyone else over a fandom there.

It's just a hold-over from a younger me, who learned to hide the things most important to them so someone couldn't come along and break them.

This got long, and I don't really know if there's a point here. I guess...if this strikes a cord with anyone, or someone is struggling with similar feelings...

Just a reminder that it's okay to care deeply about things, even if others around you don't. It's okay to have passions. It's okay if those passions change, or if you've had the same ones since you were a kid.

I know just saying that doesn't fix anything, but...I hope it can make it a little better. :)

Happy hobbying, y'all.

[tiredwitches-secondary]

Hi! I’m TiredWitches! I go by she/her and I’m Canadian and I’m a ENFJ-A.

These are some of my fandoms!

-The owl house

-Card Captor Sakura

-Jujutsu Kaisen

-My hero academia

-Demon Slayer

-Haikyuu

-She-ra and the princesses of power

-Total Drama

-The amazing Digital Circus

-And many more!

my DNI list!

-Do NOT interact if you're a pr0shipper, z00phile, racist, or homophobic.

What I’ll usually post here

-I usually post art I make about fandoms I like, polls about fandoms, stuff about the fandoms and some things about my life.

Here’s my socials

-YT

-X

Btw this is my alt account my main account is @tiredwitches

I’ll edit this eventually I’m sure but yeah that’s it for now! Have a good day/night Byee!

[selfshippinglover]

hii!!! do u have a link to your fo list? theone in your bio isn't working for me :00 hope ur day is good btw!

Hello there anon! I'm sorry the link is broken again =-=' I'll try and fix it but for your convenience I'll just copy and paste it XD Sorry about that anon and I hope you're having a good day/evening/night too!

Romantic F/O’s <3 (Current F/O’s I’m focusing on will be Bolded)

Main F/O’s:

Flug (Villainous) ~ A Chemical Reaction of the Heart

Dave (Dayshift at Freddy’s) ~ Put You Back Together

Actor Mark ~ (Who Killed Markiplier) ~ Part in Your Play

All Might/ Toshinori Yagi ~ ( My Hero Academia) ~ All Mighty Crush

Discord Whooves ~ (My Little Pony Fandom) ~ Discorded Hearts

Papyrus ~ (Undertale) ~ Butterflies in my Lungs

Underfell Papyrus ~ (Underfell AU) ~ Sunshine and Edgelord

Xtale Papyrus ~ (Xtale AU) ~ X Marks the Spot

InvertedFate Papyrus ~ (InvertedFate AU) ~ A Twist in our Tale

Outertale Papyrus ~ ( Outertale AU) ~ Stars and Hearts Shine

Horrortale Papyrus ~ ( Horrortale AU) ~ Horror of our Love

Overlay Papyrus ~ (IanTheGreat AU) ~ When the Dust Settles

Swapsomnia Papyrus ~ (Swapsomnia) ~ Hypnotized by You

Lust Papyrus ~ (Lusttale) ~ Bonely Hearts 

Lesser known Papyri AUs ~ Paps Quest

(Gonna Add more as I find em)

More F/O’s UwU

Dr.Cube ~ (KBB/Kaiju Big Battel) ~ Cube Supremacy

Macaque ~ (Lego Monkie Kid) ~ Evil Arm Candy 

Dr. Coomer ~ (HLVRAI) ~ My Good Bitch

Pearl (Steven Universe) ~ Do it for Us

Wilt (Foster’s Home for Imaginary Friends) ~ I am in Love with You, sorry

Fenneko ~  (Aggretsuko) ~ Text Tone Spark

Regan Ridley ~ (Inside Job) ~Scientifically Best Match

Harry Hart ~ (Kingsman Movies) ~ Secret Smooching Service

Blitzo (Helluva Boss) ~ Through the BS and Flame

David (Camp Camp) ~ Helplessly Rooted in Romance

Tim/Masky (Marble Hornets) ~I Love You, Mask and All

Tyzias (Hiveswap) ~ Tired Heartbeat

Jyushimatsu (Osamatsu-san) ~ Sunshine in my Life

Glados (Portal) ~ Neurotoxin in my Veins

Chase Devineaux (Carmen Sandiego) ~ Chasing after your Heart

Tabi ~ (Friday Night Funkin Mod) ~ Skulls and Songs

Garcello ~ (FNF Mods) ~ You are the Music in Me

Tadano (Aggretsuko) ~ Cool Eyes, Soft Heart

Bender (Futurama) ~ Living on Love and Alcohol 

Rockstar Foxy ~ (Five Nights at Freddy’s) ~ Gray Stained Heart Attack

Ronbo ~ (Smile for me game) ~ Serious Clowning Around

Dr. Habit ~ (Smile for me game) ~ A Toothy Grin 

The Narrator ~ (The Stanley Parable) ~ Narrating Hearts Desire

Entrapta ~ (She-ra and the Princesses of Power) ~ Hack Away at my Heart

Habit ~ (EveryManHybrid) ~ Rabbit full of Bad Habits

Gregory ~ (Gregory Horror Show) ~ Soul Stealer 

Anti ~ (Jacksepticeye Egos) ~ Glitch Bitch

Doug ~ (Graveyard Groove) ~ Digging Our Grave

Aftertale Sans ~(Aftertale AU) ~ Life in Death

Charlie ~ (Hazbin Hotel) ~ Demon Donning a Halo

Newton ~ (Little Big Planet 3) ~ Two Faces One Heart

Yandere Underswap Sans ~ (Underswap AU) ~ Blood Ties

Withered Bonnie ~ ( Five Nights at Freddy’s) ~ True Love Doesn’t Wither

Engineer Mark ~ (ISWM/In Space with Markiplier) ~ Puppy Love

Mack ~(ISWM/In Space with Markiplier) ~ Captain oh Captain

Yancy ~ (A Heist With Markiplier) ~ Prisoner of Love

Damien ~ (Who Killed Markiplier) ~ A Mayors Home

Murderiplier/Murdoc ~ (ISWM/In Space with Markiplier) ~ Feeling Stabby

The Necromancer ~ ( NSP/Ninja Sex Party: The Mystic Crystal) ~ Love Lust and other Dead Things

The Host ~ ( MCU/ Markiplier Cinematic Universe ) ~ Love in theThird Person

 Pokeball Robot ~ (Pokemon Sword and Shield) ~ Caught by your Words

Sadie ~ (Steven Universe) ~ Sadie and the Love Killers

Terezi Pyrope ~ (Homestuck) ~  Love and Justice Prevail 

Tobe ~ (Pucca) ~ Love Ninjas and Noodles

Putata ~ (Sgt. frog) ~ Painting our Lovely World

Urere ~ (Sgt. Frog ) ~ Planning a Heart Attack

Sumomo ~ (Sgt. Frog) ~ Song From the Heart

Kagege ~ (Sgt. frog) ~ Shadow Over Me

Sable ~ (Animal Crossing) ~ Dressing up our Love 

Pinkamena Diane Pie ~ (My Little Pony Friendship is Magic) ~ Sweet Treats

Fizzy ~ (My Little Pony Generation 1) ~ Twinkle of my Eye

Sans Smirk ~ (My Little Pony Friendship is Magic) ~ Serious Smiles

Cheerilee ~ (My Little Pony Friendship is Magic) ~ Love in Bloom

Applejack ~~ (My Little Pony Friendship is Magic) ~ Apple of my Eye

Rod ~ (Animal Crossing) ~ Childhood Love

Snake ~ (Animal Crossing) ~ Ninjas of Love

Hector ~ (Coco) ~ Old Bones Know

Jack Skellington ~ (The Nightmare Before Christmas) ~ Pair O Skellingtons

Emily ~ (Corpse Bride) ~ A Tale of Brides and Bones

William Weatherall Wilkins ~ (Mary Poppins Returns) ~ Dirty Money

Tsunoda ~ (Aggretsuko) ~ Strawberries and Cream

Skintaker ~ (Creepypasta candle Cove) ~ Blood and Bones

Nylocke ~ (Terrain of Magical Expertise/TOME) ~ Dragon and Rabbit

Oswald the Lucky Rabbit ~ (Oswald the Lucky Rabbit) ~ Love and Luck

T-Bones ~ (Cuphead) ~ Bones Express

Silverworth Forkington ~ (Cuphead) ~ A+ Flush

Fhil Flasker ~ (Cuphead OC) ~ Fulfill Me

Pickle Inspector ~ (Problem Sleuth) ~ Love Inspection

Rick Sanchez ~ (but like, an ace one that’s working on himself) ~ (Rick and Morty) ~ 

Multidimensional Lovesickness 

Zero Rick ~ (Rick and Morty) ~ Love is just a Chemical

Cop Rick ~ (Rick and Morty) ~ Love Justice the space between

Hexxus ~ (Ferngully) ~ Toxic Love

Professor Sunshine ~ (OK KO) ~ Weather or Not

Scorpia ~ (She-ra and the Princesses of Power) ~ The Princess and the Scorpion 

Daroach ~ (Kirby Squeak Squad) ~ Silent Protector 

Spinni ~ ( Kirby Squeak Squad) ~ Thick as Thieves 

Doc ~ (Kirby Squeak Squad) ~ Brains and Cutie

Pashmina ~  (Hamtaro) ~ Scarf Tied

Maxwell ~ (Hamtaro) ~ Readers of Romance

Sandy ~ (Hamtaro) ~ Twirling Cheeks

Okini ~ (Hamtaro) ~ Money Lover

Sora ~ (Hamtaro) ~ Sky High Heart Stop

Broski ~ (Hamtaro) ~ Sun and Surf

Jingles ~ (Hamtaro) ~ Traveling Souls

Flora ~ (Hamtaro) ~ Healing Touch

Oshare ~ (Hamtaro) ~ Oh Amour

Aggie Cromwell ~ ( Halloweentown Movies) ~ Old Magical Kind of Love

Nikita, Trixie, and Tabitha ~ (Two Lesbians in a Barrel Game Series) ~ Gay Musketeers 

Benard ~ (The Rescuers) ~ Squeaky Smooch

Dirty Bubble ~ (Spongebob Squarepants) ~ Petty Crimes and Smooches

Rosita ~ (SING Movie) ~ We’re a Love Song

Rolfe Dewolfe ~ (Rockafire Explosion) ~ Young Lovers Duet

Julius Monrey ~ (Alice in the Country of Hearts) ~ Heartmaker

Inui ~ (Aggretsuko) ~ One in a Million

Enderman (Minecraft) ~ Steal ya Girl

Count Bleck ~ (Super Paper Mario) ~ True Pure Hearts

Dr. Stein and Marie ~ Hold me through the Madness

Lewis Pepper ~ (Mystery Skulls) ~ Skull Candy

Giovanni Potage ~ (Epithet Erased) ~ Great at Love

Jokermort ~ (Rainbow Dash Presents: My Little Dashie) ~ Partners in Crime

Vilcus ~ (Vast Error) ~ Your Fool

Dracula Tepes ~ (Castlevania Netflix) ~ Love Bites

Uncle Death ~ (Let it Die game) ~ Deadly Cool Couple

Richard ~ (Unikitty) ~ Brick by Brick

Cotton Candy Cookie ~ (Cookie Run) ~ Love Letter to You

Cocoa Cookie ~ (Cookie Run) ~ Chocolate Coated Love

Dr. Wasabi ~ (Cookie Run) ~ Sugar and Spice

Poison Mushroom Cookie ~ (Cookie Run) ~ Poised and Deadly Treat

Dr. Bones Cookie ~ (Cookie Run) ~ Humerus Healing

Hobo Heart/Gemberling ~ (Creepypasta) ~ Heart in my Hands

Penumbra ~ (Villainous) ~ Holding Shadows Close

Jancy Truce ~ (Drawtectives) ~ Laws on Love

Kedamono ~ (Popee the Performer) ~ No Need for Masks

PAL ~  (Mitchell vs the Machines) ~ Forever PALS

Skeletiano ~ (Shall we Date? Niflheim) ~ Skeleton Romeo

Toymaker ~ (Battington Tapes) ~ Perfect Toys

Felix Kranken ~ (TWF/The Walten Files) ~ Littered in Lillies

Mr. Plant ~ (Mr Plant Tik Tok Series) ~Growing on You

Argos ~ (Mr Plant Tik Tok Series) ~ Eye Love You

Familial F/O’s :,)) 

Classic Sans ~(Undertale) ~ No Bones About It

Kululu ~ (Sgt Frog) ~Froggy Bro

SING ~ (SING Cast) ~ Sing Song Fam

Rockafire Explosion ~ (Rockafire Explosion) ~ One Rockin Family

Scary Godmother Cast~ (Scary Godmother) ~ Scary God family

Platonic F/O’s :33

Burt, Celci, Gunther, Carlos, Wug, Lady, and Bandit ~ (ISWM) ~ The Crewtm

The Puppet/Dee ~ ( Dayshift at Freddy’s) ~ Deelightful

Lefty ~ (Five Nights at Freddy) ~ Still Beating Hearts

Jay Merrick ~ (Marble Hornets) ~ Dumbass Bestie 

Amisia Erdehn ~ (Friendsim) ~ Color the world

Nepta Leijon ~ (Homestuck) ~ Meowrails

Honda-San ~ (Skull Face Bookseller Honda-San) ~ Anxious Bookie

Grillby ~ (Undertale) ~ Bar Flames

Howdy ~ (Hamtaro) ~ Gay Bestie

Dexter ~ (Hamtaro) ~ Glasses Gay

Gori ~ (Aggretsuko) ~ Gal Pal

Tails Doll ~ (Creepypasta) ~ Creepy Doll

Fatz Geronimo ~ (Rockafire Explosion) ~ G Man

Eraser Head/Aizawa Shota ~ (My Hero Academia) ~ Sleepy Heads

Benjamin (The butler) ~ Who Killed Markiplier ~ At Your service

Every Character ~ All Saints Street ~ Wacky Housemates

[experiment-000]

My Top 10 Ships of 2020

It's been a weird year but I've seen other people doing this. Plus this year I've been way more into gen fics (love a bit of found family especially in clone wars and marvel) than anything shippy. So I genuinely don't know what imma put on here aside from two ships for sure. Sorry this post is super long idk how to do the below the cut thing and I've had this app for 5 years...

10) Viktor Nikiforov and Yuuri Katsuki - Yuri!!! On Ice

It was a real toss up between this, supercorp, kanera and wolfstar cos they're all very integral ships to my fan heart but this son because of the Yuri on Ice fandom's rebirth this year. I've never stopped shipping this, never stopped reading fanfic of them for any extended period of time, they're still my most bookmarked ship on ao3 (although I think now star wars - all media types may have overtaken them for fandom). They were one of the first things I watched where the queer ship I loved became canon and I can't wait for the film (and hopefully someday a season 2). Heck I even made my mum watch Yuri on Ice with me so I think that says it all.

9) Edelgard Von Hresvelg and female Byleth - Fire Emblem: Three Houses

My first fire emblem game was fates when I was like 14 (and finally gay awake lol). I was so disappointed that I had to be with a guy character because the only female option was kinda creepy and also I wouldn't get the character of kana. So when three houses came out I was so happy because finally there were beautiful incredible female characters my female byleth could romance (I'm so sorry mlm you deserved so much more than you got). I got the game as soon as it came out (had to search a lot of shops let me tell you) and started on black eagles. I was actually kinda disappointed back in 2019. I didn't like the explore the monastery bit (still find it kinda tedious) and the battle mechanics weren't quite the same as fates (no pairing up?! Aka my main battle technique for protecting the weaker units). So I got like 20 hours in and put it down. Came back to it in lockdown and finally finished it! I'm so proud of myself I virtually never finish games. And I fully fell in love with the useless lesbian edelgard in the process. When I started back playing in 2020 I was like eh I wish I'd picked a different character to romance (like shes an emperor that's morally very shady) but then the romance stuff started with edelgard and I fell the heck in love.

8) Cory Matthews and Shawn Hunter (and Topanga Lawrence) - Boy Meets World

Disney+ was released in the UK this year and I finally got the opportunity to watch boy meets world in its best quality (aka not on YouTube). I watched it back when I was like 12 or 13 and it's such a nostalgic show for me. Watching it again I still absolutely adore it (and my bi ass was low-key crushing on Shawn especially in chick like me - I'm 18 btw and I got so scared for a sec but rider strong was 18 when chick like me came out so it's fine woah). And of course now I see the possibilities of the beautiful Cory and Shawn relationship like they were so bromance it was basically romance and throw in topanga it's the perfect ot3 (but I'm also fine with just Cory and Shawn or just Cory and Topanga). Read some good fanfic for them this year. My favourite was one about Shawn stealing makeup and stuff and exploring gender (need more fics like this I'm biiii).

7) Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes - Marvel Cinematic Universe

I rewatched all the MCU films this year too. And got really into Peter parker whump and irondad. Plus my eternal obsession with identity and relationship reveals of course led me from Spiderman identity reveals (and found family cuteness) to stucky coming out. Especially when it involves the internet and social media. Not my favourite ship but it's been significant to my year due to the sheer amount of marvel stuff I've read.

6) Satine Kryze and Obi Wan Kenobi - Star Wars

I rewatched clone wars in prep for season 7 and wow Satine's death was sad and sudden. She first appeared in S2 E13 I think and just the sheer sexual tension of their bickering. "The sarcasm of a soldier. The delusion of a dreamer." Just ugnnhhh my bi ass can't take much more of this. And Anakin just sipping his wine in the background grinning. And I fully believe korkie is a Kenobi.

5) Commander Cody and Obi Wan Kenobi - Star Wars

I am very much an Obi wan multishipper. I don't really have a favourite but I fully believe he was with satine and Quinlan in his life. I don't think be would've actually done anything with Cody because of the whole superior officer thing. And this probably isn't even my favourite Obi wan ship - that honour probably goes to quinobi or obitine. However the most popular ships in the fandom are codywan, quiobi and obikin. No offence to anyone who ships these they're just personally not to my taste, but I can't stand quiobi, and obikin I find only slightly more tolerable and I think that's just because there's so much obikin content so if I like the concept of a fic that happens to be obikin I'll read it. I'm just not a fan of the mentor/student relationships. So I generally favoured the codywan fics when there was shipping involved meaning I read a lot of them this year. Needed that nice fix it content post season 7.

4) Zuko and Katara - Avatar: the Last Airbender

Again I am a multishipper I have nothing against zukka it's cute. But I'm a zutara shipper first and foremost because when I first watched avatar I was like 13 and denying my gayness and gayness in general so I shipped the straight things and the straight things only. Most of these ships I stopped shipping - dramione, spuffy, some my little pony ones which we don't talk about. Zutara stayed. (I have nothing against any of the things I used to ship I just stopped shipping them so much/shipped new things more). I've continuously shipped zutara since I first watched avatar even if I didn't necessarily spend that much time on it it has always been here as one of my favourite ships. It has such good fanfic I swear including my favourite ever fanfic from any fandom - love thy enemy. Plus like the black games (reread this for the millionth time this year), a delicate subterfuge (which I read for the first time this year and damn it's so good) and so many more. With the avatar resurgence this year I haven't actually rewatched avatar aside from my normal random episode every now and then when I feel like it. But there's been a lot of avatar on my dash from people I follow getting into it and people I followed for avatar returning so naturally I returned to the fandom and read quite a lot of fanfic. I also read just a lot of avatar gen fics which were great at the whole found family thing I've been so obsessed with this year.

3) Catra and Adora - She Ra and the Princesses of Power

Catradora is canon! They kissed! What more is there to say. Arguably they should've been top but I never shipped them that much since I was always very much a multishipper when it came to she ra so yes I was very happy it became canon because we actually won for once but also I've never read much fanfic for them etc. But they are very much a dynamic I love and watching she ra all again in prep for season 5 I really enjoyed the build up of their relationship. The other two only go above because Buffy is my favourite show ever and damn there's some good fuffy fanfic and Aphra and Tolvan is both fresh in my mind and star wars owns me. Would love some catradora fic recs btw if anyone has them tho.

2) Buffy Summers and Faith Lehane - Buffy the Vampire Slayer

I didn't realise it was last year that I got super into them but according to my ao3 bookmarks it was lol. 2020 I swear it's lasted an eternity. I got into them about a month before lockdown (which feels like another lifetime). I've loved Buffy since I first watched it when I was 13. It's arguably still my favourite TV show. I've been through a lot of ships for Buffy - bangel to spuffy and now fuffy. I still think angel and her were a beautiful ship back in season 2 and especially in the angel episode I will remember you. But faith and Buffy had so much chemistry in season 3 - she would've been a fresh start for Buffy and the amount of fix it fics I read I swear. My favourite has to be one where they met in LA during Anne and how that changed everything feat Buffy's internal homophobia.

1) Cheili Lona Aphra and Magna Tolvan - Star Wars

I read Darth Vader (2015) and Doctor Aphra (2016) for the first time at the end of 2020 (got a comic subscription which has served me very well already I've nearly finished the star wars canon comics). Just to see canon queer ladies in star wars was so magical for me as a queer lady. I didn't think star wars would be so overt yet as to have a queer kiss in canon (even if it's in the comics) and especially not with the main character of arguably their main comic series. Now we just gotta hope that we'll get it in live action someday soon. They weren't the ship I consumed the most content of in 2020 but they were the highlight of my 2020 because star wars did that and I finally found out about it

Honourable mentions: Vivian and Elle - Legally Blonde, Candace and Vanessa - Phineas and Ferb, Stevie and Alex - Wizards of Waverly Place, Xander and Spike - Buffy the Vampire Slayer (I actually don't ship this but damn some authors are good - this was the ship that made me realise I don't need to like a ship if the author is good enough to write it well), Eli Vanto and Mitth'raw'nuruodo - Star Wars (started reading the books last year but finished this year and only started with fanfic this year), Villanelle and Eve - Killing Eve, Kanan and Hera - Star Wars, Barriss and Ahsoka - Star Wars, Remus and Sirius - Harry Potter, Kara and Lena - Supergirl (let's hope this becomes canon next year!) (Those last four are ones I've shipped forever some of my og ships but nothing particularly big has happened for me this year with them so)

I got Disney+ this year so rewatched a fair few things from my youth and though hey my obsession with that character may have been a little gay.

[dinamitae]

30 questions tag!

i was tagged by sharika @rosebowl isi @triviafics & allison @hazeltae <33 thank u all!!!

i’m tagging: @blueandtaes @gimbapchefs @trustingofwinds @calicooky @userjiminie @taejinnies @angelhobi @taehkims & @bibillyhillsbaby 💓

1. name/nickname: eva!

2. star sign: aries

3. height: 5′4 :P

4. birthday: april 9

5. favorite band: hmm take a wild guess lmao! besides bts i really love the band camino, ateez, txt, and 1d

6. time: 9:42pm

7. favorite solo artist: i feel like this fluctuates a lot for me? if i had to choose a couple i’d say megan thee stallion, olivia rodrigo, iu, and baekhyun

8. song stuck in your head: end of the road by boyz II men…..and whose fault is that?? 🙄

9. last movie you watched: ……….TWILIGHT BUT IT WAS IRONICALLY I SWEAR (my friend and i were playing a drinkinggameebdiehdjdh)

10. free space: i will take this time to say that i really appreciate u all. like not to get sappy in the middle of this tag game but never have i ever felt so loved and cared for within an internet fandom/community (and trust me…..ya girl has been places). so if ur reading this thank u for being part of that bc u have helped me more than u know.

11. last show: she-ra: princess of power 💖

12: when i created this blog: for this sideblog it was february 2021!

13. what i post: bts content from so many talented creators, and i write :)

14. last thing i googled: ‘shrek cast’ bc my parents and i couldn’t remember who voiced shrek LMFAO it’s mike meyers btw

15. other blogs: my main @sapphiques , fic recs @dinamirecs & other kpop @atxteez

16. do i get asks? sometimes 🥺 and i appreciate every single one

17. why i chose my url? dynamite tae is basically why i joined the fandom so 😵‍💫

18. following: 217

19. followers: i recently passed 400!!! :)

20. average hours of sleep: probably like...4-6??? god

21. lucky number: 6 and 7 hehe

22. instruments: uhhh i know hot crossed buns on the piano?

23. what am i wearing? i am in my favorite sweatshirt and sweatpants lol

24. dream job: like sharika said i do not dream of labor and i sincerely don’t think i have one? i’m working towards being a school psychologist tho so. there’s that

25. favorite food: mac n cheese....call me basic i do not care

26. tea or coffee? i feel like i enjoy tea more but i drink coffee more often if that makes sense

27. nationality: american (derogatory)

28. favorite song: my all time faves playlist is SO long but uhhh maybe acid rain by thompston 

29. last book i read: i just started a book called the hating game by sally thorne! my friend recommended it to me and i'm still deciding whether i like it or not lol

30. top three fictional universes i would like to live in: 1) harry potter universe as long as the author doesn’t exist, 2) avatar the last airbender universe bc i want to be an earth bender and 3) percy jackson universe...i want to be a badass and kill some monsters! sue me!

[thinkingisadangerouspastime]

‘author’ self interview

thank you for the tag @itsmoonpeaches!! sorry im a few days late getting to it 😩

Name: thinkingisadangerouspastime / faerialchemist / amy

Fandoms: all of them, lmao? well, according to ffn:

Author has written 61 stories for Teen Titans, Fairy Tail, Fullmetal Alchemist, [redacted], Ouran High School Host Club, Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug & Cat Noir, Avengers, Dragon Prince, Good Omens, She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, Fruits Basket, Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Avatar: Last Airbender, Falcon and the Winter Soldier, and Winx Club.

right now, i am active(ish) in atla and the mcu as well as monk and medium, although those last two don’t really have fandoms (at least not large ones, lol)

Where do you post: faerialchemist on AO3 is where my better works are, lmao, but i also post on FFN, Wattpad, and Quotev under different handles. and when i remember, i try to promo my works on Tumblr, too!

Most popular multi-chapter fic: in terms of true multichapter fics (i.e. not a oneshot collection), No Ordinary Exchange wins for hits, kudos, everything. i think that can be attributed to the fact that a) it’s long, b) it’s complete, c) it’s rayllum (most popular tdp ship), and d) it’s a college!au (a popular trope in fandom overall). although tbh, i only have like one or two other true multichaps posted, one of which is incomplete and the other of which is half-focused on an extreme rarepair, so there’s not much competition 😂

Favorite story you’ve written so far: i am going to cheat and say my favorite fics i’ve written so far are the three in my why’d you have to go and make things so complicated? series. here’s the series “summary”:

A series of (mostly) Flash Thompson-centric fics set in a canon-divergent AU beginning after Spider-Man: Homecoming. Niche headcanons*, one-sided rivals to friends (to lovers), and Flash Thompson appreciation abound! 

*Headcanons I have pioneered so far: Flash Thompson has dyslexia, Flash Thompson likes art history, Flash Thompson likes origami. Stay tuned for more. ;)

basically, it’s 50k worth of fics (so far) that serve as a testament to how much i love mcu flash thompson 🥺💛 he deserves the world!!

Fic you were nervous to post: i was pretty nervous to post one of my more recent fics, actually! the fic is called Is This Love?, and i was nervous for a few different reasons:

- it’s half sambucky, which was fine bc sambucky is popular lmao, but it’s also half sarahmay, which is a sapphic rarepair i came up with between sarah wilson and may parker. the mcu fandom has a heavy preference for mlm pairings, so i was nervous by virtue of the fic being partially wlw-centric, but it all ended up being fine! i have converted so many people to sarahmay 😤

- the fic also features my demiromantic!sam headcanon. i myself am aspec but (maybe) not demiromantic, so i wanted my portrayal to be respectful, and as such i was nervous despite everything i’d looked into prior to writing and posting the fic, lol

- it’s a multichap. multichaps make me nervous solely because they are multiple chapters. adds stressTM 😂

How do you choose your titles: song lyrics, randomly coming up with them, a specific line/word used in the fic, and brainstorming with friends are probably the main ways!

Do you outline: sure do 😤 it varies from fic to fic, so some outlines are a detailed list of events in the appropriate order, while others are a more general idea of “here’s stuff i want to include,” lol. generally speaking, though, i always try to go in with some sort of plan!

Complete: all of my recent fics are complete! (although that’s bc i primarily write oneshots 😂) on ao3, i think i only have one fic that’s truly incomplete. (oneshot collections are a weird in-between, because they essentially are always complete unless i feel like adding to them.) on ffn, though, i have four incomplete fics, three of which are from middle school. i don’t think they will ever be finished 😩

Do you accept prompts: technically, yes! but my policy is that i am under no obligation to write any of them. i write fanfic for fun and as a stress reliever, so if im not inspired by a prompt, i am not going to stress myself out trying to write for it, lol

Upcoming story you’re most excited to write about: i actually just finished writing this story today (by hand, it’s not typed yet lmao), but im gonna let it count for this question anyways! it is probably the most self-indulgent fic i’ve ever written: a monk and medium crossover. that’s right, two fandoms absolutely no one in the world cares about but me. i wrote this fic solely bc it was something i wanted to read 😂 it is - if i counted correctly - 78 1/2 pages long, which is probably in the range of 30-35k words? once i type it up (in like,, december lmao) i’ll have more specifics, although the “patching” that occurs when i type handwritten drafts could push the word count closer to 40k. but who knows? time will tell!

anyways, im just so excited about this fic bc it has so many things i like lmaooo (examples: allison whump, joe x allison content, sharona being her wonderful self, and what i hope is an interesting murder mystery!)

Stories you’re most excited to read: literally anything and everything my friends are working on! off the top of my head: @shifuaang’s tysuki fic, @praetorqueenreyna’s dark!zukaang fic, @itsmoonpeaches’s fruits basket fic, and @ambivalentmarvel’s spider kids fic 🙌

i think a lot of my atla mutuals have been tagged to do this already, so tagging some marvel friends! (this is starkravinghazelnoots, btw 💛)

tagging: @ambivalentmarvel, @friendlyneighborhoodsecretary, @lunannex, @kalliopecosmos, @omg-just-peachy, and anyone else who wants to do this! just say i tagged you 💕

[miraculousguardianlady]

Get To Know Me: All WLW/MLM Ships (Main Fandoms)

Glimmer x Adora (Glimmadora) - She-Ra and the Princesses of Power

Chloe x Kagami (Chlogami) - Miraculous Ladybug

Minako x Rei (Reinako) - Sailor Moon

Ami x Makoto (MakoAmi) - Sailor Moon

Rose x Juleka (JuleRose) - Miraculous Ladybug

Haruka x Michiru (HaruMichi) - Sailor Moon

Arisa x Saki (AriSa) - Fruits Basket

Nathaniel x Marc (NathMarc) - Miraculous Ladybug

Usagi x Rei (UsaRei) - Sailor Moon

Minako x Ami (Minami) - Sailor Moon

Usagi x Minako (UsaMina) - Sailor Moon

Kunzite x Zoisite (Kunzoi) - Sailor Moon

Chibiusa x Hotaru (Chibitaru) - Sailor Moon

Sakura and Ino (SakuIno) - Naruto [btw I still stan and OTP SasuSaku and SaiIno, along with ShikaIno. This is my other option for them]

[midwestharpy]

ONE SHOT PROMPTS OPEN!

Hey guys! So I've come to the realization that I'm slacking on writing so much because I'll get stuck at a point and just get lost on where to go. Writing more of another story usually fixes this, but my main stories sometimes end up at that stuck point at the same time.

My remidy: One shots.

I currently have no big ideas for one shots so I'm opening up prompts! Drop an ask with a prompt you'd like to see me write! They don't have to be fanfic realted, I'm willing to write short story prompts in general to get me in the writing groove.

RESTRICTIONS/RULES:

No smut please, I'm not comfortable writing direct sences like that

No ships with weird/large age gaps (ask for clarification with some ships if you'd like to double check)

Hurt/comfort and angst are OKAY TO ASK FOR! I will write that, thats my jam right there! But I would ask that any requests for graphic violence/self-harm/suicide not be mentioned

I may not awnser your prompt if I don't vibe with the idea/idk what to do with it. If I plan on never using it, I'll let you know but if it's not awnsered right away I might just be sitting on it, don't fret!

No fanfiction regarding actors/real people

FANDOMS/SHOWS:

(For any fanfiction related prompts these are shows/fandoms I'm comfortable writing for. Things might add/subtract so keep and eye out if you're looking for something specific!)

She-Ra and the Princesses of Power

Umbrella Acadamy

Voltron

Harry Potter (can and will diss on JKR if requested, fuck her)

Riordanverse

Sanders Sides

Marvel Cinimatic Universe

The Owl House

Kipo and the Age of Wonderbeasts

Tales of Arcadia Universe

Avatar the Last Airbender (I haven't seen Kora yet btw)

Demon Slayer

If you'd like something thats not on the list lmk and I'll see if I can work with it! There are some things I've seen that aren't on the list bc I probably forgot so don't be afraid to ask!

Thanks for the help guys!

[andhereisthetea]

Just finished Season 3

I have been watching She-Ra for the past seven days non-spot and I just finished season 3 and...

god

dammit

I am just....

UGH.

I want to talk about a lot of things after this, but I know I can’t just sandwich them in this post. I watched all three seasons in less time than I should have, I feel so damn conflicted right now about certain things, even if I spoiled myself about it before.

I spoiled myself about the whole Entrapta and Hordak arc, I watched gifsets and I saw your beautiful fan arts both in tumblr and twitter, but watching it, like... really watching it, it’s a whole different thing and now I feel both sad but also relieved I’m watching this after the show ended because 1) I am sad I didn’t experience things at the same time the fandom and most Entrapdak shippers did BUT 2) this would have made a mess of me, I get affected very easily with things like what I watched.

Ok, I have some things to say about the three seasons:

First... Entrapta.

There are some things I find refreshing and others that I don’t, I am not going to point it out in this post, also I can’t expect a lot from a family show.

The thing is... I feel they should have made up a backstory for Entrapta.

I understand the lore and the plot Crew-Ra focused into, but also I knew the Lore before the creation of this show, I feel there should have been a better way to explore more characters from Masters of the Universe.

Think about the complete mystery she is.

We knows most of the characters’ backstories, at least the most complex and important ones, we knows for example that Mermisa got her ruined kingdom from her father who was killed in the first battle against the Horde. We knows basically all the story of Bow’s family, we knows about Glimmer, about Scorpia, about Perfuma’s kingdom, about even Adora, Catra who was an orphaned, and also about Shadow Weaver.

But Entrapta? she is a complete damn mystery.

She is the Princess of Dryl, she designed the Crypto Castle, a literal labyrinth without sense, she is obsessed with First One’s tech since who knows how long, she isn’t an elemental princess but she can move her hair as if it were extra limbs and evn fight with it as a weapon, something that no other specie in the whole planet of Etheria can do, she has an intelligence even bigger than Tony Stark, nobody even talks about what happened to her parents, NOBODY, like they didn’t even existed and she popped up from nowhere and created her robotic parents herself. And even if her seeking for data and more and more progress and tech can be seen as a clear symptom her Autism (like autistic people focusing so much in something they can’t do anything else, I have that) or the fact she is looking for something else but not even her know what the hell is...

She knows or is implicit that she knows about the language of the First Ones, she understand their technology better than anyone else, also, her kingdom is the most advanced, they are considered to be in the industrial era compared to other kingdoms controlled by the elemental princesses. Where did all that technology knowledge, and also First One’s knowledge, came from? I don't think that in 20 years since she had reason and enough skill to be able to learn by herself Dryl has built all that; Dryl's kingdom had been working that way since before she was even born, so who told her? who taught her?

In addition to the fact that she has access to mining in her kingdom where she has been able to find who knows how much of the first one’s technology... right under her feet. The sole fact they put someone so important for the plot as a princess who has no runestone is just mysterious, she used the Black Garnet even better than Shadow Weaver, I can completely see her or someone before her doing the same with her own Runestone (which I picture as an Amethist btw).

I think they chose to put Entrapta’s possibilities of a backstory aside because, after seeing how the character became increasingly important and popular, they realized that once they had started to create her backstory and origins, they wouldn’t have been able to stop, and the central plot wasn’t about her at all, and is very likely that whatever idea of backstory they had about her would have been focused in the central plot. 

For example (and call me crazy, I don't care) if they had said that she was the granddaughter or daughter of Keldor AKA Skeletor, I would have totally believed it.

The thing with that is... even though they chose for her an Etheria region, which in the original Lore was unimportant, everything to do with Entrapta in She-Ra becomes important immediately, but ultimately it would have distracted them from the central plot with Adora as She-Ra, and Horde Prime, who is the main villain they choose for the show.

For now I just want to imagine what could have been if she had more protagonism and wasn’t only the geek princess, she has so much potential and I haven’t seen a character so refreshing like her in long time.

Okay, I want to talk about the seasons I just watched while the information is still fresh inside my head.

One of the main things that frustrated me about the final season is how Crew-Ra COMPLETELY NAILED IT in making me hate Catra. They didn’t make her sympathetic, she is toxic and most of the time she remembered me people who I had to avoid in my personal life, so the natural reaction to all her actions is to dislike her, that is exactly what Crew-Ra wanted for us to feel.

But in some point it got to the point that if you tell me the character was unpredictable, it lost it a bit in the final episodes, she started to become predictable in her actions because as an impulsive person constantly in denial over her emotions and projecting her problems over everyone else, it was obvious she was going to go through a destructive path wanting for everyone to die together with herself because it wouldn’t have seen less like a suicide.

And as a self-centered character with tunnel vision over her purpose and actions, she was going to completely underestimate Entrapta and wasn’t going to understand why Hordak found her interesting, she would attribute everything to power and fight for positions just like SW taught her, instead of something as pure as friendship, in fact she might have know it, but she didn’t want to admit it, because to know that someone as hateful and intimidating as Lord Hordak suddenly has someone who loves him beyond that is just too much for her, who doesn’t understand and is hurt by the fact that Adora doesn’t love her back, but doesn’t want to change one bit for fear to lost the life that ironically she hates so much without Adora in it.

So of course she was gonna electrocute Entrapta and send her to Beast Island, and her impulsive decision was made out of pure fear over what she did not only to Entrapta, but to Hordak himself and what he might do to her when he finds out what she did, and no matter how much she wants to hide behind a curtain of falsehood, is a matter of time he realizes Entrapta is nowhere in Etheria to be seen.

She is a character who does not measure her actions until the consequences are so horrible that she runs away, because reality is too painful for her to even accept what she has done, also she usually thinks that EVERYONE thinks just like her, every one of her speeches about fake friendship, power and winning is just about how she sees the world work from her perspective, she has zero notions over someone’s else vision of the world.

That's one of the biggest reasons why I liked Adora in the last episode of the third season; Catra made a decision, her desire to win basically led her to condemn Entrapta to death, almost destroy the planet and ultimately kill Angella or worse. I have seen posts about people saying that Catra hasn’t killed anyone directly, but I am sorry, she did this season, and she lied about it to everyone and to herself, but Adora knows better.

Now, Hordak

God how I start with this.

Hordak, opposite to the original Lore of Masters of the Universe, is right now basically an alien version of Lucifer from John Milton’s Paradise Lost but with God being fucking evil.

Just like Lucifer, he wants to replicate his creator’s creation on Etheria, choosing to rule in hell rather than heaven, but unlike Lucifer, he stills has a connection with his creator and just like Catra, wants to satify his wished to conquer Etheria all by himself.

But unlike Horde Prime, he is in fact a good leader, and a logical one. He appreciates when his soldiers thinks by themselves and achieves their goals, unlike Prime, and he in fact doesn’t accept empty adulation, if you are good at something, you have to prove it, not to him, but to yourself.

So I just love how with every season they are adding more complexity to his whole being, and now they have added the emotional factor with Entrapta’s friendship and ultimately “betrayal”, I want to watch how this at first glance stoic character loses the shit out of his stoicism, even if I already knows what is going to happen. The fact he already got affected by Catra’s lies over Entrapta betraying him proves how far he has gone since Entrapta came to his life, if he was just impressed by Entrapta or wanted to use her, that wouldn’t have affected him that much, he already feels something for her, but he struggles to know what it is, and even if he denies it due to what just happened, he is still feeling it.

Which makes the anticipation to the discovery of Catra’s lies so much more painful. 

Also, the fact he believed Catra, just like that, made me feel disappointed, but that is based on the complexity of the character and his self-loathing, he feels he doesn’t deserves friendship nor love; he is a defective clone after all, in his own mind he is imperfect and she is the complete opposite of that, so believing it is easy, but that doesn’t make it less painful, and that is what I am sure Hordak will realize ultimately.

I don’t know how long will took me to watch the season 4, but I know is worth the effort if I want to see Entrapta and Hordak together again, I love them, they are pure brain and incredible refreshing to watch, and the affection they feel for each other is obvious, one of the most bittersweet scenes for me was when Entrapta remembered Hordak due to the trio saying his name, her suddenly quiet behavior and calmed and painful smiled was so unlikely of her that one has to admit something more is going on, also her choice of language, “I had a lab partner”, not “I have”, gives a sense of sadness to the whole scene that broke my damn heart.

I will tag you guys @cruelfeline @ineffablelabpartners @etherian-affairs because I want to know your opinions about this, I never thought Entrapdak was gonna affect me that way, in fact I never expected to ship them at all, but here we are, dying for them and I just can’t escape.

[jadeile-writes]

Fanfic Progress Update 46

Oh, hi! Is it Saturday already? Well, then! Fanfic Progress Update! Stay tuned to the end of this post for a spoiler-y glimpse into the next chapter of Adventure Gone Mini AND the next chapter of Shit, the Radio Demon is a part of my afterlife.

Current WIPs:

Adventure gone Mini

Fandom: Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild / The Minish Cap

Summary: Sidon is given his very own Sheikah Slate, the first replica Purah has managed to make, and sets out to travel with Link with the intention of registering warp points for convenient travel in the future. However, when a malfunction shrinks them down to the size of bugs, and they meet little people called the Minish, they have to change their plans from “fun adventuring” to “getting out of this mess”. Not that those two have to exclude one another. Link/Sidon.

Progress: Chapter 33 is the current latest chapter and was posted on 8th of January. Chapter 34 is halfway done and the scheduled posting date is 29th of January. This chapter is super fun to write, you guise.

I update this fic every three weeks on Wednesdays.

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Shit, the Radio Demon is a part of my afterlife

Fandom: Hazbin Hotel

Summary: Husk is just your everyday demon, minding his own business and living his afterlife mostly in self-caused misery. He’s been at it for about ten years when he rather abruptly finds himself on the Radio Demon’s radar. Suddenly his life becomes a lot more interesting. For fuck’s sake, he did not ask for this bullshit. Alastor/Husk.

Progress: Chapter 7 is the current latest chapter, and was published on 10th of January. Chapter 8 will be published on 14th of January, and chapter 9 on 17th of January. The rest of the chapters are done and waiting for their turn; the final count is 16.

I update this fic every Tuesday and Friday!

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Fine, be a part of my afterlife, jackass! (previously known as Afterlife the Complementary Text)

Fandom: Hazbin Hotel

Summary: This is not a stand-alone story! This is a compilation of additional “filler” chapters that go between the chapters of “Shit, the Radio Demon is a part of my afterlife”, starting from chapter 7. Read the main story up to that point or further before bothering with this one.

Every chapter of Afterlife is vital to the story: they bring the plot forward, each introduces a new development, each has a reason for being included. The chapters in this, however, are the ideas that couldn’t fit in Afterlife, because they don’t bring the story forward. So, additional fun Husk and Alastor content for this universe, because I feel like it!

Progress: Chapter 1 (or ch.7½ ) is finished and will be posted on 12th of January (Sunday. Tomorrow. Yay!) Chapter 2 (ch.7½ the second) is half done and I hope to get it done by 13th of January (Monday), but if not, then by either Wednesday or Thursday. Chapter 3 (ch.11½ ) is half done, no posting date yet. This fic is looking to be 7 chapters long at this time, but could still change.

So. This is happening now. I’ll be posting the chapters alongside the main story when we get to the point where they come in, assuming I’ve gotten them written out by that time. The updates will happen on the days I’m not posting anything else. Let’s see if I can manage this ^^;

Btw, there will be no sneak-peeks with this one. You’ll have to walk in blind each time ;)

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Drunk Alastor (workname)

Fandom: Hazbin Hotel

Summary (temporary): Roles are reversed in many ways when a drunk Alastor knocks on Husk’s door and has no intention of going to his own room for the night. And it only gets weirder from there, leaving Husk with a most unexpected arrangement with the Radio Demon. Alastor/Husk.

Progress: Okay. This was supposed to be a long oneshot, but the thing kept writing itself and then took an unexpected turn, I divided it into chapters, and now it has a plot and will be an actual chapter story. Chapters 1 and 2 are done. Chapter 3 has been started. The plan is to start posting this once Afterlife is done with, assuming that I have this mostly written by then.

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Other WIPs I’m not currently working on but intend to get back to someday:

PoE Drabbles (Pillars of Eternity)

DC Drabbles (Justice League)

Diaphanous Relations (Forgotten Realms, R.A. Salvatore’s books)

Rolling with it (Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild)

Possibly worth staying for (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)

Radiohusk that makes me question my life choices (Hazbin Hotel)

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That’s it for the WIPs! Here are the promised sneak-peeks into Mini and Afterlife. (Note: the text may end up slightly different in the fics themselves due to more editing happening before publishing). Enjoy!

Mini

The Hero statue started to freeze over. A pained grunt sounded in the air, and Link recognized the voice as Sidon's. Hylia damn it! Link grabbed the only boot he had left and tossed it to the right, as far as he could. An ice ray followed immediately, and Link took the opportunity to jump to the left, leaving his shelter. He locked his sight on his enemy, who was looking confusedly in the wrong direction now.

Afterlife

A few years flew by and Husk's friendship with Alastor grew steadier now that he had accepted it and was more or less embracing it. He still made sure to grumble about Alastor being a thorn on his side almost every time they met, but he only meant it sometimes, when Alastor was actually being a fucking pain in the ass. Which he was often enough, and he knew it, too. The bastard did it on purpose more often than not, so he had Husk's complaints coming and deserved every single one of them. There were moments of real camaraderie mixed in as well. For one, Alastor cooked for him all the damn time, whether Husk needed it or not, or even expected it. Alastor simply loved to cook and seemed over the moon with joy at having another person eating the food he made, which also enabled him to cook more often. By now Husk was so used to jambalaya, gumbo, dirty rice, and all things crawfish and shrimp that he felt like he had eaten them all his life. Alastor loved baking as well, so Husk now always had beignets or pecan cake or pecan pie or pecan cookies or pecan anything really in his food stash if he needed something sweet. Alastor didn't much care for sweets, so Husk basically had to eat all of it whenever the guy had the sudden urge to bake. If Husk wasn't almost anorexic levels of skinny regardless of how little or much he ate, he would worry about getting fat with the way he was being fed nowadays.

That’s it this time. See you next Saturday!

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