#not tagging these into any main character tags because i’m scared

[misiahasahardname]

for the character + emoji thing - Jake, Liam and Henry TMF and the sunset duo (any TMNT show): ❤️🧡💛💚📖🏡❤️‍🩹😋

(sorry if this is a bit much 😅)

omg omg ok

idk if it’s meant to be in order or i do all of these for each character listed? i’ll do the latter because i think it’d be more fun

(sorry if these aren’t great, i’m trying my best)

OK!

JAKE

otp - a tie between jaisy and jenry. both mean absolutely everything to me, just for different reasons! (i’m a big fan of fluffy ships and stupid ships)

everyone i ship with this character - daisy, henry, liam and drew (how did this pathetic guy pull so many people?)

brotp - honestly? jalia. lia and jake have great potential as friends!!

notp - i don’t think i have one? (i could list the obvious incest or large age gap ships but like. you’d expect that)

au i’d like to see them in - DEAR EVAN HANSEN AU!!!!!!! (we really cooked when we chose that cast)

domestic headcanon - so him and the dromies move in with eachother. and they realise that jake is SUPER forgetful (the adhd brain fog never clears) so they start putting sticky notes everywhere to help jake remember stuff, like to do chores, to take his meds, that he has an appointment or a date or something… it helps and he’s grateful :>

angsty headcanon - so, so absolutely terrified of losing his friends that it’s genuinely taken a serious toll on his mental health. like he struggles to sleep sometimes because he’s too busy thinking about the things he said during the day and stressing if he said something wrong or if someone took a joke the wrong way. it gets worse after episode nine… i don’t think he’ll ever recover from that. :(

funny/stupid headcanon - was so desperate for money as a kid he pulled out three teeth for the tooth fairy lmao

LIAM

otp - henriam. sorry i’m crazy about them

everyone i ship with this character - drew, henry and jake (i think it’s obvious i’m a big polydromies fan)

brotp - also henriam!!

notp - can’t really think of one?

au i’d like to see them in - can. can we have a vampire liam au. would that be ok. because i’d love to see a vampire liam au.

domestic headcanon - his art covers the walls of the house. he makes sure every room is decorated appropriately, and is constantly painting or making something new to add more character to the house. his room is a total mess because of him constantly working lol

angsty headcanon - unfortunately i do not have enough Thoughts or canon to go off of to make an angsty headcanon. disappointing :(

funny/stupid headcanon - absolute menace on halloween. to him it’s like april fools but in autumn. he will take every oppurtunity to fuck with people on halloween, whether that be through scaring or scheming. he is not allowed to answer the door for trick or treaters because he will either start handing out onions or steal a handful of sweets from their buckets when pretending to hand out sweets. evil (i hope this made sense lmao)

HENRY

otp - JENRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone i ship with this character - jake and liam

brotp - henriam. yes they’re perfect platonically and romantically!!

notp - anyone from the music club (besides jake ofc), mostly for their sanity (this doesn’t mean i would hate to see any ship with him and a music club member, i just personally would not ship it)

au i’d like to see them in - au where he’s in the music club. i just want to see the shenanigans

domestic headcanon - doesn’t do any chores because no one trusts him to be responsible

angsty headcanon - i’m sorry i genuinely cannot think of henry angst. angstless being

funny/stupid headcanon - he jokingly flirts with everyone all the time so no one knows when he’s being genuine or not (this is why you’re struggling to pull, henry!)

SUNSET DUO (doing them both at the same time ig)

i have selected 2012 sunset duo because i’m predictable lmao

otp - for raph it is definetly rasemona (is that what they’re called?) polyamory is always a W!! (also like. i cannot just choose one. it’s impossible. he’d definetly end up dating both of them anyways). i don’t really have an otp for mikey because in all honesty i don’t actually properly ship him with anyone?

everyone i ship with this character -

brotp - i mean……. brotp feels like a weird term to use for them but. it’s them. sunset duo. yippee! (i also think pepperoni pucks and raphril are fun, underrated friendship dynamics)

notp - NOT EACHOTHER. NOPE. nothing relating to tcest or other incest shit. gross weirdos

au i’d like to see them in - my very own extended family au!! i’ll talk about it one day i promise—

domestic headcanon - they’re definetly the closest brother dynamic out of all the others. they hang out regularly, whether it be they’re training together, playing video games (and getting way too competitive), or just chilling out. i feel like they’d also look after chompy and ice cream kitty together. shared responsibility or smth

angsty headcanon - thanks to their amazing twin senses (sunset duo are twins trust me) they know a lot of… dark things about eachother.

funny/stupid headcanon - they both have physical touch as their main love language, it’s just with eachother that ‘physical touch’ is beating the shit out of eachother. they will playfully slap, punch, and nudge eachother regularly, and these actions only sometimes escalate into fights where they need to be pulled apart by their brothers!

gaymers i have no idea if these made any sense or if they were even good. i’m sorry

[animeyanderelover]

Hello again! Could I get a scenario where the darling is super emotional and cries all the time. She's not particularly scared or trying to be manipulative, just cries really easily. I thought it'd be interesting to have Ash from black Butler, Kanike from Tokyo ghoul, Shiapouf from hunter x hunter, and any other emotional yandere who you think fits. Crybaby vs crybaby. Thanks!

I’m currently on a vacation so I had to keep this limited to only a few characters.

Tags: @lovley-valentine7 @leveyani @chxxz @jamayah @cynniical @shenryu-sama @maggiequinn59 @flaming-vulpix

Tw: Yandere themes, possessive behavior, obsession, delusional behavior, isolation, manipulation, abduction

Crybaby vs. Crybaby

Ash Landers

▫️Tears are droplets of innocence, at least the tears that you spill are. It is a sight that he would even consider beautiful if it wouldn’t be for the grief that is piercing the essence of his soul when he sees you spilling tears of purity. Initially Ash mistakes your tears as a sign of fear, a thought that tightens his heart with anxiety and self-hatred but he doesn’t wish to bother you with his problems and keeps the stress and anxiety to himself, leading to emotional meltdowns when he’s all by himself. He’s convinced he’s doing something wrong every time you start crying and that behavior is hard to shake off even when he eventually figures out that you are just a very sensitive person. The sensitivity of yours is only more of what makes you so pure and perfect in his eyes. It is your tendency to cry so easily though that leads Ash to cuddle you even more all to not overwhelm your fragile feelings and to keep all anxiety and stress away from you. He will worship tears of happiness and joy but he will damn everyone, including himself, if your tears are ever caused by sorrow.

Shaiapouf

🎻His demeanor really depends on what stage of his obsession he is in already. If he’s still in his earlier stages where he overloads you with tons of expectations to be perfect Shaiapouf is going to be the main culprit for your tears. He may pretend to be nice but the disappointment due to your lack of self-control is written all over his face. He’s strict and his words are harsh, belittling you and even using his abilities on you to calm you and your tears down. If we’re talking about Shaiapouf after he has properly embraced his obsession things look quite a bit different. He’s using your sensitivity to manipulate you further into his arms, actively encouraging the overwhelmed meltdowns so that he can be the one to smother you and help you to calm down. He was born a servant, he needs to be needed by you and it just so happens that you need him too. That is at least what he tries to indoctrinate into your mind with attentive touches and sweet lies. What used to be a burden in his eyes has now turned into something precious and sweet which only gives him more reasons to isolate and protect you. After all the world outside would only overwhelm you.

Kaneki Ken

🔲Kaneki is already very fidgety and nervous, frightened that his darling is simply going to despise him and view him as the monster he thinks he is deep down as well. So the first few weeks after the abduction aren’t pretty. He knows that you tend to cry easily, his heart always tightened and hurt when he stalked you but it is still so much worse when he is the cause of your tears, especially knowing that those aren’t happy tears. You may as well have poured acid over his skin and it would have hurt him less than watching you spilling tears because you are frightened of him. His stomach is churning and worms are feasting through his pained heart, his own vision blurry as he stutters out apologies, longing to reach out for you yet terrified that you would only flinch away from him and only break his bleeding heart more. It is this initial trauma that has him trembling whenever you cry long after you’ve gotten through the worst parts and your tears are no longer his fault. His presence is hovering over you as soon as Kaneki senses that you’re crying, terrified that something or someone upset you.

Fudo Akira

👿Even after Akira’s transformation he has remained the crybaby boy he has been since his childhood. He’s highly sensitive and it is very likely that he may even start crying together with you when you start spilling tears first. At first he is a tad bit ashamed of it. In this new body of his he was hoping to be able to toughen up and to be your pillar of comfort yet his own tears get stained in his own tears the moment he sees you as he is just weeping with you, no matter whether you’re sad or very happy about something. Akira starts getting more comfortable the moment he realises that you actually seem to take comfort in the fact that even someone as intimidating and tough-looking as him has a very sensitive soul. So he just starts crying with you to comfort you and help you to regulate your emotions. If there is a negative reason behind your tears and it happens to be a person as well Akira may just pay them a visit later for some civilised talking but he prioritises you always first by comforting you before he weaponises his new strength and appearance. He hates it when your tears are those of grief and fear after all.

[tsukimefuku]

old regrets and guilt ridden pasts (2) ꕥ higuruma hiromi

part 1 → this part → part 3 (soon) | mdni!

summary: you get home, only to find that hiromi is there ready to talk after your failed attempt to open up about your past. he intends to confront you on that, among other things.

tags: +18!, non-explicit! sex scenes, implied smut, f!reader, established relationship higuruma x reader, little to no cursing, reader is kind of emotionally stunted, romance, mentions of death, grief, angst, fluff, hurt + comfort (a lot of comfort, this is healing).

wc: 1.8k

notes etc.: heavy spoilers for "sand and snow" readers. this might be the loveliest thing i've written to date. thank you so much @redlikerozez for betaing it 🧡 written to the sound of running up that hill (kate bush) and heart skipped a beat (the xx) - the second one is the song that inspired the main scene. as always, i write flawed characters that can (and will) sometimes be assholes, but they're trying their best.

ꕥ collection of stories: "jujutsu partners au" → masterlist for fics listed in chronological order of events

When you came inside your apartment, there were no lights on. However, from the open door to your bedroom, you could see that Hiromi was laying down on your bed, probably fast asleep by this point.

Defeated, you left your things on the table and silently got in the room, stepping inside the bathroom to wash away all the grime and dirt (and hurt) from a godawful day.

'Godawful day' is definitely a good name for having memories of people long gone stirred up and thrown at your face, reviving your grief all over again.

You were still feeling guilty for not having talked to Hiromi about it, unable to not shut him out, yet again.

Why do I keep doing this? I'm such a jerk.

Upon finishing your shower, you came back into the room, and slid yourself into comfortable clothing before laying down beside him. Hiromi had his back turned to you, but he must've felt you on the bed, because he didn't take long to roll himself on the mattress and look at you.

He seemed upset, and with good reason.

"You could have entrusted me with your pain too, you know," Hiromi began, not giving you much time to muster up anything to say. Not even a good night.

You exhaled slowly, trying to collect your thoughts around it all. This day was an absolute rollercoaster of emotions.

"For you to learn my pain, I’d have to explain it, and I just... It is hard to explain exactly what happened and remembering that day," you offered. "Aside from me, Nanami is the only one who also saw it happen."

Hiromi considered what you said for a moment, but you could see the resolute way in which he softly shook his head.

"Still. I can’t fight you every step of the way for you to let me in. I’m your boyfriend."

The word lingered in the atmosphere around you.

He was, in fact, your boyfriend. You had been dating for a while then.

"We’re supposed to share these kinds of things so that we can be there for each other," he stated, a chide with a plead for understanding, while his thumb came up to press softly against your chin.

"I… I know. I’m sorry."

And you were, truly and deeply sorry, for everything. For pushing him into going along with that stupid idea of letting you inside his domain to get rid of your cursed technique temporarily, for retreating back into yourself when things grew dire, and for not letting him in when he expressly asked you to.

"What are you so afraid of?" Hiromi asked, in earnest.

You took some time to think about his question.

What were you so afraid of, after all, that you couldn't let him in — or at least felt like it, many times? 

Then, you realized.

"I'm scared that… That you will leave me too," you began, "I'm terrified that I will have opened myself up, all vulnerable and shit, and then for some reason, I'm left alone again. That's a recurring theme in my life."

"My love, in case that ever happens, keeping me at arms length won’t make it hurt any less."

You chuckled bitterly.

"Funny you should say that. I said the same thing earlier today."

Hiromi edged himself closer softly under the covers, approaching you gently.

"It takes one to know one, right?" he offered, in a kind and loving voice.

"I guess it does," you answered with a minute smile on your face.

"So, will you let me in now?" he inquired, holding your gaze. "Please."

You knew he'd surely be aware of at least the gist of the story, due to the evidence inside the envelope he never got to open before you confessed to your brother's "murder".

Still, it was different. He had to hear you say it, tell him the whole story.

So, you inhaled deeply, ready to dive in the murky lake of your past, before proceeding.

"My brother. He was…" considering for a moment, there was no word that could really convey it. Not entirely. You settled for "everything."

A sigh.

"He was… The sun to my moon. My brother was the laughter, the joy, the silly jokes, the shoes thrown around the house, the noise, the annoyance, the smell of curry in the kitchen, the helping hand, the coming home to, no matter how dire things got."

Silence.

"And then, in one night, there was… none of him anymore. Nothing, just his cold dead body laying on the ground."

A moment that felt like ten.

"I… We were twins, and a part of me, I guess… just died with him. I don’t think I’ll ever get it back. So here I am, still living with this hole inside me, where some piece used to be. His piece."

Hiromi stayed quiet for a second, pulling your knuckles kindly against his lips.

"My sun is gone, and I'm drifting, untethered. I…" You took a heavy huff of air inside your lungs. Yet, you were still breathless, the ache weighing on your thorax like a hydraulic press.

"This grief is like a tar pit, and no matter what I do, this faceless monster just keeps sucking me under." 

Your last words dropped to the drum of a eulogy, the one you never got to do.

His palm descended lightly on your cheek as the night breeze gently brushed over the window. The room was dark, dimly lit by moonlight and streetlamps bleeding through the curtain, but it became remarkably quiet. Silent.

Cotton filled ears while the world stopped moving for a second, waiting under a muted heartbeat.

One. Two. Three. Four beats.

His gaze softened — rather than darkened — as his lips approached, all pacify, and yearning, and empathy, and commiseration. Upon contact, your eyes fluttered into a deeper dimness, letting your mind drift around, away and back again, as he began his first attempt to tether you.

You may have lost your sun, but you wouldn't keep drifting away, not anymore.

He wouldn't let that happen.

My love…

Yes?

Eyes on me.

One. Two. Three. Four beats.

Okay.

Dexterous hands pulled you back to Earth, drawing you deeper into his orbit when they fit themselves securely and unfaltering against your waist.

Warm digits kneaded over the celestial wanderer drowned in the tar pit of painful remembrance.

Your senses thickened, your pupils grew wider, and your touch found the nape of his neck, seeking the halo of his comfort.

He was always so comfortable.

Just like coming home to.

He felt at home in you, too.

Another kiss. Gentler. Kinder.

The dark against your fluttered-shut eyelids didn't steal you away from him again, though. He had placed himself firmly around you, with an inevitable gravitational pull, all understanding, warm and welcoming, with the soft press of his entire body against yours.

Your senses heightened — you smelled him, touched him, heard him, felt him. The rhythm of his breath, now softly hitched. His chest, up and down, pulsing with longing. His skin, silvery glow under the moonlight. 

Hiromi smelled…

Well, he smelled like Hiromi.

The best smell there was.

Earthly bound, finally.

His mouth, teeth, lips, all made their way to slit themselves against the edge of your jaw.

May I?

Please.

One, two, three, four beats.

A sharp exhale leaves your lips as his teeth sink against the softness of your chin, crawling up to your mouth, hot breaths mixing with one another, two stardust clouds melting together.

He bit your bottom lip and let it go, then brushed his own mouth against yours. So feathery. So delicate.

Another kiss.

You lock against each other with little to no exploration — you've walked these paths before. You do so with the soft embrace of familiarity. The velvety reassurance of known lovers.

All to the gravitational beat that surrounded you both.

You grasped each other's hands against your clothes, and gentle as could be, the fabric slowly unraveled itself from your bodies, sliding their delicate way down the floor, forgotten.

Hiromi began nosing his way down your skin, but your hands cupped his jaw, pulling him back.

A pause.

Four heartbeats.

Eyes on me, remember?

A huff, almost a laugh, and the kindest peck.

Okay, my love.

His hand made its way under the duvet, all electric, and liquid, and cold, and hot, pressing the air out of your lungs. He was happy to inhale you in, open-mouthed and muddy, as you hitched and whimpered to his rhythm.

You were quick to fall apart, undoing to him, arching your entire body. Almost losing yourself.

But he pulled you back, the other hand resting over your shoulder blades, remembering you.

Eyes on me.

As you tried descending yourself, he held you back. 

This time, it would be all about you.

Gently pulling you under, his thumbs brushed against your shoulders with tenderness. His eyes flickered with trepidation and affection, as your foreheads pressed to one another. Hiromi pushed and sunk slowly into you, hooked nose snuggled beside yours.

To say he was making love to you wouldn’t be wrong, but paled in comparison to this.

He was loving you tenderly, honestly, just so you could take some of that love he poured into you and give it to yourself, filling the gaping hole left behind by an abrupt absence. The forever and always empty seat in the front row of your life.

He pleaded internally, please, may this be enough.

He was loving you so wholeheartedly, giving you all the warmth you offered to most people but yourself, that you could’ve wept — you probably did, the dampening on his cheek brushing against yours made that evident.

"Touch me." Love me.

"Yes." I do. I will.

Hiromi tried, kind and gentle, loving this grief into vanishing, willing it into non-existence. 

My love. My whole, entire love.

But he couldn't, it was engraved in black all over your flesh, your bones, and your soul.

Each kiss while he wrapped his arms around you, tucking you underneath him, was an attempt at chipping away on your armor of pain and loss.

As he rocked your hips gently, he imprinted on your skin every inch of affection you needed to soothe yourself, but you were finding it difficult to pick up these pieces and ensemble the puzzle.

You found it hard to let all your guilt go, after all. It was already an old companion of sorts.

Drinking your voice in as you tipped over the fall, he thought for a moment, could I steal her pain away?

He'd do it in a single heartbeat if he could, if only to repay you for saving him after he had gone past the point of no return.

Some days after that, coming back to this moment, you would finally understand other people's shortcomings from a deeply personal and subjective perspective.

It was hard, after all, being forgiven without forgiving yourself.

Tag list (that I keep forgetting, sorry): @yammy-yammy-yama @g-kleran @otomesass

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[queenofallimagines]

Hiori yo x black reader

(A/N): was literally complaining bc like how is he black but there’s NO black readers??? But I found out who’s clogging up the blue lock tag😒And then I realized I can do it my fucking self lmao. HC him as Nigerian bc like we’re never gunna get any cultural background info on him bc they never tell us about the parents(unless it’s central to their backstory and even then they’re the main characters not their parents.) so I’m making up my own lore✨ his dad is Nigerian who immigrated to Japan and hiori very rarely sees his dads side of the family bc they live elsewhere and his parents don’t care about him knowing family he’s supposed to be their trophy

Hiori yo:

- okay so boom

- This happens in his blue lock era obviously

- His parents rarely let him play w kids bc he was always training if you peep in the manga

- Only has some idea of some form of cultural heritage

- He was blessed cursed with only his mothers genetics so looking more like her has him skirt around a lot of that racism

- He probably makes friends with all the other mixed kids but gets viscerally uncomfortable when he sees them getting micro-aggressed

- Makes him think twice about showing up to school with his hair not styled like his mom

- Spends 90% of his time gaming anyway so like he doesn’t have to go outside

- When he runs away to blue lock life starts to have color

- I think post U-20 arc he spends those two weeks at home hanging out with karasu because he’s not gunna let him sit inside and rot around his shitty parents for two weeks

- Karasu definitely introduces you to him

- You were one of his friends from school he used to chill with and he’s like you would be good for hiori

- Karasu 100% condones your bad influence like lmao he wants to see hiori be a MENACE to society

- He’s smirking in the background as you bring his inner ultra sadist out

- He messes up your hair and will laugh when you get mad

- “stoooop iiiiit you’re messing up my hair!”

- “aww does the princess not like their hair being touched?”

- “Not when I took a long time to do it this morning!”

- Will immediately get flustered if you say you like his hair

- hide the flat iron from him!!

- I feel like he’s lowkey insecure about usually being like the only black kid in the room

- And he speaks in a different accent than a lot of them?

- Yeah pack it up!

- *he doesn’t really think much of his appearance. he thinks he looks okay and he isn’t really confident about his skin complexion. he isn’t dark skin but he isn’t light skin either.*

- His chat Ai gave me that unprompted so it’s canon now sorry :/

- Yknow how boys will say the most traumatic shit out of nowhere?

- “do you really think that I’m pretty? even my skin complexion and everything?”

- “I sure do! Anyone who says differently is a colorist racist loser . There’s nothing wrong with you or your completion. Like you’re one of the only people who made me feel welcomed here are you fr?”

- Karasu is glaring at you though for having him make pale people jokes.

- He’s very lowkey about how snake like he is so he’s the “you can’t say that shit in public!” Friend, while you don’t care about getting cancelled😭

- “but please don’t let anyone the shade of printer paper make you feel bad about your melanin beloved.”

- “The snow roaches are usually too scared to try something because I’m tall:/“

- “WE ARE IN A CONNIVENCE STORE PEOPLE CAN HEAR YALL”

- he’s trying his best really but he’s just one crow😔

- Don’t let tea about his parents make it back to your ears bc it’s really on sight for that man AND that snow bunny 😡

- “Does your dad ever like talk to you about his culture?? does he say anything outside of trying to make you into some star striker??”

- Mf just shrugs his shoulders.

- “not really. my parents don’t care about anything other than my success. they don’t care about my happiness or how i feel..”

- “Yo, baby ….. imma beat your parents ass😐 is your dad Nigerian? Bc that feels like textbook immigrant parent behavior.“

- “……. I REALLY don’t like how you knew that.”

- “My next guess would have been Guyanese.”

- Hes giggling tho bc I don’t think he really talked shit about his parents w nobody like REALLY really

- Just watching them fight 24/7 as a kid took a toll on my poor baby soul IK

- Spoiler for his backstory but I mean not really??

- His parents saying that if he didn’t become the best they would get a divorce made my jaw hit the stairs of hell

- ““you really know a lot about this kinda stuff?,,,,but yeah, nigerian parents are hella strict. they expect high grades from us and if we don’t reach those high grades, we’re basically disowned..”

- See me personally I have tattoos, colored hair and piercings and my mom fresh off the banana boat carribean

- “Like Dr umar said “you will be never get freedom unless you take it” It’s like a hostage situation!”

- “Is that how you have them long ass acrylics?”

- “….I took it😙”

- He will never bring you home bc you’re always 5 mins from punching his mom in the mouth and he really cannot handle that especially when he’s gone 24/7 in blue lock and can’t talk to you

- They don’t know you but know you’re a bad influence so they hate you from afar

- Very pro “traumatize your parents back” and karasu right there w you

- He’ll he can even scoop up yukumiya to be on demon time👀

- “hit em with the “what if I stop soccer?” And they have nowhere to run but just sit there seething because they need you.”

- “Right the cards are in your hands.”

- “…..Respectfully love, you’re a whole ass delinquent and karasu you’re a scammer. I’m not taking advice from people with active warrants😐”

- Now back on my bullshit

- He be so fine when he use metavision

- Like he knows that if he glances over at you during one of his games he’s gunna find you squirming in your seat

- Looks at you after he scores a goal every time and flashes you that shit eating grin

- Win or loose he’s getting his dick wet!!

- Have a safe word

- He’s never gunna try to push you past your limits in a way that will hurt you

- Buuuuut he is pretty mean

- Imagine that cute innocent looking face smiling down at you with his round doe eyes

- Calling you a dumb slut

- Man is a menace and probably gets a higher sex drive the more he fucks

- Not even out of like lust overtaking him he just will be randomly thinking about how he had you on your knees in this very locker room before

- And now feels the strong urge to split you open on his cock

- It’s fun for him like a game

- And he always wins

- Only way you can get him is to outsmart him but like that’s once in a blue moon so good luck Charlie😅

- Mans is 6”1 so he’s effortlessly manhandling you and giggling at how much your body is screaming for him

- “Shit, ya keep squeezing me like that and I won’t be able to pull out.”

- Again because he dosent have a high libido as a carnal thing certain NORMAL shit will set him off

- Like you was talking about the weather now he has you bent over the couch??

- Nicknames would be one

- You call him blueberry and he’s ready to go

- The cute look on your face and the smile he can see that’s reserved for him

- The way he can same the hearts in your eyes when you look at him

- He wants to ruin you and make you cry

- Edging is his go too thing

- Will do it until your grabbing at his hands begging him to let you come and he’s laughing his ass off

- “Why? ‘S real funny seeing you this pathetic.”

- He’s very mean in that soft sweet condescending way that pisses you off

- “Ow! Yo that hurt!”

- “Mmm, don’t care.”

- Bites you all over like you’re a chew toy

- Feel like he’s tied with rin and shidou for leaving marks

- He’s a cheeky little bastard so he will have you in public looking like a mess and he couldn’t be more innocent standing right next to you

- “You good?”

- “Yeah,karasu I’m fine.”

- “You sure because you’re limping right now.”

- And this fucker is there like ☺️☺️☺️

- Weakness is distracting him while gaming

- He’s very whiney if you suck him off while he’s gaming and has vc on

- Like he’s barely holding back his whimpers and wines as you’re head is buried between his thighs

- (Rin , nagi and him def game like I know they play Minecraft together)

- “Oi, hiori you okay? You’ve been pretty quiet.”

- “M good.”

- He is fighting for his sanity!!

- Has locked the door a few times to keep you out

- Accidentally left the mic on when he thought the coast was clear and came HARD

- Rin will never EVER bring that shit up and is taking that secret to the grave

- Does get flustered when he sees you and hiori not-so-subtly sneaking off to have your hands all over each other

- Keeps that memory square in the back of his head to jack off to

- Hiori Yo is a very sadistic man with a lot of confidence

- So he has absolutely no qualms about fucking you in front of his teammates in the locker room

- Oh, the team walked in on him blowing your back out? Nothing is stoping them from showering and changing

- Shares you with isagi like that’s just what happens

- He wants to see the egoist be mean to you

- This has happened more than once and bastard München straight up knows if he’s nowhere to be found when they are heading back to the locker rooms

- He’s in there making you cry on his cock

- “Cmon, tell em how much you like creaming around my cock dollface.”

- Particularly of Kaiser is kicking attitude he’ll glare at him while you’re on your knees and dare him to try something

- Oh he don’t care about doing it in the pxg locker rooms either

- Shidou has unfortunately walked in on him sitting beside you on the ground pushing your head down so you can take Rin’s cock even deeper

- “Ne, Rin-Chan. Look at how I can see you in their throat.”

- Hiori if anything isn’t going to play by the rules or be fair about it

[cupcakeslushie]

Okay. I've been tip-toeing around this AU for a while now, but I just got caught up, and now I think I have a (decent) grasp on what's going on. So I wanna go over everything I know so far to see if I'm right or wrong on anything. Don't know if you'd be willing to correct me or not. Either way, I hope my mistakes can help you understand what to clarify to other fans like me. But, I also have some questions. You probably won't be able to answer most of them, but it's at least worth a shot.

First, where's Venus? Like, why is she not in your comics that are (sort of) separate frome the canon now story. The ones that skip to the future way after all the turtles reunite. Did she die? Did she escape? Is it because she wasn't introduced yet when you made those comics?

Two, why do you keep on making references to the future timeline? I know you're planning on possibly making your own stuff leading up to the events of the movie. It just gives me a jumpscare when I see certain...imagery in those comics. I guess you're hinting at what your version of the future apocalypse would look like, but it just hurts to see. Specifically in the comic explaining both the events and aftermath of the movie and the bad future timeline. It's starting to really confuse my brain as to where this story is headed. What's meant to be the main focus? The Hamto's reuniting? The aftermath? Or the future?

Third, did you make all those min-comics before you started the actual AU? Or did you do them during?

Fourth, are any of those mini-comics relevant to the actual story now? Or have you changed your mind on a few things? It's just that everything is so all over the place, I don't really know whether to trust if they're accurate. I know most of them are just there for funzies, but the longer ones concern me. I guess I'm just not used to the storyteller doing sequel, start, prequel, start, sequel, prequel, prequel, sequel, and then end. Or maybe it's just me, and I'm sleep deprived.

My little observation speech is gonna take a while for me to get out in your asks because when I get theoretical, my speech gets long, and my proper English goes down the drain. So I'll be back. I appreciate your work very much. Despite the pain it causes me, it's still amazing.

I’ll try my best to clear up what confusion I can!

1. As far as Venus. The answer is kind of a mix of, I was still figuring out her design and backstory while coming out with some of those early comics, and then, once I had that down, I wanted the boys to grow strong bonds as a main cast. That’s why a lot of the side characters are only making small appearances in the Sep!AU Life stories, as those are mainly for the boys reconnecting. (Usagi shows up the most because I love him and am totally biased towards him).

This maybe hasn’t been stated outright, but I wasn’t really expecting so many ppl to like Vee as much as they do, and now im trying not to spoil too much of her story. It’ll unfortunately just take us a while to get to the meat of it. Since the boys reconnecting takes up a lot of the early s1s2 story, Im trying to follow the familiar Rise blueprint of Draxum, Shredder, Krang, and then in s3 we’ll have crazy fun new stories with the extra characters.

Ive also decided to take this little nugget from one of the Q&As, and use it for Venus instead of Jennika. It was a much needed bit of inspiration to explain why Venus sorta disappears for a while and will go through some major physical changes (not yet revealed) before the family can figure out a way to reach her.

2. I’m not sure if you mean jump scared in a bad/triggering or neutral way, but if you need me to tag anything on those posts please let me know!

The glimpses of the future timeline, are being scattered throughout wherever they parallel the present story in little ways, but that’s only for now. As we get closer to the movie plot, bigger chunks of the future will be revealed, because the future versions of the boys will have a larger role to play in the present timeline. So we will need more backstory than what the canon got. And also I just enjoy drawing my future versions so sometimes I don’t think too hard on a reason. I just like throwing them at ppl with no warning or reason.

When s2 ends, I plan on collecting all the future related stuff that’s been released, and recapping it for easier reading. Right now, it’s just little sprinkles of foreshadowing to give ppl an idea that, ‘oh crap. The doomed timeline is a bummer’. In my mind, I guess i thought it’d be kinda like a fun scavenger hunt for clues, but maybe ppl don’t like that 😅

3. All of the side-stories were written as the main comic was/is being released. A lot of them resulted from asks that just spawned the need to expand on certain ideas, or a desire to give all the turtles their time to shine.

For instance, when I was doing Donnie’s section of the main comic, it was a good few months where we hardly saw anyone but him and Venus. I wanted to just mix it up, and give Raph some love with his ‘Raph Time’ short. When Leo was front and center in the main, we hardly saw the others, so Mikey and Donnie got their little ‘Secrets’ short (and it was also I fun thank you for EW making it so far in the tmnt sep competition).

4. Anything that has been reworked/revised or just plain dropped should have an ‘Edit’ note because yes—I have gone back and changed some things, but more so from the asks i got in the early days, and some movie idea drafts.

All the short comics done in the last year, especially the ones that are listed in my pinned post, are canon and fall somewhere in the timeline. They’re like supplemental reading though—extra meat to give the world and the characters more personality. They do have particular backstory plot and important info in them, but nothing that shouldn’t eventually be re-visited/repeated in the main story.

um I hope that cleared up some things! I know it’s kind of a crazy amount of lore. I’ve tried my best to organize it in the pinned post, huge timeline, and search bar tags, but I know it’s getting harder and harder for newer ppl to jump in as it just get bigger. Thanks for reading regardless!

[abby118]

It makes me so happy to see I’m not alone here. Honestly the Loki fandom is so fucking isolating, and I feel like if you say you prefer Pre-series Loki/Loki Prime whatever….you get shit flung at you. This fandom has done a really good job at making me scared to share my opinions. (Hell, I can’t even criticize the TVA without “UWU THE TVA ARE SMOL ANGST BLORBOS WITH TRAUMA! THEY’RE LOKI’s WHOLESOME FOUND FAMILY WHO HELPED HIM!!!”) It’s helped me a little bit to remember Loki in the series is a variant of our boy, because like…he’s literally nothing like Loki in the slightest and no offense to the fans, but it feels like a majority of them haven’t even TOUCHED the previous films. (Literally saw a post calling them old and outdated.)

Thank you for this blog. 🥺

Ooh yes, mhm. It can be isolating, for sure, but I also think we're fortunate that it did split into pre and post ragnarok eras of the fandom because some fandoms die when its source material gets retconned. I definitely relate to the opinion aimed towards the new "fans"; they're one of the most disrespectful and meanest people I have had the displeasure of interacting with in fandom spaces and I've been on this site for a while now.

And no, the character in the series is not a variant of Loki. The *only thing they share is a name, which has been stolen from the original character it rightfully belongs to, with the intent of cashing in on the fans. I refuse to refer to him as the same character. *They do share the same actor too, and as much as it hurts to say it, because Tom Hiddleston has been my favourite actor since I can remember - I was literally 9 when I joined the fandom when T1 came out..(for context, I'll be turning 22 this year), I no longer relate to how he views, or seems to view, Loki. And don't get me wrong, he will always be the person who played my favourite character, that will not change, but I do not see his interpretation of Loki as my own anymore. It doesn't even match his old one. And I know I'm not alone in feeling like this.

The TVA is a topic I don't have the energy to get into but it is beyond problematic. I'll just say that, I'm sure we all know what I'm getting at there. And I wouldn't even say it "feels" like the newer people haven't touched the movies. I have spoken to a few of them and it is an actual thing, apparently. Some of them started with ragnarok...which does explain a lot...and never bothered to check the original ones. And then they complain about feeling unwelcome among the fanbase, I wonder why that is, huh? - "I feel like if you say you prefer Pre-series Loki/Loki Prime whatever….you get shit flung at you. This fandom has done a really good job at making me scared to share my opinions."

Don't listen to them. Block them. They are not interactions that would bring you enjoyment or any sort of positive feeling and that's not what fandoms are supposed to be like, trust me. If you genuinelly feel upset about people's takes and opinion aimed towards you, you have every right to avoid them. Tumblr has no algorithm and blocking is nothing but curating your experience, you don't owe anything to these people. I, myself, have done this, including filtering tags, and it is so much more peaceful than when I rejoined (beacuse I changed blogs). Still, no longer being able to go to the main tag is incredibly sad.

Find a group of people you can interact with, follow the tags that are more specific and avoid what doesn't benefit your fun here. And thank you for being here, really. Especially for reaching out 💚🖤 I'm very glad you like my blog. I'm just doing my own thing, which in my case, means trying to stay true to the fandom I loved and enjoyed (and still do) from years ago, regardless of the notes or what people say. Because, at the end of the day, all that matters is your own enjoyment. I'm trying not to post too much negativity towards post2013 despite having a lot to say because there are blogs who do that, and do so well (thank you guys), and we need one that's focused on the good things too, but sometimes it really is needed. So thank you for the opportunity.

[tangledinink]

Heya! First off I’m around halfway through teenage mutant what now and it is the funniest fic I have ever read - Beautifully written and overall brilliant but the jokes get me every time

And second, is it okay if I reference a pose from one of your gemini artworks for my own work? I’ll credit the inspiration if I post it anywhere ^^

whew we're overdue for an ask dump,,, OKAY ALRIGHT.

THANK YOU ; w ; I'm really glad you like it hehehehe. also yeah sure feel free! I don't mind! ^^

HEHEHE THIS MAKES ME VERY HAPPY THANK YOU

oh he DEFINITELY freaked out at first. there was a lot of panicking and confusion and "how could this even happen?!" ("you think i'd genetically engineer a creature that's not capable of reproducing? all of you should be genetically compatible with practically any yokai," draxum said. "AND YOU DIDN'T THINK TO, I DUNNO, TELL US THAT?!" donnie said.) but eventually, he did calm down, and he and his partner talked about it (a bunch, multiple times), and eventually some of the panic gave way to... curiosity, first of all... and then maybe kind of excitement? and some fondness? i mean, he was still pretty scared, and sure, he doesn't really consider himself a 'kid' person, but it's not like he never thought about EVENTUALLY having kids, just maybe... not so soon? but. i mean.

well. if they're already cooking...

THANK YOU ; w ; i'm glad you like them! @kiwi-smug-silvalina

oh gosh, that's a good question. i'm not entirely sure... uhmmm... i would say perhaps... details about how gemini!donnie's witchcraft looks and acts, VS how venus's witchcraft looks and acts...

it is very shiny. i like that people call it "the bean" instead of its actual title coz it pisses anish kapoor off.

ah ; w ; THANK YOU SO MUCH,,, thats so sweet and this made me very happy,,, <3 im glad you liked it!!!! @allegedllama

HEHEHE thank you. yes im aware that i am deranged.

omg same hat!!! i was a lifeguard and it was.... uh.... INTERESTING to say the least... (sometimes lovely, sometimes AWFUL...) @datfearlesschick

if by games you mean 'messed up deals that she can manipulate to her own advantage,' then yes! @frogonamelon

@beannary @spectralsleuth @heckitall @livsinpjs and the sep council as a whole!!! y'all's support has definitely meant so much and there's no way i'd have gotten as far with any of my projects as i have without them... or without literally ANY of the people who take the time to do things like reblog with tags, leave commentary in the tags, send in asks about my stories, etc etc etc! that's definitely one of my main motivators to create more!!! <3 thank y'all!

EEEE this made me smile, hehehehe. thank you :3c @thejavavoid

AAAAAA THANK YOU THIS GENUINELY MADE ME SO HAPPY COZ I WAS SO GODDAMN PROUD OF THOSE HANDS AND HOW THEY CAME OUT ; w ; THANK YOU @onejellyfishplease

thank you!!! u w u @fanrulerjynx

THANK YOU ; w ; I REALLY APPRECIATE THIS,,, it made me very very very happy and HEHEHE IM GLAD YOU LIKE YASSIFIED DRAXUM,,, i just think he DESERVES it, y'know? also thats just my favorite way to draw characters lmao I think it's fun so I decided for this comic I just get to indulge...

not necessarily-- this was mostly just a coincidence! @breezehurricane

oh gosh. i'm not sure, but i know it definitely WILL affect their parenting... i think at first donnie will find himself just... deferring to his partner a LOT in almost any situation because he's afraid that he'll fuck it up, because he DOESN'T feel like he understands proper boundaries or what parenting is supposed to look like, etc etc etc, and he's afraid he'll mess up. he probably reads a TON of parenting books as well because RESEARCH and will often try to pull directly from them in any situation he can, and is confused when things don't go exactly the way they were described in the text... leo i think kind of tends to flounder between being overprotective and feeling the desire to protect his son from everything and anything and wanting to overcorrect this tendency by pulling back and trying to give him as much freedom and space as possible, which sometimes leads to some... inconsistencies. there's definitely a learning curve for both of them, but they both get the hang of it eventually. they both have lovely partners and a very loving and supportive family to help them and they'll figure it out with a bit of practice.

ahhh thank you! :D im so delighted that my silly stories actually inspired something for you!!! hell yeah!!! MAKING THINGS IS GREAT!!! THANK YOU!!! @can-elope

i like to imagine them all staying very close, especially coz i'm loosely planning on them all going through the kraang-apocalypse together (and then coming through to the other side!) so i can't imagine them ever drifting too far from each other, emotionally or geographically. there's a bit of a rocky start for a lot of them, but all of the siblings end up a very tight-knit bunch.

[sysmedsaresexist]

Mod Quill with some feelings tonight as I scroll the syscourse tags in the usual pits of despair with a bag of popcorn and too little free time. As always, that show I sometimes stumble upon and leave running in the background while I do laundry is on, 24/7 it seems like. The TV station really loves running that particular producer’s re-runs.

I watch for a little bit, but the main character is just… painful to watch. She constantly pushes people away in some sort of way to get her goals each episode — but the series has never ended. It just is the same exact plot line each episode. It gets spicy sometimes when there’s a recurring plot line, or a story arc. They’re all a little… circular sometimes though. She gets sassy too, but that’s few and far between nowadays.

This latest arc, she’s clearly blue.

…

Okay so now that I’ve rambled enough on this metaphor about Sophie-

Her latest bait for trying to hurt a clearly traumatized person is just as painful to see as it always is. Just... god forbid she do something to actually further plural acceptance. I find it so ironic how she peddles that goal to her followers — The Future is Plural, right? — while consistently and actively working against it. She consistently tries to bait people who are against her in an attempt to prop herself up higher, never realizing that all the outside world is seeing is her stomping on others. 

Blue-Bubonic is very clearly fragile, at least in my eyes. I haven’t forgotten their (pronouns unsure, but please feel free to correct me) first foray into syscourse. And yet she sees it as more acceptable to continue needling them -- and taunting that fact and touting it as a badge of honor -- in order to... do what? She's said she's painting herself as a villain, she's being the Bad Guy, but genuinely, how is that helping plurals? How is this helping further her goals?

She is quite literally attacking her own with this and further aggravating an already clearly traumatized individual. And she constantly does this. From my perspective, it must almost be fun for her, and if I remember correctly, she's admitted it's fun. She revels in it. I can't condone people who sit and just... soak in other people's misery. I have literally been working on overcoming some doubts of mine today due to harassment I received, simply because I said I thought people deserved better than literal death threats. And here she is, just... spreading negativity for negativity's sake. How is that helping anything? Isn't it just putting more negative into the world?

The worst part is, I agree with her on so many things. I have to restrain myself from reblogging her posts to my real blogs (you’re welcome, SAS, this blog isn’t real anymore, you’re free) simply so I can avoid syscourse there as much as possible. I’m also scared too. I’m scared of her. I’m scared to reblog something, both because her eyes might be on me if I do, and because the entire system community on tumblr that touches tulpamancy with a 5 foot pole is watching too. Every single action I do is not only scrutinized by her; it’s scrutinized by the community.

I just… wish there was a better way to spread positivity. I wish there were more The Plurality Of… posts, ones that aren’t written with the direct correlation of “let’s stick it to those anti-endos!” I would love more plural headcanons with the goal, “let’s uplift all plurals!” I try to do this as much as possible, but I’m one man.

I see her with her 😈 rightful anger (and I do believe she is justified in that anger, please don’t think I am saying she shouldn’t be angry, she has gotten so much shit that was undeserved, something I regret deeply playing any part of in the past, and something I want to apologize for now again)… I see her with that anger, and I just wish there were a way to help. I wish there were a way to turn that negativity away. I’ve managed it! I’ve managed to escape it in little ways. What am I doing that’s so different? It’s not because I’m a DID system and she’s not — lord knows I’ve had my fair share of harassment for my existence. It’s not because we’re different syscourse stances — I’m as pro-endo as they come in everything but label. Hell, shocker of all shockers, I’ve come to accept I have willed-to-life alters, so I can even relate to her way of existence, at least to some degree.

And yet, I feel so different from her. And it’s sad to see someone you agree with, someone who you know is just doing their best, causing so much harm for the things you also believe in.

…

So I turn off the TV. And I try not to watch. But in my head, my stupid writer brain gets the monkeys and the typewriters out. And it goes to town.

In my head, I’ve written a story where I sit down with her. Sometimes it’s discord, sometimes it’s via tumblr asks back and forth, and too often to count it’s some nebulous cafe somewhere where I’m drinking hot chocolate and she’s drinking some sort of white chocolate coffee. Not sure why that’s what I imagine, but it makes sense to me.

And I just… talk to her. Like a person. We set aside syscourse entirely and have a proper sysconversation. We talk about plurality and our feelings about it; we talk about how my disorder impacts me in similar and different ways to her tulpamancy; we even discuss how this very fanfiction-like-dream is, in a way, plural in of itself, because i don’t control what she says, not willingly. I guess she got her dream, an anti-endo (in a way) with a Sophie introject (in a way).

And I laugh, and she laughs, and it’s good.

And then I go online and see the latest callout post about why Sophie is a bad person. And I sigh, because I know they never work, and I personally know how traumatizing it is to have a callout post detailing everything you’ve ever done wrong.

And then I write up this, feeling like a hypocrite. But I want her to know, I’m not trying to paint her as evil. I don’t think she is. I think she’s just… a person, trying her best, and this is me publicly saying I disagree with her methods.

I hope the show reaches a final season soon. Maybe a spinoff series will get made. Crossover episode when? I vote for Sophie Through The Looking Glass as a sequel series name.

[oros-ash3s]

ABOUT ME ───

✶ Hey, I’m Asher (he/him). Welcome to my blog!

✶ I'm an OC-centric writer and traditional artist that’s new to writeblr/whumpblr, though I’ve been lurking for quite some time now, so I’m finally getting around to making this blog!!

✶ I’m open to meeting people and making new friends, especially anyone who has OC’s, because I adore hearing about others characters and the little stories they fit into. Don’t be afraid to chat about them with me!!

✶ My top-tier tropes are: Found family + found family breaking up, morally grey or “bad” characters, lovers to enemies, SIBLINGS (angst or otherwise it all destroys me), hurt/comfort, fantasy, childhood best friends that are something akin to family, and lots and lots of angst.

✶ Some things I will not write are: Proship (obviously), non-con, smut, cannibalism, plus anything super explicit or graphic.

✶ My reqs + ask box is open!!!

✶ My main is @ash-thedrawer, so if you ever see me interacting with posts or comments, that’s what name it’ll be under. It’s turned into what is basically just spam, where I reblog fandom things/random posts I find funny. @dioles-writes is where I currently have all my works and art posted. The whole blog revolves around Dioles, a modern-fantasy story my friend created that I make art and collaborate on fics+ficlets for, though all the credits go to her. @cloak-and-dagg3r is where I’ll reblog anything writing, art or whump related, though it’s kept separate just for navigation purposes.

✶ Tagging system: #oroswrites for fic writing, #ashesart for art, and each of my separate stories will be tagged by their names. OC's will be tagged as #oc: [insert character name].

✶ Comments + reblogs are appreciated!!!!!

✶ Although currently I don't have any works or art made for my original stories, below the cut are a synopsis of some of my characters and the stories they fit into, though everything is subject to change, as they are all currently going through a huge overhaul. If any of it interests you, feel free to send a req (there's about a 99.9% chance I'll write it) + ask me any questions you may have, since I absolutely LOVE to ramble on about my OCS.

WIPS ───

✦ MAGICAE ✦

\\ Co-written with @ohagi505

Since the beginning of time, magic users, also known as Magicae, have been ostracized from society, forced to hide and keep their powers a secret. Wren Chua, a 16-year-old Magicus, is trying their best to lay low out of sight, just get through high school, and conceal their magic. That is, before strange, magical disturbances start to pop up around them, and soon, they find themself in the middle of a centuries-long grudge between two mysterious organizations.

✦ METAMORPHOSIS ✦

Yara has always heard of the old folktales about ghouls and spirits, called Noroi, that ravage their dying earth, slowly spreading decay and death. But she's never believed it. It's always just been a made-up story her mother used to scare the children from venturing out too far at night. Until one fateful night when she is 12 years old, where she finally comes face-to-face with one.

✦ GOLDEN VEINS ✦

When Ada is murdered trying to save a group of people from these strange, demonic creatures, she is suddenly thrown into this world of magic, angels, and undead warriors. Just when she feels like she'll never get answers on what really happened on the day of her death, she runs into the very person she saw moments before she died: a mysterious green-haired stranger named Ronan.

✦ THE CURSE OF PANDORA ✦

For as long as Link can remember, he’s been in the shadow of his over-achieving younger sister Juliet. Even after training all his life to become a knight, doing nothing but training and studying since he was five-years-old, she manages to make her way onto his first mission, despite being a year younger. But when the mission proves to be a lot more dangerous than expected, Link is faced with a choice that makes him question everything he had thought he knew about his sister - and being a knight.

CHARACTERS ───

✦ MAGICAE ✦

✶ Wren Chua (they/them)

✶ Atlas Zieliński (he/him)

✶ Alastair Cadwalader (he/him)

✶ Kekoa Kalawaia (he/him)

✶ Kau’i Kalawaia (she/her)

✶ Luna Nzuyen (she/they)

✶ Karl (he/him)

✶ Altynai Johansson (she/her)

✶ Bernadette Anouilh (she/her)

✶ James Evans (he/him)

✶ Castor Jiang (he/him)

✶ Octavia Mongke (she/her)

✶ Cato (she/her)

✶ Silas Fazel (he/him)

✶ Sasha Beneš (he/him)

✶ Clematis Auclair (she/her)

✶ Malum Kone (they/them)

✶ Akio Yamada (he/him)

✶ Ira Mawar (they/she)

✶ Kauri Malik (he/they)

✶ Baz Ambrus (he/him)

✶ Pollux Wang (he/him)

✶ Julius Alamilla (he/him)

✶ Elise Meyer (she/her)

✶ Jeremiah Cadwalader (he/him)

✶ Peter Rangi Flouqet (he/him)

✶ Constanza Zaneta (she/they)

✶ Dani Hortmans (they/them)

✶ Rosa Almada (she/her)

✶ Lorna Ajani (she/they)

✶ Eleanor Faux (she/her)

✶ Jane Balan (she/her)

✶ Paulo Rebiero (he/him)

✶ Béatrice Arnaud (she/her)

✶ Kazuya Inoue (he/him)

✶ Akrah (???)

✦ METAMORPHOSIS ✦

✶ Yara Reyes (she/her)

✶ Aster Anderle (he/they)

✶ Ryuji Rikimaru (he/him)

✶ Ren Rikimaru (he/him)

✶ Odesa Alves (she/her)

✶ Dior Moroz (they/them)

✶ Ophelia Dyal (she/her)

✶ Novus (he/him)

✶ Vitya (they/she)

✶ Akane (she/her)

✦ GOLDEN VEINS ✦

✶ Ada Liang (she/her)

✶ Ronan (xe/xem)

✶ Ezra Navarro (she/he)

✶ Bellamy Clarke (he/him)

✶ Arabella Rhys Hawksworth (she/her)

✶ Azrael Chevalier (he/him)

✶ Evangelina Chevalier (she/her)

✶ Kyros (he/him)

✦ THE CURSE OF PANDORA ✦

✶ Lincoln “Link” Carvahlo (he/they)

✶ Callisto “Callie” Kaela Guerrero (she/her)

✶ Ezekiel “Zeke” Hwang (he/him)

✶ Juliet De Souza (she/her)

✶ Sawyer McKay (he/him)

✶ Gray (he/him)

[sidgeno-ficrecs]

there’s an anon fic in the tag, it’s super long too but has NO summary, NO rate and NO tags, I’m scared to even click on it, (yes, I’m a softie noob) could you please give us a quick review? I feel like it could be really good or really bad (in a dark way, I mean)

of course! i'm assuming you're referring to this one? if not let me know and i'll track down the right one!

i would definitely classify this fic as on the grimier side. it's a porn industry AU, and the focus is very much on what the reality of that life can be—the financial struggles, the seedy characters, the sexual coercion, and the sex work outside of actually shooting the films. there's drug use and drinking and the whole thing has an element of dubcon throughout. i did notice the tag said 'age gap', but as i was reading i couldn't find any specific mention of how big the gap is; that doesn't mean it's not in there, i could have just entirely missed it!

it's very well-written and definitely feels to me to be a very realistic portrayal of what people in this lifestyle are like, what the industry is like. if you read goodnightpuckbunny's SGE entry from this year (which you should, it's excellent), tonally it's similar, although i'd classify this one as darker and less hopeful overall, simply by nature of the work the characters do (and also the ending- see below). if you're looking for hot and sexy porn scenes as the main focus, this is probably not the porn industry AU for you (although never say never for fics along those lines if that's something you're interested in 😉), but if you're looking for a more gritty glimpse into what that sort of hustle might be like in real life, with all the downsides and poor decision-making that comes with, you'll likely enjoy this.

i think it's important to note that it's also unfinished, and there's an author's note at the end of chapter 5 (out of six) that confused me as far as the tone and what the intent of the author was towards the readers. because of this note, which you can go see for yourself, i am unsure if this fic will be completed. if it isn't, it does not end on a happy or romantic note at all, so if you're in a space where you're looking for at the very least hope at the end of a fic, i would not read this one unless and until it's complete.

i hope this helps! let me know if you have other questions :)

[mk-writes-stuff]

OC Questionnaire

Rules: answer the questions as your OCs, then come up with new questions for the next people

Thanks @elsie-writes and @illarian-rambling for the tags! I’m going to do these ones for my main three but I’m still thinking about doing some side characters if I ever get a chance

How do you pay for things? Cash, cheque, card, something else?

Belladonna: “My phone has an automatic link to my bank account, I just pay through there. What else would I use?”

Cassie: “My phone account if it’s something legit. For under-the-table stuff, there’s chip transfer merchants you can go to in the lower station that’ll load a balance onto an untraceable card for a fee.”

Nellie: “I actually haven’t bought anything of my own yet, but Cassie showed me how to use the payment system, so we’re going shopping when my paycheque comes in!”

What is something small you couldn’t live without?

Belladonna: “Probably my glasses. I could get my eyes fixed, but I like my glasses. Eye surgery scares me.”

Cassie: “My eye patch. No, literally, I’d be dead without it. They would’ve caught me like a year ago.”

Nellie: “My sunglasses. Same reason.”

Do you (or did you) ever wish you had a different name? What was it?

Belladonna: “I wanted to be called Bella for a bit when I was little because Belladonna was hard to spell. My parents refused. I like my name now, though.”

Cassie: “Honestly, kind of. The only reason my name’s Cassie is someone asked and I started saying ‘Cassiopeia’ before I realized that would get me killed and cut myself off. But I have no fucking clue what id change it to, I’m kind of attached to it now.”

Nellie: “I wanted to name myself Nellie! And I got to!”

What is (or would be) your favourite subject in school?

Belladonna: “I always liked etiquette classes, honestly.”

Cassie: “Uh, I don’t know. I’d love to learn mechanics. Other than that, I’ve heard they have a sports course, that would be fun.”

Nellie: “I’m learning how to read! It’s hard, but I love it.”

Have you ever played a prank on someone?

Belladonna: “I used to hide things as a kid a lot. My parents put a stop to that real fast.”

Cassie: “Yeah, me and my overnight watch buddies down on the lower station used to try to pretend we were mugging each other all the time. It was great.”

Nellie: “No! I would’ve died.”

If you could swap bodies with anyone you know for a day, who would it be?

Belladonna: “Cassiopeia. I want to look like her. She’s so beautiful.”

Cassie: “Fuck that! I’m not giving anyone else my body!”

Nellie: “I’m not sure. It would be interesting to be in Belladonna’s shoes for a day.”

These were great, thank you!

@kaylinalexanderbooks @touloserlautrec @spitefulbull want to give this one a go? Your questions are:

What is your favourite animal?

Do you have any obscure skills? What are they?

If you could change one thing about the world you live in, what would it be?

[danthediamondminecart]

Hi! Back for another batch of questions!

1. In your RBB Superheroes AU, will there be a hero who will accidentally get their identity revealed?

2. If you can write an RBB Fanfic about a certain fandom (Aside Madoka Magica, Life SMP, and Pokemon) What will it be about and what will be the title?

3. Do you think there should be more RBB fanfics on Ao3?

4. How did the hosts found the sword in the first place?

5. What are the hosts reactions when they start having powers due to their swords?

6. I remember seeing a post on twitter from your account, that when Russo found his sword his hair changed to blue. Does that work for the other two hosts aswell?

7. What is the most hilarious thing that the hosts did when they start using their powers?

8. Is Russo overwhelmed by the amount of Truths he just discovered from people.

9. Do Angels exsist on Robloxia? If so do they have fluffy wings? :D Sorry, I'm in love with angels.

10. What is the status relationship between Angels and Demons In your AU?

That's all for now!

Sorry these took a while to get to! You got me thinking about pre-host hosts again, so thanks for that /gen

Alright, as always, answers under the cut!

Q1) None of the main heroes (that being Kreek, Devoun, Ashley, Leah, Denis and Calixo), but in my head, one of the side characters will have their identity revealed before the ‘main story’ starts, kicking off Calixo’s recruitment.

Q2) I mean…you didn’t mention The Magnus Archives in your list. So I’m going to answer with that because I’m very normal about my TMA/RBB au. For concepts that I’ve barely developed, probably The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals or Detroit: Become Human would be fun.)

Q3) YES. Please, we need more of us. I beg. Just be normal about tagging though, please.

Q4) The hosts were originally in a band, and one day, they were looking for a new concert location after losing access to their old one. Russo found a run-down version of the S2 lobby, decided to explore, and things went downhill from there.

Q5) Lots of confusion and concern, as well as being quite put out by the new abilities (Russo especially.) Luckily Mr B was there to help them get used to it, lol

Q6) Yep! In fact, here are their ‘pre-host’ designs:

Apparently, these designs creeped people out, because they look so normal. I guess it’s like…Not-Them vibes?

Sabrina originally had black hair, and DJ dark brown. They were all relatively normal looking people before the whole ‘gaining powers’ thing happened. (Though I think DJ and Sabrina are the type of people to have dyed their hair beforehand anyway. They just don’t get a choice anymore.)

Q7) DJ ran into a wall. Multiple times. It took him a long time to get used to sprinting at supersonic speeds. Russo kept accidentally mind reading his friends, which yknow, he didn’t really want to do. It did make for a lot of good jokes though. Sabrina didn’t really have anything ‘funny’ happen, aside from like, no longer being able to get a blood test. Healing didn’t do too much to affect her aside from removing her ability to feel pain and making her very lethargic at first.

Q8) Yes, perhaps even to a painful degree. Suddenly having so much information thrust on him at once was really overwhelming, and I like to believe he gets chronic migraines about it. He’s gotten used to it though, by virtue of ignoring half the things that appear in his head.

Q9) Yes, but I don’t have any specifically noted. Pink, as I’ve mentioned, is closer to a ghost in my headcanons, though I call him an angel because it’s easier, so him, I guess.

Q10) Devils and Angels have their typical rivalry, but Demons…don’t really care. Pink and Tanqr’s antagonistic relationship is not because they’re an angel and a devil, it’s because they’re both annoyed by / scared of each other.

[noperopesaredope]

SvtFoE Rhombulus Rewrite (Pt. 6)

Hey, it’s been a while since you saw my face-

All jokes aside, sorry for being gone for so long. In my defense, I was in college, then I had seasonal depression which made it hard to do much of anything creative-wise. This is admittedly one of my favorite fan projects, so I always feel bad about not updating it. But I have managed to get back into it again (finally) and wanted to release one of the easier parts to do. (@bawfulio @sagesilentfire​ tagging you since you guys have been following this AU since the beginning and have been waiting the longest for an update)

Anyways, Monsters and Mewmans, Crystals and Chimeras, welcome back to my Rhombulus Rewrite! Check out this post if you have no clue what the heck I’m talking about or you want to read the previous parts. As I said in Part 4, this part will be one of the two possible ends I have to this AU. Ya’ll can choose which one you prefer. This one is called the “Closest to Canon Ending” and is also sad. It will not focus on the problems with the ending as a whole and shall instead be more about fixing Rhombulus’ part. I’ll admit, though I prefer the second ending as a finale, I’m pretty proud of this one as well, as it has some stuff I’m pretty proud of writing wise. I did make myself sad though, so there’s that.

Closest to Canon Ending (AKA Ending 1):

- This ending is kinda if I switched Rhombulus and Hekapoo’s parts, but Rhombulus had a more proper and fitting redemption. Also, it might make some character choices make more sense.

- So, the first big changes happen in “Ready, Aim, Fire”. We overhear Rhombulus arguing with Hekapoo and Omni about how to handle the Mina situation, saying that even though they may not like it, they need to protect Eclipsa and her family since it’s the right thing to do and they can’t let Mina take over. 

- This is when Hekapoo reveals that they have been backing Mina the whole time, which horrifies Rhombulus. He says that he is disappointed in them, and will go out to support Eclipsa and co, even if he has to fight Hekapoo and Omni. He then runs outside.

- We don’t see what happened to Rhombulus until “The Right Way,” where he jumps into the battle as things are looking dire. We get some pretty cool action stuff from him, which should be fun. 

- He even helps out various monsters, using his crystals to protect them. It brings his arc full circle, showing him go from someone who fights monsters to someone who protects them like he would protect any other innocent civilian. It’s a good moment for him. 

- But unfortunately, Rhombulus gets seriously hurt by the Solarian Blade multiple times, and since he and the rest of the MHC are basically monsters, the blades actually work on them. I think it’ll be the most shocking (and plot convenient) if Rhombulus loses his tails, as they are his main weapons and method of self defense. 

- He’ll manage to play it off like he is fine, but will need help soon. Maybe he’ll convince them that he probably won’t die. He might not even realize the blades work so well on him, especially since his magic is making him more asymptomatic. He’s good at hiding how bad he is doing, mainly because he is still able to walk and run and other stuff. But he can’t fight and needs to sit down a lot, so he won’t be able to do much during the Moon reveal.

- Instead of that horrible first kiss scene between Star and Marco, I have decided to give them a platonic love scene in a way, since I want the ending to not seem too random but still keep things platonic.

- Star is clearly upset and overwhelmed by everything, even though she might not be able to express it properly. She eventually tensely says that she’s going to do [insert helpful yet distracting task], and Marco offers to help her. She agrees, and while they’re working, Marco says that he knows something is bothering her, and she can talk about it if she wants.

- Star confesses that she’s been feeling extremely alone and scared lately. Multiple of her friends are severely hurt and could easily die, and she can’t do anything about it. She fought so hard and is trying to stay strong, and even despite all that, she feels like she’s failed at keeping people safe.

- Marco says that she is the reason less people have been hurt, and that everyone chose to fight and stand up against Mina, knowing the risk they would be in. It’s not her fault this happened. He then assures her that no matter what, they will always be best friends, and he’ll be there for her no matter what. 

- Pretend we’ve also had a lot more great friendship moments between them this season, so that the show clearly shows their dynamic as important to the plot.

- Anyways, back to everything else. This rewrite is called the Rhombulus Rewrite after all.

- “Pizza Party” will be renamed “Where the Blame Lies,” and instead of the MHC having a pizza party, we will see Hekapoo and Omni arguing over whether or not they made the right choice, and if they should go after Rhombulus. It’s a very short, tense scene, where Hekapoo believes that Rhombulus is wrong, but they should still go look for him to talk, and Omni believes that Rhombulus is “too far gone.” 

- They decide to split up, with Hekapoo choosing to go after Rhombulus, and Omni choosing to do his own thing.

- Meanwhile, Rhombulus ends up fleeing with Star and co, pretending that he is fine, until he ends up collapsing while they are running. Mina declares Rhombulus a traitor, and attacks him, causing yet another major blow to his body, where many of the other scars have already spread far. 

- As Eclipsa and Marco help him up and try to support him, Mina declares her plan to wipe out all monsters and monster-supporters. The group tries to escape, but are soon surrounded. Mina goes in for the kill, but a portal opens up under Star, Marco, Eclipsa, Moon, and Rhombulus, whisking them away. They find themselves in the middle of a forest, saved by Hekapoo.

- This is where “Tavern at the End of the Multiverse” starts. Hekapoo is horrified at Rhombulus’ condition, and after picking him up, she says that she knows a place where all of them can hide. And so she takes them to the Tavern at the End of the Multiverse. This space is also a bit of a safe zone for all different types of people, and has some private rooms if needed. 

- Hekapoo takes Rhombulus into one of them to see if she can help him somehow. Star argues with Moon, but they are interrupted by Hekapoo, who says that she needs them to come over to where Rhombulus is. He’s in terrible condition, with the wounds having fully spread all over him. 

- It’s a really sad scene, especially when he begins telling Hekapoo that he can see Lekmet, and they are going to be reunited soon. Hekapoo is extremely distraught and basically in denial, while Rhombulus is basically accepting what is happening. 

- He tells Hekapoo not to worry too much about it, and that their time is close to ending anyways, he just wishes he could have seen everyone win. He tells Star to do better than those who came before her, and that she will be able to fix the world. Then, my boy dies.

- While I still don’t like the whole “destroy all magic” plotline, I thought that something like this would be cool in helping explain the rationale for a few characters. In Star’s case, this is a bit of a breaking point for her. This is where she begins to have her “I hate magic” moment, because she just lost a close friend due to the damage magic can cause when in the wrong hands. 

- And Hekapoo being chill with Star destroying magic makes a lot more sense. She too just lost someone important to her, basically her favorite sibling, and is in a more apathetic state. Hekapoo is mad and sees that the MHC has fallen down a bad path that has slowly destroyed them. Her attitude is less chill and carefree and more angry and resentful.

For Ending 1, I don’t really have any other changes, because all I really wanted to do for this ending is the scene where Rhombulus dies, so that’s the end of that. I think Ending 2 will be a much better ending as a whole, but I thought of Ending 1 first, and kind of liked aspects of it. It’s very bittersweet, and I wanted to make a version that stays faithful to the OG. 

However, the OG is also terrible, so I decided to make another version anyways, especially since I wanted a version where Rhombulus can live. Stay tuned for Ending 2, which will hopefully be coming soon! Or at least, a special post before that giving extra context for Ending 2 (spoilers, I reworked Mina a bit).

Thanks for all your support, and I hope you like what I have in store, since I’ve been working on Ending 2 for a while now. Hopefully this will keep you company in the meantime.

[therese-lokidottir]

At this point I’m scared to even look at the crit tags even though I agree with them. Disney’s plans make me sick to my damn stomach and everything I read about the upcoming Avengers 5 makes the pit worse. Hell, I blocked all the Deadpool tags (even the comic tags) despite me loving Wade because I don’t even WANT to know what happened in Deadpool and Wolverine, because I know knowing would make me even angrier. ((It already fucking sucks I known L1130 Loki AKA Series Loki’s sacrifice was all for nothing and Disney’s “LE FREE WILL IS LE BAD” message is still being shat out. Also, I don’t trust them with Wade at all. He’s been a fav of mine for a long time and was the first character to get me into comics.))

I DON’T want them to bring Loki back, I really, really fucking don’t. Not in any form. I don’t want to see the soft hearted and gentle variant from the series who because the MCU’s version of “The One Above All” anymore, and I don’t want them to bring the more deep and pained Loki (the main Loki from the “sacred timeline”, people seem to forget L1130 is, indeed, a variant.) back either. I want Disney to never, ever touch him again. They can do whatever the fuck they want with Sylvie, I don’t like her at all-

But God damnit, I want the mouse to stay as far away from Loki as possible from now on.

(Also off topic…But I heard that L1130 is gonna be referred to as “Ikol” in an upcoming film by a friend of mine. Oh Sweet Norns, please don’t let that be true. Ikol doesn’t deserve to have their name mixed in with this dogshit. 😢)

I'm not going to disagree. I do not understand the point to keep the TVA. Loki sacrifice was to hold everything so the multiverse could exist freely. The TVA proved themselves to be the problem

At this point with the was mcu has treated him it does seem like they'd make what Loki did even more worthless

[whatstruthgottodowithit]

Hide and Seek

Fandom: RPF, Elvis Presley, Elvis Movie 2022

Pairing: Elvis Presley x Reader

Characters: Elvis Presley, Reader, Original Male Characters, Original Female Characters

Word Count: 3225 // Rating: Explicit

Summary: The first rule of hide and seek? Make sure to check your surroundings.

Tags/ Warnings: Requests, Requested Fic, Oral Sex, Blowjobs, Family Dinner, Established Relationship, Kissing, Love, Caught Having Sex, Facials, Elvis Doesn’t Wear Underwear, 50s Elvis, Old Fashioned Parenting, This is very Eric and Laurie from that 70s show, Awkward Family Dinners, Sibling Rivalry, Siblings, 

Notes: I’m working on my main series’ but this was hot and I had to write it. Thanks @elvispresleyisfit12

Updated 8/23

Request:  Could you do one where y/n is like choking on elvis’ cock and her big brother walks in and elvis is at his climax when he comes all on her face and her brother tells the parents

Tags: @elvispresleyisfit12 @caitlin1996 @literally-just-elvis-fics

'Maybe he's under....here!' Elvis said, elongating his voice as he dropped to his knees only to find that under the bed was empty. As he clambered back up with a pout I chuckled, shutting the door behind me as I walked over to where he was now standing and wrapped my arms around his neck. 'Unlucky baby,' I said with a smirk as his frown deepened as he leaned down to kiss me quickly. 'I'll give it to him, that kid sure is good at hide and seek,' he mumbled making me giggle as I noted the genuine upset on his face. We were looking for my younger brother Charlie, who after begging us all day had finally gotten us to play hide and seek with him. I say begged us though it was more begging me than anything. Anyone would think that having your girl's younger brother come and interfere when you were trying to spend time with her would annoy a man. But not Elvis. Elvis was just as eager to join in as Charlie was. After all, he was just a big kid at heart and not having any siblings of his own made him love spending time with mine (though admittedly with Charlie rather than my older brother Jack). In fact, Elvis usually got so into the games we played that not five minutes earlier I had had to coax him out from the hall closet where he had forced himself into the tiniest space to remain undetectable and beat Charlie’s record.

'Nah he's not,' I smirked, making him raise an eyebrow, 'Mama saw him tucking himself into one of the kitchen cupboards.' 'So why are we waiting?' Elvis said excitedly ready to continue his winning streak. 'Because,' I said leaning up to kiss him again, 'he's oh so good at hide and seek which means it could take us what, ten, fifteen minutes to find him?' 'Ah,' Elvis said, cottoning on to my meaning as his hands caressed my sides before landing on my ass which he squeezed roughly. 'We could do a lot in ten minutes,' I said. 'Make it fifteen,' he said as he started peppering kisses down my neck making an excitement settle in between my legs.

As he pulled me to him I could already feel him taught against his trousers and I moved my hand to unbutton his pants making his breathing hitch. 'You're all excited,' I said. 'Have been all damn day,' he said breathily as his hands moved, caressing every inch of my skin they could find. 'You should've said,' I pouted, 'I know he gets all achey without being touched.' 'Couldn't find a moment,' he panted against my neck as his hand ran over the top of my clothed breast making my nipple harden underneath his touch, 'I had to stand and talk to your mother for twenty minutes more than I planned to because I was scared if I came out from behind that kitchen counter she’d see.’ 'Oh baby,' I frowned, pulling back to look at him. 'I need ya honey,' he said. 'What do you need?' I said as my finger trailed along his length gently which made him groan. I loved seeing him like this. He was an attentive man and he always made sure my needs were met but he was always ready to go. A stiff breeze could whip him into a frenzy and whenever something took his fancy he was like a man possessed. In those moments nothing mattered, he needed me and I loved that.

‘Your mouth,’ he said, ‘I need that pretty little mouth of yours wrapped around me.’ ‘Do you want me on my knees?’ I asked looking up at him doe-eyed. His blue eyes were almost black as he looked down at me before he nodded. I sunk to my knees and looked up at him my hand gliding over his cock until I could swipe my thumb across his oozing head. ‘I bet your pants are ruined,’ I tutted noting the damp smear along his flies. ‘Always are when you’re around,’ he said making me smile. Then I leaned forward and kissed his tip making him shiver.

‘Jesus,’ he said as his hand flew to my hair, knotting in it gently. I moved my mouth to his base kissing up his shaft until I was back where I started and could begin to envelop him. And though he was hard to get my mouth around and usually made my jaw ache I didn’t care. I loved the way he tasted. And I loved the way he couldn’t stop squirming under my touch. I inched down as deep as I could and then pulled back my hand replacing my mouth near his base as I pumped him, swirling my tongue around his tip.

‘Baby I ain’t gonna be able to take it much longer if you keep working me like that,’ he said as I pulled my mouth off, my hand keeping a steady pace. He was breathing heavily with his fingers in my hair as I moved my other hand so I could caress his balls. That made him groan loud enough that he had to move a hand from my head so he could put it in his mouth and bite down to keep from making too much noise. Then I changed tactics and put my mouth back on him but instead of devouring him, I lapped at his head my hand coaxing him towards the finish line.

‘Keep going,’ he said in a panted whisper making me hum in agreement, ‘fuck you’re a devil you know that? Humming against me driving me insane.’

I looked up at him my eyes locking with his as I tried to hide a smirk. In most aspects of our relationship Elvis was in control, but right now? Now it was all me.

‘That’s what you want, isn’t it? Me to be all crazy so you can get what you want,’ he said making me hum again, ‘this what you want Mama? Want me to cum down the back of your throat?’ ‘More than anything,’ I said pulling him off him with a pop. I didn’t move my head away though. Instead, I looked up at him open-mouthed with his tip just breaching my lips and oozing salty precum onto my tongue waiting for him patiently as he threatened to spill over any moment. ‘Who knew my innocent girl was so cock hungry huh?’ he smirked. ‘Just for you,’ I counted. ‘Well brace yourself,’ he grunted as his hand clasped over mine and he started to move us in rhythm, ‘cos I’ve got something for ya.’

He was frantic now. As he used my hand to jerk him my other went to his balls cupping them gently.

‘Fuck honey-‘ he said with a groan but his voice was no longer the only one in the room. ‘Mom said are you two ready for dinner because-‘ my brother Jack said as he came into the room and froze. I turned my head catching him standing at my door watching us his eyes wide and his mouth agape. But I couldn’t look at him long as my attention was torn away as Elvis groaned, ‘baby I can’t stop.’

And before I could do anything hot, thick ropes of cum spattered my chin and cheek. As I looked up at Elvis I heard the door slam shut though I could barely register anything and instead I sat there watching him in shock. Elvis was breathing heavily though he broke out in laughter as he took in my horrified expression.

‘Oh my god,’ was all I could mutter as I pulled back and clambered off my knees and stood up. ‘I thought I was supposed to be saying that,’ Elvis chuckled as he tucked himself back into his pants and grabbed a Kleenex off my dressing table so he could wipe my face with it. ‘It’s not funny,’ I snapped taking it off him and cleaning my face looking in my mirror as I did so. He came up behind me and circled his hands around my waist pulling me up to stand flat against him as he kissed my temple. ‘It’s a lil funny,’ he countered making me scowl at him in the mirror. ‘He just saw us Elvis! That’s traumatic!’ I said picturing my brother's horrified face once more. ‘He’ll get over it. It’s natural,’ he said, ‘besides he should’ve knocked.’ ‘And if he doesn’t get over it?’ I questioned, ‘if he runs to tell my mother then what?’ ‘He wouldn’t,’ Elvis said though his face looked nervous. ‘Wouldn’t he?’ I said, ‘he loves getting me in trouble and he won’t be able to hold his water! Oh god, what if he tells my dad.’ ‘He’s not gonna get you in trouble,’ Elvis said, ‘not with something like this.’

I turned around to face him and allowed him to hold me and move a strand of slightly damp hair off of my face as I frowned, ‘I say this with love but honey, you’ve never had siblings. It’s an all-out war zone sometimes.’ Just as he went to speak there was a call from my mother beckoning us for dinner. ‘Just a minute!’ I shouted before my gaze met his again. Elvis sighed, ‘looks like we’re headed to war.’

When we left my bedroom my life went into slow motion. I could feel Elvis’ hand in mine as we went through the motions of sitting down for dinner but I couldn’t function. Elvis didn’t seem to be having the same problem as he spoke with my mother about dinner and our game of hide and seek but I kept my eyes fixed on the table not even bothering to look up as my father and brothers joined us. I couldn’t. I was sure my face would betray me if I dared.Yet my respite didn’t last long though as my father said my name.

‘Huh?’ I said looking at him and then glancing at Elvis who was watching me nervously. I felt his hand squeeze my thigh reassuringly under the table. ‘Do you want to say grace?’ he asked but as he did my eyes drifted to Jack who watching me closely a look of disgust on his face. I couldn’t speak, my words caught in my throat and I couldn’t force them out. Fortunately, Elvis cleared his throat and said, ‘may I Sir?’ ‘Well isn’t that nice,’ my mother said offering Elvis a kind smile. My father seemed to contemplate it for a moment and then nodded interlacing his hands with Elvis and then my brother who were sitting on either side of him. Elvis took my other hand and I watched as they all bowed their heads. Jack didn't though. He was watching me closely so much so I had to drop my gaze feeling the heat in my cheeks. I was mortified.

‘Lord, thank you for the food we are about to receive. Bless the hands that provided it for us and bless the hands that so lovingly prepared it. Amen,’ Elvis said. When I opened my eyes my mother was smiling as she said, ‘oh Elvis you’re such a sweetheart!’ ‘Yes, thank you, son,’ my father said. ‘It’s no bother,’ Elvis shrugged, ‘I’m just happy I get to stay for dinner.’ ‘Well we can’t say no to a polite guest like you now can we?’ my mother said, ‘now boys you could learn a lot from Elvis. I can only hope you’re as polite when you go over to other folks' houses.’ ‘Oh I’m sure I’m just as polite as Elvis,’ Jack said with a scowl that made a pit form in my stomach.

Whilst my younger brother Charlie adored Elvis, Jack didn’t always. It didn’t help that my parents like to compare the two as they were so similar in age. And now without noticing my mother had rubbed him up the wrong. Everyone started eating but I couldn’t. I picked up my fork and started to push things around my plate taking tiny bites here and there as the conversation started.

‘So how’s the new job treating you?’ my father said looking at Elvis. ‘It’s good,’ Elvis said placing his fork down, ’I can work better hours now I’ve graduated.’ ‘Still doing your fair share though?’ my father asked. ‘Yes Sir,’ Elvis said. ‘Because I wouldn’t want you to be one of those types that shirks his responsibilities for an early dart and a good time,’ he said glancing at Jack whose face now looked as if he was sucking on a lemon, ‘because I know a few boys that work there, good guys.' ‘They’re great but even if they weren’t that’s not me. I’m a team player. It just means I can work my hours and have time and cash to treat my girl,’ Elvis said looking at me with a smile. I smiled weakly back at him though I could feel the irritation from across the table. ‘Good because if there’s one thing I can’t stand is that no one seems to want to put in a day's work. They just don’t know how to share the load,’ my father grumbled causing a snort to come from Jack which in turn forced the pit in my stomach to turn into a chasm.

‘What’s funny?’ my father asked making Jack shrug. ‘How about the game last night?’ Elvis said quickly changing the topic. ‘Turned it off halfway through,’ my father said, ‘there was no cohesion on that field.’ ‘I thought the bears did good though,’ Elvis said, ‘they’ve got a better defence this season.’ ‘That maybe but they’re still relying on the same old tactics. Can see them coming a mile away,’ my father said sipping his drink. Elvis and I watched as Jack’s smirk grew deeper at my father’s words, the meaning behind them lost to him. Before Elvis could reply though my mother spoke.

‘Aren’t you eating sweetheart?’ she said noting my plate which was decidedly fuller than everyone else’s. ‘Yeah mama,’ I said, ‘just not that hungry is all.’ ‘Are you okay?’ she said, ‘not ill are ya?’ ‘No, just not much of an appetite,’ I lied. I was hungry but my stomach was in knots just sitting there. ‘You didn’t have anything to eat before dinner did you?’ she frowned making my brother snort again. ‘No!’ I protested. Jack smirked and since no one pulled him up on his amusement he grew more confident and leant forward to tease me as he said, ‘you sure Y/N?’ ‘I’m sure,’ I said vehemently hoping he’d not want to torture me too badly but he didn’t let up. ‘Sure you didn’t sneak off and scoff something?’ he continued, ‘how about you Elvis?’ ‘What about me?’ Elvis asked irately glaring at my brother. ‘You didn’t catch her doing something she shouldn’t right?’ he said with a coy smile. ‘Stop being ridiculous,’ I said snappily. ‘Am I being ridiculous? What do you think Elvis?’ Jack said. ‘Oh whatever it is the two of you are bellyaching about will you just quit it!’ my mother said exasperatedly catching all our attention. She shook her head and took a bite of her food with a sigh.

‘Mama I wasnt-‘ Jack protested but she scowled at him making him pout and put his eyes back on his plate. ‘Every damn day you two are arguing about something,’ she said. ‘You okay hun?’ my father said watching her with concern. ‘Fine,’ she said, ‘just wish these kids would grow up sometimes.’ ‘Sorry mama,’ I said placing my hand on the back of hers. Jack didn't say anything else but he did start eating again signalling he was letting the subject drop which allowed my nerves to settle as did the fact Elvis placed his hand on my thigh again and squeezed it reassuringly. Tentatively I reached for my fork, finally feeling my appetite creep back in.

‘Are you okay mama?’ Charlie asked finally. He had been lost in his own head, picking at his food with his fingers though he had looked up as the dinner conversation started to get heated. My mother turned and smiled at him. ‘I’m fine baby,’ she said, ‘your siblings are just being silly is all.’ ‘They’re always silly!’ he giggled. ‘Must be playing with you all day,’ I giggled, my worries melting away as he grinned at me. ‘I’m not silly!’ Charlie protested. ‘I don’t know Charlie you might be the silliest of us all,’ I chucked. ‘Nuh-uh Elvis is the silliest!’ he said. ‘Oh yeah lil man?’ Elvis chuckled, ‘why’s that?’ ‘Because you put your wiener in Y/N’s mouth,’ he said with a grossed-out expression. Silence fell on the table. I could feel my heart in my stomach and my parent's steely gaze on me and Elvis as well as Jack's smug grin.

‘Charlie,’ I said nervously feeling the corner I was painted into closing in on me by the second, ‘what are you talking about?’ ‘Yes Charlie what are you talking about?’ my father said in an icy voice. ‘I think you’ve got mixed up there kiddo,’ Elvis started making Charlie pout even harder. ‘Nuh-uh I saw it. You thought I was hiding in the kitchen but I was in the closet and I saw you,’ Charlie said as he continued to eat his dinner proudly though I suspected it was more to do with his spectacular hiding spot than outing us. Jack looked as if he was going to burst into laughter.

‘Mr Y/L/N I can explain,’ Elvis stammered looking to my father who held a finger up to silence him as he turned to Jack whose amusement was suddenly gone. ‘Did you know about this?’ he asked. ‘Dad I-' ‘And you said nothing? Just decided to tease your sister at the dinner table like a child? Huh?’ he said sternly. ‘How am I on the hook for this?!’ Jack asked. ‘Daddy-' I started though I didn’t know who I was trying to defend my words were shot down by his icy glare. He placed his elbows on the table and interlaced his fingers. I could still feel the heat on my cheeks and the sweat pumping off of Elvis who was sitting so close to the firing line.

‘Now,’ he said calmly, ‘since everyone wants to act silly we’re gonna play a little game.’ ‘Darlin’ come on let’s just eat dinner,’ my mother said forcing a smile at him though her expression was one of disappointment as it landed on me. I longed for the ground to swallow me up. Unfortunately, I didn’t get my wish as my father ignored her and continued. ‘I’m gonna count to ten. And whoever lied to me in my own goddamn house tonight better have found a helluva good hiding spot by the time I’ve finished. Understand?’ ‘Daddy-' I started but he cut me off with the commencement of his countdown. ‘One.’

The sentence was no sooner uttered before the only people left at the table were two very angry parents and an oblivious Charlie who was contently chewing down his spaghetti blissfully unaware this his crown for best hide and seeker was about to be snatched away.

[crazychaoticizzy]

Cast of Characters

A Phantom of the Opera AU…

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Masterlist

Series Masterlist

Opera Singer!Reader, whose father died when she was young and was promised to get sent an angel of music.

Opera Singer!Reader, who received lessons from a mysterious voice and went from chorus girl to main star in one day.

Opera Singer!Reader, who sings like an angel and captivates those around her with her voice.

Opera Singer!Reader, who always rolled her eyes and scoffed when any rumors surrounding the ghost that haunted the opera house were passed around, knowing full well it was nothing more than a fairy tale.

Phantom!Eren, a musical genius who’s works are the only ones performed in the opera house.

Phantom!Eren, who is the voice that taught Opera Singer!Reader and the angel of music that took her under his wing when her father died.

Phantom!Eren, who quickly developed an obsession with his pupil, and pulled strings to get her a starring role in his operas.

Viscount!Jean, who sponsors the famous opera house and knew Opera Singer!Reader as a child.

Viscount!Jean, who fell for Opera Singer!Reader upon seeing her debut performance.

Viscount!Jean, who vowed to protect her from the voices in her head and her own nightmares

Ballerina!Mikasa, who is Opera Singer!Reader’s best friend.

Ballerina!Mikasa, who had grown an odd interest in the phantom the opera the janitor spoke about.

Ballerina!Mikasa, who, despite being obsessed in knowing more about the phantom, knows it’s nothing more than a child’s scary story.

Ballet Instructor!Hange, who’s parents forced them to become a ballerina when they were little.

Ballet Instructor!Hange, who had met Phantom!Eren when he was still a young boy in the circus.

Ballet Instructor!Hange, who felt a kind of pity for the small child and protected him in the basement of the opera house.

Ballet Instructor!Hange, who set this whole thing in motion when they introduced Opera Singer!Reader to the man in the mirror…

Janitor!Levi, who’s worked in the opera house the longest and knows all the secret passages and everyone’s story.

Janitor!Levi, who knows about Phantom!Eren but decides he’s nothing to be concerned with.

Janitor!Levi, who shares dark rumors about the opera ghost to scare the young ballerinas and singers.

Managers!Erwin and Armin, who bought the opera house when their junk business suddenly skyrocketed.

Manager!Erwin, who took Armin under his wing when his grandfather shared his interest in money management.

Manager!Armin, whose logic and intelligence are always underestimated because of his age.

Managers!Erwin and Armin, who gradually begin believing in the opera ghost when strange things continue to happen.

Stars!Historia and Ymir, who played the main roles in all the opera house’s productions before Opera Singer!Reader came along.

Stars!Historia and Ymir, who became the first famous lesbian couple in the country.

HONORABLE MENTIONS

Reiner and Bertholdt who’s roles I couldn’t figure out in this au so now they’re part of the stage crew and occasionally play background props like trees

this is an au I thought up a while ago and now I’m finally posting about it

y’all I’m gonna put so much work into this please don’t let it flop 😭 reblog and comment to let me know how you feel about it please 🙏🏼

and also: DON’T BE SCARED TO LEAVE REQUESTS FOR THIS. cause tbh I have some ideas but I wanna be more interactive with y’all and want to know your guys’ thoughts on this

and let me know if you wanna be tagged anytime I write for this!

thank you and love y’all

-Izzy <3

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