#nullification surgery

[local-null-nb]

Oh? What's my "biological sex" you ask?

Well let's see -

I have no genitals

I have testosterone levels outside the expected range for cis men and cis women

I have estrogen levels inside the expected range for cis men and women

Previously I've had my voice drop and breasts grow due to hormones

In some medical systems I'm listed as male, in others female - with the transition steps I've taken though either one gives an incomplete picture.

[dhddmods]

Well, if you desire to have no genitalia, then genital nullification is an option! local-null-nb here on tumblr has a blog dedicated to genital nullification.

Acknowledging that certain traits are commonly desired by feminine or masculine genders isn't exorsexist & intersexist...but treating them as always feminine or masculine is.

If a perisex trans woman desires estrogenizing HRT because they desire breasts & widened hips, which are commonly associated with femininity, that isn't exorsexist & intersexist. However, it is exorsexist & intersexist to say that estrogenizing HRT, breasts, and widened hips are inherently feminine.

If a perisex trans man desires androgenizing HRT because they desire a beard and bottom growth + metoidioplasty, which are commonly associated with masculinity, that isn't exorsexist & intersexist. However, it is exorsexist & intersexist to say that androgenizing HRT, a beard, and a penis are inherently masculine.

Feminine-associated traits aren't inherently feminine. Masculine-associated traits aren't inherently masculine. It just depends on who has them.

Keep non-binary and intersex people in mind. Remember not to gender HRT, top surgery, or bottom surgery.

Remember that not all transfems and intersex fems want to look or function like perisex cis women. Remember that not all transmascs and intersex mascs want to look or function like perisex cis men.

Remember that transandrogynous, transneutral, transnull, transgenderless, transxenine, transoutherine, transaporine, multigender, and mixed gender people exist.

[yuribomber]

my bals❕️

[pig-lota]

Hello all you not binary folks out there - I have a message for you and that message is to considered nullification surgery!!!

I just got it and can't recommend it enough!!! It leaves you smooth downstairs, and is much safer and has an easier recovery than vaginoplasty! (It's also available for AFABs but I know less about that)

I'm sitting in the hospital right now post-op, it was great and just think more people should know about it!

If you have any questions feel free to DM me

Anyone who sees this please RB, more people should know this is an option!!!

[homocidalpotat]

ugh i hate this i hate having a vulva and all of that shazzam. like in an asexual way and a transmasc way and a sensory way. but penises look so revolting like im sorry but what no way im paying thousands of pounds to get one of them. im feeling more sold on a nullification than ever

[tongueeatingparasite]

I'm fucking terrified that if I don't pass I'll still be a disgusting evil male just pretending to be good enough. I need to be good enough. But if I look in the mirror and see anything even a little bit male then I don't know what I'll do. I want to be good enough, I need to be good enough.

I don't know much about HRT, but if I still look disgusting and evil and male then what's the point? The nice woman I'm talking to says it might take up to 10 years to look perfect but I don't think I'll be alive by then.

I don't know much about surgical options to make me look human. I know hair removal exists but I need to be good enough and there aren't any real options for biological morality. I need to be perfect like every woman is and I need to be good enough for myself too.

I don't care about bottom surgery that much because the current options aren't real and I hate my maleness too much to look down there and I doubt anyone will ever see how much of a failure I am. And it's really complicated for me and I hate it I hate it but none of the options are good enough.

I don't care what other people think of me (I very much care what they think of me but about this it's just what I want for myself) because even if they all think I'm a person instead of a male, if I have ever existed as a male then I fundamentally lack all value and will never be worth anything. If I can't get my memories taken away then I don't think I'll ever be happy. If I can't lie to myself that I was always a woman and I don't notice anything evil in the mirror then what's the point??? I only want to be good enough.

[tangi-confessions]

Thought some of your followers might be interested in learning more about nullification surgery (bottom surgery to have no genitals) since it’s like never talked about

https://www.tumblr.com/local-null-nb is a good resource if ppl are curious!

Thanks for the suggestion!

[trashshouldnt]

shouting from the rooftops I LOVE NULLOPLASTY I CAN'T WAIT TO GET ONE

[yuribomber]

yipee

she doesnt on my nothing til i dont

#MYNOTHING

[pig-lota]

In less than 4 waking hours (about 13 hours total) I will no longer have genitals!!!! Fear me!!!!!

[local-null-nb]

Nullification surgery is a specific type of bottom surgery that leaves the recipient with no genitals! Just a small hole for urinating and otherwise smooth between your legs!

It's very niche, to the point whereb many gender specialists don't know about it and recipients like me have to find it it's an option online! Please help spread the word and increase sample size!

[local-null-nb]

I transed my sex!!! Got nullification surgery and am now living my best life!!!! No genitals no problems.

hey honest question, did anybody have GOOD stuff happen to them in 2024? cause it was really bad for me and for most people i know, so it would be nice to hear about anything that's been going WELL for any of you. even if it's small stuff. just to know there's light out there.

[miralax-gatorade]

I think more people need to know about genital nullification surgery. They can literally make to into a Barbie doll. No genitals, only piss. The best way to be.

[pig-lota]

Protip for anyone considering nullification surgery: it's so freaking swag and I highly recommend it, but if you don't really want or care about having sensitive nerves in the front, you might not want to get them kept just to appease your mom who's being super weird about wanting to make sure you'll be able to still have sexual pleasure in the future.

Having sensitive nerves right in the operated area definitely makes the recovery more painful, and them getting stimulated can result in blood flow to the area which makes swelling worse.

IDK I might be glad in the long term but one week out from the surgery and it's not ideal.

(also I'm open to answering any questions about my experience getting nullification surgery for anyone curious)

[skeletalheartattack]

I was scrolling through some of your posts and I saw the one about gender nullification and it made me feel so much better to know that not only was it achievable but that someone else wished for it too.

anon, seeing this ask in my inbox really put some lightness in my heart honestly. for a lot of my life, i had always felt rather uncomfortable with that aspect of my body - so much so that i can't really look at myself in the mirror before/after showering for example - and having learned about it a few years ago was honestly so validating, knowing that there is a form of bottom surgery to be able to achieve a neutral look, that would finally allow me to feel comfortable in my own body. thank you for your ask anon. may we both some day see our true selves in the mirror.