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#ok this is my last one till i go home. if you see me reblogging anything after this please yell at me in my inbox. even the threat of this
mossrockpog · 4 months
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WAIT ONE MORE POST BEFORE I FORGET fit was selected for his resistance to toxicity and madness, which may help explain his resistance and perhaps affinity for the dark matter.
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faeryarchives · 1 year
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Hug Me!
gn!reader x malleus draconia
your lover wants to drown you with their affection but doesn't know how, until you beat them to it.
note: ok so it's been a while since i last wrote something i am sorry if it is a bit rusty 😔 and i tried writing in a 2nd point of view let me know what you guys think abt it ^^
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Walking down the trail back to the Ramshackle Dorm feels nostalgic after being stuck in the training camp for a while. Finally going back to your own dorm after a week of chaos is such a great feeling. Stretching your arms up in the air, you let the warm breeze welcome you back home.
"Never thought there would be a day that I would miss our precious dorm." While you seemed to be happy being back, Grim on the other hand is on a whole new level of joy, feeling free from everything - eyes sparkling and the fire of his ears start to go brighter.
"My sweet soft bed! No more errands from those professors and students finally I can sleep in peace."
"Grim wait- and there he goes." Before saying another word, the cat monster immediately speed towards their dorm leaving you alone on the trail. '
Silly Grim, I'll make sure that he gets his favorite tuna later.'
The prefect continue walking down the trail enjoying the scenery - birds chirping, tree leaves dancing in the air and a certain dorm leader standing in front of their garden.
Such a wonderful sight brought a smile to your face as you quietly walked behind the person - trying to give them a scare by covering their eyes but then unexpectedly your surprised (eye color) eyes met excited bright green ones.
"Child of man, you are back. You were gone for some time." Malleus muttered, his hands holding your hands together gently as if anytime you are going away for another long time. Seeing how your lover looks like a sad dragon, you find your hand patting his head and gave him a kiss on his hand.
"I missed you too, Mal! Let me tell you what happened during the camp, I wished you were there." The two of you sat together under the tree near the garden, Malleus laying comfortably on your lap as you continuously run your fingers through his hair and horns. From morning till noon, the ravenette listen to all of your story with an unknowing pout on his face.
'It's been a while since I last saw you.' Being away from you for some time made the dragon yearn for your affection and wants to drown you with his own love. 'But you look so happy talking about other humans.'
Hearing stories of you having fun without him makes him a little sad. A sigh escaped his lips making you sneak a glance at Malleus' face. Noticing how his mood changed, you poke his forehead with a finger and let out a giggle when he somehow looked confused with your actions.
"(Nickname) why did you stop?" He sat up and look at you curiously. You crossed your arms in front of your chest and puff your cheeks out - looking the other way with a huff.
"Aren't you forgetting something? I am really hurt." Although you said it as a joke, there are so many thoughts running to the Draconia's mind at the moment. Did you get offended in some way? Or did you read his mind? Did you not like his hair condition?
A laugh cut his brainstorming in a halt and all of his problems were solved the moment you opened your arms wide with a grin.
"You goofy dragon. Hug me!"
Ah, it was so easy. How can he be so foolish? Malleus chuckled at his own dilemma, looking directly to your eyes before engulfing you into a warm hug - burying his head to your neck and let out a soft sigh as if he is in the safest place in this wonderland.
"I am really back home, Mal."
"Welcome home, my love."
and little did they know something will happened in the future *ahem* chapter 7 *ahem* anyways i can't wait for diasomnia's ssr dorm cards like SEBEK'S CARD IS SAUR PRETTY IM SO GLAD I GOT HIM 🥹
as always i hope u guys enjoyed and hopefully i am not shadowbanned?? if i got shadowban i will reblog this over andd over again i need everyone to know abt my malleus fluff before angst agenda 👹
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Confessions
Pairing: Steve x Reader
Prompt: truth serum but with drunk married
Warnings: drunk confessions, drunk shenanigans
WC: 473
Summary: You drunkenly admit to Steve that you want to fuck Bucky
A/N: This is a quick drabble for @the-slumberparty week 3 writers challenge. if y'all like it and the muse cooperates maybe there can be a part 2? and a part 3?
I imagined this Steve as Biker!Steve but that might change as I delve deeper into this story.
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You drunkenly admit to Steve that you want to fuck Bucky - Biker bro’s just for fun. Can i combine this with Malibu rising hot tub scene idea?
“God Dot was so lucky” You mumble under your breath
“Ohh yeah why’s that?”
“Cause, she got to fuck Bucky. Lucky bitch..” You say before grabbing your drink. After multiple attempts you finally get the straw in your mouth and suck down the last of it..
“He’s always so grumpy” you say, placing your glass down with a thunk. In all your drunken rambling you never take your eyes off the man in question, “all I want to do is get on my knees and just suck his dick till he smiles ya know?” 
“Ohh, Ohh!! Maybe I should let him take his anger out on my pussy!  Yeah that's a good idea.” You slur once again reaching for you drink before a massive hand grabs it from you
You turn ready to curse out whoever thinks they can take what’s rightfully yours, but instead of a stranger you find your fiance. 
“Steve!” You are shocked to see him. In your inebriated state you didn’t realize he was the one you were confessing all these fantasies too.
“Stevie!” You say throwing your arms around his neck and climbing into his lap “I missed you soooooo much.” 
You start to loudly plant kisses all over his face. He chuckles at your antics. Grabbing Wanda’s attention he mouths water before turning his focus back on you.
You’ve started kissing and sucking along Steve’s neck. You can’t help it, he just tastes so good. 
“Love you so, so much Stevie” You mumble against his neck. You don’t even realize when you start to grind your hips into his.
“I love you too sweetheart”
At his confession you sit up and gasp, you’ve just had the most brilliant idea!
“We should have sex!” 
“Sure sweetheart”
“Yay!” You squeal  “let’s do it right now!” You say as you start to tug at his shirt.
“Or how about we head home first, yeah?” Steve says as he grabs your hands in his. 
You purse your lips in thought as you consider his proposal before eventually agreeing.
“Ok. You’ll carry me to the car right?”
Steve plants a quick kiss on your nose before gingerly standing with you in his arms. You squeak, wrapping your arms and legs around him nice and tight cause you don’t want to fall off.
Steve grabs the bottle of water from Wanda and heads out. He’s able to get you into the car pretty easily despite your drunken state. 5 min later you’re completely asleep. Knowing you, you won’t even wake up as he carries you inside. 
He knows you’re going to have a nasty hangover tomorrow so he’ll wait a day or two before bringing up Bucky. Besides, he wants to see how much you remember.
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When Will goes on a blind date that he gets stood up for he’s ready to call it quits on dating all together. It’s been only just a year from losing his ex fiancé to her ex husband and it seems like he’d be better off staying alone forever. He’s just about to pay for the coffee he’s nursed for the last hour when in walks Molly and her now husband. They notice him and before Will can run she walks over.
“Will,” she says, frowning, “I thought it would be rude for me not to say hello. Are you eating alone?”
He panics.
“Will?”
Molly’s husband is the stereotypical handsome firefighter and seeing him in the flesh is worse than he thought possible.
He doesn’t know what to say.
Which is why someone else says it for him.
He’s startled when someone pulls close out of nowhere, coming in behind him, and kisses his cheek.
“I apologize for my lateness, Beloved. Did you miss me terribly?”
Will blinks at the strange man who’s apparently pretending to be his boyfriend. “I…uh…”
The man, whose suit just screams money, holds out his hand to Molly. “Dr. Hannibal Lecter,” he purrs, “Lovely to meet you, Ms…”
Molly’s eyes are wide. “Foster. I…I’m sorry but…who are you exactly?”
Hannibal smiles at Will. “You didn’t tell her?”
He lets out a long breath and fakes a smile at Molly. “Moll, this is Hannibal. He’s my…”
“Fiancé,” Hannibal says, taking Will’s hand, “Mylimasis…have you lost your ring again?”
“I…I guess so?”
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Never underestimate the power of comments. I’ve had two fics I thought I’d never return to again reinvigorate me into writing over ten chapters between them in the the last month.
Always, always, ALWAYS tell a fanfic writer when you enjoy something.
It could be just what they needed.
60 notes - Posted February 11, 2022
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He always knew when Adam needed to lock the world away. 
It wasn’t subtle, not even a little, when his Star began to lash out. He’d close himself off, even from Nigel, and Nigel didn’t have it in him to feel rejected. Adam needed him still, he knew, and if that meant he’d give him space that was ok too. 
But sometimes Adam didn’t want space. 
Sometimes he wanted to just exist in their own little universe. 
Just them. 
So he’d cancel all his plans, and make all Adam’s favorites before he got home from work, and when Adam walked in he’d freeze. 
“Nigel?” 
“You want to show me the stars, Darling? Like you used to?” 
Adam would frown, unsure, and yet he’d put on his projector moving it to the middle of the room where Nigel had already set up dinner. They’d sit and he’d tell Nigel all his planet things - everything Nigel had heard so many times before - and when he was done he’d lay closer and closer till they were cuddling staring up at the fake night sky. 
Nigel would kiss his cheek, his forehead, and then his mouth after before Adam looked up and sighed. 
“I don’t want to go to work tomorrow.” 
“Alright, Star.” 
“I don’t want you to go either.” 
Nigel always smiled, kissed him again, and pulled the blankets up over them both. 
“I already told Darko to fuck off this week.” 
Adam would blink at him in surprise. “Why?” 
Nigel would kiss his fingers, the top of his hand, and then put it on his own cheek. “Because I know you, Star. I know when you need it to be just us two, and I’m always ready.” 
Adam would kiss him then, a gift if there ever was one, and they’d fade away into the stars. 
Over and over again.
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mayans-sauce · 3 years
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Gemma’s Daughter (1/?)
Pairing: Angel Reyes x Female Reader
Word Count: 1.8K
Warnings: Cursing, angst, yelling, cheating, heartbreak, physical fight
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This was the third time Angel’s phone went straight to voicemail. It was the middle of the night, and he said he would be home 3 hours ago for his and your movie night which at the end of it, you would share some thrilling life-changing news. You were worried sick about him not returning your calls, worried that something serious had happened. What if he was hurt? Or worse, dead? You decided to shoot him a text; maybe he was doing something important, making it so he couldn’t pick up right now.
📲 Angel😇
Baby, where are you? I’m worried! Please just let me know if you’re safe ok? I have something exciting to tell you. Love you❤️
You texted some of the other guys. None of them had heard anything from him. They told you not to worry. He was probably caught up with something and would turn up eventually. Luckily your brother Jax picked up when you called. You asked him for some guidance on if you should sound the alarm or wait until Angel gave off noise. Since he was in the same life as your husband, you figured he would know what’s best. He told you better to wait. That he was most likely dealing with something that had taken his full attention. If he didn’t turn up tomorrow, Jackson said he would take the drive over to help you look for him. You were so thankful for your big brother. He was always there to help you whenever he could. To protect and love you.
You refused to go to sleep before he came home or before he called you, so you knew he was safe and sound. Some movie was playing on the TV that you didn’t pay much attention to. The battle between you and your eyelids was still going strong. All of a sudden, you were woken up from your zombie state by the front door opening and closing. Footsteps that belonged to no other than Angel made their way into the dim-lit living room.
“Angel!” His movements were sort of clumsy. A sign that he had been drinking. You came to stand at his side. Holding him up by his forearm as it looked like he was going to faint face down ass up on the floor any second. Your nose scrunched up at the strong smell of the alcohol on him. “Angel, I was worried sick! Where were you?” “I was out with my brother.” His words had a pinch of sluggishness in them as he spoke. “We were supposed to have our movie night! We haven’t seen each other all week, and this was going to be our evening together.”
“Ugh,” he tugged himself out of your grasp, which took you by surprise. “Why are you so bossy all the time? I’m a grown man. I can take care of myself.” His words started to sting a little, but you didn’t think that much of it. He was shitfaced drunk, and he wasn’t his usual self. “Angel I-“ “No, you listen here, I’m sick and tired of you always going; oh Angel this oh Angel that,” he tried to mimic your voice but failed miserably, “like shut up. Shut the fuck up for one goddamn second in your life and stop being so fucking clingy.” You couldn’t believe what you were hearing from him. The tears in your eyes started to build up as you held two protective hands over your stomach. Your mouth was slightly agape in disbelief. “A-Angel ple-please-“ “No, I don’t fucking care right now. I’m leaving.” And just like that, he turned around and walked out. The force of the door slamming shut shook the whole house as you were left with an emptiness inside you.
The tears ran down your cheeks like it was pouring rain outside. Your body trembled at the anxiety and stress you were feeling at what just happened. You looked down at where your hands were laid over your stomach. “I-I’m so sorry li-little bean. I’m so so-sorry, my sweetheart.”
In the morning, you woke up in the worst state you have ever been in. The same clothes as yesterday were still on you. The pounding in your head wouldn’t seem to stop. Your eyes raw from crying, and your throat felt like rough sandpaper. Wrapping the blanket around yourself, you padded down to the kitchen to get a glass of water. As you stared out the kitchen window, you saw your neighbor playing with their kids, which started the production of tears again.
A gasp left you of the sound from the front door opening and Angel’s voice calling for you. You met him in the living room—both of you staring at each other without saying a word. You should be mad at him, shouldn’t you? To scream at him for saying those hurtful things? But for some reason, your heart wouldn’t allow you to do so. You were just relieved that he had come home.
Angel was the first one to break the awkward silence. “Please… sit,” he pointed towards the sofa. You sat at one end while he took his place at the other. His face was in his hands. It looked like he had something to share with you. “Angel… what is it?” Your voice was nothing but a whisper. His eyes locked with yours and his heart broke when he saw what mess he had left you in. “I’m sorry for how I acted. Yelling at you like that…saying things that aren’t true… it’s not what you deserve. I don’t know what came over me and… I have something I need to tell you.” He looked up to you as tears welled up in his eyes. You gave him a slight nod, a sign that he could go ahead with whatever it was.
“When I left in the night, I was supposed to go over to pop's house to sleep. I didn’t take the bike because I was too shitfaced to drive, so I went on foot hoping that it would sober me up… and... I just kept walking and walking until I found myself… not at Felipe’s.” He peeked up to you from where he was looking down at the floor just a moment ago. His heart broke into microscopic pieces when he saw on your face that you knew where his story was most likely going. As much as he didn’t want to finish, he had to. He had to come clean and straight with you. You deserved that much.
“I found myself at Adelita’s place… and… we hooked up.” The silence after he said that was hefty and long. Once again, he was the one to break it. “Querida… it’s the biggest fucking mistake I have ever made in my fucking life. I don’t know what the fuck came over me to do something like that to you… to us.”
He tried to get a hold of your hand, but you pulled away in disgust. You didn’t want him to touch you after he had been feeling all up on her in the night while you were home alone crying yourself to sleep. You had no words, none. Your mouth was opening and closing, but nothing seemed to escape it. “Please say something.” “Where is she?” “I don’t see ho-“ “Goddammit Angel, just tell me where the fuck she is!” The scream you let out startled him. “Sh-she’s at the clubhouse… there was some emergency that needed to be taken care of, and it couldn’t wait till later.”
At lightning speed, you had grabbed the car keys and were out the door. Angel registered what the fuck was going on when he heard the engine's roar from the car. He was quick to his feet and on his bike to try and catch up before you did anything stupid.
Not thinking straight, you barge through the Templo doors to be met with Adelita and the rest of the MC standing over a map planning something. “Sweetheart, you aren’t supposed to be here,” Bishop said with a stern manner. You didn’t hear him. You didn’t care that you weren’t supposed to be in the room. All you could think about was the rage filling you up as she stood there gloating at you. A smug look on her face that you knew where your man had been last night, all cozy and tangled up together in her sheets.
She didn’t expect you to jump her and start beating the shit out of her; she knew you weren’t that type of girl, so it startled her when you did. That’s when Angel walked in out of breath and saw the scene in front of him that had him stand dead in his tracks as he watched. Your hands punched and scratched as you screamed, "I'm the mother of his child, not you bitch! Don’t ever touch him again!” You didn’t register what you said, and now everyone knew. She tried to fight back, but you were much more powerful than her.
It took the guys a few moments to pull you off as they were in sheer shock at what was going on in front of them. You were usually a shy and sweet girl that wouldn’t even hurt a fly. They were surprised that you so quickly took her down. Once pulled off, Taza escorted Adelita out since it was time for her to leave. “How in the fuck did you do that?” They almost said in unison. "Jax may be my brother, but my mother is Gemma, and you definitely don’t want to fuck with us.” You knew your mother would be proud of you for standing up for yourself and for putting that bitch in her place.
“Wait… you’re pregnant.” “Yes, Angel, I’m fucking pregnant, and you’ve just fucked up our whole relationship, our future.” The tears that were threatening to spill were managed to be put under control by your choice of not showing any of them how you truly felt, sad, empty, alone, and betrayed by Angel’s choices of thinking with his dick and not his fucking brain.
You were about to storm out when he grabbed you by the forearm. “Wait, please… we can fix this! Please let me fix this dulce.” “No, Angel,” you twisted your arm to get loose of his grip; the touch of him made you cringe, “the damage has already been done. I can’t fucking stand to look at you. Not now. I’m going home… I’m going home to Charming for a while.” And with that, you left Angel there to mend his broken pieces at losing the two of you…
To Be Continued
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DON'T MOVE ON - QUINN HUGHES X READER
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here is the hughesy angst i promised, i cannot believe i wrote it that quickly
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Word count: 2.5 k
Warnings: just a bunch of angst and then fluff
Summary: a month after a huge fight that ended your relationship you find out from Brock that Quinn hasn’t been able to move on too
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Today marked a full month since the fight that ended it all. You’d like to say you couldn't remember how it happened, how things got so out of proportion you ended up breaking up, but you did. You still remembered every painful detail.
It had been a long day, those that just drain you physically and emotionally to the point you want to get home and sleep so it's finally over. But you didn’t do that because the canucks were playing that night and you thought maybe watching the game at your boyfriend’s apartment and waiting for him to get back after it ended would make you feel better. You were wrong.
The canucks lost that night, it wasn’t a huge loss, just by one goal, a power play goal made by the other team after Quinn had taken a penalty. He obviously put the blame on himself and when he got home things got worse.
With both of you in bad moods things were meant to get nasty, but you never thought it would have reached the point it did. It started as a small fight but quickly things escalated. You knew you didn’t mean the things you were saying, but you weren’t thinking clearly. Suddenly all the little stuff that bothered you about each other started to accumulate and when he said you didn’t support him enough that was the last straw.
How could he say that when you were standing right in front of him in his apartment after having watched his game and waited for him? Even when all you wanted was to go to sleep and forget that day had even happened.
“I can’t believe you just said that. Seriously Quinn I do so much for you and this is how you pay me?”
“Then maybe if I’m such a bad boyfriend we should break up.” He knew that’s not what he wanted, but anger took over and he wanted to hurt you as much as you had hurt him seconds ago.
“Maybe we should.” you quickly replied and the room went silent. You looked at him, internally begging him to say he didn’t mean it, but nothing happened. The silence was deafening.
“Ok then. It’s over.” you finally said, already gathering your purse and leaving his apartment. Not having enough strength to give him a final look as you shut the door behind you and rushed out of the building.
You didn’t cry as you walked to your car or in the drive home, it was like you were on automatic mode, you just drove to your place in silence without a thought in your head.
But once you were inside your apartment it all dawned on you. Your vision got blurry and you let out a suffocated breath. Your legs stumbled and you fell down on the floor with your back against the wall, unable to take in everything that had happened. It was over.
That happened a month ago. You hadn’t talked to Quinn ever since that night. It had been the hardest month of your life. You didn’t realize he was such a huge part of your life till he wasn’t there at night to hold you as you sleep, making you a cup of tea while you studied, pointing at you in the crowd after a goal, rushing out of the lockers straight to your arms after a game, stroking your hair as you lied on his chest to help you relax after a stressful day. He wasn’t there anymore and you missed him with every bone in your body; but he never reached and you were too afraid to see him only to discover he was doing completely fine without you.
Focusing on your studies and work made it easier, you discovered if you had your head occupied the whole day you didn’t think of him. But nights were the hardest, lying alone in your bed with only your thoughts would make your mind go back to that dreadful night and you’d end up crying yourself to sleep. That empty feeling would turn from sadness to anger and vice versa, but no matter how hard you tried to get over him you couldn’t.
That’s why after weeks of pure silence it surprised you when you received a call from Brock. You debated on whether to answer or not, but figured if he called after all this time it was important.
“Hello?”
“Hey Y/N” he answered. “How are you?” You could tell he was hesitant.
“I’m … good I guess.” you replied followed by a long silence. “Why are you calling Brock?” you finally asked, wanting the exchange to be over.
Brock didn’t know how to phrase it, he knew why he was calling and what needed to be said, but he simply didn’t know how to say it without you immediately ending the call after hearing his name.
“It’s about Quinn- please don’t hang up!” he was quick to add.
“What about Quinn?” you asked. It felt weird to talk about him out loud, something you hadn’t even done with your friends.
“He 's bad Y/N. Really bad. He won’t come out of his apartment, only for practices and games, and then he rushes back home and we don’t see him again. We’re really worried about him, all the team and his friends, even his family. He hasn’t been calling them like he used to and Jack had to basically convince their mom not to take the first plane here to check up on him. Even Brady hasn’t been able to get to him. Plus he’s been shit on the ice lately, taking stupid penalties and getting into fights, he’s one bad game away from getting benched.”
“I get it Brock but I don’t know what you want me to do. It’s not my job to fix him.” you told him. The thought of Quinn suffering alone in his apartment broke your heart but after all he was the one who decided to end things and never reached you after it. You knew it was your pride talking, but he had put himself in this position.
“I know, I know. I’m not asking you to forgive him for whatever it is he did. Honestly we’re kind of out of the loop here because he won’t tell us what happened between you two. But please I’m begging you, talk to him. You don’t have to get back together, but I think he needs some type of closure or something. He can’t keep doing like this Y/N.”
You could tell by his voice he was genuinely worried, and you were sure this is something he had talked about with the rest of the team and friends. You hated to admit it but Quinn still had a place in your heart and right now it ached at the thought of him drifting away from his family and friends and even failing at the job of his dreams when maybe a simple talk could help him. So you decided to push your grudge aside, but not completely.
“I have a box with his things, tell him I’ll go by his place to return them and then we can talk.” you said, thinking that the box of his belongings you had packed some days ago and sited by the door waiting for the moment you were strong enough to give them back to him would be a good enough excuse. That was not the answer Brock expected but he knew it was the best he would get.
“Thank you Y/N. I know this isn’t easy for you, but thank you so much.” You hanged up.
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You stood on the hallway in front of his door after knocking, waiting for him to answer. You kept repeating to yourself everything would be fine, that seeing him again after a month wouldn't be as hard as you thought, but the moment the door opened and your eyes connected with his, your heart stopped.
He looked like shit. Tired eyes, heavy dark circles around them, messy hair and you’d bet he had been wearing that old shirt and sweatpants for at least three days. You were also surprised to see that he was shocked you were standing on his doorway.
“Y/N?”
“I told Brock I’d stop by today.” you explained.
“You spoke with Brock?” he asked and then you understood his friend hadn’t informed him of everything.
“Yeah he called me yesterday to talk about … well about you.” you said, unsure if telling him you talked about him was the right thing to do. He nodded, still a bit confused but didn’t say anything. “Can I …” you said, gesturing to the inside of the apartment.
“Oh yeah sure.” He moved to the side to let you in. “Sorry about the mess.”
You walked into the all too familiar apartment where you had spent many days and nights, but now it didn’t feel like home anymore. The curtains were almost shut completely allowing little to no natural light at all inside, there were some clothes on the sofa and dirty dishes piling up in the sink. 
“So I’m guessing Brock forgot to tell you I’d stop by to drop this.” you said putting down the box on his coffee table.
“He probably did it on purpose. If I knew he was going to call you I’d have stopped him.” he simply said, like it wouldn’t be a dagger to your heart to hear he didn’t want to see you. Maybe after all he wasn’t doing so bad, or maybe it wasn’t because of you.
“If you didn’t want to see me I can go-” You started to turn around, ready to once again leave his apartment brokenhearted like many days ago, but his hand on your wrist stopped you.
“No! It’s not that I don’t want to, it's just that … it’s hard.”
“Hard?”
“Yeah Y/N, hard. I haven’t seen you for like a month. After that fight you just left and I never saw you again.”
“Well you never reached out Quinn.”
“You didn’t either.”
“Yeah but you were the one that decided to break up. You want me to process my boyfriend breaking up with me and then also call to check up on him?”
His hand was still on your arm, making you stand close to each other, so close that you could tell how his posture changed after hearing what you had said.
“I’m sorry about that, about the break up and about every other stupid thing I said that night. You were the best girlfriend I could have asked for.” he said looking into your eyes. You could tell he was being sincere and that softened something inside of you.
“I also said some stupid stuff I didn’t mean. We were too caught up fighting to actually think what we were saying.”
“I’m sorry.” he almost whispered before letting go of your arm and quickly wrapping his arms around your body.
You were surprised at first but didn’t hesitate to hug him back. By the way you were hugging, with his head low into your neck and your arms around his frame, it looked more like you were consoling him, and in a way that’s what was happening. At one point you noticed he was crying, you couldn’t see him but you felt the warm tears against your skin and the way his chest shook between your arms as he tried to hold it in but failed.
“If I could take it all back I would, I really would.” he mumbled against your neck in between sobs. You started crying too, unable to keep on pretending you were fine anymore, unable to keep on pretending you didn’t care.
“I miss you so much Y/N.”
“You do?” you asked, genuinely surprised to hear him say it.
“Are you kidding me?” He pulled away from you to look you in the face, but your arms stayed on each other. “Look at me, look at my apartment. I’m a mess without you. I miss you every second of the day, there isn’t a moment when I’m not thinking about you Y/N. I mean I’m doing so horribly I’ve got everyone worrying about me: my friends, my family, my team.”
“You never called so I thought you had moved on.”
“I didn’t. I can’t move on from you and even if I could I don’t think I want to”
You looked at the mess of a man standing in front of you, crying in your arms, telling you he regretted everything, he missed you. It was clear to see he had suffered as much as you had for the past month. There was no doubt in your mind you still loved him, you tried to push it away but there it was, strong as ever, beating deep in your heart. So you decided to go for it, let yourself be weak one more time and if it didn’t work out then that’s something you’d have to deal with later; but if it did you knew it would be extraordinary.
“Then don’t.” you said and he looked down at you with furrowed brows. “Don’t move on.”
“Is that what I think it is?” he asked, eyes getting bright with hope at the thought maybe it wasn’t all lost.
“I’m willing to try again if you are. I still love-” you started to say but he cut you off mid sentence moving his hands to your face and your words died in his lips.
It felt familiar, like coming back home after a long trip. Both your eyes were closed, enjoying the kiss, savoring every second of it. Tears started rolling down your faces and you could taste them on each other's lips. Tears of joy because neither of you could believe this was actually happening.
“I love you.” he said once you pulled away to breathe, foreheads touching and lips millimeters away. “I love you, I love you, I love you!” he kept on repeating with the brightest smile on his face. You giggled before connecting your lips once again for another kiss, something you could never get tired of.
This time his hands moved to your sides, lifting you up in his arms as you wrapped your legs around him and let out a surprised squeal between the kisses. He walked over to the couch, threw away the clothes that were there with one hand holding you close to him with the other, to then swiftly lay on it with you on top of him.
“I’m never letting you go again.” he said, placing a kiss on the top of your head as you nestled yourself between his arms with your head on his chest.
“That’s fine by me.” you replied, earning a sweet laugh from him.
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I gave you my heart (h.s)
Pairing: Harry Styles X Reader
Requested: Yes!
Summary: Harry is trying to propose to you, but his family is getting in the way.
Warnings: Fluff. Angst if you really pay attention. Language. Mentions of alcohol (barely) Some grammatical errors (English is not my first language, sorry!)
Word count: 4.1 K
Author’s Note: Oh how I missed writing for Harry! And a fluffy piece nonetheless! Who am I? Well, this is a Holiday fic (non specific) and I’m also planning to do a 5SOS holiday fic by the end of the year, so stay tuned! 🌻 Reblogs, comments, feedbacks and likes are welcomed and encouraged! Please, I love to hear from you guys 💕 Hope you like it and Happy Reading 🦋✨
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Picture form Pinterest. Title from the song “last Christmas”
Ok i know this is cheesy but hear me out, Harry proposing on Christmas with his family around.
Harry kneeled in front of you. His hands were intertwined with yours as he spoke of all the grand adventures you had and how much he adores you while your eyes filled with glossy cold tears. He couldn’t see his mum from where he was, but he could already tell she started crying as well while Gemma held her in a side hug, watching the scene they never thought would happen being displayed in front of them.
Words of praise left his mouth like a symphony, knowing that he will never get tired of praising you as the angel you were. Tears started forming in his eyes as he promised you a lifetime of love and adventure, hoping with all his heart you would say yes.
They all knew the question that was going to pop out of his lips any time now.
“So, Y/N L/N” He said, as the fireworks started to go off behind them “Will you marry me?”
You wiped your tears with the back of your hand and with a smile you answered:
“You better wake up before I leave you in the car”
Harry opened his eyes in shock, cursing under his breath as he realized he had fallen asleep without realizing.
You were on your way to Anne’s house for the Holidays, just like you promised a few months ago when Harry finalized all his tour arrangements. You were very excited to see Harry’s family again, it has been a while since you got to spend any time with them as you accompanied Harry across the world for the most part of the past year. You love them with all your heart and it comforts you to know that the feeling is completely mutual - Anne practically adopting you the minute you came through the door as Harry’s partner a few years ago and Gemma quickly becoming your best friend over the span of a few minutes, bonding over clothes, movies and embarassing Harry stories.
Harry loved how much you and his family love each other, for that is all he asked. For him there are only three things that matter most: His music and his fans; His family and, of course, you. He felt really blessed to have you in his life during all these years, knowing that you love him just as much as he loves you (although he would always fight that he loves you more) You were his rock, his best friend, his world… and he cannot wait to put a rock on that hand to prove that to you.
He got the ring a few months prior, but he knew he wanted to marry you from the first moment he saw you interact with his family. He still remembers that cold December night when he came downstairs looking for you and you were sleeping on the couch next to Gemma. You have been talking all night and were exhausted by the time you both finished that bottle of wine. He stood on the entrance of the living room watching the cozy scene with a smile plastered across his face. He knew he loved you back then, but his happiness at that moment was unmatched.
He was so entranced by the picture that he didn’t notice Anne standing beside him.
“This one’s a keeper” She said in a low voice as she watched you both with tenderness in her eyes. But Harry already knew that.
And now, as you were driving the cold snowy roads of Cheshire, Harry drifted back from his fantasy waiting to come true. Thinking back and forward of the little velvet box that is hidden in his suitcase.
“Sorry,” He said with a yawn “Didn’t notice I fell asleep”
You smiled at him but kept your eyes on the road “It’s okay, love. I know you must be tired of the trip. That is why I asked you to switch seats and let me drive in the first place”
Harry stared at you for a moment, completely enamored by your thoughtfulness. He really was lucky to have you.
“Besides,” You joke “With your driving skills, we might get to Homes Chapel the day after the Holidays if we are lucky”
Harry rolled his eyes “Oh, bug off!” He said as he mocked annoyance, but his laugher soon joined yours as you continued your way towards his childhood home.
*
You let out a happy squeal once you noticed Anne standing in front of her house from a distance, wasting no time on parking the car so you could run up to her and hug her.
“Aww I’m so glad you’re finally here!” Said the matriarch of the Styles’ family as she crushed your body in a tight hug “I’m never letting you go a year without visiting us again!”
“It will not happen again! I promise” You answered with a laugh.
She let you go just enough so she could place her palm on your cheek, caressing it in a motherly way “You better! And in any case you could always run away from my son and come stay here for as long as you want!”
This is when Harry decided to interject. He was standing behind you, smiling at the exchange that was happening in front of him.
“Oi! No need for that now, mum”
Anne laughed as she went to hug her son, murmuring about how if he doesn’t keep an eye on you she would steal you from him without a second thought.
After a few more greetings, Anne ushered you into the house. The warm environment and the smell of a homemade meal made you feel at home.
You always loved to come and visit Harry’s childhood home. It reminded you of him, the real Harry you got to know on a more personal and deep level. The Harry that let all his walls down and let you in, welcoming you to his house, his family and friends and into his heart. The Harry you love with all your being.
“‘m gonna head and help mum with dinner” Your boyfriend said as he hung his coat by the door “You’ve been driving all day, love. You should rest”
He pressed his chest to your back and rounded his arms around your waist to hold you closer before placing a kiss to the shell of your ear. You hummed “‘m not tired. I don’t think I could rest till much later.”
“Still,” Harry said “At least try to rest? Don’t want you to feel sick and I know you’ll hate to miss all the traditions”
You sighed “At least that way I’ll get you to take care of me, right?” You smiled at him and he smiled back.
“Always, darling”
You placed a couple little chaste kisses to his lips, pulling away from his grasp before he started to try and deepend them as he always does “‘m gonna go unpack my suitcase then. Want me to unpack yours?”
Harry was about to answer when the alarms in his head went off, reminding him of the little box you should definitely not find “Uh, n-no. I have to show something to my mum” He lied “I’ll unpack my stuff later. Thank you, though”
His response got you a little confused, but you just shrug your shoulders and turned around towards the guest room, aka: Harry’s old room. Letting Harry let out a relief breath once you went out of sight. This was going to be a long holiday.
*
Gemma arrived later that night. She didn’t even put her luggage on the ground before she caught your eye and ran to hug you.
“Oh my god” She said, hugging you tighter “I have so much to tell you!”
“Oh sure,” Harry said, walking towards her as she almost left you out of breath “I’m just your brother who you haven’t seen in a long time… Why should I get a hug?”
The older Styles rolled her eyes “Because I see you in every social media post there is you dork! Besides, I have had Y/N in my life rather recently compared to living with you under the same roof for almost seventeen years”
Harry placed his hand over his heart and mocked a hurt expression, making his sister laugh before she moved on to wrap him into a hug.
“I missed you, you wanker” She said, hiding some love in the insult.
“Me too, jerk”
“But I missed Y/N more” She said with a grin, pulling away from Harry and turning back to you. Intertwining your arms so you’d walk together into the living room “So, I was telling you…”
Hours flew by and before you’d realized it was almost 2 am when you and Gemma made your ways to your respected rooms. You noticed that Harry went to bed a little earlier and you guessed he would be asleep by now.
You found your boyfriend safe and tucked away in dreams once you opened the door. You smiled to yourself as you admired his sleeping figure sprawled all over the bed with one arm spread over your side, waiting for you to cuddle up against it.
A yawn flew through you as the exhaustion of the day settled in. You quickly changed into your cozy pajamas, did your nighttime routine and layed in bed next to Harry, who, as soon as he felt you by his side, pulled your body closer to him.
“Hi” He said in a whisper, kissing the shell of your ear.
“I thought you were sleeping, H” You giggled as you felt his hand caress your side.
“Couldn’t sleep well without you, you know that”
And indeed you did. Harry always complained whenever he was on tour that he missed you too much and that he needed you even more “I just feel better when I’m with you, love. I do better. It’s like you are my lucky charm or something” He’d always said before he convinced you to travel the world with him. And, to be honest, you did not need that much convincing. If you could spend all your living days with Harry, you would.
“Wha’ time is it anyways?” He asked.
“Late” You shrugged, turning your body so you were facing him “I’m sorry. We didn’t realize we spent all night talking”
Harry furrowed his eyebrows “Why are you apologizing for? I love when you spend time with my family”
“But I almost didn’t spend time with you!”
Harry chuckled “It’s okay, love. I know how my mum and sister can get whenever you are around. They love you almost as much as I do”
“Well, Gemma did say she loved me more....” You teased, making Harry scoff.
“Not possible” He pressed his lips to yours, trying to make your worry disappear “‘m serious, though. Don’t be sorry for spending too much time with them. I swear it 's fine. We could have time for ourselves at any point of the Holiday”
You murmured a soft ‘okay’ before drifting into a peaceful sleep. Harry watched you sleep for a few minutes, taking in the joyful peace that your presence gifted to him whenever you were around. Thinking about how he cannot wait to make you an official Styles.
However, that was not going to be an easy job.
*
As the day passed, you and Harry had less and less time for yourselves as Anne and Gemma got you two completely busy with different activities. From getting the groceries, to help one of them decorate the house or even to just take a walk. You were never not doing something.
And it wasn’t like a bad thing either. On the contrary, you were having the time of your life sharing all of these amazing traditions with Harry’s family. They made you feel welcome and cared for, something that was fairly new to you since you met Harry.
You loved decorating the House and baking cookies with Anne, and it felt so great to have a friend like Gemma around to take the seriousness out of a serious situation and just let you have your fun. But you would be lying if you’d say that you don’t miss your boyfriend.
Even though Harry was always just mere feet from you, he was also caught up in various activities and could barely spend any time with you and that was making him frustrated.
The Holidays were stressful enough, but for Harry this took a whole other level when he thought about the proposal and how many times he failed at getting you two alone so he could do it.
The first miss opportunity came when it started snowing the day after your arrival. He knew how much you loved snow because, in your own words, it made it all seem magical. So when he woke up early that day, he decided that now was the time and that he was ready to pop up the big question. He was going to ask you to play in the snow - just like you usually do - and make a snowman. But the surprise would come with the ring that would be on the snowman’s finger, ready to be placed on your hand if you said yes. Sadly, when you two got ready to go and play, Anne solicited yours and Harry’s help to go and take some food to the shelter that was not so far away from here, a tradition the Styles’ family have been doing since Harry was a baby. When you came back, most of the snow had melted and you were too tired to even think of going outside again.
The second time Harry’s plan got held up was on a frosty night. He had prepared a cozy inside picnic in front of the fireplace for only you and him. He knew that Anne would be out with some of her friends and that Gemma had plans to meet up with someone on a date, so they wouldn’t be able to interrupt in any way. He got a bottle of wine, a charcuterie board, some chocolate covered strawberries, a fluffy blanket and some candles to light up the dark room. He also made you change in your pajamas so you’ll be even more comfortable during the date. Everything went according to plan, his hand almost reaching for the velvet box he hid under one of the couch’s cushions when Gemma came early from her date, completely ruining the moment as she came into the room fuming because she got stood up. Needless to say he did not propose that night.
Harry was convinced that the third time was the charm. Since it was obvious he couldn’t propose in the house without being rudely interrupted every time, he was going to take you out for lunch and then go ice skating, one of your favorite winter activities. Yes, he was aware that it wasn’t his most elaborated plans, but he didn’t know what to do. Plus, he had talked to the owner of the ice skating pit beforehand, asking him to please let them have at least one hour of privacy so he could propose in peace. The owner even promised him to play the playlist Harry made for you and to add some special lightning to make the moment more romantic.
Feeling excited, Harry ran down the stairs to give you the news of your date. But his face fell when he saw you getting ready to go out with Gemma and his mum.
“Are you going out?” He asked as he saw you put on your coat.
“Yes,” You answered with a smile, but that smile soon felt when you saw the disappointment in Harry’s eyes “Your mum asked me and Gemma to go for a last minute shopping run… Harry are you okay, love?”
Your boyfriend closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose, a habit he acquired whenever he was frustrated “‘m perfect” He mumbled, turning around to go back to your shared room.
But you were quicker as you grabbed him softly by the arm to make him stop in his tracks. Slowly making him turn around so he was face to face with you “Don’t lie, H. What is going on?”
“‘m just,” He started, but he couldn’t even look you in the eyes as he tried to find the right words to say to you, almost feeling like he is failing you somehow “We never got the chance to spend some time together, Y/N. You are always busy or I am always busy with my mum or with Gemma that I almost didn’t see you this whole trip and I-I just miss you”
Your eyes softened and your heart fluttered with his words. You missed him too, much more than you could say. Everytime you find some time for yourselves you get interrupted and by the end of the day you are both too tired to do anything else besides sleeping. You could tell Harry was frustrated by this whole ordeal, you just didn’t imagine it would affect him this much.
You cupped his cheek and brought him into a sweet kiss “I miss you too, love. Very much” You watched how Harry’s green eyes softened, but they still held an unspoken sadness “If you want me to stay with you, then I’ll stay with you. I don’t need to go with them, you know?”
Harry sighed, placing his hand over yours and caressing it with his thumb “I know” He said as he gave a kiss to your palm “You know how much I love seeing you hanging out with them and I know how much you enjoy it. You should go”
“But Harry-”
“Go, have fun!” He said in a cheerful tone as he brought you closer to give you a hug “I’ll be fine, love. I just want you to remember this Holiday and to enjoy it as much as you can”
“Are you sure? Because I can stay if you-”
“‘m sure,” He smiled, placing a kiss on your forehead, “Go, darling. They must be waitin’”
You smiled back at him and pecked his lips before turning around and closing the front door. Missing for just a second the way Harry’s smile dropped as he saw his plan being shut down once again.
*
He wasn’t proud of his last resort. He knew you deserved an epic proposal, something that could come out from an Oscar winning movie. Something that was as special as you are. And he was beating himself for ruining every chance he’s got to do this properly, but he promised himself that he would not let you - nor him - return home without a shiny rock on your hand. And a Styles never backs down from a promise.
So, with his heart almost beating out of his chest, he placed the gift bag with the other gifts that adorned the living room. Everything will be done tomorrow and there is no turning back now. It was now or never.
The next morning, you found yourself caught up in another Styles’ tradition. You were all sitting in the living room wearing your coziest pajamas as you drank hot cocoa and ate some gingerbread cookies with a pinch of peppermint. It was almost time to open the presents and you could tell Harry was feeling rather anxious.
“Did you sleep well?” You asked as you curreled up to him on the couch that was facing Anne and Gemma, who were already starting to distribute the presents among you.
Harry hummed as he wrapped his arm around your shoulders, turning his face so he was looking at you. He could swear in that moment that he has never seen someone as beautiful as you right now as you watched him with doe eyes, your hair a little bit messy and a thin layer of chocolate decorating your upper lip. He was completely and utterly in love with you.
“Yeah, why’d you ask?”
You shrugged “You were tossing and turning a lot last night, almost like you were nervous or something. Are you sure everything’s alright?”
Harry smiled “I got you, don’t I? How could anything not be alright?”
You rolled your eyes at his cheesy remark, but quickly gave him a kiss on the cheek. Harry didn’t miss the way your cheeks blushed.
“I asked Anne and Gemma to give us a day for ourselves” You said after a moment. Harry looked at you surprised. You couldn't know..? “I told them I felt guilty that I haven’t spent any time with you since we arrived and they understood” You smiled at him “I got you all for myself today, mr. Styles”
Harry’s eyes filled with glee as he brought your lips to him, kissing you with all the love he could pour at the moment.
“Uh, mum?” Gemma’s voice interrupted the scene “I don’t think this is mine” She said as she opened a gift bag.
“No? It’s a jewelry bag so I thought-”
Gemma shook her head “No! This is definitely not for me” She said as she took the little velvet box from inside, making the room go completely quiet. In that moment, all eyes went to Harry as he watched the scene with horror.
“Oh shit” He said, untangling himself form you so he could grab the box from his sister’s hand “Actually, this is mine”
All three of you stayed quiet as he grabbed your hand and kneeled in front of your sitting figure on the sofa.
“Oh my god” You said, covering your mouth that almost fell to the ground because of the shock.
“Oh my god” Gemma and Anne said in unison as they realized what was happening in front of them.
“Y/N,” Harry said looking into your eyes “Let me start by saying that this is not how things were supposed to go. And I’m not just talking about my sister opening your gift. I’ve been trying to propose for as long as this Holiday lasted. Waiting for the perfect moment because you are my perfect half, my soulmate and you deserve nothing less than pure and utter perfection, my love. And I’m sorry I can’t give that to you now”
You could feel the tears pouring down your face since the moment he kneeled in front of you, but hearing Harry say that he wanted to propose all along made you cry harder, how did you get so lucky?
“I knew I had to do this here, for this is the place where I knew I wanted to marry you the first time we came to visit. I have loved you from the very first moment you said hello, and I knew from that instant that you were going to become my favorite hello and my most painful goodbye. Y/N you are magic, my love. My lucky charm. Everything I do, everything I say or think or sing is for and because of you. You are my muse and my best friend. My anchor and my wings. I cannot live without you nor do I ever want to. You have bewitched me body and soul and I love you. I love you. I love you”
You could hear the distant sobs of Anne in the background, but all you could see was Harry. Harry, your best friend and lover. Harry, the person who filled your life with love and light. Harry, who was now on one knee, with tears in his eyes and a ring on his hand. Harry. Harry. Harry.
“You don’t have to say yes, but I really hope that you do. Y/N, my love. I love you more than life itself, you have made me a better man by loving me the way that you do. Let me love you the same now and forever. Will you marry me?”
You nodded through the tears “Yes, Harry. A million times yes!”
You swore Harry’s smile could light up the world in that moment as he slid the ring down your finger. But you didn’t even look as you wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him like his mum and sister weren’t watching, throwing the both of you to the floor.
Anne and Gemma started clapping, celebrating the new beginning of the young couple. Because these holidays had a new meaning now, since now and forever they will be remembered as the day you said “yes” to the love of your life.
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Morning Rush
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Summary: Packed like sardines in a tin, that’s your fate this morning. Until you encounter a beautiful stranger on your morning rush to work.
Pairing: Jimin x OC Female
Genre: S2L, nonidol!au
Rating: NSFW, no explicit sexual scenes but still, if you’re a minor, please kindly shoo.
WC: 1.4K
Warning: accidental stimulation, public stimulation, public grinding, public touching, it’s not really that PUBLIC public but yeah it’s in public
A/N: Just a little one as I’m having a massive block and also time isn’t really on my side. But as I wrote this, I am becoming very fond of OC and Jimin, so let me know if you’d like to read more about these two horny people.  As always, comments, likes and reblogs are very much appreciated 💜
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You take a deep breath as you squeeze your way into the train carriage. It is so packed, you don’t even have to hold on to anything once the train starts moving; you and your fellow commuters keep each other standing upright. You always go to work earlier to avoid the morning rush hour, however it is your own fault for pressing snooze one time too many this time.
You gasp as the train jerks and instinctively your hand reaches out to grab onto something, only to be jostled around by the other passengers. You are losing your balance and falling backwards, only for your back to hit something hard.
“Are you OK?”
You turn slightly to find a slightly taller man just behind you, his hands hovering at your sides, as if ready to catch you.
“Yes, thank you. Sorry I didn’t mean to crash into you.”
He smiles gently in understanding. “Don’t worry about it. It happens.”
You return his smile politely and turn away. He is probably one of the most good-looking men you have ever seen, and your close proximity to him makes your cheeks blush. The train arrives at a stop, and some people go out, but more get on into the carriage, and like sardines, you are pressed even closer to the handsome stranger behind you.
He curses softly in Korean when someone pushes past you roughly, and you turn to look at him and tell him it is ok, all in Korean as well. His eyes twinkle at the familiarity of the language.
“Ah, I thought I heard home in your English.” He comments in your native language. “Do you live here or are you just visiting?”
“Visiting for work, till the end of the week. How about you?”
“Work and study. Two more months.” He answers, his voice tickling your ear. “Where do you get off?”
You strain to look at the subway map. “Five more stops.”
“Ah, same.” His hand shoots out to hold your side when the train jerks again. He immediately apologises. You shake your head and smile at him, telling him it is all right, and you thank him, again, for preventing you from falling over.
You feel heat creeping up your neck and cheeks for being so close to someone so good looking. You have buried yourself in work and more work since your last break-up. At first work was to take your mind off things to help you move on, but as time went on, you kept finding solace in your office, and you jumped at the opportunity to audit the overseas branches. With all that, you isolate yourself further, and loneliness becomes a friend.
The train starts rocking gently from side to side as it travels. You squeeze your eyes in embarrassment as your butt rubs against the man behind you, and you quickly try to put some distance between you and him. It is impossible however, with how packed the train is. As the train moves, you have no control over how you continue being jolted to the man behind. And oh how your body betrays you- you are actually feeling turned on from the unintentional grinding on your fellow commuter.
Your breath catches when you feel something stir against your butt. Your body feels hot all over when you realise what it is. The man clears his throat and tries to shuffle away, but you don’t know what comes over you when you grab his hand, stilling him.
“I’m so sorry,” he whispers, shame thick in his voice, “I didn’t mean to, I don’t know wha-”
“It’s ok,” you cut him off, your voice breathless, “I don’t mind, if you don’t.”
Surprising yourself, you squeeze his hand to signal your consent, and you move to rest it on your stomach. His body freezes for a moment, and you can feel his shallow breaths against your hair. You feel him relaxing a bit, splaying his fingers over your tummy, holding you closer. You boldly rest your body fully against his, and your bottom continues to rub on his crotch. Even when the train is moving smoothly, you writhe your hips discreetly, biting your lower lip to bit back a groan as you feel the hardening shaft behind you.
Your heart is pounding so loudly, you are sure he can feel the heartbeats. He nuzzles your hair, breathing your scent in as his fingers start to dig into your flesh over your clothes.
“God, I’m so sorry,” he whispers in your ear, “I can’t help it, you’re so fucking sexy, fuck.”
Four more stops.
You continue to grind against each other. The train is still as crowded, and to anyone looking, the two of you would look like a loved up couple commuting together. You shudder quietly when he pushes his hips forward, you can feel the whole of his length and girth.
Three more stops.
You feel your panties going wetter by the second. Your sex is throbbing so hard now, you love how hard his cock has gotten, and you salivate, almost moaning out fantasising about it stretching you. He chuckles and shushes you.
Two more stops.
“You’ve gotten me so hard. Would you like to exchange numbers so we can continue this in a more appropriate place later?”
You turn to look at him, the first time since the two of you started this erotic surreptitious action. You whimper when you see how flushed his cheeks are. “I’d like that.”
He smiles. “May I?” You feel his hand inching higher up your body. You nod and close your eyes when his fingers brush the underside of your breasts. You reach back, wanting to touch him too, and you settle on his thigh. It feels so hard and muscular under his jeans, and you squeeze it gently. He presses his forehead against your temple, and your soft moans and whimpers all mixed in together.
One more stop.
You feel so feverish now. His free hand tilts your head so he can capture your mouth in a kiss. You part your lips for him, feeling so hungry for his taste. Your tongue slides into his mouth, licking his teeth, before you nip his bottom lip. Your chest is heaving, and you wonder if you can actually cum just from all this alone. Your body and mind are so worked up already, from the feeling of his body against you, as well as your own imagination of having him fucking you in public.
Your eyes snap open when you hear the announcement of your stop. He releases your body and you want to groan in protest at the loss of his touch. However he links his fingers with yours, and you get off the train, hand in hand, following the crowd along the platform and up to the concourse. You follow him blindly, your mind still delirious. Finding a less crowded corner in the station, he pulls you back into his arm, and you melt again in his kiss.
Sanity finally returns, and reluctantly, you let go of each other. You get to look at his cherubic face properly now as he rubs your lips with his thumb. You poke your tongue out and flick it against his finger.
“Tonight?” He asks breathlessly.
You shake your head. “Sorry, I won’t be free till Friday.”
“Friday works. After 9 though, is that OK?”
“Perfect.” You take your phone out and give it to him. He enters his contact details. “Your place? Or my hotel room?”
He tilts his head. “I have flatmates. I’ll have to figure out how to get rid of them. I don’t want you to hold back.”
You cover your face in embarrassment but he pulls your hands down, so that he can kiss you again.
“My hotel room then.” You decide after breaking the kiss.
He smiles. “Give me a missed call.” You do as asked, then tell him your name so he can save it in his phone.
“Nice to meet you, _______.” He winks. “Call me even before Friday, if you want.”
“Okay.” You breathe. God, this is so wild. “I’ll talk to you soon, Park Jimin.”
He smiles again, his eyes becoming crescents as he leans forward to give you a final peck. You watch him leave, your heart is still racing and your mind is still cloudy. Has it been all a dream? Did you just almost have an orgasm in a public transport? Did you just make a date for a fuck with a total stranger?
You tuck your hair behind your ears and straighten your clothes. Yes, yes you just did all that. And you have never felt sexier and more powerful in your life.
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ynisamenace · 3 years
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 Party For One
Warnings: sub! Aone being a flustered mess, confident dom! Reader, nsfw kinda (grinding, not pg-13 kissing), mention of drugs and alcohol, college au! Aone.
Word count: 2.3k
a/n: ok guys this is my first fanfic so apologies if it’s not too good or if the ending is too rushed. Constructive criticism is always welcome and pls don’t forget to like and/or reblog. Thank you!
Aone was not much of a party goer. Although his friends were more outgoing, he in fact was not. He was more of a homebody, mostly leaving his shared apartment with Kenji for school, to get more ramen from the corner shop near his uni or practice with his newly-formed volleyball team; courtesy of his newly-formed friend, Kanji. Then proceeding to come home to shower, nap, wake up, struggle with his homework and then sleep till the next day. He was about to start the fourth activity of his daily routine when the sound of the doorbell rang through the apartment.
Sighing, he left his spot at the kitchen island to open the front door, then trying to close it once Kanji’s face appeared behind it.
“Woah woah if you wanted some alone time, you should’ve just said that”, the cat-faced friend exclaimed, just barely slipping through the crack in the door. Face adorned with brown freckles and a smile seemingly super glued to his face, he looked like the poster boy of golden retriever boys, “Wouldn’t matter anyway since I’m still dragging you to Sugawara’s tonight.”
Ah yes, Suga’s party, the one Aone was being forced to go to as a favour for his new friend. The white haired boy uttered a grunt of disapproval as Kanji plopped down onto his couch.
“I’m telling you man, when girls see us walking in together with my beauty and your scowl-,” he smirked while giving Aone a once over, “-they’ll come flocking like parakeets.” Aone ignored his new friend’s rambling and was about to go back to his homework when his phone buzzed. Picking it up and looking at his crush’s name made him do a double take before realizing it was from his class groupchat.
Y/n❤: Someone better come pick me up or else I’m dumping the mary jane😤
Sugawara: You live on campus, how did you sneak it in?
Y/n❤: Come pick me up and I’ll tell you
Bsf/n: I can see I’m gonna be on y/n duty tonight. I’ll come get you in 5
Y/n❤: Girl I’ll literally marry you don’t play with me
                                         -5 minutes later-
Y/n❤: Psa to everyone in this groupchat, bsf/n and I are married now
Bsf/n: As long as you do my makeup for the party lol
Y/n❤: Deal
A slightly dejected sigh left the tall boy’s lips, wishing it was him y/n would joke about marrying to the- wait party?? The realization that y/n was going to the same party as him made heart race with anticipation and although he never talked to her in any of the classes they shared, Aone developed a massive crush on y/n just by seeing the way she interacts with others as well as her personality. Her presence when she walks into a room, beautiful coily/kinky hair either flowing or in a different ‘protective style’ (which Aone ended up googling the meaning to) and her face adorned with a smile so bright, he could feel his ears getting hotter just by its look, it would be foolish to think that no other person in his uni or elsewhere had already snatched her up. Which is why Aone never felt the need to let her know about how much he was falling for her.
He was pulled out of his thoughts by the sound of his roommate’s door opening, revealing a clearly tipsy Kenji trying and failing to button up the last button on his silk shirt.
“Is anyone g-gonna help or what..” he slurred, stumbling into the living room, planting himself right in front of Aone who begrudgingly helped him with the last button. Satisfied, the intoxicated boy walks over to Kanji on the couch who’s currently scrolling through his instagram feed. He gives Kenji a once over before giving a nod of approval to his outfit. He turns to the tall, white haired boy, “Aone go change, the party starts in 10 and you know it’ll take us half an hour to get there!”, he exclaimed gesturing to Aone with his hands in a shooing manner. He didn’t understand what was wrong with his gray shirt and black sweatpants but went to his room to go change anyway, returning six minutes later sporting a green and white checkered shirt with dark blue jeans and black levis. The trio hurriedly leave their apartement, Kanji practically dragging both boys to his car before appointing Aone as the designated driver as the boy was the only one who had no intention to drink at the party.
The ride to the party took much more than half an hour as Aone was forced to drive while simultaneously trying to stop the two boys at the back from drinking any more of the pregame Kanji brought as well as preventing Kenji from messing with the aux cord. In the end, both boys settled on playing Ei8th mile on repeat the rest of the drive, both alternating between rapping DigDat and Aitch’s lines. Finally getting to the address Sugawara sent to the group, the trio hopped out of the car and went to knock on the door, opening to reveal the silver haired boy in all his glory wearing a burger king crown and a drunk smile.“You guys look li-hiccup-ke you had a fun drife here”, opening the door wider to reveal flashing red and purple strobe lights, living room filled with drunk and soon-to-be drunk college students and a hiphop song playing with a loud base that almost made Aone’s teeth clink. The two drunk boys wasted no time heading to the make shift bar in the kitchen, Aone following reluctantly behind feeling quite awkward in the party setting. Even worse, he was unable to spot y/n in the crowd making his heart drop lower into his stomach.
 No no no no. 
Even though Aone didn’t think y/n would like him the way he likes her, he was hoping he could at least use this party to make himself known to her, maybe forming a friendship with her first before professing his love. Dejectedly, he trudges to the bar, sulking next to his now very drunk friends who are far more interested with the designs on the kitchen counter. 
“Dude it’s so swirly…how do they make it like that?” one of the boys asks.
“Bro it has to be like a top secret thing. Like in the dark web,” the other replied, his eyes widening as his pupils are blown out more.
Not wanting to deal with their drunk conspiracies, Aone heads to the store room in search for some water after not seeing any laid out. Finding a bottle, he quickly gulps it down, faintly hearing the song in the living room change to one with a much deeper base. Leaving the store with his thirst finally quenched, he recognizes the song as Cold by Rico Nasty, her gravely voice echoing around the living room and drowning out some of the chatter which Aone was grateful for.
Ridin’ in a Maserati
Like Scotty I’m with two hotties
I ain’t just walk in the party-
“I brought the drugs to the partyyyy”, a voice which made Aone’s heart beat faster screamed, Y/n bursting through the front door with a medium sized pack of marijuana and a tray of what he assumes are pot brownies as the crownd cheered at her arrival. Her eyes wide with excitement, hair in cute little bantu knots (which Aone noted is now probably his favourite hairstyle on her), and dazzling smile still glued to her face. Making a bee line to the kitchen to drop the stuff she was holding, she hugged and greeted the people closest to her, making Aone regret not standing closer to the front door before realizing she was making her way straight to him.“Hi Polar Bear!” her scent of f/p enveloping him as she hugged his stomach, hair right next to nose, making the boy short-circuit. Y/n is hugging me. Me. Hugging. She smells so good. I should probably hug her back. But what if that’s weird. Hugging me. I’m gonna marry her. I’m gonna throw u-
“Takanobu woohoo you good?” she whispered in neck, drawing him out of his daydream, while at the same time making blood rush to his lower region. His eyes widen as he turns to see her staring right at him, inches apart and eyes questioning.
“I-I’m doing well y/n, um you uh look great tonight”, he managed to blurt out, his compliment making her lips curve into that signature smile. He unconsciously let out a low groan as he felt his jeans tighten even more as his mind raced a mile a minute, envisioning her on top of him, smile turning into a smirk as she runs her hands over his body making him squirm. His neck, his nipples, his happy trail, his-
Once again brought out of his daydream, he looked around to see y/n already gone and dancing in the living room, her presence making her look ethereal in the flashing lights. Smiling slightly, Aone deciding to stop before his imagination made him cream in his pants, decided to go look for his friends spotting both of them laying near a potted plant in the hallway caressing the leaves and muttering under their breaths. He discreetly goes back to the store, getting two bottles of water and placing them on either side of his friends, knowing they’ll be shocked at it ‘appearing’.
Sighing tiredly, he briefly thinks of just driving back to his apartment having already seen his crush and hugged her, but decided against it not wanting to feel guilty for abandoning his intoxicated friends. He was about to go to the backyard looking for some fresh air before he heard his name being said in the crowd. Turning around too quickly he bumped into someone, gripping their waist and letting their scent envelop him before he caught a glimpse of their hair. 
Yes yes God yes
“Nobu I’m so sorry, I was trying to get your attention but you didn’t turn around!” y/n exclaimed, gripping his shirt making the boy realize his grip on her waist was tightening significantly. He quickly tried to let go but y/n wasn’t having any of it and planted his large palm on her backside, squeezing a little. Aone’s face had never been as red as it is now from that simple action. Clearing his throat, he gives a tentative squeeze to gauge her reaction and seeing the smirk on her face as her pupils darken. She finally releases her grip on his hand and turns to the dance floor, Aone follow behind.
 As they reach the dance floor, afrobeats fill the air as joro by wizkid which Aone knew was one of y/n’s favourite songs) plays turning the energy of the party to a slower tempo. Y/n turns to the tall boy, once more putting his hands on her waist, before pulling him closer to her, their bodies now pressed against eachother.
Aone can feel her grinding on his pants and begs to any God who’ll listen to please not let him pop a boner right now. Her mouth comes closer to his ear and he can feel her breath making shivers run down his spine. “I could feel it you know…” she whispers as his eyes widen, embarrassment from though him as he realizes she felt the first boner he popped while hugging her in the kitchen “…didn’t peg you as the type. What a pervert you are Nobu.”   
That small gesture almost made Aone cream in his pants. Almost. If not for the overwhelming shame he would feel if someone saw him, his dick was already as hard as can be. A murmur left Aone’s lips and y/n has to strain her neck to hear him over the sound of the music flowing through the house.
“What was that Nobu?”
“P-plea-ase,” he whispers, ears a bright shade of red as y/n smirks looking him in the eye to see his pupils blown out, clouded with lust and feeling his member poking her in the thigh.
“Please what Nobu?” their lips almost touching.
“..Please kiss me”
“That’s all you had to say ya damn polar bear”, finally pressing her lips on his and making the butterflies in his stomach turn into fireworks. He really couldn’t believe it. His head felt like it was about to burst from all the blood that rushed into it. Her lips felt so much better, so much better than his imagination. Her hands sliding up to his neck and slipping into the hair on the nape of his neck, he uttered a low groan giving access to y/n to slip her tongue onto his. Aone could feel his precum dampening his briefs and hoped that a dark spot wouldn’t be visible by the end of the night. She tried to break the kiss, his head leaning closer not letting her go until she tugged hard on his nape hair forcefully, a string of saliva still connecting them.
“What a needy boy”, she smirked, letting go of him to swipe at the corner of his lips. “Why didn’t I come speak to you earlier?”, he didn’t care because for him, this really was worth the wait.
 Aone was not much of a party goer, but he’d have to thank his friends in the morning for forcing him to go to this one.
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yeahimaloser · 3 years
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hi !! congrats on the 100 followers :D would you be able to write #11 from the fluff prompts for hawks ?
“I’m so proud of you.”
Hi, Thanks so much for requesting!
I just wanted to say how thankful I am for all of you! Whenever I see someone has commented, reblogged, liked, or just read my stuff makes my day!
I did this for 100 followers, but in the span of like 2 weeks, I now have 200! It really means the world to me so thank you! I plan to do something extra special for 300, and I’m so excited about that!
I’m sorry if this was a bit sappy, I just really wanted you guys to know! Thank you all so much for everything!
No pronouns mentioned
Warning: fighting, hurt Keigo, Keigo having a breakdown
Summary: after Keigo hasn’t seen you in so long, he’s finally had enough.
Requests closed
Word count: 2k
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It was such a long week for Keigo, he was so tired. All he wanted to do was cuddle up to you, feel your lovely body, taste your sweet lips. Was that too much to ask? To hold you close to him, to feel you with him. He was sure you would soothe him from his hollowness, he could be himself with you. He could just be Keigo. And he loved that you let him, you supported him and let him be with you, he didn’t need to be Hawks. He could be who he was, even if who he was was a broken shell of a man. So to say he missed you would be an understatement.
It had been hard for him, for him not to see you in a week. But it was for a mission, so he was forced to. But his hunger for you grew and grew till you consumed his every thought. Till you were all he wanted, all he could think off. He wanted to soak in the luxurious warmth of your skin, to bask in your presence, to be spoiled with your loving kisses. To hear your lovely voice, to feel your heavenly fingers work their way through the knots of his hair. He just wanted you.
But, today was the last day of his mission, and then he would fly at top speed to see you again. To feel you again.
But the universe had other plans for him.
He was called in to help against another villain attack, his sidekicks told him that it seemed to be a bad one. A lot of civilians got hurt in the attack. And although all he wanted to do was fly home to you, to hold you to him, he took off into the open air. Still thinking about your warm embrace.
When Keigo landed, he was met with villains attacking him from every corner, he wasn’t prepared. His mind just wasn’t in it.
A villain with some sort of strength quirk hit him square in his gut, sending him stumbling. Luckily, one of his sidekicks managed to subdue the villain. So Keigo turned to the other one, grabbing one of his bigger feathers to stop the villain.
However, he let his rage get the better of him. He was just so angry, he missed you so much, he wanted to feel you again. He couldn’t think straight, it was too hard, it was too much.
So he fought, he fought so he could see you again.
But he was sloppy.
He got cuts on his wings, bruises on his body, his face was bleeding and raw. He hurt. But he still fought on, he fought through the pain. He had to.
Even though it hurt he didn’t stop, he couldn’t. He had to finish this, he needed to get it over with so he could see you again.
When the fight was over, his need was too much. He brushed everyone aside, saying how he was fine. Telling the paramedics that his wounds were skin deep and that he would be ok.
And even though his wings hurt, he still flew to you. He still whipped through the air at top speed in order to feel you again.
He was so close he could feel it, how close he was. He was almost there, he was so close. Just a few more seconds.
A few more agonizing seconds.
When he finally burst through the window of your home, he was finished.
His body hurt, his mind couldn’t keep up with the pain he felt. Yet, it was his heart that kept him going, telling him that he would see you. And so, he pushed through it. He walked through the window, the window you would keep unlocked for him.
You were watching the TV when you heard him enter, you had been watching the news. You knew you shouldn’t have, it would only make you more anxious than you already were. It would only make you worry about Keigo, wondering if he would come back to you ok. But still, you watched it. You watched him get hurt and beaten, the entire time holding your breath. You tried to stop, but your mind told you to keep watching. That you needed to make sure he was ok.
After a week of not seeing him, you realized that he didn’t look the best. His hair was disheveled and he looked like a mess. He had eyebags that made you so worried about how he had been dealing with his mission. Was he doing ok? All this just made you even more anxious.
You were confused when he had left the scene, he was still so hurt, still so damaged. Why didn’t he let the paramedics take care of him? His wings looked so bad. Why was he flying?
When he entered your home, you stood up immediately. But then you saw his face, and you knew he needed you.
But Keigo couldn’t do it anymore, he was so tired, he was so done.
His knees hit the floor, he couldn’t even feel the pain. His mind was so foggy, his heart racing. His thoughts were so loud, he wanted it to stop, to make it all stop. For it to all go away. He wanted you to clear all his pain, for you to kiss it all away, to make it all better.
He knew you couldn’t, that it was humanly impossible, but you were damn near close to the cure of all his pain. The way you would hold him to you, the way you would talk to him, the way you would care for him.
You practically ran to his side, worried that he was hurt too badly. That he was in too much pain.
But when you kneeled down to help him, he just pulled you down to him, trapping you in his embrace. Putting his head in the crook of your neck, nuzzling himself into you. His wings, or what was left of them, wrapped around the both of you. Keigo just wanted to be closer to you, to feel your warmth, your love, he wanted to feel you.
You wrapped your arms around him, telling him silently that you were there, that you were here for him. That you would always be.
You knew how hard it was for Keigo, he had a hard time opening up, opening his real self up. so when he opened himself up to you, you knew you had to be there for him. And you didn’t mind, you loved him, you loved him so much. You wanted him to understand that he deserved love and that he deserved happiness and a place to feel himself. And if that was with you, you were content with that. You were glad it was you, you wanted to help him, to be there for him.
Because you loved him.
As you ran your fingers through his hair, he shuddered at your touch, holding you tighter. It was as if he thought you would disappear on him like you would leave if he didn’t hold you tighter. But you wouldn’t, you would stay with him no matter what.
Finally, you spoke, “Keigo, I’m here. I’m right here sweetie.”
But Keigo didn’t speak, he just took a shaky breath.
You thought for a moment, something that Keigo loved was praise. Especially when it came from you, he told you once how it mattered so much more when it came from you. Because it felt real.
“I saw you on the news,” you said, smiling a bit, “I’m so proud of you.”
That's when he lost it. The loneliness, the hurt, the heaviness of it all. He let it out, he had to. It bubbled over, spilling into his consciousness, spilling into his heart.
He cried into you, and he couldn’t stop. He sobbed into your neck, letting it all out, letting his emotions take over his body. He was just so tired, so exhausted from it all. From not seeing you, to not being himself with anyone but you. He felt so vulnerable with you, and he needed it. So he just cried, he let it out, the loneliness, the sadness, the helplessness.
And you let him, you wanted him to. You hated it when Keigo felt that he needed to put on a mask for people, for you. You wanted him to know that it was ok to be upset, you wanted him to be able to feel. To be able to let his emotions go, to let it out.
You stroked his head gently, praising him, telling him it was all ok, how you were right there with him. How you would never leave him, how he was good and kind. How he deserved happiness, how he deserved to cry.
Finally, Keigo pulled away from you, wiping the tears that clung to his cheeks, “Sorry, Y/N, I didn’t mean to-”
You kissed his cheek lightly, “Don’t apologize. I’ve told you, it’s ok to be upset, it’s human Keigo. It’s what you are.”
Keigo sniffed, still clearly upset, “Yeah, but I'm a hero. I’m supposed to put people's minds at ease. I’m supposed to be strong for people, for you. I’m not supposed to break like this.”
You stroked his cheek lightly, trying to reassure him, “Keigo, out there you're a hero. Out there your Hawks. but here, you're just Keigo. My Keigo. You’re yourself, your human, you’re vulnerable, you’re normal here. I will never expect anything more from you. I just want you to be ok, that's all I ask.”
You embraced him again, letting his head land on your shoulder, “Kei, honey, let’s go to bed ok? And we can cuddle and go to sleep. You’ve had a long day, lets get some rest.”
But as you got up, Keigo pulled you back down, “No! Don’t leave!”
It was insecurity of his, he was scared you were going to leave him, that when you let go you would be gone. And even though you’ve told him time and time again, he still clung to it. To his fear of abandonment, his fear that you would leave him when you let go. You never asked why he had those thoughts, you just wanted him to feel safe with you.
“Keigo, I’m not leaving. I promise,” you kissed him reassuringly, “I’m right here, I’m just gonna change and we can go to bed.”
“Do,” Keigo looked away, embarrassed, “do you have to? Can we just go right to bed?”
You smiled sadly at him, even though you haven't changed into your comfortable clothes, and even though Keigo smelled, you knew he needed this.
So you nodded, “Ok, Kei. We can.”
When you both climbed into bed, Keigo was attached to your hip. But you didn’t mind, if this was what reassured him, you would let him.
You looked up at him, and as you did he leaned into you, whispering lightly on your lips, “Can I kiss you?”
You smiled, “You don’t even have to ask.”
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Ok, I think that’s all the requests I have :) thank you again to everyone
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miridiums-writing · 3 years
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Punishment
Tom riddle x reader chapter 3
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Summary : Tom’s punishment was to live a muggle life, his past and life story chosen by the ministry of magic to ensure he learned. Reader was chosen to live as his partner to ensure nothing goes wrong
Warnings : none really, just a bit of Tom being bullied again
Tag list : @dearseungie @the-gazette-of-tea @girl-between-worlds @starlight-boo @bornbeautiful123
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Ryan tapped his fork against his glass, raising it towards everyone and gathering everyone attention, except for the young boy next to Tom, who was busy fiddling with Tom’s jacket sleeve. Tom looked bored, watching the boy play with his jacket, making sure he didn’t ruin it. Y/n found it rather cute, but they didn’t dare speak up about remembering mentioning it earlier when the boy gave Tom a rabbit teddy and wanted him to play house with him. Tom just made the rabbit hop around until it ‘died’. Which made the small boy get frustrated and said he was going to tell on tom if he didn’t play nicely. Tom had sighed and tried to ‘play nicely’. In reaction Y/n had said he should be a babysitter making Tom kick them under the table.
“Thank you for all gathering and attending my dinner party, as you all know the library is going to be 100 years old today so I thought it would be appropriate for us all come together and unite, please enjoy the food and the party” With that he sat back down again, turning to a woman who looked slightly underweight, her thin sickly figure leaning rather uncomfortably in her chair, her face looking like she had just ate a rather sour lemon. It was rather comedic seeing the large man talking to a woman who looked the complete opposite to him, and clearly wanted to leave. Tom was still preoccupied trying to keep the kid from getting bored, his parental figure had disappeared off somewhere, leaving Tom to look after him. Though weirdly enough Tom wasn’t complaining, over the last twenty minutes they had bonded a little.
Tom chased his hand across the table towards the boy, pretending his hand was a spider as the boy smacked his hand down of Tom’s hand to kill it, rinse and repeat. Tom just hoped the boys family would come around soon, if he was going to be his babysitter, it would be nice to have something in return. “Can I sit in your lap?” The boy said, tugging on Tom’s arm. Tom stared at the body shocked for a moment before Y/n nudged his arm. He sighed to himself, picking the boy up carefully and placing him on his lap, Tom allowed him to continue playing around with his fingers as he turned to Y/n hoping for something better.
“Talk to me” Tom said, staring at Y/n as they continued to watch Ryan and the woman. Y/n turned to him, slightly surprised at his request, but not minding obliging. “You see the couple over there, the ones holding hands but looking completely away from each other” Tom followed Y/n’s gaze to a man and a woman holding hands but looking rather uncomfortable around each other, like they had just met, or something had gone wrong. The woman was preoccupied staring at the floor, maybe hoping it would swallow her up, while the man stared at the ceiling, swirling a drink in his free hand. “Yeah, what about them”
“They’ve both been cheating on each other, but due to the ladies father they are unable to break up for publicity sake, so in public they try to act like a couple, while in secret they both knowingly cheat on the other, living separate lives within their lives in the hopes that one day soon her father will die and they will be able to stop this publicity stunt”
“why not just break up now, wouldn’t that be easier”
“well they could, but the woman’s father is filthy rich, and they need his income of money to supply each of their families they have created outside their marriage, they both can’t get out until he dies, so they are waiting till then”
“Why not just kill the dad, make life easier”
“There’s no guarantee they would get away with it without being arrested, neither would want to risk something like that, now, pick someone in the room and ill tell you a dirty secret about them”
“ooooh, I like this game, ok, her” Tom nodded his head over to an old lady sat laughing and smiling at a baby in a stroller next to her.
“good choice, ok, she murdered her husband” Tom turned to look at Y/n rather shocked, the woman’s calm and motherly air definitely didn’t scream a killer. “You have me intrigued, why did she kill him”
“Simple, when she was young there was no way to divorce people, her husband was abusive, and she decided she deserved better. She made sure everything was ready and got away with it. A lot of women in the area go to her when they feel alone, she has an aura that women find calming and safe.” Tom nodded along while Y/n spoke, watching the old lady from the corner of his eye. “Anyone else you want to know about?” Just then Ryan started making his way around the room headed straight towards Tom and Y/n. Tom turns to look at me panicking slightly. Though Y/n looks pointedly down at the boy in his lap. Bingo.
Tom slightly loudly asks if the boy needs the bathroom, the boy preoccupied with the toy in his hands, he nods. Tom sighs lightly and goes to take him to the bathroom, while Ryan decided to talk to Y/n while he was gone. The man gives Y/n a large grin as he sits in the seat Tom had sat in, turning to Y/n ready to converse. His presence gave Y/n an off feeling, and now realized why Tom hated him so much, he gave them a sick feeling and it made her want to run. “Enjoying the dinner then?” Y/n stared at the man for a second before silently nodding at his question not really wanting to talk to him.
Meanwhile Tom stood in the hallway, the boy stood at his side staring at him in disbelief. “That was the only reason you wanted to leave? Weak” Tom stared angrily down at the boy who had been roasting him for half the evening now and didn’t show any sign of stopping the onslaught towards Tom. “Its not like that, I don’t like the feeling he gives off”
“So, you left him alone with your partner knowing full well has a weird guy, what a great boyfriend you make”
“Hey, I’m an amazing boyfriend, I make them pancakes for breakfast every morning”
“Uhuh, so does my mummy, that isn’t anything special” Tom was getting more agitated at the boy by the second, how was he so easily able to get under Tom’s skin?
“Fine then, ill go swoop in and save them like an amazing boyfriend would”
“See you in a few seconds when you come back scared” Tom ground his teeth together at the boys last comment before stalking over to where Y/n and Ryan were sat. he was trying to figure out how he should play this before he just casually threw his arm over Y/n shoulders and stared at Ryan. Ryan smiled at Tom, glad that he had finally arrived. “Tom, just the man I wanted to see”
“Whatever for?”
“Oh, just to tell you that due to your diligence last week on noticing that screw loose on the shelves we were able to fix the problem and stop a lot of property damage, so I was going to give you a bonus this month” Tom sighed quietly in Y/n’s ear, kicking himself for being scared for no reason.
“Thankyou that is really appreciated” And with that, Ryan stood up to walk back over to his chair. Y/n started to giggle to themselves trying desperately to hold it back so as not to invoke the wrath of Tom, but Tom was too tired now, the day of work had been tiring enough, not to add on the panic Ryan always ensues, how much energy it takes up cleaning up after Debbie’s kids, plus the kid from earlier, who he still hadn’t figured out who he belonged to. He slumped back down into his chair, ready to go home and go to sleep.
“If you’re really that tired just put your head on my shoulder” Tom turned to look at them with a look that screamed ‘bitch what?’ “Earlier you came in to help me thinking I was in trouble, least I can do is return the favour.” Tom considered the offer before thinking ‘what the hell if he looks like he’s asleep people will leave him alone’. So, he gently places his head on Y/n’s shoulder, unsure quite what to do until they brought this head down so the full weight of his head was on them. It was surprisingly comfortable for the both of them, and as the night drew to a close both of them felt that a bond, no matter how small had managed to form. If they were stuck here together, they were going get out that way.
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degenerate-otaku · 3 years
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Hey guys! This is a Future 17 X fem reader fic I wrote for a friend who didn't want to expose themselves as a simp.
please like and reblog if you enjoy and feel free to send a fic request if you want one, but keep in line it might take me a while, since I have a few to write rn.
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Warning: this fic contains smut
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There was almost silence in the barren city. Smoke poured into the cloudless sky on that Spring day, which felt warmer than normal. The only downside to that was that you and your family needed more water, so, being the oldest sibling, you went out to fetch water and food.
When entering an abandoned shop, with a stable enough roof, you thought you heard footsteps from inside.
“H-hello?” Your heart pounded.
“Is anyone there?” You looked around, careful not to tread on broken glass or anything useful as you continued walking towards a till, in the hopes that there was anything behind it, since the shelves seemed to have already been ransacked.
Then, someone popped up from behind the till, the sight of them making you tremble.
“Hello, miss...welcome to...whatever the fuck this store is called.” He chuckled, his icy eyes bereft of emotion.
This was Android 17, no doubts about it. You knew that whilst he appeared to be like a normal teenager, he was a cruel cyborg...yet there was something fascinating about him.
You wanted to run, but found yourself stuck to the ground, as if his cold glare had frozen you on the spot.
“Are you hungry?” He asked, almost invitingly. You wanted to nod, but your body still felt stiff.
“What's wrong? Are you...afraid?” His eyes scanned your body, then he smirked.
“You must be...you can't even muster a single word...” He stepped out from behind the till, his eyes not wandering for a second.
Suddenly, he grasped your chin in his hand, which was fairly small and warm...he didn't seem like a cold blooded killer at all. He kissed you, and you just couldn't resist. You couldn't even tell he was a cyborg at all, even when his tongue was in your mouth as you softly moaned. Then, there was a sharp, sudden electric shock, which coursed through your entire body.
He laughed as you recoiled, your hair slightly frizzed up from the jolt, and you remembered who you were dealing with again, returning you to a fearful state.
“Please don't-” You began.
“Kill you?” He cut you off. “Hmm...it would be a waste of a pretty human...I think you'd look much better as a moaning mess on my bed, rather than a blood splatter in an abandoned store...wouldn't you agree~?”
You blushed, realising what he meant. You knew he would kill you if you refused...but you didn't want to throw up at the thought of it, surprisingly, a part of you was rather curious to see how humanoid he was.
You found the strength to nod.
“I'm glad you think the same...whatever your name is.”
“It's Y/N...” You wondered where that courage came from.
“Y/N, huh? Cute...” He smiled, then lifted you up. Being too afraid to protest, you went along with it, letting him carry you as you flew to an extravagant mansion, holding tightly onto him.
Landing at the door, you wondered what kind of things he would do, hating that it somewhat excited you.
17 led you in. It was a huge building, but mostly a mess, with drink bottles, food wrappers and other junk lying around in most places, which didn't surprise you. The androids left most places in terrible states, why would they treat their home any better, especially when it was just some place they stole after killing the owners?
Grabbing you by the hand he dragged you upstairs, taking you into the master bedroom, which you imagined was his, due to the many games consoles on the floor and outfits in the wardrobe.
“Take your clothes off. Now.” He commanded and you did so, feeling a little self conscious and slightly whorish for doing this, besides, the androids had earned a reputation for being deadly beauties.
You stood, not staring him directly in the eyes, fully undressed for him. Glancing at him for a second, his eyes were full of desire, and you could see that he was hard already.
He then made a show of himself, slowly getting undressed for you. His body was not how you expected it to be. He was thin, and actually around the same height as you, and you couldn't help but notice he had some scars.
When he caught you staring at them, he told you to stop before he gave you scars of your own. He instructed you to pleasure him, so you tried to kiss him again and he bit your lip softly before you pulled away.
You decided to kiss his neck, sucking and licking it, then lightly kissed his defined collarbone down to his chest, where you decided to make a risky move by rubbing on and sucking his nipples making him moan gently, a sound you hadn't expected to hear from him but enjoyed.
For a moment you stopped, stunned he could even react in such a way, but he told you to keep going and you noticed how big his dick looked.
Dragging your tongue down his slender figure, all kinds of thoughts popped into your head. You decided to stroke his cock a few times, then use your mouth again, at first licking the tip, then the shaft, then placing your entire mouth around it, going rather slow, causing him to become impatient.
He grabbed your head and shoved his cock into your mouth, causing any sounds you made to be muffled. You sucked his dick, trying your best to please him, for fear of him becoming angry, but also because you hedonistically wanted to pleasure him, so you could earn it in return.
He was basically fucking your throat, his hips jerking involuntarily, God, he had nice hip bones, as well as good thighs, which you grabbed onto to brace yourself, your hands travelling up to his ass, when he suddenly came without warning, his hot seed spilling from your lips and pouring down your throat.
You cleaned his cock with your tongue and savoured the salty taste.
“Wow...someone's a slut~” He teased you, flicking your nose as you wiped your mouth clean. He didn't seem exhausted at all, even though he had blown his load in your mouth and there was a lot to swallow. He didn't even moan your name like you wanted, but you were uncertain if he even knew your name.
He ordered you to get on the bed, which you noted was soft and comfortable, unlike anything you had ever lay on. You rested your head on the pillow and spread your legs automatically when his body hovered over you. His arm pinned both your hands behind your head as he leaned close to your ear and said, “I know you aren't a virgin, you little whore...you better be a good girl, before I have to break you...I don't wanna break my new toy, though~”
“Won't...your sister hear us?” You weren't sure why this was at the forefront of your mind.
“18? No, she's out shopping or whatever...probably fucking someone too.”
Your heart raced as the tip of his dick touched your entrance.
“Beg for it~” He teased you again, rubbing his cock against your dripping wet pussy.
“Please, 17...I wanna be your fucktoy~” You moaned.
“Well...if you insist~” He chuckled lowly then thrusted his cock inside you, making you call out his name already. He was hard and rough, yet his cock was already deep within you.
You begged him for more, even though you could hardly think straight as your tits bounced and your back arched. He called you a dirty slut again and played with your tits, making you whine again.
He flipped you over so he could fuck you harder in another angle, his dick perfectly filling your hole.
"Fuck...you're so tight~“ He groaned as he jerked his hips forward again.
”I-I think I'm close-“ You were able to speak, but he spanked your ass, warning you, ”Not yet...you cum when I say so.“
You could tell you looked like a slut, with your back arched so much, and your eyes rolling up to the back of your head as you panted, trying not to orgasm.
Then he moaned again and with one final thrust, cummed inside you as you yelled his name, orgasming too.
His cum filled your insides and mixed with yours and ran down your inner thighs as he kept thrusting, slower this time, just to ride out the orgasm.
”Shit...no-one's made me cum so easily~“ He praised you just after pulling out.
You collapsed on the bed, your legs too weak and trembly to hold yourself up. Turning, you saw that his face was kind of red, but nowhere as near as your burning cheeks, and he didn't even pant heavily or waste time catching his breath.
He quickly gave you a towel from the bathroom to clean yourself up with and a pill. ”I don't want you getting pregnant...my sister would hate me.“ He remarked, giving you a glass of water to swallow it with.
As you got up and put your clothes back on, 17 went out of the room to get something. When he returned he had a bag full of food and water. The food was mostly snacks, but at least it was something edible and would last for a long time.
”Here's a gift, take it before I change my mind.“ You didn't expect such generosity from him. You sheepishly took the bag and he offered to fly you back to the city.
You agreed and advised him to land discreetly. On the flight, he began to talk to you.
”Just so you know...if I get the suspicion you've been with another man, I'll definitely find them...and kill 'em, got it?“
You nodded.
”Good girl...“ He praised you, making you feel warm inside. ”Now...when you go home...you can't tell anyone about this ok?“ You landed with him as he gave his final warnings.
”I will be back...“ He tucked a strand of hair behind his ear, allowing his earring to twinkle in the pink glow of the sunset.
”I promise, Y/N.“
You had to hold back a gasp, but you clearly looked shocked.
”Hm?“ He raised an eyebrow.
”Nothing...I just really can't believe this...you aren't like the person I hear about at all...I didn't think you'd care to remember my name.“ You answered, feeling quite stupid for saying it aloud.
”Y/N...“ The name rolled off his tongue. ”Its fun to say...I wish my name was that nice.“ He smiled for a second, but then scowled, ”Don't get the wrong idea...“
17 turned, said goodbye plainly, then shot off into the distance.
You hoped his promise was genuine.
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wheresmybuckyhoes · 3 years
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Ben Hardy smut part 1
(There will be so much smut** in part 2 but please reblog if you want me to continue this story)
(**Because it’s the only thing you dirty bitches seem to like)
Summary: You meet Ben in your favourite cafe and obviously because this is a fanfic you end up slightly closer than just the distance of a cafe table...
Pairing: Reader x Ben Hardy
Warnings: Swearing, kissing, references to sex
Note from moi: I like the actual story line part not just the seggsy stuff so I took time with this one. Pleaseeee reblog if you want the part 2!!!
‘It was a bright and sunny morning. No, scratch that. It was what you could definitley call a morning’ you thought to yourself as you groaned at the light beams escaping through your curtains, waking you up. 
It was one of those hot summer weeks that sound nice in theory; going swimming in the pool with all your mates, drinking milkshakes and having an excuse to dress like a hoe. But you see, there was a few problems with this. Firstly, you lived in a small apartment in central London, with a large kitchen which shared the same space as the living room, 1 bedroom and 1 bathroom. So not exactly capable of having a swimming pool. Secondly, you had no friends. That’s not to say people didn’t want to be your friend. You had many people trying to befriend you daily, but you preferred to be alone.
You literally rolled out of bed, falling on floor and sighing. You carefully stood up and threw on a short, white, lace sundress paired with high heels to make you seem slightly taller than the 5’’2 length your body stretched to. You grabbed your keys, special Gucci sunglasses and headed out to your favourite cafe.
The cafe was a 5 minute walk from your flat. You loved going there as the coffee and tea was divine and you were supporting a local business rather than another overpriced chain. It also felt more personal, as you went there almost everyday and the baristas knew your name and orders.
When you got there, you noticed it to be more busy than usual. You pushed through the door as it caused the little bell to ring, and walked up to the ordering till to get your usual iced coffee. Max was serving today, and although he was quite new, he had already perfected your order. You smiled at him as he nodded and immediately began work on your usual. You payed at the till and patiently waited. ‘Thank you darling’ you thanked Max as he handed you the cold drink. You spun around to scan the cafe for a place to sit. There seemed to be no empty tables. You awkwardly looked around until you heard a deep voice from the corner of the cafe. ‘You can sit here if ya want’ said the deep voice.
You spun around to see a handsome blonde sitting on a table for 2, alone, smiling at you. You shrugged and came over to the sit beside him, placing your coffee down on the wooden table. ‘Thank you! I thought I was just going to have to stand awkwardly there’ you said, taking in the sheer beauty of this man’s face. ‘S’alright love. What brings you here?’ he asked as though he was geniounly interested, not just to make small talk. ‘Oh well, I live a small walk from here and I always get coffee before work and I love this place’ you replied, sipping your coffee and removing your sunglasses. ‘What about you?’
‘I have a small acting gig around here and thought I’d grab a bite before’ he said, gesturing to his half eaten croissant. ‘I love acting. I was in a few things myself when I was younger, but I decided to move to work in fashion after uni’ you replied. You swore you had seen this man before somewhere. ‘I can tell your into fashion’ he smirked, looking you up and down. To be honest, you were gorgeous. Your skin was bronzed from the summer sun, you had glowing hazel eyes that shone in the sun, paired with dark hair which fell down your shoulders in waves.
‘Oh yeah? How come’ you asked innocently, slightly leaning in to him from across the table.
Next thing you know, you’re both in the bathroom, your legs wrapped around his waist, his fingers tangled in your hair, lips crashing together hungrily. You pull back for a moment biting your lip. He looks deep into your eyes, brushing a lose strand of hair behind your ear. ‘So what’s your name?’ you ask breathlessly as he leans in to kiss your neck, leaving behind hickeys to last for days. ‘Ben. Ben Hardy’ he replied as you felt his hands slide from your legs to your bum.
You quickly pulled away and unwrapped your legs from his waist, backing away, eyes wide. ‘Wait. As in THE Ben Hardy from bohemian rhapsody and xmen. How did I not recognise you. W..why are you kissing me? Why.. WHAT?’ you managed to word vomit out as you felt yourself getting flustered. ‘Look...’ he began but trailed off, giving you a questioning look. ‘Oh it’s y/n’ you mumbled. ‘Look y/n your really pretty and you seem so nice and it’s a change from all the girls who like me just because I’m supposedly famous y’know?’ he explained as he pulled you in close by your waist, kissing you softly.
It’s not like this was new to you. Due to your fear of relationships, you had many one night stands and flings, but never stayed for long. So, fuck it I guess (literally). As your kisses deepened, getting more erotic and sloppy, you felt Ben nudge you towards one of the bathroom stalls. Tongues still in each other’s mouths, you both clambered hurriedly into the stall, locking it behind you.
You felt his hands begin to explore your body, tracing down you hips to your bum, up to your breasts and back down to your waist. He pushed you against the door, pushing his knee in between your legs. You felt a smirk against your lips as you let slip a small moan. God he was good. Suddenly you pulled away. ‘Shit Ben, I don’t have condoms I keep them in my drawer at home not my dress pockets!’ you moaned in annoyance. ‘Well that’s ok love, we can go back to yours’ he replied smoothly, trailing his fingers down your cheek, across your lip. You just wanted to melt right there. You mulled this over for a second. Taking him back may mean something more than just a meaningless fling, but your in too deep not to fuck him now so you guess...
‘Sounds good to me’
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Find Me / Save Me (Bucky x Reader Fanfic) Ch. 1
Summary: Friends since childhood, separated by tragedy. Can you seem to find each other again? Can you save each other?
Pairing: Bucky x Reader
Warnings: 18+ ONLY, smut, angst, violence, cannon divergence, fluff, mentions of suicide attempt, mentions of blood, torture, miscarriage
Word Count: 174,507
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You glanced in the mirror one last time to check your hair, making sure it was perfect. Tucking in a loose curl behind your ear you take a deep breath and sigh.
Your best friends were waiting for you, you’ve known them you whole life. Steve and Bucky. The crazy goofy duo that always had each other’s back, and your back since you three were young. Living in the same neighborhood in Brooklyn your whole life, watching out and sticking up for one another.
Today wouldn’t be easy. Today you were helping Steve lay his mother to rest. Sarah Rodgers was like a second mother to you. After your parents died two years ago in a traffic accident, Sarah stepped in and practically took you in. Although it hurt like hell to have her gone, you knew this was nothing compared to how Steve felt. You had to be strong for him.
“(Y/N)” you hear Bucky calling you from outside your apartment door. “It’s time to go.”
“Coming Buck” you say, take a deep breath, and head out the door.
The service was beautiful, and as you, Steve and Bucky walked back home a comfortable silence surrounded you all.
Finally getting to Steve’s door Bucky grabs him in for a huge bear hug. “You know you can stay at my place tonight. We can all stay in, make a fort in the living room just like we did when we were kids.”
“Thanks Bucky, but I’m ok. Really.” Steve grabbed his shoulder, then turned to face you. “(Y/N). I know you’re worried, but really guys. Go home. I’ll see you later.”
“I’m with you till the end of the line, pal.” Giving him a little shake and a small smile.
“You promised me a movie this week Rodgers. I will hold you to that ok?” you say as I grab him in for a bear hug myself. With that Steve goes into his apartment and closes the door. You and Bucky stay there for a second just watching the door before turning and heading to your own homes.
“I’ll walk you home (Y/N).” You turn to Bucky and give him a sweet smile. “Thanks Buck, but don’t worry about me. You know I can take care of myself” you say while giving him a wink.
“You sure?” he says looking at you, worry in his deep blue eyes. “Yeah, I’m sure. I need to go for a little walk anyways. I’ll see you around Buck.” You give him a kiss on the cheek, and quickly turn around before he can see the small blush appear on my cheeks.
You start walking towards your apartment, but slow down and lean against a nearby building, trying to control your breathing. Sarah’s death was hitting you hard but you didn’t want to admit it. You slump down to the floor and finally let the tears come through that you have been holding in all day.
“(Y/N)….” You look up to see Bucky standing next to you, worry and sadness in his eyes.
“Buck… what are you doing here?” you say, quickly trying to dry up your tears.
“I knew you weren’t ok. Followed you to make sure you got home alright.” He says taking a seat next to you, pulling you into his side. You lay your head on his shoulder and finally let it out.
After what seems like forever, you finally finish crying. You just sit there with your head on Bucky’s shoulder. You take in his scent, he smells like spearmint, the woods, and rain. It makes you feel at home.
“Come on, let me take you home.” Bucky says as he pulls you by your waist to your feet. Another blush finds your way to your cheeks, but you keep your head down to hide it.
Holding your hand the whole way home, you can’t help to let your mind wander to Bucky. Bucky has always been your friend. Your best friend, just like Steve. But lately you couldn’t shake the feeling of something more than friends from your mind. You finally reach your door and you turn to face Bucky.
He looks lost in thought, as if he’s trying to say something.
“What’s wrong tough guy?” bumping him in the shoulder.
“Hm.. oh nothing. Don’t worry about it.” He says bumping you back, trying to lighten the mood.
You reach out and place your hand on his cheek. What the hell am I doing? But I just had to reach out to him.
“(Y/N)…” it was barely a whisper. But you heard it. The way he said your name just now, it made something in you flicker. Like butterflies in your stomach. But before you could even think about it anymore he quickly pulls away from your touch.
“Rest up. I’ll see you around kid.” And before you knew it he was walking away.
“See around Buck.” You whisper and open your apartment door, not understanding the disappointment in your stomach.
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Bucky’s POV
What the hell are you doing James? What has gotten into your head? (Y/N) is your best friend. Why are you letting your emotions get to you?
Seeing her broken down and crying earlier hurt, it pulled at some string in your gut. But when you went to comfort her, you could barely control your growing emotions for her. You’ve been trying to keep those emotions locked away. Constantly flirting and going out with every girl who came your way to bury those feelings away.
But hearing the sadness in her voice now as you pulled away from her touch, you can’t help but wonder if there could be something there.
You shake those thoughts out of your mind. You haven’t told her or Steve yet that you were enlisted. You were trying to tell her. That any moment you could leave. You didn’t need to tell her how you felt, especially knowing she might not feel the same. Because if she didn’t, you don’t think you could make it past the war. It was better to go off, knowing you would do whatever you had to do to make this country safe, for her.
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A couple days pass and you finally get that to go see that movie with Steve like he promised. He was so strong. Always a pillar of strength, even when you knew deep down he was hurting bad.
Sitting down in the movie theater, they’re talking about the boys in the war. You see the determination and want in Steve’s eyes. “Hey, I know you want to go bad Steve. But what’s so bad with sticking around here with me?” you say playfully nudging him.
“I just want to be part of something (Y/N). I want to do my part just like everyone else.” He said watching the screen longingly.
“Just put the picture on already!!!!” Yelled a big oaf behind us. You can see Steve tense up almost immediately. You place your hand in his and whisper “Don’t Steve….”
“Come on just put the picture on no one wants to see this shit!!!!” The guy screamed at the screen again. A few seats away you can see a lady tearing up, obviously offended and hurt. She must have someone she loves out there fighting.
“Can you show some respect?” Says Steve as he gets up from his chair. I immediately put my palm to my face and shake my head. “Steve…”
Before you know it Steve and the oaf are heading outside, you quickly on their tail to protect Steve and back him up. It’s what you guys have always done.
Punches start flying and Steve is getting knocked down again and again.
“I can do this all day” says Steve, bruised and bloody. Barely standing up.
“Enough!” you scream and pull the oaf away from Steve using all your strength. Surprised you actually made him connect with the ally wall.
As you go to help Steve up your suddenly yanked back and pressed on the ally wall yourself. “Who the hell do you think you are? Some pretty fine thing like yourself. Don’t you know better than to mess with men?” he says as he pins you up against the wall.
“I guess not.” I spit back while I go and knee him between the legs. As he doubles over in pain I make a move to go check on Steve. But before I can reach him I’m dragged backwards by my hair.
“BITCH! I’ll show you better!” he screams as he pins you back up against the wall harshly, making your head his the wall with extreme force. You start seeing spots.
“Women are only good for one thing…” he whispers in your ear as his hands start making his way up your thigh. You freeze and then almost instantly start struggling. Kicking and bucking trying to pry yourself loose.
The oaf doesn’t like that and gives you a punch to the gut. Effectively knocking the wind out of you. Grabbing you again he presses you up against the wall, your vision starts to blur between the pain you’re feeling and the tears welling up in your eyes. You prepare for the worst. All you can think about before you feel like you’re about to blackout is Bucky. Bucky… He will never look at me the same again.
Before the oaf can go any further, you feel him being yanked off of you. You collapse to your knees from all the pain.
“Why don’t you pick on someone your own size?!” yells Bucky, his face the angriest you’ve ever seen before. He throws some punches, with a look to kill. The oaf runs away after his jaw makes a popping sound.
“(Y/N)…” you hear Steve say as he hobbles over to you. You can barely register his outline anymore. “Buck! Help me out, (Y/N) is hurt!!”
“(Y/N)! Tell me what hurts. What did he do to you?” says Bucky has he comes up to you and holds you to keep you from falling.
You try to shake them off and stand, to be strong. But as soon as you do you feel the world spin and darken around you. You feel someone catch you in their arms and the last thing you can say before blacking out is “Bucky….”
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Bucky’s POV
I picked up my uniform today. Put it on for the first time. It makes it real.
I decided I have to tell Steve and (Y/N) today. I can’t keep hiding this from them. I leave this weekend for God’s sake… they need to know.
I know they’re at the movie today, might as well go and surprise them with my uniform when they come out. That’ll be a hilarious way to let them know! I can just picture Steve’s reaction!
As I make my way to the theater I hear a commotion in the ally. My curiosity gets the better of me and as I look to see what’s going on, I’m frozen in place.
(Y/N)… On the floor, being pushed up against the wall… I see red. I can barely understand what I am doing, its instinct that took over. Grabbing the asshole off of (Y/N) with all my might, barely able to contain myself.
“Why don’t you pick on someone your own size?!” I scream and immediately my fist meet his face, his stomach. Anything I can get my hands on. I connect with his jaw, using all my force. I hear a pop, and I can see I broke his jaw. I want to kill him. He starts running out of the ally and I’m about to go after him. Make him hurt. Make him pay. When I hear Steve scream out to me, “Buck! Help me out, (Y/N) is hurt!!”
My heart stops... I run up to her and hold her in my arms. “(Y/N)! Tell me what hurts. What did he do to you?” I can’t stand to see her in pain. This isn’t right.
She tries to stand up, trying to wave us away. She can barely stand. Immediately her knees buckle, I catch her before she call fall. And then, so low I can barely hear it she says “Bucky…”
My heart catches, my guts twist. I get this sense of joy from hearing my name from her lips, but I hold back tears of anger seeing her like this. So hurt. So vulnerable. I feel like it’s my job to protect her. To keep her safe. And right now I failed.
“Buck, she doesn’t look too good. There’s blood…” you hear Steve say as he looks at her head. “She needs medical attention.”
You lift her up in your arms and look at Steve, panic written clearly in your face. “Steve… I can’t… I mean we can’t lose her.”
“We won’t Buck, common let’s go.” He grabs your shoulder and squeezes tight reassuringly. He’s always so strong, so sure of himself. Right now I’m not. Far from it.
I follow Steve to the nearest Emergency Room. Praying to God she’ll be ok.
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