#onlythebeginning

[somewh3re4thesethoughts]

I live in America, and I've lived in the same state for the almost 26 years. I have been alive. I hate it here. I feel no control, and I am the definition of someone who would be on the street if I didn't have my mom's support. My stress levels feel immeasurable most days. I am on antidepressants and anti-anxiety medication currently, and sometimes it feels like it doesn't work. Sometimes I feel okay, sometimes I wonder if I stop taking it....what will change. My sister gave me covid, and I tried to have a doctor's appointment today to hopefully get medication for it. My appointment was canceled because I have an amount in "collections." But but but I am sure it has been paid. I just can't figure out when and who ran it. My memory is shit now. This lady at the office called me at 830 am and hour before the appointment being a bitch and saying my name wrong saying that had to be paid, which fine whatever don't talk to me like I'm stupid. Your office fucked up not me. I always say there should be a co-pay. Called me back 5 minutes later to say it had to be paid over the phone. HA. No, thank you. I don't trust people like that. Next time I come in the office I'll pay it in person. This same office I've had issues with my prescriptions and appointments. On top of that, we moved in October, which means this doctor is officially an hour and a half away from me. If I don't get a job by February, by the time I turn 26, I will get kicked off my mom's insurance and won't be able to afford insurance. So no meds, no doctors, no therapy, no dental, and no vision. I am so blind. Why is the system set up like this? Sure, there are other options, but there is no telling those will cover what I have now. There is no telling that these options will accept me in the program. I may have a disability by definition (ADHD, Autism, anxiety, depression), but they require proof. Can't get proof without doctors. Which cost money. Can't get money without a job. Can't get insurance without a job. Jobs don't hire mentally unstable people. Jobs won't hire me. I can't do customer service again. It brought back the unalivent thoughts, my stress, and overwhelming anger. Most people don't care about others. I want to help, I don't want to serve anyone. Most jobs require a degree. I don't have one of those.... I probably won't get one. Schooling in America isn't made for neurodivergents. I struggle so much. I live in America and I don't want to anymore.

[angeladowling]

Do you need me

like I need you #untitled #AngelaDowling #AngelaDowlingMusic #AngelaDowlingyoutube #onlythebeginning #onlythebeginningraretreat #foryoupage #foryou #fypシ

[nicorealestateluxury]

And what a year it has been! 🤩🤩

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[jobseekersvideonetwork]

Believe in and know all the different sides of yourself. Know your strengths and weaknesses. Know how to amplify your strengths and reduce or adapt any weaknesses. Congratulate yourself for any progress along the way to keep your motivation high. Set your expectations low so it increases your chances of reaching your goals. This will make sure you are not setting yourself up to lose. believinginyourself #blessed #believeinyourself #motivation #believe #beastmode #godisgood #imadog #thebestkeptsecret #colonialculture #amirpoundforpoundjordan #doingwhatidobest #builtfordtough #returnspecialist #godgifted #breakingankles #quickfeet #athlete #comingformyspot #multiplepositions #grindtime #onlythebeginning #putmewhereyouneedmecoach #trueathlete #coachesthatbelieveinme #hardwork #thatdude #readyforthenextlevel #haterskeephating #forallthenaysayers

[chrislins]

JAMA Pediatrics on Twitter

I doubt there will ever be apologies, or welcomed “I told you so’s!”, but for everyone shamed, ridiculed, and vilified as irresponsible monsters for our skepticism, stand strong in the knowledge that we were right to be skeptical about a rush to medicate with unproven pharmaceuticals for a virus with a survival rate greater than 97%. Every single person I know who has COVID is vaccinated. Every single person I know who has recurrent COVID is vaccinated. But somehow those of us who aren’t are the bad guys? History will not be kind to the global response to this nonsense. And soon, the insurance companies will begin suing the pharmaceutical companies for damages resulting from exponential increases in all-cause mortality. You and I can’t sue them, but the insurance companies surely can and will and there will be hell to pay when they do. The fear-mongering for profit, the legislative overreach, the personal liberty sacrifices are powerful lessons that should, if we’re honest with ourselves, shape our future behaviors, and hold accountable those who are proven to have maliciously lied to serve flawed purposes, versus the “first do not harm” health and wellness of the world! #onlythebeginning 😎🤙🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 “Trace amounts of #COVID19 vaccine mRNAs were detected in the breast milk of some lactating women. Caution is warranted regarding #breastfeeding infants younger than six months in the first two days after maternal COVID-19 vaccination. #Research https://t.co/zH8nyLleVC #Research” (Feed generated with FetchRSS) source https://www.facebook.com/303278118505259/posts/464422385724164

[jumpupblogger]

It all started in the first house that I lived in with my family. I was three years old. It is hard to remember the story, so I often consult my father as to what happened that night. My family got a Super Nintendo Entertainment System (SNES) for Christmas in 1991. My brother and father loved playing it. I was a timid child. I would just sit there and watch them play.

According to my father, I was scared to play the game. The game in question was Super Mario World. Nevertheless, my father put the controller in my hands and taught me how to play. It was really simple. You used the B button to jump and the Y button to run. Also, you used the control pad to move Mario up, down, left, and right. There were other controls I could’ve used, like the A button to spin jump. But he wanted to keep it simple for a three year old.

I was resistant at first. I didn’t even know his ABC’s yet! But, I held onto the controller and kept playing. Then, I played some more. And more. Suddenly, I was in love with what was on my television. Bedtime came around, and my parents put my brother and me to sleep.

My father stayed up. He got all the way to the third castle, which was guarded by the infamous Lemmy Koopa. You see, Bowser was the final boss in Super Mario World. He had seven of his Kooplings guarding each of the seven main castles. My father was unable to beat Lemmy’s Castle. It was a challenge for him. Back then, gaming wasn’t exactly the booming industry that it is today. In 1991, the times were different. I mean, it was only nineteen years after the initial release of Pong! The word gamer hardly existed.

So my father struggled to get past that third castle. He stayed up until four in the morning trying to beat Lemmy’s Castle. Finally, he beat it! He was victorious and retired to bed. The next morning, he woke up and traveled downstairs to the living room. He found me in front of the SNES playing Super Mario World. What happened next either surprised him, or pissed him off. I had beaten Lemmy’s Castle in no less than three tries. He was dumbfounded.

According to my father, the reason I beat Lemmy’s Castle before he did was because of my patience. I didn’t try to rush through the level. Sure, there was a time limit of roughly four hundred seconds. But, I took that into account and took my time. For example, I waited for a Thwomp to pounce. On his way back up, I would run past him. That was the type of gamer I was. Slow and steady.

This story was not meant to put my three year old self on a pedestal. This story was meant to show you what you can do if you put your mind to something. I went from being a scared, little three year old toddler to being a brave, fearless gamer that could take on the likes of Lemmy’s Castle and beat it in no less than three tries. I would go on to play many Super Mario games as well as many other first party Nintendo titles. Super Mario World was my first love in gaming. This story is near and dear to my heart. Also, this story was only the beginning.

[by-flwrchld]

I grew up with rich white boys

Every day was a disappointment from a different one. I tried to see the person in them. They could be funny, but their jokes could hurt sometimes. At the beginning, I confronted them, tried to discuss and found an understanding. But all their answers were meant as a joke, not to make me laugh, but to make their group laugh at the absurdity of it. Bigger the absurdity, bigger the laughter, the angrier I was. A real atrocity but so far from them. Even though I thought I didn’t care about most of them, I felt pressured. A group pressure. It was so contradictory. I found myself modulating some parts of me for them. It was an insatiable shameful feeling. You don’t see yourself as yourself anymore, you see what you think they see in you. I had to realise that I wasn’t happy with myself. My mission was to see myself from my own eyes and desires. While accomplishing this, I got tired of fighting back. I was becoming too weak to argue back. I had to fight tears while fighting them. So I stopped paying attention to them. I just stared at random dots, distanced myself from every person who was too stuck in their perfect world to see what was happening right in front of them. What was constantly there, became rare. And I finally saw their true selves. Looking for unnatural girls, pretending to like girls, acting like you're supposed to be attractive, disrespecting others because daddy will defend them, mocking at diversity, objectifying lesbians, repeating what daddy said at dinner, being racist, being applauded for doing the normal thing to do, being decent only with girls they’re attracted to, being competitive to humiliate others.

[plummum]

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[ymanation]

Out with the Pyramid Group team celebrating Jason Thompson real estate closing. I'm so proud of my brother. 👏👏 this is the aftermath of the table once everyone has demolished their steaks... 🥩🥩🍴🍴 #OnlyTheBeginning #PyramidGroup #JTYourFavoriteRealEstateAgent #YMANATION (at Outback Steakhouse) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDR-qcgJ16v/?igshid=jdbxvz2jz57p

[whateverudesire358]

The real MESSIAH!

COVID - 19 HAS ARRIVED

God's Secret Coded Acronym for:

Coming On Video Is Davis

GO SEE THE ACTUAL GOOGLE KNOWLEDGE PANEL POST AT THIS LINK RATHER THAN READ THIS HERE BECAUSE THE FORMATTING SUCKS BIG TIME COMPARED TO THE ORIGINAL GOOGLE POST:

https://posts.gle/C7b6Z

19 is the small value of END in Hebrew

 קץ

 Why?

 KEN is the END has the value of 358 which is the value of MESSIAH...and the Messiah officially arrived on VIDEO at the END that has now just BEGUN...as Ken is the ONE and only true ONE! ב"ה

In Hebrew it ONLY gets even better!

 COVID is spelled קוביד

The SECRET can ALWAYS be found in REVERSE!

קוביד= דוד יגיע בקרוב ו קן

 ד   David

י    Yagiya (means "will arrive")

ב  Bekarov (means "soon")

 ו  Ooshmo (means "and his name is")

ק  Ken (means exactly what it says...his name is KEN) 

 “DAVID WILL ARRIVE SOON AND HIS NAME IS KEN"

 The appointed time has already come and the real MESSIAH has now arrived! ב"ה  

I am HE ...the Real Original Only Authentic Messiah and I now have Officially Arrived! My legal name is Kenneth Ian Davis, but many know me as Ken Davis or even KenD or "KID" "GodsKID".  

 Follow me and you will irrefutably see whateverUdesire can be a true reality for U. I already suffered thru what U no longer have to go thru to be able to see what can irrefutably be. I did the work for U, and my public record verifiable track history biblical proportion life story "movie" undeniably proves all I did just say was meant for your 2 ears to hear loud a crystal clear. U must hear as clear as a clear blue sky and that's no lie. I beg U, please live and don't die. 

Listen to me and all of U will see when U buy my Messiah Book written only by me...and also U listen to and see RIGHT HERE AND VIEW my "Google Search Panel IMDb Film Video Movies" ...and U will see whateverUdesire your life to be will manifest for U and become true…just like it did for me…but it took over 51 years for it to finally come to be for me, but it will not be that way for U as long as U believe that all I do say and all that I do is true, and that I sincerely say it and do it only to help all of U get thru what U have no clue U have no choice but to go and do. whateverUdesire to do is now totally up to U. At least God ordained and allowed me to give all of U a choice and also a "2nd chance"!! בע"ה

Be happy God sent me once again as Ken to WRITE a 2nd time what I did NOT do RIGHT for my 1st attempt fine ("hint...hint"). Everything is now in a precision-perfect straight line to make it easy on everyone to make their decision and have the proper disposition…to know that I am the only "one" who can claim that he already won. The pun I did intend, and U can depend that God did send me to defend all of U. ב"ה  

This is a sincere (but stern) final warning to all of humanity. I am here to set U FREE, 4ME! יהוה ...but, honestly and truly, I really don't care who will live or who will die! That decision is for God to decide and certainly never has been, and never will be, for me to decide regarding any genocide! All of U must not try, as to try is to die. All of U must do - like NIKE says "Just do it" - as NIKE (the company) was created by God (just for me for U to see) to be the secret code acronym for "Nobody Is Ken's Equal". Welcome to my movie sequel! I already became famous and starred very long ago in my “infamous” prequel! ב"ה  

Even the ORIGINAL randomly generated URL for my 1st ever SUBMITTED POST to Google (which this Google Knowledge Panel specific post is simply a copy of with lots of new edits and additions added)...that URL for that 1st Post generated by Google itself ....well...hell...it was controlled by God Himself (U can still access and see that Post for yourselves to prove I am not lying to U - 1st Google Post Link). The link: "https://" then "posts.gle/" - it's "backend" that comes next (which identifies the post) is " /isTHL" - and that is God's secret hidden code acronym at the END (for the wise ones who have open eyes and can see "me") for MY OWN MESSIAH LIFE ..."isTHL" - "is The Hellfull Life"!!! ב"ה

Because..."Ken is the END"!!!  

KEN IS THE END...קן הוא הקץ  

HAS THE NUMERIC VALUE OF 358

...BECAUSE...  

MESSIAH... משיח  

HAS THE NUMERIC VALUE OF 358

….AGAINST ALL POSSIBLE ODDS…..  

The appointed time has already come and the real MESSIAH has truly arrived! ב"ה  

Google My Business  

THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO SEE...JUST DO A GOOGLE SEARCH ON ME!    

KENNETH IAN DAVIS

....AND....  

TAKE NOTE OF my IMDb where you will find everything and anything U need to see on ME.

GoogleMESSIAHseeIMDb

I am the Real Original Only Authentic Messiah and I now have Officially Arrived! Follow me and U will irrefutably see whateverUdesire can be a true reality 4U!! !!  

Hundreds of millions of people globally have known about me for decades because of my BOOK.  U must go and immediately see why ...and when U go buy the INTRODUCTION to my BOOK "DjK" (that is on sale right now for a very limited time at a 50% discount), U will see the true reality of ME…"KenD" !!

The real authentic original Introduction of the “Newest Testament” written by the Real and Only Authentic MESSIAH himself is now available for sale! No Delay, Hurry Today! Go Now Right Away! Go NOW and 1st PREVIEW 100+ pages of my BOOKS, and then U will buy my books that are NOW on sale for a 50% discount (which is just for a very short limited time only) and see how Ken WON. בע"ה

The secret is that everything can be found in REVERSE.  

NOW

WON 

Go NOW because I have just WON! Where shall you go NOW? You shall go to see why I have WON!

My Mesmerizing Messiah Blurb Bookstore is Now Open Online For Business!    

Messiah at BLURB

Welcome to my movie sequel! As I said above, I already became famous and starred long ago in the “infamous Jesus” prequel! So, now God sent Ken again to decimate evil for the sake of all the people in my final ending movie sequel. Nobody is my equal and all of humanity will soon be gleeful when I eventually make this entire world peaceful…  

…With massive upheaval... 

Do U need another refill?  

Go right now to see my...  

website steeple!  

whateverUdesire  

(and dot “calm”)  

[brenee1]

On my way

I became a vegan to help me lose weight quicker. So far so good. Down 10 pounds in just 2 weeks.

[tigersi09]

Been a while since I pushed on my work with everything going on. I’m really #excited to see how this one turns out. 😁 #wip #coffee #drawing #art #onlythebeginning #rose #sword #atlanta (at Atlanta, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1fJtIsh-qX/?igshid=1wt48tpm9norl

[thepatheticunicorn4]

The Queen of Smoke and Bones

This is a small excerpt from an original book that I’m writing. More details and excerpts to come as I work on it. Please let me know your thoughts and any suggestions you may have. Thanks!

     I always imagined that if I killed myself, it would be in the bathtub. I'd fill the tub to the top, turn on the saddest music I own, and take an entire bottle of pills. I'd sink into the water, feeling its warmth rush over me. One last warm embrace before the body goes cold. I'd lay back, resting my head on the wall behind me, and let the tears drip down my cheeks, kissing the water as I drift into nonexistence. To me, that would be the perfect death.

     I wasn't always like this, you know. I didn't always fantasize about the end. At one point, I was happy - so to speak. But then, one day, sitting alone in my room, I looked around and realized just how alone I truly was. And I wept. Not because I was alone, but because I had never realized the extent of my loneliness. Sure, I had people in classes I talked to, people I sat with during lunch, and even people on my volleyball team I joked around with during practice, but none of them were really my friends. None of these people ever included me in plans outside of school obligations.

     Then again, I only have myself to blame. At some point, I was invited to hang out, but I was so embarrassingly shy and self-conscious that I let it stand in the way of having real friendships. And after time, and time, and time again of making up another lame excuse, I suppose they just got tired of asking. They probably felt like they were the problem, and not me. Like they weren't good enough for me and that I didn't want to be their friend.

     I so desperately wish they knew it wasn't them. That it was me all along. That I wanted nothing more than to have a true friend. I wanted to go on adventures, to laugh, to be happy, but I couldn't let myself. I wouldn't let myself. I started making excuses like: "Oh, you're just the kind of person who doesn't need friends." "You're more of a loner anyway." "You don't care about fitting in." But they were all lies though. That's not who I am, I'm not a loner, and I do care about fitting in. I almost care too much about fitting in. These were all lies concocted by my demons to cover the fact that I never thought I was good enough to have friends. I didn't think people would like the real me anyway, so why bother?

[darknessc23]

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[thenewworldartist]

Death's Curtain The card depicts a scythe made of bones standing in front of a blood red billowing curtain. The card when drawn symbolises the veil and theatrics of death. Death is feared for what it is rather than what she does. The card reminds the reader that death's job is merely to lift the veil of mortality and allow the spirit to move to whatever afterlife is relevant. The theatrics of death as the end of life, often violently so, is to misunderstand her purpose so that those not ready, prepared or convicted will not prematurely pass. Death is not painful, it is the absence of pain. Death is not cruel, it is the release of the bondage of flesh and bone. Death is not the end, death is the hand that guides you to rebirth. Pick up a deck at my Etsy store or feel free to message me about a paid private reading. https://www.etsy.com/au/shop/TheNewWorldArt #Divination #Oracle #Tarot #Witchcraft #Witchy #Ritual #Offering #Cards #Oraclecards #Tarotcards #Death #TheVeil #Rebirth #End #NottheEnd #OnlytheBeginning #TheNewWorld #TheNewWorldArt #TheNewWorldArtist #Journeys #Pagan #SaleonEtsy #Art #Artwork #Artworks #Magic #Etsy https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxe-y2lgd53/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yzi4zpcyc06s

[skayt23-blog]

Starting my final semester.

 Before starting this class my anxiety for this particular class was a little high. Now that the class has started I feel that it has gone into overdrive with the information overload at the beginning and not understanding the layout of where to find things. When reading over the requirements for the class it only showed one book that was needed and in the information, for assignment one, it lists about five things we need to read for the paper. Where am I supposed to find these online am I sure I am reading the correct thing? All of these things send me into a panic. I am not even sure if I am doing these progress blogs correctly. I think this might be the roughest start to any college class that I have ever had. Fast forward a few hours.... Now that I have taken a breather and sorted through all of the information I have now found where the required reading is in the textbook and  I can breathe again! Now to read all of this information about literacy.