synopsis: your boyfriend has noticed that you have some problems with eye contact
notes: RAHHH IN MY DOWNFALL ERA 😭 i cannot write at all rn and i actually forced this piece out of me and its so bad i cannot but i have to post SMTH bc nothing has been posted on this blog for WEEKS ITS A GHOST TOWN HERE
"oh," you grinned sheepishly, rubbing your hand against the nape of your neck. "i dont know, it's just kind of embarrassing sometimes, y'know?"
"embarrassing?" he looked at you, puzzled. "how is that embarrassing?"
you sighed lovingly as you played with his pretty hair absentmindedly. "you don't know because you have no sense of shame, love."
he grinned stupidly. "yep! but the thing is, baby, i want to be able to reallyyyy see you when i give you a compliment. so, we're gonna practice!"
you stared at him. "what do you mean, practice?"
he sat up and turned to face you. "'m gonna shower you with love, and you're gonna look me in the eye the whoooole time!" he grinned.
you groaned. "meguru, this is so cheesy. and stupid. 't's no big deal, it's just a little embarrassing."
bachira wouldn't hear it, though. "hey, baby? you're the prettiest girl i've ever seen, you know that?"
your cheeks erupted and by instinct, you averted your gaze elsewhere, flustered.
"a-ha! see, you DO need practice!" he teased gleefully. "my baby's so flustered, awww!"
you groaned as you buried your face in your hands. he was so stupid. like, so, so stupid. why were you doing this?
suddenly, he grabbed your wrists and pulled them away, revealing your red cheeks. he gently guided your chin to look at him, and said, "seriously, i think you're the love of my life. i love you. like crazy."
your face, if not already, was heating up like crazy as he stared into your eyes lovingly. "...i love you too?" you mustered out, not really knowing what else to say.
he just grinned and pulled you into his chest, letting you feel his annoyingly steady heartbeat.
A Fyodor Dostoyevsky | BSD x Gender-Neutral Reader Smut Fanfic.
warnings ; smut , reader has female anatomy but is overall gender neutral (except for one (1) use of 'girl') , slapping , mean fedya , bondage , praise if you squint , a bit short , nikolai mention giggles , not proofread , etc .
authors note ; hihi !!! hope you guys missed me... yes i returned solely because fyodor's birthday was yesterday and i HAD to write smth for him. ignore that. giggle wiggles. also i got lazy and ended it on a cliffhanger.. oopsie poops dont get too mad
Fyodor always was a man who saw himself as dignified.
He believed someone as sanctified as he shall always receive the utmost respect, no matter the form; especially on his date of birth. He asked for no presents, no surprises to be thrown. Cakes were out of the question, too. The sweet thing Fyodor wished to devour was you.
Silk purple ribbon danced around your body, the fabric an eye-pleasing restraint. It wasn’t your idea to put it on; in fact, it was Gogol who brought it up. The clown dumped several ideas of what to do for your ‘acquaintance’s’ birthday onto you, some more obscene than others. But you couldn’t be upset at him; not when his ideas led you to paradise.
Lithe digits grip your hips as you sloppily bounce on Fyodor’s shaft, his hands attempting to keep you steady. Hours ago, your ability to think fled elsewhere, the capability to speak following suit. It was as if you were a mindless doll, a toy whose only purpose was to serve its owner.
“You seem to enjoy this more than me, Kukla,” the demon shamed, “must I remind you why I’m permitting you free rein of my body?”
The Russian receives no reply. Sounds of skin against skin and squelching of slick echo throughout the empty bedroom; braindead babbles accompanying the lewd melody of intercourse. It was gorgeous, music to Fyodor’s very ears, but there was something.. missing. Something that would make this song perfect.
Fyodor slapped your cheek, hitting hard enough to leave a sting, but not a mark. You were beautiful, after all. He would never want to taint such a graceful figure. My, were you a sight for sore eyes when you cried. Eyes that were once glossed over with tears finally let them run free, each droplet hastily streaming down your cheeks.
A pale hand reached up to your face, cupping the section hot with assault and tears. Fyodor wiped away the teardrops with his thumb, a feigned look of sympathy on his visage. “I’m sorry, love, but I will not take such disrespect from you. Give me an answer, or I’ll have another give me the benefaction that I seek.”
Despite your hazy mind, you shook your head no and brought all movements on the raven-haired man's cock to a halt. Your heart banged in your chest as you finally relaxed, the ribbon still keeping you up straight. Chuckling, Fyodor brought both appendages to your boobs, toying with your nipples through the thin cloth.
“Good. Now, go on. Do I have to remind you why I’m letting you do this?”
“No, sir..”
“Really, now? Tell me then.”
“B-Because you want me to make you feel good..”
“Correct, Milaya moya. Such a smart girl,” the Russian praised. “Don’t lose focus on the objective at hand, and answer when I speak to you. Do I make myself clear?”
please for the love of some god, reblog art. please.
for newer users from other sites especially, when someone says "dont repost" theyre not saying to not reblog it theyre saying dont download and use it elsewhere without explicit permission.
hit the 🔁 button, leave silly comments in the tags. spam the reblog function and force all your friends to see the thing you enjoy!! you cant do that with a like!!!!
INFO ABOUT ME: my name is adele, im 21 and im very fruity (that´s basically the whole info lol), english is not my first language so bear with me, please, i´ve been on here for such a long time, but rn i have a little more courage to actually write something.
MY WRITING: i will write for any marvel girls and scream girls (wlw), if it´s requested i can try write for someone else:) all characters in my fics will be portrayed as adults and 100% things are fictional! i can write everything even a smut and dark themes, it´s gonna be mostly bottom!reader, but every story will have it´s own description.
I dont write anything with: rape, male!reader, if i think about anything else i will add it here.
ALSO! this is 18+ blog, minors do NOT interact, if you do so, you will be blocked, the same goes to everyone who doesn´t have their age on their profile.
don´t repost my work elsewhere!
request is pretty much open!:)
masterlist is under the cut:p
MASTERLIST
Natasha Romanoff x Wanda Maximoff x fem!reader
third time is a charm, right?
third time is a charm, right? (part two)
third time is a charm, right? (part three)
third time is a charm, right? (part four)
Wanda Maximoff x fem!reader
Rough day
Kate Bishop x fem!reader
Happy ends are cheesy
Go for it (part two)
Burning match (part three)
KINKTOBER 2023
(DAY 1) - siren! natasha x fem!reader
(DAY 2) - stalker!amber x fem!reader
(DAY 3) - vampire!kate x fem!reader
(DAY 4) - witch!wanda x fem!reader
(DAY 5) - ghostface! sam carpenter x fem!reader
(DAY 6) - shapeshifter!maria hill x fem!reader
(DAY 7) - clown!carol danvers x fem!reader
(DAY 8) - ringmaster!yelena belova x fem!reader
(DAY 9) - dark!quinn bailey x fem!reader, tara carpenter x fem!reader
i have been dealing with this dumb fuck for so long im so over it and i dont know what to do anymore. the dude has stolen my art along with many other artist's pieces and even after being asked nicely to take my pieces down has not done so and even continued to keep posting other pieces of mine. i signed everything he has reposted without permission and the guy went through the effort to crop my signature off some of my pieces and repost them against my wishes that i made clear to him. the fact that he has reposted my onward collection in my bedroom is super fucking creepy and especially so without any context or links back to my page. clearly there is some sort of mental thing going on here with this guy but that is not an excuse to continue doing things you have been clearly asked to stop doing. i got him kicked off deviantart for art theft once and he has since returned with two accounts and actually followed me on one of them, my assumption is to steal more art from me. im so fucking sick of this shit. the fact that i myself am not on tumblr and he is posting my art and my collection on here without me even knowing as if its his own for the onward community to see pisses me off beyond words. please just report if you can and know that nothing the guy posts is his own and if you want to see my art and support me as an artist, follow me on deviantart and twitter @iandorable
my twitter; https://twitter.com/iandorable
my deviantart; https://www.deviantart.com/iandorable
stolen from here; https://twitter.com/iandorable/status/1734653070024270099?s=20
stolen from here; https://x.com/iandorable/status/1735448756294734032?s=20
posted multiple times, but one of my original posts; https://x.com/iandorable/status/1705820995183849543?s=20
there are more times he has stolen from me but that was on deviantart and twitter that have been on accounts that got banned.
if you see any of my art elsewhere than my twitter and deviantart PLEASE report and inform me. i only post my art there and in several private discord servers.
ANNOUNCEMENTS // minors DONT interact with 18+ posts or you will get blocked. requests are open! soft/hard thoughts are always welcome. requests are closed. Hurt my knee falling for @linooluvr . send an ask to be an anon ✿ ✿ ✿ 🌷, ⭐️, 💎, 🎀 , 🫧 , 🐺 ,
16 || They/Them || Ace & Pangender || American (Central Daylight Time) || Autism/Asperger's Syndrome, Suspected BPD, ADHD, Anxiety, Executive Dysfunction, Anger Issues (which I do my best to keep at a down low) and Depression
Current Follower Count: 836
Current Inbox Count: 94
Birthday: April 10th
DNI: Radfems, Terfs, Anti-LGBT, Ableists, Racists, Proshippers, and Celestialcest shippers. Interact with me and I'll block you, it's as simple as that.
Will block anyone who supports/rbs art of/or ships Solarmoon and will not hesitate to do so, even if you're a close friend, sorry but that's just how it goes. Just dont be gross.
DO. NOT. REPOST. MY. ART.
I dont give a flying fuck what the reason is, if you dont have my permission and you dont credit me, dont fucking repost it.
My restriction on fanart post
List of all my awesome moots that you should go follow right now
If you use my art as an avatar, banner, etc, CREDIT ME. PLEASE.
Eclipse, Bloody, and Solar my bbgs
Current Hyperfixafion: The Sun and Moon Show
Current Interests: Five Nights at Freddys, The Sun and Moon Show, Warrior Cats, Wings of Fire, The Amazing Digital Circus, Stranger Things, The Umbrella Academy, My Little Pony, Hazbin Hotel
Current Fursonas: Main - Sunshine (Fennec Fox), Secondary - Jupiter (Aardwolf)
Please ask me before you DM me. If I say I dont want to, then dont get upset. The only times I want to be DMed is for commissions or if I'm good friends with you
•Comms: Closed
•Art Trades: Closed
•Art Requests: Closed
•Art Tag: #blues art
•Reblog Tag: #blues reblogs
•Reference Sheet Tag: #blues references
•Fanart Tag: #art for others
•Fanart for me Tag: #art for me
•Cat posts: #blues cats
•Talkin about aus, crossovers, or just stuff in general: #blue talks
•Art from Mutuals: #moots art
CW: This blog may talk about things that may be uncomfortable for some people (topics such as abuse, neglect, torture, and others), if these make you uncomfortable then I highly suggest looking elsewhere
Here's everything you need from me:
•Playlist of all the songs I like (that arent fnaf related)
•Comm Sheet
•Discord Server
•Old unfinished fic with old lore: Haunted Stars
•Character Heights List
•My YouTube Channel: •//Sunny D\\•
•BTBverse Storyline askblog
•LSverse askblog
•CtOSverse askblog
•OSverse askblog
•HSverse askblog
•My age is in my bio, you probably just gotta click on it
My AUs:
1. Haunted Stars AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
2. Overseas AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
3. Breaking the Bounds AU (My SAMS AU) (Updated Post) (Current Statuses of the characters): Art tag, Rambling tag
4. Roleplay AU (Has yet to be named)
5. Shapeshifter AU (I'll bring it back eventually)
6. Warrior Cats x SBS AU (Statuses of woodclan) (Statuses of other clans): Art tag, Rambling tag
7. Lord Solar AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
8. Confined to one Spot AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
9. Mask of Innocence AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
10. Lord Crimson AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
11. The Cost of Doubling Down AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
12. Wings of Fire x SBS AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
13. Swap!BTB AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
14. Game of Thrones x SBS AU (still in the works)
15. Stranger Things x SBS AU (Still in the works)
16. Always Evil AU (still in the works): Art tag, Rambling tag
17. Celestial Fairies AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
18. Junkyard AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
19. Minds of Static AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
20. Stockholm CtOS AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
21: Werefoxes AU: Rambling tag
22: Evil Solar AU: Art tag, Rambling tag
23: WC x SBS offshoot (technically a crossover but whatever) (info post) (info post on previous cats): Art tag, Rambling tag
24: TSAMS Demon AU (info post): Art + Rambling tag
Crossovers I post about sometimes:
-General Crossover Tag
1. Breaking the Bounds AU x Celestial Siblings Show: Tag
2. Breaking the Bounds AU x Trapped Forever AU: Tag
3. Breaking the Bounds AU x Crystalverse AU: Tag
4. Lord Solar AU x Trapped Forever AU: Tag
5. Overseas AU x Celestial Siblings Show AU: Tag
6. Overseas AU x Trapped Forever AU: Tag
7. WC x SBS AU x Celestial Siblings Show AU: Tag
8. Hunger Games Time Loop Crossover (death post): Tag
9. Hunger Games Game Night Crossover
10. Confined to One Spot AU x Trapped Forever AU: Tag
11. Mask of Innocence AU x Celestial Siblings Show AU: Tag
12. Lord Crimson AU x Trapped Forever AU: Tag
13. RightHand Supernova AU: Tag
14. Breaking the Bounds AU x Red Blue and Black AU: Tag
15. Celestial Siblings Show AU x Haunted Stars AU: Tag
16. Supernova AU x Haunted Stars AU: Tag
17. Red Blue and Black AU x Haunted Stars AU: Tag
(If you wanna crossover with any of my aus then @ me with some scenarios! I love doing crossovers with anyone!)
Okay so! Here's some questions I think I'd get/have gotten that I can just answer here.
What's your name?
I'm Jo! you can call me Grellestie if you want though. Either or works for me!
What are your pronouns? What do you prefer to be called?
They/It/Abyss!
I prefer to be called my name!
Who can or can't interact?
Just about anyone! No ManGrellers (aka the illiterate fans </3) or S3baci3l shippers. Go to jail. Literally.
No TERFs or anyone like that. I like sane people here <3
Oh and no exclusionists. I really don't care and I don't get why you people care about what other people do especially if it doesn't harm anyone actively. People are dying, Kim.
AND any fans of Vivziepop material who aren't critical of it. Please and thank you
How old are you?
I'm 20 and aging. rapidly. god save me.
Socials?
grellestie on Ao3 but I'll usually post snippets of what I write when I get shtuff done.
cupojo on VRChat!
And here! duh. My main is @a-delish-cupofjo so if you see stuff from that account, it me!!
AND, if you're 18+, you can follow me on Newgrounds where I post. Things ;) (The account is grellestieR) and PLEASE only follow if you're an adult!
Can I DM you on Discord?
Geez, ask me to dinner first. (joke)
I only give out my Discord to hot people people I know well so dm me on here a little more and then I'll probably give it out to ya! I don't answer random DMs a lot of the time.
Hey! I saw one of your edits/art on Twitter/Instagram/etc.!
I only post my Black Butler things here so if you see it elsewhere it is most likely stolen. Please do let me know though! Dunno what I'll do about it beside just whine about it lol but it's good to know anyway!
T.O.U
Do NOT repost my art or edits without proper credit or a link back to the original post!
Do NOT crop out my watermark! I worked hard on it :(
Do NOT claim my work as your own.
Do NOT edit my work without my permission! I'll likely say yes to it! BUT not to editing out my watermark.
You CAN use my art for icons, playlist covers, etc. anywhere as long as you credit me or link back to the original post (Whatever's clever). Again, just don't claim it as your own.
You CAN also use my art for any private roleplay your small heart desires! I do not care about credit in this context because what you do in a private roleplay server is between you, the other roleplayers, and God. NOT ME!
HOWEVER, if it's a public roleplay (i.e. on Tumblr or somewhere akin to that), DO credit me!
Lastly,
I do NOT consent to my art being used for any AI datasets. While I do think it's cool, I am not interested.
grelle gifs below <3
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i dont know what to put here so take my collection of uehara as grelle gifs that i took from here at one point in time <3
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Who knows wtf Twitter is gonna look like by the end of the year?
Twitter, YouTube, Twitch, Tumblr, and all the other cesspits? I’ve got it all covered!
Social media is changing and we must change with it. I’m so tired god please weh
Twitter is in free fall. Panic ensues.
Valid.
Many of us need that hellsite. Badly. It’s imperfect trash, but its *our* trash, understand? Fuck these “alternatives”. They are all noise right now. Cohost doesn’t allow commercial activity in its TOS, Mastodon has low engagement right now.
Twitter Blue is here to stay. As VTubers, we all benefit from having it, actually. For $8/mo, you will be prioritized and boosted with mentions and replies. This means that threads and replies to you bump you up on the TL.
Even if you pay for it, Lists and Twitter Circles are still a good idea. Heck, rotate people out of Twitter Circles to make sure you’re able to talk to more people. Continue to use Twitter to network by providing value to others and help others in their journey. Be chill and don’t use people for clout--it’s disingenuous. Treat people like people.
I can’t guarantee that things will be the same here on Twitter and neither can anyone else. The current data sets I see from clients and others may show that not much is changing, but this site is changing every day. We need to play it day by day and not worry too much about it.
Twitter has shops, utilize tf out of the business features. Given how much of a mess the site is with its daily tweaks and the loss of valuable engineers at Twitter, things could be topsy-turvy. Who knows? Be active!
This being said, you shouldn’t rely on Twitter alone. It’s not good for your business nor is it good for growing your brand recognition. So I’ll list where to go and the use cases. Don’t use this list to go to literally every place. There’s just not enough time in a day to maintain it all.
Instagram
Don’t make Insta your mainstay. Please, for the love of God don’t. Everything wrong with FB is still wrong with Insta with the added bonus of it being Diet Tik Tok.
That being said, it still is a good networking tool and can help your sales with its shop features (for businesses/brands/media that don’t want to use Twitter).
So what to do with Insta? Repost your Tik Toks and hit it n quit it. Post your schedule (3:2 format, crop down with 1:1 squares and schedule out posts to upload your schedule). Update your stories with important things (they’re pinned tweets basically). Have a link in your profile and reply to people when you can. Use relevant hashtags and hashtags that aren’t super saturated. GL;HF
Tik Tok
Hit it n Quit it
Post in prime times
Turn brain off
Be unhinged with your originals
Remix and hf with trends
Repost best shorts elsewhere
Tumblr
It’s 2012 again and we have no character limits and post gif memes
Relax, hf, life moves slower with an older audience
Not a Twitter replacement
SEO can be a benefit (technical jargon I’ll save you from), but you must remain authentic. What works on Twitter doesn’t fly on Tumblr. You will not get traction from doing what you do here.
Pay attention to etiquette. You can have assholes, but many are willing to joke as if nothing had happened. Be consistent by liking and reblogging things. Turn off your brain and follow blogs and tags that are up your alley and QUEUE up things to keep posting throughout the day.
Tumblr humor is ironic, but not irony-poisoned. It’s punny and quirky and you must kill the chains that bind your inner cringe. Truly be yourself, share your personal thoughts more (it's a blogging site ffs), share your fandom of things, and things’ll be okay.
Also important on the ettiquite as a first tip: dont act like you do on Twitter. Its a different audience and the normal ways of crossposting wont work here. This is not Twitter. Tumblr is a blogging site where blogs share each other and it is fandom-heavy (meaning sharing who your favorite oshii is for example and hyping up others). It comes naturally. Be yourself and focus on building up a presence on your blog to give people a good idea of who tf you are. Nobody is really a celebrity here and you can't act like you are here.
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YouTube
I made another mega thread for this, read it later.
YouTube should be one of your mainstays as a VTUBER. It’s more work, yes, but they also have Community Posting for everyone now. Scaling up your brand and having better brand recognition is crucial here. As you post more videos, ALWAYS improve your pacing, thumbnails, and titles.
Twitch
We know it. We love it.
Consistency is key. Start with Rule of 3s: 3 days/week, 3 hours/day, 3 social media outlets. This is a general rule for a reason, but it's a good minimum to start with because I’ve seen too many clients in deep need.
If you need to start half an hour later to catch your regular audience, then do so. Starting out, you need consistent numbers, engagement, and retention. I’ll explain later, but you want to do what you can to increase production value and give more interactables for chat to use.
Advice for partners, you need to continue to carry the momentum to scale. By this point, you likely know what it is you need to do, but perhaps there’s a discrepancy with engagement or retention, or god knows what that holds your audience back. Collabs help, but not as much as you’d like.
This comes with raids being a nice networking tool funnily enough. Raid people with similar content and vibe as you to continue to network with people. Switching audiences and using adjacent categories to find that audience may be what you need.
This is all hard to determine for partners so plainly on social media without analyzing data, audience, content, branding/design, and personality. There’s a lot that goes into your churn (how many folks you lose in your audience on average). Fixing that can either require optimization and turning your personality up to 11 more consistently and differently, but also can mean taking a leap into faith with a “big risk, big reward mentality”.
One thing I know works would be the optimization tweaks here and there by looking at data (or not looking at all and just gathering feedback from your audience and friends and staying objective and factual), and diversification on different platforms so more can know who you are.
Try tools like Streambee to simplify the VOD review process
Streamloots to increase engagement and have better monetization
TITS, VRChat, and curation to invite viewers with “planned exclusivity” rather than total exclusivity (how you do this is up to you).
Discord
Not really a social media site
Great for talking and engaging your community and breeding loyalty.
VTubers need fewer “groups”, fewer individual servers, and more community servers where you can pool your resources and hype each other up. Effectively make use of what Stream Teams are good for and raise each other up.
Monetization
Use Kofi for tips, a shop, comms
Use Gumroad for another shop that has more discoverability
Use Patreon for memberships to slowly phase out Twitch subs. Be creative and have fun with Patreon rewards
Use Streamloots and have fun with it
There’s more I want to discuss, but for now, you can follow me on Twitter and here on Tumblr for this data-backed advice, the nitty gritty nerdy jargon for social media with data and whatnot, and my personal thoughts with my positive experiences managing and consulting folks.
If you yourself are terrified still even with all of this, I have restructured my business with Build-Your-Own Bundle type of consultations and management. Services are 50% off. 69% off after your first purchase (nice)