it's always so like, sad? I'm not sure if that's the right word for what the feeling is but just.
I tend to see SO many trans women on HRT saying stuff such as "HRT didn't do anything for me I'm still such a brick" right, and then they post a selfie and.
It's literally just, a cute, incredibly pretty girl, I'll see them saying "i have fucked up ribs that protrude too much" or "my shoulders are too wide" and whatever else one might complain about, It's almost midnight and I don't have the brainpower to think of mote examples.
and they say that and on their selfies it's sometimes people that look exactly like my girlfriend, with the exception of hairstyle and facial features most of the time.
and it's just so fucked up to me because, my wife (very nice) is literally the most beautiful woman on earth, to me atleast, and i look at all the girls complaining, with their fucking drop dead gorgeous selfies, and I can't help but wonder, why? is it internalized transphobia? body dysmorphia? comparing oneself to unrealistic body standards constantly being promoted in 90% of media?
I simply wish all us trans girls didn't have to live in a world that constantly puts us down, says we could never compare to a "real" woman, tries to make us hate ourselves, our bodies, hates everything that we are.
I have no idea what the point of this post was.
We usually only have eachother for support, so please, tell your transfem friends you love them anytime you can, let them know you care, do not end up wishing you had more time with them.
Love them before it's too late.
70 notes
·
View notes
i JUST realized this might be related to one of my other friends in the mvk fandom suddenly hardblocking me so uh
hey y'all! if you frequent the mvk tag, there is a regular blogger there who i will not name, but who has some sort of pathological attachment/obsession with me. they and i were tumblr mutuals but we were not close. we DM'd twice and had scattered interactions here and there.
they are accusing me of:
being abusive toward them
being otherwise cruel to them
being ableist against disabled folks who are high-support???
sending suibait/having my friends send suibait
probably other things.
EDIT: someone's informed me they're accusing me of posting private stuff from their vent account? the only account i know of theirs is the one we were mutuals on
i can't stress enough that none of this is true. there is no proof of it and if you press this person they will have none. all that happened was some time about a year ago when we were mutuals, i feared they might be vagueblogging about me when i was having depressive episodes and i sent them this message about it:
i was being honest here, but they then turned around and said i was spot on--they were vagueblogging about how badly they wanted me to shut the fuck up, stop whining, etc (paraphrasing, but that was the vibe exactly) every time i needed social support. they have since deleted their message admitting to this. i am so sorry i cannot prove it.
since then multiple mutual friends of ours have unfollowed them because they squat on ym blog and, again, pathologically blog about me. they revel and make posts about "justice" and "karma" whenever i am upset on here. they scream and yell and cry whenever i am happy. they have admitted to wanting to convince their mutuals to abandon me:
again, i can't prove this is about me but i have a lot of testimonials from people who noticed this being in both our circles and can vouch for it. initially i was just going to roll my eyes and move on but i think they might be telling other people i'm some horrible fucking abuser who mistreated them when i wasn't even close enough to them to do so.
anyways, sorry to everyone who tracks the tag! i don't know how to prove that i didn't hurt this person. but... like... if they approach you, please do your best to use best judgement and consider the facts in front of you.
again, i will not be naming them. this is not a callout post. this is a preventative measure, because i am a traumatized wreck and i really cannot deal with things of this nature.
24 notes
·
View notes
I know we all hate Fandom Wiki when it comes to it's usage as an actual wiki for various media because the website design is dog shit, but I feel like we need to at least respect it for it's role as a complete Wild West for 8 year olds on the internet to create elaborate fanons for their ideas about theoretical reboots and spinoffs and video game tie-ins of random kids shows. They're out there making full show bibles and scripts and 5 year business plans for their spin-offs of Fairly Oddparents and Veggietales for no one but themselves, just as god intended the internet to be used for. We need to design a better website for them to put this shit on because it's a shame that Fandom has a stranglehold on the market of entire wikis made exclusively for things that are entirely made up and only exist in the brains of like 3 random kids on the internet.
21 notes
·
View notes
if anyone here for some reason would want to watch me talk about the book "quo vadis" by henryk sienkiewicz and stuff related to it...
all of these videos would be in english. if i ever speak polish i will add a translation.
more info under the cut!
ive mentioned the first video idea months ago and at some point i started writing a basic script outline for it but now i actually have time to do it. but also this would take the most amout of effort from all of these options so yeah. ive had 2 mutuals tell me in the past that they would want to make a cameo in it if i ever came close to finishing it so thats also an option. if anyone else would want to join then shoot me a message
for the second option i would have to purchase these [at least the available ones] since from what ive seen there are no scans of them online. but i can do that. obviously i would also have to read them
third is pretty straightforward. i do not speak italian so i would have to rely on sources in either english or polish [which i have found]. i mostly want to do this because of the other thing mentioned in this option
for the fourth i would have to read/skim throught 3 different books [if i find any scans of them and are able to translate them. if not i will go off already available reviews and summaries made by polish journalists]. spoilers. all of these suck lmao
11 notes
·
View notes
scrolling through an old word document and I came across the squeeblin screenshots I forgot I took
why does it look LIKE THAT?! why does it have a human face?! why does it only look half animated?! why is it almost see through? it looks like it belongs in the Blackwood not Glipwood Forest!
Even before it opens its mouth it looks WEIRD
the HECK is this Wingfeather people? who forgot to finish animating the squeeblin?! I am CONCERNED for its health and wellbeing. I know you were in a rush but this thing is nightmare fuel please fix it
6 notes
·
View notes
People wouldn't just lie on the internet, right?
(Guys you can just put your new ideas in your own art it's fine. You don't need to pretend it's an Established Thing from the before-times. The whole point of folklore is that it changes with each retelling.)
12 notes
·
View notes
Finally finished Venture Bros
I crave more
From what I understand, Season 8 was cancelled, but is there like, any possible chance it could be renewed?
Probably not, but you never know. I mean Professor Layton’s finally getting a proper new game after like a decade. Granted that is a video game series, not a TV show like Venture Bros, and I have no clue how that operates. But again, you never know
6 notes
·
View notes
I feel like it possibly says something about me that the very first Andrew Peterson songs I actually remember hearing are "The Rain Keeps Falling" and "To All The Poets". and that they made enough impact on me to remember lying in bed listening to them and trying not to openly weep because I was only about 15 and crying, especially over music, was still humiliating weakness to me.
10 notes
·
View notes
Emmie!!! I have a question for all writers. Omg I remember around 2015-2016 I used to read fanfics on quotev. I would consume the x reader fics like I was starving. Sadly I was not a tumblr girl </3. I didn't even know about it back then lmao. I wish I did, I feel like I missed on a lot of cool things.
Anyway, do you about about this site?? Do you know anyway who used or still uses it? I wish I could remember some of the fics I read there, they were so good 😭😭. Some of them would get updates others would be like : updated 9 months ago </3. I wish I could find them again but I forgot most of the plot and names :(
I was wondering if I could find the authors on tumblr too.
hewo nonnie !! sob im sorry ive never heard of this ૮ ྀི◞͈ ˔ ◟͈ ྀིა i only got in2 fandom / fanfic mayb like 3 three ago i’d say + tumblr / ao3 are the only places i’ve ever read or written on so it’s a no from me sob ;;;__;;; <3
7 notes
·
View notes