#re introject

[umbrella-corpcord]

(18+) Resident Evil Alterhuman Discord server

We are Umbrella Corp., an 18+ discord for kin, fictives, and those otherwise from the Resident Evil series. Anyone from any part of the franchise is allowed entry.

We are doubles friendly, system friendly, and noncanon friendly. Fictionlinkers and Fictionhearted folks are welcome as well. We'd prefer kin-for-fun avoid this server.

We offer a blacklist you can post to yourself (or alternatively you can dm a mod to add things anonymously for you), bots for music and custom color roles, opt-in boundary roles, an opt-in nsfw category, a suggestions channel for any questions, changes, or bot or emoji additions, and an opt-in channel for antagonists from the series to discuss topics of a darker nature relating to their canons in a safe space for all parties.

Normally I'd fix up something a bit more grandiose, but I think this server has been in the making long enough without delaying it for a fancy blog and post.

You can join us here. — Mod Wesker.

DNI under 18, exclusionists, non-kin, anti-kin, kff, sysmeds/anti-endo

[animatronicthing]

now introducing ... little drawing for our best friend , super silly guy & partner sys Iggy Koopa !!!! 💚☮️🖌 ,

drawing this was SO fun !!! , especially knowing that it was for our best boy thing ever . We could literally go on for years days hours rambling about this stupid ass right here & how much we ADORE him . He ’ s made our life SO SO much happier since we started talking to him , always infinitely grateful for that stupid Julie drawing we made that got us to start talking almost daily !!!!! , , Happy pride asshole we despise you 🏳️‍🌈

we are just a bunch of freaks , unltramundanely connected like no one else understands & will not ever understand . We are the forever & ever , nothing will ever success on splitting us apart !!! , 2 weird eccentrics that don ’ t take over the world because they are too busy having fun with each other always 🌞

@iggyguyy 🦎🪳 ← , the fag in question . MAULS YOU

[blueshellhaver]

MY FCUGKIN UTERUS

[tang0soda]

jester yaps a bunch warning

ok so, i've long since got over this but i just got taught about the true definition of "introjects" for systems and have therefore learned that we, in fact, are not an introject-less system (after 2-3 years since our discovery.)

introjects are alters based on media. which can vary between introjects. Some alters (usually most we've seen, hence our misunderstanding originally) identify mostly with their source, disconnecting like, let's say 20-30%. Some alters (including ours) are mostly disconnected, holding only appearance and/or mannerisms and changing their names, pronouns, etc.

Also, you cannot control where introjects come from, we knew that. BUT i thought that the media had to be something significant.

i am very stupid

so, we have a Marija introject from Muse Dash. a game we last played almost a year ago and do not care for anymore. She only holds the appearance of Marija, everything else she is disconnected from. She goes by Jaime.

why marija? i do not know! but i vaguely remember going through a very rough time while i was actively playing muse dash. so i THINK she started forming because of that, but im not sure because it been so long and i do not care for md, once again.

we have a Kcalb introject from The Grey Garden, this one i understand because the memory of how he formed is sort of vivid in my brain. We used to dislike two ex-friends from years ago who liked TGG, and had a lot of issues with both friends - both internally and externally expressed. He goes by Leo/Daemon, and is the reason we don't talk to either of them (prevents us from thinking positively of them & missing them, strange i know.)

Leo is our anger holder + protector. From the circumstances of that ex-friend situation, i completely understand why he has those roles & is the way he is (brash, aggressive).

i just , this is such a wild thing to learn after years of feeling disconnected from other systems who had introjects. That we didn't have introjects but nope! they are just disconnected & it's been a few years and we have amnesia so we forgot about it!

goodness gracious.

[loverium]

AH HELP i looked at ur to do list and seeing the sheer excitement over the robinhill layouts is so funny to me … ROBINHILL 🔛🔝 FR — @dovehil

I’m a big fan of it! All of my headmates hate it for some reason, i love barbenheimer dynamics… 💔

[dippin-dons]

Intro !

I'm Donnie. I'm a fictive in a DID system and an age regressor/pet regressor.

I'm not really looking for a CG but friends are always accepted :). 💜💜

I'm also autistic and 21 years old (body wise).

Yes I'm actually a turtle.🐢🐢🌟🌟

I tend to spam on here mostly at night time in my time zone so I'll be posting and then falling asleep, usually.

Hoping I can make some friends :)💜

Edit: please see the post below for a bit more about me

[euclydya]

Blorbingo Authority and Titus for me 👉👈

[Source authority obviously Pansy is a wonderful angel and we would all kill for her but that goes without saying]

- @mansplainmanipulatemalewife

me when im gay↑

tbere us something so wrong with hiM‼️‼️‼️ and i lov that 4 him . he is so Funny. he is my silly rabbit. I am Squeezing him liek a stressball I Am Tucking him in2 bed etc. etc.. Im studying him like a labrat. I am picking his brain apart. I ajaiqoaksdkdjcjskalsmfjekd,.

i KNOW like Harry in general Needs Therapy but also Out of all the individual skills I Thuink Maybe Authority Wiuld Benefit From Therapy Also. Maybe. Possibly. Hopefully. Sit down and discuss your'e feelings and problems SIR you have lots of them !!,

↑ WE NEED to hyperfixate and learn more abt this GUY we still don't know much abt him . RIP!! but he is also so NEAT so v interesting!!!! I want him also maybe 2 get therapy BUT LIKE i think every de character Would Benefit From That y'know!!

when I say Killing him with hammers I mean that Niceys. he looks Climbable I would sit on his shoulders and enjoy feeling Tall. these thoughts r unrelated outwardly but sit in the same area of my brain The meds haven't kicked in yet. JSJAJSDKDN

He is One of those dudes w the vibes of If ur on his good side he will Kill for You!!! but if u piss him off oh my fuckign god Run.!

10/10 guy I would lov to throw crumpled paper at his head 2 annoy him and He cannot hatecrime me abt it bc I said so.

[scribere-diurnus]

I use to think back at that one night, before everything went to shit between us. Claire and I chatting on her couch, drinking.

She asked me, "what are you gonna do after this is all over?". I jokingly replied "A decade long nap. Maybe join a yoga club so I can deal with the back pain of being thrown around like a ragdoll by bioweapons."

But she asked again this time, saying she was being serious about it. I took a long pause. I didn't know, I couldn't imagine a world where "it was all over". So I just told her I'm not sure.

She then told me, when she was a kid, she wanted a family; a nice job that helped other people. I remember chuckling, how far behind us is that now? Bringing a family into our twisted world?

But then she turned to look at me and said, "I guess in a way I have that now." I looked at her confused, so she clarified "I have Sherry, my brother" She paused, for what it felt a whole century, when I'm pretty sure it was barely a second, just to finish it off with: "and you. I help those affected by the state of the world; I've help built schools, hospitals, orphanages. It's all I could've asked for. Well, with exceptions of the rising dead attacking everyone every other month."

I remember feeling a deep sorrow after she said that. Whatever smile I had before completely faded away. Being part of a family again.

It terrified me.

I am so sorry, Claire.

-Leon

[omohole]

being an introject of a character who is denied any and all happiness who is now in a body riddled with (different) traumas and illnesses both mental and physical sucks. my life was objectively worse in-source and now that i have this life i feel like i should be happy. but im not. im just as miserable, but now i dont feel like i have a good reason to be. life just isnt meant for me. it sucks.

- MK

[sysmedsaresexist]

Not so gentle reminder

Myths and Facts

- fictives, introjects, comfort characters, NPCs are signs of faking - these are all normal, recognized things in DID. These alters can come on suddenly or gradually. See the next point.

- alters only form during times of high stress or (re-)traumatization, they don't appear out of nowhere - while there is some truth to this, it's not that simple and is certainly not a form of faking. Alters can take years to show up after an event, and they might not know why they formed. It can be very hard to pinpoint an alter's reason/time frame for creation, leading many to misinterpret an alters origin. It's also common for some systems to split fragments very easily, and for reasons that can be boiled down to minor inconveniences. These fragments can and do take identity from media.

- people use systemhood to avoid accountability - while there are people who do this, please be cognizant that the point of DID is dissociation-- the disownment of one's actions, emotions, and memories. There is a good chance that the person you're accusing of faking is actually in an extremely bad situation mentally and is doing the exact thing people with DID do. System accountability is a learned behaviour that comes with healing and system communication. For some, it comes easy, for others, it's a sign of being in a bad mental state and trained reactions to confrontation. Please note: it's not your job to help them. Say your piece and move on, you're not going to fix anything there.

- only the worst of the worst forms of abuse can cause DID - repeated and longterm emotional neglect is the leading cause of DID, and is theorized to be more damaging than physical and sexual abuse combined.

Relevant articles because I'm lazy

Remember to be kind to others. We're all struggling in our own ways.

[syscultureis]

Plural culture is having adult introjects (like 25-40) of characters who were minors in canon (like 13-18) and having to dance around them existing to/avoid fronting around your "totally 100% system positive!!" friends because they don't like it when the adult acts like an adult (swearing, expressing attraction, making dirty jokes, engaging in substances, etc etc etc).

I'm a 34 year old in a mid 20s body, am I not allowed to be a full time (mostly nonsexual) pup just because I used to be a kid or do i have to re-explain the difference between characters from media and fictives of characters from media again. i am so tired

My source is like 13 and I'm 19 like the body and I've had people get mad at me for it, as if I have control

It's fucking stupid

-Imp

[irlkanamedate]

Ok ok ok ok been thinking about WHO would be in DID!Arthur's head

And I think one definitive one would be Arthur's version of Daniel. Like. There was a lot of stress and worry and fear and all of that when it came to him and Daniel and I feel like at some point he would've split a version of him to be a sort of persecutor.

This isnt to say that I know yet how I want his alters to present. Maybe they are all various versions of himself that taken up the ideologies of other people he has met or interacted with or maybe they would he different introjects of different people. Or maybe entirely different.

But one thing I think Arthur would have a version of Daniel. Whether this alter Daniel presents as a version of arthur (think like how someone imagines a versions of themselves always talking them down etc) or if its a direct introject of who Arthur thinks Daniel is.

Another I think would be one that would help keep a level head, calm and collected to help the system as a whole. Maybe just another version of Arthur but more.... mature? But this one would likely act as a sort of semi protector and apperently normal part.

Im not sure if I want alter Daniel to also be the part that gets reactively angry? Cause I want to incorporate how Arthur gets reactively angry to an alter.

Or maybe its the host arthur himself thats the reactive one. The one to be terrified, or get defensive, angry, aggressive.

Unfortunately we don't get *too* much on how arthur grew up so im not sure what to exactly incorporate as early form alters, the ones that split and formed when he was young. Cause Daniel would of course be one that split later in his life.

Oh but about this? I think maybe Arthur would have a very repressed child alter perhaps? I'm still thinking about it and I gotta re listen or find out more the actual specifics but I think at the start maybe he can start off with four (including host arthur)? Him, child, protector, persecutor.

[purpleshellhaver]

"Like.. Look over there!"

"PUSH."

{💜} Hihi! I'm Donatello Hamato, otherwise known as Donnie(He/They), though I do typically refer to myself as Tello as well. This is just my personal blog to re-blog my friends art and talk to said friends.(also sometime i post my own art art 👍)

{🎇} Other source mates/Donnie's are entirely free to interact and even encouraged!! Genuinely I'd love to meet more people from source(which technically means Rise but any TMNT iteration is beyond welcomed with open arms🫶🫶).

{⁉️} This is NOT a roleplay blog!! I'm an introject/fictive and while that's important to know, I'm still a real person and won't always act exactly like how you may expect from YOUR interpretation of Rise!Donnie in canon, if you want canon behavior you won't find it here.

Boundaries/DNI(which you SHOULD read) + other stuff under the cut

{⚠️} BOUNDARIES/DNI :

Don't make suggestive jokes unless I know you personally, I'm a minor and even if I wasn't I don't know you and that's just weird

PLEASE don't discuss "ships" of me and anyone else in my asks, I'm taken and that's just genuinely uncomfortable for everyone involved

DO NOT vent in my asks. I don't know you. You don't know me.

General DNI along with proship/comship, TCEST, fakeclaim(as in people who accuse others of faking being a sys), and general syscourse DNI. My disorder is not for you to decide what's right and wrong.

{🌌} TAGS :

#telloyaps : me talking

#tellodraws/#telloart : art I made

#telloanswers : ask responses

#familystuff : interactions with my family

#twinshenanigans/#twinbanter : interactions with @blueshellhaver

#momentofweakness : vent posts

#sourcememories : posts that are just me mainly talking about some source events

#friendsart : reposts of my friends arts

#true purple : interactions with @the-one-true-tello

#younger brotheren : interactions with @doctordelicate-touch

#bigjelly : interactions with @blueboyinthestars

#mylove : interactions with my boyfriend <3 @exitsignout

#circusclowns : interactions with @circust3ntcoll3ctiv3

#tellointheturtleverse : selfies of stuff I do

#big red : interactions with @totallyraph

☆This post and my boundaries are subject to change and to be updated over time☆

✬Last updated : 09/01/24✬

Stole @blueshellhaver's post 👍

[warishmaid]

This user is ... Kokoa ! from Killer In Love ♡

this can mean you are a kin，DA，Id，introject or fictive of Kokoa ! or you ' re just ... Kokoa ! ♡ (*´ω｀*)

[fictive-culture]

i just need. to ramble about my system for a moment. sorry that this is so long. god i love them

so. i was a Villain in my source. like, irredeemable killer kind of guy. I participated in what was essentially a fantasy genocide. I was a soldier, and i was PROUD of myself. I killed a princess of the people I was trying to wipe out; as a result I got my memories wiped and was placed in some sort of death game.

In my own, noncanon memories of source, I was also a system. There were only two of us, but we HATED each other. He hated how I hurt people and felt no remorse. I hated how weak he was. Eventually, our fighting came to a head when we returned home one day to find our entire village on fire. We never found our parents. I blamed him for leaving in the first place, for not being able to protect everyone. For 15 years, I forced him into dormancy. He only re-emerged once our memories were wiped.

When my sourcemates and I got introjected it was DIRECTLY before what we kind of consider my "turning point" as a character- when my memories flooded back and I killed one of my best friends in cold blood. Because he was One Of Them, and i couldn't be friends with One Of Them. Most of the time when people get introjected into this system we still live out our source lives for a bit inside headspace until someone has the energy to explain to us where we are and what's going on. I very nearly went through with killing that friend here in this system- they had to physically hold me back in headspace. My alter, the nice one, got his own form in headspace and used his own body to shield that friend. I wanted to hurt BOTH of them.

For several weeks I was kind of placed under constant watch by the local gatekeeper (a fictive of a protector god). But.... they weren't horribly mean to me? They were prickly, yes, but.. well, I wasn't there for it, but a long time ago our system had a whole deal with a gang of persecutors trying to harm the rest of the system- everyone managed to just slowly talk them down and reach an understanding, and since then we've had this philosophy that NOBODY in this system deserves to be hated, or locked away, or hurt, no matter how much they're hurting others. We can always figure something out- hurting them will only make them want to hurt us more. Compassion is the strongest route to change, at least here. They applied that to me- they wouldn't force me to befriend anyone, and wouldn't expect me to be especially nice, but I wasn't allowed to hurt anyone. And in turn, nobody was allowed to hurt me. They protected me from the others just as much as vice versa, since... none of my sourcemates in the system were particularly happy with what I'd done.

I don't even really understand how it happened at this point. I can kind of barely remember it all (for reasons outside of the system). But slowly, over time, my sourcemates started to warm up to me? They started allowing me to be near my previous alter, now turned brother I suppose. Neither of us liked it much, but we didn't hurt each other. And when I started feeling emotions other than anger and hatred for possibly the first time in over a decade, they... were all there for me?

The sister of the princess I killed was also in the system. She was furious with me about it- she even joined that source death game willingly just so she could kill me in there. But she got her memory wiped too, so she never got the chance. If I had succeeded in killing my friend, she would've been my next target. In the system, she straight up hated me, refused to be around me. I still didn't feel bad about anything I'd done or intended to do. We fought. A Lot. Over time, everyone else in the system tried to show me the people I was trying to wipe out were, well, people, and I slowly started to see why I was wrong. And then all of it hit me at once. Oh god, I nearly killed one of the few people who truly believed in me, someone who loved me and I had loved him back before I remembered who i was, and I had killed so many people in the past and laughed about it, and i had killed this woman's sister and then taunted her about it, and oh fuck what is wrong with me. And... I don't even know why. I think it was because she literally could not get anyone else in front. But she had to be there for me as it all came crashing down on me, and she... kind of stopped hating me. She had to hold me as I cried. And she just... did. She could've left me alone in front to deal with that on my own, but she didn't. I was TERRIFIED of her all of a sudden, believing everything she had wanted to do to me was right and justified and I think I even tried to convince her to go through with hurting me while none of the gatekeepers were looking. She refused. She understood why the gatekeepers were so insistent on keeping the peace, and right there she could see evidence of it working. She said I gave her hope that people can change. I think that scared me even more.

One of my sourcemates trusted me almost the entire time we were in that death game- in my canon finale she finally came up to me and said No, she's done believing in me, she's done helping me, she probably hates me now because of everything I've done. She left me to die, and honestly? I don't blame her. In the system, she was terrified of me. She would start to panic every time she was near me. Sometimes I tried to make it worse. But one day I was in front, starting to panic because I was frontstuck for a doctor's appointment I had no memory of what for. And... she was the one who comforted me. She was the one who helped me back out of front. She was also terrified the entire time, but when I seemed to make it clear I wasn't going to lash out, she settled right in to help. She hated our source- hated how everyone was constantly arguing, hated how many betrayals and backstabbings there were. When we introjected me and all my sourcemates, pretty much everyone else realised there's no reason to fight or distrust each other here and everyone became friends pretty quickly. She was ecstatic about that- she still is. She was kind of sad that I was the only one being excluded. She was determined to help me have that, too.

My alter turned brother really really wanted to attack me for nearly killing our best friend. He was actually the one everyone had to hold back from hurting me the most. And... he was also the first person to believe in me in this system. He thought, since we were a system in source, despite us being so different the things that were a part of him were also a part of me. If he had the capacity to be violent, I had the capacity to be kind. He was the first to try to convince the others to be kinder to me. Eventually I realised the amount of damage I'd done to him forcing him into dormancy all those years. He still believed he wasn't any older than twenty, to a point where in source when people called him old he would actually get scared and confused. He still presents that young in headspace. I'd call us twins if it weren't for that, it's just I'm in my mid-30s and he never even got to experience adulthood. I'm kind of glad that our body here is only just starting our twenties. It's like he gets a second chance. He was the main one trying to show me that the people i hated were in fact people. He's the closest now to our best friend I nearly killed. That friend started to be okay with me as soon as my brother did, he trusted my brother's judgement completely. Both of them were so nice to me. I felt like I didn't deserve it for what I'd done not only in source, but my entrance to the system as well. They tried their hardest to convince me otherwise.

I still feel like I don't deserve any of this kindness, don't fully understand why this has all happened. I still keep going on about how I don't even know if I've really changed, can I really change at all- they remind me that I'm so afraid to hurt anyone now that i won't even pick up a weapon now for like... any reason. That seems like change. I'm protective of them. I actually feel guilt, something I never did before. That seems like change. All of my sourcemates have warmed up to me now, all of us are friends. I love them. I protect them where I can, and in turn they protect me. I've learned how to cry again. I've learned how to laugh again. The first time they saw me genuinely smile here everyone cheered, it was so ridiculous but so sweet. Recently we watched through a playthrough of god of war ragnarok, and that kind of hit me close to home, but then everybody told me specifically to watch the valhalla dlc and it kind of broke me. They all want so badly to prove to me that I have changed and I do deserve this kindness now. I love them so much. I wouldn't trade any of this for the world. I'm so glad they were all so damn determined to help me change. Now I do the same for others in the system who are similar to how I used to be. I don't think I can express enough how much they all mean to me. I have a family now, when I was so convinced that after losing my parents I was going to be alone for the rest of my life. I feel their love and care around me like a blanket all the time now. I'm never, ever letting that go.

I really, really love this system.

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[jabberwock-islanders]

i'm literally a frontstuck co-host and i haven't done an intro yet, smh

anyways hi, i'm yuji :D! i'm a fictive from jujutsu kaisen!

i'm a tiny little 15 year old boy in an almost 17 year old body and i have no idea what i'm doing at any point ever, yay!

i don't really have a specific gender label i use sooo anything boy adjacent works!! i use he/him pronouns and some fire neos (flare/flares/flareself, burn/burns/burnself, py/pyro/pyros/pyroself, and smoke/smokes/smokeself), i'm omniromantic and taken (shout out to my boyfriend fushi <33 in our qpp system!!) aaand that's it for that!

sourcemates can interact at any and every time ever i love talking to source buddies!! since i've been stuck in front since i first split you should have no problems finding me lmao

(sukuna introjects can interact BUT please be somewhat nice. and i'm sorry if i come across as overly skittish around sukuna fictives, i'm more likely than not just anxious and a little paranoid because our sukuna is Not nice to me at all)

(also!! we're still watching the series!! we're in early season 2!! if i don't have memories of things that happened past season 1, please don't try to fill them in for me. i'd rather re-traumatize myself at my own pace thanks /lh humor)

i have a side blog!! @yujis-shenanigans!! i don't post there much but it exists! i think i have my own tag too, it should be ; yuji's shenanigans and if it isn't thennn i don't remember what it is sjfhdjf

(edit: i was wrong LOL my tag is ; yujis posts 🗝)

endos and supporters dni, the last time i had a run in with pro endos it really stressed me out /gen