#reader and kurapika hate each other

[crusty-chronicles]

hii! after reading ur moon and son halloween special, it got me thinking ab kurapika and yn. if its not too much to ask, could you do a small special where kurapika figures out why yn hates their clan? it could be a drabble, short chapter, hcs, whatever youd like to write, i was js super curious for what kurapikas reaction would be

love ur writing 🩷🩵

I'm gonna start this off with a minor spoiler warning for the end chapters of Moon and Sun. Nothing too big so don't worry.

Okay, we Good? There's only four people who really know about what happened with Y/n and their clan. Gon, Killua, Kite, and Ging. The first three are for obvious reasons. Now the only reason Ging knows is because he's got a part to play in future chapters, which I will not be disclosing at this time. That being said, what Kurapika knows/ learns about is a very watered down version of events. Below is a oneshot of how he finds out and reacts.

The Difference Between You and I

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It was ironic, really, when you looked back on what happened a few days ago. You didn't think you had it in you anymore to dislike someone so much. Especially since he was one of the boys' closest friends.

You wanted your first meeting to be friendly, even if a part of you was still bitter he hadn't bothered to see Gon at the hospital. You'd hoped to get along with him as well as you did with Leorio.

 But opposites attract you suppose.

The two of them couldn't have been any more different from each other. Leorio was a stubborn loudmouth depending on who he interacted with. Acting purely on impulse most of the time. Yet despite that, he had a heart of gold from what you could tell.

Treating Gon and Killua with as much care as you did. Wanting to be a doctor in order to help those who couldn't afford proper medical care. Hell, he was even currently helping you with your ‘condition.’

Kurapika, on the other hand, was quiet and reserved. At least from what the boys had told you. Though you noticed he also seemed distant. Rarely ever picking up his phone and even rarer were the times he'd actually show up in person.

But you wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. 

If the boys loved him, how bad could he really be? 

And if Leorio was dating him, then surely he had some redeeming qualities.

Well turns out fate had a funny way of playing things out. Irony at its best. 

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You'd arrived in York New about the same time as the boys. Having come for your ‘usual’ checkup. Something you blamed on that damn cat along with yourself. 

You'd agreed beforehand to meet up right after for lunch. The three of you communicating through a small group chat. Although you were still struggling with the newer technology. Not yet used to actually having a phone. But you digress.

It was during Leorio's final evaluation that you were made aware of the blonde’s presence.

“You getting anything?” He asked.

You shook your head, unable to focus your eyes. Six months and your nen was still shot. What a pain.

“Don't push yourself. Remember, we still have a few treatments to test out. You're not out of luck just yet.”

“I know. I just kinda want the process to be over already, you know? Get things back to normal.” Well, as normal as you could be.

Leorio was about to respond before a ‘ding’ from his phone went off. He gave an apologetic look as he checked what it was. 

Although he knew you didn't mind, he still wanted to be professional. This was his job and he took pride in it. Despite his nonchalant demeanor.

“Woah! Kurapika's in town!”

“Kurapika?” The one who usually ignores all his calls? The one who put revenge before his dying friend? But you thought better than to say that out loud. Instead you settled on-

“He's…blonde, right?”

Leorio looked up at you with a bewildered expression. Out of all the things you could say, it was that. It was almost enough to make him laugh.

“Yes? You know, you've got an odd way of remembering people.”

“But I'm not wrong, am I? You gonna see him after this?” You asked with a teasing smirk.

“Yeah. It's been a while. I think the boys would be happy to see him too.” He gestured to the three kids that sat waiting outside of your room.

Two of which were now excitedly staring at their phones. The third sleeping contently on her brother's shoulder.

“You should meet him too.” Leorio suggested.

And although you appreciated the offer, it didn't feel right for you to tag along. You didn't want things to potentially be awkward. Plus, you weren't the best with new people.

“I don't wanna intrude. I'd rather the four of you catch up. Like old times. Well maybe not the four of you if Alluka has anything to say about it.” Already knowing the small girl went everywhere Killua did. 

“You'd really do that. I know it's been months since you spent time with the boys.”

“Yeah but it's been a year since they even heard from Kurapika. Besides, I'll meet him when I pick the boys up. I'm here for three more days after all. And then~you and Kurapika could spend some time by yourselves.”

His face flushed a bright red at the insinuation. Playfully shoving your head to the side.

“About time you paid me back for all the times I watched the boys for you.”

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The two of you finished up, with Leorio briefly leaving to request his break. The kids wasted no time rushing you once you exited the room.

“Any luck this time?” Gon asked.

“Sadly, no. But there's always next time, right?” You tried to reassure. But he didn't look all that convinced. 

“If it doesn't work out, you know you can always ask Nanika to-” Killua started to offer, but you stopped him before he could finish.

“It's fine if I can't get it back. I'll just have to get used to being a normie. Unless, you've got a problem with normies?” Your tone was teasing as you ruffled the small assassin's hair. 

Your attention was redirected towards a pull on your sleeve.

“I don't mind helping Big Sib,” Alluka assured.

“I mind. I'll be okay so don't worry about it…In other news, I heard one of your friends just got here.” You quickly changed the subject. Not wanting to bring down the mood. You wanted today to be a good day.

And judging by the way both boys beamed up at you, it would be.

“Yeah! Kurapika's gonna be here for a few days! I hope you don't mind if he comes with us today.” Gon explained.

You could never really say no to that kid, even if you had already planned to give the duo space today. You returned his cheerful grin with one of your own.

“Course not. To be honest, I was gonna let the four of you reconnect in peace.”

“Peace? You make it sound like we're embarrassed of you,” Killua mumbled.

“What was that?”

“I said, ‘Four of us? What about my sister?’” he quickly covered. Though he could tell you heard what he said first. But you'd let him off the hook this time.

For now.

“Why don't I take her shopping while you guys catch up?”

“Shopping? You can afford that now?” His tone was playful, but there was a genuine hint of concern somewhere in there.

“Hey!” You scolded, about to come up with a retort before Gon stepped in.

“Yeah! They're working with Kite and his team. It's why they travel so much now.”

At the mention of the former silver haired hunter, Killua's expression soured.

“Sibling stealer.”

At that, you pinched his cheek.

“Har har. You mad at him because we're dating now or because Alluka occasionally calls him dad?”

He covered his ears, face slightly red from embarrassment as he tugged Gon away. Not bothering to wait for Leorio.

“We’re leaving now! Have her back by six!”

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Safe to say, they were overjoyed to see Kurapika again. Both boys eagerly questioning him about his new Zodiac status, while Leorio reminded them not to overwhelm him with questions.

Kurapika was glad to back, if only for a brief moment. He truly did miss them, but his mission always came first. He'd already made tremendous progress recovering his clan’s eyes. His new Zodiac status aiding in his endeavors.

But through pursuing his goal, he'd evidently missed out on a lot with his friends and partner. 

The boys were 13 going on 14 now. Gon had achieved his own goal and met Ging. Traveling with him up until a month ago.

Killua had managed to finally get away from his family, bringing his little sister with him. The two of them also traveling around. Which begs the question, where was she currently?

Leorio had become a doctor, having just been promoted to a zodiac after the election. Which Kurapika did watch, very much proud of how far he got.

Yes, so much had changed.

He supposed it was bittersweet in a way. The three of them already shooting for a new goal while he was still trying to complete his. 

But he truly was grateful for the time he spent with them today. That he was still considered important to them despite his distance. He made a mental note to try harder once he left.

It wasn't before very long that Leorio had to return to work. His break over too soon for the blonde's liking. 

So with a smooch on his cheek and a ‘ewww!’ from the boys, Leorio was off. Leaving Kurapika with the duo. 

Now while you were aware of Kurapika, he had no idea of your existence until the boys mentioned you in passing.

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A desert of some kind sat in front of them.

“Y/n would for sure love this. Do you think we should take them some?” Killua asked, the question directed towards Gon.

“They’ll be upset if we don't. And you know what that means.” Gon responded.

“They won't carry us for a week. You think we're getting too old for that?” But before their conversation could continue, Kurapika spoke up. Curious about the new name they mentioned.

“Y/n?”

Both boys looked up at him surprised before remembering the two of you had never met.

“Y/n’s the person that’s been taking care of us since Greed Island. They're our big sibling,” Gon proudly announced while Killua nodded along.

You seemed to be very close to them.

“Right now they're with Alluka. They wanted to give the four of us a chance to catch up.” Killua added.

That explained why his sister wasn't here. And if Killua trusted you with her, then you must've been reliable too.

A good person.

“Tell me more about them.”

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Truthfully, all odds pointed at the two of you getting along. You were cut from the same cloth, so to speak. Both coming from strong clans. Both losing them during your childhood.

Your lazy demeanor would have paired nicely with his quiet one. You always were more comfortable around less energetic people. 

His analytical skills were on par with yours. A strong head on both of your shoulders. 

Even if you were still upset with Kurapika, the two boys knew you'd get along with him in time. Sure you'd probably chew him out for not answering his phone, but you'd warm up to him nevertheless.

So what was it exactly that put you at odds with each other?

The catalyst that sparked endless animosity between you?

Well, it just so happened to be the subject of your clan that started it.

It was an accident, truly. Gon didn't mean for it to slip out. He just got so excited telling Kurapika about you that he forgot some details weren't meant to be shared.

“You know, I'm kinda glad Nanika erased their memories. Y/n is a lot happier now that they're clan isn't looking for them anymore. They weren't good people to begin with so don't feel too bad about it.”

Gon had been explaining before slapping a hand over his mouth. Him and Killua looking at each other with wide eyes. Gazes briefly glancing over towards Kurapika for his reaction.

They knew he could be touchy with the subject. Watching him carefully to see if his eyes changed. Instead, they were met with a suspicious stare. Not exactly positive, but not really negative either.

“What do mean their clan isn't looking for them anymore? Did something happen between them?”

Because Kurapika, for the life of him, couldn't fathom a family giving up on one of their own. But the subject wasn't as black and white as he suspected.

“We're not really supposed to say. It's not like they told us not to tell anyone, but it's their privacy. You know?” Gon informed.

Not only was it your business, but it was also something you trusted the two of them with. And he was the last person who should be spilling your secrets.

The two boys once again eyed each other. You wouldn't be mad if they told Kurapika. So long as he didn't bring it up directly to you.

Besides, the chain user would just ask you in person if he didn't get an answer. He was direct by nature. Something you would respect, but not if it concerned your ‘family.’

So what was the worse outcome?

They say nothing and Kurapika asks you directly about it. Or he finds out another way.

The second option: they partially explain the situation. Not getting into too much detail, but enough to satisfy their friend’s curiosity.

“If it's not something you want to discuss, then I won't-” but Killua stopped him from finishing his sentence.

“If we tell you, you have to promise you won't say we told you anything. Got it?” 

It wasn't that they were wary of their friend, god no. They just didn't want the two of you butting heads in the future. 

Kurapika gave a small nod.

“Y/n doesn't get along well with their clan. They haven't since they were a little kid. They just don't feel comfortable or safe around them anymore.” Gon started.

“Why?”

“They sorta had a disagreement with them. And that's putting it very lightly. An argument about how things were being done. And how their practices were wrong. That's all we can really say.” Killua continued.

The rest would have to come directly from you. If you ever got around to trusting Kurapika. Something that sadly wouldn't come to fruition.

“So they're estranged from their clan because of a disagreement?” And for whatever reason, that made Kurapika upset.

Your clan was alive and healthy. They'd been looking for you. And here you were being petty. Avoiding them because of it.

When all his people were slaughtered like nothing. Never even having the chance to say goodbye. 

He wanted to think there was more to it. That there was something big the boys weren't telling him. And there was, but he'd never get to learn about what it was.

How similar your grief was to his with him losing Pairo and you losing Kari.

The rest of the afternoon felt tense. Kurapika tried not to show his discomfort, but both boys could tell anyways. Seems the two of you wouldn't get along after all.

It was only a matter of time before you went to get them. Alluka trailing happily behind you with an ice cream cone as you struggled with her bags. Most of which were toys. 

Both boys quickly grabbed a few from you to lighten the load. Your eyes drifting over to the blonde behind them.

So that was Kurapika.

“Alluka! You can't just make them carry everything. Next time help.” Killua scolded.

Said girl, looked up at her big brother with a pout. 

“I did. Mama/Papa said no.”

Her answer prompted a small glare from him. This time directed at you.

“You have her spoiled.”

“You’re just jealous I don't baby you anymore.” You retorted.

“I think it's because Alluka's a girl.” Gon added as he took another bag from you.

“She's not just a girl. She's a princess!” You lightly pinched her cheeks, causing her to let out a squeal.

You looked up to see their blonde friend standing awkwardly away. Perhaps not wanting to interrupt the four of you. 

“You gonna introduce me to your friend?” 

At the sound of your voice he straightened up. Both boys urging you towards him.

“Y/n, this is Kurapika. Kurapika, Y/n.”

It was a brief introduction. Well, you supposed it was time for you to plaster on a smile and try to befriend him. Hopefully things would go well.

“Hi. So you're the infamous Kurapika? Glad you could make a special guest appearance today. I hope the boys weren't too much.” 

You extended your hand in greeting. Wishing you could focus your eyes on him to get a proper read of what he was feeling. He reciprocated your handshake with less enthusiasm than you were expecting.

To be fair, he probably just found out about you.

“Likewise. It's a pleasure to meet the person who they've been talking my ear off about for the last two hours. Apologies for interrupting your time together.”

He was surprisingly polite. Honestly, you were expecting him to be somewhat rowdy like the rest of their friends. Not that you minded.

You needed another levelheaded friend to talk to. And if you were correct, he was about two years younger than you. 

But then things quickly started going downhill.

“My intel tells me you come from a clan like me? Do I have that right?” He asked, unawares that was not the right thing to say. Despite his intention to strike up a friendly conversation.

“Intel?” Your tone was panicked.

 The mere mention of your past life enough to make you spiral. Something both boys could tell was happening from the way you stiffened.

“Uh Kurapika. Maybe now's not the-” Gon tried, but it was too late.

“I don't belong to any clan. I never did, so don't you ever bring it up again.” Ice.

Your demeanor was cold, an indication that you were mad. Though you tried to calm yourself. Maybe he didn't know not to ask that.

He couldn't have known.

You just didn't want to talk about it with anyone. Especially not a stranger you just met. 

“Damn. I knew we shouldn't have told him.” Killua said, already knowing where this conversation was heading. He quickly covered Alluka's ears.

“I don't understand why you're so upset about it. Could the disagreement you had really be that irksome to you.” The blonde's tone dismissive. 

The thing that inevitably set you off.

Irksome.

Like they didn't just try to kill you half a year ago. Like they didn't murder your sister right in front of you. Like they didn't turn your best friend against you.

“I said drop it. It's none of your business. But you know what should've been, since you're so keen on family.”

“Y/n don't-” Gon tried once more, tugging on your arm to get you attention.

“Checking up on your friends every once in a while. Do you even know about what happened to these two?”

“Guys,” Killua warned.

“Of course I know. You think I'm an idiot not to know about the Chimera Ant situation?” Kurapika's voice increasing in volume to match yours.

“Yeah? You know about Illumi hunting down Killua and his sister while his family watched? About the two of them almost being killed to better their psycho family's power? You know about Gon being hospitalized? About how nothing short of a miracle saved his life? You know about all that?”

Judging by the shocked expression on his face, he didn't know. He glanced over to the two boys to verify. And when they looked down to avoid his eyes, he knew you weren't lying.

He hadn't been a very good friend, had he?

“Didn't think so. So next time you think I owe you anything, think about how you've never given anyone anything. I don't owe you shit. I don't owe you an explanation and I sure as hell don't owe you my time!” 

Was it a petty argument that got way out of hand?

Absolutely.

The truth is, if you could get past your one difference, the two of you would see you have a lot in common. Might've even become good friends.

 But you can never trust someone who takes the people they care about for granted. Who had the opportunity to support their friend on their deathbed instead of chasing after shadows of the past. Who only lets anger and hatred guide their actions.

And Kurapika could never befriend someone who doesn't understand how good they have it. Who still has the opportunity to see their family instead of their corpses. And maybe he's envious of the fact. He'd give anything to spend five minutes with his clan while you can't even bare thinking about them for five seconds.

And while you two disliked each other, you'd just have to learn to tolerate the other for the sake of your friends.

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MASTERLIST

An: I didn't know if I should add tags to this one because technically it's not apart of our main story. More like an expansion on the lore, if you can even call it that. Now, I love Kurapika, I really do. But I feel like our insert from Moon and Sun would absolutely despise him. On the bright side, I should be able to start uploading a little more frequently now. Might even get back to weekly updates. We'll see~

[kiame-sama]

Scarlet Eyes- (Yandere!Alpha!Chrollo x Kurta!Omega!Reader)

Warnings; My abo au (only 1000 or less omegas world wide), mention of kidnapping, mention of death, spoilers for the York New arc, gender neutral reader, reader is kurta so this means they have brown->red eyes as all kurta do, switching a few events around chronologically,

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"I'm only going to ask you this once, where is my twin?"

Kurapika kept playing the conversation he had in the last moments of the burly spider's life. The sparse information he got from the conversation did little to soothe him or make him feel like he was any closer to finding his beloved twin. If anything, Kurapika worried that he was already too late to do anything.

He had been determined to get whatever information he could from the large man, but the man was near impossible to interrogate. The man only really spoke up when Kurapika mentioned his omega twin. There was little comfort however as the man gave a wolfish grin, bearing his teeth in a clear mocking sneer.

"Oh, the omega? Don't worry about them, Boss has already taken care of it."

The spider's words did nothing to make Kurapika feel better as it sounded like the worst has come to pass. In some ways, he had hoped that the spiders would be interested enough in finding an omega that they wouldn't hurt or sell his twin, but it seemed he was not so lucky. He would kill each and every one of those fuckers and make them pay for the pain they no doubt put his family through.

Kurapika had always hoped that he would be strong enough to protect his sibling- even from the spiders- but that was clearly not the case. It hurt his heart more than he cared to admit when he dwells too long on the fact that he failed his twin. He had dragged them away from home, put them through the gauntlet of the Hunter's exam, swore to protect them, and still he failed. Once he finished the damnable spiders off, he would begin the long journey of finding his twin.

No doubt it would be difficult and near impossible to find them, Omegas were a prized possession after all, but he was determined. Wherever they had taken you, whoever they sold you to, Kurapika would find you. He promises.

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You felt an unusual chill run down your back, frowning and glancing towards the door to the abandoned church you were in. Chrollo sat next to you with one arm around you, hand resting on your hip possessively. Though you couldn't place what, something told you that a change had taken place. Perhaps it was nothing, perhaps it had something to do with the missing alpha, Uvogin.

Despite being in a group of very dangerous people, you felt rather safe. In part, it had to do with the fact your alpha was an apex alpha, and in part it was because of the respect your alpha commanded. The other spiders- minus Hisoka- respected the fact that their leader had claimed you and kept their distance from you. Hisoka was new to you and clearly you were the first omega he had ever actually encountered. He was determined to get close to you either to rile Chrollo or to get his hands on you, and Chrollo was not pleased with the jester's behavior.

You sometimes felt your mind wander away to thoughts of your twin, hoping he would never come for you but knowing that is all he would want to do. Since you both were young you watched out for each other, but it all changed when you began showing signs of being an omega. Where Kurapika had once been your equal he then became your protector and would loudly protest to you being paired with anyone or taken away from his protection. He would always be your protector and you knew it likely killed him inside to know you had been taken.

It did take time for you to settle the war within yourself that waged due to being mated to the apex alpha that exterminated your clan and kidnapped you. Part of you still hated the alpha, but another part of you adored him as your mate and that part of you was supported by your instincts. It didn't help that you once asked Chrollo why he killed everyone only for him to respond 'because I could' with a kiss to your forehead. Chrollo always seemed to know when he could bring up your scarlet eyes to control you or fluster you. Taking amusement in the simple mentioning of them being enough to quell any overly willful behavior.

For now you were at ease with the monster that claimed you, feeling rather bound to him regardless of the uneasy feeling he sometimes gave you. Chrollo was clearly content with it as well seeing as he held so securely to you and was rather indulgent of your behavior. He even used an ability that allowed him to bring your nest with you and set it up wherever you deemed appropriate. Few Troupe members were allowed near you simply for the fact that Chrollo didn't like others near his omega. Still, you could see how some members were drawn closer by your presence alone.

Beyond just being the mate of a truly monstrous apex alpha, you were getting used to others knowing you were an omega. With Kurapika you had to constantly cover your scent and hide your omega tendencies around others. You had mostly adjusted to behaving like a beta and also adjusted to others thinking you were a beta. It was odd to you that your Hunter's license- which you still thought was a joke- told others you were an omega. The secret you worked hard to keep was so readily shared with others now.

The sudden shift and movement of being pulled into Chrollo's lap made you yelp, startled by the rather abrupt motion. Chrollo seemed amused by your yelp, however. His lips slowly tracing over the mark on your neck as he let one hand brace around your waist, the other squishing your thigh appreciatively. You were confused as to why he would behave in such an open display of affection towards you, as you couldn't think of anything that would trigger this behavior.

"Chrollo, what- what are you doing?"

"Shh, my sweet (Y/n). Just indulge your alpha."

You felt compelled to obey the soft murmur against your shoulder, shivering but no longer struggling against your alpha's hold. Chrollo seemed rather content to focus on kissing your neck and shoulders, almost as if he were establishing dominance. His affectionate display was a show of dominance, reminding the Troupe that you were his exclusively and making it clear that he was still vastly interested in keeping things that way.

Unbeknownst to you and the rest of the Troupe, Hisoka was paying close attention and ensuring to gather what bit of information he could get. He would certainly share this information with the Kurta and see if he could gain you as his own omega in the process.

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"I know about your twin and can tell you what you want to know about them."

The smooth words make Kurapika's eyes widen, feeling invigorated and even more determined to get whatever he could from the grinning jester. Hisoka already knew how he was going to portray this information and it excited him to think about the emotional response he would undoubtedly get.

"Tell me."

"So impatient~! Well, if you must know, they are alive and within the city limits. Don't relax too soon though, the lead spider Chrollo has taken them on as his mate and has already marked them. Killing Chrollo will kill (Y/n)."

Hisoka couldn't help the wolfish grin that pulled at his lips when Kurapika responded to his words with clear despair. Out of all of the terrifying things he had ever considered, Kurapika hadn't considered you being bound to his greatest enemy. Killing Chrollo suddenly became a dangerous option as he knew how omegas could die of sorrow if any harm befalls their mate. The last thing Kurapika wanted to do was hurt you.

"I'm sure you know that the only way you can kill Chrollo and not (Y/n) is if they have another mate by the time you kill him. I'm happy to volunteer as that replacement."

Despite how Kurapika didn't want to let Hisoka anywhere near you, he had to genuinely consider the proposition. If he killed Chrollo, he would kill you should you have no other mate to rely on. Kurapika knew how fragile omegas were and he knew how the well-being of an omega's mate could determine the well-being of the omega themselves. Either Kurapika needed to keep Chrollo alive- which was a detestable thought- or he needed to find and implement a replacement mate for you to survive losing Chrollo.

It was a lose-lose situation for Kurapika and he hated that the spiders put him and his twin through so much continued suffering. He would save you no matter what.

[faeble-drabbles]

Hello! If you don't mind, I'd like to ask for a few headcannons of Kite, Wing and the main four (aged up Killua and Gon) with a s/o who seems like they're very weak and mild, but are strong and intimidating af during battle. Fem!reader if you can please.

Thank you!! (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

Thank you for being the first requester!! <3 I will never not be in the mood to write some HxH <3 Even though this wont be spicy, all characters in this are/aged up to be 18+ (Also probably gonna leave out Kurapika and Leorio this time around, probably gonna keep my limit at four characters per post)

•°• KITE •°•

+ This man was HIGHLY against bringing you along on one of his little adventures. Weak or not, the places he went were highly dangerous and he would never forgive himself if something happened to you.

+ It took a lot of convincing but he eventually agreed. But you best believe he is gonna be glued to your side and watching your surroundings like a hawk.

+ Just in a brief moment of being distracted by talking with you, Kite was attacked by a poacher with powerful nen abilities. Kite was about to attack the man, but something flashed past him before he could react.

+ "How DARE you hurt Kite, you asshole!!" With that battle cry, you used your abilities to take down the poacher with ease. Which left a confused and awe-struck Kite, standing in silence. When did you become so powerful??

+ Kite snapped out of his daze when you returned back to him and started worrying over his injury. Kite just gave a smile and shook his head. Looks like he had absolutely nothing to worry about with you by his side. You had each others backs.

•°• WING •°•

+ You had been training for a while with Wing and during that process, eventually started to date as well. Unfortunately for you, this made Wing a bit more protective over you.

+ It also was starting to seem like Wing was slowing down your training a bit. When approached about it he would just give the same "I just want to make sure you are fully prepared and ready" talk.

+ You hated to go behind his back, but you had to prove him wrong. You signed yourself up against a powerful opponent at Heavens Arena, making sure the fight was as soon as possible so that Wing could not interject. + When Wing heard your fight announced, he was both furious and terrified, especially when he saw the other opponent. Did you really have to pick out the strongest looking fighter just to spite him? He wanted nothing more than to jump on that stage and stop it before it even could begin.

+ Right as Wing was considering taking action, the fight had already begun. As the fighter barreled towards you, Wing found himself clench his eyes shut tight. The sound of surprised cheers made him chance another look, just to find you beating the shit out of the other fighter. It was a complete shock to him watching his sweet s/o give such a brutal beatdown. But at the same time, he couldn't help but feel a swell of pride.

+ When Wing found you after the fight, he made sure to give you a earful of how your actions were very irresponsible and dangerous. But once he was done, his face soften to a smile. "...And I'm sorry for doubting your abilities. You are very powerful and I can not wait to see you grow even stronger"

•°• GON •°•

+ Gon was never really attracted to people for their strength, but their hearts is what caught his attention. So when he met you, he never viewed you as strong or weak, just a good person with a big heart. And that's what lead the two of you to dating.

+ Though finding out you had nen abilities alone excited him. Gon wanted to know everything about your techniques. What did it do? How does it work?? How did you train to perfect it??? He's just in awe.

+ Even knowing you possessed nen powers, he never really associated it with you being a fighter. He didn't exactly view you as weak but he also didn't really expect you to single handedly beat up a group of powerful hunters.

+ The group was causing problems with a local villager and right as Gon was about to give them a piece of his mind, you got there first. He wasn't sure what was more surprising, the profanities spilling from your mouth or the fact that you took on all these skilled hunters with such ease.

+ You best believe when the fight is over, he's going to be drowning you in praise and even more questions. "Wow!! You keep getting more amazing with each day!! You're so cool Y/N!!" If you have not already gotten your hunter license, he's definitely going to beg you to give it a shot.

•°• KILLUA •°•

+ Similar to Gon, Killua isn't attracted to people for power alone. Yes power can impress him, but he prefers to be around people who love and appreciate him for who he is, flaws and all.

+ Which you do. You know all about Killua and all the awful things he's gone through, as well as all the good times and friends he has met. Meanwhile, there is still something he had yet to discover about you.

+ Killua had needed to get something from his home, but did not want you to get involved in any of his families shenanigans (God forbid if his mother found out the girl he was dating was in reach). He instructed you to wait a bit of a distance away from the gate and he'd be back as fast as he could.

+ After a while though you started to get impatient and wondered if he ran into any trouble with his family again. Anxiety started getting the better of you, leading you to make a trek up to the gates.

+ Right as Killua was about to exit, he nearly jumped when the gates had opened before he had the chance to touch them. And to make it more surprising, it was the 6th door out of the 7. All of his family had been home, so who..?

+ You ran through the gate and gave him a hug. "Good! I was starting to get worried about you!" Killua couldn't even respond for a moment, he was still in shock that you had managed to open all those training gates without much effort. At the same time, he couldn't help but smile in knowing that his s/o he loved so much was secretly so powerful.

+ "So you want to tell me what sort of training you've been through to be so strong? I might have to get some tips from you, heh"

[rose-riot-johnson]

Hello my Tumblr Peeps😃While I was skeptical about writing about a particular character, due to the feeling that's he's a controversial character, however despite this, I think there are people who like him (atleast character wise), depending on Facebook groups, Facebook pages, YouTube videos pertaining him, etc... So far on Tumblr, I haven't recall seeing much (if any complaints about him)... I was considering waiting for a request to write about him, however I have seen more hate towards others characters, than I did about Hisoka Morow from Hunter x Hunter, especially on Tumblr... So, I will see how this goes🃏♦️♥️♣️♠️

*This fanfic contains 1 or more long paragraphs😅

🃏He Was Unexpectedly There When I Was Knocked Down🃏(Hisoka Morow x Female Reader)

Genres: Possible Enemies To Lovers Type Of Wound Comfort (Warning ⚠️: Violence, mentions of self-righteous, mentions of religion and religious, blood (and mentions of blood), mentions of murder (which is mentions of killing), mentions of death)

After passing your Hunters Exam, when you met Gon, Killua, Kurapika, and Leorio, to you Gon was light hearted, Killua was a cool person, Kurapika is a badass you would like to have as your bodyguard, and Leorio was just hilarious on a good way. As for Hisoka, you weren't sure how you felt about him, as you felt like you are mixed about him. Gon and the others assured you don't need to get intimidated by Hisoka too much, as this is how he usually gets with people. You're hoping this is the case in a way.

On your travels with Gon, Killua, Kurapika, and Leorio, you tried to keep, as close to atleast one if them (if not all of them), as much as possible, regardless, if Hisoka is around you or not, because of the fact you rather not risk being alone with Hisoka. Everytime you're around him or see him or he talks to you or even think of him, you felt a vibe about him, where you weren't sure, if you could trust him or not. You just rather try to stay close to your friends Gon, Killua, Kurapika, and Leorio (or atleast one of them) as much as you can to try to prevent risking being alone with him.

One night you, Gon, Leorio, Kurapika, Killua, and Hisoka (ofcourse) had been assigned on a mission to take down a bunch of enemy nen users who play Judge, their own God(s), and executioners for their own self-righteous, religious reasons. Once you and everyone else went off to find the self-righteous enemy nen users, everyone unexpectedly had to split up due to each member of the enemy nen user group were trying to ambush your group, so you end up being alone to fight a particular enemy nen user, which he obviously isn't the leader, however he is your toughest opponent yet and he also might be the strongest of the group. You weren't sure what's worse, your fear of risking being alone with Hisoka or the fact that your nen abilities weren't strong enough to even scratch him.

The next thing that happened was when you finally managed to hit your nen user opponent to be able to atleast bruise him, he somehow managed to use his brass knucks infused to knock you unconscious. This is definitely not how you wanted your life to end. Not like this. You just weren't sure where you went wrong during your battle against him.

When you regained consciousness, the first face you saw wasn't the enemy nen user who knocked you out cold with his nen infused brass knucks, as you became shocked that Hisoka's face was the first face you saw. You became startled where you tried to move away from him, as he grabbed one of if your wrists and growled, "Why did you try moving away from me, like that?! I'm trying to help take care of that beaten head of yours!", before you touched your head to with your free hand to notice that he does have a point, as you realized your head has been bleeding from seeing the blood on your free hand and your head must have tooken damage from the strong enemy nen user's nen infused, brass knucks that he had.

"Aren't you going to let me take care of your wounds or not (Female Reader Name)?! Just be glad, I was able to come to the rescue when I did! He did have plenty of nen and I can't just let him finish you off, especially when I see a strong opponent like him! The sooner I take care of your wound(s) on your head, the better!", Hisoka commented, as you decided to let him take care of your wounds due to your fear of angering him in anyway. After you finish letting him take care of your wound(s) that (is or are) on your head you noticed that he has tooken some damage from the enemy nen user who knocked you out unconscious, which you were shocked about. You then asked, "Would your mind, if I take care of your wounds, as well, Hisoka?".

Hisoka was stunned about the question you asked, as you became frightened that he was going to scold and belittle you from him being angered for your question you asked, however instead of what you fear and him being angry, he acknowledged that you were observant about your wounds, as he calmly replied, "Thanks for your concern... However don't focus on my wounds right now... We should find the others, since they might be fighting strong opponents with lots of nen... They're maybe not as strong as the man you faced, however they're filled with more nen than he is, except the other opponent I faced... The other opponent put up a fight, which is why I got most those wounds that I have, but after I killed my other opponent off, I decided to find you, kill the brass knucks opponent to prevent any more wounds on you, then prioritize taking care of any wounds you have before we head off to find the others. Nevermind my wounds until the mission is over!". You did what he said as you then followed him around, as you're afraid to anger him, if didn't follow him around to find the others, at the same token you're relieved he was calmer when he was talking to you than you expected. You're just somehow so surprised that he didn't get angry with you (atleast as angry with you as you expected) nor tried to attack you, to the point you felt you had to apologize to him, as you're wondering if you're apologizing due to your change of heart or any other reason that you have without knowing it.

"Hey, Hisoka... Sir... I appreciate what you did for me and I'm grateful for taking care of me, however there's something I should tell you before we continue finding the others, if you're not angry with me and you don't mind...", you announced to Hisoka before he stopped to turn around to look at you, as he replied, "Why would I be angry with a delightful lady, like you? I'm glad you're grateful for me and all... I usually don't say this, considering that I don't usually care what others thought of me, I just never meant to make you uncomfortable nor frighten you in anyway, my dear... What is it you need to tell me? I'm waiting...", as he's trying to hide that he's nervous due to not knowing what you'll tell him next. "Listen Hisoka... Maybe you're weird and I was getting mixed vibes about you... I just was surprised you saved me and tooken cared of me, without being angry with me... I owe you my most sincere apologies for being a jerk to you by avoiding atleast being alone with you... I was wrong about you and I shouldn't have thought you would hurt me... I just should have realized how kind you were to me...", you apologized, as he became shocked about your talk was about you apology to him. He was puzzled at first before he smiling at you, then he assured, "No need to apologize... To be fair, I wouldn't blame you one bit for avoiding me... I do enjoyed fighting someone who has plenty of nen... There's nothing to forgive, because you, your safety, and your feelings are most important to me, aside from this mission we're assigned to... We should find the others and finish the mission...".

After you found the others, as everyone had defeated the other enemy nen users, which in Leorio's and Kurapika's case(s), they both worked together to defeat both their opponents. Gon and Killua killed their opponents just fine without a scratch. You be very happy everyone is safe and sound.

The next day, you went up to Hisoka, as you then decided to ask him to be in a relationship with you. He asked, "Are you sure this is what you want, (Female Reader Name)?", before you answered, "Ofcourse... I don't want to force you into anything you don't want... I figured I'd ask... If not we can be friends...". He would reply, "You're like a queen of hearts, sweetie... Ofcourse I would go out with you... I may not be the romantic person, however I will do my best to take care of you and to see you happy...". You then kissed one of the sides of his facial cheeks, which made him blush. So, you know he blushed and why he blushed made you smile. Eversince then, not only it's the beginning of a beautiful friendship, however the beginning of a beautiful relationship, as well.

🃏The End🃏

Okay Tumblr Peeps... I hope you enjoyed reading this Hisoka fanfic I've written🃏Those curious about why I have written about Hisoka on my own terms, instead of waiting for me to request him despite of him being controversial, Hisoka hate on Tumblr hasn't came to my attention, plus I have read more hate towards other characters, including a particular character I have written about in 4 of the fanfics I have written in the past, and it's rare I even talk about him, especially in any posts (including Facebook and Tumblr (I believe))🤔Yes, I was mixed about Hisoka when I first knew about him, however the more years that passed by he kept growing on me, so while I'm not trying to make him look like a saint or a perfect angel, I'm also not trying to have him in a bad light🃏🤔I feel in my heart that I want to write about him🃏😃👍

[bwabys-scenarios]

REQUESTING INFO

This is pretty much just a list of things I write for, and what my limits are as a writer. If you want to request something make sure you read this!

YOU HAVE TO HAVE YOUR AGE IN YOUR BIO TO MAKE A REQUEST!! 18+ ONLY

Prompts:

Yandere Prompt List

Chubby!Reader Prompt list

WHAT I WRITE FOR(ADULT CHARACTERS ONLY)

Kamisama Kiss/Kamisama Hajimemashita

Demon Slayer

Hunter x Hunter🌟

Yu Yu Hakusho

Obey Me!

One Piece

Yona of the Dawn

Mystic Messenger

Black Clover

Jujitsu Kaisen

MHA

Dungeon Meshi

+more!

HOW TO SEND IN A REQUEST(just a guide!)

-State the character you want. You can have up to 3 in a headcanon post, and 2 in a Oneshot post. Oneshot characters have to be in the same media, but you can mix and match any of the characters I write for in heacanon requests.

Ex.

Hc requests: I want to know what Kurapika, Gojo, and Chrollo do when their girlfriend is on their period

Oneshot request: Hi, can I get a oneshot with Kurapika x Reader x Chrollo where she has to learn to live with the fact her partners hate each other and are constantly vying for her affections?

-Don’t make it TOO long. Keep it down to a few paragraphs at most. Making it too long makes it harder to respond to because it makes the post look too long. You can make it detailed, but I’m more likely to pick shorter, more succinct asks/requests.

-be clear about what you want. Make sure you clarify things so things don’t get confused!

What I do:

-HCs

-Oneshots

-Chubby!Readers

-Fem!Readers

Limits:

-I only write female!readers currently

-no gore

-extreme kinks(ask if unsure)

-I only write for adults, so requesting me to write for minor characters will get you blocked. I don’t do age ups, and I’m not sure how to feel about it.

-if a character is canonically racist, homophobic, transphobic, a rapist, etc I will not take requests of them.

-if you badger me with dms about your request or are rude I will block you without warning. I won’t be able to get to every request, or maybe I don’t want to. Please respect that

-I don’t take requests about self harming, suicide, or eating disorders. It can be triggering to myself and others so I would rather not do it(as a request I won’t do these, some of my future works may contain these subjects, but will always have a trigger warning beforehand)

-I don’t enjoy writing cheating scenarios or extreme angst, so I am less likely to take your request if it includes those

-I don’t write for male readers, sorry! I’ll occasionally do gender neutral, but I just can’t write for male readers. I’ve tried it a few times but it just wasn’t good. I don’t want to put out mediocre content for male readers, y’all deserve better.

The more info you give me in a request the better, especially for smut. If you don’t give me enough info, I won’t write it.

If you have any questions, send me an ask or comment!

[white-poppie]

Play Pretend

Request: Hello! Can i request the main four and adult trio ( you can pick one of the groups if you're not in the mood to do two) with a friend or s/o that has an inner y/n? something like sakura haruno?

A/N: Hi nonnie, thank you for requesting and sorry for the late reply. I feel like I really deviated from the prompt, please forgive me for that. ANYWAYS STAN TXT FOR CLEAR SKIN~

Synopsis🍀: When your thoughts get the best of you, your s/o is there to ground you down.

⋆·˚ ༘ *Characters: Kite, Chrollo, Kurapika, x Gn! reader Genre: Hurt/comfort

☘ . *TW: mention of body shaming, overthinking, trust issues, severe mentions of anxiety (us moments bro), nausea

𝐊𝐢𝐭𝐞 (uncomfortable in their own skin)

A chronic numbness cast itself around you like a blanket, the skin that encompassed you, made you want to crawl out of it, into a different vessel.

So you stared and stared and stared at the person on the other side of the mirror, who managed to make such a beautiful dress look ugly.

Kite had picked the dress out for you with such an affection

You hated how bad and undeserving you looked beside him. He who's was crafted by aphrodite herself. The voice inside your head grew louder and louder and you felt smaller with each passing second, you just wished for it to go away.

Tears cascaded down like waterworks as you looked away from the horrendous image in front and onto the ground.

Whimpers to cries to sobs, you never noticed when Kite snuck into the room, how he panicked seeing you breakdown

"What's wrong, you dont like the dress? It's okay baby we can--."

"No!" You shut him off.

"No..." you said a little softer this time, "it's absolutely gorgeous, but I don't think it looks good on me."

"Hey, now where did you get the idea from?" He wiped your tears with his anime fingers, "you are the prettiest person I have ever seen and I am not saying it for the sake of saying it. I mean it. Every time I see you, I can barely contain myself, my heart goes all crazy when you smile at me."

"But the voice in my head tells otherwise," you sniffed.

He visibly tensed at your phrasing, thinking of focusing on it later, "well the voice is wrong. It's just jealous of how good you look." You bit your lips and hugged him.

He would fight that stupid voice for you forever.

𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨 (being uncomfortable in trusting)

You were the worst kind of human. What kind of person doesn't feel comfortable trusting their own s/o?

You add to your revolting and guilty conscience, Chrollo was the most respectful and caring man to ever exist.

And yet you couldn't help but be vary when his expressions morphed a little harsher than usual, the grip on his knuckles a little too tight.

You couldn't help, but choke out in fear. You couldn't help, but let your eyes gloss.

He didn't mean to scare you, it's just that bad of a man he is, brutish in his ways, dark in his deeds and twisted in his profession.

It all started with a simple lover's quarrel, you both were tired, frustrated and tired, and all of this happened in such a sudden spite. There was screaming, and shouting. He gripped the table too hard and then ran his fingers through his hair.

It didn't matter what you interpreted or how you interpreted, what was worst was that both of you were loathing your own self.

Chrollo's heart was crumbling like his childhood, thinking he was the worst scum of a man to exist and you were hating yourself for overreacting, you knew he would never lay his hands on you like that.

A conflicted and guilty sob left your gullet and before you could do anything, you were wrapped in the warmest of embraces.

"I am so sorry, I am so sorry," he chanted like a mantra.

You could always talk it out later, he had promised you eternity after all.

𝐊𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐤𝐚 (Anxiety)

The dull thumping headache that clouded all the rationality you had pestered you. It wasn't every day you got to spend time with your beloved. his quest for vengeance driving him off to do unspeakable things.

Every day you woke up and begged for his safety like a military spouse, that is how brazen he could go for his revenge.

You were already on your third cup of coffee, the clock striking 2 AM, he was supposed to return in the morning.

Calls weren't answered, and texts weren't read. You tried diverting yourself by finishing your office work, reading a book, cleaning the room, and making food for him, but nothing could substitute for the void that swirled in your mind.

Your heart was racing, your stomach pitfalling due to stress, and nausea bubbling in your throat. You had already made two trips to the bathroom just because of the queasiness, but your stomach was empty and so felt your heart.

Your were feeling hysteric, tears running down in fear and hands trembling like you just had frostbite.

The sound of the doorbell pierced your ears and you ran before you could comprehend the safety issue. As soon as the faint hint of his tired eyes registered in your brain; you were hugging him like your lifeline.

"I am home," his cold hands embraced you like a warm blessing of an oracle.

As they say, birds always return home, and his home was you.

A/N: I feel like all my 'pika fics have a similar theme of him returning home... :,)

Tags: @akumicchi @jazzylove @futuristicallykawaiiturtlele @kristaline2dmensimp @rintaroubby @nanaseishiro, @innerpurple

Hunter x Hunter (ハンタ x ハンタ)

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[carochinha]

19 Questions for Fic Writers!

I got tagged by @storybookprincess, thank you so so so much!!!

1. How many fics do you have on AO3?

Roughly... 16. That's not bad. Quite a respectable number!

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

328,674

Damn. That a lotta word. Wild to think a third of those words are from a single fic huh

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Bit of a lot of things. Hunter x Hunter and Daiya no Ace are my big ones, but I've also written for Kingdom Hearts, Haikyuu, Black Clover, Project Sekai and....... Homestuck.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

"A Very Hisoka Wedding" stands head and shoulders above anything else at 1,143 kudos, which is legit insane. This fic isn't close to being my best. It isn't close to being my most innovative. It isn't even the longest! And yet it has more Hits, Kudos and Bookmarks than anything else I've ever written. Wild. Following that, we have "(Country Roads, Take Me)Home for the Holidays" at 365, my actual magnum opus so far, "Kiss Me Once, Kiss Me Twice" at 321, a short Black Clover ficlet that somehow keeps getting love, "Weekend at Leorio's" at 295 and "Pink Love" at 256.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I used not to respond to comments, but in the past couple of years I've been trying to respond to every comment I get. I like getting responses to my comments when I post on other fics, so I also want people to get that happiness. Besides, it's only polite!

6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

...what is angst, signed, a permanently happy ending girlie.

Anyway it's probably "Quadratum Has Pocky", a KH drabble I wrote for Pocky Day which did not leave me with a lot of space for happy endings.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Literally all of them LMAO

But I guess "Red Eyes, Take Warning", my HxHBB fic this year gets special mention by giving Kurapika, the fandom's tragic boy, a happily-ever-after.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Sometimes. Home for the Holidays got a couple of comments once we got to the spicy part about how I should have tagged which character topped. That was wild. I'm talking like, HUGE paragraphs.

But not usually, no.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I did once! It was the vanillaest M/M ever written, but I sure did write it!

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

I do really like inter-sports-anime crossovers. I once wrote a Haikyuu x Daiya no Ace ficlet that was quite fun!

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not since I was 15 doing it myself translating my terrible Digimon fics into English lmao.

13. What’s your all-time favorite ship?

Favourite is a complicated word. All-time, however, isn't.

I've been an Akuroku girlie since 2005 and by GOD I will persist.

(the ship I most wish would become canon, however, is also from KH, but it's Soriku, which I've never even written about.....yet)

14. What’s a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

My Hunter x Hunter Praxis AU.

Huge AU, spanning five years, each of which focusing on a different set of characters, with highly specific references to a highly specific university culture from my country that like two people reading would understand. It's also technically a Reincarnation AU.

Yeah I'm never getting that written.

15. What are your writing strengths?

Apparently, characterization and making my character actions and plots seem believable in the context of canon. Which is good, because I really do strive for character voice matching the original, so I'm happy with this assessment by my readers LMAO

16. What are your writing weaknesses?

DESCRIBING ACTION.

If I ever have to write an action scene, I just don't. There is no combat in my fics, not because I dislike it, but because I can't write it lol.

17. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

Have done it. Will continue doing it when I find it appropriate. Helps when the POV character also isn't supposed to understand the language, because then you're just on the same page :D

18. First fandom you wrote for?

Digimon Adventure my beloved <3

(the fics themselves are also beloved, because although they're bad, I can see where I came from and how that shaped me into the writer I am today. My bad fics are a part of me and my journey just as much as my 100k word epics are.)

19. Favorite fic you’ve written?

Pausing + looking off into the distance.

You do realize this is an impossible question?

All the fics for me are... connections, within myself and with the people around me. Writing each one was a battle of finding the right words within me, the joy of sharing little snippets with friends, asking for help and bouncing off ideas. Listening to music and building the plot in my head as I walk, thinking about it as I fall asleep. Pouring my longing, my affection, my grief, and my hopes into these words, trying to connect with whoever will read them.

So I guess I'll say it's "All The Things He Said". It's the first fic I wrote for Daiya no Ace, a fandom I knew no one in. And I needed a beta. Trying to find that beta actually led me to finding one of my best friends, so I'm very thankful to this fic.

Anyway, tagging people! I'll tag @wingsonghalo because she had to read my bad Digimon fic and @tomioneer because of all I said in the last question!

[evereinefaust]

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 ࿐ྂ

Pairing: Kurapika Kurta X afab!Reader

Sypnosis: A revisit to a certain place brought back a lot of memories. And under the bed of flowers, two people confessed their genuine feelings for each other.

Word Count: 1,215

It's been a while since I visited this place, it's always been welcoming. You lay down on the grassy field which was surrounded by colorful flowers. It was your heaven, the place which made you feel happy. Many flowers bloomed everywhere, they all had vibrant colors and some had fragrant smells. It was a perfect place to rest. 

"[Name]? Is that you?" A certain blonde asked as he look closely at the figure. You only smiled as you turn around to see him, "Yup, it's me"

"Well, what are you doing here?" Kurapika asked as he sat down next to you, his blonde locks swaying with the wind. "I'm just visiting this place of mine again. What about you?" You replied to his question, and you look at him as you question back. "Well... I was looking for you..." He replied with pink blush dusting his face. "I saw your figure in this place and thought if it is really you. The others wanted to celebrate something with you"

"Hm...? What would that be?" You asked as you stared at the skies. The color sky blue was your favorite color in the world, it represents the clear sky, of course. But there is still more than one meaning of this color, sky blue is one of trust, honesty, and loyalty. It is sincere, reserved, and quiet, and doesn't like to make a fuss or draw attention. It hates confrontation and likes to do things in its own way. Yup, it truly resembles your personality. "Well... It's about Gon, he wanted to um... Well, he doesn't actually tell me about it. He just told me to find you because he wanted to celebrate something and needed you to be present" The blonde said, looking at the [hair length] [hair color]-haired girl with her locks swaying together with the wind too. "Hm... A secret, huh?" You muttered, "Well... I'm going later, let me stay here for a while"

The two stayed in the meadow for a while, staring at the blue skies while the fluffy white clouds floated above the land. Once thirty minutes passed, the female sat up and then picked one flower at her side. "What are you doing?" He asked, looking at her. "This is a yellow rose. Throughout history, yellow has been closely associated with the sun, making these roses excellent for cheering people up. Yellow roses send a message of appreciation and platonic love without the romantic subtext of other colors. The color represents feelings of joy and delight" You stated, giving him the yellow rose you had. "Platonic love, huh?" Kurapika mumbled as he studied the flower.

The female chuckled and then stood up, Kurapika looked at you with a questioning look. "Where are you going?" He asked. "Just stay here, I'm going to find some more flowers. Don't worry, I won't go far from you, Onii-sama" You chuckled and then walked away. "Please stop calling me Onii-sama" Kurapika flushed red. You loved to tease Kurapika much, the age gap between the two of you is only one year. When you met him at the hunter exam, he acted like a big brother to you and you sometimes call him Onii-sama. You had a deep feeling for him as your 'big brother', but because of this relationship, you consider him more than a big brother.

You really loved this place, this place was the inheritance of your mother. You are a manipulator. You manipulate plants and nature, especially flowers. This was your power, that's why you always care about this place. With your presence alive, this place will never wither, ever. You looked around the place and smiled as you notice a red rose. You went to it and then picked it up, roses are the symbol of love. That's what they say. But one flower can have different meanings, and this one had. One of the most universal of all symbols, the red rose represents true love. 

Once you got what you wanted, you came back to the male who was laying on the grass. "Kurapika!" You called while walking to him. "What is that now?" He asked, looking at your towering figure. He blushed. "For you" Yo gave him the red rose then sat down next to him. "Um... Thanks..." He thanked you as he got the yellow rose from his side. "The red colors range from bright red to deep burgundy. Varieties include Charlotte, Forever Young, Classy, and Rouge Baiser. Red roses are given to those who you want to show love and passion, people who you have great respect for, and those who have shown great courage. The quantity can also have a special meaning. A single red rose shows love, a dozen shows gratitude, twenty-five shows congratulations and fifty show unconditional love. Two red roses are tied together to symbolize an engagement. The shade of the red has a meaning as well. Bright red means love, burgundy means unconscious love and dark crimson is used to show mourning. A withered red rose is used to show that the love is over. A red rosebud symbolizes youthful love and beauty" You stated as you looked at the skies, at him, then back to the sky. "The one I gave had this meaning; love. Since I gave you one, bright red rose"

"You can't say that you're the one who can give me this" Kurapika said, earning your attention. You looked at him with a questioning look. "This is for you..." He gave you two red roses tied together while looking away, but his blush is visible to you. You blushed at this. Two red roses tied together symbolize an engagement. Is this for real? 

"That is so sweet of you, Onii-sama" You teased, but the blush is still plastered on your face. "I know that you're not ready for this. Teasing might not help" Kurapika told you, in a serious tone he has, but he also had this loving tone that would make your heart melt. You were speechless, yes, he's right. You were not ready for this, you two are still young. Well, that's what you always thought. You tried to let this kind of event lapse by teasing him. But it seems that it doesn't work. "Y-you know that I wasn't prepared for this kind of stuff..." You stuttered while looking away.

"I know, please take care of these roses until the right time comes. So you can remember it, our engagement" Kurapika smiled sweetly with eyes close. You looked back at him and then smiled. "Yeah..." 

The two of you looked at each other's eyes for a while, unconsciously, you two started to lean slowly. Because this is your first time, you closed your eyes and waited for his lips to touch yours. Once it did, a tingling sensation ran down your spine. It lasted for a while when the two of you separate for air. "I love you," You said under your breath as you placed your head on his shoulder. "I love you too, my rose" 

[ddarker-dreams]

Hi, I loved your Hell Within Reach story and I was wondering if you're willing to write/respond what was First's reaction to the events that happened in the Yorknew City arc? Like Pakunoda's and Uvogins deaths, because I know she was close with Pakunoda and her thoughts on the chain user?

honestly the yorknew city arc for HWR reader is the most depressing experience JGKEMR -1 best friend from the party and her boyfriend is put on indefinite cooldown. she is NOT having a good time!!!!

i haven’t highlighted it that much in uploaded material, but HWR reader and uvogin had a somewhat strained relationship at first. he was the troupe member who teased her the most over her various quirks (speaking/acting very formally, caring a great deal over cleanliness, refusal to eat anything unhealthy/consume alcohol, etc). while it was never with malicious intent it still didn’t exactly thrill her. throughout the course of her time with the spiders, she learned to take these things in stride, and even become slightly less of a stick in the mud. they were on friendly terms by his death. she wants to avenge him using whatever method honors him the most — unrivaled bloodshed. 

pakunoda’s death... ow. it would really come crashing down on her head. HWR reader could almost chalk up uvogin’s death to an occupational hazard, no matter how sad it might be, but paku’s was due to a supposed troupe member’s betrayal (hisoka). she finds that to be unforgivable. paku’s final act was the antithesis to hisoka’s selfish predilections that prioritized himself over the spider. HWR reader would end up feeling very empty following the conclusion of the yorknew arc, to the point of apparent apathy. she can no longer contact her closest companion, chrollo, and she lost one of her most cherished friends. 

subsequently, her and machi would grow closer though. they were more like acquaintances who mostly hung out when pakunoda held get-togethers. a friend’s friend. neither would really voice the sentiment or fully understand it. just sitting next to each other in silence by pakunoda’s grave, there was this sense of newfound comradery. 

as for her thoughts on kurapika, she actually hates hisoka way more GJEKRL she felt that kurapika won in a fair fight against uvogin, whereas without hisoka’s help, he wouldn’t have gotten nearly as far. or at least without such ease. HWR reader is firmly anti hisoka.

[mianavs]

Hello~ I saw your requests are open and since I loved your Kurapika toxic HC's I was wondering if you could write something for him? NSFW or SFW but as dark and angst as you want please? Maybe reader hurts herself because she feels empty and when is going to do the do with Kurapika he notices? I am not creative, sorry but I love bad endings and suffering lol

thank you for the prompt and i hope you like the scenario! ngl, writing this made me all sorts of sad but i also like angst/suffering. that being said, dark content below so read at your own risk!

tw: self-harm, drugs, blood, smut

wc: 1.3k+

“Y’wanna know what your fuckin’ problem is? Y’feel too much and sooner or later it’s gonna catch up t’ya.”

That was what your boss had said after your first mission as an assassin three years ago. You could still taste the bile you retched, hear his roaring laughter as he watched you, see the needle that pierced his skin and the liquid that disappeared from the syringe into his forearm.

He died of an overdose 6 months later and that was enough to permanently steer you away from drugs. You preferred to feel pain instead of being numb, so you turned to blades instead of needles and got addicted to slitting your skin instead of shooting up heroin.

You started off small with little nicks in hidden places like the back of your thighs, under your arms, and on your hands. The sting helped you cope with the guilt you felt after eliminating your victims that included criminals, parents, murderers, and children alike—your job didn’t discriminate.

But like any other addiction, you started building up a tolerance to the pain and the little cuts just didn’t do it anymore. You pressed down harder and dragged the blade more until scarlet crevices opened up, disgorging a steady stream of blood. With each incision, you sucked in a breath and let the sharp pain course through you. Whenever you cut down too deeply and tears welled up in your eyes, you blinked them away, remembering the life fading from your victims’ eyes. If they didn’t cry at death’s doorstep then you sure as hell couldn’t after only a couple of gashes.

Even though you drowned in guilt as soon as you stumbled back home, you never hesitated during a job and that was the version of you he met—the confident, cold-blooded killer.

It wasn’t his power, intellect, or stunning blood-red eyes that drew you to him like a moth to a flame; it was the barely subdued rage that seeped out of him even when he tried hard to conceal it. Kurapika was probably the only person in the world who was as miserable as you and that comforted you to some extent.

An extended job with a mafia boss in York New had you running into him frequently at meetings or events to his vexation. From the permanent scowl on his face whenever you were in his vicinity to the cutting contempt whenever he addressed you, it didn’t take long for you to conclude Kurapika didn’t like you in the slightest and you wondered if it was because he recognized the misery in the depths of your eyes.

You soon learned his poison of preference was liquor and during those nights when you found him at a rundown bar surrounded by empty bottles, you sat next to him and watched him down glass after glass. You made it a habit to count the number of drinks it took until the hatred in his eyes turned into a melancholia that tugged at your bruised heart.

Most of the time, Kurapika ignored you completely but sometimes he spoke to you and, at his most vulnerable, even asked you to drink with him. You never understood the appeal of alcohol and hated the strong bitter taste of it, but you never rejected the invitation Kurapika extended and swallowed every last drop of the liquor he poured. It never took long for the effects of alcohol to hit until you completely blacked out, yet, somehow, you always made it back to your bedroom the following day.

It was your last night in York New when Kurapika invited you for a drink and, like always, you accepted with a false smile that matched his forced civility. After pouring you a couple of drinks and only a bottle in, he spoke to you.

“Why do you insist on drinking when you hate it?” He didn’t even sound buzzed while your face was already flushed.

“Would you believe me if I said it’s because I’m interested in you?”

It was meant to be a joke and you even quirked your head for effect but something shifted in Kurapika’s eyes and suddenly you became awfully aware about how close the two of you were. His eyes shifted down to your lips and your throat constricted when you felt his slim fingers thread through your hair as he drew you in for a kiss.

Your heart thumped erratically in your chest like the first time you cut someone down and a river of blood appeared at your feet. Your skin burned like the first time you lost control and made cuts all over your body until all you saw was red. Kurapika’s bruising kiss and harsh grip on your hair blurred your vision with tears of pain but his warm tongue and intoxicating taste opened up a foreign pool of emotions that you were falling into headfirst.

You only became vaguely aware of your situation when the two of you were peeling off each other’s clothes in a moonlit hotel room. If Kurapika noticed the slightly protruding lines that marred the entire surface of your skin in varying tones, he didn’t mention it and continued to touch, grip, bruise, kiss, suck, and bite all over until you forgot all about your disfigured body.

Despite it being your first time, he wasn’t gentle and you loved it that much more. He stretched you out until you were bleeding when he first bottomed out while you dug your nails into his skin and bit down on his shoulder. The sharp pain continued when he pulled out almost completely before snapping his hips back and filling you up to the hilt.

Pleasure came when he adjusted your position and continuously hit a spot deep within you while sucking on your tits until your nipples became red and swollen. The pain never left, however, as his teeth bit down on your sensitive breasts and his hands held your thighs in a bruising grip.

You cried out your pleasure amidst the mess of blood, sweat, and tears and, seconds later, Kurapika groaned his before pulling out and covering your stomach with spurts of his hot semen. The two of you laid in the bed until your breathing evened out and the sticky pink residue between your legs dried up.

When your high subsided and self-loathing reared its ugly head again, you ignored the growing ache in your lower half and sat up, scanning the room for your clothes. Just when you’d gathered enough strength to rise to your feet, cold fingers traced the scars on your arm, causing you to shiver from the sudden contact.

“Why?”

It was only one word but you knew exactly what he meant. Your first instinct was to make something up to hide your weakness like the assassin you were trained to be, but you decided to be honest for the first time in your life.

“Coping mechanism…for my job. Pain helps me hate myself a little less.” You replied, cursing your quavering voice and the hot tears that threatened to spill. You didn’t deserve to cry and he sure as hell would rebuke you for it.

Except, he didn’t.

“Don’t we all have them? Things we hate about ourselves.” His voice was softer than you’d ever heard but it was the words he spoke that made you surrender to the sobs building up in your chest. You lowered your head and let the tears fall to the ground. The sound of your crying was something you always hated, so you buried your face into your hands to muffle your wails.

The bed shifted underneath you and before you could turn around to see what Kurapika was doing, soft lips pressed a kiss to the scar on your shoulder. The gentleness of the action only made you cry even harder because you knew it was something you didn’t deserve but you wanted it, nonetheless.

[thedancefloorsilly]

Hey, I hope you're taking care of yourself, even if it's a little.

If possible, could I please get something for Killua with an older biological sister who's younger than Illumi and Milluki and that Killua has an actual HEALTHY relationship with.

I physically can't find anything like this and it's really disappointing 😔

Healthy Sibling Relationship w/ the Reader

A/n: Thank you so much thats so sweet :) You as well <33 And ofc ofc I love this request!! I hope this is good anon 😩!

Character: Killua

- The one thing you always hated as a child was growing up to be shaped into an assassin, or more as, growing up as a Zoldyck child. You knew that your parents took the family business extremelyseriously, and they made sure that each of their children were going to be molding into a professional assassin to continue on this legacy. But the minute you were born into this family, the harsh reality of becoming one was one of the worst part of it

- Not only was their “training” the worst part of the seemingly never-ending days, but the restricting thought of having your whole life planned out for you was something that you hated. While the rest of your family members were so engaged into this business, the only people you could vent to about this were the butlers, who were told not to say anything that would interfere with you becoming an assassin.

- On most days you felt alone in the Zoldyck, but, the minute that your parents announced that they were having another kid, that’s when everything changed. Once Killua was born, you knew that you were going to try your best to protect him.

- During your childhood, you and Killua (and sometimes Alluka) would spend most of your days playing together. You were one of the people that Killua would look up the most, and with that, he was always your little shadow. Wherever you went, young Killua would always end up following.

- If he was ever sad or upset with something, the first person he would end up going to for solace was you. Killua always found a comfort in your presence, one that he definitely did not feel with his other siblings and family members. You were also always his go-to person to rant or vent to about things. One of the main things you and Killua (but especially Killua) would rant about? The dread of knowing you both had your lives picked for you.

- It was no secret that Killua was always apprehensive of the idea of growing up to be a professional assassin. Plus, with the fact that he was the ‘heir’ to lead their family business, this idea only added a bit more pressure onto his shoulders. You were always there to listen to his rants and vents, always encouraging that what Killua was feeling was completely valid.

- The more and more you and him got those chances to talk, the more Killua became very headstrong about his decision to eventually leave (something that you also wanted to do). Of course, you guys only spoke about this in secret, not wanting the other family members to hear about your little ‘plan’. Well eventually, out of impulse, Killua did end up running away from home (while you also followed).

- While it did feel a little weird once you guys left, it also gave you and Killua this sense of freedom? This also gave you guys both a chance to reflect on what you really wanted to do in life, rather than living up to the family name. Eventually, once your little brother heard about the hunter exam, Killua already knew that he wanted to try it out just for fun, and as a way to pass time to find out what he wanted to do in life. And of course, you had to be there with him, you guys were inseparable!!!

- While taking the Hunter exam, he would always tease you about how better he was doing than you were. During the running portion, you guys teased each other whether if you guys were getting tired or not (”Oooohhh looks like someones getting tired”, and stuff like that).

- Killua always mentions how important you are to him to the people he’s met (like Gon, Leorio, Kurapika). You are a big factor in his life, and someone who provided comfort through the hard days. As someone who’s been there for him through every step of the way, you mean so much to Killua, especially since you were the main person who gave him the guts to finally run away from home in the first place.

[thebigsimp]

Kurapika Kuruta  x reader - Dating headcanon

summary: basically how I see Kurapika dating someone 

content: relationship, soft and pure and the tiniest bit of nsfw (reserving that to a separated hcs) and a little bit dark as well

word count: 918

tw: Pain, thoughts of the death of a loved one, suggestive at some point 

notes:  I am in love with this men omfg 

- Well well well ... 

- before dating he would be very careful, not because he didn’t enjoy your presence because he clearly thought you were cute but he thought that he wouldn’t be capable to maintain any relationship with anybody 

- he doesn't want random people to get hurt so he just distant himself from you like he just don’t want you to be involved with the all taking revenge on his clan because it’s too dangerous

- He knows that you are capable of fighting but he knows that you will be the first target if you start to be included

- but when he sees you talking to Killua and Gon during the exam, he felt bad and started to talk with you 

- what makes him interested in you? the reason you gave Killua for wanting to become a hunter, he saw how caring and kind you were and he just fell in love with you 

- he won’t ask you the specifics about your mission but will listen carefully when you gave informations about your childhood 

- when he feels the first form of attraction he will try to back off at first knowing that you probably didn’t have time for love 

- he will definitely try to tell himself that he got things to do and think about but eventually it just became to hard to hide 

- coming from him I feel like he will be totally prepared once he decided to confess 

- like this men knows an entire script that describe his feelings and what he wants to pursue with you 

- he’ll make sure to wait for the proper moment because he doesn't want to annoys you or make a fool of himself

- be ready for the cutest shit ever, this men will literally take you on a date before confessing I swear to god 

- “Hey y/n, you seem pretty tense let’s go somewhere nice” 

- he prepared a picnic near a lake, ask Leorio to set it properly “please I trust you” but it’s sounds more like a threat oops

- the date would be super calming for you, while for him it was a little bit stressful 

- tbh you clearly knew what was coming, because he was letting you some hints by fear of rejection 

- then like that he just tells you “ listen, I know you don’t want to risk a relationship with anyone but I'm willing to take that risk with you, so what do you think” 

- the rest of the date was full of admiration for you and the most caring gestures that a men could ever give you  

- he is in love with you and you can feel it 

- you guys didn’t say that you were dating at first, a decision you both took to protect each other, but was quickly retracted by Kurapika himself after seeing Hisoka flirting with you 

- he trusted you of course but hearing Hisoka talking to you in a such filthy way drove him crazy 

- after that he get more and more protective other you, clearly he don’t want to loose you, so he would do literally anything in order to keep you safe 

- he’d be the boyfriend who look at other guys like “touch her and you’ll know the true meaning of pain” 

- can get a little bit violent if someone is trying really hard 

- you get to be called “my love” “darling” “honey” 

- Kinda hesitant to let you hang out with the rest of the main four (Killua, Gon and Leorio) because they have an overwhelming energy when you there and he knows that you like to chill most of the time 

- like yes it’s fun to be around some fun and cool people like them but it’s emotionally, physically and mentally draining to hang out with those three - mostly Killua and Gon. Leorio can settled down when needed grumpy old men 

- but he cannot lie, he just love seeing how everyone loves you  

- when it’s time for you both to start your missions he gets kinda worried 

- his plan is pretty dangerous on it’s own but yours sounded like a nightmare 

- at one point he really thought you were dead he hated himself for a entire week for not protecting you when you needed him, turns out you had took the time to go visit your parents and completely forget to come back at the date that you guys settled 

- when you come back he just can’t keep his hands off you 

- kisses, cuddles, like this men nearly kills you with his affection 

- “ I thought you were dead, I'm sorry for not believing in you” 

- while you hate yourself for the lack of communication 

- he reassures you, and this is the moment where you really saw how deep is trauma was, making a promesse to never leaving him alone

- Because he lost so many people he loved, he really doesn’t need to loose you as well and so on you decided that your love for Kurapika was way stronger than a random mission that will probably kill you

- I feel like he will be the first to initiate more intimate things, like one night he just need to feel your presence but a cuddle isn’t enough 

- I  see him being the “let’s chill at the house and never talk to anybody for a week y/n” type guy

- You guys rarely have arguments but when you guys have you talk it out pretty easily

- basically he is perfect for you and he thinks that you are perfect for him 

Is it too much or is it enough ? I don’t know I could talk about Kurapika for hours 

- 🐈‍⬛

[bcdwhcre]

hi, could you do another picture of kurapika please? you can refuse if you want, love your imagines 💕 ily

“Deep End,” Kurapika x Reader

Summary: being Kurapika’s S/O and he suddenly goes in a rampage, murdering all the spiders and ghosting you in the process- leading to a search mission.

Warnings: none none

I came up with this last minute and I’m hoping this turns out as good as it did in my head jeeeez.

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It had been weeks since you’ve heard from Kurapika and it honestly made you worry a lot about whether or not he was okay or even alive at this point. He was never the type to leave you hanging or ignore your messages so when he started to slowly distance himself from you, you could only think of the worst.

At first it was a few dry messages a day, then it led to barely one a day, or one every other day to one a week to none at all. You couldn’t help but wonder if this was his was of dumping you, did he fall out of love?

You didn’t know what was going through his head, he could be thinking about anything but you knew Kurapika very well, like the back of your hand- if he was bothered by you, he would be honest about it instead of ghosting you so there could be another reason why he disappeared.

He even rejected his friends calls and messages, you later found out when you’ve asked Leorio if he knew where he was. After that you began to panic more as days and weeks flew by and nothing.

All while Kurapika sat in a different country, blood covering his hands as he moved the chains back up to hide them. He looked down at one of the troupe members he had killed off, he’s done that to more than half of them- leaving Chrollo for last.

He’s completely fallen off the wagon, falling in an endless loop down a never ending hole. He was full of rage and anger, he had completely forgotten about his friends and even his own partner he had left at home all alone.

It was too late for him to turn back though, he already started his rampage- it’s only fitting to continue until he was done with every single member of the spiders, he had to for his clan.

But as almost a year flew by, you found yourself going on a search mission for him. You were afraid that he didn’t want to be found and if that was true, he was pretty good at keeping himself well hidden.

Your mind had instantly came across the troupe members he had talked about. You knew it was of some connection, you just didn’t know where to start- that is until you got word that half of the members have been wiped out clean.

It was in a news article in one of the countries you went to, it was a big story being covered and your mind had set on Kurapika when you saw it. You knew this was his doing, it had to be especially if the killings were so brutal and full of hate.

It wasn’t long till you quickly flown to the area where the last murder was, hoping he would still be there as you searched throughout almost the whole city, cursing under your breath as you tried to ask around for help.

As days rolled by and you had absolutely nothing to go with, you had to sit and think about which troupe member he would strike next. You had written every members name, in the order they were killed in- it had to be of some important, right? You didn’t know, you were just going off a hunch.

You sat at the table in the hotel room, staring at the paper and figuring out the level of importance of each member. Soon enough, you had came up with a small theory and figured which one would most likely be next.

It was hard to even try to track down the members and where they would be staying at. Surprisingly you weren’t all that bad with tracking down someone, you weren’t that dumb but when it came to Kurapika, he was surely too hard to track.

You were a few steps behind him and you needed to put yourself in the position to be ahead of him and ahead of the little game he’s playing.

That is until you made it to another place, figuring out small little details about the member you assumed would be next and it wasn’t long until you found that member, still alive and well.

You waited until dark, it had to be when Kurapika would strike if he were to come to this specific member. But he was much more smarter than you, he was always prepared and had different plans.

He was already inside the building you were on top of, he had already killed the member right under your nose and soon enough he walked out of the place, covered in blood and made his way back to the hotel he was staying at.

You had caught a glimpse of him, making sure you were well hidden as you followed him back to the hotel and waited a moment before pounding your fist on the door. You were upset and hurt and now that you’ve caught up to him, you couldn’t help but feel all of these different emotions.

He didn’t respond at first until you kept knocking and knocking.

“I know you’re in there, Kurapika!” You shouted, soon the door had swung open at the sound of your voice.

His scarlet eyes had met yours, the pain written across his face as the suit he wore covered in blood. He was shocked to see you standing in front of him, he didn’t think this day would happen.

He never forgot about you, he always thought about you- always missed you but his rage and his hatred had driven him far away to make sure you wouldn’t get hurt in the process.

“What are you doing here?” He asked, you can hear the pain in his voice, the sadness as you stepped inside of the hotel room and glanced around.

“You know why I’m here.”

He had closed the door behind you, not knowing what to exactly say or what to do. He didn’t think you would be able to track him down and find him, he hoped you would just forget about him and move on, only because he knew he messed up and he knew there was no going back from this.

“Why didn’t you tell me anything?” You asked, walking over to the single bed that was in the room and sat down at the edge of it.

His eyes had watched you for a moment, searching his brain for something to say to you, a reason, an explanation but he couldn’t think of anything. He was lost for words, speechless and stunned that you were standing in front of him again.

His aching heart had broke when he had to leave you behind but the sadness that washed over him about his clans deaths, he had to do something about it. He was happy with you and he felt free but of course it never lasted long when the overwhelming guilt had him pinned down by his throat.

“I’m sorry, I don’t know what to really say here.” He admitted, the blood still stained on his skin and the clothes he wore.

“I just want to know why you didn’t tell me anything. I could’ve help, I would’ve understood but instead you ghosted me like I meant nothing to you.”

“That’s not true, you mean everything to me.”

“Then what was it, Kurapika? It’s been almost a year.”

“I just.. I needed to do this one thing.” He admitted, shrugging his shoulders as he walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge of it.

“And leave me in the dark? How is that fair? We’re supposed to be a team and I had to be alone for months and come hunt you down and for what?” You didn’t want to be so angry with him, you understood his pain and his suffering but the fact he left you in the closet while he went to go do what he wanted- it hurt you deeply.

“I’m sorry, I am.” He ran his fingers through his messy hair, his sad scarlet eyes moving up to meet yours and soon enough they were filling up with tears.

You sighed softly, walking over and standing in front of him as he sat there on the bed. You looked at the blood he was covered in, moving your hand down to caress his soft cheek and meet eyes with him. You didn’t realize just how much you missed him until he had opened up the door.

He couldn’t help but let a few tears slip from his eyes but you were quick to wipe them away and shake your head as you remained quiet. His hands had moved up and soon his arms were around your waist, his head against your chest and you had softened up instantly.

“I’m so sorry, Y/N. I’m sorry.” He repeated, closing his eyes tightly as he kept thinking about how badly he had fucked up by leaving you behind.

“I promise you, I won’t disappear again. Forgive me.” He was pleading, mumbling soft words and trying to remind you that he loved you and you had felt the same, you loved Kurapika with everything inside of you.

“Just don’t leave me again..”

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Idk what I’m doing anymore

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[gothyyy]

A/N: yes, I know I have two ongoing series right now but I’ve had this idea in my mind for like 6 months and only recently got the motivation to write it

Pairing(s): Kurapika x GN! reader

Genre: songfic, angst to fluff, enemies to lovers kinda shit I never thought I’d find myself writing

Song I used for inspiration: Affection by between friends

Warnings: mentions of blood and gore, death, drug use, and general angsty stuff, OOC kurapika

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You were a member of the phantom troupe, and somehow, you found yourself falling in love with the man who had sworn to kill you for being involved in the death of his clan. You hadn’t done any of the killing yourself, as at the time you had been deemed too young to go on missions with the troupe, but you knew and didn’t do anything to stop it. Soon enough, you found yourself turning traitor to the troupe and helping the man who wanted to chain you to hell. You stood guard on the rooftop, waiting for the mafia leaders to show up to the underground auction.

You knew all too well the man of your interests wasn’t particularly fond of you. In fact, he probably hated you. He simply tolerated you because you gave him the information he needed. At least, or so you thought. “You already have all the information you need from me, why are you still keeping me around?” You asked sadly, looking up at the sky. To distract yourself from the fear of Kurapika’s answer, you observed the sky above you. It was inky black in color, with the intricate patterns of far out stars lighting up the sky. Next to you, Kurapika inhaled sharply before responding. “Because…I…can’t just leave you like that.” He said simply in response. Since your relationship wasn’t all it seemed to be, where you pretended to hate each other but tolerate the other’s presence for your own personal gain. Though, that was how it would appear to an outsider.

You also used each other for affection. Late-night cuddles and half drunken confessions of your darkest secrets you had previously swore you’d never utter. Kurapika said everything he wanted to you, he had no filter and you knew full damn well he speaks curses in his sleep. He was your source of affection in all the wrong places, and you’d continue to lean on each other to fill the empty places in your hearts.

Before Kurapika had become a part of your life, you relied on drugs to fill the place in your heart meant for a lover.

For a while, you had been suspecting that Kurapika didn’t just tolerate you and your need for his affection in return for information on the Troupe.

“We should run away together, just the two of us. We could take our Hunter’s Licenses and move to a remote country. There, the phantom troupe can’t get us, since to them I’m a runaway and you’re a priority for them to kill.” You remarked offhandedly. You looked over at Kurapika, having gotten tired of staring up at the sky. He had his hands over his eyes and was fidgeting with them. He had taken off his grey contacts to reveal his natural light brown eyes, as he wasn’t feeling any intense emotions they weren’t scarlet.

“Let’s go then.” He said with a small smile.

[white-poppie]

Pure Imagination

Request: Hello!! Can I request a soulmate AU with Killua, Kurapika, Feitan and Chrollo where they finally meet their soulmate?

Poppie note: Happy Yorknew Day! The smile on my face whenever someone requests something for Kurapika 🤎. Soulmate AUs are one of my favourite things to write, too much fluff, but you know what I love even more? The bittersweet feeling :))

Pairing: Killua, Feitan, Chrollo, Kurapika with Gn! reader

Hunter x Hunter (ハンタ x ハンタ)

𝐊𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐚

AU: you share scars/whatever you draw on your body with your soulmate.

This wasn't the first time Killua was meeting you.

The first time he crossed paths with you was 6 years ago; when he was 8. He felt as if time had stopped for him. There was this dull ache in his chest, pounding against his vessels, coiling in the maze of his stomach, only to be taut again when he realised that his family would kill you.

The tiny scar on his palm, a tiny and irregular shape, indeed no one else could have it. He was on an assassination mission with Illumi, hiding in a shop; he rushed out when he saw the target, only to bump into you.

He apologized and helped you up, gasping at the sight of the scar, and before you could question him about his reaction, he was gone.

After a few hours, for the first time your soulmate sent a marking on your arm, "I saw you today, wait for me. I will come back for you.--Killua Zoldyck."

It didn't take you long to figure out, your soulmate was no one other than the Albino boy. Since then he slowly sent you small messages, until today. Today, you received an address.

"Hi," he breathed shakily, feeling that giddiness and longing all over again, his hair was more settled down and his height had increased a little, "...hi soulmate...I mean Y/N."

You gulped and bit your lip to stop yourself from crying out, "Hey Killua."

Finding the most courage he could muster, he shakily took your hand in his. He was here to stay, he wouldn't leave, never again.

𝐅𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧

AU: The first words that your soulmate says to you are on your wrist.

Your friend was an asshole.

He took money from some infamous troupe and now you were being questioned by a tall blonde woman and a guy who looked like a samurai in a dark dungeon, tied up to a pole.

"I told you, I really don't know where he is or where he kept the money, I didn't even know he was involved in this stuff!" you cried out frustratedly.

The blonde woman sighed and called for one of her subordinates, "Feitan!"

"Take it from here," she clicked the heel of her stilettoes.

The raven-haired man breathed in annoyance and sat in front of you. His dragon-monolid eyes, scratched the very core of your being, tantalizingly.

"So, what do we have here?" he said to you and a strangled gasp of pain left your throat--the pain on your wrist, it was burning.

His eyebrows scrunched into a thin line, "what the hell are you doing?"

"My wrist...it hurts so bad!" you cried out and Feitan's eyes widened in surprise, those words were too familiar for his liking. He looked down to his wrist, to see the marks fading away with a slight sting.

It didn't hurt as much as you were whining, you had to be one of the sensitive types then, his favourite~.

"To think I would meet you here, out of all places," he said breathlessly, but there was a mischievous glint in his eyes that scared you, "hey there soulmate, you and I are going to have a fun time~"

𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨

AU: Red string of Fate

Chrollo looked at his Rado wristwatch for the nth time today. He wasn't used to it, the calmness. The non-rushed routine of work. All the members of the tropes were gone for a mission and he was free for the day, so he decided to go for a walk along the coast.

Chrollo, although hated to admit it, was still waiting for his soulmate. He was past the age, true, but a man can dream, right?

The small red string on his pinky was always so loose. Indicating that you were far away.

For the last few weeks, it itched due to the incredible tautness, his palms fell clammy with each shortened length of the string. He could simply wait for you to come...maybe you might, maybe you won't.

But my oh my! You were killing him with the wait!

Chrollo ran a hand through his hair and took a deep breath and before he could think...he was running in the direction of the string.

He ran and ran, a faint drizzle came that soaked his clothes wet and stuck his raven hair to his forehead.

He had been a coward for far too long now, he wasn't going to stop anymore.

He came to stop when he saw the string end, looking up he saw you crouched to a small box on the corner of the road.

You felt a tug on your side of the string and looked at the man.

"What took you so long?" he asked breathlessly due to all the running.

"Cat," you picked up the feline from the box and showed it to him.

"Huh?" Oh man, his poor heart, you were too cute!

𝐊𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐤𝐚

AU: you can see your soulmate's emotions through a ring on your finger. The colour changes to pink when you meet your soulmate

Blue. Your soulmate ring almost never changed its colour. When it did, it was for the worse only. For as long as you can remember, your ring had always been Blue, Dark Blue or Red.

Melancholy, Depression or Rage. You have never seen any positive colour on your soulmate ring. Your heart ached for him, for a person you had never met.

The ring was getting warm. He was close, your soulmate was close, but he could be anywhere! Your eyes searched frantically for him, this was your last chance to meet him.

Seconds turned to minutes. Minutes turned to hours. You sighed and sat exhausted on a bench, holding your head in your arms, you twiddled with the ring.

A blond boy was sitting next to you. On one hand, he had multiple silver rings while on another he had one singular--the colour of his ring hadn't changed too: orange, frustration.

You looked back at your ring. It was dark blue in colour. Your throat felt dry like a desert when you looked at it...you were looking forward to it.

Your dry throat soon let out a gasp when you saw the blue morph into pink. Your expression was returned by the blond boy next to you. His ring turning pink too.

Your lips trembled when you looked at him. Shocked by how such a frail body could be the temple of such heart-wrenching emotions.

His eyes were glossy as he looked at you, voice-cracking as he spoke, "Hi I am Kurapika -hmph!"

And before he could've completed his sentence, you embraced him in the tightest hug possible.

His heart was palpitating out of his chest and it took him a while to relax into the hug. That's right, you were his soulmate after all.

You were going to be there for him, making sure that he never felt those wretched emotions again.

A/N: mann I am so in love with Kurapika :,)

Tags: @akumicchi @jazzylove @futuristicallykawaiiturtle @kristaline2dmensimp @rintaroubby @nanaseishiro

Hunter x Hunter (ハンタ x ハンタ)

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[chuuyrr]

dear cupid [killua x reader]

Note: this has been in my requests for some time now !! this was requested by my friend, eya, thank you so much mwa ! enjoy reading this prompt everyone and grab some tissues you’ll need it wink wonk ;D

i have also bolded out a repeated word throughout the story. 

can you guess what it means? :’) 

Warnings: 

sad & angst. 

REALLY SAD SAD

heavy themes.

this is based on the fictional disease called hanahaki, caused or born from one-sided love, it results in the patient throwing up flower petals, having flowers grow inside their lungs when they suffer from one-sided love.

killua’s age will be older in this one

i warned you alright?

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september 7 | 4:04am 

dear cupid, 

why are you so cruel?

why does it hurt like this?

-

“I don’t need help.” 

Your voice was sullen. Even with your mask on, you could never hide your melancholy let alone the pain. Your friend, Kurapika, was urging you to attend therapy since you refused to get surgery. You’ve been diagnosed with the fatal disease called Hanahaki. At first you thought it was nothing but an old tale that you hear. But it was more than hoax, it was real. As much as you’d like to think of it as a silly thing, it wasn’t. 

You hear Kurapika sigh at the other side of your screen as the two of you called. Kurapika was one of your closest friends and he was the only person you told your predicament about because you trusted him the most. 

“[Name], please.” His voice was trembling as he pleaded. Kurapika sounded as if he was about to cry. The tone of his voice was enough to pierce your heart with guilt and shame. You were deeply aware of how your predicament was also affecting the only person that cared about you. “Just listen to me. It’s hurting you. You need help.”

“You know, it’s pass four in the morning. You should go to sleep, Kurapika.” You say as you close the diary that was resting on your study desk. “I shouldn’t have bothered you. I’m sorry.”

“But you never bother me [Name]! Pleas— But it was already too late. You had already pressed on the ‘end call’ button before you could let your friend finish his statement.

You grabbed the diary and gel pen lying on your desk and shoveled it in one of the drawer compartments of your desk. You made your way towards the bathroom, you didn’t even bother with the absence of light in the hallway. You were no longer afraid of the dark unlike before. You could feel your life force being drained from you with each day. You were merely dragging your feet just to wake up only to mourn from the pain and bittersweet fate you had to face every single day. 

Cough.. Cough..

It’s been a year since you have contacted the said disease. You’ve been hurting ever since the day you found out that Killua had found himself the girl of his dreams. Kerin. It skinned you alive to see how the two of them were made so fittingly for each other. However, you could never hate Killua’s beloved girl.

Why? 

Kerin makes him so happy. Whenever you see the two of them together, she never failed to make him smile and laugh. In fact, she was beyond perfection. Kerin was very sweet and loving, in fact she’s very friendly too. You can remember the first time Killua introduced you to her. It was fucking painful. You wished you didn’t agreed and told him you were busy instead.

“Ah, so you’re [Name]. It’s so nice to finally meet you!” She greets you warmly as you stand there, frozen. You couldn’t speak even speak to her. You were too shocked and in absolute pain just from seeing her in person. All you could do was muster up a smile, hoping Kerin and Killua would buy it. And they did.

Another thing about Kerin, she was gorgeous. Absolutely stunning compared to you. You could see why Killua thought of you as nothing more but a simple best friend. You were plain and simple unlike her of course he’d pick her instead. Why would Killua choose someone like you? 

Sometimes you’d wonder, you’d even wish, what it would be like to be in her shoes for at least one day? That would be such a dream to have.

Cough.. Cou— WHEEZE! ACK!

You felt your knees buckle, an immense pain staggering across your chest. Your blurry field of vision stared upon the daffodils that fell from your mouth. You felt the petals brush against your throat to your gums as you flushed them all out from your systems, fidgeting and quietly sobbing from the throbbing pain it was giving you.

On your knees, you continued to hurl as you hunched over to the toilet to expel all of the flowers out with the best you can. You couldn’t even see the mess through your tear-filled eyes, it was blurring your vision. You couldn’t make out what’s happening anymore. All you could hear was sound of your ragged breathing as you wheezed from the flowers coming out from your mouth like a waterfall towards the toilet.

You didn’t care about the pain this was giving you. Your focus was directly affixed towards the person who loved so much that it was hurting you deep down to the bone. Killua Zoldyck.

How can you simply choose to erase your feelings towards him when Killua gave so much for you to just throw it all away? The way he sent sparks your heart for it to ignite with warmth and love, the way his beautiful ocean eyes gaze upon your [color] eyes, and his damn smile that would make you face heat up every single time. His laugh, his sweet and tsundere-like actions—oh you could go on and on about Killua Zoldyck. You just loved everything about him that you didn’t care if this unrequited love was tearing you into shambles. 

He doesn’t know about it. 

Killua doesn’t need to know about it either ways. He already had her, why would you still matter to him either way?

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october 29 | 2:13am

dear cupid,

i have lost track of what day is it. 

is it monday? tuesday?

i can’t tell anymore.

-

As time went on, you felt your grip upon reality fade and slip away from your grasp. You had lost your focus completely. You even stopped going outside because the disease was taking a toll on you. It you made weak, too weak to even get up and walk for a long period of time. Pushing yourself to do so any further would end you up by fainting. You even lost the track of time wherein you randomly collapsed on the floor ever now and then from the pain clawing at your chest like a knife. 

There were also times wherein you fell asleep on the stairs just because you were that tired. 

-

november 17 | 3:45pm

dear cupid,

i fell asleep on the floor again.

good thing i had my living room carpeted, i guess it was comfy.

oh and i stopped answering calls. 

-

You barely cleaned your house anymore either. You’d probably consider getting a garden at this point already because you’ve become tired from cleaning the daffodils inside your house. Every inch and corner of the house had petals and flowers scattered from your condition. It just didn’t matter anymore. You thought it’d be nice to have your home decorated with it instead. You thought it’d make your dimly-lit house a bit more lively. 

-

january 30 | 12:51pm

dear cupid,

i can’t feel the pain anymore. 

i think i have finally become numb to it.

or maybe not. 

it still hurts to see killua and kerin on my social media, their pictures are all over there like they are some celebrities.

but that’s okay. 

i don’t care.

if he’s happy, i’m happy.

i’m no longer hurting.

-

You finally mustered up the amount of strength to answer back to Kurapika’s calls and texts to you. Let’s just say it took months for you to finally reply back. Most of them were asking for an update from you, reminders to eat, to drink some water and to take a breather every once in a while. Kurapika also mentioned the reason why he wasn’t able to visit because of work. He promised he’d visit you soon to check up on you.

A stifle of laughter erupted from your throat. “Oh, Kurapika.”

Kurapika cares about you a lot. He was like your brother, or maybe even mother? He’s the type of friend that would constantly check up on you, reminding you to do this and that and if you don’t, he’d give you a scolding. You were honestly thankful he was busy with work. You didn’t want him to come to your house for a visit. 

He’d get mad. 

He’d be worried.

But anyways, you answered back. 

“I’ve been doing great. Just busy cleaning and studying stuff. Take care, Kurapika. Thanks.”

Of course that was a lie. Your life has been hell since that day. Yes, it was hurting you and draining your life force. In fact, you could always get surgery just like what Kurapika has been suggesting to cure your disease. But in doing so, removing the infection from your lungs meant taking your feelings towards Killua away too. You didn’t want that to happen.

You didn’t want this to disappear.

You loved him! You just can’t. 

You don’t want to forget every memory you spent with him either. Your love for him was the only that’s been keeping you alive. 

Knowing this, you know you’ll be alright.

“I love you, always and forever, Killua Zoldyck.” You mutter to yourself as you held the picture of you and him that his best friend took, Gon. The photograph was taken years ago, back when you two had taken the exam together with Gon, Kurapika and Leorio. It brought back so many memories and you cherished every single one of them.

Your voice was already faint and your eyes were getting heavier as you wrote another entry on your beloved diary. It was the only thing you’d vented to, wherein you’d release all your unspoken and unsent words. It kept every little secret you hid. At the same time, it held the answers and truth to the lies you had spoken to Kurapika and to everyone else. 

“I think I’ll take a nap. I’m getting sleepier, geez.”

-

“[Name]? [Name]!”

The blonde male proceeded to knock on the wooden door as he impatient stomped his foot a dozen of times before checking the time on his watch back and forth. Kurapika had been knocking and pressing the doorbell for some time now and still, there wasn’t a single response from his dear friend, [Name] [Surname]. 

“Agh, [Name] is not answering!” Kurapika groaned in frustration, “That girl must be oversleeping again. It’s already three o’ clock in the afternoon!”

Behind him, stood the silver haired ex-assassin and a brunette along side him. The young maiden frowned and walked up to Kurapika, tugging on his white sleeves as she stepped away from Killua. “[Name] must be tired!” Kerin said, attempting to brightening up his mood. “I know, why don’t we surprise her?”

“Yeah, let’s just enter her house. It’s not like we are gonna steal anything from her house. We are her friends!” Killua added, a smile beaming on his face.

A sigh escaped Kurapika’s lips, “Fine. Let’s just go inside.”

Little did they know, awaiting behind the door was something they’d dread to see. Kurapika held the knob, giving it a twist before he pushed his hands against the hard surface to push it open inwards. That’s when they were greeted by the scent of vanilla. It instantly flooded their senses as Kurapika, Killua and Kerin entered the house. It was dimly-lit inside that the sun’s ray from the door frame was the only source of light. 

This alerted Kurapika. 

His silver eyes wandered around the environment, he felt his heart drop to the floor when he saw daffodils scattered everywhere. 

“Why is her place filled with flowers?” Killua asked, pinching the bridge of his nose as the intoxicating smell vanilla that was resonating from the flowers began to bother and itch his nostrils. “I don’t get it—

That’s when Kerin fell to the floor, collapsing on her knees. 

“Kerin!” Killua scurried to his significant other in concern, “Hey! Are you alright?! Are you crying?” He trailed off, his eyes darting upon the droplets of tears falling from Kerin’s face.

“Don’t you get it Killua?” Her voice was faint and soft as a whisper. 

Kurapika bolted upstairs and left the couple downstairs as soon as he regained a piece of mind after becoming paralyzed at the sight of flowers flooding the house. From the second floor, he saw more flowers and petals. He could feel his head throb from the strong smell of vanilla coming from the daffodils everywhere. All he could think about was [Name]. He ran towards your room and found the door creaked open wide, inside there were more daffodils. 

Kurapika’s eyes faded into scarlet as his legs carried him inside the room. He felt himself get lost as his gaze slowly penetrated the bed of daffodils found in the middle of the room. His lips quivered, eyes spilt fast. Tears rolled down his cheek and the droplets fell on the your cold, unmoving hand. Laid in the bed of flowers was a lifeless body of the young lady he loved and cared about the most. Her eyes were shut, they didn’t looked as if they’d open anytime sooner. Her mouth was still hanging agape, he could make out flowers from inside your gums. The body was absolutely pale, it looked cold to the touch. It also looked skinny as if it hadn’t even eating well enough.

Static rang through his ears. 

Slowly and carefully, he bent down towards her to see her clutching a photograph of the man she loved by heart and soul. Beside it, was an opened diary. Kurapika assumed it fell off from your grasp, the pen was also beside it. Inside the open diary was a page. An entry was written in a messy yet readable handwriting.

It was your handwriting.

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February 15 | 3:03pm 

dear cupid, 

please hit us both next time.

-

Little did Kurapika know that two people had eventually trailed behind him. And just like him, they could hardly believe what they were saying. Kurapika choked a sob and it was followed after a shrill scream of the girl staring at the unmoving body found in the middle of the room.

However, the noises were drowned out in Killua’s head. 

A single tear rolled down his left blue eye. 

“[Name]?”

-

But it was already too late. 

You could no longer hear his voice let alone hear Kurapika’s and Kerin’s cries for you.

The flower was already dead.

-

“I’m sorry. I should have known sooner.”