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[answersfromzestual]

I promised you all a reason why I do not use certain verbals.

Below are personal experiences, and some parts are violent.

Reason as to why I do not use words such as, "fag[got]", "queer", and "dyke" and idenitfying/calling someone "it".

I was always the weird kid, I didn't have much if any real friends growing up.

My own parents and siblings, to this day, call me names. I was a candle burning at both ends.

From an early age (as soon as i could dress myself), I dressed masculine, always wore boy clothes. Mother was okay when I was young because I was just a "tomboy." I had kids starting in first grade of all ages, asking me if I was a boy or a girl.I didn't have the answer. Everyone told me what I was, but I disagreed. I felt like a boy, but the world told me I was a girl... Having younger kids go get a teacher when they saw me in the bathroom, I would always shrug. It was embarrassing other children peeking in the stall... I was bullied into a feminine phase (dressing female, against what I really wanted, age 10-15). I needed to not be bullied as bad anymore. I wanted to push the feelings down and not stand out anymore... I just wanted to fit in and be like everyone else... I prayed to be normal or to leave.

High school was horrible...

I needed to go to the washroom at school during first period, which meant walking by the cafeteria... the seniors had their spare period, and i knew they sat in the cafe. They laughed as I walked by and one yelled "fucking dyke" at me, at the same time two teachers were walking by me the opposite way, talking. We were at the same place in the hall, they didn't say a word. They just kept walking, but they fell silent for a short time...

I had to walk home from school... there was two ways, one was longer and along a main road, where people would yell faggot, queer, dyke, fucking weirdo, out of their car windows at me, random adults and students from both schools in town. The other way was through the alley, faster and no one was around... I was always gambling if someone would jump me (attack me). I was just walking home after abuse from other students and teachers. And a group of guys following you saying "here, here little queer/dyke/faggot" whatever word they felt like using that day. I didn't have anyone to walk with on these days, it was band practice, I stayed later than my friends would...

I would run as fast as I could. They ran faster... Tackled me to the ground and beat me, fracturing a rib at one point. Being told I was worthless and they should kill me that would be doing the world a favor, as their boot hovered over my bloody face... That maybe I need a real man to fuck me to turn me (magically) a straight cis female. I never went to the hospital. My parents never saw the bruises all over my face. (My parents weren't the best). This was at least once a month.

I developed full-blown alcoholism and hard drug addiction by 15-16 years old, trying to numb the pain of everyone in the world rejecting me.

I worked at a fast food joint as a teen. An old man came up to my register, a look of confusion and disgust on his face. I greeted him, smiling. I had just come out to the first person at work, and she was awesome about it, probably half an hour earlier. He slid his empty cup across the counter and asked for a refill. While I was doing his refill, the girl I had just come out also asked if he needed help. He said in a big booming voice, throwing his hands up, "She,him, it, that thing there." *points at me* "has got my refill!" At this point, I no longer felt human. I felt like I was an unknown creature from another planet.

Those are some of the postable, less traumatic reasons why I don't like those words. I grew up, and they were all bad words to be or even be called. I lived in a small, very rural village, and it to this day, people aren't with the times.

These words have hurt me in many ways and I have no intention of the futile attempt to "take things back". Two things you can't take back, history and words. These words will always be hurtful to me, these wounds won't heal. These words are hate to me and always will be.

I do not want to take away your identity, I don't want you to feel negatively if you use them to identify. You are allowed to have your own vocabulary, views, and opinions. The rule is more of reasoning as to why I do not use them most of the time for identities.

If you can, please avoid using those words for me in asks? If you do, it's okay. If it happens too often, though, I may have an issue. I hope you understand and respect my point of view as I respect yours.

Respect the fact we all walk different paths, if you say to someone they have to "deal with it", while that person tip toes around your trauma. Please, respect is a two way street.

This also goes for any other people who have issues with the words, like my partner as well has trauma due to these words (she is part of the lgbtqai as well).

Thank you.

Tltr; I was verbally and physically abused, and the people would taunt me with those terms.

[gay-robot-boyfriends]

Hello tumblr! Here, have some of human AU vile even tho no one asked for it BYYYYYYYYEE

[ask-mobile-iterator-project]

welcome to my iterator OC's ask blog! ヾ(ˊᗜˋ*)

⚠️warning: there is a good chance of seeing heavy and disturbing subject matter and emotionally distressing content! please proceed with caution!

rules and info under the readmore!

specifically I want to bring light to specific upsetting themes I will tag:

abuse

manipulation

depictions of trauma

depictions of mental illness

more that may be revealed as the story progresses (and i understand what stuff to tag ;;; i will do my best!!)

potentially sensitive and upsetting content will be tagged with "upsetting content" along with specific tags if applicable

I have so many thoughts about SLS, and I thought it'd be fun to make unraveling her backstory kinda interactive with you guys! I may post comics unrelated to asks expanding on her backstory at points ^_^

I think being able to interact with her is really fun...

Rules:

please don't send question lists or several asks in one submission- split them up please!

no rp asks - I am not sure how to handle other people's OCs and I don't want things to derail too much;; sorry!

no character changing magic asks

you can give her items but...please be reasonable ^^;;

please nothing suggestive or nsfw

i can reject anything im uncomfy with

If I don't answer your ask, it doesn't necessarily mean it broke a rule. Please be understanding! I may just not know how to answer it, or be too busy, or have already answered it, etc

Tag Guide

this post will be tagged with all of these for your convenience!

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#upsetting content: see above section about warnings!

#backstory post: not ask related. just for lore hehe

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[insufferablemod]

do you have any tips for like... paneling? your lil comics, if i could call them that(?) with Dave are well made (to me at least) and I'd like to get into making comics! or if you know any resources that helped you. :') - sincerely, a beginner.

sorry to be answering this so late, wanted to try and give some kinda proper advice haha so what i do is i just make my posts as long as possible so that it takes up like all of ppls dash, this means they are forced to look at it and engage with it! no ok but for real, first off this is just how i do things and by no means any sort of proper tutorial or anything, most of this is prob kinda basic and intuitive stuff, but its good to be reminded of the basics and to notice why you might be doing said things intuitively so you can start doing it intentionally so how i approach things is by picking a focus panel whats the Punchline/Emotional pay off for the page/comic? and then i try and build the rest around that for actual Comics not every page is gonna have one of those ofcourse and thats fine i tend to often have to many focus panels,,,, lmao(which is why my posts end up so long,,,,) i try to group similar panels and make them smaller, it saves space, makes it so the attention goes to the more unique panels and makes things feel more sequential(or u can do like me and have too many similar panels and think, what if i just make it an animation, its just a few extra frames right,,,?<- clueless(i have done this twice now,,, the second is still a wip,,, )) heres one of my posts deconstructed using all this, id do more of them but i dont wanna make this even longer asdsd, but i think its pretty obvious to pick up on once you know the formula lol

after that i think its mostly just clear composition and flow so things dont get confusing(like what panel(also applies to text) youre suppose to read next and such(thats easier with this cus its usually just individual panels and not full pages)) edit: oh and resources that helped me, i mostly just looked at other comics, paying attention to how the paneling was effecting the story and mood! some comics ive looked at for paneling inspo are houseki no kuni, how they play with contrast and stuff, idk theyre all just very striking, i looked at ajin at some point as well for help with some action stuff, most action shonen are also great for that 2 so yeah, just find a comic scene that has the same vibe that youre trying to get and see how they did it, finding a few and comparing and contrasting what you feel works best thats my thought process while doing stuff at least! i hope this helps at least a bit haha

[the-acid-pear]

That post haunts me bc i had the hound himself correct me in a very crucial detail i somehow forgot (big shame for the cites source material like academic books guy i am) but now that im coming back to it i do wonder how much different Henry and Callum respectively would be if one DIDNT go to war and the other Did. After all war was pretty much the turning point for Henry but what would have he done if he didnt do That? And what about Callum, could war change HIM so drastically for the worse?

[rackartyg]

in therapy today i just talked about the dark urge and astarion and my therapist was elated about it. it was fantastic. “wow you’ve really been using this story and those characters to process things. that’s amazing!”

the era of being ashamed of my interests is over. it’s apparently Cool and Healthy to use fiction to cope. i wish i could tell fifteen year old me about this it would blow her mind

[chibishortdeath]

Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).

I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.

So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.

[renoxvated]

(modernverse only) Roy’s favorite past times are drinking, listening to Stevie Nicks and eating cereal out of a solo cup. He doesn’t watch too much t.v. but on the rare occasions you’ll usually catch him watching wrestling or reality shows. In both instances he talks to the t.v. a lot.

Roy doesn’t believe in God, or anything really. Not lady luck, fate or any superstitious mumbo jumbo. He doesn’t typically put his faith or trust in anything but himself, and even that’s debatable at times. When he was younger he did tend to think superstitious stuff was cool however, like witches and werewolves; though he quickly grew out of that phase.

Roy isn’t really afraid of much, he figures that fear will just cripple you, make you weak, make you end up dead— in a sense one might say that makes him fear death; to some degree that isn’t wrong. Roy doesn’t want to die, but not because he totally fears death. His real fear is a lose of control, this fear comes in many forms and extends to others. Such as his fear of not being able to control outcomes with others, like their deaths for instance. He feels as though he can decide when to die, his own stubbornness and drive for survival makes him sure he’ll never die unless he’s willing. He also goes out of his with with his ferocity when protecting others he cares for—leading him to see overprotective.

Surprisingly Roy can, at times be a very calm person. Usually when he’s by himself and not all worked up over something, he enjoys taking long walks in the Mojave— often getting lost for days a time, but he always finds his way back. He also likes to spend time listening to old holotape tunes while fixing various things he can find. He tends to take a lot of naps and on a number of occasions slept outside in the wide open of his own volition. Though most of the things that calm him might be rather dangerous, he is either unaware of doesn’t care.

10 Questions: (In Character)

What is your favorite word?: “Roy, maybe I’m selfish, but I like hearing my name. It means someone notices me, good or bad I don’t care.”

What is your least favorite word?: “Sorry, everyone expects me to apologize for how I act, I’m done apologizing for everything I do. Don’t like me, then just move on sunshine. Alternatively, I’m tired of people apologizing in the first place, what’s done is done, don’t change nothing.”

What turns you on?: “Fighting, ya’ know the thrill of being alive, nothing makes you feel more alive than that. Any kind of attention.”

What turns you off?: “Collars, fuck that shit I ain’t your dog.”

What sound do you love?: “The sound of someones heart raceing, as bullshit as that sounds.”

What sound do you hate?: “You running your mouth asking me this shit. The rattling of chains…the sound of children screaming, snapping of a belt.”

What is your favorite curse word?: “Probably shit or fuck. I curse a fuckin’ shitton.”

What profession other than yours would you like to attempt?: “Always thought it’d make for a good fighter, like you hear they used to have in those sorta prized fights before the nukes went off. Seen old flyers, coulda’ tottally been one of those wrestling guys. Kicked all their pansy asses.”

What profession would you not like to do?: “What I’m currently doing now, but what else can I do? This keeps a decent meal coming without having to kill anyone and steal it.”

If heaven exists, what would you like to hear God(s) say when you arrive at the pearly gates?: “He ought to say sorry…or maybe I should.”

bonus questions;

Something most people don’t know about you?: “Oh I don’t know, that I like sunsets and long walks on the beach, isn’t that the kinda shit you want me to say? Most people don’t know for a reason, most people need to mind their own business.”

If you were one of the seven sins which would you be?: “Gluttony I guess, shit I don’t know…nothing is ever enough, food, sex, drugs, whatever… I need more. I live a very hollow and shallow existence, I’m never satisfied. I want it all and I want more.” [in reference to this]

Sexual Preference? “Whatever wants to fuck me I guess? Like I give a shit long as you got a pulse and either a dick or tits.”

What position do they sleep in?: “However the hell I’m layin’ when I’m rolling around in bed, what’s it to you?”

If you died, do you think anyone would care? Do you think anyone would even notice? You'd just be another package lost in the mail. “Preachin’ to the choir honey. Tellin’ me shit I already know, next you’re probably gonna’ tell me I’m trash right? I’ve heard it all baby, nobody cares about me. But too bad, cause I’m so unnoticed that this trash hasn’t ended up in the can yet. Fuckers like you that like to nose around and point things out, are just gonna have to be stuck with smell.” Roy laughs, he’s been hearing things like this all his life, nobody could think he was more worthless than himself. He’s learned to find the irony in that hilarious.

Holla bby let me snap a collar on ur neck! that goes beep beep beep boom when u try to run away from me xoxoxo

Roy twitches, his fingers curl up and his nails dig into his palms. He’s visibly seething underneath the surface. But as soon as the anger bubbles up, it simmers back down. He responds with cool efficiency, brushing it off sarcastically. “Listen here sunshine, I wouldn’t let crazy like you anywhere near me, try to put a collar on me and I’ll snap your neck with it.” As if Roy had any right to call someone else crazy.

ook over there! it's a kid getting mauled by a molerat. Don't let it die like your niece :) “Where the hell did you hear that from— you’re just a regular piece of shit aren’t you buddy? Well why don’t I break your legs, then call that molerat over and let it eat you alive. Preferably starting with that loud mouth of yours.”

Three things that your muse loves doing in their free time.  Fighting; although he’ll deny that he does and claim he doesn’t like to start shit, but it’s all he’s ever really known and in a way it brings him comfort. Hunting; as it’s an outlet for his aggression and a source of food, something that was scarce for him as a child. Repairing things; because it’s something he can do that makes him feel like he’s fixing something more than ruining it.

Four people that your muse loves. Roy doesn’t really love anyone, at least anymore; I don’t think he’s fully capable of even knowing what love is, much less to understand it and feel it. He loved his brother and niece, but will forever feel nothing but regret and self hatred when he thinks about them. So I think because of that he would associate love with those emotions. He’s honestly not emotionally stable enough to properly love someone back, to top it off his parents socially stunted him, by not reinforcing the proper things into him. I do think he has the capacity to love still, but the kind of affection he brings to the table makes it really unhealthy for either party involved.

Three fond childhood memories. The one birthday his mother didn’t forget, it was his tenth, he came home to a makeshift cake and a Grognak The Barbarian comic; he would years later burn the comic after the death of his mother. The spare occasions that his older brother would be home, offering him attention that their parents neglected to give him. Although it isn’t really a childhood memory; playing and taking care of his niece, surpriseingly Roy was rather delicate and sweet to the little girl, who he viewed as his own child, or something akin to a little sister. He’d take her fishing, or relent into her silly little tea parties; spending time with her almost made him forget that they lived in a wasteland.

Two things your muse regrets.   Never fighting back against his father’s abuse. The death of his niece and not being able to prevent it when he knows he could have. Killing his brother, although it was in self defense.

One thing they’d go through heaven or hell to save/change. He would give his own worthless life up, if it meant he could bring back his niece.

[backwardblackbyrd]

sure is a circus out here but honk honk, ya know?

[architectuals]

Welcome!! This is going to be my low-effort promo for the time being until things get situated. So feel free to follow if you'd like to interact with the precious sassy architect known as Kaveh from Genshin Impact!! Written and adored by GHOST.

[free-for-all-fics]

Hi! Welcome to my multifandom prompts and ideas!

Rule 1: There are NO rules!! If you’re inspired by a prompt or idea, you may use it and change it up however you want. More than one person can use the same prompt.

Rule 2: While my prompts may have originally been written with specific characters or fandoms in mind, feel free to swap out characters or change the fandom if you like plot ideas but want to use a different character than who I originally wrote it for. I like to write lots of details, but nothing is set in stone or has to be followed to the letter.

Rule 3: Anyone may use my ask box either to chat or to ask questions. Or if anyone wants to submit fic ideas that they want writers to potentially see but are too shy, I’ll post them here as well.

Rule 4: While there are no rules, I just humbly ask that you please tag me if you use any of these prompts or ideas because I’d love to read it!

Thank you and Happy writing/reading! ✍️💜

[rwstainedenginery]

ITERATOR ASK BLOG

Hi! Welcome to Rain World: Stained Enginery, an ask blog dedicated to telling the lore of Group Theta and its surroundings in an interactive way.

The blog is ran by @ketrapilled, its characters developed with @catlethefox and includes lore help from @outspade.

Below you'll find tags we use, iterator references and more cool stuff.

BEFORE YOU ASK

Please remember to include the name of the character you're asking a question!

No NSFW please.

If you have multiple questions, separate them into multiple asks!

No special events or items. You can give them things that will not be of lore significance (for example a waffle or a pen idk)

ITERATOR REFERENCES

No Words Left Unspoken - they/she pronouns, designed by @ketrapilled

Two Feathers, Endless Bloom - all pronouns/she, designed by @catlethefox

TAG GUIDE

#RW Stained Enginery - general blog tag

#lore post - posts that explain more about the lore

#ask answer - posts that answer questions

#ooc - admin posts

#fanart reblog - posts that reblog fanart (if there is any!)

#admin art reblog - posts that reblog art drawn by admins

#non canon - asks or shitposts that are not lore accurate

#[iterator name] - post includes this iterator

[moe-broey]

Man it truly sucks that like. The dude who did Planet of the Bass is a piece of shit LMFAO cause like. I feel like the DJ Crazy Times outfits PERFECTLY captured Moe's fashion sense and doodling those outfits spurred on A Bunch of ideas and I was having a lot of fun and even like an epiphany that spurred on a separate deeply self-indulgent project/concept (complete opposite end of the spectrum of indulgence) and then I find out ohhhhh. You weren't Just making fun of the fashion of the times and like, how it feels when you can't process shit so everything sounds a bit funny, and also just like how early 2000s music Is Sometimes (DEEPLY feel the song itself is SO DDR core ESP like... how it's just a bunch of vague jumbled concepts that's catchy AS FUCK) -- you're also a grown ass man still weirdly fixated on your autistic classmate you had in 3rd grade or some shit (have not looked at the vids myself and don't wish to, but from what I've heard it's essentially that).

(Further clarification -- he's making fun of autistic kids who had like, very typical and understandable Needs to accommodate being autistic in a classroom. As a grown adult. Like why are you even still thinking about this LMFAOOO move on, grow up LMFAOOO)

[rosetintedgunman]

OOC

I figure out of all the blogs, this one gets the most traction so...

Hey! I made a carrd! It has general rules for all blogs and links and stuff! It's very simple, but I made it all by myself with only an online tutorial for guidance! Hopefully it works?? I tested it earlier and there's nothing fancy that could break it?

I also updated the rules for this blog, Damien's, and the multi to make them more specific for each one. Unfortunately, it's only the web browser (ie [url.com]/rules) as I don't have time tonight to update the mobile-friendly rules.

[sayeedaqsa]

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Overview

In today’s society, in-vitro fertilization is a well-known term. Previously, this was referred to as a “test-tube baby.” In vitro fertilization (IVF) is a time-consuming, expensive, and sophisticated procedure that permits infertile couples to become parents.

IVF (in-vitro fertilization) is a blessing in disguise for people who have tried and failed to conceive. If you are planning to go for such a procedure, you are on the right page. In this blog, we have discussed a few facts you need to know before getting pregnant with IVF treatment. Our panel of IVF specialists in India has mentioned the same. So that we can help you out during your IVF pregnancy. Keep reading to know more.

How can you prepare your body for IVF pregnancy?

According to an experienced IVF doctor in India, you should follow a few rules when comes to getting pregnant with ART( Assisted Reproductive Techniques) way. These include the following-

Avoid smoking and alcohol as well.

Watch your diet. Have a healthy balanced meal enriched with necessary vitamins and minerals.

Start taking prenatal vitamins that include folic acid, vitamin C, vitamin A, vitamin E, B vitamins, zinc, and iodine are all nutrients that help prevent birth abnormalities and support brain and bone development in children.

Unless you have a food allergy, include eggs, milk, fish, nuts, seeds, and oats in your diet.

Reduce tension and get a better night’s sleep. Stress can be harmful to a pregnant woman, but breathing exercises and getting enough sleep can assist to a large extent.

Limit caffeine intake and drink plenty of water or fresh fruit juice. Drinking plain water aids in the removal of pollutants, but be careful not to overdo it.

It is preferable to begin this routine 3 to 6 months before the implantation.

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[firein-thesky]

as a reminder, i don’t interact with ageless blogs!!!!