#self indulgent blog

[ticklshalien]

Hello!!! 🪐 I’m Star the Ticklish Alien, and this is my self indulgent art blog! (＾Ｏ＾☆♪~ ♡︎

A bit about Star:

My pronouns are He/Him (they/them accepted!)

Star was born from a Star, and now travels the universe, collecting fun trinkets to decorate his ship :D

My favorite color is periwinkle! But I also really love pink!

I’m neurodivergent!

I don’t use labels to define my sexuality, but I do have a romantic and sexual lean towards boys! (๑╹ω╹๑ ) I’m also trans!

This is an art blog so obviously I’m an artist, but I also write!

I often go by many space themed names/nicknames, but Star is my main name!

FANDOMS Star is in/FAV characters: Haikyuu, Jujutsu kaisen (not for long..all the deaths are hurting my feelings), Blue lock, Sgt frog, Marvel, Spiderman, MLP, CookieRun Kingdom!, Ironman, studio Ghibli, Genshin Impact, Etc.

Loves!!: Sharks, Space, Tickles, Trains, art, BL/MLM, boys :3, socks, pink, stickers, LPS, MLP, watching anime, fantasy, Etc.

Dislikes: bullies, weirdos who don’t respect my boundaries, trolls, vegetables…,bugs, working, taxes!!!! Loud noises! Etc.

A bit about my blog:

This is a self indulgent blog! Which means self indulgent themes and interest will be posted here!

I am a BL artist, so you will see lots of boys love themes, but also trans themes, neurodivergent themes, and other queer themes, but mostly BL! I’m fluid in basically everything I do, so this reflects a lot in my work like fem themes, masc themes, or androgynous/nonbinary themes! So expect LOTS bc I have LOTS!! And I mean lots…

This is SFW and NSFW! So No Minors allowed!

Like my name says I’m a ticklish alien! Tickling is one of my biggest, and longest had hyperfixations! I love playful tickles, comfort tickles, platonic tickles, and spicy tickles all evenly! Tickling isn’t just one thing for me, but again it is one of my biggest fixations so it’ll appear here lots! amongst of course some other big fixations like space for example! :3 if that makes you uncomfy please just leave! I’m normal, and hurting no one! idc if it’s weird to you! BE RESPECTFUL

I write fanfics, draw art, write stories/thoughts, and repost stuff I like!

I will also just post my daily thoughts, or rants (which will be tagged so you can ignore if you’d like!)

o(｀ω´ )oStars Rules!!!🪐

NO minors

NO unsolicited Pictures, or sexual DMS please!

I’d love to make friends! But please don’t be weird…Im an alien with feelings!!

This is a safe space for me, so please be respectful!

Consent is very important so please ask, before you do!

Don’t force everything to be sexual! While I’m open and okay with it, it’s not all I want to indulge in sometimes I just want some nice comfy SFW content!

I always prefer to be friends or just have talked a bit before anything!

I am not afraid to block people to protect my safe space, so please be nice to me and others if you don’t want to be blocked! (●´ω｀●)

Thank you for reading about me and my fun interests! Thank you also for reading all of this, and respecting me and my boundaries!! I appreciate it sm ♡︎ if you’d like to further support me and the things I create, below is my ko-fi where you can tip, and view all my SFW art! Of course though I appreciate any and all forms of support! MWAH

[just-a-silent-sorcerer]

Was practicing poses but it turned into a desperate beg for certain demon cat to not kill him

[reds-skull]

Sharing a mask is something that can be so intimate actually

[fishbloc]

death stranding au because ds2 trailer made me shameless and forced me to draw this idea i had in my head for months. sorry this won't make sense unless you've played the game...

[kiddosaurus]

gentle little one 🧸

[daily-odile]

overlord!dile... (bad end theater au/bad time theater by @the-bitter-ocean and @coffeewolfart)

[radio-writes]

Keep All Your Worries Aside

Alastor on his partner's birthday - Headcanons

Warnings: implied power imbalance, slight manipulation

Tags: Alastor x reader, gn reader, fluff, self indulgent as hell

MDNI

Alastor used to adore birthdays when he was alive. It was the perfect time to get to know people; friends and targets alike.

He also got the chance to earn the person's favor, which was never a downside to him. He never knew when it would be useful to have those people on his side, after all.

Whenever he had partners in his lifetime, whether just for show or out of genuine care for their company, he spoiled the ever living heart out of them. Dinner, gifts, dancing, his absolute undivided attention—whatever they wanted and more he made sure to give it all to them.

It was unconsciously an addicting habit for him. He loved the way it made them so happy. How he knew he was the cause of their smiles and hence could just take it away any time he wanted to. How it made them so thankful to get to spend such a special time with him.

After he died, however, the excitement over birthdays was all but left behind in the mortal part of his existence.

Alastor didn't see the point of celebrating a birthday, specially when in Hell. After all, he was hard pressed to even find anyone that was happy about being born into this world, only to be stuck in such a miserable cesspool in the end.

And besides, not a lot of wandering souls even revealed that much of themselves anymore. Something as personal as a birthday was often kept a secret, in fear of it being used against them somehow.

Perhaps, sarcastically, he has brought up the idea here and there. If he knew it brought some sort of anguish or misery to some lowly sinner, why wouldn't he? 

But when it was his darling partner who just openly shared such information with him? Oh, he just couldn't help but to be interested.

Such a little act showed how much they trusted him, and he couldn't just let that go unpaid, could he? It would mean he would owe them, after all.

Alastor found that his old habits came back a lot faster than he expected them to. He found himself dragging his darling out all around the pentagram—whether they wanted to go or not—showing them off, showing them the sights, showing them a generally great time with his arm looped around theirs.

He bought every single thing they even glanced at, but he didn't dare burden their arms with holding it all. No, he had his shadow creatures trailing behind, carrying all his gifts for them.

Couldn't he just simply bring them into their room at the hotel? Of course! Easily so with a snap of his fingers. But that wouldn't be as fun as getting to show off just how well he could provide for his partner.

It's only when his dear finally asked him to ease up on the fanfare—they feared the trail of shadows would cause a traffic accident at this point—did Alastor finally stop and just transported their gifts to the hotel.

He took them out dancing, shopping, drinking. Always had a hand on them no matter what, to keep them close.

He found that old giddy feeling in his chest seeing his darling smile because of him—knowing he alone caused their happiness.

And when they thanked him at the end of it all? Said those oh so humble words

"I have no idea how to repay you for all of this."

Well, no one could blame him when his grin stretched just a tad bit wider. Eager, excited, thrilled. He hadn't exactly set out to earn any favors on their birthday, it was simply to pay back the trust they gave him.

But hey, he wouldn't turn down having his darling in debted to him. And he could certainly think of a few ways they could return the favor.

It is my birthday and if I say I want fluffy Al, I'm getting fluffy Al.

[banesberry-anomoly]

LockHost

Ive been looking for a system term to describe myself for a while, and decided fuck it we ball and made one myself

A lockhost is an alter in a system that seems to be the 'main' host, and is almost always fronting. They may also decribe themself as 'front-locked' or 'front sticky,' but this may not always be the case. They may be able to leave front or the front area, but are usually aware of whats going on with front anyways, and they are quite often pulled back to front within a short period of time. Because of this, they usually become the bodies 'main identity' in a system.

Other alters may use the identity of the lockhost as a mask in the case that they do not want to show themself, and may also interact with or control the body via the lockhost. In the case of a lockhost being an introject, it would not be uncommon for several doubles of the lockhosts source to also be present in the system.

Lockhosts may also act similarly to 'Observers,' in that they are always aware of the body to some degree, and can quickly be pulled to front in the case that they happen to not be fronting in the traditional sense. The lockhost may also serve many other roles in the system, but not always.

In the case of a lockhost also being part of a subsystem or side system, they may or may not be a lockhost of those as well.

!!!THIS CREATOR OF THIS TERM IS PRO ENDO. I CANNOT STOP ANTI-ENDOS FROM USING IT BUT DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME OR MY POSTS OR I WILL BLOCK. ENDO NEURTALS ARE FINE TO INTERACT. PLEASE RESPECT OUR BOUNDARIES!!!

We are aware that there is a similar term to this that was made by an anti endo, however this term was coined without knowledge of the post existing. Do with that info what you will, keep us out of discourse. And like we said before, we don't care who uses this term, but we ask that anti endos not reblogged so we don't get dragged into discourse.

[sentientstump]

beef

transcript:

Etho: Oh man, I'm hungry...

Pause: Yeah, me too.

Beef: how hungry?

[imaybe5tupid]

Why bother? (Why bother?) It's gonna hurt me. (It's gonna hurt me.) It's gonna kill when- (Why bother!) -You desert me! (Gonna hurt me!)

Set after Nightmare. Laios is reminiscing and contemplating.

[soggifin]

I’m trying to figure out how to draw The Squad™️ and started with Jigen and Zenigata because they are my favorites

[pbnmj]

i deserve a spider-woman nepal..... miles doesn't have to be the only teen spider with a terrible bisexual mentor (enter my own sketches of the world's most annoying spiderperson, who i fling towards pavitr, complete with a design that's subject to change)

[dreamlandiasims]

An updated cover in honor of PLA turning one year old :')

Read the story from the beginning here!

[koumori666]

parody of a PASWG scene with my TFA gijinkas

[tht0nesimp]

thinking about different hxh YANDERES who come across their darling while they are moving, It probably reinforces a lot of their ideas that darling is weak…so I wrote about it

ILLUMI, HISOKA, CHROLLO, KILLUA, GON

tw: Infantilization, Self indulgent, not edited, mentions of kidnapping

It’s also a bit of a ego boost

He sees you struggle to carry a 150 pound bed frame down the stairs and it nearly melts his heart that someone so weak managed to last longer than 10 years on this planet

He will, of course, like any good husband would, start making a training plan for when he takes you in

He would never offer to help, but he may stick a needle in your neighbor, He couldn’t bare to see you struggle so hard or possibly even get hurt

He knows your weak, but don’t worry, He’ll mold you into a much stronger person! Even if he has to break you first…

He frowns a bit, this was overly pathetic

It doesn’t bore him to see you so sore and struggling normally…But this was just sad

Why didn’t you just hire a moving company? Why must you make yourself suffer so much?

He won’t offer help, but energy drinks might appear randomly in your fridge for a bit Maybe with his own special ingredient

Hm, this was an opportunity

He doesn’t necessarily consider his darling weak before this, atleast not by normal standards, but he figures your actually below average

He overestimates how easy this is for a normal person by quite a bit and is not self aware about that fact for once

When he inevitably brings you home, He will more than likely be a bit more gentle and probably won’t let you do a lot more than he might have without seeing that

Congrats! You’ve dug yourself an even deeper hole, full of child safety locks and baby proofing…

He giggles

Its not like he’s a sadist or anything! or so he says But it’s just a little funny to see…

He will offer to help and because he doesn’t look all strong with his T-shirt and shorts on..He’s a bit surprising, to say the least

Not only does he lift like a champ, he has no problem maneuvering through doorways or disassembling things

He gets what would have been 3 hours of work from you, into 30 minutes of him softly humming as he carries furniture easily weighing 100+ pounds down the stairs like it’s nothing

He might bring it up jokingly when you’ve settled in after he takes you, but he probably won’t hold it against you

Gon is by far the most understanding!

He offers to help, You may be a bit surprised but Gon still isn’t Superman

He might struggle a tiny bit if math is involved in disassembling things but he works quick and well

The look of appreciation on your face makes it all worth it

There remains hope you’ll keep the same affection for him after he takes you away from your life…

[twistedappletree]