#seriously if any of yall are invested

[incarnateirony]

So, about #WhatArentYouWatching

The post immediately before this covers the breakdown of the ... hm. Conflict of opinions within the guild, and my pinned post and its link discusses the reasons behind why the WGA will never actually make that move (legal repurcussions)--AS A UNIT, vs other post about, well, authors fearing loss of rank, and fandom confusing "individually support a specific show on preference/choice" and authors being able to independently choose whether they tell people to keep watching or not, etc -- seriously just check out recent posts for the full scale of that.

But to move forward, here's WHY it was designed. The proposal was dropped on July 14th. Now let's look at some interesting charts,

6 month vs 1 month, WBD

6 month vs 1 month, Disney

6 month vs 1 month, Netflix

Netflix is quite funny, actually, as it's an outlier and I'll cover why, but met the same end.

Disney, for example, lost 5.5% of value from its Jul 13 close Jul 14-17. WBD similar dip, exact same days. Netflix tried to head it off with dropping their Q2s reporting the password shakedown account gain and less insider investors bought in to bring it up 40 while on the 14th you can see the same dip try to hit; casual investors bought in and others, or even they themselves, bailed out. So they lost more than they gained even still and ended up in the same pit, while any attempted bouncebacks like the others will be a bit delayed for the same... timeline/trust/nervousness reasons.

Investors are nervous. And will only get more nervous as this drags on. That's the first dip.

This is just the impact of "Just One Guy", which you know I laugh about. The WGA is also "not announcing it YET" and makes sure to include that YET in actual releases. The studios are waiting to legally pounce if they do, but they won't. The YET, and the fear of it in the climate, is enough to scare away most investors and leave Bob Iger and David Zaslav slamming their phones telling their topline investors to not bail and It'll All Be Fine(TM).

Per my other post, some authors fear loss of treads or property value, and the WGA can't really enforce this. However, to put this in terms: the man who released it is running for leadership. Generally, when you run for leadership in a democratic system, you aim to do What Seems The Most Popular To The Voting Demographic. A man running for leadership does not use his political positioning and even folder directory to post something Only A Few People Want. That is hw voting works. I hope I do not need to explain this any further.

Of the 11,500+ people represented by the WGA, even if you find a dozen people going, "The Guild Has Not Said; It Is A Personal Decision" to slap it down, there's a fuckton that are choosing to stay quiet right now. And frankly, the Guild will Never Say It; not because the majority doesn't want it, but because they legally can't without screwing themselves. So for every tweet you manage to dig up, just subtract it from the 11,500 others silent and figure out what's going on here.

Frankly, it is starting to piss me off at some authors. Because this is writers using word manipulation as a skill to repeat statements that are technically correct but highly misguiding for their own personal gain above the masses willing to take small hits and frankly is its own form of scabbing imo. You'll let the others be quiet but hop in to protect your own data (one literally used the word Data and ran when I was like, we both know not everyone agrees on it) to come out above the rest. But the few repeated old: "The guild has not" puts off airs to the unkeen eye of "the guild does not want you to", and "personal decision" both equalizes the moral weight and appears to put the onus on fans with little education in it rather than the decision to parlay with this dialogue to say, no, keep watching, or to risk saying, no, turn me off, as a personal decision.

So yeah. While it's mostly nobodies afraid of their one big break they got falling in, there's at least one big old fave of mine that favored his personal attachments to a project and is forever stricken from my list, cest la vie. Go be politicians, assholes. Unsurprising that the guy protecting his New Show About To Air Episode 10 And Otherwise Has Only Written For Political Shit And Political Shows And Events popped out to spray this at me and run when I held to the wording and spoke from knowing. Motherfucker dipped the moment he realized I wasn't some rando fan he could lead on with that bullshit. Fuck.

So anyway. Turn off fucking streaming in September. And tell your friends. And point them at my posts for all the bad arguments against it being killed dead, and highlights of blatant reframings of quotes like a bunch of asshole politicians.

If you wanna support your faves watch that shit on TV where possible, buy new DVDs even of old seasons, they make literally 100,000x more on average from that anyway. (One ep new OitNB linear broadcast: $22,000 residuals; all seasons netflix, 0.23 cents residuals)

Imagine how big that 5.5% cut would be if a dozen self vested assholes weren't convincing fans that telling everyone NOT to boycott was the righteous thing by use of suggestive political language obscuring the truth, even when the reasoning behind it is weak and boils down to intentionally trying to outcompete guildmembers in the resulting crunched market. Imagine how nervous those investors would be if this shit was as viral as it should be, "Just One Guy" or not.

Yall right. It's a personal decision.

Now you have the information to make it.

And the louder you, and all your friends get, the more scared those investors will become. You want it to end? Turn off your fucking streaming in September. Also cancel any services that don't have a show immediately coming out from the backpipe that you intend to individually support. Netflix is about to bleed all the followers it gained with an empty library anyway. Help that shit out. Save money. Everyone wins.

See, I can tell you this. Because I'm not WGA. And I've done this dance before. Come at me 30301.

That's why Fuckin September. The same reason Netflix had its Q2s available to drop public as an investor distraction to get chuds that didn't know better to stall the gap. But this time, inside investors can see a very, very different picture and run early. And Q4 can be spent with corps rotting for their choices. And your fave shows can get a huge bounceback when Q4 hits and you all watch again. [jazz fucking hands]

eyyyyyy zaslav, its me, ya boiiiii with the blowtorch [revs it up to test the gas] I said I'd be good if you stayed business sound but man this is some dumb business, and that whole "let them starve" quote of yours "anonymously" or whatever the damn phrasing was, naw. Naw if I have to print and pass flyers all over my metro area to get this out, I will.

I think that's what I'll do. Every time some chucklefuck whether fan or self-vested person with something to gain beyond supporting the guild efforts pops up trying to vague down this shit with sound bytes, I'll have another friend in another metro area distribute a stack of fuckin flyers. Pin it up in walmart. I don't care, I did this before twitter was a thing. And it worked then. And it'll work now.

Go ahead. Check the 5 year stretches of the above and other studios and their networks. This time of year, they should be coming up, not dipping or flatlining, with investors jumping in for fall season. Nope. Not there.

[raythekiller]

Can I have a BEN drowned nsfw alphabet?

🗒 ❛ NSFW Alphabet ༉‧₊˚✧

Featuring: Ben Drowned

#Notes: what yall so horny for (← also horny)

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A - AFTERCARE

Gets super clingy. Doesn't want to let go of you, even if you just wanna get up to clean yourself. He just buries his face in the crook of your neck, holding you tight while asking you not to leave.

B - BODY PART

He's a chest guy, boobs or no boobs. Just loves laying his head on it or maybe playing with your nipples.

C - CUM

As mentioned above, since it's his favorite body part, it's also the one he loves coming on the most. Don't worry, he'll lick it clean after.

D - DIRTY SECRET

He gets off to hentai pretty regularly. He doesn't even know why and won't let ANYONE find out about it. He's pretty embarrassed, which is rich coming from him.

E - EXPERIENCE

Again, he died when he was like, twelve, so the most "experience" he ever got was from watching porn, which is... Not great.

F - FAVORITE POSITION

The classic cowgirl. Absolutely loves seeing you ride him, hands grabbing at your hips like his life depends on it. Might get a bit too desperate and thrust up if you're teasing him too much.

G - GOOFY

After he gets over the first-time embarrassement, he's back to being his silly and cocky self. Will probably crack a few jokes and you both just have to stop to giggle for a few seconds before continuing.

H - HAIR

Doesn't have much body hair generally, so he doesn't bother with grooming. It's still blonde, but a little darker than his hair.

I - INTIMACY

Honestly, though he doesn't admit it, it means a lot to him that you're willing to do something so intimate with him of all people, so while he seems to not take things so seriously most of the time, he genuinely appreciates it and is willing to do anything to satisfy you in return.

J - JACK OFF

Avid masturbator, to the point where it's a little concerning. Gets horny super easy, so he just takes it out on the socks.

K - KINKS

Here's my full post for his kinks.

L - LOCATION

Mostly his room, since it's more private and he doesn't have to risk anyone walking in, but honestly? If you're up for it, he'll do it just about anywhere. He can't say no to you.

M - MOTIVATION

In all honesty, anything gets him horny. A new outfit, a lingering touch, a seductive look or whisper and he's gone.

N - NO

He's pretty subby, so he wouldn't do anything to hurt you or that could possibly upset you, like humiliating you or being a bit rougher while domming. Even if you assure him that it's fine, he just isn't comfortable with it.

O - ORAL

Prefers receiving because he has no idea on how to give and is kind of insecure he isn't going to be able to satisfy you this way. Though, again, if you want him to, he just can't say no.

P - PACE

He's not slow, but definitely not fast either. He wants to savor every thrust, every bit of you squeezing around him. Unless you're the one controlling it, he's gonna go pretty easy on you.

Q - QUICKIE

Pretty big fan. Just a quick one in-between rounds of whatever game he's invested in at the moment. Loves it when you ride him as he's playing, too, trying to keep quiet so his teammates can't hear him whimpering.

R - RISKS

He's pretty reluctant to try anything new, honestly, and he considers you suggesting it a sign he's not satisfying you currently. He's a little insecure due to his lack of experience.

S - STAMINA

Can last for about 2 or 3 rounds. Anything more than that and he's crying from overstimulation, begging you to slow down.

T - TOYS

Doesn't own any, surprisingly (unless you count the body pillow he fucks every so often), but doesn't mind using them on you if you have any.

U - UNFAIR

He tries to be a teasing bastard, he really does, but his body betrays him. He has no self control when he's horny and will always budge before you do.

V - VOLUME

Oh, he's quite loud. More so whimpers and whines, but when he moans it's fairly high pitched as well as shaky and a bit breathy, he simply sounds desperate. W - WILD CARD

Jerks off thinking about you for months before actually trying to make a move, watching you undress before going to sleep through your computer screen while he strokes his cock. X - X-RAY

Not too big, about 7.5 inches. Pretty fair girth for the size as well. Y - YEARNING

Horny all of the time. Will beg to fuck you in the middle of any occasion, genuinely doesn't care if it's inappropriate for the moment, he's hard and he needs your help with it. Please? Z = ZZZ

Falls asleep minutes after coming, which is one of the reasons why he doesn't want to let you go once you're both done. He wants to wake up in your arms.

[razornioccam]

elibarra comic with 19k likes on twitter LETS GOO ELIBARRA NATION!!! this just reactivated something dormant in my brain

you guys dont get how important elibarra is to me personally. filipino has consistently been my lowest subject since elementary and i rarely ever spoke tagalog (typical 'englishera' lol got teased for it relentlessly). you know what sparked my love for the language??? fucking elibarra . OF ALL THINGS .

i got so invested in them that i started to seriously learn and speak my native tongue because i wanted to fully analyze their interactions. i wanted to have enough knowledge to be able to compare the filipino texts to their english translations, to see if there was any nuance lost (or gained) in their conversations with each other. i hunted down every translation i could find of the boat scene and when i found the one that translated one of the lines to "because you are not made to suffer" i went batshit insane. i had all of their scenes together (and all of the elias scenes bc i love him) fully tabbed and annotated, highlights and side comments and everything. read my first fic written in tagalog because i desperately needed more of them.

got my highest grade in filipino in grade 9 and have since gotten better at speaking the language both formally and casually. from there, i learned to love the overall history and culture because it stopped feeling like a chore. because thats what elias wouldve wanted for me!!!

tldr doomed yaoi so good it sparked a personal revolution within me

now we wait for the annual boost in popularity whenever the grade 9/10s reach their 3rd and 4th quarter. noli me tangere is an incredible book you guys!! if focusing on elibarra is what it takes for yall to lock tf in and really get into it (like i did) then do it! you'll eventually learn to appreciate what jose rizal had to say in the story (and that he really Really loves elias LMAO)

[cyber-rory13]

Hello everybody!

My names Rory, and I’m back on tumblr for the bajillionth time and rebranding for the bajillionth time (seriously why did I ever leave in the first place, I love yall)

Anyways… here’s my whole spiel about who I am, what I do, etc.

^^^ where I post from lolz. Anyways, here are the basic stats

Name/what y’all can call me - Rory, Cyber Rory, idk anything else just not any of my old names if you know them

Age - 19

God what else do you put in these OH OMG

Pronouns - irl they/them, online they/it (and ask about neos if interested)

Sexuality/gender identity - i identify as bisexual, abrosexual, and gender-fluid (please do not use he/him or she/her even if I say I feel more masculine/feminine, they/them is always preferred)

What’s my deal - I’m an artist! Previously I never really posted my own stuff, but now I want to start doing that. Obviously I’ll still repost things I like, but it’s not gonna be my whole page lolz. I started taking my art more seriously since I switched my major from marine bio to a double major in art and psych (physics and chem are too hard) I’m currently not in school (I had to withdraw during the middle of my first semester due to mental health issues, but I’m going back this fall! So excited!!)

What kind of art? - glad you asked. Im really into Frutiger aero and cybercore at the moment, so that’s what I usually base my art around, but I really don’t have one set style/“aesthetic” in my art. I go in between Frutiger aero, cybercore, y2k, scene, mizuiro, and basically anything else that I can sneak the color blue in

Other fun things about me

Music I’m into - I don’t mean to be one of those “oh I’m into everything” kind of people, as it’s not fully true, but it’s true like 90% of the time. My favorite genres right now are metal core, emo, whatever Ayesha erotica, millionaires, and slayyyter are, and ambient instrumentals (more specifically cybercore ambience and the little big planet soundtrack) I will not listen to most country, and pop music is very hit or miss, but other than that I usually like everything else. Specific bands I’m into include bad omens, mcr, motionless in white, spiritbox, and pierce the veil

Shows/Animes I’m into - hot take but I really don’t like to watch tv *gasp* I know I know, but it’s so hard for me to start new shows and keep watching them, especially if episodes are longer than 20-30 mins. Even with anime I have a hard time watching shows that I wasn’t into over a year ago. I’m really into JJK, Haikyuu, Yuri on Ice (rip), the aquatope on white sands, and tbhk

Other things I’m into - just gonna dump them all here lolz. Blues clues, Winnie the Pooh, stuffed animals (NOT squishmallows, hot take sorry) deltarune/undertale, sally face, Fran bow, project sekai (forgot to put vocaloid in music lolz), and the ds and Wii era Nintendo

ALMOST DONE

I’ll be setting up either a card or a link tree hopefully soon, but I’m also on TikTok (regretfully) and instagram, both are @/cyber.rory13 if y’all are interested. Eventually I hope to open up commissions and/or a sticker and print shop, but for now I’m waiting til I have more traction on my socials as shops cost money, and I’ve been unemployed since October (starting work in may tho!) so I don’t want to make that investment quite yet. Commissions however, I’m open to the idea of them, so if you are interested feel free to message me and we can talk about details there (they will have to be digital or traditional transferred to digital). And finally, the moment like one of y’all has been waiting for, some of my actual art!

Digital

Traditional

Anyways, I hope you all enjoy, my page is a safe place and feel free to reblog really engage anyway if you’d like to be mutuals! Slay queen!!

[maxverstepponme]

Was kinda just thinking / playing around with the fact that this blog goes so in depth about how awful of a person, mom, and “girlfriend” Kelly Piquet is I’m really surprised no one here has made its way to a blind item / a bigger gossip forum because YALL ARE DOING THE LORDS WORK ON FINDING THE STEAMIEST ☕️☕️☕️

but then i seriously think about it and Max is a C(+) list celebrity with the raising interest in F1, while Kelly is Miles and miles behind him. Which is very funny because considering how she talks to photographers and other ppl who’ve had interactions with her she definitely thinks she’s up there with max. Modeling is a super hard industry to get into and many many ppl get hired for agency & contractors but not all of them are ppl like Kendall Jenner, the Hadid sisters ect. Her biggest shoot was the Dutch Vogue which from my understanding did not reach the performance it was intended because the contents only really focused on her being a trophy gf and very obviously didn’t point out anything she’s actually done in terms of motherhood, trying to make a name in the modeling world while trying to set herself apart ect, it was about max this and max that and my dads a world champion. She can attend all the fancy Fashion Weeks she wants but just showing up doesn’t actually do anything.

It’s very hard to be come relevant when you don’t have any substance and leeching off a boyfriend is probably the worst way to be come relevant. I 100% believe she tried to baby trap Daniil K and will probably do it to Max. When she had P she had a wonderful working mom in the paddock vibe (bc at time if I’m not mistaken she was in charge of running some f3/ lower junior series’ instagrams / socials) but got rid of it after they split and TRIED to be back into mommy blogging with Max but she cares way to much about furthering her modeling career and using her kid as an accessory to keep up with the stay at home stichk.

There’s soooo many ways Kelly could market herself but relies heavily on F1 fans from max to further her career which in all reality, as someone who just got in the sport a year 1/2 ago and is a female, I’ve had other female friends in the sport WAYYY longer than me and no one really cares about the girlfriends and wife’s. It’s fun too see them in the paddock yes but Most f1 fans are watching for the sport and to cheer on their favorite driver than to be investing in a struggling modeling career.

I also think it’s very psycho to try and alter the reality of a relationship to the point Kelly does. Maybe it’s just me being the type of person who doesn’t feel the need to flaunt / post a relationship (me and my partner have been together 3 yrs and I personally don’t see the point of posting about the relationship/ giving up dates 24/7 because I believe that those moments are better spent between the two of us and not the entire internet). When it gets to the point of faking posting about something as simple as flowers or posting old photos to make it seem like she’s in his apartment/ with him when the detectives on here clearly point out she’s ran off somewhere else is very concerning. She’s 30+ and displays the same type of relationship insecurity as a 16 yr old. Normal people shouldn’t feel the need to constantly verify their relationship with complete strangers online. Its also not that hard to respect the privacy of your S/O but not showing key features of their house, because the fact fans have seen photos of Monaco and now are able to point out max’s apartment is very concerning but it wouldn’t have started If miss K hadn’t obsessively showed off the place.

I definitely don’t think Kelly is stupid, and I know that she knows that once her and max break up a lot of the opportunities she had like meeting maya musk ect will be gone. ANYWAYS BACK TO THE OG POINT I think some of the work ppl do on this blog about the Kelly time lines should definitely try submitting something to a blind items blog because IG seems to be her main platform of outreach and it would be interesting to see how she would respond. This blog holds valid criticism of her /(with other wags but K seems to be the most problematic) and accurate descriptions and timelines of her sketchiness. Keep doing the lords work ladies and gents 💛💛

Skilled nonnies

[faggotmox]

Top 5 wrestlers any place and why?

top five RASSLERS || @perchtdont

nick gage (gcw). the why part of this is so long. like...how to explain things here. nicky is my favorite wrestler ever. i say with my whole chest that i do not think there is another (at least american) wrestler that has as strong a connection to their fans as nick gage does. for a lot of us being mdk, being in the gang, means something very real to us. it's a place we belong. when you look a guy in his eyes & tell him how his silly lil stabby glass breaky rasslin & gang saved your life & he genuinely responds back to you "i wouldn't be alive without you guys either" there's something truly special. nick gage has such a a special, genuine connection with his fans & he is truly a wrestler above most. i could talk a lot about this, i could really go into it, but i'll leave it here. nicky just is special. also he explicitly supports the queer community, & makes his gang & shows a safe space for us (like it's not just him at gcw doing this though).

jon moxley (aew, gcw). when i started watching wrestling it was during the kinda closing of the omega/mox feud. i hadn't really find the wrestler i connected with yet, i had a bunch i liked though. can't remember the first mox match but i do remember just very easily finding myself invested in mox. the exploding barbed wire deathmatch is the most significant match to me as a wrestling fan. everything he does is good, even the bad stuff. he doesn't exactly have what i say nick gage has but his genuine self really connects with people. also mox's love of deathmatches/hardcore is what lead me to discover that kind of wrestling which lead me to wanting to be that kind of wrestler. so mox gave me my dream & love for wrestling.

bryan danielson (aew, roh). i know everyone's like of course its cuz u think he's hot. FALSE. well, i do but everyone on my list is hot. i actually kinda hate having bryan on my top five list because it feels generic (sorry bry but you seemed too hyped to be that good) but kenny vs bryan seriously changed my definition of good wrestling. i used to not get technical wrestling (& i really wanted to bc it's nicky's favorite kinda wrestling) but bryan changed that. then i stumbled on bryan vs kenny vs tyler black which just...fucking slaps. bryan became one of my favorites before he was even stalking mox. i also like the man behind the wrestler a lot.

minoru suzuki (everywhere). this is the coolest motherfucker in pro wrestler. not only is he cool as fuck but the dude has just such a fucking understanding of wrestling. not just the moves & the holds & the whatever. no, suzuki gets pro wrestling. like seriously having read some of his shoot interviews & his in character ones, the guy has such a mind for it. the way suzuki brings legitimacy to the sport of pro wrestling is fucking amazing. not only that but suzuki works to use his credibility to legitimize others. effy v suzuki is a good example. it's still a fucking effy match but suzuki brings his vibe to it as well. the dude is who i look to when i want to understand something about pro wrestling that's maybe just not clicking. he also is very humble & just loves what he does. it shows. i just really respect & admire suzuki. ive been so fucking fortunate. i saw him 3 times in 2 days during which he earned his first US title (roh tv championship), & that's like...such a thing for me. like i start to cry thinking about it, it makes me so happy. his chops sound unearthly (like legit not of this earth) in real life.

eddie kingston (aew, chikara, deffy, njpw). i mean...like yall been on my blog. yall know how i feel about eddie. ive spent the last like day running my mouth about eddie which is fitting since all he does is run his mouth which is what i love about him. i could write an essay. but i'll break it down like this. the way he and mox are, the players tribune article, his love & influence from king's road, the genuine way he expresses himself, & his sense of style are why eddie is one of my all time greats.

[seru-doesthings]

Masterpost

Hello! I'm Seru, barely a functional Malaysian young adult and I'm primarily a fanartist 👩‍🎨 but i also write fanfics ✍️!

This blog is where I will first upload all the stuff I have on Twitter for archival purposes, so most of the stuff here would be from my Twitter, generally.

Just a quick heads up for people who don't know me and only found me on Tumblr, (welcome aboard to the lil gang btw!) here's a few things I'm into and may be a squick for you:

I'm very much always invested in a good dark/problematic content which are as the tin, so if you do not want any dark/problematic content stuff from me or from the people I follow and support who do dark/problematic content, please click away 🙏 (or make sure you’re armed with the blocked tags, if you still want to see my less problematic content)

I'm an ardent believer in treating characters as what they are; characters that can be interesting or not, and not a moral horn. Ultimately from my bio itself its obvious im a huge fan of Original Shen Qingqiu/Shen Jiu from Scum Villain Self-Saving System by MXTX so if for whatever reason other than "I just hate him." you dislike him (primarily if ure going to bring up morality) then, again, click away

And... thts pretty much it, really. Do take when I say i consume dark/problematic content very seriously, from unhealthy relationships to downright underage and incest so like. YEAH. I will be sure to tag them accordingly ofc if I reblog / post these content of my own, so if you are fine with a certain scope of it but not with the others you can still filter out those things 👍

Now tht thts done here's where you can also find me:

Twitter

Instagram

AO3

Now here's the tags for my content:

Seru art

Seru doodle

Seru fic

Seru animatic

Comm info for whenever I open wait list

Dont have the money to afford my commission prices but you still wanna support me financially somehow? You can get me a ko-fi!

Lastly here's my general carrd for whatever reason you may need it~ https://serupastel.carrd.co

I think i covered all bases lol. So if ure following me for whatever reason or another, i hope yall enjoy whatever i post here wehehehe~

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

Hey there! In honor of Thanksgiving in the states, can you tell us three things your MC is grateful for this year? What about their LI?

And if you want to tell us three things your thankful for too, go for it!

ooh ty for this ask!! (this got really long whoops)

Jensen:

The opportunities he's had in his career. Jensen came from as close to nothing as you can get, and the fact that he's made it so far is something he's incredibly grateful for (even if he doubts it here and there). The support system he's gained from his career as well as the expansion of his knowledge and education are things he never fathomed having before. He was so focused on surviving for so long he didn't think he could ever have anything extra or more, and now that he does, he couldn't imagine living without it.

Bryce of course. Jensen has a running list of poor decisions, many of his ex-partners on it, but Bryce is genuinely so different to anyone he's ever been with. Sure, in the beginning Jensen didn't think it would be that way, but after Bryce's initial,, yk,, being Bryce, it was very clear how much he cares. He listens, and is genuinely interested and invested in Jensen and what he finds important. He's always there with support whenever Jensen needs it, but he's also there just to make him laugh, too. Jensen is so grateful that Bryce is a part of his life, and that Bryce reciprocates it just as much.

The friend group. He's thankful that he's found a solid group of people who care about him and share similar interests. They're in it forever, and whether it be a celebration or the opposite, they're going to be there for each other. They're fun and entertaining but they know when to take things seriously. They share the same sense of humor, make fun of each other in a loving way, and would defend each other at any opportunity. Not only is he thankful that they're all in his life, he's thankful he gets to be a part of theirs, too.

Bryce:

How well he's done for himself since moving away from his parents. He had to figure out how to live, support himself, put himself through med school, and manage a new career without any support or advice. But guess what? He did it. He may bullshit and be cocky about his self confidence, but he's genuinely proud of himself for how far he's come and knows it wasn't easy. He's thankful that he was able to thrive despite conditions that were most certainly against it.

His family. The one he's made for himself, with Keiki, Jensen, and the pets. They're people he chooses to have in his life and (most of the time) they make it so much better. They can all be a pain in his ass here and there, but he knows they'd never do anything to intentionally hurt him.

Also the friend group. Bryce has learned a lot since being around them, and he's grateful they've given him the opportunity to grow and prove himself as a supportive friend. Though he's not as close as the roomies, he's thankful they include him as closely as anyone else. They're genuinely good people, and they push him to be better, but they're always there for him to fall back on if he needs it. If he needs anything, he knows he could go to any one of them and they would help without question or hesitation.

Me :)

ngl this fandom. i was in a really bad slump for a few months, uninterested in a lot of things i used to love and isolating myself because of it. but then i started interacting here, and it took barely any time at all for yall to welcome me in. this space is genuinely so important for me, and i thank all of you for being so kind

my family. weve all started working on ourselves a little more and things are becoming much more enjoyable, so ive actually been looking forward to the holiday season this year :)

just some of the people ive met this year. theres a handful of them that have changed my perception drastically, and even if they dont know it, im very thankful that theyve become a part of my life and routine

[salt-volk]

people invest in dappervolk because investing in dappervolk is only of the only ways to genuinely improve it, and as hard as it is for some of yall to beleive probably, some people actually see the potential in it and want to see it succeed. to improve, they need to hire more staff, especially more people who can code site features and shit.  more money = better budget for staff and other improvements.

we're in the middle of a pandemic recession and all of this shit. i dont think the staff are as rolling in cash balling living large wasting all the sweet sweet dv money as much as some of yall think they are. boycotting dappervolk literally wouldnt do shit, itd just make the site shut down.

i find it impossible to beleive that anji is raking in mad cash, holding off on all these amazing updates JUST to spite everyone. some yall act like its so so so super easy and simple to make the site better and she already 100% has the means and capability and all the resources to have these features coded and all this stuff done that she could easily implement at any moment, but for some reason refuses to and acts against her best interest.. why???? just out of sheer hatred for the userbase?? like as if she's just here to siphon money waiting for it to fail and laughing at all of us manically as we plea for improvements that she could easily add instantly but just wont because shes sadistic or?? 

put yourself in her perspective for a moment and think why that would even make sense. i know its easy to have a shallow view of peopel from afar that are just on the internet and you dont know them but seriously like seriously just sit down and really try to consider the daily life of this person of managing a site on your own and having it be your baby project and all of this and why you would deliberately make it suck for no fucking reaosn just to be a spiteful bitch or something. why you would hold off on improvements you could easily make. also if it was a scam all about the money youd want to improve the site because the more users you have the more people you can scam. their user retention rate sucks ass right now and thats not helpful even from a purely business standpoint.

improvements aren't not happening JUST because anjis a stubborn ass who only cares about money $$ and is sabotaging part of her own lifes work for no fucking reason, improvements are probably not happening because they dont have the means to practically do them at the moment, there are difficulties like lack of staff or experience behind the scenes, or they are actually planning to but improvements just take a while. and none of that is going to be remedied by having even less money

plus they have actually made decent improvements the past while i think we can get so focused on the negative including me i love to be a hateful bitter bitch lmao but even i have to give them some credit like theyre obviously trying even if its late even if its imperfect, theyre trying to make it work and doing okay actually in some regards

like i get it i totalyl fucking get it, parts of dappervolk genuiney suck butt ass and i understand frustration with how long and slow corrections have been and how the focus is off and it feels like theyre not listening all of that shit, but i get tired of this kind of disingenuous interpretation i see so much where people start making assumptions and shit that dont even make any sense. and for the recorda ive never spent money on the site im not rich im not a custom roller, maybe ive just worked on too many shitty creative ventures with inexperienced young artists and epic fail staff and all of that so im empathizing too much from personal experience lmao, but its just you can absolutely get trapped in that shit trying to save a sinking ship and i think assuming the worst intentions behind the scenes is inaccurate. especially the frequent money leechy allegations 

havent yall at least worked on a smaller scale shitfail project in college like that? even if you dont know the cost of servers and hiring professionals and what its like working with directionless management on stuff with deadlines or the general public and all, yall can probably empathize in some way.

anyway i'm drunk rambling lmaooo but i just so serisously feel like boycotting is so meaningless like this isnt disney or some big corporation, its not like they have all the resources and means to improve stuff but just dont, theyre not a million dollar venture cutting corners to profit, boycotting wont suddenly make them reallocate the resources theyve been skimping on. this is like basically a single person with barely any staff probably trying to maintain a project that keeps getting away from them and scope creep and blah blah blah and probably also has their own personal life shit going on and boycotting the site will do nothing but just make the site fail completely.

lthe root problem is not them having the means and ability to improve but simpley choosing not to because they hate listening to user feedback, the root problem is them not having the means in the first place. you take away the money, it doesnt suddenly bestow them with better means for improvement, if anyting it gives them less. like boycotting sounds good as a surface measure and an  initial reaciton and can work for the big walmart bastards with the money and power to enact change fuck all of them by the way, but dv is so small i sincerely dont think itd affect anything but just kill dappervolk completely. weird idea in practice, wont have intended effect.

tldr i dont think anji is just a money scamming stubborn asshole those insinuations always scratch at me, also i dont think dappervolk has as much resources as some of yall think. boycott wont fix the problem will just make it worse. good night everybody also fuck 3s forest i still hate dailies lol 

[wildernessuntothemselves]

i feel so BETRAYED obv you didnt promise me anything…

BUT CMON PREGNANCY??? YALL DIDNT SEE THAT GIRL ON TIK TOK WITH HER 200+ REASONS TO NOT BE PREGNANT. SERIOUSLY.

(/j) BUT IM STILL VERY MUCH ANTI PREGNANCY

i also forgot i was alive for a hot min but I’m back and have things to say🤌🏻

sooo everyone wished for soft non-con and i get your point but 👀 nobody know the chemistry rough non-con can have … not in a romantic way but in the we get to know how FAR a character will go and how fucked up they truly are to hurt their love

maybe im trippin 🤥 but i was team rough non-con for this ch. although if the others want soft i cannot blame them

ill freak out reading it either way 💅🏻 #choppingoffgyusdick

and lord soobin??? okayyyyyy

us dressing like a whore??? GIRL- FUCKIN -BOSSING

and everyone talking abt loser lover ending???

i read that fic a bit ago and it fucking BROKE me, i think i read the whole thing abt 3 times (not within a week or anything) i just came back to it and it broke me EVERY time

i was sobbing the first time and staring blankly at my wall the second time… tryna process everything. like the things they did to each other and especially that last ch. where reader fucks gyu and streams it literally killed me

i was so disappointed in their behavior and so emotionally invested srsly it broke my heart when you described beomgyu curling into himself… or the way he didnt want any of it but did it still for reader all the comments of the viewers… like it was written so well it truly hurt me😭🤌🏻 AND I READ IT AGAIN???? LIKE DO I HATE MYSELF WHY???

or the fact reader has to leave soobin, or the time soobin noticed reader being more invested in gyu than in him :(((( it made me want to give soobin ALL THE ATTENTION he deserved

or that one time where reader was like saying how gyu is only her toy and should act like it and instead of being a brat gyu just allowed it like he was actually broken and did everything for her to keep him… or the way she described him like a dog or her pet on stream

GOD THE EMOTIONS, I READ IT A WHILE AGO BUT ITS STILL AAAAA IT STILL KILLS ME TO THINK ABT IT

ill probably be just as sad abt yamqn but your writing is hella good and idk being invested in the story and feeling the characters feelings is kinda the goal isnt it

im excited where we are going to go with yamqn but im also a bit scared ill cry my eyes out again😭😭😭🤌🏻

- ❄️

listen i'm the biggest pregnancy anti out there and i live in an arab country where marrying and having a child is considered an absolute must in life but i've already managed to beat down my parents into giving up on me ever having a child so i get it lmao but again if the pregnancy is important to the plot of a story i'm writing then that's what i'm gonna do lmao

offf i keep going back and forth on the noncon thing even after most everyone said they want it soft because i feel like there is a lot of emotion involved in that scene and gyu is hella stressed and upset and he might not have the capacity to be soft in that instance but at the same time he doesn't want to hurt her and he is in a sick way happy to have her ahhh it's so complicated

the way you're describing lover loser makes ME wanna read it again lmao i'm just addicted to broken gyu

and the ending for this fic will probably be just as heartwrenching as the lover lover ending 😭 but we love pain here

[significantfoliage]

911 S3 E11

- hmmmm I dislike seize the day as a theme when we just learned Michael has cancer 😬

- SKSJSKSKSJ I MISSED THIS KINDA STUPID STUNT, YOU GO BOYS, FISH THAT MAN OUT THE SKY

- okay the woman asking if Eddie and Buck were single was a very good moment lol

- huh how far ahead in time have we gone? Radiation treatment being done but not working means it's been a minute so, have Hen and Karen fostered yet?? 👀

- does that mean Buck is no longer blood thinner boy?

- DID CHIMS BROTHER FUCKING RUN AWAY FROM HOME TO HIS BROTHER

- fucking obsessed, I love Albert already, just throw him at Buck, it'll be great!!

- Chim really can't keep his couch empty SKSJSKSKSJ

- this man's handling of this fish is Stressing Me Out

- the onlookers being grossed out and vomiting like y'all could've Left!!

- everytime they have a Skype call ending and specify Skype, I'm thrown into a "oh fuck this was pre Covid" mindset

- lolol I'm not used to Chim having so long opinions

- HAHAHA Buck being the one to spill the dirt through the girlfriend rather than the 118 pipeline for once

- Chim why not introduce Albert to the 118, Buck is a great baby sitter! Plus, that used to be his couch XD

- Hen and Karen are going to over prep for this, aren't they

- love everytime Hen operates heavy machinery, very hot

- this was a bad scene to follow my choice to get snacks, really, an evisceration now?????

- Harrison should seize the day. But also, I can't imagine laughing is a Good thing to do with your guts out 😅 but also, fucking great joke I'm literally still laughing about it

- oh noooo, Chim is gonna be mad about his brother stealing his space

- Chim's eye roll is So Good!! Also I was right about Buck getting along with Albert

- they're never gonna explain the chimney thing and I respect that

- love that Miles and Justin might work out NEVERMIND MILES 100% ALSO HAS A CRUSH THIS IS TOO PRECIOUS

- Katie my fucking hero

- the significant eye contact Chim and Hen are making while Katie reads Justin's love letter like "is this seriously happening? Are we letting this happen?" Are Killing Me 😂

- ma'am please just hand Miles the paper

- la vie en rose playing for all of this is so good

- Justin 100% was gonna ask Chimney to kill him but looks like he's gonna get a happy ending anyways

- HEN WHY DID YOU BRING ALBERT TO THIS EVENT

- I am once again begging to meet the Buckley parents

- yes I love Albert but also can anyone please empathize with Chim, especially Hen

- damn I uh. I think Albert doesn't know what really went do with Chim. Which, from my understanding, was him mom dying and then his dad marrying another woman and leaving Chim in America.....

- YALL THIS DRUNKEN CHIM EXPLANATION IS WHY ONE OF YOU SHOULD'VE THOUGHT AHEAD

- Ive taken like three times as long as this scene runs to watch this speech cause Chim is my favorite and it hurts to see him down like this

- see this is why someone needed to help facilitate a Chim and Albert family discussion. Obviously home wasn't great for Albert or else he wouldn't have run away and described it as stifling. But we also know that Chim didn't do this epic push back against their dad that Albert believes happened. Just. Fucking. Talk to each other!!!!

- OH NO KEVIN!!!!!! SERIOUSLY 118 FAM, HOW DID NONE OF YOU SEE THIS COMING???

- .....wait. wait, fuck. Chim has been there the longest, does anyone else know about Kevin????

- THANK YOU MADDIE FOR BEING WORRIED ABOUT CHIM

- BUCKLEY PARENTS LORE "not bad people just bad parents" IM SO HYPE

- yeah my parents update their will like semi regularly any time there's any financial change

- debating if them showing Michael's place means they've now invested enough in the set design that he probably won't die OR if it means that they're ready to let him go but he's going out with more development to really make it hurt 🤔

- gosh I love May, she's developed really well

- anyways Albert and Chim both need therapy 🌟

- I genuinely think things would be less tense if Albert lived with Buck but at least everyone Finally Talked lol

- HEY MICHAEL YOU SHOULD STILL GET THE DOCTOR RECOMMENDED SURGERY

- HEY MICHAEL ITS BRAIN CANCER IM PRETTY SURE THEY KNOW IT'LL KILL YOU

- HEY MICHAEL PLEASE GO GET SURGEY

- yes young boys pile!! Buck and Christopher and Albert

- "this is Eddie's house, I'm not really a guest" I'm losing it yall

- three months of paper work okay okay it's like March, maybe April

- do they still call it foster failing when it's humans? Anyways, they're gonna adopt this kid

- CHIMS PARENTS ARE COMING????????

- oh the Lee's, thank goodness, I did Not want even more angst and awkward dinners

[lettuce-seize-the-day]

I'm so anxious abt this week and also this summer ;-; and also my life and future in general but Especially tonight bc tomorrow is kinda like.......the beginning of my career

[starlightkun]

im only slightly ashamed of the three wips i added to my mlist today,,,

[lolnotactive]

tokyorev actorau!rambles (excuse any typos bye)

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actor!mikey is always checking on his co-stars after filming a fight scene. ‘i didn’t hit you did i?’ is definitely something he always says.

i can honestly imagine the tokyorev cast being very fucking funny… i feel like actor!mitsuya always laughs during a serious scene (same with actor!takemichi like he could just be filming a scene where he is supposed be getting beat up or crying and just die laughing)

actors that forget their lines the most have to be baji, chifuyu, draken (emma stays laughing her ass off at him) … i think actor!kazutora is always asking the director if he can help with camera because it looks fun “wait, can i help with this scene?” he says while running off set.

what baji, chifuyu and draken do/say when they forget their lines

baji - i think he’ll look directly at the camera with a certain face and everyone will just know and start laughing at him “don’t laugh at me!” he says while laughing at himself.

chifuyu - “fuck” i think he says that a lot especially when he forgets his lines and he definitely over-exaggerates it a lot but not in a bad way more in a funny dramatic way.

draken - he can’t be serious, i think he stumbles over his words and covers his mouth with his hand to start giggling about it so he would definitely be like “i am so sorry” while dying of laughter.

all of them find dying scenes funny, they mess up the scenes by saying something cringy other than lines or making a funny face while there supposed to be seriously dead in the scene.

um … baji & chifuyu really do be bestfriends on set and on the show, they are always play fighting and ruining eachothers scenes on purpose “oh—i’m sorry was i in your shot?” and they definitely end up having a bunch of interviews together (when the whole cast has an interview together it is definitely chaotic and most of them can’t sit still).

actor!naoto makes fun of his serious look

actor!hanma has a spritz bottle laugh that ends up literally killing everyone during a scene

actor!hina doesn’t forget her lines but her placements during a scene everyone (especially takemichi) has to remind her “hina your supposed to be over here” and she’s just like “oh-“ like she’ll being doing a scene and end up doing a certain hand movement or gesture she isn’t supposed to do but they end up going with it anyways AND she definitely makes fun of the death scenes and laughs when takemichi has to film a crying scene with her and he’s just like “are you laughing at my tears again?”

actors!peh & pah have to always be running off somewhere, literally no one can ever find them when it’s there turn to film…

actor!kisaki is always defending his character tbh and whenever someone tries to get on him about it he is like “ok but didn’t you character do *insert random thing that can be held against them* though”. i also feel like he is always fucking with the props (baji too! he definitely breaks something and is like “aw shit” cause he knows he is gonna get in trouble)

actor!mitsuya IS LIKE TOM HOLLAND THAT ONE TIME … lemme just show you WATCH. actor!hakkai gets on him about it all them time like “dude you are gonna get fired STOP” and he is definitely the one to have to watch him on interviews

actor!sanzu is always fucking up his makeup by accident and always has to go back to the makeup trailer like “yeah… it smeared again” (he pisses the makeup artist off THEY KNOW HE DOESNT MEAN TO THOUGH) like he’ll wipe his face with his hand and forget he has on important makeup

actors!emma and draken are always making fun of each other and i do feel like they would be the ones to actually end up dating in real life

actor!senju is hyper and is always running around on set, i think actor!wakasa laughs a lot during scenes and enjoys his lollipops (a real life sweetheart though)…

actor!taiju has to swear he isn’t mean to his fans “don’t be afraid to talk to me guys”ANDDDD is a real life sweetheart

actors!hakkai and yuzuha give off real sibling energy though … they embody it so well (they are definitely best friends in real life and always being seen at events together)

actors!mikey and draken are bestfriends irl also and they are always being seen together ON set and OFF set, always eating and having long drawn conversations, their trailers are across from eachothers… (also with baji and chifuyu and kazutora they are always in one of the others trailer tbh)

actor!ran does his own braids tbh, always fucking up props and always laughing

actor!rindou definitely pulls pranks (he just looks suspicious) with his co-star baji (you already know his ass be pulling pranks) and i think draken be pulling them too especially on mikey and he just be like “bro…” definitely be beating they ass fr MIKEY IS DEFINITELY THE MOM OF EVERYONE LOL

actors!smiley and angry are brothers in real life of course and definitely pop up a lot in the bloopers together … literally always getting in trouble, always in one of their co-stars trailer, always missing with pah & peh lol (OH AND angry can’t be serious for nothing… especially when filming them crying scenes)

they all get on eachothers nerves, they all LOVE there fans like they love to piss yall off (mostly .. BAJI, mitsuya, draken, emma & hina (loves to piss yall off TOGETHER) and chifuyu and SANZU (he is always fw yall PLS)

actor!hanma claims he dating all his fans when he gets asked who is he dating “literally my fans” (mikey, baji, mistuya and chifuyu too)

LASTLY when the whole cast has to do a table read they are just as invested as WE are … complaining, coming for eachother, laughing and definitely crying at the scenes they have to later film… yall they have so much fun together, the whole cast is more like a big ass friend group.

[davethot]

The future of Homestuck^2, and why you shouldn’t be celebrating

So... as some of you may have heard, Homestuck 2 is pretty much done. Hussie himself sent a post out to the patrons about the future of Homestuck 2, and the tldr is that because of constant harassment and abuse from the fandom, Homestuck 2 will be finished privately and released all at once. We don’t know how long that will take, but Hussie and the rest of us are easily assuming it’s going to be... a long time. According to Hussie, the rest of Homestuck 2 is going to be funded with the saved up money from the Patreon. The Patreon will no longer be charging patrons and is closed forever.

So, that’s the rundown. And you know what? I’m not excited. I’m not happy. I’m not celebrating. And no, it’s not just because I liked the direction of Homestuck 2. It’s because I am, quite frankly, disappointed and borderline disgusted with the actions of the Homestuck fandom ever since the epilogues dropped in 2019. 

While I can hope and wish that it’s not going to happen, I am sadly waiting for the celebratory posts to come rolling in. “WE DID IT! HOMESTUCK 2 IS OVER! WE WON!!” 

Sorry to be dramatic, but if you’re one of these people, you should be ashamed of yourself.

Say what you want about Andrew Hussie, but the fact that this new team, comprised mostly of lgbtq+ and poc folks being harassed to a dangerous/worrying degree because of a fucking webcomic??? Is fucking asinine. 

And don’t think I’m only referring to the annoying people on twitter either. To all of you Homestuck “fans” that have been nonstop berating and attacking the Homestuck 2 team, even indirectly, are also part of this. Constantly accusing people of such heinous things just because a fucking character in a comic does something you don’t quite agree with is quite literally almost just as bad to me. The never-ending finger pointing at this team and trying to say that they’re homophobic, transphobic, or literally any other kind of incredibly intense label just because some of the characters within the comic were not perfect examples of what you deem to be acceptable lgbtq+ representation. And, again, these characters were being written by a largely lgbtq+ team!

I’ve been a Homestuck fan since 2012. I’ve been an active Homestuck fan since 2012. I have been in the fandom through giga, omega, or whatever the fuck kind of pause you can think of. I was here when the epilogues first dropped, and I went through the “Oh I hate this” phase into the “oh, actually, I understand that this is not SUPPOSED to be like the original comic. It’s something new, unique, fun, and interesting, and plays around with fandom involvement while giving the fandom freedom to continue the story however the feel. Post-canon or dubiously canon isnt trying to erase what I think about the characters, it’s an interesting way to let a team trusted by Hussie do what THEY want with the story, and whether or not we choose to engage with it is completely up to us.”

And yknow, it just makes me really sad that people can’t seem to have that same mindset. While I’m incredibly grateful that hs2 will be finished eventually, it really disappoints me to see it go like this. It disappoints me that I can no longer support this project on patreon. And it really disappoints me that this fandom has turned into something that I’m genuinely ashamed to engage with 90% of the time because it’s full to the brim of people who are uselessly chasing after perfect representation and squeaky clean characters when quite literally that has not what Homestuck itself has been about since 2009. 

But I digress. Maybe this is a good thing because now I won’t have to see every tag of Homestuck plagued by people who simply don’t understand that if you don’t like something you don’t have to fucking read it. At least now maybe I’ll be able to find more people who were actually invested in this new direction of Homestuck, and new people who understand that dubiously canon was not meant to be taken so seriously. Maybe I can find people who agree that the harassment towards these creators over a fucking webcomic is absolutely unacceptable. 

I am eagerly waiting for the rest of Homestuck 2 to drop, and I hope that the team who was working on it finds financial security and some peace in the midst of all of this. Literally no one deserves to be treated like they did for simply writing a story. Yall did the best you could given the circumstances and there are people out there who liked and wanted to support your work. Literally godspeed yall, and good luck. 

To the rest of the Homestuck “fandom” that made everything go down like this, please have a terrible evening. Thank you. 

[lvminosityy]

☆ —— welcome to infinite entertainment! it's NAM SEUNGHO, who is the STYLIST OF BRAVEHEART. i’ve heard whispers that the 25 year old is pretty LIGHT-HEARTED but lowkey WEAK-WILLED. also, doesn’t he remind you of KIM HONGJOONG?

Hello friends! Tis I ya girl Emma fashionably late like always. I’m so super excited to get to plot and write with all of you! I’ve brought to you my son Seungho. HERE is his stats page and I’ve created a pinterest board for him HERE in case yall want a little look at it. But if you’d like to plot please like this and I will come to you! 

Here’s some stuff to know about Seungho:

Seungho was born the only child of two very loving parents and grew up in a little strawberry farm they tended to. They did the best they could, but they couldn’t always provide him with what he wanted. They worked hard and taught Seungho that the only way for him to achieve everything he wanted was to work hard as well.

Despite the lessons they tried to drill into him, he was never one to invest all that much time into his school work. He loved art and was actually quite good at science since he liked working with his hands and liked the little experiments they conducted, but the rest seemed like a bore to him so he never took it too seriously. He never took much all that seriously if he’s being honest with himself.

He didn't have their green thumb either. Once he was past his stage of flitting around in the fields and making mud pies, he lost almost all interest for what his parents did for a living. It left him in a sort of limbo wondering what the hell he was going to do with his life. And with no certain direction in life he was constantly getting himself in trouble in school. It was a confusing time where he found himself experimenting not only with drugs and alcohol but his own sexuality.

However in one of his trips to Seoul he was introduced to the glitz and glam of the idol life. Idols always looked so perfect and beautiful. He wanted to be immersed in such a vibrant lifestyle, but being a rule breaker was never going to do him any favors in this business.

Seungho didn’t want to lose his freedom either. So he figured the best way to live like he wanted and still do what he wanted was to be a stylist. Close to all the action without losing much.

fun facts

His hair is currently blonde. yes im still a slut for the red hair but we changing shit up in this bitch

cant cook to save his life. lives off junk food and late night ramen runs

loves to dance. took free lessons by a neighbor when he was younger

loves to star gaze. star gaze loving bitch because hes much more a night person

pansexual. if you can make him smile or laugh, you can win over his heart. however being around so many people who care so much about their appearance and reputations above all, hes come to learn that people arent always the way they appear in front of others. created some trust issues.

prone to getting himself in trouble

a little bit dramatic. just a little :) 

plays a little bit of the guitar. not the best but not half bad. still uses the same pick he was taught with bc its special :’)

likes photography too. especially likes using his polaroid camera and keeps the pictures hes taken on the tour in a little box

A huge fan of writing in a journal. Its where you’ll find his most intimate thoughts that he can’t bring himself to say aloud. Only one other person had peeked in it- his best friend Seonhwa. And from it came a very personal song he wrote for his ex and first love. He’s only listened to the song once. Despite it being an amazing song, he cant bring himself to listen to it again. He’ll cry.

currently talking himself out of getting a kitty because he knows he’ll constantly be going away on tour but hes a sucker for the murder mittens