#sh negativity

[cyber-therian]

ed & sh accounts FUCK OFF. IM SO SERIOUS. FUCK. OFF. youd think that having such a triggering account would make you look at dnis right? but i guess fucking not. get the fuck away from me forever. i hate you and im so serious. how dare you encourage other people to hurt themselves the way you do. how fucking dare you. you have no idea who is in recovery, who could be massively triggered by your content, SO FUCK OFF. by posting this shit you ARE HURTING OTHERS. whether you mean it or not, you are. get fucking help and fuck off.

[apollos-boyfriend]

there is absolutely nothing that pisses me off faster than hearing terminally-online people argue about steven universe

[darkcreamz95]

Now that I've mamaged to sleep...

So if you've heard Umazane Misli in Malay yesterday at Joker Out's Amsterdam show (6/12), that was me who sang it at the barricade in front of the boys.

If you have any video recording of me singing it, please send it to me!

I would love to keep it and also tell my parents that getting a C for my Bahasa subject during my high school final exam ACTUALLY GOT ME SOMEWHERE HAHA.

Thank you also to everyone who cheered as I attempted the lyrics in front of Bojan. It's a great honor to bring Malaysia and South East Asia to the spotlight for a moment.

For anyone curious about what the actual words are...

[demodraws0606]

BBH haters hate cc!Bad and spread false info about him because they're ableist, no I will not expand on this thank you very much <3

[mariemariemaria]

Does anybody else feel like mental health awareness has done very little to help them in material reality

[md-confessions]

Gonna preface this by saying I have nothing against people who like J ships. You do you, dude. Also I’m sorry for yapping. Like genuinely. TLDR at the bottom

That being said, none of the J ships vibe with me, save for Jessa cause they were at least close. Not saying they’re all problematic or anything (‘cept for one, maybe two or three), but I just can’t bring myself to like them in any context.

For example, JUzi. Nothing inherently wrong with it. It’s another DD x WD ship, and J is likely around the same [mental] age as Uzi and the others. What makes my skin crawl when I think of it, however, is when I think about who both characters are. Uzi, the first person to treat N like a damn person in a long time, who’s been bullied and neglected all her life, paired with J, the person who told N to off himself and who drove his self worth down so much she (supposedly) indirectly drove N to self harm cause he thought he deserved to be punished for doing whatever J deemed bad.

Like idk that just rubs me the wrong way. Not in a “this is a problematic ship” kinda way, really just the “they wouldn’t do that” way.

And there’s the obvious “well why not just make an AU?” or “why not write J in a way where she doesn’t have all those attributes?” Well straw man, its cause at that point it’s Not J. It’s another character wearing her robo-skin. At that point just like, make an OC. Steal SD-S from that one merch vid and give her all those attributes of a not-abusive J, idk.

The other ones are just kinda whatever honestly. I know saying that “the issues I have with some of them stem from how J treated N” is kinda stupid but hey, I’m yapping about shipping two characters together, I’m already doing something stupid.

TLDR: Canonical association and personal taste prevents me from liking all but one of the J ships, but I don’t really care about people liking them. Don’t let me stop you from having fun. (Stockholm Fantasy can burn though. Like genuinely)

Good morning, night, or afternoon depending on when you see this.

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[aropride]

2024 goal

[syrenki]

post depressive episode clarity like what the fuck do you mean they'll never disappear, just fade.

[memoir-of-stars]

In all seriousness, I made the mistake of watching the Aloy x Seyka kiss on YT and looking into the comment section. Of course the dudebros are freaking out again…

And like, tell me you didn’t understand the game without telling me you didn’t understand the game??

Like being mad that Aloy had 'no time for romance' and wouldn’t take any man…uhm, has the thought ever occurred to you that she maybe, just maybe simply didn’t like men??

Have you not played the game and noticed that Elisabet and Tilda were a thing??

How strange that her literal copy turns out to be gay as well mmh??

[ireneksstuff]

Rant below

I'm sorry the fuck did WE do???

Like I think this whole thing started mainly with crows being mad ab the fucking eyeball lore rp, and some of them literally overstepping tubbos boundaries, being borderline ableist, and then accusing him of spreading homophobic rhetoric (and I'm not just referring to that ONE person, that post had like 15 reblogs with people agreeing with them and a lot more likes)

And when we rightfully called them out, they all doubled down until their OWN streamer called them out (bc tubbo addressing it did nothing)

And then sunny happened. Sunny had been expecting good things from phil and tallulah and chayanne bc tubbo spoke very highly of them. And even if it wasn't for tallulah s distrust, which I can write a thesis about tbh(since I think it's unfair to expect sunny to be ok with people disliking her for where she was from) Phil's language was insensitive towards a very traumatized kid that he had not build a stable relationship with. That's a fact. He didn't talk to empanada like that, so why did he towards sunny?

Yes, he did not mean to do that. But the Tubblings used it as an opportunity to have an angst moment. And crows fucking LOST IT. Like no we do not hate Phil guys.We love that old man. We can still make angsty theories with his interactions with sunny.

ALSO, when it was PHILS turn to take lore srsl, he acted the same way he did always due to not realising the gravity of tubbos' death. And that is not a bad thing. But when the Tubblings, instead of getting upset ab him not participating seriously in the lore,we chose to add it into the story, crows were all over it with meta reasons for why we shouldn't do that.

Like do you want serious lore or not? Pick one

I'm not here to pick a fight. Many tubblings have also gone to crows blogs and have sent hate and death threats which are NOT acceptable no matter what.

I'm just trying to point out that the pure hypocrisy that some crows have shown has made tubblings be fed up with this bs. Cause we expect the hate now.

Again we love phil. I was a crow first and i know thats the same for many of us.

However, EVERY time that he interacts with tubbo or when bolas are mentioned, I just feel the exhaustion of preparing for the disaster that my feed will be, due to like 3 crows starting shit, and then tubblings defending themselves.

I'm not kidding. Every tubbling was ready for war on twt when they did the prank, and we were relieved that at least we had the doozers with, so we wouldn't face this shit again on our own.

I am tired of this shit. I love hanging around in Phil's chat when he's playing qsmp. But when I read chat messages like these, I'm just angry? Disappointed that this is still happening? Like you can claim that we are toxic all you want, but so far, every time our communities have been at each others throats its been the crows picking the fights(and no making angsty hc ab the possible perception of a characters behavior does not count, it's normal fandom behavior)

Even while writing this, I had to check my language like 10 times to make sure I didn't piss people off for no reason.

Whether you like it or not, the toxicity didn't start with us

[elenadoeslife]

We viewed a humongous house today and we were completely gobsmacked.. Our chances of getting it are pretty good too. Living in this place would definitely be a once in a lifetime experience 🌸

[moonysfavoritetoast]

…uhm.

seriously why do people like me. i’m a fucking fake ass motherfuck with no regard for anyone but myself. i fucking claim i’m a dude while i fucking sit here and hit myself because i feel guilty about it. i’m fucking faking it. i’m a fucking straight girl and have always fucking been one. i feel so fucking guilty because my friends can’t fucking transition and i’m here being an ungrateful fuck about it. at least my parents don’t fucking hate me for it. i shouldn’t have cut my hair. i took my mother’s baby girl away from her. i told her a i was a fucking boy on a goddamn whim. my fucking name meant something to her and i said i didn’t want it. i promised her i’d never hurt myself. i promised her so fucking much and i couldn’t fucking do it. nobody should like me, actually. yk that? i take everyone for granted. i’m a mentally ill fuck who doesn’t deserve shit.

i get obsessed too easily and get so fucking absorbed in shit that i dont know when to stop talking about it. she doesn’t want to hear about all this shit she’s not interested in. i need to fucking shut the fuck up.

and somehow nobody believes i’m not ok. nobody i live with takes me seriously. i can’t bring it up without them asking why i’d ever think that and where i got the idea i might have something wrong.

i’m fucking failing from a lack of motivation. i’m failing and won’t be able to go to dc. i’ll get my phone taken and i’ll sit in my room and cry because i can’t make myself do anything.

i don’t know why anyone irl decided they liked me. tbh.

[etteraths]

THE EXPRESSION OF PAIN

[hes-a-rat-whisperer]

its insane how upset some people get when I set pretty basic boundaries

oh? I don´t allow you to be invasive and creepy towards my oc because it makes him and me very uncomfortable? too bad. cope and seethe.

did you know you can find a character hot without calling them a wh*re in a """playful""" way and saying how you want them to have s*x with a literal r*pist?? woah!

seriously. you´re not quirky. you´re not funny.

stop. it.

[shadowbannedthehedgehog]

the cruel of cycle of feeling overwhelming disgust for self inflicted scars and dealing with the guilt shame and disappointment by self inflicting more scars. but also the beautiful cycle of kind hearted admiration for self inflicted scars and creating more in hopes they will be equally as pretty.

[ghostlightfic]

i really like the pokemon teams post because i feel like it shows my biases. "but kit there are other food-themed pokemon for bonnie! like fidough--" yea but i don't like him