#healing cvts

[analyfeglory]

Are you ever just sitting around doing nothing but then you get suicidal?

[dxiifut]

God I'm not your strongest soldier please stop

[mew-hatesherself]

looking at other ppl’s cuts trying to decide if i want to break my clean streak

[deathgames5]

In the emergency room CvT to deep way to deep.

I'm fucking stupid

All be safe and careful

[jokine]

i wanna fucking rip my skin off

i hate how i look so much it makes me want to bleed so badly UGH KILL ME

[ghostcvtzzz]

how to find decent fucking blades that’ll get me styros without multiswiping no glue no borax

[f41l1ng-0c34n-cr34tvr3]

I’m going to do it. I’m gonna ask for help from my mom. I forced myself to. I att3pted again tonight and ofc it didn’t work cause I’m still here, but my arm is all cvt to hell (not beans, but mostly light/deep styros ALL over). And I freak out when I get too hot so I’m going to HAVE to have a talk with her soon so she doesn’t freak out when she sees my arm. So I’ve got a rough draft for a letter for her after she gets home from work. It covers everything I’ve been hiding or lying about. It covers my cvtting, my sv1c1d3 att3mpts, the fact that my bullying was also physical, the fact I got s3xually a$sault3d multiple times by multiple people, my trans-ness, my eating disorder, my depression, why I didn’t ask for or get help, the fact I’m not a Christian, everything. And it asks over and over again for help. I want help for it all. I want to get better. And I’m asking for help. I know I’ll probably be forced to stop cvtting and st@rv1ng, but I’m willing to trade that off for genuine help.

[viiieryy]

i feel so fucking embarrassed when people tell me i need help, no I don't leave me alone

[analyfeglory]

Self harm is really just self-bdsm. People I’m not depressed, I’m just kinky

[dxiifut]

[mew-hatesherself]

How I stare at my mom after she threatens to send me to a mental hospital (I was just trying to open up to her.)

[deathgames5]

Cutting the living hell out of me, while being carried away by the music

Fucking love it

You all be safe and

[jokine]

TW GRAPHIC ARTWORK OF SH

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SCROLL IF YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY SURE

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Drawing helps me outlet my emotions, I’m so fucking close to relapsing and I’m trying so hard not to, its crazy. If its not too much to ask, id love some encouragement to not do it, anyway, i hope someone finds this enjoyable💀😭

[ghostcvtzzz]

me when my parents read all my messages and i told them i was joking (i was dead serious)