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listen. sometimes i just really need a hug from someone like hinata. yknow??
#please being touch starved when my closest friends arent too physically affectionate is so hard#even more so cause my best friend(?? is someone i haven been friends with for too long and she's only just recently started to show-#physical affection with me#so i dont know how to react#cause 1. im still lowkey a bit insecure about our relationship and im not too sure whats her stance on physical affection#and 2. IM FUCKINF TOUCH STARVED so whenever someone touches me i frickin. freeze and tense up and idfk what to do or how to react#like am i leaning too much into their hug. am i not leaning into it enough. wait have i been hugging them for too long now#etc etc#rant#ushouldrant
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a broken man's last effort, all for nothing
#henry miller#steven stevenson#jack kennedy#dave miller#dee kennedy#peter kennedy#dsaf#dayshift at freddy's#my art#drew this because i was thinking about steven's death having more of an impact than in game#it does logically make sense for them to not react THAT much (which this is kind of the same but more dramatic? not actually pulling emotio#ns from the rest)#its just oh. jesus christ what henry can just DO that???#so it puts them more on edge from what Henry can do#i dont know.. dont @ me......#also was talking to my friend about how i dont imagine their deaths being instant either.#for the phoneys its the quiet void to insistent ringing. static covering once coherent thoughts#so loud . then nothing#for the rest....... ummmmm thats for another day#sorry for the tags ramble LOL#also added little contxtt yess its a false heartbeat/pulse. its meant to mimic being alive... i forget i have to actually say my hcs
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My only Morro predictions
Secret third option: he just doesn't show up at all. The leaks were wrong, everyone was wrong, he's not even in the script notes, mass deception.
Awful hand writing transcriben under the cut:
1. Hey guys, MORRO here to show you how even good, or the people we look up to make mistakes BUT ALSO to remind you that the mistakes of the student aren't also the master's and that relationships between LEGOTM are complicated .
2. So glad we are on good terms after that one special everyone watched anyways I'm here to bully this stinky loser teacher Mcvisions into an accurately depicted panic attack bcz hes stupid dum dum and even HE couldn't break the cycle
#ninjago#the everyone jab is directed at me i have not watched day of the departed#i do not know why#every year halloween comes up i say ill do#i dont#its been four years#atp im just assuming whatever he did was so funny it made everyone like him again or smth idk#how do you think he will react to Wu being uhhhh “departed”#ninjago morro#morro wu#morro#berry art#ig#took like five minutes#ninjago spoilers#i guess....?#ninjago leaks#i need more people to makr noise about him#or something#maybe is becahse ive been busy but i need to know Morro nation is not dead as well you cannot become him please#this will get....#2 likes
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Demon Twin AU but Damian has been seeing ghostly visages of his twin slowly growing up with him
So, the Danny Damian Twin AUs! They're fun!
But what if, when Danny fakes his death/is killed, he actually dies and becomes a halfa as a kid? Danny because he is Danny, has the great idea to live a double life upon figuring out he can be both ghost and human!
As a human, he goes to America where he gets adopted by the Fentons and live as Danny Fenton
I headcanon that halfas are very adaptable and basically get powers according to their needs. So he figures out how to portal.
As a ghost, Danny stays around Damian and helps him out. Sometimes he slips up and Damian sees Phantom right next to him.
To Damian, this is the Pit Ghost of his brother who has come back to haunt him, made even worse when he realizes that Danny is also growing exactly at the rate he was despite being dead. He thinks that Dannys last wish was to grow up with Damian that's why he's doing that.
It gets even worse for Damian when he realizes the ghost of his dead twin brother has been helping him invisibly the entire time and it's possible that that's why Danny's staying around
Now, I need you to picture one of the Batfam seeing Danny
Imagine them asking him about it
Imagine Damian having to explain that the ghost of his dead brother sometimes accompanies him
Of course, on Danny's human side of things, the Fentons finally made that portal and he has to take up being a hero in Amity Park. Meaning he has less time to look over Damian.
What does this look like to Damian?
It looks like his brother is fading away slowly because Danny's decided Damian is now in a safe place
This all comes to a head when Danny disappears for a long time, long enough for Damian to think he's gone gone
And then Danny comes back and he's injured or maybe he has a baby Ellie and for the first time in years actually talks to Damian and asks for help
#dpdc#dcdp#danny fenton#damian wayne#demon twins#also think of how bruce would react to the fact that the ghost of his dead son has been haunting his other son#imagine talia didnt know either#because damian has been keeping it secret#so they dont take away the only thing left of his brother#why did danny not talk to damian all those years?#it could be the angst of damian killing him#or it could be the crack of danny never realizing what it looked like from damians pov#the reason i added deaged ellie possibility is because i want to see damian panicking at the idea that his brother became a teen dad#did they receive sex ed before danny died??#damian having no idea how ghost sex works tries to figure it out by subtly interrogating danny#the answers make everything worse#dpxdc#dcxdp
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(Ooc: poor Isabeau. [my guesses are] Not only were the defenders corrupt (which I would guess would be the first “extra” emotional wall he had), but presumably he still opened up to the party, and still fell in love, only to learn that the person he loves probably will die, and is going through it anyways, which will make him cut himself off to “not bog down their possible last days with a unwanted crush from me”! Im guessing he overcorrected and basically stonewalled Siffrin. And, because of his new job, he feels like his relationship is more transactional! Ohh pain and suffering and pain! So fun thanks for sharing!)
yes!!! exactly!!!!!! you got it.
#ooc#the eye incident equivalent happened to bonnie still and not isabeau#bonnie reacted that way in canon because they felt guilt and theyre a child who doesn't know how to process these emotions#isabeau is a grown man i dont think he'd hate siffrin if he saved him#isabeau is preemptively grieving and worried sick and is reacting poorly because! people react differently! to this kinda thing. he seems#like the avoidant type so hes shutting down so hard man.
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I desperately need fics of post s2 jayvik or even an au with s2 jayce and s1 viktor where we explore the change in dynamic after jayce suffers his own leg injury in the anomaly. Im sure people have already seen all the parallels and analyses of jayce and viktor’s injuries, but it’s just a concept really special to me,,,,there’s nothing more beautiful than connecting with someone experiencing a similar struggle—it’s just so much stronger because of your ability to truly empathize with the other. And obviously that’s ignoring allll of jayvik’s history. I just think there’s so much potential there to expand on the possibilities of their relationship.
#aloonaram thots#arcane#jayvik#jayvik fanfic#jayce talis#viktor arcane#like i wish i was skilled enough as a writer to write it myself#like viktor showing jayce how to properly use a crutch so he doesnt shove it up his armpit#or jayvik fixing each others braces#and how viktor might react to jayces confidence in his disability#bc i dont think jayce would be insecure#and in turn how does that effect viktors own self image?#and what about pain management#i would looove to see them both caring for each other or even viktor teaching jayce the ideal way to care for his injury#also jumping back to the confident jayce#i truly think that if viktor saw jaycr walking confidently in a public space with his crutch and brace#viktor would feel more confident like i just know he’d be breathless at the way jayce carries himself without fear of judgment#but also conflict for conflict’s sake—what if viktor instead felt a form of jealousy? jealous that jayce was able to be more confident#how would that effect their relationship yk?#just…sm stuff i cant#im not disabled in the way jayce and viktor are but i do have disabilities so this stuff really hits home
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used my own face as a reference for a head angle now ive been staring at myself as lan wangji for half an hour
#why does this feel so weird jdjhsfkhfk#the angle is really specific so like#you can't really tell its my face#but still#my brain knows that its me#and i dont even know how to react now jkkjdkj#part of me is like HECK YEA#the other half is WHAT THE FUCK#this is giving me a lifetime crysis#i did not mention that the sketch in question is on a bare chest#and that's probably what makes it weirder djdjdjk#ok no one cares#bYEE#winter's hell#personal#text post
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do y'all think Macaque is falling back into the role that Azure and the others put on him by remaining on the outskirts of the group because he thinks his input/presence is unwanted (and yeah his presence isn't really wanted by MK and the others BUT. something about the fact Macaque is placing himself at the edge of the group, the edge that Azure and the others pushed him to, doesn't really sit well)
#Monkie Kid#lego monkie kid#monkie kid spoilers#lmk spoilers#im gonna be completely honest: i think the only reason Mac HASN'T apologized is cause he thinks they wont listen to it#so he's trying to do things WAY more subtly and it's NOT working out#and when i say ''he thinks they won't listen'' i dont mean he thinks they won't forgive him#honestly the group would be split 50/50 between ''forgives him'' and ''suspicious but willing to let him try''#i FULL OUT mean he thinks they won't listen. that they won't even hear his apology and will just talk over/ignore him#or completely misinterpret what he's saying#THAT'S what he thinks#when he was being the villain he was putting on a show. it's HILARIOUS how obvious his actions are a front when you rewatch s1 and s2#but like?? being actually him?? he does NOT expect them to listen to him when he's just himself#sort of like a. ''if you want people to listen you have to anger/frighten them into paying attention'' kind of mentality#not a good mentality to have#it DOES explain why he reacts Like That whenever someone does something that indicates they DID pay attention though#like. listen hear me out. i do NOT think Macaque expected MK to remember the Warrior thing.#so when MK brought it up it hit him like a truck#also why he reacts like that when Wukong somewhat seriously answers his ''you know this is just the calm before the storm'' question#+ when Wukong says ''we''#cause he does not consider himself part of the group. hence staying on the outskirts#GOD this guy is such a delicious pack of trauma to dissect. thank you lego for giving me not one#not two#but THREE traumatized monkeys to analyze
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the beauty of no home is that, as a reader, eunyung is soo funny and silly and entertaining to watch that you end up rooting for him a lot and really enjoying when hes around. but as a human being you see him leave his trash out in shared spaces for so long it attracts bugs and go holy shit what the hell. this guy sucks fuck this guy. which i think is exactly what knowing him in real life would be like
#if you dont love him at his psychology warfare you dont deserve him at his ‘tehe (◕ᴗ◕✿)’#eunyung is tgat guy that youre like yeah hes fun to hangout with at school/work but id never want to rely on him for anything#like you love when hes present in the story and you sympathize for him but you know youd wanna beat his ass too#if he was your roommate.#which the other beautiful thing about no home is haejoon has the patience of a god and the grace of an angel#because i wouldve killed that blonde bitch like day 3#still love him tho. my darling#haejoon had a brief period of uncontrollable anger issues and violence in his youth#so now he’s extremely self conscious about his aggression and how he reacts to things#and has a weird guilt complex about getting mad or confronting people#theyre two puzzles pieces that were lost under the couch and torn and bent in such a way that they no longer fit their original place in the#picture they belong to but somehow happen to snap together perfectly#rhrgrgrgrggrrggrgrgrgr <- me whipping my head back and forth with a chew toy like a dog#no home
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THANK YOU ALL TO THE SUPER NICE AND SUPPORTIVE MESSAGES I GOT AFTER FINISHING MY FIC💖💖💖🥹🥹🥹there were too many to respond to separately and i didnt wanna feel like i was repeating myself, so i just wanna say thank you all at once, it really means so much to me that you all read along and enjoyed it so much and what it meant to u all personally🥹 second pic is how i feel....ur all my proud parents congratulating me after i just finished building something cool and im showing it off to you LMFAOO
FUN FACT men actually didnt wear engagement/wedding rings back in the 1890s! it was only in the beginning of the 1900s that they started wearing them (due to the first world war) bc they wanted to have something to bring with them to remember their wives. SO YEAH thats why!! i guess wizard society could be different, but i just went with real world lore on that front BAHA
@psyducktastic BAHAH THANK YOUU!! tbh i was originally planning on making the wedding even shorter/glossing over it even more, and didnt really MAKE a decision on whos POV it was gonna be in...it just happened as i started writing LOL. i guess i wrote it from sebs POV bc less emotions there to focus on, unlike CLORAS pov, which like you said, would be running a mile a minute and filled with all these thoughts, and subsequently make me unable to gloss over the scene like i wanted to LOL. plus, the whole anticipation of a wedding is in finally seeing the bride, so even tho it wasnt even intended, i kinda like that the reader will be in the same position as seb/the audiences POV as they wait for the bride to enter. and yes clora defs had a lot of bittersweet feelings, i think i have her mention it internally in that conversation with anne, that its still an adjustment and that even tho shes ofc happy with seb, its still kinda lonely/will take some getting used to. but i didnt wanna bring down the mood in the last chapter by focusing too much on those bittersweet feelings, so i just focused on the sweet instead 🥹💖and also i cant even imagine what clive and clora were doing outside the door before they entered...i imagine clive was secretly choked up and clora was nervous, which resulted in the two of them just being completely silent BAHAHA. maybe some subtle squeezes of reassurance and comfort back and forth BUT THANK YOU AGAIN💖💖💖AND IM HAPPY YOU LIKED HOW I ENDED IT🥹💖💖💖
#ask#IVE SAID THIS BEFORE BUT IF I EVER DONT RESPOND TO ASKS KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE THEM AND THINK ABOUT THEM#AND I MIGHT STILL REPLY EVEN IF ITS BEEN A WHILE#i try to space out when i answer asks bc i dont want to clog ppls dash too much🙏😭#idk why im so weird about posting on my own dang blog like idk how im expecting ppl to react#like omg i know i follow choccymilky but how dare one of her posts show up on my dash WTF IS THIS🤬🤬🤬
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okay final post. i think part of the reason why i hated taash's story so much is i DID find it relatable, they remind me a lot of myself at sixteen: coming out as a teenager and being extra sensitive to anyone who doesn't immediately understand you and lashing out at your well-meaning but uninformed parents is pretty common. shathann dying before this is resolved and taash realising they were needlessly cruel out of fear of rejection COULD have been heartbreaking and an actual good way of pushing the regret theme, but this isn't what happens lol. taash acting the way they do could be fine, i like it when a character has flaws and an exploration of how messy coming out as trans is would be an interesting subversion of how fucking boring coming out stories become when you reach a certain age, but the fact that rook can't really tell them to cut it out and the fact that they have literally no reflection or regret beyond "i wish my mum and i had had more time together but at least she didn't misgender me as she died 👍🏻" makes it feel as though the writers actually think them treating their mum the way they do is somehow satisfying or good, because the game's narratives feel like they were spat out of an ai trained solely on reddit aita posts. and that isn't even getting into the multicultural angle which needs a whole essay by itself and i've already annoyed myself too much for one morning.
#like as someone who did have a very similar experience. losing a parent between coming out and transitioning and#kind of regretting that period of rebellion i had. the conclusions drawn in the story and the way rook is forced to react suuuck so hard#even if they were an educational character for cis people it COULD have been interesting to portray the rawness of coming out and#how defensive you get. it might have been a good way of subverting the idea that trans people get too mad about#misgendering or whatever. like trying to meet vg at its level they could have had a nice convo with rook#where they're angry at themself for yelling at shathann just before she died and trans rook is like 'ouguh noo i was the same. you were#waiting for rejection because you were afraid of it. but you know what ? [crosses arms] you're alright.'#yk???#my memory is kind of fuzzy because it was a while ago but iirc when i tried to defend shathann at the dinner all my rook could say#was 'she'll come around :)' like ? what. she didnt even reject them.#i think i would like to actually go deep on vg's weird relationship with transness one day. like full essay. but id probably have to replay#and i dont think i can put myself through that yet lol
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hhhjjkkfkfkflglgpppfjrb still in the “trying to figure these guys out so only headshots for now” phase.
#nightmaretheater#Still never tagging this game . fans of this developer are rabid its a little freaky#my headcanons are absolute and i dont know how they would react to that#i gave Crazed White Boy over there long eyelashes because he deserves it#this game is influencing it its kind of reslly awesome i fw it so muuch#another revalation about crazed white boy:#more about his ingame model. Why does he look . Like. Exactly like the troll face#Theres something so horribly wrong with him. Good for him!#*squints* oh i fucked up the bars of his cage a little. Uehh. Whatever . anobody will notice wnd i dont cere Hahahahahahha
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#also you cant say that you would never cry in public because you might some day so if you did how would you want people to react#txt#gekkering#this post was brought to you by someone is crying in this room with me and i dont know if its more polite to just pretend i dont notice#like i would want to be ignored personally but also soemtimes i think about that guy who was liek#(tw suicide) like crying on a bridge about to jump and nobody asked if he was okay so he felt like nobody cared. and i dont think this#person is gonna kill themselves cuz i ddidnt ask if tneyre ok but like woukd it help at all#you know
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i just finished dark heir
#me foaming at the mouth during the last chapters: HE IS! FUCKING! SAVING YOU!#i am huddled around will kempen hissing like a mama cat none of these fuckers are allowed to look at him#dark rise#okay but like. cyrian at literally every moment in the book you see will anticipating things and making connections#that you never make. doing things like a leader & being fucking smart and strategic. and your dumb ass really thought.#hm. must mean i shouldnt listen to him about the magic staff that can literally stop the end of the world. must be evil.#me: [screams into the abyss]#i know i cant expect characters to react like readers and they DID all react like i knew they would but god it was so infuriating!!!!!#and heart breaking! god!!!! god!!!!! will reliving his mother's initial betrayal over and over and OVER again#and thinking about all the little moments we get where the novel tells us: if these 'evil' characters had just been accepted#instead of tossed aside maybe they wouldnt have fallen. if they had been protected instead of killed maybe they would have#become protectors instead of killers. maybe if will's mom hadn't tried to butcher him for the sin of his own birth#he wouldn't have been so scared to tell people he lied to them.#anyway im not normal about will kempen and if book 3 doesnt give me his friends fucking accepting him i'll kill someone#me looking directly at visander: i dont care how charming you are i'll murder your ass about it#i read this book in like 5 hrs im being very normal about it
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I like to imagine that after some time ccDonnie gets really into training with his bō and in training in general. He's such a solution orientated person I feel like it would get really unbearable for him to feel like he's the weakest and defenseless - after all isn't all of this his fault for being so dense that he could not tell that something was oh so obviously wrong with his brothers and for being so weak that he ended up getting so physically hurt? So really this is something he needs to fix again. Focusing too much on his tech has made him a liability and bad at reading his brothers, so he tries to balance tech and training more.
So I imagine that as an adult Donnie is quite a scary aggressive fighter - softshell turtles are quite aggressive in nature after all, precisely because of their softness - and appears quite distant and cold to outsiders. You would have to know him for quite some while and be really attentive to notice that at heart he is far more gentle mannered and soft, but the most important people in his life already know that.
Also!! I love it when in tmnt whump writers use turtle behaviours as therapy - like swimming being therapeutic. Maybe ccDonnie would also really enjoy swimming and letting his mind rest after all this?
I really liked the animatic!!!! And can't wait for the last chapter of cc! Sending love
honestly this is something i could see! combat is going to be a hard thing for donnie to go back to in particular even without his brothers because he's kind of conditioned himself to panic and do little, curl up in a ball and steel himself. and mixed with the final attack i think he's just going to have problems getting back into the environment and mindset
but like, when he does? i could definitely see some overcompensating going on. donnie gettting vicious out of fear of being helpless again. being triggered and seeing red, falling back hard on the urge to fight back that DID save his life. it stopped leo from slitting his throat and held raph off, really. its still frenzied and panicked but there's an edge of uncharacteristic anger there. he'd otherwise normally be very precise and tactical in his combat, and i do think it'd be a skill he would put a lot of focus on.
im unsure about socially though. i could see him giving off that energy because he would be quiet for SURE, and he always looks on edge and nervous (which can be interpreted as "fuck off" body language lmao) but donnie is hyperaware of other people and he always will be going forward. when he actually opens his mouth he'll be very appeasing, at first at least. i do think he'll be really nervous around new people and it'll make it hard for him to find new connections, but he'll actually be one of the better ones with that. leo will be nasty because of paranoia for a long time.
(also omg yeah i am a little envious because i would LOVE to meditate underwater ... just go under there for ages and chill ... need to project this urge onto him it sounds so calming)
#ask#canary continuity#ive never pondered on how doomed future cc!leo would be but like. actually probably better than his good future self would be#he has to get over that problem QUICK. everyone is an ally when their fight is against the kraang#his usual ire would be centered on a very select number of people. like any witches#but otherwise i think he'll really struggle with it. they NEVER learned who the witch in the bathroom was#and donnie has other enemies. maybe they cant do something like kitsune did but that's not going to stop the anger#purple dragons and repo come to mind. he would be SUPER hostile towards them#and like donnie and jeremy are friends so i dont think that'd go over well#i could honestly see leo ending up pretty overtly overprotective. more than raph#but i think its somewhat understandable. he confronted all of those injuries they caused head-on.#he took care of him. small and stick-thin and unable to breathe in that cot#rocked and held him through night terror after night terror#accepted that he would have to watch donnie die#woke up with him gone#i dont even know if donnie understands the depths of how that emotionally effects a person#maybe leo doesn't worry about having his mind fucked up but he is TERRIFIED of having to watch something like that happen to donnie again#he thinks about it a lot more than raph and mikey will. it also means he reacts the worst when donnie relapses#do with that what you will
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i will be back in a few days 💗💗💗 this weekend was quite hard on me but i'm trying to be gentle with myself as much as i can !!! dont worry i will be back once i feel less sad
#، ᰔ —¦to the villagers ⋆#ever since a few months ago i feel myself changing so much#i got quite sensitive and react very emotionally now#i hate it tbh#because i am not like that normally#i dont know how to navigate this
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