#so-killme

[codename-adler]

it’s so funny how the Twinyards are short. so funny. haha…

it’s almost like neither of their physiological need for touch was met as babies…. so touch-starved it led to this sort of dwarfism… no matter Tilda or foster care, they don’t get the soft caresses, the safety of arms, the tickle of the toes, the raspberries on the tummy, the soothing hand on the back, the fingers to clutch, the boops on the nose, the kisses on the cheeks and the head and the feet and the hands and the neck and… they just don’t, won’t get it, no matter how many scenarios in which they switch places. forever small, smaller, forever five feet nothing, forever the physical embodiment of everything they’ve lacked since before birth.

so funny.

[noecoded]

serial killr grl …. ☆

[an-theduckin]

Made a compilation of everytime Billy Hendricks sounded sassy for no reason at all 💅

[thekidsarentalright]

ohhhhhh my god them posting this followed by like 10 pics of smiling crowds is literally going to kill me the love us so much 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

[messi-mooni]

My baby baby baby baby boy

[lemongogo]

[cosmic-kaden]

I thought I had a possible job lead this morning :/ Nope. Just fucking incompetent people who make their online job listing different than the actual job requirements. Just venting under the cut : ) Job market is ass.

I've been looking into warehouse work (because that's where I feel most comfortable.) and the posting online said they were looking for someone to take inventory. Hi, Hello, I did that a lot at my old job so I'm well versed in counting very large quantities of things.

Also my old job we didn't have computers to do it so we would literally shut down production for 2 days to hand count E V E R Y T H I N G. Thankfully not individually but by boxes because everything always had the quantity on it unless we opened the box to pick from it THEN we would have to individually count the contents inside.

Online posting said had to be good using a tablets and what have you which again hello, hi I did with my side job being a merchandise associate, my nose was buried in a tablet more often than not.

Said they needed a year of experience. I was just shy of a year but gave it a shot anyways, sent them my resume and cover letter AND called them.

Guy on the phone says he has no idea what I'm talking about because the job posting is for a reach truck driver and I'm like uhmmmm nooo??? I'm literally looking at the posting that was posted literally yesterday and it says they're looking for people to do inventory work???

This guy fucking tried to fight with me on the phone and I was like "I'm going to email you AGAIN except this time with a screenshot of your own posting to prove it" He hung up on me and when I tried to send the email it didn't go through.

WHAT the FUCK is wrong with people!

Also more of the same bs from two other places of "No exp needed~" on the website but "you have to have at least 5 yrs exp" over the phone. FUCK OFFFFFFFF

[marksman-ofthe-mist]

i am NOT gonna play WAR with you bruise

[superchat]

i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting i hate job hunting

[half-lit-candle]

i was clean for at least two weeks before yesterday. i relapsed really badly. the sh itself isn't that bad, but i have a feeling that it will get worse. i had thought that i was over this. but now i realize that i will never be.

why should i live a life full of misery and loneliness when i can end it all? why should i continue torturing myself and disappointing the people who have expectations from me any longer? why should i live a life where no matter how hard i try, i'm never going to be enough? why should i continue living a life where the beauty of happiness turns into guilt the second i start to enjoy it? why should i continue living this horrible life in a broken body with an even broken mind?

i need to go. i want to go. i have to go.

[starknitsweater]

amfiduo...2023 @coffit0

aka i found an old wip in my unfinished folder and i finished it

here the wip: with my old sona from december 2021

also, unrendered art:

[louisplumpyass]

Y'ALL WHY AM I CHOKING ON THIN AIR WHAT HE GOT NEW GLASSES FOR ME MY DADDYYY I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU MY SEXY DILF DADDY

[jennaissantes]

Riksi dyed hsi hair imgmoifnceayz jc anotdo this anymtoe ohmudos.

[brain-empty]

im tryna not vent but fuck i need to just hug someone and cry rn fuck this fuck this

[pomogranategf]

the substances r making me feel.b ad

[lvlspiral]

Are you guys starving yet??

Imma attach music from now on :3