#sociopath tag

[latenightsundayblues]

If there's a good side to getting your face smashed in with a TV and needing to use a glass eye, Stu seems to have found it.

Billy has nightmares about it sometimes.

[robinmage]

It's curious to me, how the general consensus among others when it comes to Chise's curses are "bad; we need to get rid of it (we just don't know how.)" Which, considering they are both curses made of pain and suffering, makes sense why someone wouldn't want to keep those around.

We (the audience) know vaguely how the curses interact with each other. The dragon's curse: made from strong emotions of anger and despair, provides Chise with her strength and durability against both magical and physical elements, at the cost of her own strength one day tearing herself apart. Cartaphilus' curse prevents her from dying, but offers no protection against injury or decay. Together they "keep each other in check"-- Cartaphilus will keep her alive, the dragon will keep her strong.

A lot of things have happened in the past arc that make it easy to forget the fundamentals of the first season. When the series started, Chise was a few steps away from walking off a roof. Even after she arrived in England, it took a long time before she decided that maybe life wasn't so bad. Her entire life up until that point had been nothing but misery; abandoned and alone, she had no one to protect her from the constant targeting and harassment by both fae and humans alike. She believed that the only way to escape her torment was through death... I think its a facet of her character that goes unfairly unrecognized a lot (especially after the first arc).

When she's in England and is going through her mental/psychological character development, she is still facing the imminent threat of her weak sleigh beggey body constantly failing her. Using magic exacerbates her condition, causing her to be sick and/or incapacitated for significant stretches of time. It's painful, it's uncomfortable, it's frustrating. By the time she realizes she wants to live, her clock is already running quite short.

Her solution is handed to her on a rusted platter. To be "just like everyone else", for once. Finally.

Going to school, hanging out with friends, using magic without it killing her-- all things shes never been able to do before. All thanks to the curses trapped in her. These things that should be considered a horribly tragic fate have now become her salvation. Both physically and mentally, she's the strongest and most resilient she's ever been. Yet, when faced with the idea of liberating herself from her curses...

The curses only work the way they do because they're in sync with each other. Taking away either curse would leave her vulnerable to the other-- the dragon's curse would slowly overwhelm her into a brutally agonizing death, while Cartaphilus' curse would leave her to live and suffer through the constant breaking down of her sleigh beggey body.

When told about the reality of her curses and just how severe they are (not just to her, but to the people around her), she doesn't seem to completely understand what that may mean for herself and her future. Or perhaps, she just doesn't care. After a life where pain and suffering was her "normal", she finally has the means to create something meaningful and positive out of herself. How could that possibly be a bad thing?

She understands on some level that these curses were only ever meant to be temporary. Elias' original goal, to keep Chise alive in spite of her sleigh beggey curse, has not changed. Tacking on two more curses was not a part of the plan, and though they've offered a temporary solution and some time, curses are called curses for a reason. They cannot be relied upon. They've got to go.

But getting rid of those curses (both, or either) essentially puts her back at square one. Back to the pain, discomfort, and illness. She probably won't be able to use magic without hurting herself, too. She's gained freedom in both mind and body for the first time in her life. Sure, she encounters a few hiccups, but considering what she's used to, this is a big step up.

Something has finally given her the power and freedom to spread her wings and fly. Would she be able to clip her own feathers just because that power is "supposed" to be "bad"?

Could she? Could you?

Through it all, everyone she's come across has appointed her curses as a problem. Everyone, except...

[sapphic-horror]

SOCIOPATH

[PT: sociopath. /ENDPT]

— a flag for people who reclaim the term sociopath. exclusive to pwaspd regardless of diagnostic status.

— based off of aspdsolace's aspd flag, it's essentially a color adjusted version of it

[queeresthellhound]

Omg! You have ASPD too?! Come here!

*expresses affection in whatever way is comfortable for you*

I hope that all of your days are good. I hope that you get all of the love and respect and attention you deserve (which is a fuckton btw). I hope that your boredom is less severe today than it was yesterday and less severe tomorrow than it was today. I hope that no one ever makes a weird remark about empathy to you. I hope you find $100 on the ground. I hope that your favourite song sounds even better than usual.

You are cool, you are fun, you are smart, you are capable. You deserve love. You deserve respect. You deserve compassion.

I don’t know any of you so this will most likely come across as disingenuous but I don’t care. I truly have such a love for people who also have ASPD, it’s as an extension of having love for myself

[thevoidshere88]

It gives me big ick when someone wishes they could feel nothing.

Be glad you can feel your emotions.

[asitrita]

Some people are all "Doflamingo is pure evil from the start", "he never cared for anyone", "he never really loved his brother, he was only using him, it's not like he cared for him nor anything like that".

Meanwhile, Doffy before and after killing his own brother:

The whorification is real with this one, just saying u.u

Not saying he was sane before, we know he very much wasn't, but judging by the change in his fashion sense, commiting fratricide against his last surviving family member really took its toll on him. He pretty much just went batshit crazy after that. Just look at him. Like, yes, his trausers were ridiculous since the begining, but he got much worst afterwards? XD Plus, he seems way more unhinged now than he did in his youth, he really lost it.

[wistfulpoltergeist]

I was tagged by @honeybeenrw Thank you so much!^^

“ Allow me to introduce myself, cause I am new here ”

My Name is Amber De Winter

1. Are you named after anyone? After some sort of a fossilized tree resin which isn’t even a gem. Not the brightest idea for the name if you ask me. 

2. When was the last time you cried? Yesterday. Because. 

3. Do you have any kids? I wasn't born for breeding.

4. Do you use sarcasm? Do I?

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people? You can’t trust them. 

6. What’s your eye color? Blue.

7. Scary movies or happy endings? Neither. I don't like movies. Because it’s an illusion about illusion build on other illusion. I have dreams for that. 

8. Any special talents? I make magic cocktails. 

9. Where were you born?  Del Sol Valley

10. What are your hobbies? Making money. 

11. Have any pets? I have Aidan. 

12. What sports do you play/have played? Rowing. I even took part in the competitions back in the University. I prefer jogging now. 

13. How tall are you? 6,5 feet

14. Favorite subject in school? Math

15. Dream Job? Personal agent for Aidan’s art. He’s very talented person and I dream to prove it to all the world.  

I tag: @glammoose, @latteaki, @shanisims, @simstrouble, @its-adrienpastel, @goamazons, @aniraklova

[belinhagamer999]

Neurodivergent flags!

[PT: Neurodivergent flags! /END PT]

I made flags of neurodivergencies that I didn’t found on tumblr

1: psychopathy

[IMAGE ID: Left, the image is a red, white, and black striped flag with a big white stripe in the middle. The flag has a white stripe in the center of it, and the smaller black and red stripes have a white space between them. The flag is symmetrical and has a clean look. /END ID]

2: sociopathy

[IMAGE ID: Right, the image is a blue, white, and black striped flag with a big white stripe in the middle. The flag has a white stripe in the center of it, and the smaller black and blue stripes have a white space between them. The flag is symmetrical and has a clean look. /END ID]

You can use if you’re a sociopath or psychopath! And, sociopaths and psychopaths that view their condition as two different things, psychopaths/sociopaths that don’t use the label aspd to describe themselves but prefer to use the label psychopath or sociopath to describe themselves.

Made the first one for my beloved friend

Hyperphantasia

And hyperphantasia the opposite of aphantasia

Having a vivid imagination, with vivid images of memories and etc. Search on Google to know more!

[IMAGE ID: This image is a colorful striped pattern on a black background. The colors are bright and vibrant, with a rainbow of pale colors from red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, purple, and pink. The pattern is made up of thin, diagonal lines that are spaced evenly apart. The lines are from the center to right and left in growing width creating a symmetrical design. The overall effect is one of movement and energy. /END IMAGE ID]

Made this flag for myself since it’s a comorbidity for people with schizophrenia, but you can have hyperphantasia without schizophrenia.

Mythomania flag

[IMAGE ID: his image is a green and black striped pattern. There are 7 stripes horizontal and 1 vertical, and the colors are dark green and black. The image is a solid color with stripes shading from dark green in the middle to both the bottom and the upper side black-green stripes. /END ID]

Again for my friend but it’s free to use!! :)

Hope people don’t judge me and my neurodivergence before knowing my life and symptoms that I experience just because I’m selfdx I was scared to post it :(

[rainbowroadonsteroids]

Hello, my name is uh Mr. Elbertson, I'm going to be your substitute teacher for today, your teacher gave me a lesson plan so we will do that, I'm just about to do attendance too so uh if you hear your name just say here. And also if any of you start calling me Mr. Sus Guy, Mr. Sus, Sus Fring, anything like that, there will be uh serious consequences.

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

[merrilark]

i am quietly begging people to stop throwing around the term "sociopath" for any character who holds others at an arm's length or appears emotionally closed off.

nine outta ten times it's trauma and self-preservation, not sociopathy.

[coentinim]

Has no one edited James March to Serial killer by Lana. It's literally right there in the title.

[imafuckingbarcodelol]

anyone not care when tragedy strikes? or when death happens? i dont care about 9/11 or about wars, i dont really feel anything when tragedy happens, i know i should care and ill show sympathy but i dont feel anything and i cant force myself to feel anything, ive tried, it doesnt work. like i know why murder is bad but i also dont care cuz i dont know the person thats dying or their family. this is prob why my last therapist thought i was a functional sociopath

[anthonycrowley]

why did no one tell me cersei straight up has sex with a woman i am losing my entire fucking mind

[degengxrl]

i heard were doing transition timelines :3

[gazelessmenagerie]

( -evil kuro cackling- )