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just read the days we built out of time and I am CRYING. first of all, you wrote this in just a few days after the first part, INCREDIBLY SKILLED AND TALENTED BABES!!! Next, did you just clickbait me with “hurt/comfort” 💔 NO COMFORT JUST HURT IN THE END (this is a compliment) (I’m devastated) (but it was so goooooodddd)

idk if you’re willing to write another part focused more on how the family members and Bucky/reader’s close friends manage and handle the grief because I would love to read it!! (No pressure of course)

Hello, dear! Thank you soooo much for the kind words, they mean a lot to me!!! I’m so happy people liked that second part as much as I did. So, thank you for sharing your love on it! (Also I didn’t technically clickbait y’all because reader does hurt and Bucky does comfort her while she’s falling ill 👀, there’s just no comfort at the end LOL)

I decided not to go as crazy long as the second one to not drag any of this out too much. So, I hope you enjoy these snippets of each person! Thank you for the request and Happy reading!!!

The Love That Stayed All Through Time

Summary: Your death causes the people who loved you to grieve and hold your memory in different ways. Some are quieter in their grief, some turn to help others, while some try to keep the memory of you alive. (Bucky Barnes x reader)

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As time moved on without you, it was evident that every person loved you differently. And each one of them carried your loss in a way that lingered.

Natasha didn’t cry at your funeral.

She stood in the back, hands clasped in front of her like they’d been welded there, chin tilted up just enough to suggest strength, even though her eyes didn’t leave the kids for more than a second. She hadn’t said much when she arrived. Just walked through the door, hugged Bucky for longer than she ever usually allowed, and whispered, “I’m sorry.”

She hadn't known what else to say.

Later, she sat at the edge of the porch in the rain, alone, staring out at the yard where your youngest two were trying to play like it didn’t feel wrong. She didn’t speak when Bucky joined her.

But after a long stretch of silence, she said quietly, “She was kind in a way that didn’t make people feel small.”

Bucky only nodded.

Natasha never came by often after that. But she always remembered your birthday. A single sunflower would show up on the doorstep every year, no note, no signature.

Just a memory, just grief that refused to fade.

However, Sam tried to keep everyone moving.

He came over most in the early weeks to check on the kids, help with dinner, and would do the loudest, silliest impressions of Bucky to make them laugh. He showed up with groceries even when Bucky insisted they had enough. He took the twins to the park, let the inventor rant about quantum anomalies over lunch and actually listened.

He grieved with motion.

But there were cracks. Bucky found him once, in the garage, staring at your last whiteboard notes still scribbled across the wall.

“She used to make time feel slower,” Sam murmured. “I didn’t think I’d miss that.”

Then he wiped his face, sniffed hard, and said, “I’m taking the kids out for ice cream.”

And that was Sam. Always carrying grief like a pack on his back, yet still moving forward despite it all.

But besides Bucky, Steve took it the hardest.

Maybe because he hadn’t been there enough. Maybe because he'd been off the grid, or off-mission, or too far away when it started going downhill. He arrived late. And when he hugged Bucky at the funeral, he didn’t say anything. Just embraced his best friend and held on too long.

After the service, he pulled Bucky aside.

“I should’ve–“

“Don’t,” Bucky cut in. Not cruel, just firm. “She wouldn’t want that.”

Steve tried to visit more after that. Tried to be present. But he always looked like he was chasing something he couldn’t quite reach. Your laugh, maybe. The way you used to call him “Cap” with that open friendliness instead of duty. He helped the eldest with a school project multiple times and stayed to assist with dinner.

But the chair next to yours always made him pause.

He didn’t say much about you aloud. But when your daughter asked him for help accessing Stark’s old tech archives, he said yes without hesitation.

Because she was your daughter. And he wasn’t going to miss his chance again to be there when it mattered.

Lastly, Wanda didn’t speak at your funeral.

She sat with the children most of the time, holding the youngest close, her fingers brushing their arm like she was anchoring herself to something innocent, something untouched. You had been one of the few who never feared her when her powers surged. You’d held her hand through panic attacks, called her a hero and a dear friend even when she felt unworthy of such titles.

And Wanda visited in strange ways. She’d appear in the garden when no one was looking. Send floating paper cranes through the house on bad days. Leave notes to the kids like, “She’s proud of you,” and vanish to not take up space.

She never tried to bring you back, but she never let you be forgotten, either.

A few times, Bucky would see her walking in the neighborhood. Silent, protective, and grieving.

The house did not become silent after your death. It simply changed frequencies.

Laughter did eventually return, hesitant at first, then louder, then more natural; but it always echoed differently. Softer. Sometimes cut short. Sometimes stretched too long, like they were all trying to make sure joy could still live there.

You had been the gravity, the center of it all. The voice everyone turned toward without realizing. And now they orbited around the quiet space you left behind, each spinning differently.

Like the oldest stopped asking for help.

While Steven was louder, he also became more methodical. Responsible. Always taking out the trash without being asked, brushing the twins’ hair before school, double-checking the locks at night. He turned the kettle on in the morning just the way you had.

It was as if he thought, If I do everything right, maybe no one else will leave.

He didn’t talk about you unless someone else brought you up. Then his jaw would clench, his eyes would flick to a corner of the room, and he’d nod. Always just nod.

He once told his father quietly, “I don’t remember her voice exactly anymore. That scares me…”

So Bucky found every home video he could find. He labeled them, sorted them, and left a thumb drive on his desk with your name scrawled on a sticky note. And he and Steven watched it. All of it.

Twice.

And started playing your music in the mornings after that.

Your second born was quieter though and buried herself in circuits, theories, and impossible numbers.

Invention had always been her language, but after your death, it became her obsession. Not for praise. Not for legacy. But for return.

She never said the words aloud, not even to Bucky, but he could see it in the way she stared at old photos, the way she took apart your watch and rebuilt it into something that glowed when held close to the heart.

Time travel wasn’t fantasy to her.

It was faith.

She grew sharper, more impatient. She didn’t care about grades or holidays or even food sometimes. Only theories, labs, and readings far beyond her age. She worked late into the night, fingers stained with ink and solder. There were multiple times Bucky would have to coax or practically drag her to bed.

She also left notes on the table that read things like “Stark’s leftover tech is incomplete” and “Temporal drift: not impossible, just misunderstood.”

Yet despite it all, Bucky didn’t try to stop her outright, just made sure she remembered to take care of herself too. He left blankets on the table by the garage door and made sure her tools were charged and organized. He even left little reminders for her to remember like to take a break, drink water, that he loved her, and more.

One night she whispered, “What if I could see her again?”

Bucky kissed her hair and said, “Then maybe she’d get to say how proud she is.”

Lastly, the twins were too young to understand the finality. Or maybe they understood it too well and just refused to feel it the same way.

One of them took to wearing your old hoodie like armor, dragging it around the house until it was more patch than fabric. The other started drawing you in every crayon family portrait, every classroom assignment, as if willing you to appear in the margins.

“Mom’s in the garden,” They’d say casually, as if you’d just stepped out for a moment. “She’ll be back soon.”

They both slept in your chair at different times, neither admitting it though. Just curling up there after long days and pretending they weren’t looking for your scent in the cushions.

They did ask questions sometimes.

“Does Mom still hear us?”

“Is she a star now? Do stars hurt when they burn?”

Bucky never lied.

“She hears you,” He’d say. “And stars burn because they’re full of life.”

They clung to him more. Called him Dad louder, as if to ground themselves in what they could hold. But when no one was watching, they always looked up at the sky just a second too long.

After everything Bucky has gone through, he knows loss. Intimately. Endlessly. But this one was different.

Because you weren’t ripped away by war or snapped out of time. You didn’t vanish in smoke, fall in battle, or fade into history. You died in his arms, slowly, softly. With your forehead against his and your hand holding his, like you were trying to remind him it was okay to let go.

And that was the cruelest part. That it was gentle.

In the weeks after, Bucky didn’t fall apart the way people expected.

He got up. He packed lunches. Braided hair. Fixed broken appliances. Attended every meeting with the teachers who didn’t know how to talk about grief and school in the same breath. He was there.

But he wasn’t whole.

Grief didn’t consume him in flames. It settled into his bones like frost. In that slow, aching way. A cold he couldn’t shake. He found himself still brushing his teeth on the far side of the sink, leaving space for your elbows. He found himself turning over at night to drape an arm over a body that wasn’t there.

He’d wake up reaching for you every time, but you were never there.

He didn't wear his wedding ring on his hand anymore. Instead, he kept it on a chain around his neck. Close to the scar-touched skin above his heart. He’d press his fingers to it sometimes when he was alone. Not to cry. Just to remember.

After all, you never let him forget how to be human. So he kept trying.

But there were some days he missed your noise, the way you hummed off-key, muttered to yourself while cooking, filled the house with the small sounds of your presence.

Other days, he missed your silence more. The way you used to sit beside him without needing to speak. The way your hand would find his without fanfare. The kind of quiet that had never once felt empty.

Now the quiet was cruel.

He did pick up gardening over time.

At first, it was because the kids said you would’ve wanted flowers to grow in spring. But eventually it became more than that. A ritual. A language. A way to be near the earth where you now rested.

He never talked to the soil like some did. Never whispered confessions into the wind.

He just sat there, tending and present.

Your daughter once asked him, “Do you think she’s watching?”

And he had paused, hand frozen in place where he was fixing one of her machines.

And then he smiled, just barely.

“I think she never left.”

Grief never left him, either. But neither did love.

He carried you in how he showed up. In how he taught. In how he laughed even though it was more reserved now, but still warm. Still real.

And when the kids asked stories, when the youngest fell asleep with their head in his lap, when the house filled with clanging metal and half-built inventions and burnt pancakes–

He smiled. He hurt. And he kept going.

Because you had loved him in a way that refused to die.

Grief didn’t break any of them.

It simply bent them. It shaped how they held each other. How they took turns making dinner. How they watched out for one another without needing to ask.

They didn’t move on. They moved with your memory.

And every time Bucky heard your laugh echo from an old video, or found one of your old recipes crumpled in the back of a drawer, he didn’t cry.

He just closed his eyes and listened.

BONUS:

The call came late.

Not unusually so, she was always up too late, lost in wires, equations, and variables. But this time, the tremble in your eldest daughter’s voice gave her away before she even said hello.

“Dad?” She whispered.

Bucky sat up in bed, bare feet hitting the floor with a soft thud. The lamp buzzed to life.

“You okay?”

A beat. Static hummed in the line. Then:

“I think I cracked it.”

He didn’t speak.

“I mean–I think it might work. Not guaranteed. Not… stable yet. But the math holds and we had a partial test run, just a drift-ping, and the window held for four seconds. Four seconds, Dad.”

Her voice didn’t sound like the tired teenager she was. She sounded like the excited girl she used to be. The one who cried in the garage the first time she couldn’t fix something, the one who still wore one of your hoodies under her lab coat.

“I could see her,” She said softly. “I–I wouldn’t change anything, I swear. Just one minute, A glimpse. Just to know, just… to feel.”

Bucky leaned back in the chair by the nightstand, hand over his face, and breathing slowly through his nose.

“You told me once,” He said carefully, “That the laws of time aren’t just suggestions. That even being seen in the wrong moment could throw the whole thing off.”

“I wouldn’t be seen. I’d stay outside the stream, just for a second. I’m not stupid–“

“I didn’t say you were.”

She fell silent.

Bucky stared at the photo on the dresser. You, half-laughing, mid-sentence. The image slightly out of focus. He could still hear your voice some nights, not because of video, but because your children carried your inflection in how they told stories.

“I know what this is about,” He spoke gently. “I do, but ask yourself something, sweetheart… Are you doing this to see her… or to stop missing her?”

The silence on the line stretched.

Then, barely audible: “What if it’s both?”

He closed his eyes. He didn’t want to be the one to tell her no. God, he didn’t. He missed you too. Every breath, every day, in a hundred different ways.

But he remembered what grief had done to him in the past. How it made people reckless. How it hollowed out his choices until all he wanted was relief, not resolution.

“You’ve lived a life she’d be proud of,” He whispered. “Don’t risk it for a version of her that isn’t the one you lost.”

Her breath hitched. She was crying now, but not like a child. Like a person who’d carried too much too long.

“I just want to tell her thank you.”

Bucky’s voice cracked. “She knows.”

A pause, then a choked laugh.

“Of course you’d say that.”

“I know her better than anyone. And I know she didn’t love us so we’d chase ghosts. She loved us so we’d stay. So we’d live.”

A sniffle could be heard, then a long exhale.

She sighed softly, “I’ll shelve it. For now.”

He didn’t breathe until the words landed.

“You call me if it pulls at you again,” He reassured. “You know you don’t have to carry this alone.”

“I know,” She whispered.

Another pause.

“…Night, Dad.”

“Night, baby.”

The line clicked silent.

And Bucky sat there in the silence of your shared life, listening to the steady noises of the house around him, knowing your daughter was still chasing time…

…but, just for tonight, she hadn’t let it take her.

And on her end, she didn’t move from the chair in the lab for a long time.

The hum of the machines around her was steady. The window she’d built, the gate, the tether, the impossible door to before, flickered faintly on the far wall. Waiting.

She stood up and walked toward it, stopping just short of its threshold, close enough to feel the pull.

She’d been building this for years.

Not for glory. Not even for the science of it. But for you. For the woman who once tucked her in with scrapes on her hands and exhaustion in her bones, who had whispered “you’re enough” before the world ever tried to tell her she wasn’t.

She wanted to see you. More than anything. But her father’s voice still echoed in her mind.

“She didn’t love us so we’d chase ghosts.”

Her hand hovered over the power panel. And then, slowly, she lowered it.

And while she had made her mind up for that night, the universe had other plans.

Months later, after she had finally begun to accept what had happened. After the restless nights, the silent tears, and the quiet moments of peace.

So when she was helping a friend stabilize a surge of temporal energy, the lab hummed around her, instruments buzzing and flickering like stars on the brink of collapse. Then, without warning, a shimmering rift tore open, pulling her through the folds of time.

When she blinked, she was somewhere else entirely.

She stood in a quiet corridor, the wall holding a portrait of the original Avengers. The place was familiar yet impossibly distant, like a half-remembered dream.

Her hair was messy, loosely braided, strands escaping like whispers of the past. Her clothes didn’t look futuristic, but something about her felt… off. Like a misplaced note in a familiar song. She wasn’t panicked, wasn’t tense or aggressive. Instead, she simply stared, head tilted, at the portraits.

Her gaze shifted slowly to approaching footsteps. First to Bucky. He looked younger, stronger, still carrying the weight of battles yet to come.

Then she noticed you.

Her eyes widened but not with fear, but with something far deeper. Recognition. And in that instant, something softened in her expression, like a long-lost piece finally fitting home.

She stood still, heart tethered to the two lives she’d never forgotten.

“Oh,” She breathed. “It’s earlier than I thought.”

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes #marvel fic #bucky barnes fic #marvel x reader #bucky x you #bucky x reader #angst fic #angst #grief #dealing with loss #request fulfilled #thank you for the request!

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gaytobymeres · 9 months ago

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It’s crazy how much energy it takes me to drive to the supermarket, do a food shop, then come home

#I wanna cry it’s pathetic #we did it though #something everyone else does without a second though #*thought

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teaboot · 6 months ago

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One time my mom took me to a hibachi grill with a bunch of her friends and if you've never been to a hibachi grill basically the draw is that theres a bunch of interactive performance stuff done by the cook who cooks for you at your table, and one of the tricks they did at this one was take a squeeze bottle full of liquor and shoot it into your mouth across the table (with permission)

And now at our table my mom explained this because it was my first time going, and she wanted to make sure to warn me it was liquor because she knows I don't drink- she just said "if he offers to shoot at your mouth, say no because it's alcohol".

And so the chef does his thing and it's all very impressive, but the time does come where he pulls out this squeeze bottle of booze and asks me if I wanna try

I of course say no, because I really don't do alcohol, so he moves on to someone else

And I watch, and slowly come to understand that this is some sort of game, because once someone is drinking from the continuous flow the chef starts counting "ONE! TWO! THREE!"

I realize that we're trying to see who can keep drinking the liquor from three feet away without choking or spilling, and its a bummer cause i kinda wanna try and I CAN'T

But he goes around the table with everyone there, and I think my mom makes it to three, one friend makes it to five, I think my brother got to three as well, and he comes back to me

And I'm REALLY bummed out now but I will not drink alcohol, so I sort of sadly repeat that I can't when he pulls out a SECOND BOTTLE and grins and goes "juice?"

And Im like FUCK YEAH LET'S GO and I'm a bit worried he's gonna spray it into my eye or something but he doesn't, it hits me right at the back of the throat, and I start drinking while the whole fucking table counts "ONE! TWO! THREE!"

And like

It just sorta

Kept going?

And Im looking at the chef and he starts freaking out by the time we get to six, and at around seven I kinda start looking around and my auntie is staring back in shock, my brother is laughing his ass off and my mom has her face in her hands

And then at like nine or ten it gets like. Super tense and quiet, and only the chef is still counting

And I guess it got too much for even him cause we're at eleven and I don't believe in quitting early and it is almost painful how awkward it's getting

So he cuts me off at twelve and raises his hands in the air and everyone else cheers and claps like a dumb movie

and I just sit back in my seat to look back at my mother staring at me surrounded by everyone she knows, bright fucking red in the face and choking with honest to god tears in her eyes and she puts her face back in her palms and starts chanting "I don't want to know. I don't want to know. I don't want to know"

So I give her the biggest, proudest grin and tell her, "I won."

So now every time something suggestive happens in a movie, or in conversation, or something shocking happens around us and she goes to jokingly cover my ears, I just ask her, "Remember when I won?" And she goes face-down and groans, because I know EXACTLY how she thinks I trained to develop that particular skill and she HATES knowing that about me

The truth is though, I'm a whole ass 28 year old virgin. I've never so much as kissed anyone in my life. I had no idea I could do that trick until that exact moment

But she doesn't know that, and I'm never gonna tell her

#EVER #That is the proudest I have ever been #teaboot #teaboot stories

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honey-tongued-devil · 9 months ago

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▶[Arcane preference] reacting to you wearing their clothes [Jayce, Viktor, Ekko, Vander, Silco, Jinx, Vi, Caitlyn, Mel, Sevika, ]

If you know me, hello little deers, I'm back! If you don’t know me, welcome! Just a heads-up that I don’t use "Y/N," but rather the impersonal "you," and even though I talk about clothes, no sizes or weight are involved. Enjoy the read!

Jayce:

- It’s not that rare when you’re together; he’s a real gentleman through and through. If it’s cold, he’ll give you his jacket, his scarf, anything to keep you warm

- But when you’re the one taking his clothes, it’s different

- When he sees you walking around the room in his shirt, just after waking up, something in his brain malfunctions

- It’s how it fits you, no matter how big or long it is, it seems like it was made just for you, to give you that look

- And to him, it feels like some kind of subliminal ad, as if the universe is making you so attractive in the simplicity of that gesture just to tell him he needs to hurry up and put a ring on your finger so he can enjoy that sight every day

- It’s hard for you to get anything done in the morning when he wakes up with those thoughts

- Those are the days when you stay in bed, cuddling under the covers, with him looking at you, hand on his cheek, getting more lost in you by the second

Viktor:

- For Viktor, the idea of a “little thief stealing his clothes” is an interesting one

- He’s never been a fan of tight-fitting clothes, plus, with his physique, it’s rare for anything to fit snugly anyway

- That’s why, except for his Academy uniform, the rest of his clothes are comfortable and at least two sizes too big for him, without mentioning Jayce's oversize ones in his closet

- What Viktor didn’t expect was that, once you started liking them, you’d just take them straight out of his drawer

- The first time he knocked on your door to ask if you’d seen his shirt —the very one you were wearing— he first stopped, confused, wondering how it had ended up on you

- And then, though he didn’t show it, he paused to notice with satisfaction how well it wrapped around your body

- Sometimes he pretends to forget his clothes at your place, just to see them on you, and to get them back with your scent on them

- For the nights when he feels lonelier

Ekko:

- Communism

- There’s not really a strong sense of what belongs to whom at the Tree, although some clothes (jackets in particular) eventually get so personalized that no one dares to take them anymore

- The first time you grabbed Ekko’s jacket, it was simply because you were freezing, it was really cold, and he was resting, so he didn’t need it

- But when he saw you wearing it, his pupils dilated so much you could notice it despite his very dark eyes

- Ever since then, it’s him who gives it to you and insists that you wear it, because he likes it: there’s something extremely intimate and deeply personal about walking around with you in his jacket

- It’s like marking you as his, but really, also reminding himself of it

- And Ekko may be proud, but one thing you quickly and painfully learn in the alleys is to say ‘I love you’ before it’s too late, and that small possessive gesture makes him feel fulfilled because it’s like he’s telling everyone that he couldn’t live without you

Vander:

- Vander’s clothes have this super-secret ability to change depending on who’s wearing them. For example, what are shirts on him turn into dresses on you

- When you put them on, even just for the sake of convenience, you find yourself laughing in front of every mirror you pass by

- And if he notices, he can’t help but hug you from behind, leaning down to rub his nose against your neck, smiling against your skin

- “You know,” he says every single time, “it looks better on you than it does on me,” and no matter how false it might be, in his eyes, it’s truer than almost anything else

- After seeing you a few times in his grown-up man's clothes, he decided to dig through an old box to find the clothes from when he was younger and mend them before leaving them folded on your side of the bed, like a little gift

Silco:

- Silco’s strangest habit was the connection he had with his clothes: they looked like Piltover garments, except for the boots and the shirt under the velvet vest, yet they were torn, poorly mended, and worn out in several places

- Despite being the richest man in the undercity, he never changed them

- The only newer piece in his wardrobe that he used to wear was his coat, which was in perfect condition, scented with cologne, and lined with soft velvet that followed the direction of your fingers when you touched it

- Sure, there were ceremonial outfits, pajamas, and something comfortable yet always elegant, but he had worn them so little that they almost didn’t seem like his

- That’s why one day you simply decided you were bored, and while he was in a meeting, you could take the opportunity to try on the ones that fit you

- But that little fashion show from his wardrobe to the mirror probably took longer than expected, and definitely you were too focused, because you didn’t notice the tall figure watching you, leaning against the doorframe

- “Don’t take that off, I’ve got an idea or two,” his voice broke the silence, making you jump

Jinx:

- Her clothes are more like a flea market than a wardrobe: there are men’s clothes, women’s clothes, from Piltover and Zaun, intact, held together by metal staples, clean, splattered with paint, torn from explosions, some so small you wonder who they could even fit, and some so large that you and at least four of her father’s henchmen could comfortably fit in them with room to spare

- She’s the one who tells you to grab something from the pile the first time you ask to help her with her calculations and experiments, and in the end, you choose something comfortable rather than something intact or clean

- It took her a good half hour to notice, and then another hour to stop talking about it

- It was something she hadn’t done since she had a family, sharing clothes with someone else, and suddenly she realized just how much she missed it

- Every now and then, she’d give you oversized shirts on purpose, just to disappear under the fabric and snuggle up to you, where she felt sheltered enough to feel less vulnerable

Vi:

- Vi’s mentality was interesting because, by accident, if she noticed you were eyeing someone’s clothes with interest, somehow the next day those clothes would end up on your bed

- Vi would do anything for you; if it were up to her, you’d be dressed in pearls and gold, but neither the place nor her situation allowed it

- That’s why she never offered you her clothes: the older ones were tattered, barely definable as rags, which she stubbornly patched up every month

- The new ones were stolen, spoils from street fights, but they always came in looking battered and worn, or worse, stained with blood or strange substances, so they weren’t good for you

- When she saw you wearing a sweater from her wardrobe, stained and burned in spots, the first thing she felt was guilt

- She hated not being able to treat you the way she wanted to

- But from that day on, she made sure to at least wash her clothes before putting them away, and slowly she learned to love the clothes you stole a little more than the others

- That sweater, for example, she would defend it with her life

Caitlyn:

- Whenever you stayed over at her place, she always made sure to provide everything for you: slippers, socks, pajamas, anything you might need

- And it was always the highest quality you had ever seen

- So seeing you in her clothes wasn’t new, although she sometimes liked to have you try on things she didn’t wear anymore, partly because she couldn’t due to her important name, and partly because she spent half her time in uniform

- Those little fashion shows almost always ended with her on top of you, while you are very busy figuring out how to stay quiet so none of the servants, or worse, her parents, would catch you

- It didn’t matter if the clothes didn’t suit you, being able to see you in so many different lights made her fall even more in love with everything about you

- The final blow? One day she decided to look through the enforcers’ uniforms to find one that would fit you, and for the first time, she saw you in clothes that matched hers

- There was something about it that made her hope that uniform would change the chemistry of your brain too and make you join the force, just so she could spend more time with you, just so she could see you like that more often

Mel:

- For Mel, it wasn’t an event: she was used to everything, mastering her emotions, and seeing you wearing something of hers had only left her confused for a second, from which she quickly recovered, smiling at you

- “It looks really good on you, you know?” she had asked

- It didn’t bother her. Objectively, you seemed stupid borrowing those elegant clothes tailored exactly to her body

- It almost felt like heresy to wear the clothes of a goddess-like figure. But the goddess had sensed something, and she began buying and commissioning outfits for both you and her, matching, so you wouldn’t feel like you were missing something

- But there was one moment, a specific one, where seeing you in one of her dresses had left her speechless

- When you told her that the sweater was so beautiful it was almost a shame knowing she couldn’t wear it on the day you’d marry her

- And Mel Medarda came from a land of war, where it was hard to get attached to people, let alone objects

- Yet from that day, that piece of clothing became a constant for her, even if it meant layering or pulling it down to keep her shoulders bare

- Because it no longer just warmed her skin; it began to warm something deeper, something she hadn’t even realized she had

Sevika:

- Her clothes reflected her line of work: dirty, unpleasant, dangerous

- But despite that, she would drape them over you herself, no matter how worn they were: if she thought you might be cold, without a word, you’d find a sweater or hoodie on your shoulders

- And even though she’d glance at you from the corner of her eye, she wouldn’t stop watching you for a single moment when you wore something of hers

- It was a matter of homeland—there was no ownership in Zaun, not even last names, as even the family you belonged to was irrelevant compared to what you could do

- And the gangs, thugs, and troublemakers wouldn’t hesitate to steal what was yours

- But you were hers, and you couldn’t be stolen. And that shirt was hers, but she didn’t feel mutilated, like she normally would, when you wore it

- In fact, she loved it, opening her arms to invite you to snuggle up, holding you carefully so the prosthetic wouldn’t bother you, adjusting the clothing on you ten, a hundred times, almost unconsciously

- And when you wore her clothes, it felt like for a little while, you could wear her skin too, to understand her better, and she suddenly seemed more vulnerable

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blueberrisdove-sideblog2 · 2 months ago

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Mydei always treats you like you're his princess—no matter where you are or who’s watching. To him, you're not just someone he loves; you're someone he cherishes, worships, and would go to war for without a second thought. Every time he looks at you, there’s this softness in his golden eyes that nobody else gets to see, like you're the only thing in the world that could ever matter. He opens doors for you, carries your things even when you insist you're strong enough, and always makes sure you’re warm, safe, and comfortable. You never have to ask twice—he’s already on it, already thinking two steps ahead, always treating you like the center of his world.

He watches you like you're made of stars and silk, like even the air should be gentle with you. Whenever you speak, he listens closely, even if you’re just rambling or talking about something silly. And if someone dares to laugh at you or treat you poorly, he doesn’t just get upset—he burns. That terrifying warrior everyone fears becomes your prince in blazing armor, glaring down anyone who even breathes wrong near you. But even with all that power, he’s gentle with you. Always. Like you're something sacred. Like he's scared to break you, even though he knows you're stronger than you look.

Every little thing he does screams devotion. He braids your hair with such care, smoothing the strands with his calloused fingers as if touching something precious. When you’re sad or overwhelmed, he doesn’t rush you to feel better. He just holds you close, pressing you against his bare chest, letting you hear the steady beat of his heart until you feel okay again. And when you’re happy? He lights up like the sun, proud of every smile you give him. He kisses your forehead like it’s a ritual, like he’s sealing a blessing into your skin. You don’t even have to ask him to love you—he just does, over and over, in a thousand quiet ways.

At night, he wraps you in his arms like a protective shield. His big frame curves around you. He murmurs soft things into your hair—how much he loves you, how you’ve changed his world, how he never knew what peace felt like until he had you in his arms. Sometimes he wakes you up just to make sure you're breathing, just to press his forehead against yours and whisper, “Mine. Always mine.” Even in his dreams, he’s holding onto you like he’s scared the world might try to take you away.

To Mydei, you're not just a lover or a partner. You're his entire reason for fighting, for breathing, for being. He sees the way the world looks at you and thinks they don’t even know how lucky they are to witness her. But he knows. And he’ll never take you for granted. In every kiss, every touch, every word, there’s a silent vow: You are my princess. And I will spend every day proving it.

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moonstruckme · 2 months ago

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One of my favorite little details about your poly!marauders works is how fit and strong James is, especially with how often, and how easily, he picks up or carries around y/n. Could I request a fic with the four of them but he gives the same treatment to his boys as well for whatever reason? Both sounding so exasperated but secretly loving every second of it because they love their sweet strong boy so much and love being babied as well? 🥺

Ahhh yes I can't believe I haven't done this more! It will definitely have to become more common in the poly marauders drabbles, thanks angel <3

poly!marauders x fem!reader ♡ 670 words

By the time the credits roll, you’re all drifting off. Sirius’ eyelids are drooping where his head rests on your chest; Remus is snoring softly on James’ shoulder. You and James share a fond look as you turn off the telly.

You sit in silence for a few moments, your sitting room dark but for the orange glow of streetlights coming in through the window. Unwilling to end the peaceful night.

“Alright,” James sighs after a moment, worming his arms underneath Remus’ legs and torso. Remus begins to rouse as he does, but he’s in the air before he catches onto what’s happening, hoisted up against James’ chest.

He makes a sleepy, demurring sound.

“You’re alright,” James reassures him in a soft voice. Your heart thumps, smitten. “We’re only going to bed.”

Remus mumbles something like, “You don’t have to…”

James shushes him. Remus is easily mollified, letting his head settle in the crook of James’ neck as he’s carried down the hall. You watch them go with a warm, goopy feeling in your chest and a tickle of amusement at your own fascination with the way James’ arm looks hooked under your boyfriend’s knees.

You coil a piece of Sirius’ hair around your finger absently. “That was rather fit,” you murmur to him, “wasn’t it?”

You could swear Sirius’ breathing evens out only just then. His head weighs heavier on your chest.

You give a soft laugh. “Fraud,” you whisper.

Sirius begins to snore.

You sigh. “James,” you call quietly.

No answer.

“James.”

Heavy but considerate footsteps sound in the hall. “Hm?” he asks as he peers around the corner. His expression softens when he sees Sirius. “Oh.”

“I’m trapped,” you say.

“I can see that. Never fear, I’ll rescue you.” James stoops, lifting Sirius as he had Remus. Sirius puts on a very good show of acting groggy, nuzzling James’ shirt a little as he turns into his chest.

James smiles. You see his thumb sweep over Sirius’ shoulder. “I’ve got you, love,” he promises.

You snort, and he gives you a funny look, but you know you see Sirius’ lips twitch before he’s taken down the hall.

You consider feigning sleep yourself for a handful of moments. It probably wouldn’t be very convincing, but you think James would likely play along anyway. In the end, he comes back to the sitting room without prompting, giving you a puzzled look.

“Aren’t you coming to bed?” he asks.

You wet your lips, shy but unable to contain your smile. “I am,” you admit. “I just don’t know if I have the energy to walk there all by myself.”

James, for the indignant air he tries to put on, is unable to hide his smile either. “You want a lift too, do you?”

“Please?” you ask sweetly. “Everyone else got one.”

Your boyfriend—your sweetheart—doesn’t even feign reluctance. He kisses the top of your head as he bends to get his arms under you, and you twine yours around his neck happily. His chest is warm and reassuringly solid. If you weren’t already home, you would be now.

“Are we tiring you out?” you ask, somewhat contritely, as he lifts you from the sofa.

James makes a quiet pffting sound. “You lot? Angel, I bench two hundred.”

“You know I don’t know what that means.”

“It means that I could lift the three of you together, and it wouldn’t be as much as I lifted at the gym yesterday.”

“Doesn’t that mean you’re already sore, though?”

“Not so sore,” James kisses your hair, sounding amused, “that I can’t help my loves to bed. Alright? Don’t worry about me, lovie.”

He places you in an empty spot at the end of the bed, rounding it to lie in his spot by the nightstand where he leaves his glasses each night. As you roll over, getting comfortable with your head on the pillow, you hear a murmur so quiet it might only be air.

“You were right,” says Sirius. “That was very fit.”

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togament · 1 year ago

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suo. sakura. umemiya. togame. pt. 1

"...and the biggest fattest one too. How'd it take him so long to figure it out? What did it take for him to finally realize?"

𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒: FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF, general cute stuff really. There isn't much to warn about :o!!! gn!reader, Togame is tall and awkward and cute and and--, Ume's precious as always!

𝐒𝐔𝐎.

✦ when he’s doting on you way more, putting your wants over everything else.

He's attending to your every need even before you realize you even need it in the first place. Need tissues? He's already pulling them out of his bag. Got a migraine? He's already handing you a water bottle and an ibuprofen. He does it so naturally too like it's second nature to him.

✦ when he uncharacteristically gets heated when someone tries to harm you.

Listen. He's usually so, SO calm even in the most intense situations, always ready to analyze before acting--a real brain over heart typa guy. But when he finds you being cornered at an alleyway? He's sprinting towards you to beat whoever's planning on hurting you without even thinking twice. Someone's bothering you in town? He's shadowing you, protecting and keeping watch.

✦ he catches himself being flustered, blushing and folding at the sight of you.

Suo rarely shows any intense emotions. If anything, it's always just a slight smile and a little teasing remark here and there. But around you though? He's smiling widely, cheeks blushing. It's hard to hide sometimes. Goodness. He needs to keep himself in check, he often thinks. He doesn't want you to find out yet. Not yet.

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𝐔𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐘𝐀.

✦ when he looks for you FIRST whenever he achieves something, whenever he's having a bad day--for literally EVERYTHING.

his immediate thought is you. Every time. When he sees the hybrid tomato plant you both grew from seed blooming, he's immediately sending you photos. When he's having one of those nights, tossing and turning in his sleep, thoughts keeping him awake, the only thing that's tethering him down to earth is you.

✦ when he sees you get along with the family that he built for himself.

Ume is never subtle when it comes to this. My god. He's blushing, tripping over his words, movements ever so stiff--it's very unusual to see Ume in this state. He's just so happy to see you interacting with everybody, loving each member as much as he does. He can't just swoop you off your feet and kiss you right? Not right now. Not when he's been silently pining for you for years.

✦ when he realizes his thoughts about his future always has you in it.

He often talks about his future with others, what his plans are after he graduates, where he wants to go, what restaurants to go to. Everyone notices how his thoughts always seem to gravitate towards you, always easing you into his plans with a pensive little, "Hm. Y'think they'd like to go here too? I heard them talking about the spot a couple times!", "Maaaan I wanna go here with them soon. Should I just book the tickets? Surprise them? Yeah I think I should!" Everyone's just waiting for a confession at this point, really.

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𝐒𝐀𝐊𝐔𝐑𝐀.

✦ when random things remind him of you.

he could be on their daily patrols, passing by some shops and his mind would drift off to you and how you would look in the shirt he passed by, how your face would probably light up at the taste of the anpan they're selling down the street. Goodness you never leave his mind. Day dreams about it sometimes. Suo and Nirei has caught him multiple times doing so. Always ends with an extremely flustered Sakura.

✦ when he thinks he hears your laughter or your voice, his head snaps towards the direction of the sound.

just like the above! But it's your voice. Nirei thinks Sakura's just on guard by how often he looks around quickly but Suo points out Sakura's reddening cheeks and they immediately know he's thinking about you again. Wants to fish his phone out of his pocket with trembling (and blushing) fingers to ask you where you are. Y'know... Just in case you run into trouble.

✦ when he gave you the other half of his food (he hasn't taken a single bite yet)

Sakura sometimes eats for at least 5 people so to have him offer half of his food to you when you're out eating is saying something. His hands are blushing and trembling as he's trying his best to steady them, slicing a portion of his food to place it on your plate. Of course, you give him the other half of your food too. Of course he's a blushing mess.

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𝐓𝐎𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄.

✦ finds every excuse possible to be close to you. (Subtly.)

Ever noticed how Togame always seems to bump into you at spots you and your friends frequent? How he so happened to pass by the Furin school after your classes are dismissed? Gosh you're his first real crush so he doesn't know what to do with all these feelings. He wants to see you and see you often. He awkwardly and adorably tries his damndest not to seem too obvious when he's trying to see you more to strike up a conversation but his blushing (and tall frame) doesn't help his case.

✦ when he always talks about you to the old men at the public baths he frequents.

Togame's a quiet guy. He rarely ever yaps, always getting cut off mid-sentence since he talks so.. SO slow. But when it's about you, his normal 0.75x speaking speed goes up to a full 1.0x or even, dare I say, 1.25x. He's smiling ear to ear, voice with an uncharacteristic shine to it while he's playing shogi with one of the old men. They already adore you before they even meet you. They often give Togame advice too--bring you your favorite flowers, they suggest. Take you out for a festival date, they suggest. "Soon," Togame responds, scratching the back of his neck, "M'nervous though. I can pull it off ri--" "Of course you can, kame-kun." he looks at the old men with the softest, most lovestruck eyes they've ever seen. Soon. He'll make his very first move.

✦ has caught himself staring at you from afar, smiling to himself like a damn lovesick puppy.

...on multiple ocassions, might I add. You could be yapping away with the Bofurin members, talking animatedly about the most mundane things, arms flinging to and fro to get your point across, snort laughing and head thrown back. Togame's just sat just outside the group, ever the introvert. Face propped on his hand, heart practically melting. He doesn't realize he's doing this before Choji points it out. Loudly. He's immediately looking in the other direction, blush creeping up his neck as he struggles to keep the smaller Shishitoren member in check. While he's preoccupied, it's your turn to stare back at him, hiding a blush behind your hand. Suo notices this and points it out. Now the both of you are flustered messes.

a/n: tried my hand at a new layout!! eeeee inspired by my favorite perfume house but we're not opening that can of worms right now, lest I yap. ANYWHOSIES thank you, dear reader, for getting this far. I am smooching your forehead tenderly with consent.

#wind breaker #wind breaker x reader #wind breaker (satoru nii)#jo togame x reader #umemiya x reader #hajime umemiya x reader #haruka sakura x reader #suo hayato x reader #wind breaker fluff #togame x reader #wind breaker headcanons #hajime umemiya #suo hayato #sakura haruka

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littlegochu · 28 days ago

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12 rounds │ jjk 18+

“Lose the fight, win me. That’s the deal.”

pairing: jeon jungkook x reader (f)

genre: boxer jungkook, toxic but addicting, established couple

rating: 18+, smut

synopsis: He loses the fight. Unfairly. Publicly. And the only thing stopping him from snapping is her—barefoot on the balcony, refusing to be shut out. She doesn’t coddle him. Doesn’t flinch when he’s cold. She pushes back. And when the silence finally breaks, it turns into something they both understand better than words—heat, desperation, and a need to feel something real.

The crowd roars around you, but your eyes don’t leave him.

Jeon Jungkook. In the ring like he owns it—shirtless, sweat-slicked, muscles cut and coiled with every movement. His jaw is locked, knuckles already bloodied, and the way he moves is pure venom. Focused. Cold. Dangerous.

And yours.

You’re standing near the front row, VIP badge barely needed when everyone already knows who you are. Cameras flash your way, whispers trail behind your back—“That’s his girl.” “They’re so hot together.” “How the fuck does she pull him?”

You ignore them. You’re not here for the attention.

You’re here for him.

He hasn’t glanced at you once since the fight started. You don’t expect him to. That’s how he is when he’s locked in—ruthless, silent, unreadable. You fell in love with that part of him and hated it all the same.

But you know he felt you walk in. Felt your gaze when it landed on him. He always does.

You catch the way his shoulders roll back when the second round ends—his back glistening with sweat, muscles twitching beneath bronzed, tattooed skin. He’s a walking sculpture, wrapped in rage and breath and heat. The kind of body that’s earned—not gifted. The kind that could ruin you without even trying.

You’ve seen him like this before. Too many times. But it never gets old.

Jungkook in the ring is another version of him entirely. More vicious. More beautiful. Like a storm trapped in a body. That controlled fury in every punch, the precision in every dodge, the restraint that only you understand because you’ve seen what it looks like when he lets go.

“Finish him!” someone yells, and you catch the glint in Jungkook’s eye.

He’s tired. You can tell from the way his footwork staggers for half a second—no one else would notice it, but you do. He should’ve had this guy knocked out in the second round, but the ref was too slow on the break call, and the other guy got a cheap shot to the ribs.

Dirty hit.

You grit your teeth, arms crossed under your chest, diamond bracelet glinting under the arena lights. You look good tonight. Too good. Cropped jacket hugging your waist, heels tall enough to look down on half the men here. Your makeup’s untouched even after hours.

Jungkook always says you look like trouble. And that’s why he likes you.

And even though he’s locked in—throwing punches, tasting blood—you know he saw you. You know he saw the way your lips parted when he ducked under a hook. The way your hand wrapped tighter around the bar railing when he landed a left.

He fights like he knows you’re watching.

The bell dings for the final round.

He exhales, shoulders tight.

And even though he hasn’t looked at you once, his jaw ticks like he’s holding back everything he wants to say.

He knows this isn’t going to be clean. You both do.

You feel it the second the final bell rings.

And you know—before the ref even lifts the wrong hand—that it’s about to be bullshit.

The other guy’s arm is raised.

The crowd erupts in boos. Furious, stunned. It’s not even subtle. Everyone saw the illegal shot. Everyone saw Jungkook dominate the first four rounds. But the judges? The commission? Bought. Blind. Doesn’t matter.

Your heart drops.

Jungkook doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t move. His jaw is tight, lips parted, chest rising slow like he’s trying not to explode. Blood trickles from his brow, sweat carving paths down his torso. His taped fists hang at his sides, and for a full five seconds, he just stares at the ref.

Then he turns. And you’re already moving.

Security parts before you like instinct. You walk in heels like they’re made for the mat, your blazer hugging your waist, hair still perfect, not a drop of emotion on your face—except for what’s in your eyes. Fury. Devotion. Fire.

He sees you immediately.

And that’s when he finally breathes.

His gloves are already off, tossed to the side. Tape loose around his wrists, knuckles bruised and red. He walks straight into your space like a magnet, and before you can say anything, his hand catches your hip, dragging you in.

Your arms go around his neck like instinct. His body is hot and hard and shaking.

“Don’t say anything,” he mutters against your ear. His voice is low, dark. Controlled the way dynamite is controlled—right before the fuse is lit. “Not here.”

You nod, forehead pressed to his. “I’m not.”

His other arm wraps around your lower back and pulls you flush against him. It’s not soft. It’s not delicate. He holds you like a claim, like possession, like he wants every camera watching to see exactly where he finds peace. His scent hits you immediately—leather, sweat, the faint echo of his cologne, spiced and sharp and familiar.

“Fucking rigged,” he mutters, voice cracking with restraint.

You tilt your head and stare up at him. Even angry, he’s beautiful—his lip is split, his cheek swelling, but his eyes are dark and locked on yours like they haven’t seen anything else all night.

“You should’ve knocked him out,” you say quietly.

“I tried.” His jaw flexes. “Didn’t want to kill him.”

You smirk, just barely. “Pity.”

His lips twitch. The smallest hint of a smile—there and gone.

Then he leans down.

A quick kiss. Messy and sharp. His bottom lip tastes like blood. Yours smudge gloss onto his. It’s not sweet—it’s public. It’s loud. It’s a declaration. His hand slides down to your ass, gripping without shame as he pulls you tighter, and you feel his exhale shake against your mouth.

Let them all see.

He’s not hiding anything.

Reporters shout both your names. Cameras flash in waves. A mic’s shoved toward your face, and a voice slices through the noise.

“Y/N, thoughts on the decision tonight? Do you think Jeon Jungkook was robbed?”

You don’t break eye contact with him as you reach up and gently fix a strand of damp hair from his forehead. His hand stays wrapped around your waist like a cuff.

Then, to the cameras, your voice comes out steady and clear—

“Wasn’t a fair fight.” Your tone is cool. Confident. The exact opposite of the storm you’re holding down inside. “But that’s okay. We’re not done.”

Jungkook hums low in his throat like he agrees.

He lets go of your waist just long enough to lace your fingers together, holding your hand as he steps down off the mat. Security tries to hold back the press, but he doesn’t give them a choice—he walks you through the chaos like it’s his runway, like the world owes him a moment of silence.

You don't need to look at him to feel it. The shift.

He’s still holding your hand, but his grip has changed—firmer, tighter, a little too close to a fist. The crowd is screaming, cameras flashing, everyone clawing to get a glimpse of him. Of you. Of you two.

But Jungkook doesn’t care about the noise anymore.

He walks you out of the arena like he’s dragging a ghost behind him. Silent. Stormy. The win stolen right out from under him, and the only thing keeping him from knocking out someone on the way out is the weight of your hand in his.

He lets you in the limo first. His touch on your hip is automatic, firm, but there’s no softness in it now. No teasing squeeze. Just pressure.

The door shuts behind him with a hard thunk.

And he goes still.

The moment feels longer than it is. The silence isn’t peaceful—it’s thick. Suffocating. Like the air’s too heavy to breathe.

He sits across from you. Shirtless. Shoulders wide, bruised, skin glinting with the last remnants of sweat and blood. His jaw is locked, his brows drawn. The cut above his brow has stopped bleeding, but there’s still a smear on his cheekbone. You know he’ll refuse to get it cleaned up until the morning.

His phone buzzes. He checks it with a flick of his eyes. Then declines the call without a word.

You sit still.

Waiting.

Watching.

The engine hums beneath your feet, and outside, the crowd disappears. The tinted windows block out everything, but inside the car, the silence only gets louder.

“You’re not gonna say anything?” you ask quietly.

He doesn’t answer.

You try again. “That decision was bullshit.”

Still nothing.

You cross your legs, lean into the seat. “Cool. So you’re doing the sulking-in-silence thing tonight.”

He exhales through his nose. Slow. Measured. Controlled. That control scares you more than if he’d yelled.

You press your tongue to your cheek. “At least you looked good getting robbed.”

He finally moves—just his eyes. Sharp and dark, cutting across the seat to look at you like a warning.

You meet it head-on. “Don’t look at me like I’m the one who handed out the scorecard.”

“You don’t get it,” he mutters.

“I don’t get what?”

He leans forward, forearms on his knees, voice low and cold. “I worked for that fight. I fucking bled for that fight. And they gave it away like I was nothing.”

“You think looking good is enough to make that go away?” he says. It’s not cruel. But it’s sharp. Wounded.

“I don’t want to hear anything right now.” His jaw clenches.

You stare at him. “Guess I’m just for show, huh? Pretty thing to stand beside when you lose.”

“I didn’t lose.”

You pause. Quiet. “Then why do you sound like you did?”

His gaze flicks away. That’s the last thing he says.

He leans back, hands rubbing over his face once, then through his damp hair. The seat creaks under his weight. You watch him closely, waiting for him to break the silence.

But he doesn’t.

He shuts down completely.

The ride continues like that—heavy, wordless. The distance between you stretched by everything he’s not saying. You’re still in your heels, still in your perfect blazer, still looking like the girl every guy wants to steal. But he doesn’t reach for you.

Doesn’t even look.

You fold your arms and turn to the window.

Fine.

If he wants quiet—he’ll get it.

The elevator opens to the quiet luxury of the penthouse—glass, marble, soft lighting, the city glowing below like it has no idea the man standing in this hallway just got robbed of a win that bled months of preparation.

Jungkook walks in first. No word. No glance.

You follow behind, slower. He leaves the door open for you, but doesn’t wait. His duffle hits the floor with a dull thud, water bottle in hand before you’ve even unzipped your jacket. His back is to you when you step inside, and it stays that way.

You toe off your heels by the door, your body still humming from the adrenaline of the arena. But he doesn’t even look.

The silence follows you through the living room like a shadow. You sit on the edge of the couch, slowly undoing your blazer buttons, waiting—hoping—he says something first.

He doesn’t.

He twists the cap off the water bottle. Drinks like it’s a chore. His jaw tenses with every swallow, throat bobbing, chest rising and falling too quickly.

Still no words.

You exhale. “You’re really not gonna talk to me?”

He caps the bottle. Tosses it on the kitchen island. Then turns around—but his eyes don’t meet yours.

Your voice drops. “You’ve been quiet since we left. You gonna keep doing that all night?”

“Don’t,” he mutters, walking past you.

That’s all he says.

Don’t.

You stand slowly, arms crossed. “You don’t get to snap at me like I’m the one who made the call.”

He doesn’t even slow his steps. Just walks straight to the balcony, opens the glass door, and steps outside.

You blink. “Are you fucking serious?”

No response.

The door shuts behind him with a cold finality.

You stay frozen in the living room, lips parted in disbelief, hands curled at your sides.

He’s done this before—gone quiet when shit gets under his skin—but this? This feels different. Sharper. Like he’s not just mad about the loss. He’s mad about everything. The fight. The cameras. Himself. And maybe even you, though he won’t admit it.

You walk to the balcony door, stop just short of opening it. He’s out there with a cigarette between his fingers, leaning against the glass railing, the glow of the city painting his skin in soft gold and silver. Shirtless. Silent. Alone.

Smoke curls from his mouth as he exhales. His hair’s still damp. His knuckles are red and scraped raw. He presses the cigarette to his lips again, breathing in slow like he’s trying to stay sane.

You stare at him through the glass.

Your chest rises, falls. But you don’t go out there.

Not yet.

Because if he wants space, if he wants to stand out there and pretend like you didn’t ride for him all night, then fine. Let him.

You walk back to the couch, arms still crossed, jaw still tight, sitting down like you’re done talking until he starts.

And in the silence, the distance stretches like a fault line between you.

The cigarette’s almost done.

You watch from the couch, pretending not to care, but every time you look up, he's still out there. Still silent. Still leaning on the glass railing like the weight of the city might drag him over it.

And you’ve had enough.

You rise slowly. Quietly.

The balcony door opens with a soft click, and the air outside hits you—cool, sharp, but nothing compared to the chill in his silence. The wind brushes your skin. You walk barefoot onto the balcony, arms folded, steps deliberate, slow.

Jungkook doesn’t look at you. Not right away.

You stop beside him, close but not touching.

He exhales smoke without a word. The wind pushes his hair back from his face. His profile’s cut in moonlight—high cheekbones, the edge of a bruise on his jaw, lips still red from the fight, or from you. His chest rises, slow and tense.

You stand still.

The silence stretches between you, long and bitter.

And then you speak—softly, just above the wind.

“You gonna be quiet forever?”

His jaw clenches, cigarette between his fingers. “Depends.”

“On what?”

He flicks the ash over the edge. “On whether or not I say something I’ll regret.”

You look at him, long and level. “You already did.”

That makes him finally glance at you. A flash of guilt crosses his face, but it disappears just as fast. He drops the cigarette in the ashtray beside him and leans back against the glass, arms crossing loosely over his chest.

“I’m tired,” he mutters.

You nod once. “I know.”

“I’m angry.”

“I know that too.”

He looks at you now. Really looks. “Then why are you out here?”

Your lips twitch. “Because you always act like the world’s ending when you lose. Like I’m supposed to stand back and let you implode.”

“I’m not imploding.”

“You’re not talking.”

“Same thing, isn’t it?”

You pause. “Not with you. With you, silence is worse.”

He looks away again.

You hate how beautiful he looks like this—quiet and bruised, still burning. You can see the fight still living in his shoulders, in the way he breathes, like his lungs are too full of everything he didn’t get to say in the ring.

You step closer, slowly. Until your shoulder almost brushes his arm.

“You don’t have to talk,” you say softly. “But you don’t get to shut me out like I’m the problem.”

His eyes flick to yours. And for a second—just a second—you see it. The crack. The thing underneath all the silence.

He reaches out.

Fingers graze your wrist. Light. Hesitant.

Then firmer.

His hand wraps around your wrist, tugging gently until your front touches his side. His head dips toward you, forehead resting against your temple, his eyes closed like he’s just too tired to keep carrying all that weight by himself.

“I don’t know how to lose,” he whispers.

You press a hand to his chest. His skin is warm. His heart is pounding.

“You don’t have to,” you murmur back. “Not when I’m here.”

He doesn’t say anything.

But his hand slides to your waist.

Not tentative this time. Firm. Certain. The kind of touch that says he’s done pretending you’re not exactly what he needs.

He exhales into your neck—warm, shaky. “You wore that just to drive me crazy, didn’t you?”

You smirk, lips brushing the shell of his ear. “I always dress for war.”

His fingers tighten, pulling you flush against him. Your chest meets the bare heat of his torso, and for a moment, you both just breathe—his nose grazing your cheek, your fingers curling into his shoulder. The bruises on his skin don’t scare you. If anything, they only make him feel more real. Less like a symbol. More like your man.

The one who bleeds, and breaks, and still tries to keep the world on his back.

He turns his face, mouth finding yours in the dark. And it’s slow this time. Not sharp. Not angry. Just deep. Needy. His lips part against yours like he’s tasting relief, like kissing you is the only thing that makes him feel like himself again.

He kisses you like he lost something out there and found it the second you walked onto the balcony.

Your hands tangle in his hair. His body presses you gently against the glass. You gasp softly into his mouth when his palm moves lower, finding the backs of your thighs, lifting—just enough to make your breath hitch.

“I need you inside,” you murmur, voice low. “Now.”

He doesn’t answer. Just takes your hand and pulls you in.

You follow him through the dark, quiet penthouse. No lights on. No music. Just your footsteps, your breathing, the sound of his body so close you can almost feel him without touching.

He stops in the middle of the living room.

Turns.

And kisses you again—harder this time.

Your back hits the couch. He leans over you, not breaking the kiss, hands roaming with more heat, more pressure. Like all the silence from earlier is pouring out now in the way he touches you. Desperate. Focused. Controlled in only the way he is when he’s about to lose it.

His mouth leaves yours to trail down your jaw. Your throat. Your collarbone. Every kiss is a vow. A bruise. A surrender.

You pull him closer.

Because this is what it always comes down to.

Not the fight.

Not the anger.

But this— The way he breathes when he’s on top of you. The way his body fits against yours like it’s home. The way he falls apart when you touch him like he’s not invincible.

And for once… he lets you hold him without flinching.

No more silence.

Only skin, and sighs, and everything he doesn’t know how to say in words.

Your back hits the couch cushions and his weight follows immediately—solid, heavy, demanding. His knee parts your legs without hesitation, and you open for him like muscle memory.

His mouth is back on yours, but different now. Gone is the slow burn. This is messier. Breathless. All tongue and teeth. He kisses like he’s punishing you for showing up. Like he’s mad it made him feel better.

Your head tilts back and you moan against his mouth. His hand wraps around your throat—not choking, just holding. Grounding. Possessive. His thumb brushes your jaw as his other hand pushes your dress up roughly, bunching the fabric around your hips.

“Fuck,” he growls into your mouth. “Look at you.”

You gasp when his palm slides up your inner thigh, fingers dragging, slow and firm, like he wants to take his time even though you both know he won’t. His touch is hot, calloused, and so familiar it makes your chest ache.

You grab his wrist, breath hitched. “Don’t tease.”

He smirks, but it’s darker now. “You don’t get to make demands.”

His fingers slip past the edge of your underwear, and you jolt, legs twitching. He grunts when he feels how wet you already are, dragging his fingers through you, slow at first—just enough to feel how badly you want it.

“Fuck, baby…” His voice is low, wrecked. “You like it when I’m angry?”

You stare up at him, lips parted, breathing hard. “You like pretending you’re still in control.”

That makes him snap.

He pulls your underwear down roughly, doesn’t even bother taking it off fully—just pushes it past your knees and spreads your thighs with both hands. You feel the heat of his breath as he looks at you, not touching, not yet.

“You’ve been testing me all night,” he mutters, sliding two fingers into you without warning.

You arch off the couch with a sharp gasp.

His fingers curl immediately, dragging against that spot you hate how fast he finds. His thumb presses down on your clit, slow circles that contrast the way he fucks you with his hand—deep, rough, unrelenting.

You grip the cushions, eyes fluttering. “Jungkook—”

“I said don’t talk,” he growls.

He leans in close, nose brushing your cheek. His breath is hot, his words even hotter.

“You sat through the whole fight looking like a fucking trophy. And now?” His fingers thrust harder, faster, obscene sounds filling the room. “Now you’re dripping for me. Soaked through and shaking.”

You moan, thighs closing around his hand. He forces them open again, pushing them down with his knee.

“Keep ‘em open,” he commands.

Your fingers slide up his back, nails dragging through the sweat and tension in his spine. He shudders from it, his mouth dropping to your neck, biting hard enough to leave a mark. You gasp again. His tongue soothes over it.

He groans low in your ear. “You want me to fuck you like I lost?”

You nod, dizzy. “Yes.”

“Like I hate everything but you?”

“Yes, Jungkook—fuck, yes.”

He pulls his fingers out, slick and shining, and you whimper at the loss. He pushes up onto his knees, breathing hard, undoing his sweatpants with one hand, eyes locked on your thighs like he’s about to destroy you.

When he pushes in, it’s fast and deep—too deep. You cry out, legs wrapping around him, nails digging into his biceps as he starts thrusting without mercy.

Every snap of his hips punches a sound out of your throat. He’s gritting his teeth, jaw clenched, eyes dark and fixed on the way your body gives under him.

“This what you wanted?” he pants, fucking into you hard enough to rock the couch. “Wanted to be the only thing I could feel after getting robbed?”

You nod, whimpering, trying to keep your voice from breaking.

“You are,” he snarls. “You fucking are.”

You’re not even sure what you’re saying anymore—just sounds, gasps, curses, his name. His name, over and over.

He slips one arm under your back, dragging you up against his chest so you’re nearly sitting in his lap, your legs wrapped around him. His rhythm doesn’t slow. If anything, it gets rougher.

Skin on skin. Bruising, breathless. His hand on your ass, your nails in his neck, teeth grazing lips between ragged kisses.

He’s not being gentle. And you don’t want him to be.

This isn’t careful. It’s not sweet.

It’s two people breaking at the seams and using each other to survive it.

His forehead drops to yours. His breath is hot, shaky, lips brushing yours with every thrust.

“I need you,” he murmurs. It’s not rough. Not this time. Just honest. Raw. “I need you, baby. Stay with me.”

You kiss him like a promise. Like you’ll never go anywhere.

Your orgasm hits hard—fast and full-body. You shake, fingers clenching around him, crying out his name. And he follows, growling into your neck, burying himself inside you with one final thrust that leaves you both breathless.

The only sound left is the way you both breathe.

Then silence.

Warm. Spent. Wrapped around each other on the couch, skin damp and hearts pounding.

And for the first time all night— He’s not angry. He’s just holding you.

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cruel-as-sin · 3 months ago

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how long before you let me go? | logan howlett

↳ summary: riling up logan doesn't go quite how you planned...

word count: 1.3k

song: supermassive black hole | muse

pairings: bodyguard 70s!logan x rich kid fem!reader

content warnings: 18+ content (MDNI), smut, porn light plot, rough sex, overstimulation, mean!logan, hair pulling, mentions of bite marks and hickeys, spanking (so hard it leaves handprints), whiny!reader, unprotected p in v (practice safe sex everyone!), multiple orgasms, reader flirts with someone else to piss off logan (don't worry about me doing this again...), no use of y/n, pre-established safe word, doggy style, logan puts reader in a headlock, light choking accompanying said headlock, some degradation, pet names for reader (sweetheart, brat, slut), reader is a crying whiny mess and logan loves it, logan has insane stamina (lmk if i missed anything!)

↳ a/n: cas finally posting something!!! (and everyone cheered!) this has been in my drafts for SOOO long and i'm so glad i finally finished it even if it’s shorter than i wanted it to be, logan is sooooooooo hot omfgggg... might turn this into a series bc i feel like this song fits them SO incredibly well

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

The problem, if you could call it that, with having sex with Logan is that he Just. Keeps. Going.

Being a celebrities daughter has its perks. A rich lifestyle, for one. Lots of attention, and of course, a bodyguard with muscles that make you drool and a stern voice that leaves you dripping in… other areas.

You two have been having casual sex for about a month and a half now. He’s always been relentless, but usually takes pity on you enough to let up before he’s tired out. And, of course, you have a safeword if you ever need it. Just in case.

You knew he could keep going far longer than the average man, something about his biology letting him fill you up over and over. You didn’t question it- his business was his own, and you certainly weren’t complaining.

Now, though? You might start to complain.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

To back up a little: maybe this was your fault. Okay, it was definitely your fault, but really, could anyone blame you?

It had all started a few days ago, the last time you’d been having sex. His head was buried between your legs, his beard scratching your thighs as his tongue lapped at your clit in a way that had you seeing stars. You were whining his name, about to reach your peak, when suddenly he pulled away, shoving your bedsheets over you and kicking your clothes away as he took a step back.

You’re not sure how he knew- he must have super-hearing or something- but thank god for it, because if he’d noticed only a few seconds later, you two would’ve been interrupted by your father’s knock on the door.

It was a good thing, of course, that he stopped that night, his sharp senses and quick thinking meaning that you could just tell your father that you were changing and Logan was in the bathroom, and even if he had tried to come in, Logan had hidden the evidence well.

Even if it meant you’d spent the rest of that night pent up beyond relief, you were grateful.

Except for the fact that, and this is where the problem starts to come in, Logan had been very clear about one rule when you started sleeping with him: no touching yourself, not without his permission.

And not only does he reject your advances in the following days, claiming it’s too risky now that you almost got the two of you caught (so what if you’d insisted on sneaking away to your room with hardly any time to spare? It’s not like he didn’t agree to join you), he also tells you you’re not allowed to touch yourself, despite the way you beg and plead and give him those puppy dog eyes that you were formerly convinced worked like a magic trick every time.

So… you took matters into your own hands.

I mean, he said you couldn’t touch yourself, right? He never specified that you couldn’t have someone else do it for you.

The way you saw it, flirting with that politician’s son at a party was a win-win. Either you got some probably mediocre sex, but an orgasm was an orgasm (and the possibility of future blackmail was an added bonus), or you pissed Logan off enough that he’d come fuck you, or at least let you do it yourself.

You had been dead wrong.

Well, not entirely. Logan is fucking you. Just not quite the way you hoped.

You’re face down ass up on the bed, your face shoved into the pillows by a firm grip while his other hand digs into your hips hard enough to leave bruises. Your body aches, already littered with bite marks and handprints, and your cunt is sore. He’s given you nothing, the closest thing to foreplay you got being the hickeys claiming you and the spanking you’d been given before he’d all but thrown you onto the sheets and torn off his clothes.

Maybe that was the point when you should have caught on to what was about to happen, but you were a little too desperate to care. Now you suffer the consequences.

He pounds into you relentlessly, never giving you a break, never giving you a chance to breathe. You’ve lost count of how many orgasms he’s pulled from you with his dick alone- four, maybe? And while he’s already cum once, he seems nowhere near done.

You fight to get out his name through the broken moans leaving your lips, eventually managing a strained, “Logan.”

Instead of responding with some sort of mocking tone or insult, he ignores you. Jesus, he’s mad.

“Logan,” you try again, whining his name as he hits that sweet spot deep inside of you.

“What?” He snaps, the way he smushes your head further into the pillow indicating that he doesn’t really want the answer.

When he keeps hitting that spot, your attempts at getting him to stop turn to muffled sobs as you cum once again, clenching around him.

“Yeah, that’s what I fuckin’ thought.” He grumbles, groaning softly at the way your pussy tightens around his length. He grips you a little harder, his thrusts becoming erratic as he spills into you for the second time. Within moments, he’s hard again- really, how does he do that?- and you’re back to being used like a stress toy.

It's mind-numbing, a mix of pleasure and pain that has you reeling from every thrust. He keeps angling himself to hit you in the spot he knows makes you cum every single time without fail, and you curse yourself for letting him get to know your body so well as he pulls another orgasm out of you, his name falling from your lips.

When he’s cum a third time and continues to ignore your pleas, you try to squirm away from him. But your body is exhausted, and even at your full strength you’d be no match for him.

"Uh-uh." He grabs you by the hair and pulls your head back, his other hand keeping a firm grip on your hips so he can keep plowing into you. "You wanted this, you fuckin' brat. You're not goin' anywhere."

"Logan." You plead, tears starting to stream down your face. It's too much, he's everywhere, and you feel like his cock might actually fucking kills you. What a way to die.

"Nah, don't give me that shit." He yanks on your hair, and you cry out in pain. "You started this, sweetheart. You're the one who couldn't go a few goddamn days without my fuckin' attention. Be grateful you got it."

"But-"

The hand that's gripping your hips comes down on your ass, hard, the already sensitive skin stinging even more from the blow. "No buts. You get what you get, you hear me?"

When you don't answer, he spanks you again. More tears well up in your eyes, your protests reduced to incoherent babbling as his cock continues to assault you mercilessly.

"I could've tied you down, made you watch me touch myself. Or edged you until you were beggin' me for forgiveness. Maybe made you hump my boot like the slut you are." He growls, delivering another harsh smack to your ass. "I gave you what you fuckin' wanted. Deal with it."

As shameful as it is to admit, the idea of what else he could have done to you and the angry tone he speaks in is the thing that sends you tumbling over the edge once again.

He barks out a laugh, smacking your ass a few more times just to hear the way you cry for him.

"Please- Logan, I'm sorry-"

He releases your hair, and for one stupid, fleeting second you think he might be finished with you.

Instead he wraps his arm around you, pulling you into a headlock, holding you up effortlessly, his bicep flexing against your throat as he thrusts into you with a renewed vigor.

"Shut up." He snarls in your ear, letting the hand that was grabbing your hips snake down to your clit.

If you'd been overwhelmed with the pleasure before, you were fucking dying now. Drowning in it, suddenly thrown over the edge again by those perfect little circles. His grip is tight, the lack of oxygen making your head fuzzy, and you barely register the way you're drooling onto his muscles.

"That's better." He adjusts his grip to give you a little more room to breathe, letting your cries of pleasure ring throughout the room as they begin to turn to pleas for mercy once more.

"Lo-"

He doesn't let you get a word out, spanking you as he buries himself deep inside, his seed spilling into you, filling you up even more thoroughly. His bicep flexes against you, once again adjusting to choke you just a little less.

"Better get comfy, sweetheart." You can hear the sharp grin in his voice as he begins to move again, fingers returning to the sweet torture he's inflicting upon your clit. "We're gonna be here all night."

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heart-eyed-love · 8 months ago

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Grouch

Summary | You’re not the most pleasant person to wake up, so Eddie decides to stick it out in Gareth’s basement.

Contains | Fem!Reader, Friends-to-Lovers (eventually), Cursing…

Pairing | BestFriend!Eddie x BestFriend!Reader

Word Count | 1.3k

An | I haven’t written in a while, I’ve had no motivation, so I’m so sorry this sucks😭 Hopefully I’ll be able to get something better out soon!!

“So… Who’s gonna wake her up?” Jeff asks.

All the boys stare at you from your spot on the couch. Face smooshed against the small pillow you used to cushion your head. You hadn’t meant to fall asleep but whatever movie Gareth had chosen for that night had you passed out 30 minutes in.

“I mean, obviously Eddie, right?” Grant says, brow raised as he looks over at him, smirking as Eddie looked back at him with squinted eyes.

Yes. Eddie knew that was probably his responsibility right now, he had driven you over and he was supposed to drive you back to your trailer.

“Well, me and Jeff gotta go, so… have fun waking up, the princess…” He teases as he pats Eddie’s shoulder and he and Jeff make their way to Gareths front door.

Eddie actually preferred nights when the movie hangouts were held over at anyone else’s house. The other boys enjoyed them more at his trailer, no adults to interrupt and basically free rein. Which is why Eddie dreaded having them at his place, it’s not that he didn’t like his friends he just didn’t like having a hoard of teenage boys loose around his safe space.

You were a completely different story though. Movies night with you at his trailer were probably his favorite, but he’s not about to admit that to you.

And when you would conk out at his place he’d just let you sleep. It has come very apparent to everyone in the group that waking you up was not for the weak.

You were definitely snippy to say the least, you weren’t too fond of the way you acted after being woken up either. Probably something you should work on, but that’s beside the point.

Eddie and Gareth are left with you, and Gareth chuckles lightly at the small dribble of drool seeping from the corner of your mouth. He won’t lie, he thinks you're cute, but he has to keep his staring to a minimum cause the few times Eddie had caught him staring at you the look he shot him was nothing short of scary.

“Well, Go ahead.” Gareth says with an all too cocky smirk.

“Can we just crash here? I mean, she looks kinda peaceful… we wouldn’t want to disturb that…”

“Pussy.” Gareth says with a chuckle but immediately shut up as he sees the look in Eddie’s eyes.

Jeez. There it is again. Gareth will never know how he can hold so much power with just one look. But it has him muttering a quiet ‘sorry’.

“Yeah, you can crash here, I’ll bring some pillows and blankets down…” And he’s already quick on his feet to head upstairs. Eddie rolls his eyes and huffs as he takes in seat on the floor next to where you legs are set. He leans his head back on the couch and looks up at you.

He immediately clocks the dampened spot on the pillow, right by where your mouth laid. He chuckles slightly at the sight.

Of course you’re a drooler. And of course this is the one time he doesn’t find it disgusting. He rolls his eyes again, and looks forward. Letting out a sigh feeling slightly annoyed with himself. He doesn’t have much time to dwell on it though, thankfully, cause Gareth is coming back down stairs with pillows and blankets.

He stands to help, grabbing some of the pile off of him, dropping a pillow and blankets down to the floor for himself and then taking the rest.

“Are you actually scared to wake her?” Gareth asks, his tone is still slightly playful. Eddie does find himself impressed sometimes by how persistently annoying Gareth can be without giving up, but not right now.

Eddie stares at Gareth blankly for a second before letting out a sigh, “Only like a tiny bit.” He tries to defend but Gareth still chuckles lightly.

“Well, you know where everything is so… I’ll leave you to it. Night.” He says as he begins making his way back up the stairs to his room.

Turning his gaze back to you, Eddie moves himself closer to you, and as carefully as he can he lifts your legs from the floor onto the couch. You grumble quietly but never fully wake up. He grabs one of the blankets for you and lazily throws it on to you. He watches how it lands imperfectly.

And for what feels like the umpteenth time that night he rolls his eyes before what seems to be an attempt to tuck you in. He doesn’t understand how you have the powers to pull him to do such things but you do.

Once you’re more efficiently covered he plops himself down to the floor, adjust his pillow and throws the blanket over himself. He feels exhausted for some reason. Mostly likely from Gareth's shitty movie choice, and it has him ready to pass out.

And fortunately it doesn’t take him long.

But not too long after you find yourself waking up, eyes heavy as they let themselves slightly open. The rooms dark as you take it in and it clicks that this is not your room.

You sit up in a panic. Shit did Eddie really leave you here?!

“Fuck!” You whispered panicked as you swing your legs over the edge of the couch and your feet crush down onto something soft. You fall back down to the couch as whatever you just stepped on lets out a loud groan and your eyes widen.

“Shit! Fuck! I’m sorry, I uh- I thought you left…” You look down at him guiltily, “I’m sorry…”

Eddie lets out an exhausted sigh as he runs his hands down his face and sleepily says, “I wouldn’t just leave you here, Y/n.” His tone is slightly annoyed and you can’t blame him, waking up to a foot in the gut is not the best, and somehow he’s still being nicer than you would have been. 10x times nicer.

“No?” You ask quietly as you lay yourself back down onto your pillow, continuing to stare at him from over the edge.

Looks over to you and grumbles out “No…” And he lets his eyes close again, but they quickly snap open at the feeling of your hand on his stomach, right where you stepped.

You give it a small rub before saying, “Again, I’m really sorry…” You pull your hand away but he can still feel a sort of tingling in his stomach where you laid your hand on him, overpowering the painful foot to the gut feeling present before.

“It’s fine…” he whispers.

“Can we- can we go home? I really, really don’t want to sit and eat breakfast with Gareth's dad again…” He chuckles tired at that. Every time they’ve all spent the night there, they had to deal with whatever bullshit Gareth’s dad was talking about way too fucking early, so he’s all for leaving.

“Yeah, c’mon…” grunts slightly as he rises from his spot on the floor. He throws his pillow and blanket onto the couch by yours and you both quietly slip out of the house and make your way to his van.

The drive back to the trailer park was quiet, you both were too tired for conversation, but once you arrived home and he parked in front of your trailer you hopped out and walked to his side of the van. He quickly rolled the window down as you walked closer.

“You don’t need to be scared to wake me up, Eddie…” you smirk at him, and he’s narrowing his eyes.

“I’m not scared.” He groans out.

“Right…” You’re smiling as you pat his shoulder and begin walking up the stairs to your door, you turn and say, “I promise I’ll try and be less of a pain in the ass about it…” And then you walk inside. He smiles and puts the van into drive and he makes his way over to the trailer across from yours.

He passes out the second his head hits his pillow. But he’s definitely gonna hold you to that promise.

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ooooo-mcyt · 2 months ago

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It's such a shame the Secret Soulmates thing is so often portrayed as Grian being selfish or vindictive for no reason because I think the actual events leading up to Grian's decision to seek out BigB are way more interesting than just "Grian's a selfish cheater". So like, because it's not covered much, I'm just going to detail the entire narrative from Grian's pov leading up to his decision to go to BigB.

For the first part of the first episode, Grian actually really seems to be romanticizing the idea of soulmates. Multiple times, he describes his search for his soulmate as "looking for love" and he hits everyone he meets with almost excited anticipation.

The moment Grian and BigB first look at each other is surprisingly romantic? I mean, it feels like what you'd expect from someone meeting their soulmate, from someone who just knows.

BigB and Scott finish testing if they're soulmates, and BigB is mid sentence when he turns around and look at Grian, and BigB just stops mid sentence and goes "Oh", which Grian echos (also when bigb looks at grian, grian holds his shield up for a good few seconds which just gives me the image of him hiding behind it and peering over the top which is uncharacteristically shy for grian but also really cute). "Are you ready?", BigB asks, and he waits for Grian to give him the go ahead before hitting him.

And..nothing. They aren't soulmates. BigB sounds disappointed. Grian sounds almost distraught, "I was so sure- I've never had such a broken heart in my life."

Shortly after Grian's soulmate takes significant damage. Everyone present rushes to give him food, though Grian would later credit BigB specifically with the very warm sentiment of having "saved" him.

And Grian's first meeting with Scar is..different.

Grian already doesn't seem to want to be Scar's soulmate, doesn't want to be teamed again, for one reason or another. And Scar..doesn't make it easier. Grian tries to talk to him, as the realization sets in, tries to say it, that they're soulmates. Grian does say it. But Scar isn't listening. Scar actively talks over Grian to brush Grian off, walking away while Grian is trying to grapple with the fact that they're soulmates.

Scar doesn't notice. Grian said it, mind you, in plain English- "Scar I think we're soulmates"- and Scar heard him, Scar responded to him, Scar just wasn't listening. Scar doesn't look for his soulmate, and he doesn't figure it out either for the rest of the episode. Grian tries to tell him twice more, and twice more Scar isn't listening. The first time, Grian calls after Scar twice as he's running off, "Scar I need to tell you something", but Scar doesn't turn around. The final time, Grian literally forces Scar to look at him and drops dripstone on their heads. Scar somehow still doesn't see him. Grian demands Scar look at him, actually look, this time, and finally, with great effort, he manages to get the point across.

One of Scar's first questions is "do we have to live together?", and Grian responds that it would be nice to, a sentiment Scar doesn't immediately echo. Grian pulls Scar along, back to the base Grian got working on by himself earlier.

At the start of the next episode, they have a disagreement. Scar brings home some pandas without consulting Grian, and Grian reacts very negatively, making a no pandas in the house rule and prompting Scar to help him with work instead. Grian specifically delegates the job of getting oak wood to Scar while Grian continues working on..everything else..himself. And after a bit of procrastinating from Scar, he does go to do his "chores" as Scar describes them.

Except that Scar doesn't actually.

Well, I mean, he does do the "chore" Grian gave him, but while he's out, he takes a break to think of a way to punish Grian, coming up with the idea of using powdered snow to hurt Grian as a punishment for Grian not letting the animals in the house and making Scar do a "chore". Grian doesn't technically know Scar did this on purpose, but with tick damage being a very distinctive type of damage that you usually would have to do on purpose to take as much as Scar did, I wouldn't be surprised if Grian figured it out.

It's at this point, that Grian decides to go to BigB. And it doesn't feel like he's just doing it for shallow reasons or to be mean, it fully checks out.

Because Grian's not happy with Scar at this point!

Partially because Scar himself doesn't seem interested in Grian at all, wouldn't listen to Grian to the point of talking over and brushing him off when Grian tried to tell him, and didn't want to live together after finding out. For Grian, who genuinely did seem to have a rather romantic view of soulmates at the start of the first episode, it probably kinda sucked to have his soulmate look past him like that. I can't fault Scar for not being particularly interested, but just because Scar didn't do anything technically wrong doesn't mean Grian's not allowed to be unhappy.

And then there's the other problem. The one I see surprisingly few fans talk about in regards to Scar and Grian. "Why does everyone else get a real partner except me?", Grian asked shortly before deciding to go to BigB. It's a sentiment we get from Grian multiple times. He says being Scar's partner is like babysitting, like having a toddler, Scar doesn't feel like a partner, he feels like a source of emotional labor who has no interest in lessening the burden for Grian. And. Yeah. Grian has good reason to feel like Scar makes him do all the labor in their relationship. I mean, Grian needed to get very pushy to even get Scar to agree to help build their shared base, Grian had to do the job of managing Scar on what specific task to do, Grian gave Scar a very small job comparative to the work Grian was doing around the house, and Scar still complained and found a way to punish Grian (the powdered snow) for "making" him do "chores" and not wanting animals in the house.

Which isn't to say Scar is bad or malicious or something, I love Scar, hell, I love Desert Duo, I think they work very well together in a lot of cases, but I think there is very much a labor imbalance- both in actual work and in emotional labor- here and it's understandably upsetting for Grian.

And in comparison, BigB looks..wonderful, to Grian?

BigB wanted him, for starters. They both felt it, the previous day. Scar kept looking through Grian, but BigB's eyes met Grian's and they both felt something. BigB seems considerate too. Grian feels like he has to pull teeth to get Scar to help him with the house (and then gets punished for it), meanwhile BigB is the one who "saved" Grian the previous day, jumping to give him food, not to mention the considerate gesture of BigB checking in to make sure Grian is ready before hitting him for the soulmate check. And, well, Grian clearly likes BigB.

Grian wasn't just going to someone else to be mean to Scar, and he didn't go for BigB just because he wanted someone, Grian was- validly!- unhappy with Scar (who didn't seem to want to be together much either) and actively liked BigB and thought he'd be a good partner.

Also, Grian very notably announces that he's defying destiny and asserts that he has a choice in who to be with, which adds a thematic layer of personal agency to the whole thing too. You get the impression Grian was mostly with Scar because he felt like he had to be, because the universe tied them together. But here Grian considers, for the first time, the thought that maybe it's okay to be with someone he wants, and who makes him happy, instead of resigning himself to be with the one he's 'supposed' to be with just because he's 'supposed' to.

(this idea of agency in who you love is relevant to double life as a whole, as i've made many posts about, but also is relevant to desert duo specifically. as much as i think they really cared about each other in third life, grian was also with scar because he was supposed to be for most of the season. being with scar had always, up to that point, been something grian was obligated to do, something grian didn't feel he had much choice in. so grian finally asserting here to the audience that he has a choice feels very relevant thematically.)

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marvelfilth · 1 year ago

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A glimpse of you (18+)

Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x f!reader

Warnings: dubcon, noncon, somnophilia, oral, fingering, pet names

Summary: She looks down at her chest where your head rests, your back pressed neatly against her front, and smiles when she sees you fast asleep. And then she gasps, because the image twists abruptly, and now you're no longer asleep, but panting, your cheeks red, your forehead glistening with sweat. Wanda's hand moves between your legs, the wet noises her fingers make as they plunge deep inside you make her shudder.

Masterlist

Sometimes, Wanda sees the future.

The glimpses catch her off guard, always appearing without a warning, always vague and always too short to properly comprehend. She only understands them once they come true, after hours of contemplation. That doesn't apply to you.

The first vision you bring her is short and simple to understand - a glimpse into a few days after the New Year's, you, laughing at some silly joke, and her, watching you from afar with a content smile on her lips.

It brings her a sense of comfort. A sense of peace.

The second vision brings nothing, but trouble.

She's late to one of Team-bonding nights Steve made everyone attend, and you're already there, sitting on the floor with your legs tucked under you. She walks up to you, intending to sit by your side, only to gasp when a vision hits her just as her hand comes to rest on your shoulder.

Your face is a mess of mascara and tears, you lips red and swollen, wide open, with saliva and who knows what else dripping down your chin.

She blinks out of it, nearly falling to the floor. You look at her with concern in your eyes, frowning. She struggles to breathe, avoiding your eyes, her face burning with shame.

“What's wrong?” Your voice rings in her ears.

What's wrong? It echoes insides her head and she shuts her eyes forcefully, but the image of you on your knees is still there.

She manages a strangled smile, one that does nothing to convince you, and abruptly walks away, planting herself on the couch near Sam instead.

She avoids you for the rest of the week, hiding in her room. The image of you on your knees for her, your pupils blown with arousal, haunts her, makes her treacherous fingers skim past her underwear and slide inside.

She would be the last to admit her attraction to you, no matter what Nat says about you returning her feelings. The spy claims she sees what the witch doesn't, but her words were never enough for Wanda to muster up the courage to admit her feelings. Now, though, she knows for sure. Her visions are always true.

The information makes her chest flutter. You will be hers. Soon.

Another vision hits her months later, when she finally got over the first one, finally able to stay in your vicinity without completely drenching her panties.

You're cuddling on her bed, watching one of those slashers you're so obsessed with. She grinds her jaw every time you comment on how hot the lead actress is. But then, long after midnight when the movie is almost over, you grow quiet, your body limp in her arms. She looks down at her chest where your head rests, your back pressed neatly against her front, and smiles when she sees you fast asleep.

And then she gasps, because the image twists abruptly, and now you're no longer asleep, but panting, your cheeks red, your forehead glistening with sweat. Wanda's hand moves between your legs, the wet noises her fingers make as they plunge deep inside you make her shudder. Your tank top is pushed down to reveal your supple breasts, pink nipples glistening with her saliva. She pinched one between her fingers, enjoying the way your back arches, your ass pressing against her pelvis.

The vision disappears as quickly as it came, leaving her out of breath and painfully aroused. She gulps, praying her hammering heart does not wake you, her hands hovering over you, unsure.

She closes her eyes, biting her lip hard. She needs to get a grip before she does something she'll regret.

But you're right there, nestled between her legs. The tank top is the one from the vision. She can see your hardened nipples strain against the fabric.

Would it be so bad to tug it down and touch? You will be hers soon, she knows it, so what would it matter if she gets a glimpse before it happens? She hisses in a breath, fighting with herself. It isn't right, but the temptation is too strong.

She'll just look, she decides. One small peak to satisfy her curiosity. It won't be any different from seeing one of her visions, she tells herself.

Slowly her fingers clasp the hem of your top, gently tugging it down. She licks her lips, swallowing down a moan when she finally sees your perfect breasts, so soft and oh so perfect.

How can she help herself now?

She cups your left breast, enjoying the weight of it in her hand, and squeezes softly, her thumb circling your perky nipple. You shift between her legs, burrowing your face in the crook of her neck, and sigh contentedly. She lets out a breath, pressing a kiss to your forehead, her other hand playing with the hem of your shorts almost unconsciously.

She'll stop herself before she gets too far, she's sure of it.

A thought occurs in her head, and she releases your breast and licks her thumb, coating it in her spit. It's not the same as having her mouth on you, but it's the next best thing, so she presses her wet thumb against your nipple, smearing her saliva.

You whine in your sleep, and she sees your legs clench. She startles, and grips you harder, making your hips buckle.

“Shh,” she whispers in your ear, pressing a wet kiss just under it, “it's alright, kitten. It's just a dream.” She can't stop herself now, continuing a wet path of kisses down your throat, biting gently at the juncture of your neck. “Fuck,” she breathes, when you arch into her, your breast spilling from her hand. Her fingers disappear under the waistband of your shorts.

She closes her eyes tightly when she's met with slick, wet heat, her finger gently circling your clit, teasing. You gasp, your brows furrowed, but you don't wake, mumbling something incomprehensible in your sleep.

“Good girl,” she praises your sleeping form, daring to push her fingers inside, stretching your tight pussy around her long digits. “Good fucking girl,” she rasps, panting in your ear, grinding against your ass in search of relief.

She finds the right angle, buckling her hips and thrusting inside you. Slowly and carefully. Holding you tight against her front.

You can't wake up, not now.

Your whines turn into strangled moans and your hips move against her hand. She savour the sight of you. You're hers.

Your cunt clenches as you come, your breathing short and ragged. She's follows suit, burrowing her face in your hair, her walls clenching around nothing.

You turn in her arms, throwing your leg over her hips, and her hand slips out of your shorts. You look so perfect like this, your chest rising with each panting breath you take, your nipples begging for her mouth. Your face scrunches up when she presses her thigh between her legs, and you try to move away, but she doesn't let you. She touches your lower lip with her wet fingers, and pushes inside the heat of your mouth.

“Good kitten,” she whispers feverishly, “You did good, my darling.”

You sag against her, and she feels your wetness drip down her leg. Wands frowns, feeling an undeniable evidence of what she's done.

You'll have questions when you wake up.

That simply won't do.

She shifts, placing you on her pillows, pushing your hair away from your face. She hovers over you, drinking in the sight.

She kisses your chest once, twice, thrice and now she can't stop herself. She needs to worship.

She takes a nipple into her mouth, sucking gently, and moans around it. So fucking perfect. She stays playing with your breasts, nibbling and sucking and licking, leaving it red and wet with her spit.

Your shift away, and she pushes up on her elbows, watching your eyes flutter. Panic explodes in her chest. She rises, face to face with you, and watches your eyes open.

“Wands?” You mumble, your eyes falling shut again.

“It's alright, baby, go back to sleep,” she cooes, nuzzling your cheek, “it's just a dream.”

You nod sleepily, and turn to lay on your stomach, snoring lightly.

She waits a few moments, watching you sleep, and battles with herself. She almost got caught, should she continue?

She licks her lips, and traces patterns at the low of your back. She can't leave you like this now, she decides.

She tugs down your shorts along with your underwear, and pushes a pillow under your hips, gulping when she finally sees your drenched pussy, your pink lips glistening with arousal.

She doesn't waste another moment and presses her mouth against your heat, moaning at the taste. You shudder, your whimpers muffled against the pillow, but she can't be stopped now. She licks your folds, drinking in your wetness, her tongue circling your entrance. She pushes inside without a second thought, and presses her thumb against your clit.

You're simply devine.

Her tongue moves inside you, filling you up, and you're so close already, she can feel your walls clenching around the wet muscle. She hums, palmimg your ass hard enough to leave a bruise, and plays with your clit. Wetness gushes out of you and she cleans you right up, starved.

She licks her way out of your tight cunt, sucking in your clit and pushing her finger inside instead. You moan loudly, grinding against her face, and with one last thrust you come, shaking in her hold.

She pulls out carefully, pressing tiny kisses to your folds, collecting the last bits of your arousal, before sliding your shorts and underwear back up. She wipes her mouth, not bothering to hide her wide smile and lays down beside you, almost purring when you latch onto her.

She pulls you against her chest, enveloping you in her arms, and closes her eyes. She'll worry about the consequences tomorrow.

#wanda maximoff x you #wanda maximoff x reader #wanda maximoff smut #wanda maximoff x female reader #scarlet witch x female reader #scarlet witch x reader #scarlet witch x you #a glimpse of you

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hot-patootiee · 1 month ago

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Part 2 of this. And can you tell I had issues with my ex? Like holy shit I’m having flashbacks writing this.

Nancy stands up and walks over to Eddie though, and gently pushes him towards the door.

“Go fix it.” She demands.

Eddie makes a confused sound as he is gently pushed out of the house, having to push open the door or be squished into it.

…

When Steve’s doorbell rings again, he’s getting a little annoyed.

He swings open the door and Eddie is there.

Steve begins to close the door.

Unfortunately he is forced to deal with his feelings, so Eddie puts a hand on the door and pushes it open.

“Did you think we were dating?” Eddie seems almost accusatory in his tone, which immediately annoyed Steve.

“What do you mean by ‘think’ Eddie? I asked you out, you said yes.” Steve was still trying to shut the door in Eddie’s face, but he looked more angry than sad. “Unless this is some sort of strange apology and declaration of love, I don’t wanna hear it.”

“It is! It is! Just don’t close the door.” Steve furrows his brows and lets the door swing open.

Eddie stumbles in, tripping over the entrance and nearly falling into Steve.

Steve stares at Eddie, waiting.

“I thought you were just experimenting and I’m so sorry for thinking your confession was a joke.” Eddie says sincerely, shifting slightly on his feet in discomfort.

“You think everything I do is a joke. Everyone does! Poor little Steve Harrington gets hit in the head too many times and now is incapable of a coherent thought.” Steve finishes with a self deprecating laugh. His eyes are shining and Eddie can see the rage festering in them, the resignation transforming into simmering anger.

Eddie opens his mouth to refute it, but is cut off instead.

“Was kissing me a joke too? Am I too stupid to know?” Steve moves into Eddie’s face, crowding him before pulling back suddenly. A strong gust reminds Eddie the door is open and anyone close enough could hear them.

“No, no of course not. Shouldn’t we close the door?” Eddie suggests.

“You’re the dumbass who didn’t close it. There is no we in that.” Steve sneers at Eddie’s implication at Steve being incompetent.

“You’re right, I’m sorry.” Eddie murmurs, pushing the door hard and letting it swing shut. His shoulders are hunched, as if he was trying to placate Steve by making himself smaller.

“I thought you were different, I put up with everybody else calling me stupid all the time, because most of them are children, and I thought you, my boyfriend, was different. But, apparently, you think I’m too incompetent with my own feelings that you need to make the judgement for me.”

“I thought you were joking.” Eddie repeated, Steve was honestly beginning to hear the needle on the vinyl from how many times Eddie had been repeating himself.

“And when I kissed you, was I still just joking?” Steve probed.

“No, can you just let me explain for a second?” Eddie spat his words out quickly, knowing if he went slower Steve would continue to yell at him.

“No, because you’re charging in here with some half cocked apology to try to fix something, just because someone else pointed out that you should. You need to feel better, so you came over to apologize, without considering that I’ve been wallowing in my house for days because of something you did. Actually fucking apologize because you feel bad about putting me in pain, not because you want to stop being uncomfortable with your own actions.” Steve lectured, he massaged the bridge of his nose slightly in an attempt to alleviate his own frustration.

“What do you want me to do? How do I fix this?”

“Those are questions you have to answer yourself. Maybe apologize with something that screams ‘sorry for thinking our entire relationship was a joke’. If you come here with some fucking flowers or chocolate and think that that’s adequate, I will break your fucking guitar.” The wrinkles in Steve’s brow just became deeper as he threatened Eddie. His muscles trembled slightly as he reminded himself of how angry he was.

Eddie nods, looking slightly resigned.

“Oh, and your fucking behavior should change, treat me like a goddamn person. I pulled your ass out of hell, I’ve proved myself to be capable a thousand times over. Treat me like I am.” Eddie couldn’t help but focus on how Steve’s hands shook.

Eddie nods and begins to pull away from Steve, looking sad as he slowly moves to the door.

“What are you doing?” Steve looked genuinely puzzled, prompting Eddie to stop with his hand on the doorknob.

“I’m leaving, I didn’t think you’d want me here.” Eddie shrugged, looking a lot like a kicked puppy as he whimpered. He then began to turn the doorknob to exit the Harrington house.

“What did I just say about making decisions for me?” Steve has his hip cocked and his hands resting on his waist in his signature annoyed mom look. Eddie freezes, unknowing of what to do.

“Come on, go to my room and wait, I just need to run the dishes.” Steve shoos Eddie, who quickly scampers up the stairs and slipped inside Steve’s room. He was unsure of what to do so he waited at the foot of the bed, sitting on the edge of it.

He isn’t sure how long he waits, but Steve finally pads into the room.

Steve pushes Eddie onto his back. Crawling inbetween his legs.

Eddie opens his mouth to express his confusion, but is interrupted by a firm “scooch” which spurs Eddie into backing up into the headboard. Steve follows quickly behind.

Steve tucks himself into Eddie’s collarbone. He settles easily, even though Eddie is still incredibly tense.

“Tell me the other thing you came here to say.” Steve demands.

“Oh darling I like you so much. I’ll stay with you forever, I’m so sorry for leaving.” Eddie rambles, like the floodgates holding him back had been released.

“Again?” Steve said quietly, barely louder than his breath.

“I like you a lot, Steve. I got the biggest crush on you. Never thought you’d ever like someone like me. I don’t deserve you.” Eddie ends with a damn near whimper, but Steve’s resolve didn’t change in the face of Eddie’s words.

“You’re right, you don’t. You left me and you were planning on leaving me again if I didn’t accept your apology. It’s been days and all I want is to be with my boyfriend.” Steve’s voice slowly tampered down to a whisper as he spoke.

“I didn’t think of it like that.” Eddie murmured shamefully.

“Yea, no shit.” Steve snapped.

“I’m sorry.”

“Your formal apology better be fucking amazing.” Steve countered playfully.

“I’ll do my best.” Eddie pauses for a second. “What if it’s not good enough?”

“Then I break up with you.” Eddie deflates slightly. Steve continues though. “I can’t be with someone who doesn’t value me or respect me, I’ve made that mistake before.”

Eddie felt his stomach sink, but began to brainstorm on how to make it up to Steve.

Btw El and Will are making Brownies for Steve rn.

PART 3 IS HERE

Omg I’m such an ass, pt 3 coming soon if I’m harassed enough to do it.

Also, psa if you fuck up big, you need to actually show you’re sorry. Don’t apologize to make yourself feel better, apologize to make the other person feel better. Make an actual effort to not repeat your past actions. If someone doesn’t accept your apology, remember you aren’t entitled to their forgiveness. No matter how much society tries to act like you deserve it for simply apologizing.

Also if it isn’t evident, I was forced to accept a lot of apologies when I didn’t want to.

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Rest of the mentions will be in the comments because fuck there is a lot of you.

#stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #steddie #fanfic #nancy wheeler

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afterheese · 23 days ago

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That Uneasy Feeling - Sim Jaeyun x F!Reader

He was your boyfriend’s best friend—meaning avoiding him was impossible. Wherever Sunghoon went, Jake followed. So when Jake moved in after his breakup, you smiled politely… even as he made your skin crawl.

cw: dark!jake, noncon, hair pulling, degradation, creampie, lots of dirty talk and physical violence.

word count : 4.5k

This was requested.

You always felt uneasy around Jake.

Not in the overt, scream-and-run kind of way..no not like that, it was subtler than that. Insidious. Like the way a locked door rattling in the wind feels terrifying at night. Jake never said anything outright. He didn’t do anything that could be pointed to and named. But he had a way about him. A stare too long, a smile too slow, and always a laugh like he was in on a joke you didn’t get.

He was your boyfriend’s best friend. Which meant avoiding him wasn’t just hard—it was impossible.

Where Sunghoon went, Jake followed. They'd been tight since high school, the kind of bond that lived on inside-jokes and loyalty forged through years of chaos. So when Sunghoon said Jake was crashing with him “for a while” after his breakup, you had to smile and nod—even though something about Jake always made your skin itch beneath your clothes.

Maybe it was the way he talked to you. Like you were a little girl who needed things explained. “You wouldn’t understand,” he’d say, brushing off your thoughts with a smirk, like he was being playful. Only it didn’t feel playful. It felt like being pushed into a corner while he grinned and waited for you to break.

Or maybe it was the way he looked at you when he thought you weren’t watching. You’d catch his eyes on you across the room, pinned to you like a wolf eyeing a rabbit not with hunger, exactly, but something more disturbing. Like you were something fragile he was just waiting to crack open and ruin.

Still, you told yourself it was in your head. Because Jake was charming. God, was he charming. To everyone else, he was the golden boy handsome, funny and magnetic. That perfect blend of street-smart confidence and wounded vulnerability that made people trust him even when they shouldn’t. Sunghoon worshipped him. Your friends liked him. Even your dad said, “Now that’s a guy who knows how to take care of himself.”

But behind his smile, Jake was all sharp teeth.

It had started small. Off-hand comments. Too-long hugs. That night he stood a little too close in the kitchen, his hand brushing your hip just a second too long. You wanted to say something to Sunghoon, but how could you explain it without sounding paranoid? Jake’s just friendly, babe, Sunghoon would probably say. You’re overthinking it.

Except you weren’t. Something was wrong with Jake.

And last week, you were alone with him for just twenty minutes while Sunghoon ran out for beer. Twenty minutes, and Jake barely spoke he just sat there on the couch, flipping a lighter open and closed, open and closed. But he watched you the entire time, smiling.

And that smile hasn’t left your memory since.

Because it wasn’t friendly. It wasn’t even flirtatious.

It was scary.

"I'm so sorry, babe. I got this last-minute gig in Japan for a photo shoot—and I have to leave tonight," Sunghoon said, voice breathless with excitement, his hands gripping yours like a boy with good news and no idea what it costs.

You blinked. "Tonight?"

He winced with a soft laugh, that apologetic smile of his that always worked on you. "I know, I know, it’s crazy. But it’s big. Like, Vogue Asia big."

You should’ve smiled wider. Should’ve jumped and kissed him and squealed like a supportive girlfriend does when her boyfriend’s dreams are coming true. And you did smile just enough. You hugged him tight, felt the beating rush of his heart through his chest. You buried the flicker of unease in the soft cotton of his shirt.

Because there was no way you could say what you were really thinking. That being alone here... with Jake... made your stomach twist in slow, cold knots. "That’s amazing," you said, voice low into his ear, forcing the words through a throat that felt too tight. "Really. Go kill it. You’ll be amazing."

Sunghoon leaned back, grinning, touching your cheek. His eyes were soft, full of love and ambition, and so oblivious. Then you pulled away from the hug—and saw him.

Jake.

Standing at the kitchen doorway. Watching.

You didn't know how long he had been there. His arms were crossed over his chest, the low light casting sharp lines down the side of his face. That damn lighter of his just flipping open, click, closed again then resting in his palm. His eyes didn’t move, didn’t blink. Just pinned you where you stood like you were something caught in the light.

You felt your body stiffen before your mind could react. The air changed. He didn’t say a word. Just looked. That same stare you hated. That quiet, crawling tension that made your skin feel too tight, your breath too shallow. That same sick little smirk, just barely curled at the edge of his mouth.

"Japan, huh?" Jake said at last, slow and smooth, like dragging a knife across velvet. Sunghoon didn’t notice the tone. He turned to his friend, clapped a hand on his shoulder. "Crazy, right? You're gonna have to keep an eye on her for me." Jake’s gaze never left you. "Wouldn’t dream of doing anything else."

There was something about the way he said it. The way his eyes lingered. The way you suddenly felt cold, like the house was no longer yours. Sunghoon laughed. "Don’t look so worried, babe. Jake’s got you." You smiled. One that didn’t reach your eyes.

But inside, you felt a slow scream building. Because tonight, Sunghoon was flying to japan.

And you’re stuck in this house alone with Jake.

"Call me when you land, babe," you said, brushing your fingers through Sunghoon’s hair as he pulled you in for one last hug. "I will," he promised, smiling, and you kissed his cheek—soft and lingering—trying to press all your fear into that one gesture, hoping he’d feel it, see it, ask.

But he didn’t. He turned to Jake instead,“Keep her safe for me, yeah?" Jake’s eyes flicked toward you, slow and unreadable. “I’ll try,” he said. You watched Sunghoon laugh, slap Jake on the back, grab his bag and vanish out the front door with the same lightness he always carried.

The door clicked shut. A final, casual sound. And then the silence came. A slow, awful silence that crawled over the walls like mold. You didn’t look at Jake. You turned on your heel the moment Sunghoon was gone and walked—fast—down the hall. Every step felt like it echoed too loud. You didn’t run. You didn’t want to show anything. But your hands were already cold.

Your bedroom door clicked shut behind you. You locked it. Not just the knob—you slid the chain bolt, too. You stood there, forehead resting against the wood, listening. Nothing.

The hallway creaked. The house felt like it was breathing wrong. You backed away and sat on the edge of your bed, phone in hand, but you didn’t text Sunghoon. You couldn’t. What would you say?

“I’m scared of your best friend?”

He’d tell you to talk to Jake. He’d tell you it’s just your imagination. He trusted Jake. But trust was dangerous. Especially when it was misplaced. Your eyes moved to the window. First-floor. You could leave. Go to a friend’s. Say you weren’t feeling well, or your mom needed you—something. Anything to not be here. Not alone with him.

But then came the sound. Tap. A soft knock on your bedroom door. “Hey,” Jake’s voice came through “Everything okay?” You didn’t answer. A pause. “You don’t have to lock the door, you know.” Your heart climbed into your throat. You still said nothing.

Jake gave a soft laugh. No amusement in it. Just that same low, grating undertone that made your skin crawl. “I’m not a bad guy,” he said. Another knock. Gentler this time. Almost coaxing. "Unless you want me to be."

You stood from the bed, moving backward toward your desk, pulse thudding in your ears. Your phone was trembling in your hand now. You glanced down at it. No signal. You didn’t remember it going out. But there it was.

No Service.

Another knock. Slower this time. "You know," Jake continued, "it’s just us now. No need to keep pretending." You looked to the window again. It wasn’t a question of if you were leaving. It was how fast.

You backed farther into the room, one hand still gripping your phone uselessly while your other instinctively checked the window latch. “C’mon,” Jake’s voice slid under the door like smoke, “don’t be like that. You’re making it weird.” You didn’t answer. You were too focused on how fast you could yank open that window.

Then came the click. The doorknob. You spun around. He was trying to get him. Softly at first. Testing. Like maybe you’d changed your mind. Like maybe this was a joke between friends. Then—Rattle.Harder. Rattle-rattle-rattle.

"Okay," Jake said, voice dropping now, quieter—but heavier. “You wanna do this the hard way?” Your pulse hit your throat like a hammer. You lunged for the window, unlocked it, shoved it upward. It screeched in protest.

“OPEN THE DOOR!” he shouted suddenly, his voice exploding through the hallway. You gasped. Fumbling with the fucking screen. Yanking it free with a horrible plastic crunch and threw it across the room. He slammed into the door. BOOM. The entire frame shook. "Don’t run from me!" Jake bellowed from the other side. “You don’t have to run!”

Another BOOM. A crack now—wood splintering. The chain bolt was holding, barely. The cheap bedroom door whined.

Every second felt too long.

Jake slammed into the door again. The chain bolt rattled in its socket, groaning under the pressure. "Come on," he snarled through the crack in the door. "Don’t make this ugly." Cold air met your face, and for a split second, you thought you were going to make it.

Then—CRACK. The chain bolt tore from the wall. The door flew open behind you, slamming into the drywall. You got one leg through the window. Then fingers—hot, fast, and furious—clamped around your ankle like a bear trap. “No!” Jake barked behind you. "Don’t you dare." You screamed, twisting, your bare foot kicking at nothing, at air, at him—but he held on, hard, digging his fingers into your skin like he wanted to snap it.

He yanked. You slipped back into the room, your chest slamming into the window frame with a bone-rattling thud. The wind knocked out of you. One leg still dangling out into the night. One pulled back into the dark. "Get OFF me!" you shrieked, kicking again, heel smashing wildly toward his face. He grunted, then lunged, grabbing your thigh now, wrapping both arms around your waist like a python.

"You think you can run from me?" he hissed into your ear. “You think that little window was gonna save you?” His breath was hot and right next to your face now. You could feel the heat of his skin on your back, the tremble in his grip—not from weakness but from restraint. Barely held-back madness. His heart pounded like a war drum against your spine. “I didn’t want it to go like this,” he whispered, dragging you away from the sill, your nails scraping uselessly across the hardwood. “But you just had to play hard to get, didn’t you?”

Your fingers clutched at the rug, trying to grab anything. You kicked, fought, clawed—but he was stronger. So much stronger than he looked. He pulled you farther from the window like you were nothing. Like a doll. “Let me GO!” you screamed, twisting, your elbow striking out blindly. You felt the connection your arm slammed into something solid—his cheek? His temple?

Jake reeled back, howling, and his grip loosened just long enough for you to scrambled forward. Not out the window—no time. No second chance. You made a break for the door. Bare feet slapping against wood. No thoughts left. Just escaping. You hit the hallway.

Behind you, Jake’s voice wasn’t yelling anymore. It was laughing. “You can run,” he called. “But you’re already mine.” Your feet hit the hallway floor like gunshots, every step a breath closer to freedom, to a door, a weapon—anything. You darted down the narrow hall, every picture frame on the wall blurring past you, your heart pounding so hard it felt like your ribs burst open.

Jake wasn’t running. He stalked. Like he knew you weren’t going anywhere. You veered toward the living room. The front door was there—locked, maybe—but a lock could be broken. You could scream through the windows. Draw attention. A shadow swept across the wall ahead of you.

You turned too late. Jake was already there. You barely had time to shriek before his arm slammed into your side like a battering ram. You were airborne for a second—then your body crashed down across the couch. Pain shot up your spine. The cushions collapsed beneath you, the wind knocked from your lungs. You gasped, clawing to roll off—but before you could even breathe, Jake moved.

He stepped around the couch like he had all the time in the world. And then his fingers twisted into your hair hard. You cried out, arms scrambling for purchase as he yanked your head back, forcing you down, bending you forward over the backrest. The room spun. His grip was like iron, knuckles grinding against your scalp. "You really thought you could get away from me?" he whispered against your ear, breathing heavy not with effort, but excitement. “I told you… I’m not the bad guy here.”

He leaned in closer. "You're the one who locked the door." You tried to speak, to plead, but your voice was just ragged noise. His other hand grabbed your wrist and twisted it behind your back, forcing your chest against the couch, pinning you like prey. “You should’ve just opened the door,” he murmured. “Could’ve been nice.” He paused. His lips ghosted near your temple. You could hear the shift in his breath.

“I can still be nice…” But it was a lie. You could feel it in his grip. In the shaking tremor beneath his. Your eyes flicked again to the fireplace. The poker. Jake’s hand pressed harder against the small of your back, forcing your body further over the couch, locking your spine in place like a hinge about to snap. But he made a mistake—just for a second. He shifted his weight.

You exploded into movement. Your leg shot backward, kicking wildly. Your free hand reached out—scraping against the couch, the floor, then cold iron. The poker. You closed your fingers around it. Jake saw. He snarled like an animal, releasing your wrist to grab at your arm, but you swung the poker blind, with everything you had. Metal met something solid—a shoulder, maybe his ribs—and Jake let out a sharp, surprised grunt.

You ripped yourself free, stumbling forward off the couch, half-falling, half-diving toward the hallway again. But Jake was faster. He caught you mid-sprint—arms wrapping around your waist like a vise. He lifted you off the floor, dragging you back, the poker slipping from your grasp and clattering uselessly to the hardwood. "No, no, no—you don’t get to do that!" he growled in your ear.

He threw you down. Your back slammed into the floor beside the coffee table, the pain blooming bright and hot. You tried to crawl, to kick, to do anything—But Jake was already on top of you, straddling your waist, both wrists pinned beneath his knees. His face hovered inches from yours now. The mask of charm had vanished.

This was something else. His expression was twisted, not with rage—but pleasure. The satisfaction of having you exactly where he wanted you. Of winning. "You put up a good fight," he whispered, his voice raw and low. “I love it when they do that.” You thrashed again, but he didn’t even flinch. His hands slid from your wrists to your face, cupping your cheeks with mock gentleness. "You’re scared," he said, like it was something sweet.

You turned your head, spitting at him. It landed just below his jaw. His eyes darkened. The hand that had cupped your cheek struck you—fast. Pain bloomed across your cheek. Your ears rang. Jake leaned in, pressing his forehead against yours, breath hot, and said:

“I was trying to be nice.”

Then he smiled. He grabbed you roughly by the hair, yanking your head back as he flung you over the couch. You landed hard on your back, the wind knocked out of your lungs. Before you could catch your breath, he was on top of you, straddling your hips and pinning your wrists above your head with his strong hands.

His face hovered inches from yours, the mask of charm completely vanished, replaced by a twisted expression of pleasure and dark satisfaction. "You fight dirty," he whispered, his voice raw and low. "I like that."

You thrashed beneath him, trying to buck him off, but Jake didn't even flinch. His hands slid from your wrists to your face, cupping your cheeks with mock gentleness that belied the cruelty in his eyes.

"You're scared," he said, a cruel smirk playing on his lips. "I can see it in your eyes. But you're also turned on, aren't you? I can feel it in the way your body responds to mine."

To prove his point, Jake ground his hips against yours, letting you feel the thick, hard length of him straining against his pants. His thumb brushed over your lower lip before he leaned in, capturing your mouth in a brutal, dominating kiss. His tongue forced its way inside, claiming your mouth.

Jake's lips trailed down your jaw to your neck where he bit and sucked at the sensitive skin, no doubt leaving marks. "I'm going to ruin you," he growled against your throat. "Gonna fuck this tight little pussy so hard, you'll forget your own name. The only thing you'll remember is the feeling of my cock splitting you open, filling you up completely."

Jake's hand slid from your breast down to the waistband of your pants. With a wicked grin, he ripped them off you, not bothering with buttons or zippers, just tearing the fabric until he could expose your most intimate places to his hungry gaze.

"Fuck, look at this pretty little pussy," he growled, fingers trailing through your slick folds. "So wet and ready for me already. You can't deny how much you want this."

He pushed two fingers deep inside your tight heat, pumping them in and out as he used his thumb to rub firm circles around your aching clit. Jake leaned down, his hot breath ghosting over your ear as he whispered filthily:

"I'm going to destroy this pussy. Ruin it for anyone else. You'll be my personal slut, always ready and eager for my cock. I'll use you whenever and however I want."

To punctuate his words, Jake thrust his fingers harder, faster, curling them just right to hit that sensitive spot deep inside you. His mouth found your nipple, biting down hard enough to make you cry out before soothing the sting with his tongue.

"Such a good little cock sleeve, so tight and responsive," he purred, switching to your other breast to give it the same treatment. "I bet you've dreamed about this, haven't you? Being at the mercy of a man, completely under my control as I fuck you raw?"

Jake's hand left your breast to fumble with his belt, quickly unlatching it and shoving his pants and boxers down just enough to free his large, thick cock. It slapped against his stomach.

"Beg for it," he commanded, the head of his cock nudging at your entrance teasingly. "Beg me to fuck this needy pussy. Let me hear how much you want it." His eyes blazed into yours, a dark and dominant force that demanded submission. "Now."

“Jake… I-I’m begging you… please stop this…” you whispered, eyes wide, body trembling beneath him, voice barely hanging together. But he only laughed—low, cruel, and unbothered. “Nah, baby,” he murmured, leaning in close, his breath hot against your ear. “You were made to be used.”

"Fuck, your pussy is so tight," he groaned as he pushed forward, not stopping until he was buried to the hilt inside you. "Such a perfect fit for my cock."

He started to move, pulling out slowly before slamming back in, setting a brutal pace from the start. The couch creaked beneath you with the force of his thrusts, the obscene sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room.

"Take it, you dirty slut," Jake snarled, one hand gripping your hip hard enough to bruise while the other found your clit, rubbing it in tight circles. "Take my fucking cock like you were made for it. This is what you needed, isn't it? To be split open, right?"

He leaned down to capture your mouth in a messy, dominating kiss, all teeth and tongue as he fucked into you harder, deeper. His hips snapped against yours, the tip of his cock kissing your cervix with each powerful thrust.

"Gonna...fuck...fill this cunt with my cum," Jake grunted between clenched teeth, sweat dripping down his face from the exertion. "Pump you so full of it, you'll be dripping for days. Everyone will know you're my personal whore."

His fingers dug into the meat of your ass, pulling you harder against him as he rutted into you like an animal in heat. The obscene wet sounds of your coupling filled the air, joined by Jake's filthy words and your desperate cries.

"Fuck, I can feel you squeezing me, you cock-hungry whore," he panted harshly, increasing his pace even more. "Gonna make you fucking cum on my cock, scream my name while I ruin this pussy. Let everyone know who this pussy belongs to now."

“N-No… g-get the fuck… off me…” you choked out, the words shaking, barely holding together—half sob, half breath. But Jake didn’t even flinch. He didn’t pause. He just kept moving, like he hadn’t heard a single word… or like he didn’t care.

Jake angled his hips, making sure to grind against your clit with each thrust. He could feel your walls starting to flutter around him, knowing you were close. His own release was fast approaching.

"Come on, slut, cum for me," Jake demanded, his voice a low, dominant growl. "I want to feel this pussy milking my cock as I fill it with my seed. Show me what a desperate, cock-craving whore you are."

He punctuated his command with a particularly hard thrust, grinding his pelvis against your clit as he bottomed out inside you. The intense stimulation sent shockwaves of pleasure through your body, pushing you closer to the edge. “P-Please, Jake… s-stop… I-I can’t take anymore…” you try to say but he wasn’t listening.

Jake could feel your walls starting to quiver and clench around his pistoning cock, your body instinctively trying to draw him deeper. He smirked down at you, eyes dark with lust and triumph. "That's it, fucking take it. Take every inch of my cock like the needy little slut you are."

His fingers moved from your clit to your nipple, pinching and tugging on the hardened peak roughly as he continued his relentless assault on your pussy. The mix of pleasure and pain only heightened your arousal. “Why—Jake, why are you doing this? P-Please stop…” you tried again, but the word “stop” was just a shiver of breath, almost nothing.

"I needed to...ungh...fucking breed this cunt," Jake grunted, his rhythm growing erratic as his own release approached. "Pump you so full of my cum, you'll be dripping with it."

“N-no… Jake… not in… don’t…” the rest broke off into a whimper

He leaned down to sink his teeth into the side of your neck, marking you as his as he slammed into you one, two, three more times.

“Don’t… please don’t… I’m not—Jake, not inside…” you tried to say it stronger, but it faded into a breathy cry. And with a harsh groan, Jake buried himself as deep as he could go, his cock pulsing and throbbing as he started to come.

"Fuck, fuck, fuuuuck!" he roared, his hot seed erupting from his cock and painting your insides. He ground against you, making sure every last drop took root deep inside your spasming cunt.

"Milk it, babygirl," Jake commanded, his voice ragged and spent but still demanding. "Squeeze out every drop of my cum like a good little cock sleeve. Show me how much you love being bred."

He ground into you with the weight of obsession, ensuring every last drop was claimed. "Milk it," he snarled, teeth brushing your ear. "Fucking take all of it, you filthy little thing. You wanted this—don’t you dare pretend you didn’t." You couldn’t answer. Your mouth was slack, your breaths shallow and wrecked. You were gone, floating in the dark.

He pulled out slowly, watching the slick spill of cum drip from between your thighs. A low, satisfied sigh escaped him. “Look at you,” Jake murmured as he sat back on his heels, sweat streaking his chest. “Fucking ruined.”

The kitchen light buzzed faintly overhead as Jake stepped across the tile, muscles still twitching from the aftershocks. His phone lit up on the counter. One message.

Sunghoon: So? How was she?

Jake’s lips twisted into a dark smile. He stepped back into the living room, grabbed his phone, and snapped a picture—your body sprawled on the couch, legs still parted, his release glistening between them.

Jake : She put up a fight at first. You were right—she’s fucking magic...

Another ping.

Sunghoon: Told you. She was made for this.

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