#sorry for vent on main again

[coffee-bat]

yknow i really hoped id bounce back quicker

[candyheartedchy]

Anyone else have the problem where they feel discouraged about a certain self ship or f/o of yours that you end up jumping to a different f/o or announce a new one to focus on for awhile to distract yourself?

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

if one more thing happens. respectfully. i am going to Lose It

[afrouniverse]

Dumb as hell but like tumblr culture is a little traumatising. I can't shake off the feeling that there are people looking at my blog and thinking I'm either cringe, a terrible person, or both. And I have less than 20 posts and less than 10 followers (I think), so why am I even afraid of this??

I understand people have the right to dislike whoever they want, but the idea that there are people who dislike you based on shallow things without even getting to know you and thinking horrible things about you in their head is horrifying to me. Exactly why whenever i look at a stranger's blog I try to not think anything negative about them even if they said something I think is bad, because man I would be so fucking sad if I knew somebody did that about me..

[boopboops22]

Google search how to get over the agony of being 16

Google search how to stop the horrors of adolescence

Google search why does being 16 suck so so bad

[trenchcoat-full-of-snails]

Yesterday: wow going outside is nice! I can't wait to do it again :)

Today: if i leave my apartment i will die.

[fromthehouseofgerber]

I think the root of my abandonment issues is not the fact that I’ve been mistreated and abandoned and ignored by past partners but rather the fact that I watched the Gary come home episode of SpongeBob and cried so hard I threw up

[barkbrained]

You have to think things will get better, otherwise what is the point!!! You have to hold out hope that things will get better and then maybe one day things will feel safe and be cool and everything will be fine (at least as fine as it can be)

[juneibyou]

the mortifying ordeal of realizing that every step forwards i take into the communities and places i find myself drawn to continues to drag me closer to the potential of ending up near someone i would rather not interact with ever again for the rest of my life

[wormslikeme]

Haven’t been very active on here (or anywhere really) as my mental health has been at one of its lowest points it has ever been. I have been very isolated for many reasons some of my own doing and some not. I really want to be positive on my blog regarding my disabilities but sometimes you just can’t and that’s okay. It’s hard to deal with due to the rampant toxic positivity mentality that is so heavily ingrained into our culture (not to sound like an old man or anything lol). It’s okay to be upset with your situations, it’s okay to feel alone or like you are everyone’s last resort because of your disabilities. It doesn’t make you a lesser person. It just means you are human.

[masqueradeoftheguilty]

everytime someone calls diluc boring an angel loses their wings

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the problem with not having any new fics to read bc they havent been posted yet is that when Invisible Tigers Are Hunting You, there is no distraction

[themostfangtastic]

how do you ask someone (anyone really this isn’t aimed) to check up on you once in a while without seeming like an attention seeking bitch. asking for a friend

[leieryx]

god I am so TIRED of being a model minority sometimes

[mustangs-flames]

Something I genuinely feel bad over is my lack of creating art for Hail, True Body AU beyond much more than character designs and the odd sketch. I know that so many other AUs have so much wonderful art and are predominantly art-focused and that I shouldn't compare my work which is all written to other formats, but it's hard not to, you know? I want to make more art, to have all these complex pieces of scenes from the stories, but lack of time and chronic pain doesn't make it easy. I want to try and draw more, and I hope I can in the future, because it feels like my AU is lacking something without it if that makes any sense? I know I shouldn't think like this, but it's hard not to sometimes.

[citrine-elephant]

tfw "who tf is attacking me???" and it's just your old bud, Mental Health