#sorry i get really passionate about this topic lmao

[blue-thief]

ISAGI'S AGE GOT UPDATED???

[hereisrachel]

Realistic Simon "Ghost" Riley dating headcanons

- He is not interested in dating AT ALL

- Ghost actually is way too focused on his job, I personally like to think that a relationship is too big deal for him. He is dealing with enough stress for now

- He will repress any feelings towards you no matter what happens

- Realistically, he would never make any move towards you or would after you've known him for maybe 5 or more years

- Two things could happen then, he will eventually lose the feeling or they will grow stronger

- It makes him furious, he can't focus on anything. He wants to be back with his job but he is so distracted, he may think that it's stress or something but how can this be stress when he is thinking about you?

- He wants to hate you too but can't. His mind is flooding with somehow warm pictures of you. It disgusts him

- Tries to avoid you, but since he is in love obviously it's really hard

- So he makes small moves excusing himself "this is the last time, I wasn't looking at them, I sat next to them by accident" it irritates him as well.

- He sometimes doesn't talk, just being able to be in the same room as you makes him somehow happy

- Speaking of love, I highly doubt if he would like someone who is childish and annoying. I saw a lot of people make reader like that and I think he would just find them annoying.

- He prefers mature women that's for sure, he won't date someone who acts like a teenager

- If you won't confess first he will never do that. He can just accept but even if he wanted to, he wouldn't be able to tell you this

- he's a soldier, he barely knows how to act around women

- so he'll be awkward as fuck

- if you'll make a small talk he will listen but won't say anything back

- Maybe after knowing him for some years (I don't mean friendship, just like knowing him) he will say something back or even have a conversation

- It doesn't mean he doesn't care, he does but he is not able to show it

- nobody on earth could ever tell that he has a crush, the only evidence could be him looking in your direction a bit too many times

- If he accepts your feeling, your relationship with him will be the same as previously, almost non-existent sorry

- It's almost impossible to get the relationship going but he really does care for you

- He doesn't have much love in his heart, he doesn't love passionately or anything he is too hurt for that

- But this is somehow love

- it won't be easy to see that Ghost cares for you, but when something happens you're always in the back of his head and he's thinking.

- He's worried that you may get hurt.

- Always no matter what happens, it annoys him again ☠️

- He is much more tense when you aren't with him, he tries to get his mind out of it. You can take care of yourself after all right?

- Absolutely no touch, sorry again

- He likes sitting close to you thought

- Ghost, deep inside will be very grateful that you aren't pushing anything, you are both soldiers so that's understable plus you both are breaking the rules lmao

- If you think making him your boyfriend was hard, try to get him to bed

- If you will try it in the beggining of your relationship he will instantly break up with you. May take it as an attack or think that you will use him. That is the ending

- If you will wait, he probably won't think about it because he doesn't think about sex at all

- Sex topic aside now (there will be maybe separate post for that)

- It's all going really slowly, he smiles when you laugh at his jokes, he respects you for your brain and strenght, he likes having you around

- and maybe when his heart will eventually fill with love of you, he will accept your hug, again won't ask for it. He'll just wait for you to offer a hug

- Ghost is bad at all these things, he will be stiff as a wood and he'll just awkwardly put hands on your back

- I doubt if he will like that lol

- So no more hugs

- He doesn't like being touched or touching either

- He can make you coffee, help with something and this shit, this is his love language

- So yeah the relationship will be very uh

- You must be respectful and patient with him !!

-----

Just a reminder that this is just how I portray his character and I am not saying that this is 100% canon, also sorry for overusing "his, him, he" but I pay little attention to using names and it just looks like that 😭

[lowkeyrobin]

can you pretty please try doing reader who is a certified yapper 🗣‼️ but also has moments where they just get tired of talking and are dead silent for like 20 minutes straight and then go straight back to yapping 😼 sorry if its super specific lmao but i do this all the time

also could i maybe be 🦋 anon??

hello!! welcome to the family 🦋 anon! and yes ofc :) sorry if I misunderstood, kinda autopiloted to mcyt so sorry if you meant this for another fandom LMAO ; struggled to think of new thoughts so sorry for small cast of people 💀🙏

MCYT ; certified yapper

includes ; tommyinnit, tubbo, ranboo, badlinu, quackity, & nihachu

warnings ; language

masterlist

TOMMYINNIT

he does the same thing

will rant about anything and everything especially if you're talking about the same thing

but if it's out of the blue like "omg look at this tik tok drama blah blah blah" he just blinks before he's like "oh shit. here we go again"

then you just stop talking after a moment and gets weirdly uneasy with the silence

"can you talk more?"

"about what??"

he just shrugs "I like when you yap away, you're nice background noise"

you dramatically scoff "Okay, asshole"

you're silent for a while and just start revving up the engine again "Holy shit here's another thing, this girl-"

TUBBO

will proudly listen to you yap on about some stupid shit or about lore to a show/movie you're fixated on

he'll ask you questions and stuff

he's used to it dw

you'll go silent for a little while like you're processing new data and he'll just be like "Okay, I think we should do xyz and..."

then you'll like come back to life and start talking again

he secretly sets a timer each time you go quiet until you start ranting again and he'll put it on his stream 💀

"damn, 19 minutes this time"

"Huh? 19 minutes for what?"

RANBOO

nods along and actually listens

dude doesn't care, they're listening to you no matter what

whether it be about serious topics or some silly internet stuff you like, he'll always listen and make sure to note it down that way he can start a conversation with you about something you like or are passionate about

"yknow what I like about the nether?"

"what?" he smiles

"how pretty and diverse it is. yeah you can say the overworld is just as if not more diverse with biomes and stuff, but they could've just left it boring red netherrack everywhere you go and stuff, it adds so much more life-"

they love how passionate about things you can be

if for a very extended period of time, they'll check up on you like "you good?"

you just nod like "I'm tired of talking L"

BADLINU

nods along with you

he doesn't see it as yapping, he sees it as a genuine conversation no matter what you're talking about

adds some stuff in when you like pause to breathe

once you go quiet he can just sit in silence with you forever

this is basically his opportunity to talk to you about like tik tok drama lmao

if you don't know about it at all, all ears open and you're focused

your dynamic 🔛🔝

QUACKITY

you're both yappers let's be honest

constantly talking over each other and play fighting for the most attention out of other people 💀💀

"SHUT THE HELL UP I'M TALKING"

"I WAS TALKING FIRST, LET ME TELL THEM ABOUT MY NEW FAVORITE MOVIE"

then you just get tired of talking and wanna strip mine or something LMFAO

he always checks to make sure he didn't upset you after every time you go silent

it's just by reflex lmao

he does listen to you when you yap about a fixation don't worry

gift inspo goes crazy

NIHACHU

loves when you talk or yap about something you like or some drama you found

she's like your safe person to talk about everything to, she loves having that kind of title for you

"and then xyz"

"Oh my God, really??"

she'll whole ass put everything down just to listen to you talk about dumb shit I swear

she encourages it, like just speak your mind dude

also uses what you talk about as gift inspiration for anything, birthday, valentines day, anytime she wants to get you stuff

half the time you forget what you just said and she recaps you

"Oh, thank you! anyways-"

[mamawasatesttube]

what would u say it takes for a fic to get kon's tone correctly? or like. what things do u feel make the tone Wrong? (if u can put it into words ik this is a very vague question LMAO)

so in essence you are asking me to distill kon as a character. i will attempt to do this, but preemptively be warned i will likely be rambling.

there are a few things about kon that always stand out to me. i draw a lot on sb94 for his overall character, with sb11 and adventure comics to guide his character arc. to me, he is, in no particular order:

incredibly smart

but exceedingly hard on himself,

and prone to self-deprecation.

silly and goofy! a geek-ass loser!!

full of joie de vivre!

deeply, deeply passively suicidal.

quick to anger (mostly when younger)

but even quicker to cool off and apologize if necessary.

too quick, even. very forgiving of anything done to him, no matter how fucked up, if he thinks the person is genuinely sorry.

kind. kind. kind. kind. he wants to believe in everyone.

prone to naivety, because of it. (again, especially when younger.)

ready and willing to destroy himself if it helps someone else even a little bit. a bleeding heart that maybe bleeds too much.

deeply, deeply caring. about everyone. especially the folks nobody else really cares about.

pretty introspective (post-death and resurrection).

passionate. he does not do anything by halves.

haha silly!!! jokester!!! star trek time!!! wahoo!!!

so as you can see, he is a character built on contradiction. he loves life, but he's been suicidal since day one. he's a lot smarter than anyone, including himself, gives him credit for - he might not be the best strategist out there, but his creativity and ability to think on his feet are phenomenal! he's deeply kind to the core and yet worries about who he is, because he can't see himself how anyone else does. i could go on. it's about the contradictions - the kontrast, if you will.

in terms of fic writing, character voice, and tone: imagine a boy in the basement of a fucked up science lab surrounded by the frozen-in-stasis corpses of his twelve would-be brothers, the clones before him that didn't pan out. he is white-knuckling his gloves. he is repeating to himself, but i stay silly :3!! but i stay silly :3!! but i stay silly :3!! but i stay--

this, too, is about the kontrast. denial and humor are his best friends and his favorite coping mechanisms.

to me, i guess a fic gets kon right if it understands he is an unreliable fucking narrator. he's incredibly repressed. he just denies it all and pretends he's fine because he can joke it off. he stays silly!! X3!! but he's a genuinely sweet and thoughtful guy. he does all the farm chores for ma kent without being asked, loves his dog, has nightwing merch (a zine, specifically, from the looks of it) in his room, and physically is incapable of shutting up about star trek. he's a geek. he's silly. he's loving. he's deeply sad. he's a walking talking identity crisis.

also wrt fic writing. i mean i know saying this is a lost cause because anyone bothering to read a long post about kon isn't the kind of person writing fics that don't actually treat him as his own character, but. he is not fucking scared of bruce wayne oh my god. i will forever yell about these pages from sb94 #85 aka what might be my fav issue in the entire run:

he doesn't stand for anyone being unjust, even if it's his bestie's mentor who he respects a lot!! even if he's a little nervous he tells bruce off and demands better from him!!! (granted, i also think this is some of my least favorite bruce writing ever - i don't like him sounding like a kkk manifesto someone hit find and replace on when he talks about metas, and i don't for the life of me understand why so many of his "fans" continue to eat that up and then shit it out in the year 2023, but that's getting off topic.)

ALSO. HE LOVES AND RESPECTS CLARK SO FUCKING MUCH. that's another thing fics get wrong. he does NOT resent clark for "not being around" and he does NOT tolerate anyone talking shit about him!! clark is his favorite guy. he idolizes him!! yes, he's sometimes sad about wanting to be closer to him, but never communicates this (and, again, this is also an editorial mandate). if kon was going to blame anyone for their relationship not being what he wants it to be, IT IS HIMSELF!!!! he does this literally on page in sb94, when he finds out clark has a secret identity and isn't superman all the time. he blames himself for not being someone superman would have wanted to confide in sooner. he is REALLY GOOD at blaming himself for things. he would never in his LIFE blame clark.

in conclusion. please enjoy this incredibly roumd krypto snoozing next to him in lena luthor's house. thank you for your time ♥

[cutiewutiepatootie]

An Opportunity to be Remembered

this was a request 😎

___________________________________________ tags: really none unless you count the ending as smut. I mean it’s not directly smut, it’s more of something for you to make up, but that’s just if you interpret it that way. Uh….there’s teasing lmao

notes: Not at all proofread so if there is grammatical errors just try to read past them😭. Ellie’s so cuteeeRAGAHAHAJEJWJWKDGDHSJ

You had invited to ur best friend, Ellie, over just to casually hang out after school. The two of you had been friends forever so just asking one another to come over and do the same five things you guys always did when hanging out wasn’t anything new. But it seems as today, a new addition of “activities” would be added to your list. This started with the two of you sitting on the couch just watching tv and chatting when the topic of sexuality came up, and now, you’re sitting across from each other on your bed.  You knew Ellie had a few girlfriends before today, and you knew that she was more experienced than you. You can vaguely remember her last girlfriend, Dina, they were pretty good together when you think about it, but it just didn’t really work out.

“Why are we on my bed again?” You ask while giving Ellie a confused look. “I wanted to play truth or dare,” Ellie says, smirking back at you. “Are you serious?” you ask in a slightly sarcastic tone. “Truth or dare??”

“Yes, I’ll go first”

You knew Ellie could make up crazy dares. Like dares that could probably get you arrested, so you mentally decided to chose truth, but what was going to follow up your decision was way past your expectations.

“Truth or dare?” 

“Truth.”

“Have you ever kissed anyone before?”

You are shocked to say the least but you didn’t let it show. You weren’t just going to lie though. The answer was no, you hadn’t kissed anyone before.

“No, I haven’t.”

“I can change that.”

You two just sat there, you sitting with your mouth hung open and more shocked than before, and Ellie, just sitting there starring off into whatever was outside of the window behind you.

“I mean, only if you’re ok with it, I’ll guide you through it.” Ellie noted, seeming like she had just now realized what she said.

“Yeah, I do want to; I’ll just follow the expert.” You replied while looking down at your blankets, not daring to look up at Ellie.

“Alright, just relax, and close your eyes, I’ll do the rest for you.”

You obliged, closing your eyes and trying to relax yourself. It was easier said than done to relax, I mean, she had done this before so obviously it was easy for her to say. So, you just tried to put up a front and act comfortable, hopefully that ease down the amount of teasing you knew you were in for. But what can you say, this is Ellie Williams, in what world wouldn’t she tease you? 

You sat there for a few seconds not even feeing Ellie go an inch closer to your face. 

“I didn’t feel anything.” You spoke out, slowly opening your eyes. 

“That’s because I didn’t even kiss you yet.” Ellie Williams said, giggling a bit at the fact she had got you to just sit with your eyes closed for a little under a minute.

“Are you serious.” You commented, letting out an irritated sigh.

“Ok, ok, I’m sorry, we’ll try this again, but you really need to relax more.”

To no surprise, she noticed, but you weren’t about to waste more time arguing with her so you just sat with your eyes closed.

After what felt like hours, she kissed you. It wasn’t super quick nor passionate but it was enough to be considered a first kiss.

“How was it?” Ellie questioned, looking pretty proud of herself

“It was nice.” your reply was pretty vague. I mean, to start, it was more than just nice, the feeling was unexplainable. Second, you were already embarrassed, so why embarrass yourself more trying to think of the right words to explain it. 

“That’s all, just nice?” Ellie questioned, she didn’t seem mad or confused, more so just trying to get a reaction out of you.

“I don’t feel like explaining it, do you want to stay the night, I’m tired.” You ask, finally looking at Ellie as you lay down on your bed.

“Sure, but you’re not sleeping until I get more of an explanation out of you.” She said cheekily while laying down beside you and moving some of your hair behind your ear.

“Whatever.” You replied, surrendering yourself to whatever she was going to do with you, educationally, of course.

[r1ddly]

Why don't you care for/dislike Rogues the Postcast? /gen /nm

Sorry for the late answer bestie, been busy with work LMAO

I'll give a bit of a general trigger warning, there's gonna be mentions of abelism as well as sexual assault and homophobia.

It's really hard for me to really begin and where to start with my issues with the series, I'm very passionate on the topic of mental illness and abelism and I have close friends who just HATE this series with how it promote these abelist ideas and jokes and it makes me very emotional. It's very personal for me, it devastates me to see that codot (hopefully unknowingly) promotes these stigmas that effect my friends, myself (self diagnosed though mind you) and other people who suffer from illnesses like DID, psychosis, schizophrenia, ect.

Let's look at scarecrow first. Obviously, he's portrayed to have an 'evil alter' that in it of itself is an abelist stereotype towards DID. You can have villains have DID of course i mean you can literally look at twoface or the ventriloquist! But what separates those two from scarecrow is that those two have always been bad people, excluding their illnesses. (Of course ventriloquist is questionable as an example as in some continuities he's shown to be possessed but I'm not getting into that)

Oh but that's just the thing- apparently Jon doesn't have DID (I was told this by a friend) and so that automatically fixes that issue right? It's not like there's been other illnesses that's been villainised to have 'evil alters' or 'evil personalities' right? /s /lh /nm

Ok but no like seriously, that doesn't fix the issue like at all. You can't just blatantly write an abelist stereotype and turn around and say "actually he doesn't have that" like you still wrote it. You wrote that into your canon you can't just go back and rewrite that to be better.

I also have issues with Jon's character in general. He's incredibly out of character but I'll get to that in a lil bit.

Another character that has abelist writing is Jervis. From what I've read of transcripts and what I've heard from Friends who've read the transcripts/listened to the podcast it's clear that Jervis is written to have (or implied to have) something along the lines of psychosis or schizophrenia (or something similar) and while that's not inherently bad the fact it's written that he constantly hears 'the voices' and that he's constantly dissociating to think properly (think like how you see 'insane' people swing back and forth on the floor mumbling nonsense) and bestie that's not how that shit works! If I remember right to he literally admits to shitting and pissing in his cell in arkham and???? That's just gross????? Don't get me wrong arkham has continously been a horrible place so I'm not exactly surprised but also like??? That's still so gross and incredibly out of character??

And listen, I'm not trying to dictate on how people suffer from their own illnesses and stuff. But I just, I find it so horribly written? I'll use myself as an example. Personally (which I genuinely hate having to talk about) I do occasionally hear voices to varying degrees and idk bestie. I just, it's hard to explain and again this is personal but its just gross for me. And I acknowledge my situation is different from other people, but it's still weird to see in my opinion. I have a friend who can vocalize these issues way better to me but tldr it just pushes abelist ideas.

There's a two other things about Jervis I feel is important to point out. One I'm way more able to vocalize my issues on.

Theres a moment in the podcast where Jon and Jervis question whether harley is a natural blonde and Jon suggest that Jervis goes and check Harleys pubic hair while she's sleeping, and that she'll never know if their quiet enough. (to which Jervis gets his ass handed to him after a failed attempt if I remember right) which, I don't think I need to emphasize that sexual assault isn't funny. I'm positive it was written as a joke because I can't even fathom the idea that codot would have been serious on writing that. I can't in my right mind see how this is funny to begin with, as someone who has been sexually assaulted I just. I genuinely don't understand how people can just sideline this- how codot thought it was ok to joke about. I just don't understand I genuinely don't understand. And this goes back to how out of character everyone is (including jon), how unnecessarily mean Edward is to Jervis is genuinely uncomfortable, especially with how Jervis is written to be constantly dissociated (or that's how it feels) which makes that whole joke even worse as it slips in abelism!

I also don't understand why in the hell Jervis tetch is homophobic- of course I've only heard this second hand but considering how Jervis's written in this series I wouldn't be surprised if I'm right. But nonetheless, the decision to make Jervis homophobic is an extremely bold decision considering Jervis is canonically a queer character in DC. For YEARS it's been established that he's either queer or bisexual/pansexual of some sort and has even been in some of the recent DC pride collections! If I remember right he even has his own story! So it's so disheartening to see that he's written to be so out of character and to he so hateful when he isn't! And what's crazy is that I'm not even a big hatter fan!

I'm sure there's more issues to be pointed out but right now I've been dissociating really hard and I'm very emotional and I'm just finding it hard to to continue this tangent really and it doesn't help I'm at work. And even excluding this I just have issues from the whole scarecrow sexyman poll thing and ive already stated about my medical issue. I feel like that in it of itself is a valid reason to not like it LMAO.

Also I apologize that this is over the place, again at work and completely dissociating throughout this so a HORRIBLE combo LMAOOO

I'm sure codot is fine person and I'm not at all trying to cancel or start anything. It's just disheartening to see so much abelism go unchecked! Honestly if codot just did his research on these topics (and stopped joking about sexual assault) then I wouldn't have such a huge issue. But he hasn't, and it doesn't feel like he's gonna.

Feel free to correct me if anything I've stated has been wrong though! I don't at all mean to spread any misinformation!

P.s. don't give me the whole "oh he's just one guy and this is just a simple fan project" bullshit when that doesn't excuse anything. I'm literally one person making my fan story and I'm over here reading medical textbooks and doing my research because I understand a lot of my interpretations NEED that research and it's so easy to put in abelist ideas. It's genuinely not hard to do research.

[hallucie]

2nd MARS OBSERVATION:

✨Leo Mars✨ I’m so sorry but when they’re mad they make everything about themselves and can be very defensive. (Sometimes it’s just not about you) My Leo Lilith is showing lmao. They can also be very dramatic when they’re upset which draws attention on themselves. This is really stereotypical of me to say but these individuals have very strong egos but the nice thing about it is that no one is allowed to walk all over them— they really respect themselves. The bad thing is that it can cause a lot of power struggles. The great thing about this placement is that when they’re upset their heart is almost always in the right place. Just like Cancer Mars, Leo Mars stick up for people and really go the extra mile. They walk with a proud attitude and others look to them for advice in self-confidence. Leo Mars love to be acknowledged for their confidence & will gladly hype up another. Oh and in sports? Yeah it’s all about them. They’ll put on a show for everyone in the crowd, EVEN IF THEY ARENT WINNING. The one thing about Leo Mars is that they never go down without a fight.

✨Virgo Mars✨ Oh God… where to begin. They’re very similar to Gemini, but less passive. I have a love hate relationship with this placement because they tend to be so picky that they end up annoying themselves, but I feel like this comes from anxiety. Virgo Mars really focus their energy on the imperfections in life, which can cause them a lot of stress. To others they can seem very cutthroat or cold hearted. They can come off as rude or “too busy to be bothered”, but I genuinely think they just can’t stop being stimulated. Side topic they really don’t like unsolicited advice— I think this stems from the idea of “take your own advice before you dish it out to others”. Virgo Mars have very good advice and very high standards, so they’ll tell it to you straight. OH AND THEY ARE SO GOOD AT PRACTICING SOMETHING OVER AND OVER AGAIN— to the point of perfection! Britney Spears did this with her choreography before shows. They’re great teachers too. Side note, messy eating upsets them— something like a sloppy joe, or hard taco would annoy them.

✨Libra Mars✨ One thing I’ll say about this sign is they will yell. I don’t know where exactly it comes from but so many Libra Mars I know will just lose their shit and get into a screaming match. Honestly I feel like Libra Mars get pissed because they’re always putting other people before them. So it’s like they get mad when they realize someone is walking all over them. Libra Mars are willing to give you the shirt off of their back. I love a good Libra Mars placement. I’d say the only thing bad about this placement is when they do get upset it’s very hard for them to pin point what they’re mad about because it’s just one thing after the other. It’s like if they can’t be actively creating peace they get frustrated. It must be hard dealing with a planet in its detriment. I also notice that this placement is seen as clumsy in their first years. I don’t often see many Libra Mars being gym rats either— not to say they can’t because they definitely can once they fall in love with the way they look.

✨Scorpio Mars✨ Oof. Okay their fuel is just straight up spite. It’s so funny because I don’t even think they realize it. Some would say spite is bad, but honestly it creates a lot of passion. Sometimes holding onto anger gets you places. Scorpio Mars are so rejected because of it too as if its immoral or wrong— it’s normal to feel spiteful at times. And as much as people say scorpios are sex crazed, no. Scorpio Mars are SO secretive with their sex life majority of the time. I’ve also noticed the pain threshold is insane, even emotionally. These folks will investigate deep into something that eventually ends up hurting them in the end (like deep diving into socials to see if their partner is cheating). Why do they do this? I don’t know. Sometimes I feel like Scorpio Mars are subconsciously mad at themselves and they just blame others, even if the other person is wrong I feel like the native doesn’t see what part they played too. When these people are mad at you, they can’t see you as a good person. It’s very black and white for them, never gray. Scorpio Mars also have very sly remarks but I feel like they’re said behind closed doors more often, though they have no problem saying how they feel to your face. These people are ride or dies. Similar to Leo they will not go down without a fight, but their fights are usually emotionally motivated. Would kill out of love.

[mailjeevasfan]

definitely self projecting but wammy boys + light or matsuda during their [b4 transtion] ftm boyfriend's period? like they try to help with the mood swings and dysphoria?

self projecting is my middle name no worries

sorry if a lot of these sounded similar i guess i just thought a lot of them would work in the same way

death note x m!reader

-mello, matt, near, l lawliet, light, matsuda

༺♡༻

dn boys helping trans boyfriend with dysphoria due to period ❦

mello

-i imagine him to be a very passionate person in relationships in general. so i think he is really going to do his best to empathise with you and genuinely reassure you that you’re valid no matter what. i also think he’d have a kind of tough love approach in general, not just here, so i think he’d be kind of blunt in reassuring you. however, if you are sensitive and emotional in the moment he’d learn to be more delicate with your feelings. side note : this is one of the only times he’d ever share his chocolate with someone lmao. this might come off rly stupid but it shows u how much he genuinely cares about making u feel better bc he’d do this for NO ONE

༺♡༻

matt

-he would remind you that this doesn’t define you and be very reassuring for a bit, but he’d try to take your mind off of it as well as possible. he’d get you anything you needed and then drop whatever he was doing to cuddle and watch a movie with you. he’d buy tons of snacks and just hold you for a while making sure you were comfortable and that you felt safe.

༺♡༻

near

-would maybe see it too logically instead of understanding your emotions more but he would still be very kind and understanding. he would get you whatever you said you needed and just make sure to stay close to you. he’d just sit next to you and stroke your hair, asking you very often if you needed anything.

༺♡༻

l lawliet

-giving you all of his snacks, sweets, cakes, you name it. he’d stay very close to you and be very physically affectionate, similar to near. if you needed time alone, that’s fine. as soon as you go back and ask him to stay with you, he’s right there. he’d probably drop all his work to make sure he was there for you

༺♡༻

light

-he’d probably ask you some questions about it and what causes you to feel the way you do. he’s very intelligent so he’d want to get to the very roots of the problem and help you through every step of it all. he would talk about the topic with you in detail to understand and then fully reassure you that you’re valid no matter what is going on

༺♡༻

matsuda

-probably just going to squeeze you so tight and not let you go. he will be very sweet in how he goes about comforting you, being very delicate around your feelings. he’d feel very appreciative knowing you opened up to him about it, as he gets how hard it must be. so he does everything he can to make sure you feel better. he would stick with you through it all

༺♡༻

[lilysmiles11223345]

AAAAA

OKAY IVE BEEN SPENDING S O LONG ON THIS-

It’s worth it tho,, I love this au- even if I don’t know everything about it yet >:D

IVE ONLY MANAGED TO DO MUTE AND ANTHEA SO FAR BUT HERE WE GO @xbeih I MADE!! OCS OF MINE INTO YOUR MUSIC AU!!

(Warning!: LONG POST!!! there’s like one dirty joke, swearing, some sad topics and also I ship characters already I’m sorry -w-)

~alt!mute~

This is mute in the au!! I turned them emo pfft-

They would be pretty much just like how normal mute is, but maybe a liittle meaner- and also emo/goth, obviously.

So- similar to normal mute too- they don’t have a voice! In their childhood- they had an accident, that caused them to not be able to speak. but this time they have a little voice box/speaker thingy given to them by mrs.Neapolitan and they can use to speak and sing ! Which normal mute does not have ^^

I actually think they would have angst due to that, because in this version of the story instead of theatre being their complete passion, they used to love to sing.. and yeah, they can use a synthetic voice now - but.. they still can’t actually do it anymore.

depending on if noise and or noisette are still their childhood friends too- they would’ve known that too.. they probably know how horrible it is for mute- though they have another chance to speak they’ll never be able to have their normal voice back again.. and that’s all because of the accident.

Otherwise to lighten the mood alt!mute is much more gay than normal mute just because they prefer he/them instead of just they/them. And I love that.

Since I am actually bad at labelling genre’s, They were mainly inspired by artists like Jhariah, panic at the disco(minus bad person thing), some set it off songs, and also some songs from IDKHOW. :D

~lofi!Anthea~

Moving onto the sweet childhood friend of peppino! Her genre would be lofi!! <3 thought to do the whole “opposites attract” thing with peppy and Thea in this au!

I like to think she’s still peppys childhood friend in this, and pep would probably still be as oblivious as ever she crushes on him lmao.

Just like normal Anthea, she’s peppino’s biggest fan!! And she’s more than willing to do anything just to help him out! That includes being there when the story is going on- even if she doesn’t really want to be known much as an artist herself. and simular to how Dessert Dungeon starts she’ll probably get tricked by mrs.Neapolitan into suffering! :D

In this au, I thought it was fitting to keep two things normal Anthea had but as major plot points this time- one being her piano/keyboard. (As a child, Anthea would play piano. In this au- she never grew out of it really!) and her fear of drowning/suffocation.

The instrument that Anthea would have with her at all times would be a keyboard! Since playing piano comforted her as a child, she likes to play comforting and sweet songs for others- or duet to others songs to show support.

And since metal!peppino has the fear of fire— I thought it would be okay to keep anthea’s little traumatic event with water the same! <3 though I’m unsure if it would play out differently in this au.. if not, peppino would definitely know about her fear- I wonder if she’d know of his? 👀

She mainly keeps her singing voice quiet, but she *can* sing- and it’s very pretty, she just doesn’t like to have others hear her singing voice because of - THATS RIGHT FOLKS- the guy in her normal backstory still existing in this au! I’m tweaking things, and figuring out how peppino wouldn’t have found out about him in this au.. but Anthea still has lots of trauma! <3

Anthea in this au was inspired by well— lofi songs (think of like,, songs you’d hear on Spotify to sleep or whilst watching the lofi girl stream) But also some other songs that I think would fit/inspired me were:

Sofia- clairo

Pretty girl- clairo

Rises the moon - egg cover

Can’t help falling in love with you- the or3o cover!

Morning coffee, bubble version- Chevy, nalba, luxid

That’s all I have on her right now!

I have more ideas for my other ocs! Like strawbetty (since she was inspired by sayu already) being a sentient ai! And the twincakes could be a capella duo!! But for now I’ll keep it to these two <3

Sorry if the art seems rushed also!! I wanted to get this out ASAP cause I really wanted to talk about them both!! But, my motivation to draw anything has been dwindling for some reason hhh QwQ’ Hopefully I can do the others soon if ur okay with it!! If any of you have anyone you wanna see next am happy to try to do them! :D

[sorroute]

aaaa hii!! idk how to do this but could i get a tbhk matchup? a lil bit abt me is:

my names banny, but my nicknames are bans or beans lol

my gender is female, and i'd prefer to get a male matchup

i'm very impulsive and spontaneous. like i blurt stuff out of nowhere mid-sentence, hop topics like nobody's business, and make random changes in my life on a whim like dying my hair or getting a bird

im generally a total dork LMAO like my favorite movie is scott pilgrim vs the world, i love horror movies and games, i play zelda chronically, one of my all time favorite bands is weezer, and my room is literally a dungeon of trinkets and posters!!!!

i love nature and animals, especially birds and rodents. sometimes ill pick up random spiders from outside and bring them inside, or put two different bugs together in a jar and watch them.

i wanna major in russian lit for college, and/or go to film school. im a total freak for english and literature, until i have to any essay or read any required books for school, and then i DESPISE every aspect of it

im very indecisive, and i tend to procrastinate a lot. i have adhd and literally debilitating anxiety, so my head is basically a cesspool of thoughts🙏 i have a habit of collecting things i dont need, and i have a very flip flop fashion style. like i'll be goth one day and then butch the next LMAO but i literally only wear the crustiest pair of timberlands like everywhere

i also have very dark and niche humor. ill call myself a siltmaxxed mulchpilled soilcel and then wonder why nobody gets it 😭😭

thats all, im so sorry if this too rambly, and no pressure to do it😭 tysm!

Aaaa hihi!! ^_^ Honestly it was a bit hard to pick someone to match you with but then that thing in cartoons where the lightbulb pops over their head when someone gets an idea and I was like "omg !!! Wait !!! Tsuchigomori !!!!"

Tsuchigomori

I feel like, despite your differences, you guys would get along really well :3

He wouldn't mind when you randomly blurt stuff out, he thinks it's cute and likes how you speak your mind

He does get worried about you though

Tries to talk you out of doing some stupid shit

Although, honestly I feel like he'd be all for you dying your hair

(as long as you're sure you want to)

I mean.... Have you seen this guy's hair

No WAY that's all natural

Dork X dork real

He has no video game experience whatsoever and is honestly not interested in them at all

He does like how passionate you are about that stuff though <3

He's definitely a classical music type of guy

Or heavy metal maybe...

Anyways, not a big Weezer fan, but would listen to them for you if you put it on

Another trinket collector !!! :3

He's often find little trinkets for your collection or buy things relating to your interests just because he loves how excited you get ^^

Would love to see your trinket collection some time

He admires your love for nature alot <3

Sometimes he gets worried you'll try to lock him in a jar though

He's seen some shit 💀

In terms of literature, obviously, he's all for it

He probably has a ton of different books in different languages so if you ever wanted to start learning Russian literature early he's got you covered ;3

Would be happy to teach you about anything you'd like in terms of literature

Probably much more knowledgeable in English and Japanese literature, but he's a big nerd so I wouldn't be surprised if he's dabbled in other languages as well

In terms of film school..........

He can't help you

Besides getting you some books about film theory and stuff

He's not a fan of procrastination, he prefers to just get things done quickly so he doesn't have to do them later

That doesn't mean he doesn't get it, though

He's a teacher, of course he's dealt with procrastination before

With himself and students probably

Will try to encourage you to get your work done, and gives some advice on coping skills you could try

He's a bit harsh sometimes, but he just wants what's best for you </3

Very maternal in that regard

He definitely has anxiety as well, so y'all are struggling together

Will read up on some coping mechanisms for anxiety and tries to get you to use some, but won't force you

Surprisingly, he does like how spontaneous you are

It keeps him guessing as usually he can read people like a book

He doesn't get all of your different styles, but does enjoy them

He's a fashionista so he appreciates the variety

He 100% tries to get you new shoes though

Probably has nightmares about your shoes

Purposefully avoids looking at your feet because he can't bear to look at them

(sorry for the slander anon 😭)

(he can't help it, he's a princess)

Likes your dark humor, but is also very worried

Understandably so

Will do daily check ins with you to see how you're feeling

Teacher, doctor, therapist, librarian, fashionista, AND princess??????

You got the whole package tbh

Anyway, all in all, he loves you alot- despite your differences <33333333

All he asks is that you don't trap him in a jar and that you get new shoes

A/N

Honestly this was really fun to write :3 Also a ZELDA ENTHUSIAST????? AND LITERATURE NERD??? You're amazing mwah mwah ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა Anyway, I really hope you enjoyed this !! You seem so cool ໒꒰ྀི >ヮ<꒱ྀི১ Any feedback or constructive criticism is always appreciated<33 ^^

(Sorry for the shoes slander again btw </3)

[juniperhillpatient]

🔥Azula and makeup

Oooh what an interesting topic! I switched to my laptop for this one I was like "I have too much to say I can't be on my phone" LOL

I have two categories of thought here & I do think there's value in separating those categories

Canon & character design

Let's start with the obvious. Azula is an anime - I'm sorry, it's western media someone will yell at me for saying that - a cartoon villain. It's just part of her trope/design that she's conventionally attractive / has red lipstick/eyeliner sharp enough to kill a man etc. If you've ever seen any piece of media ever, you HAVE to get that. So, to an extent, the conventionally attractive design is just kinda...there for obvious reasons.

However, because Azula is a PRINCESS & we do see how choices like hair & clothing are symbolically important - this doesn't mean it's entirely a waste of time to analyze the importance of makeup for Azula's character.

Azula has to look presentable at all times as part of her political role. We see her with lipstick & makeup even at a very young age in flashbacks (& YES the flashbacks are canon please don't start that discourse on my posts again omg) & that's sad in a way but it makes perfect sense considering her important role in the court.

In fact, the only time (IIRC) that we see Azula without makeup is when Zuko interrupts her at night when she is trying to sleep! Oh, & maybe in the scene where she is visiting the spa (& Zuko interrupts her! - lol damn, Zuzu leave her alone (jk). These are domestic scenes when she is alone / sleeping / getting ready to become more presentable. In general, Azula treats appearance with the utmost importance.

It's highly relevant that Azula's appearance begins to fall apart during her breakdown. Her lipstick is sloppy. She cuts her bangs. Her outward character design reflects her inner turmoil.

Okay that's all I have for now

PART TWO

2. My personal subjective headcanons & thoughts

It's been a while but I remember seeing a post about how Fire Nation military personnel were rare & Azula, Mai, & Ty Lee were going against FN gender roles. IDK the post was a whole meta but I couldn't find it now, so sorry. The point is - Azula is canonically a freaking military general/diplomatic mastermind AS WELL as a proper princess!

I personally love the idea that Azula has a masculine side - not trans per se, but I guess it could be if that's your HC but it's not mine - that enjoys boy clothes, suits, no makeup, etc. She likes to embrace that side of her gender. But, she's never felt comfortable or had the room to do so under Ozai's reign & expectations. I personally headcanon Azula as queer/sapphic whatever & I like the idea that as well as sexuality, once she gets away from Ozai she could start to explore gender a bit!

At the same time, I think that Azula does love her feminine side. In my stories, I tend to focus on her exploring different types of fashion. I feel as if in a modern AU she would have strong opinions on different high-end brands. I just know that she would have a huge collection of amazing dresses.

I feel that Azula going without makeup or with less makeup would be a huge step for her (in any universe) because she is SO used to everyone seeing her all put together. Azula starting to become more relaxed about her appearance would be - in my opinion - a HUGE step for her in healing & beginning to become more comfortable with herself.

ANYWAY

sorry, this literally went beyond "Azula & makeup." I REALLY started to ramble lmao sorry I am just sitting in bed drinking my lil glass of cabernet sauvignon watching How I Met Your Mother & getting way too passionate about Azula & gender -- I'm done rambling for now tho LOL xD

TYSM for asking <3

[jasntodds]

Pretense [3]

Pairing: College!Peter Parker x HOH!Reader

Words: 6,138

Warnings: Alcohol use, fluff, smut (18+ minors dni)

Summary: When you, an intern for the Daily Bugle, are set out to find the person behind the mask of New York’s Spider-Man, your life turns upside down with secrets, supervillains, and a boy by the name of Peter Parker.

A/N: I couldn’t decide if I should add smut or not so it sat in my drafts for like a month lmao SORRY Will try to update on Thursdays (or every other Thursday) now

series masterlist | masterlist | tag list

MJ and Ned are sitting in Peter’s and Ned’s dorm room waiting for Peter to start talking. After you had left the coffee shop, Peter texted the group chat, asking MJ and Ned to meet up at their dorm room the next day. It was kind of (intentionally) brushed off to seem like a movie night, a normal occurrence between them but when they arrived tonight, Peter said he actually needed to tell them something.

“So, are you gonna tell us?” MJ asks, watching Peter fidget with his fingers.

“Uh, yeah so there’s this girl.” Peter starts, voice consumed of hesitance as he looks up slightly to MJ.

“You need to ask us about girl problems?” MJ raises her brows, her words coming off a little more harsh than intended. Peter’s just never asked for help about a girl before, at least not to her, and he made this seem like it something really important. So, she’s left a little confused.

“No.” Peter shakes his head quickly. “Her name’s Y/n Y/L/N--”

“Like…the one whose brother got hurt last year?” Ned pipes in, making Peter and MJ furrow their brows at him before looking between each other. “Ya know, the guy who was here on like a full ride scholarship, tore his ACL in a soccer game.” Ned has been keeping up with a few of the sports since coming to college, soccer being one he happened to like to watch, along with tennis.

“Oh, uh, yeah, I remember.” Peter nods, remembering that it was pretty big news around campus but he didn’t remember the person’s name. But Ned does and maybe it’s just a coincidence that you and him share a last name. “I’m not sure if that’s her brother.”

“Anyway…” MJ breaks up the conversation and brings Peter back to the topic at hand.

“Right, right, well, she works for the Daily Bugle.” Peter starts to explain, MJ and Ned narrowing their eyes, already not liking where this is going. “J. Jonah Jameson is having her go after Spider-Man to reveal his identity.”

“Oh, well that’s bad.” Ned states sucking in a breath.

“Yeah, you should probably stay away from her.” MJ warns, her words coming out as a scoff.

“About that.” Peter winces, scrunching his nose.

Ned groans while MJ rolls her eyes, both in disappointment. Peter doesn’t learn and at this point, they’re both a little sick of it. When they got their memories of him back, it was as if they were swept under by tsunami. It wasn’t this gradual thing where everything just went back to normal. They were flooded by memories and every single emotion that came with them. 

MJ went through this tidal wave of emotions for this boy she didn’t even know that long. She felt this intense love and passion for him as every memory of him came back to her. He went from a stranger to someone she’d known for years and been in love with. Ned was swept up with the adornment he had, always having looked at Peter as a brother. Peter was more than a best friend, he was his brother and it all came back, the fear and worry for Peter’s life. It was a mess for the both of them.

There was peace in their lives prior to getting their memories back but after….it was a lot. They lived lives they didn’t even remember and it was because of Peter. They both love him and don’t want to lose him, but, they also really do not want to go through that again. Neither of them think they could handle it all again, people knowing he’s Spider-Man or forgetting him again. Peter choosing got not stay away you is only going to put everything in danger again.

“Come on.” Ned groans, tilting his head back.

“I have an idea and I-I think it’ll work!” Peter exclaims while Ned and MJ hold straight faces, MJ looking more annoyed than anything else, not saying a word. “I-I could be friends with her.”

“Bad idea.” MJ states, voice monotone, wanting this conversation to be done and over with.

“Just listen, okay and maybe I can convince her that Spider-Man isn’t that bad and he’s actually really helpful in saving people. Maybe I can change her mind.” Peter tries to defend his decision.

“Why do you think you could do that?” MJ asks.

It’s not that she doesn’t think he couldn’t convince you. She wants to know why he would take that risk at all. Does he want to lose everything again? Lose her and Ned again?

Peter shrugs. “I-I don’t know but I think it’s better than letting this girl run after me and have a chance to unmask me without knowing me. What if she finds out I’m Spider-Man and she doesn’t know me? Maybe if she got to know me and knew that it could ruin my life, maybe she wouldn’t do it. Ya know? Spider-Man is just some guy in a mask to her, to everyone, but if she knew there’s a real person…I-I don’t know maybe it could be different.” Peter looks down, hoping his friends can side with him, put a little trust into him.

“Dude, this is a bad idea.” Ned winces, knowing he’s wasting his breath. “What if she hates you though?” Ned asks, MJ chuckling under her breath at the question while Peter just looks offended. “I’m not saying you’re not likable but what if she hates you? Flash hated you for no reason.”

“At least I tried.” Peter defends.

Ned and MJ both let out a sigh as they look to each other. Despite thinking this will only end in flames, they nod because what if he doesn’t try? You go off, eventually figure it out. MJ did so maybe you can, too, somehow. You find out Peter is Spider-Man and you send it right off to JJ who writes about it and Peter’s life is destroyed all over again. At least this way, Peter can try to convince you that Spider-Man is a good guy with a life outside of being a hero and maybe he can change your mind. Maybe if you figure it out, you won’t destroy his life again.

“Okay but we get to feel her out.” MJ states.

“Why?” Peter asks, brow quirked in suspicion.

“Because what if she’s actually just a bitch? There’s no point in wasting your time if she’s already a shitty person.” MJ’s is nonchalant but assertive. 

Ned chuckles softly. “It’s true.” Ned shrugs, gaining a glare from Peter. “You see the best in everyone.”

“Um, well, there-she did invite me to Harry Osborn’s party.” Peter squints his eyes a little, knowing they’re not too fond of the pretty boy.

“She’s friends with Harry Osborn?” Ned quirks a brow, nose scrunching slightly.

“Y-yeah, I guess.” Peter shrugs, brushing it off.

“And we’re supposed to believe she’s a good person who won’t want to destroy your life?” MJ questions, brows pulled together and lips pursed.

“Maybe he’s not that bad.” Peter shrugs, voice a little higher in pitch this time.

MJ scrunches her nose. “He’s a fuckboy.”

“So?” Peter asks.

“Okay.” MJ rolls her eyes. “When is it?”

“You’re on board quick.” Ned quips earning narrowed eyes from MJ.

“Friday.” Peter answers, ignoring Ned’s comment.

“So, we’re going?” Ned asks, looking to MJ and Peter knowing they don’t do parties often.

“Looks like we have no choice.” MJ lays back with the words that come out in a sigh.

“Maybe it’ll be fun.” Peter groans.

“We’ll see.” MJ mumbles.

The party is roaring by the time the trio arrives. People are scattered throughout the large penthouse apartment, drinks in most people’s hands, and music that seems to be from the newest TikTok trend plays from the speakers. The trio looks around, Peter looking specifically for you while Ned is just looking around a bit surprised. He’s been to one of Harry Osborn’s parties and it was wild, this one seems no different. MJ, on the other hand, is counting the minutes until they get to leave, never having been a fan of parties.

“Peter!” Your voice divides through the music, grabbing Peter’s attention. He spots you through the sea of people and it’s as if the crowd just divides for him to have the perfect site of you.

You walk over to him while Peter gives you a smile. His eyes are wide as he watches you, brows relaxed and there’s something about the way you walk, hips swaying with every step that’s so elegant and captivating. He likes the way your hair looks in the low light of the party and the way the forest green dress compliments your waist. You’re radiant as you approach him and there’s a split second with your soft eyes looking at him that he forgets why he’s here. But it’s just a moment.

“You made it.” You beam, red solo cup in hand while the infamous Harry Osborn walks up from behind you.

“Uh, yeah, yeah.” Peter nods, eyes still wide. “Thanks for inviting me.” Peter offers a soft smile.

“Of course! Oh, uh,” You turn, gesturing to Harry as he moves to the side of you. “This is Harry. Harry this is Peter and…”

“MJ.” MJ speaks up, curling her lips inward.

“Ned.” Ned says, smile wide and toothy.

“They’re my best friends.” Peter answers with a gentle smile.

Friends. So, this is confirmation that Peter and MJ are just friends. There’s a smile that you can’t contain with those words. Peter is just some silly boy you just met but he’s just so darn cute that, at the very least, she wants something to happen. Plus, he’s really smart and funny.

“It’s nice to meet you.” You smile kindly at the two friends.

“So, this is the new boy, huh?” Harry looks between you and Peter, earning a nudge from you. “Heard a bit about you. Just…” Harry puts a hand on your shoulder and you close your eyes knowing he’s going to say something embarrassing. “If you want a room, go for it, I only ask you to clean up.”

“Harry!” Your eyes are wide as Harry laughs, Peter’s cheeks tint while Ned chuckles a little, MJ looks unpleased and unamused. “Okay, first of all, shut up. Second, you always ask me to help clean the next day anyway so I can do what I want.”

Harry’s eyes narrow while the smirk remains on his face. “Just be safe, Y/n.”

“How long have you guys been…” MJ waves a finger between you and Harry, not sure how to finish the sentence. She’s seen Harry and you together around campus. You always seem…close. Harry’s more touchy-feely with you, from what MJ has seen.

“Friends.” You immediately answer, not allowing any space for Harry to speak. “A few years.”

“She was just this shy and self-conscious person so I brought her under my wing.” Harry slings an arm over your shoulders, tilting his head to the right as he looks at MJ.

“That’s not at all what happened, please don’t listen to him.” You shake your head. “I told him he was a jerk.”

“Good times.” Harry laughs. “Well, I’m off. Have fun, plenty of drinks in the kitchen.” Harry nods his head at Peter before heading off into the sea of people.

You take a drink from the cup, trying your best to wash down Harry’s sex remark. It’s not that it bothers you really because he never means any harm but that does not stop the embarrassment, especially since Peter's friends also had to hear it.

“Um…do you want a drink?” You ask Peter, lifting your cup slightly.

Peter looks to Ned and MJ, who both shrug. “Sure.” Peter answers with a slight nod.

“You guys?” You turn your offer to his friends.

“Actually--”

“We’re good.” Ned cuts MJ off, giving a silent glare.

“Okay…” You laugh softly, nodding your head towards the kitchen. “This way. Enjoy the party, guys.” You flash them a kind smile, before leading Peter through the crowd.

It’s interesting to see you in this environment. You and Peter only had a few conversations but you’re fairly soft-spoken and seem more to yourself. It’s interesting for Peter to see you at Harry’s and seem to a better host of a party than he is. It’s not even your party.

“What’d ya want?” You ask, gesturing an open hand to the several bottles of alcohol lining the marble countertop. “There’s also a keg if you wanted beer and a few coolers have some wine coolers.” You explain. “And water, of course.”

“Um…” Peter looks over the options, not really feeling something that hard but not wanting to ask about the wine coolers which he normally prefers. “W-what are you having?”

“Oh,” You look into your cup and back to Peter. “It’s the Freedom Lemonade by Smirnoff. Red, White, and Berry Smirnoff with some lemonade.”

Peter looks at the cup with hesitance. “Is it actually good?”

“Well, if I make it for you, yes. This,” You tilt the cup back and forth slightly, the small bit of liquid sloshing to the sides. “Does not because Harry made it and I don’t like to waste things. So, I can make you one if you want.”

“Y-yeah, thank you, that’d be great.” Peter smiles while you grab the red, white, and blue bottle and jug of lemonade from the fridge.

Peter watches as you pour his drink with double the lemonade to vodka ratio. You aren’t doing anything special but he’s enthralled by your movements. You hold the bottle of vodka with care and ease. Someone bumped into you and Peter heard you apologize to them before they stumbled off. Something about you is interesting.

“Here ya go.” You hand Peter his cup, his fingers brushing over yours as he takes it.

“Thank you.” Peter thanks you as he takes a sip. The drink is tart and he can taste the alcohol but it’s good. The extra lemonade was definitely needed. “It’s good.” Peter smiles sheepishly.

“I’m glad you like it.” You smile at him, watching over the features of his face as he stands beside you, leaning against the counter.

“Y/n? What’re you doing here?” A voice pulls Peter and you away from each other.

“Having fun?” You quip, something that catches Peter off guard. “What’re you doing here? You hate parties and you hate Harry.” Your eyes are narrowed as you turn around to the voice that called you.

“You shouldn’t be at these parties.” The boy with the same colored hair as you grumbles.

“Why not? Harry’s my friend. It is his party?” You shift your weight to your right foot.

“But now you’re my responsibility and I have to stay and walk you home.” The boy rolls his eyes, annoyed at this interaction.

“I always stay here when there’s a party?” You snap, rolling your eyes. “I’m not your stupid responsibility, oh my gosh.”

“Then who’s this? Some random guy who you--”

“This is my friend, Peter.” You’re snarky and Peter can’t help but feel like he’s intruding. “Peter, this is Caspian, my very annoying older brother.”

“Nice to meet you.” Peter says softly, unsure if he should actually say anything at all.

“Right.” Caspian shakes his head.

“Seriously, why are you here?” You cross your arms, careful not to spill your drink. “Shouldn’t you be with your girlfriend?”

“Having fun.” Caspian mocks. “She’s busy tonight.”

“Right.” You mock right back. “Well, you never saw me and I never saw you then. Bye, Cas.” You roll your eyes, grabbing Peter’s hand and pulling him away.

Peter gives Caspian an apologetic closed smile, trailing right behind you as you lead you both to the living room. You don’t get snarky or mean with anyone. You have some banter with Harry but that’s about it. Unless, it’s one of your brothers. Usually, the oldest aren’t the issue. It’s the ones closer to your age that see you as this fragile and delicate flower that needs to be taken care of all the time and you can’t be bothered with it. Caspian is probably the worst out of them but despite all that, you know it always blows over in a day.

“Sorry about that. Cas has been…weird lately and in my business.” You suck in a breath, feeling the embarrassment creep up your neck.

“Is-is everything okay?” Peter asks.

To Peter, it just seemed like your brother was in a bad mood. Peter might be an only child but he's seen it with other friends, having siblings that can be protective or want to be included or something. It's not a big deal to him but it seems like it's a big deal to you.

“He won’t talk to anyone about why he’s got a stick up his butt but…yeah, I think so. Everyone kind of checks on him and stuff. He’s not like being weird in a scary way or anything. He’s just been kind of distant but also more overprotective a little bit.” You state before quickly rambling. “Not that he’s always like telling me what to do or anything, he doesn’t care, just more like keeping tabs on me, I guess? I don't know.” You furrow your brows before looking to your shoes.

“Do you know why?” It’s not really Peter’s business, but it’s bothering you and he wants you to know you can talk to him.

You pause and of course, you know why. It’s not some sort of coincidence that the day you get hired to unmask Spider-Man, Caspian started acting a bit strange. He was never a Spider-Man fan by any means so you aren’t sure why he cares so much aside from possibly being concerned with your lack of morals of the situation. But, you think there’s more. You have your theories but you keep them to yourself to protect yourself, and others.

You shake your head. “I, uh, I don’t wanna talk about it, if that’s okay.” You chew the inside of your cheek.

“Yeah, yeah.” Peter’s brows cinch together as he nods. “Of course.”

“Thanks.” You look down once more.

One thing Peter has noticed this far into a possible new friendship is that you aren’t really shy. You’re quiet, sure, but you’re not shy. You told Peter about your internship and your brothers. You had no issue in talking to him in the library or inviting him here. You’re not shy but right now, with the run in with Caspian, you are. It’s as if you’re ashamed of it and Peter wants to know why. Siblings fight, he doesn’t have any, but it seemed like a normal interaction from other siblings he’s known.

“It’s okay.” Peter takes a step closer to you.

You look at him and his eyes are safe looking at you. He is kind and soft and gentle. You swear he couldn't hurt a fly with just that look alone.

"Yeah...um," You suck in a breath, taking a drink of your drink. "What've you been up to the last couple of days? Haven't seen you around campus, really."

Peter's eyes widen a little, glad for the change in conversation, quickly thinking of a lie that has nothing to do with Spider-Man antics. "Busy with classes. Ned and I got the Millennium Falcon Lego kit so we were building that." Peter rambles, almost cringing at the last part.

"The Millennium Falcon? Those kits are really expensive." You chuckle softly. "That sounds really cool, always wanted to build one."

Peter lets out a silent sigh of relief with you not thinking it was lame. "Yeah, uh, we saved for it and Ned had saved for the Death Star in high school so we built that together. It's become kind of a thing."

"Really? That's cool. Lego is just a pretty cool company as a whole but the kits always seemed like fun. Are they hard?" You’ve only put together the small kits that are good for any age after three.

Peter shakes his head. "They can be a little frustrating sometimes but not really. It's pretty straightforward, especially when you're working with someone else. You get like booklet with what to do and Lego is easy to follow." Peter chuckles.

You watch as Peter's entire face lights up as he talks. You ask more questions about the other Lego kits they've put together and Peter gets more excited as he rambles. You think it's adorable. The lines in his face ease and then become more prominent when he remembers something he considered a key detail in his story. His brows pull together and then soften when gets more dramatic about something. Peter talks like you’re the only people in the entire house even when you're surrounded by people. He is captivating.

"Y/n! Peter!" Harry calls the two of you from across the room. "Come play!" Harry is stood to one side of a long table, cups set up on either end.

"Do you wanna?" You ask, nodding your head in that direction.

Peter shrugs. "Yeah, okay." Peter smiles at you before you both walk over to your end of the table.

"Aw, not my partner this time?" Harry pouts from the other end.

"Are you saying you can't win without me, Harry?" You put your hand over your heart. "That's so sweet." You joke.

Harry has a crooked grin. "You can't win without me."

"What are the stakes then, Osborn?" You cock your head with a taunt.

Harry's eyes narrow but that grin stays plastered across his lips. Peter gets it. He never really understood why girls were all over Harry. He understood in terms of he's attractive and rich. But, he knew that was not the only thing that made girls melt. But, now he gets it. He's charming. More than just charming. Harry has a way of being radiant without outshining the other people in the room. And that makes Peter understand how you and him are friends. You’re enthralling and quiet while Harry is radiant and loud. You compliment each other and he seems to bring out something different in you. Something Peter is finding himself wishing he could bring out, too.

"You don't have to help me clean if you win." Harry offers with raised brows.

"Oooh." Your brows pull together as you grin back at him. "If I lose?"

"I don't help." Harry laughs.

"Alright, got yourself a bet then." You hold your head up high before looking to Peter. "You don't have to partake in it or anything." You lean closer to him. "If we lose, I will leave before he wakes up." You pull away with a laugh and Peter's cheeks are tinted red.

He laughs though. "You'll leave?"

"Yes." You laugh.

"I'm, uh, I'm pretty good at beer pong so I don't think you have to worry." Peter gives you a cheeky grin, the first one of the night and it makes your heart flutter.

"Uh..." Your smile is still across your face but he's left you a bit speechless, something that doesn't normally happen. "Maybe we'll make a good team then."

"Hello! Y/n!" Harry calls. "Ready?" Harry holds up a ping pong ball before tossing it to you and then another. "You two first."

You hand Peter a ball and you take the shot first, getting it into the cup in the bottom row all the way to the right. Peter's next and his goes into the cup left of the center one.

"And the game begins." Harry bellows, him and his partner moving the two cups off to the side and taking two large drinks of their drinks.

Harry is next and he gets the cup right behind the center cup. His partner gets the one next to his, you and Peter both taking drinks of your Freedom Lemonade before moving the cups. The game continues and Peter catches himself watching you toss the ball.

You toss the ball more with your wrist and it's swift but delicate. You only miss a few times throughout the game, making Peter think you attend all of Harry's parties -- nearly every Friday or Saturday -- and you’ve gotten really good or you’re just like that. By how comfortable you are with the game, and knowing exactly when they should ask to rearrange the cups and how they should be rearranged, Peter's guessing you just play a lot. And he watches your face wrinkle as you stick your tongue out at Harry when you make it into one of the last cups. Your smile is wide until you tilt your head back with booming laughter while Harry flips you off.

You watch Peter, too, though. He's a bit lanky but you can see his bicep bulge under his flannel when he goes to toss the ping pong ball. The veins in his hands have become more prominent throughout the night and his hair is tousled from running his hand through it during the game. His speech is a little slurred now and you think it's cute. He's cute. And when he watches you, your heart beats like a snare drum in your chest. You can feel his stare and you want him to keep watching you. You like how it makes you feel like you’re on fire.

"Rebuttal time. You're a good opponent, Parker!" Harry yells across the table, his speech slurred with every word.

"You put a fight, Osborn." Peter jokes and his body is loose now, not just from the alcohol but from playing with this group of friends. He was stiff, a bit unsure, but now he almost feels like he's been friends with you and Harry for years. Harry was much more welcoming than Peter thought he’d be and you’ve been bumping him and bringing him into your jokes.

"Take your shot, Harry!" You joke, your words not nearly as slurred as Harry's.

"I need to concentrate!" Harry yells back, his eyes close with his brows pinched together.

He opens his eyes, pulling his arms back and aiming for the solo cup right in the middle of you and Peter. The ball leaves Harry's fingers, the four of you watch as the ball goes through the air and then hits the table before entering the cup. Harry puts his head in his hands while you and Peter cheer together. You pull Peter in for a quick kiss before turning to Harry, giving a wide and cocky smile. Peter's cheeks are beet red, his lips on fire for the second they touched yours.

"Looks like you need me, Harry." You pout.

"Rematch!" Harry demands.

"Nope!" You yell. "I'll take my win, thank you." You laugh. "You're really good at that." You turn your attention to Peter.

"So are you." Peter beams at you, licking his bottom lip.

"Uh, do you wanna....go to the balcony for a minute? Take a break?" You ask looking around, Harry already trying to get another pair to play with him.

"Sure, yeah." Peter nods, grabbing his now empty cup, you follow his lead before leading him to the balcony by holding Peter's hands and he can't help but notice how soft your hand is in his.

Peter's hands are always so rough and calloused. It's not something he minds or even really pays much attention to, until right now. Your hand is small and smooth compared to his, almost as if it were delicate in his. It's a stark contrast but it's one Peter finds some type of comfort in.

You plop down on a cushioned outdoor bench on the large balcony that overlooks Manhattan. You remember the first time you came over here and was in awe of the view. Harry gets to see it all the time, he's always grown up with views and luxury so he was so nonchalant basically "here's my balcony time for the next room" while you were just trying to absorb it all. Now, though, you still finds yourself a little captivated by the neon lights of it all but not as much.

Peter sits beside you, so close his thigh is touching yours and he almost moves but he sees a glint of a smile on your lips when he sits down. So, he stays close. He’s more fascinated by the view of you than the city. He sees it all the time from the tops of buildings, he’s always really liked the view from the Empire State Building. But he gets to see that all the time, so he enjoys the way the neon lights reflect off your skin with the warm glow against your hair from the window behind you.

"Thank you for coming." You say softly, your eyes still on the city, ignoring the couple making out on the other side of the balcony.

"Thanks for inviting me." Peter says, voice just as soft as yours.

"I didn't think you'd come, honestly. You didn't seem like you wanted to when I asked you." You chuckle softly.

"Oh, uh, no." Peter lies, he did not want to come but he's not going to tell you that. "I-I was just surprised since we'd just met...and stuff." Peter explains.

"Yeah," You huff. "It was a spur of the moment thing, I suppose." You look over at him and maybe it's the alcohol but you swears you'd never get tired of looking at Peter with neon lights painting pretty colors on Peter's pale skin like a watercolor painting. "You're cute, Peter Parker." You giggle.

Peter's cheeks burn with your words. "Yo-you think?" Peter chuckles a little more than maybe he should have.

"Yeah! You have pretty eyes and messy hair." You aren't drunk, just tipsy and when you get tipsy, you talk.

"You're pretty." Peter compliments back. Peter is tipsy and when Peter is tipsy, he just makes bad decisions.

"You think I'm pretty?" You wiggle your brows.

"Y-yeah! Of course, who wouldn't?" Peter chuckles, you scooting closer to him.

"You're not dating anyone?" You ask, head cocked to the left.

Peter shakes his head, eyes darting between your eyes and your lips. "No."

"Good." You giggle as you lean into Peter, cupping his face gently with your hands and bringing his lips to yours.

Peter's eyes widen but only for a second and then he melts into you. His eyes flutter closed while his hands travel to your sides. Your tongue is between his teeth, Peter's mouth is moving hastily with yours as if desperate for this. He didn't realize just how touch-starved he'd been feeling until this moment. You make it all melt away, evaporate like steam from a boiling pot. His blood is hot and he wants you.

Peter tugs your sides, pulling you on top of him and you never miss a beat. Your mouth only disconnects for a second at a time while you straddle him, your hands on his neck. And this is the boy you’ve admired from afar, never knowing how to approach him or what to say if you did. Now, your mouth is in connection with his and it's a bit messy and you're both tipsy. It's not perfect but it feels warmer than you’ve felt in so long and it feels good.

Staggered breaths bounce between you as you become more eager and Peter's grip tightens around your hips, forgetting his strength and being too wrapped in the taste of you. You hum against his mouth as he bites your lip and his bones ache in the best way. Peter makes you feel like your skin is a firework display, booming and thundering with pretty colors. Sparkling and on fire. You never want to feel cold again, not with Peter under you.

In the haze of lust, neither of you are quite sure when you decided to make your way into the house and into a spare bedroom. You barely disconnected on your way through the house, paying no attention to the few eyes that landed on you on the way. Your sole focus is on each other and your desperation between you.

Is this is a bad decision on Peter's end? Probably given the whole unmasking Spider-Man complication. But, who is Peter Parker if not someone who makes bad decisions? And you feel so good with your hands pulling the collar of his flannel back with you onto the bed. It's worth the risk. You’re worth the risk, even in the heat of the lust.

Your fingers are tangled in his hair that holds remanence of cheap pomade. Everything is going so slow and a hundred miles per hour at the same time. It's like Peter's not even moving by his own accord, his body is just doing it as he hovers over you, his hand sliding up your dress and the hem of your matching underwear.

"Y-you sure?" Peter breaks away, his breath is airy and hot on your face.

"Yes." Your eyes are lust blown as you meet his stare for the first time since the session started and that's all the confirmation Peter needed before sliding a finger between your slit, eliciting a moan from you.

Peter's lips attach to your neck with the moan. You squirm in pleasure under his touch, calloused fingers working your core and bud until you feel the bubble building in your stomach, wanting to burst like bubble gum.

"Condom?" You ask in a hasty breath.

Peter pulls away, the disappointment evident on his face when he realizes he doesn't have one. He read once that leaving a condom in his wallet can damage it, so he never carried one unless he knew there was an actual chance. And that was definitely not the intent tonight, so he left the box of condoms untouched before leaving for the night.

"I got one." You laugh softly, scooting further up the bed to reach into the nightstand. "This is my room when I stay here, don't tell Harry. He'll steal them." You joke as you grab the square package, resting it on the top of the nightstand.

You sit up, pulling your dress over your head, leaving you exposed. Peter follows your lead. You try your best to hide your expression and it's not until now that you’re wondering if you’re actually completely drunk and your sense of reality is somehow warped. Peter is lanky and thin, you never thought he'd have abs like he does. It's a pleasant surprise and one you want to see over and over again like your favorite movie.

"W-what?" Peter asks with a nervous chuckle as he moves up the bed.

"Nothing." You shake your head, giving him a corned grim before closing the distance between you and bringing his lips to yours once more.

Peter reaches for the condom and gets it adjusted. His eyes are on yours and you see the eagerness in every pale brown speck that decorates his dark eyes. As Peter's hips press against you and he enters you, he notices just how pretty your eyes are and he wants to dive into them.

"Fuck." Peter's voice is thick like caramel and he dips his head into the crook of your neck.

His thrusts are slow at first, your hands feeling over his back, delicate fingers digging into him with every passing second. Your mouth is slightly open as his thrust speed up, small moans tumble from your lips. Peter takes it as encouragement as his head spins in pleasure. His name falls from your lips as the knot builds in your stomach and Peter swears it's like a symphony playing at the Apollo.

"Peter." You gasp, eyes screwed shut, silently begging for the knot to snap.

Is it the alcohol? Can't be because you’re almost always somewhat intoxicated when you sleep with someone. Is it just because Peter's cute? Can't be that either because you’ve had sex with other people who are cute. Does this feel like the best and most exhilarating sex you’ve ever had because Peter holds you tighter than anyone ever has? Because Peter knows exactly what to do without you ever having to ask him to speed up or go harder? Is it because he feels like he could blow up your life and something about that feels so good? You can't put your finger on it, but there's about the boy with brown eyes and a sleepy smile that makes you feel like he's more than the quiet boy he seems to be.

"Cum for me." His voice is husky in your ear and you can swear it's every reason that races through your head and you never want him to stop.

And like that, the knot snaps.

You call his name like a dirty poem and it pushes Peter right over the edge, his thrusts becoming sloppy as he groans. Peter pauses after you've both finished and there's a smile on your lip, pulling softly and sweetly as if you'd just had a fun conversation. And maybe that's what this was. A conversation of two bodies colliding together like meteors in the galaxies. And he adores the look on your face, kissing your nose.

Peter rolls off of you and as you’re looking at him, you have no idea the secrets his brown eyes hold. Or the secrets that are littered in the fading and healing scars in his bones. But you'd give anything to lay here with him forever and uncover those secrets in the way Paleontologists look for fossils. But sleep calls for the both of you as you scoot closer to him and rest your head on his chest.

prev. chapter | next chapter

Tag list: @badhollandfluff​ // @spiderboytotherescue​ // @watsonparker​ // @softholand​ // @nocturnalms​​ // @babyspiders​  // @whatbuckywrote​ // @edgycatx​ // @namoreno​ // @justapurrcat​ // @adayasgeorgia​​ // @marajillana​​ // @quaksonhehe​​

[deusvervewrites]

funny how i managed to get your opinion on of the endings of media you're not familiar with by just being vague and just making the topic about shenanigans of time-travel

but that's not why we're here for so...

Future Nagant x Future Inko x Future Star x Inko/Cathleen/Kaina: with future star existing, it allows me to make a three way spiderman pointing at spiderman meme. lmao

Eri’s Precepts x Equivalent Exchange: it appears that Eri found a replacement for overBITCH (*cough* sorry, i just dislike hate overhaul with a passion *cough*), and he's nicer than the last person with his quirk.

Midoriya Yo x Midoriya Shoto x Midoriya Tenko x Eri Escapes: Izuku now has a larger family, they all agree on one thing, Eri is the cutest little ball of sunshine the had ever seen. one down side would be the costs to maintain, so all of the siblings collectively agree, that to keep Eri's smile, is to do part-time jobs to make sure they float and ease inko's burden on money.

Musketeer x Dragonic Hero: not only that izuku has to deal with having a dragon mutation quirk, but also has to deal with having AfO the quirk, I wonder how is he holding up...

HPSC President: "Look Ma, I managed to clean the HPSC of all of it's corruption, the worst part is that i did it accidently."

Pokemon Legends Mustafa x Time God Uraraka: inb4 she overwrites Dialga's spot and Temporal Tower ends collapsing making her into a primal feral being, a shell of her former self.

UA University: I asked for a rough timeline for after the Student Exhibition Expo, and ended up with nothing as i made the mistake of bringing up the other two movies, so i'll ask again.

wait what, the ask game is coming soon? well shit, imma need to accumulate AU ideas...

Future Nagant x Future Inko x Future Star x Inko/Cathleen/Kaina: The three of them going back in time and falling in love is really cute, also imagine how Star and Nagant would react to now being Izuku's moms in the new timeline

Eri’s Precepts x Equivalent Exchange: She does still have the original Chisaki, he's just a bit young now and way less cruel.

Midoriya Yo x Midoriya Shoto x Midoriya Tenko x Eri Escapes: It's unclear what the Midoriya financial situation is but the kids doing their best to earn money for Eri is very cute

Musketeer x Dragonic Hero: I'm sure his hoarding instincts will be fine...

HPSC President: Wrong he did it very intentionally, it's just not the reason he joined in the first place

Pokemon Legends Mustafa x Time God Uraraka: She has no reason to do that?

UA University: I'm not totally sure. They'd do internships sometime not long after the Expo, their finals would be at the end of each term like normal. Because it's a university, the first years could go for their Provisional Licenses even without an outside situation

[postwarlevi]

hi elizaaaaa 💗

Random Aot question time with the characters you prefer!

What would you think they'd study in college?

📏🚸🏫👩🏻‍🏫👨🏽‍🏫

Hello! Here's another inbox ask sitting here way to long. Sorry!

This one really stumped me though cause right out of school I got a job and never did any other sort of schooling other than what my job required.

But! Here we go!

Armin and Annie - Armin goes to school to become a paralegal in the courtroom world, and he meets Annie in one of the classes that overlap while she's studying to be a lawyer. Out of school they team up to work in family court.

Jean and Niccolo - Culinary school! We know he has a talent for cooking and this would really help his skills. No doubt he's going to own a restaurant one day. It helps when he meets Niccolo and they cannot be stopped! Co-restaurant owners coming right up! Then he introduced Niccolo to Sasha and he, Connie, Porco and Colt are groomsmen at their wedding and Jean bakes their cake...I'm sorry did I go off topic? :)

Historia - she's either gonna work with kids or animals. I'm going animals and she takes classes like animal medicine and pharmacology and starts out as a veterinary assistant before loving it so much she buys the practice. AND she keeps her prices at a decent rate so no one is forced to have to give up on their pet!

Erwin, Levi and Hange - They all meet in psychology, for different reasons! Hange goes to to get a biology major and becomes a biological psychologist and a neuroscientist! Levi goes on to also study sociology as well and becomes a social psychologist and does some ground breaking work in helping teens transition to adulthood. Erwin helps out with the interactive side and becomes a career counselor. The trio is amazing at what they do and the people they encounter are better for knowing them.

Connie - He isn't sure what he wants to do but likes drawing and design so starts taking the prerequisites for architecture! He needs a bit of help in the math classes but he wants it so bad and once he gets it and moves on to creative design it's clear he's made for this! One day he'll make the layout for the new town hall structure!

Miche - Took me a moment but he's going to study landscape architecture! He takes art, design and construction classes. This big guy just wants to beautify the neighborhood and helps Connie with landscaping for town hall, also has plans for redoing a rundown local playground that is sure to become a hotspot for families in the near future. Next up, the Capital!

Mikasa - She's a natural for photography! She doesn't know exactly what to pick so takes multiple courses like studio lighting and digital photography and even graphic design! Her breakthrough comes from at article of the opening of Jean and Niccolos restaurant on an international food magazine. And she hits it big with a National Geographic cover of a national park and has a whole spread inside dedicated to the wildlife! (And she photographs Sasha and Niccolos wedding!!)

Sasha - This girl here has an encounter with the veteran trio one day and between seeing the kids they help and her own adoptive siblings, becomes a speech-language pathologist! She has many choices but has a passion for helping children improvement of their verbal and non-verbal language skills. She is well known in her field and even works in a pediatricians office now.

Eren drops out to become a model.. NO NO kidding! (is my love/hate relationship with him showing?? - Okay he models on the side and Mikasa is his best photographer, but ANYway, since his dad's a doctor perhaps he is interested in medicine and gets a pharmacology degree.... that doesn't sound right LMAO OKAY! He models and gets Mikasas help with graphic design and they run a website and he becomes the most sought after and most followed male model of the decade! The end!

Reiner - HE'S the pharmacology major and specializes in psychiatry. He's very careful about listening to his patients and preventing substance use disorders by deciding if medicine is really the best route, or doesn't hesitate to help people seek alternative options.

Pieck - That's where Pieck comes in as a naturopath, our natural medicine holistic specialist. She not only runs a massage spa but is a fabulous nutritionist and works with crystals and overall wellbeing. Her goal is to get you feeling good as naturally as possible and suggests different herbs and vitamins if you need an extra push to get you there.

Porco - I can't help it, he's in the automotive industry. He doesn't mind getting his hands dirty and just overall likes to work on cars. He has to take courses in computers, math and language before finally getting his hands on a car. But he does some amazing work and is the main mechanic for the winning car in a prestigious car race 3 years in a row before going international!

I feel like I went a bit off topic sometimes but this was really fun!!

Wow I didn't mean to write this much I'm so hungry now LOL

[r1ddly]

did you ever get that eddieverse server up and running? If so, I'd love to join! :D

I'm adding your other ask cause it's easier to answer both.

On the topic of Mr. Dot I'm so??? Astonished?? Speechless with what happened, words literally can't describe how badly this bag of horse shit has been fumbled. His apology isn't even really an apology its just a "sorry you feel that way" bull. His other responses, the ones he deleted, are even worse. Good lord.

In response to the second ask about the discord, funny story! I did make the server but I haven't had the time to sit down and make each chat and role and get bots and stuff- I'm hoping to do that today. On the topic of EV I've wanted to talk about this when I would be starting it but I'm most likely not starting anytime soon so I think I'll just say the fun news here now!

I'm actually really passionate about EV, close friends and even family understand how important my fanverse is. I've decided the only way I feel I can properly portray it is to make it into a game!!! Complicated sure but with how complex the story is a gaming format is probably the best choice of portrayal! Of course that'll take time to develop so In the meantime I'll make little things to tease the game and to also air out certain information that I know won't make it to the game! And I want to use the server to help document my progress and also hear some feedback from others! At the moment the scarecrow audio tapes and something to do with riddler are two side projects I'm eyeing!

I understand that the topics in my fanverse are rather serious ones, development is slow because I want to be able to portray these topics in a realistic, respectful way and I've been looking into things like addiction, certain medical diseases/disorders/syndromes, the affects of antisemitism and racism and other topics such as SA and abuse. I research how it affects individuals and how it affects the psychi and societal norms. I know I can relate to some of these experiences like having mental illnesses and being a victim of SA and abuse but I also understand my perspective is different from others and I don't want to show a type of bias or one sided understanding. And because of this passion I'd rather take years to make this project as perfect as it can be then to spurt out a bunch of incoherent nonsense without any understanding of what I'm talking about. Plus like... idk about any other fan project creator but I'm working on this alone really so. No shit I'm gonna take my time LMAO

Sorry for the tangent. It's just important to me, this whole thing is important to me. I'll admit I get emotional over this because of how passionate i am (im pretty sensitive), I literally can't think of anything else to say waaaaaaaa.

[powerpolyculeshowdown]

I’m so excited you asked about them you have opened the floodgates fr

Okay so they are from the Higurashi When They Cry series!! It’s originally a visual novel but also has an anime and manga adaptation! The pictures I sent are actually from a spin-off game that is gacha I think lmao

I can’t really give much info about the story because a big part of the appeal is the mystery of what’s going on, which ideally means going in blind, but like I can tell you that things like murder and abuse happen so if anyone is sensitive to those things they should be careful if they want to check it out! But the story revolves around the members of a school club in the small village of Hinamizawa during the summer of 1983

The red-haired girl is Rena, the green-haired girl is Mion, and the boy is Keiichi! They are so cool you have no idea, I don’t think I can say much about them without getting into topics that could be spoilery but like they all care for each other so much it’s crazy. They all have so much going for their characters that I don’t want to make them seem two-dimensional by listing one character trait but that’s what I’m going to do because I really don’t want to risk spoiling anything and also I would end up writing an essay on all of them if I did anything else so here: Rena can usually be seen as the cutesy one, Mion is protective, and Keiichi is so caring/passionate in everything he does

If anyone is interested in Higurashi, the visual novel is definitely the best way to experience it but it also usually takes 100+ hours to read which I know is a lot! I’ve heard the manga is an okay way to experience the story it just still had to cut some things out, but I haven’t read the manga myself so I can’t really comment on that! The anime is usually seen as like, a starting point I think? The anime cuts out a lot of stuff, like a lot, so most people don’t think you should just watch the anime. To be fair, from what I remember the story does make sense if you only watch the anime, but you’ll be missing so much characterization and information. It’s also important to note that a new Higurashi anime came out two years ago called Gou/Sotsu and you should NOT watch that if you’re a newcomer to the series, it was marketed as a remake but it’s actually a sequel

That was my essay on higurashi thanks for reading lmao <3 to end it I will gift you more pictures of Rena, Mion, and Keiichi because I love them

thank you so much for rambling i love when ppl are passionate about their interests it brings a smile to my face :3 im a bit interested now but 100+ hours does sound like a lot hdhdgsjgsjs idk if i have the brain power. its gonna go on my list but no promises, sorry!!