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soullessjack · 6 months

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clawing and screaming and skinning myself alive Kelly told Jack he was gonna be so amazing and do so many good things and make the world a better place and he wanted to believe that more than anything in the whole world he wanted to make her death worth it and then every time he fucked up he thought he wasn’t worth it and when he killed Mary when he committed those atrocities he knew for a fact he was never worth it because Kelly’s paradise bringing miracle baby was a fucking lie and. He’s not his father and he’s not his mother but he still wants to be her so badly. So badly he’d go visit her parents just to give them closure and learn more about this side of himself and then they don’t even want him anymore. They don’t even know he’s their actual blood he’s their grandson. He’s just a monster to his own family and he tried so hard to be what Kelly wanted but he just isn’t he’s just jack he’s just stuck with what he is and what he’s done and he can’t fix any of it and nothing will ever be the same way it ever was before and he knows it and he knows it’s his fault because he did that to Mary he did that to the fucking Winchester Matriarch who he loved who he saw as his own mother who saw him as her own son . and he can’t ever take it back and everything will be different with Sam and Dean now because of it and it’ll even be different with Cas now because Cas shared the same miracle baby idea as Kelly and he was so proud of Jack at one point but now he knows that jack isn’t that either and he still loves jack but it’s still just not gonna be the same.I need to lay down

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months

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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4 (soon))

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by #and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is #You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)

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isjasz · 3 months

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"[...]Plus, when it rained, the palace grounds were pretty much empty, everyone else taking shelter, so I’d usually have the whole garden to myself. Perfect time to dance around like nobody was watching.”

“Dance around?”

“Yeah!”

(In which the vex prince sets out on a magical journey of a lifetime, and an unassuming avian knight is dragged along for the ride.)

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THE DOOR IS NON-EXISTENT ALREADY LAST BUT VERY NOT LEAST FOR HSBB FROM ME These are my pieces for @gaylotusthatexists's epic fic series "to the ends of the earth" again in @hermitshippingbigbang!! :D

This is for chapter 11 of the fic featuring THE DANCE SCENEEEEEE go. read it. it's so worth it i swear they are so SJKDADwijwa and the whole world Lotus has created within the fic is so cool!!

It's botw but epic and it's scarian and I might have immediately lost it when I saw the fic summary back in *checks dms with nox* September. and the actual fic did not disappoint it is absolutely lovely <3

GOOGGOO YIPPEE👉👉👉👉👉

#dddaily4sherin #day 219 early post again WOOO #hermitshipping #scarian #desert duo #hermitblr #my art #comic #kinda? for the first one #HSBB 2023 #read it for the old botw au we made. look at least they aren't 100 years old amirite /SILLY #its honestly fucking sick #also the color palettes for these pieces are roughly inspired by the faron region in botw :D #lotus ur amazing LETSGOOOO #also shoutout to choco for helping me with the second piece i swear i went through the 10 stages of grief ty man o7

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fellas-is-it · 4 months

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got tired of all depressing and hating yourself for being aro vibes on legit any other platform besides tumblr (looking at you tictac app) so wanted to listen to positive aromantic playlists and legit could NOT FIND ANY??????

And the ones that were vaguely positive were made for aroace ppl. Which is great! But im not ace!!! So WHERE'S MY POSITIVE AROALLO REP?!?!?!

Anyways i solved this hyperspecific problem myself and made a POSITIVE AROALLO playlist:

Larger image of the playlist cover i made

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training-trio-irl · 3 months

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Stage 1: Denial

#danganronpa #danganronpa v3 #danganronpa v3: killing harmony #drv3 #danganronpa spoilers #drv3 spoilers #art time #kaito momota #this was the piece that started as an OC sketch that rapidly evolved into kaito #Referred to in a previous post #Also I can’t confirm whether or not I’ll actually make pieces for the other stages of grief #You’ll just have to follow me to find out ;);););)

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ruporas · 5 months

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feast (ID in alt)

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #tw blood #im posting this so late because october escaped me Suddenly.. hello....#i wanted to make it a photoset with this other vampire vw wip but i don't think i'm finishing it any time soon and the mood of it is #completely different anyway. also i don't think i ever shared anything about my vampire au on here !!! it's all old art by now so im shy lo #but maybe i'll do a photodump of it. long story short vash is a vampire since birth and ww is a human vampire hunter that turns during thei #travels together due to EoM experiments + getting vash to drink from him at some point.#humans turn once they get bitten but bc ww has been experimented on #& got bitten by a bunch of human turned vampires thruout his hunts he thought it wouldn't be a problem for vash to drink from him but alas.#theyre both ok though theyre traveling together definitely not hating themselves for what theyve become and feeling guilty for what theyve #done to each other. theyre completely normal about it. the biting part is really appealing to me in vampire aus so i draw it a lot but #in reality vash only drank from ww once and ww mightve done it twice under the realization he might actually die otherwise #since he wont drink from humans after being turned.... he's combatting the 5 stages of grief at all times #if this is all nonsense im sorry DMGKSDF I'M NOT good at explaining and this au came from nowhere in the depths of my mind its a mess #ruporas art

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nau-the-duke · 2 months

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Posting something again, I'm baffled

Y'all have no idea the pain I went through with this drawing, my GOD

BUT IT'S FINALLY FINISHED, and I'm,,, satisfied?? I think, I hope. I'm almost done with the Crowley collage yay

#this thing went through the 5 stages of grief #i like tho #don't expect 2 posts in a week again anytime soon #i'm at my limit #good omens #crowley #good omens fanart #anthony j crowley #crowley fanart #gomens #art #the duke art

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kogglyuffs · 1 month

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campe diem!! 🫡

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catabasis · 10 months

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“Am I doing him right?”

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marrfixated · 7 months

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The amount of Lokius we got in the first fucking episode is absolutely insane. They weren’t even subtle with it, just jumped straight back into queerbaiting. Respect

#god they’re going to make me go through the 4 stages of grief again aren’t they #mostly denial #Loki #Lokius #loki season 2 #loki series #original post

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writer-room · 7 months

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Dragons Rising is too dangerous for us, cause now the writers have proved they care about their characters. Pixal still existing, Kai having screen time again, and finally acknowledging Lloyd is the grandson of God? This is too much power. One has not ever dared get their hopes up in Ninjago, not for anything.

And they're gonna be the death of me specifically, because now the chances that they'll acknowledge Lloyd's dragon heritage aren't at zero anymore.

#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #lego ninjago #lego ninjago dragons rising #dragons rising #lloyd garmadon #ninjago writing #writers #pixal #kai #ninjago dragons #dragon lloyd garmadon #I STILL HAVE MY DOUBTS. I HAVE MY VERY BIG DOUBTS #but like...as much as I joked in my other posts i had already gone through the stages of grief & accepted pixal was gone #its a reboot and they didnt deem her important enough so she got yeeted #BUT NO. SHES ALIVE. MY GIRL IS GONNA COME HOME SOME DAY #THEYRE LETTING KAI HAVE SCREENTIME & BE A CONSISTENT CHARACTER AGAIN #DO YOU REMEMBER HOW OFTEN LLOYD BEING GODS GRANDSON WAS BROUGHT UP? I SURE DONT. CAUSE IT WASNT. LIKE EVER #the writers could acknowledge lloyd is part dragon. do u understand? lloyd being part dragon could mean something. finally #imperium runs on dragon power & he's like. jesus 2. would he be more powerful than a source dragon if channeled correctly #this was speculation to me so long ago. now i face the possibility those questions may actually be answered #i dont know what to do with myself. one does not ever get their hopes up in ninjago. it literally never works #all ninjago joy comes out of absolutely nowhere in unexpected places or bc the fandom made parallels & we entertained ourselves #what do you mean the writers care about the characters now. what do you mean we might not have to make the content ourselves anymore.#what universe are we in

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mdverse · 3 months

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cheerios <3

#my art #digital art #fan art #art #glee #glee art #glee fanart #brittana #santana lopez #brittany s pierce #gleesource #brittanasource #may have put myself through all 5 stages of grief drawing the cheerios uniforms but it's fine it's worth it i think #sorry my last post was sad and depressing do u still think im cool 🥺👉👈

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starheirxero · 5 months

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WHAT IF THEY WERE FINE. WHAT IF EVERYTHING WAS OKAY :(((

everyone say thank you to @loving-delusions who made this whole post full of Lunar-core images and the ones centering around them and Eclipse made me so terribly emotional. had me choked up and sniffling and hiccuping. 10/10

#xero creations #THE SUN HASN’T EVEN RISEN FOR ME YET AND I’VE GONE THROUGH EVERY STAGE OF GRIEF OVER A BLORBO AHAJABAKQNS #THAT POST IN PARTICULAR HIT HOME FOR ME SO I WAS LIKE OH. OH I KMOW WHAT I NEED TO DO AHAJAHAJS #ALL OF U WEEP WITH ME /silly #edit bc i forgor 2 say it but lunar technically never having a childhood but still having it ruined will always b so sad 2 me :(#smth smth how is that possible. how is that fair.#sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #lunar and earth show #the lunar and earth show #tlaes #sams lunar #lunar sams #laes lunar #lunar laes #lunar #sams moon #moon

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macksartblock · 25 days

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Normal take my hand we’re going to therapy

#dndads #dndads spoilers #normal we have walked similar roads I am putting you in therapy post canon you will get through this #while his relationship with sparrow may not improve I’d like to think he eventually finds peace with that. it’s hard but it can be done #I did like a speed run through the stages of grief lol I think I was mainly upset bc a part of me wishes I could reconcile with my parent #but that’s just not a reality that can be pursued after being so deeply hurt at least not without harming myself further #and I think that’s very similar to Normal’s scenario #I don’t think I’ll get too deep here lol but meh #I am content and now just vibing #god I can’t wait for the CoC mini series though give me sweet horrors

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patolemus · 1 year

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I constantly think of Lucerys gaslighting gatekeeping and girlbossing his way through the war as a hostage to the Greens and I think it is too beautiful

Like, Larys Strong keeps getting in the way? Lucerys will pretend to be scared of him, create some fake proof of something nefarious he’s done (let’s the honest, the man has probably done it at some point) to show to the Council, and tell Aemond he feels unsafe with him around and that he wants his head

I imagine it would go somewhat like this:

“It was Larys Strong,” his voice echoes in the silence of the court room. Then, whispers break out, louder and louder until everyone is yelling.

The man in question looks surprised. He obviously never thought Lucerys would use this opportunity like this.

That is his problem then, for not realizing the beast that lurks beneath his skin.

“And what do you have to say for yourself under this accusation, My Lord?” Alicent asks. Her face has gone ashen, and Lucerys wonders how does it feel to have such an important ally be alienated like this.

“It is no true, of course. The Prince is probably mixing up his memories. He was in a very traumatic situation at the time,” Larys replies smoothly. It will not save him, even if this time he is innocent.

“I don’t feel safe around him,” despite his steely expression, Lucerys wills tears to well in his eyes. He grabs Aemond’s arm. “I want his head, qȳbor.”

It is not a request. It is an order.

Aemond unsheathes his sword before anyone can say anything else.

#five stages of grief au #just pretend everything I post is related to this #lucerys has aemond on a leash and he doesn’t even know #to clarify it is aemond who doesn’t know #lucerys is very well aware of the hold he has on his uncle #unhinged lucerys is my religion #lucemond #lucerys velaryon #aemond targaryen #aemond targaryen x lucerys velaryon #hotd #writing #ao3 #prompt #fanfic #fanfiction

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davidtennan-t · 5 months

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As bittersweet as today is feeling, I’m so eternally grateful my childhood Doctor and companion came back for one last story - these past three week have brought back a happiness I never thought I’d get to experience again. Seeing them both grow and how much they’ve matured has been wonderful and they’ve stolen my heart all over again 💙💙➕🔷

#soppy post I know #but I’m at the acceptance stage of grief today #david tennant #doctor who #donna noble #fourteenth doctor #dt #ten x donna #catherine tate #doctor who 60th #the giggle #fourteen x donna

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