#stray rambles

[yawnderu]

I think a lot about König's “with you until the end” voice line. In case you don’t play multiplayer —or COD—, every character has at least one special voice line whenever you’re watching your teammate's back. Most of them are extremely simple, such as “watching your six” and “with you, mate”, but this dramatic motherfucker just HAS to say he’s with you until the end. I hate that man

[boykisserbenbarnes]

me when a new k/da song finally comes out

[httpdwaekki]

alright fuckers it’s binnie loving hours.

my big binnie boy <33

[onesidedradiostatic]

I'm thinking about the stupid fucking parasocial dynamic between sir pentious and alastor. I have questions

the fact that sir pentious says "again" in the pilot and him saying they'd done battle "like 20 times" in episode 2, was this just like. a regular thing he did even prior to alastor's disappearance. where he would just come in every other week to attack alastor while he was casually doing stuff and alastor just forgot each and every time.

also keep in mind sir pentious is from the VICTORIAN ERA, he arrived in hell before alastor. how. how long has he known him. how long had he been DOING this.

sir pentious being one of the chronologically oldest major characters really makes you think about how much he has seen or knows about LMAO

also the fact that he says "for when I've slain you the almighty vees will finally acknowledge me as their equal" was he just thinking of alastor just being generally powerful that it'd be cool if he defeated him or did he know the specific significance of alastor in the context of the vees. I also find it funny that he found out about alastor's return BEFORE vox, yeah if he delivered a dead alastor to the vees after 7 years I'm sure that would've been one fucking hell of a shock

[calmlb]

something about Dazai being comfortable enough around Chuuya to be vulnerable and let him see his genuine reactions (especially his genuine shock) as he processes out loud is SO SO IMPORTANT TO ME

plus Chuuya not being shocked to see the genius at work tells us this isn’t the first time he’s seen Dazai actively figuring things out in real time…

the way Chuuya knows Dazai's nervous habits— noticing that Dazai is worried, and subtly checking on him. the way Dazai drops his facade in favor of putting all of his focus into the mental game at hand is such an obvious sign of trust & closeness for someone like Dazai, whose facade is his main form of defense

how they interact with each other in the downtimes when there’s nobody watching…

all i can think is, look how far they’ve come since they were 16 when Dazai couldn’t trust anyone with his plans. how even now, Dazai is always putting up his “all according to plan” front, even with the agency. how Chuuya is the one person we’ve seen him truly drop the mask around, and Chuuya doesn’t bat an eye. even their banter is ongoing, but subdued.

soukoku and their subtle displays of intimacy will be the death of me 💔

[whathorselegs]

There's just something about the rubble only being visible in Fyodor's shadow in this panel.

Something about how he destroys everything he touches, about how misery and ruin is all he's capable of creating, about how everything that's happening, has happened, all comes back to him.

Shadows usually obscure things from view, but darkness is all Fyodor is, that's where he's revealed.

[hyunjins-orange-slice-too]

i’m about to lose my goddamn mind. i’m at work and i see this? my face is so red. i can’t do this christopher i cant.

and he just goes “surprise..?”

[moonjxsung]

Han Jisung constantly being reduced to some lesser version of himself for struggles with anxiety/mental health, being rampantly feminized because he’s become 1/2 of the face of a popular ship within the fandom and consequently not fairly recognized for the sheer individual GENIUS he is; finally making a personal instagram and casually posting all the song covers he wants to, getting 3 tattoos in one session just because he can. Trusting us enough to share what the tattoos are on a fancall- sharing little tidbits of his personal life when he’s ready, and keeping things sacred to him when he’s still able to. Seeing him have this autonomy over himself and embrace the creative person he is and always has been is so, so refreshing. Maybe we’ll never know him beyond a killer instagram song cover, we’ll never see his baby photos or perhaps even bear witness to his first few tattoos. But we do know he cried 3 times watching the movie “Up”. And the little glimpses we get into his personality and his artistic vision as he walks this fine line between privacy and rawness as an idol are nothing short of endearing. I don’t know what was in those contract renegotiations, but he’s never seemed more like himself.

Han Jisung my multi-faceted muse. Do whatever you want if it means you’ll always be this fulfilled

[brainddeadd]

bang chan's dick has to be big. there's no way its not. it's long, and girthy, has a mushroom tip and a vein running along the underside. the tip flushes pink when he gets turned on, turning red the long he goes untouched.

lee minho's dick is long and thin, curving upwards slightly in the middle. his tip's leaky, always sticky with his pre-cum.

seo changbin's cock is short and fat. so fucking fat. it's impossible to take him without prep, even when you've been together forever. mushroom tip that flares out over his cock slightly, meaning an even bigger stretch. pretty and pink, twitches and jumps when you touch his stomach.

hwang hyunjin's cock is pretty. it's long, thin, flushes a blush shade of pink. his tip is a darker shade, only slightly, but it's there.

han jisung's dick is short and thick - not as thick as changbins - but it curves in the middle, his tip almost permanently leaking.

lee felix's cock is tanned, thick and long. there's multiple promenant veins running along it. there's freckles leading from his stomach to his cock, and his tip flushes an almost purple colour when he's horny.

kim seungmin's dick is long and thin, perfectly straight, and an even thickness across the length. his tip tan compared to the rest of his cock, making his cum stand out when it's leaking from him.

yang jeongin's cock is thick at the base, thinning as it reaches his tip, which curves slightly.

[turtlespancake]

i love seeing out of context posts about long-running stories with deep lore because it's always shit like "MAJOR SPOILER WARNING!! i can't believe that the metallic athenaeum's envoy actually used never-ending dance of the 57th universe on rionne as if she's not LITERALLY the incarnate of august?!?!" it's like buddy boy thank you for the spoiler tag but all of those words are incomprehensible without at least 5 years of foreshadowed knowledge, 7 different fan theories, and 21 wiki entries

[chuuya-fan-page]

I know we joke a lot about fast Dazai fell for Chuuya but honestly, I get it. Dazai spends who knows how long just wanting to die, not caring about life, not feeling human, only doing this job because he was promised a painless death at the end. And then he meets this loud cocky brat, who literally sparkles in Dazai's eyes, and he's so alive, he cares so much, he's wiling to be hated by the only family he's ever had to keep them safe. Of corse he was obsessed. He met someone who was so full of life and humanity the poor guy never stood a chance. It's part of why I love describing Chuuya from Dazai's point of view, he always looks beautiful. Could be beaten half to death and the way he's still so clearly alive would be borderline etherial.

-E

[boykisserbenbarnes]

why did ben barnes feel like his powers as darkling were lame compared to everyone else. i think controlling shadows and darkness is so sexy and valid. i want to be able to make it dark whenever i want because my eyes hate bright lights and i want to bitch slap my enemies with shadows.

[hermy-97]

why did NO ONE tell me that bsd beast would literally have more explicit soukoku than og???

LIKE???? CHUUYA IS DAZAI'S RIGHT HAND?? the CLOSENESS?? DAZAI'S SMIRK??

HELLO??? THE SEZUAL TENSION??? DAZAI'S FINGER ON CHUUYAS LIP??

also chuuya actually explicity showing his care about dazai??? this is FEEDING me rn

[iwantmochisoup]

skk cuddles inspired this post by @ohhcinnybuns :3c

i wanted to do comic strip style but gave up real fast, so it's a whole doodle page instead i guess o7 (btw, read (?) left to right)

[whathorselegs]

Your typical 'Kunikida and Chuuya bonding over how much Dazai annoys them' scenario where they're making jokes that they have a whole list for ways to get payback.

Only as they describe them to each other Kunikida's get increasingly graphic and unhinged to the point even Chuuya is concerned whether Dazai will survive until the end of the year. When Kunikida is finally done letting off steam, they sit in awkward silence for a moment before Chuuya says, "Buddy, I feel for you, and I admire the creativity, if you ever wanna make torture your career the mafia has a spot open for you, but Dazai is not worth the amount of life sentences you'll get for all that."

[hyuneblr]

bang chan ♡ one kid's room ep.04