#studyblr master lists

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Note Cards (December 2023)

1st Class Lever

2/3rd Down Femoral Shaft Diagram

2nd Law of Motion

Allosteric Fatty Acid Control

Antidiuretic Hormone

Arginase Disorder

Body Lever System

Bone Functions

Chemotherapeutic Mechanisms

Conservation Laws in Physics

Cytosol

Estuary

Extrasutural Bones

Genetic Transformation

Generalized vs Specialized Transduction

Growth Hormone

Hamstrings

Human Papillomavirus 16

Interpreting Bowel Sounds

Long Head of Biceps Femoris OIA

Long Head of Triceps Brachii

Metacarpal 1 - Dorsal

Nucleoside Reverse Transcriptase Inhibitors

Phage T4 Assembly

Physico-

Radius Upper Midshaft Diagram

Re

Rene-Robert Cavelier

Stylohyoid OIA

Submandibular Ganglion

Superior

Terminal Cisternae

Uses of Linezolid

Yucca faxoniana

Zhemaichu Horse

Zygomaticoorbital Foramen

[the---hermit]

study to do list april - may 2024

I am back into my studying routine and so I am writing a master to do list for my uni work for the next couple of months. This is going to be edited so much in the next few weeks, but having a bit public to do list is a good way to stay motivated and track my progress during long periods. The end goal of the next couple of months is to take two exams in the summer session, I will pick the precise dates as I work on everything but they will either be in June or at the beginning of July. Both require me writing a paper before the oral exam, which is not something I have to do often so it's going to be extra work for me.

English lit

reread the merchant of venice while annotating all the useful passages for the paper

reread and adjust previously made annotations on MOV text

read and annotate the sources I had previously found

look for more sources for the paper

read and annotate said sources

plan paper structure

first draft

edit first draft

additional edits (?)

reread richard II (and rewrite annotations in pen)

reread important passages in paradise lost and rewrite annotations in pen

additional reread of the merchant of venice to prepar for the oral exam (so not focusing only on the paper topics)

write key words for each scene in the plays

reread assigned articles (RII, MOV, PL) write/check notes about them (RII, MOV, PL)

reread notes taken in class

read addtional notes friend sent me

out loud reviews

Modern history lab

fix notes after every lecture in order to stay on top of things

start writing down potential presentation/paper ideas

look for sources

read and annotate sources

outline of the paper

write first draft

edit draft

send to professor

[thestudyfairy]

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 ɪɴᴅᴏɴᴇꜱɪᴀɴ

𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘴

𝐢. Why and what recourses

𝘓𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘷𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘣/𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘳

𝐢. Greetings

𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘴

𝐢.

[samduqs]

A Dead Djinn in Cairo, The Angel of Khan el-Khalili, The Haunting of Tram Car 015 by P. Djèlí Clark (novellas)

A Master of Djinn by P. Djèlí Clark 💫

Héroes Mitológicos by M. R. Padilla

Lord of Swans by Amberlyn Holland

King of Beasts by Amberlyn Holland

The Forgotten Room by Licoln Child

Full Wolf Moon by Lincoln Child

The Guest List by Lucy Foley

The Marlow Murder Club by Robert Thorogood

The Shadow of the Gods by John Gwynne 💫

[glowettee]

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2024 Goal Setting for People Who Used to be Studyblr Queens and are Now Just Muddling Through Adult Life

I know you, you know me. I've had this account since I was freshly 16 and I'm 23 (and a half) now, and I can guarantee there's loads of you in the same boat right now.

Where did I go? What did I do? I finished my Master's Degree and realised (with some trepidation) at the end of it that I'd achieved everything that was on my list of things to achieve ever, and I didn't really have a plan on what I was going to do, so for what may have been the first time in my life I just...winged it. Started measuring progress according to how I felt about it. And it worked! Lots of good has come out of it so let me suggest some goal setting approaches to help if you're in a similar position (and given the studyblr -> chaos pipeline I might suggest there's at least a few people this might help)

Point 1 - Don't set yourself academic goals

"But Study Like You Mean It, I always set academic goals!" I hear you say. I appreciate the irony of my username in relation to this. Point is, you're not in academia anymore. You need to stop goal setting like you're in academia, and the easiest way to do this is to stop setting academic goals.

"But I like the pursuit of knowledge!" I hear you counter. So do I, but if you've just come out of a hothouse academic setting, you *really* need to consider who you're goal setting for. Do you like the idea of being a polyglot by the end of the year? Sure, fine, whatever, but consider who you're goal setting for. Do you want to be a polyglot because you like the process of learning languages, or because you want to show to others that you know languages? It sounds silly, but you're not working to a grade anymore, and it's absolutely essential that you reflect on why you like doing academic things. This doesn't apply to everyone, but I would kick off the process of self-reflection on this (because you know the Studyblr types are most likely guilty of performative learning) by refusing to set yourself academic goals.

If you don't hit a yardstick, what's the worst that will happen?

(nothing- the answer is nothing and you need to start getting comfortable with that)

Point 2 - Set Process-Based Goals

Building on the last point, if you want to have achieved something by the end of the year, how can you frame it in a way that's definitely not you trying to put down a point to show to others that you've improved, and instead internalise your sense of progress? Maybe the goal you set is "by the end of the year, I want to feel like I understand internalised growth and progress", and you'll know at the end of the year when you self-reflect if you've succeeded in that.

Otherwise, set a process-based goal. If you want to get better at something, but know you're guilty of holding yourself to externalised yardsticks, set yourself a goal that's about the process rather than the result. Scary, I know. For example, say you want to start playing a sport. If you go in without a process-based goal, you could end up saying to yourself "I want to put myself in a position where I qualify for a team two leagues above by the end of the season," which is a SMART* goal, but incredibly determined by outside reflections on your own ability, and very end-result focused. There's a time and a place for goals like this, but if you're coming off a high-intensity academic environment, I would argue that it's not the right place. Instead, what about "I will show up every week and be positive about the fact that I'm not perfect"? It's about the learning process, and I think post-university a lot of people fall out of love with the actual learning process, and become too mired in results.

*specific, measurable, achievable, relevant, time-bound

Point 3 - What happens if you don't hit your goal?

I love asking this question to people who've come out of academic environments.

Literally what's going to happen if you can't meet the goal that you've set for yourself when you set an end-goal focused goal?

Nothing!!!!!

It's so freeing. Embrace it! There are no time bounds on learning, so enjoy the learning! There's no exam to pass, no professors to wow, no applications to get accepted. It's just you learning how to be you, and remembering why you love to get good at things!

Part 4 - Habits =/= Goals

This one maybe is a bit tricky to explain. It's the difference between "I'm going to get into the practice of reading on my commute when I can" and "I must finish 10 books this year by reading on my commute when I can". One of them is about introducing something new into your life because it makes you feel good, and the other one is about setting limits on that because you feel you need to control the way that you enjoy things (this comes from academia putting constraints on learning, etc.).

Be patient with yourself, for goodness' sakes. Get into the habit and enjoy the process, don't automatically find ways to be masochistic about it.

My Goal Setting Approach

Now I've clarified the kinds of goals to set in this new and scary world, I'll run through my approach to implement them. First thing to note is I like setting lots of goals, but then those all get broken into little habits that I can focus on in my day to day, as well as timeline-less tasks to accomplish when I've got the time free.

I start with areas I'd like to improve myself in (again, not as a discipline thing, but towards the vision that I might be a more rounded and enriched person because of it):

Personal - how can I become more introspective/calm/mindful?

Financial - how can I become more fiscally responsible now I'm an adult?

Social - how do I make time for others?

Work - what does progress at work over this year look like?

Sport - this can be replaced by whatever your main hobby is

Intellectual - how can I enrich myself and learn about things that I'm interested in?

I won't run through all of these, but I'll create some examples:

Domain: Financial - how can I become more fiscally responsible now I'm an adult?

General points on this: I can save more money, I can improve my credit score, I can pay off some loans

Habits: for the first, I can maybe aim to save 20% of my takehome, by putting 10% in at the start of the month, and trying to put 10% in at the end if I've got enough, and I can set up the timelineless task of opening a high interest-rate savings account for money that I don't need for emergency access; for the second, I can set the timelineless task of setting up a credit card, and get into the habit of paying for my groceries with it; for the third, I can sit down and look at how much of my takehome I can dedicate to this, and then get into the habit of paying off a sustainable amount

Now, I have the timelineless tasks fo getting a credit card, opening a new savings account, and sitting down and looking at my loans, and then I have the two habits of tucking bits of money away and paying off some loans. Note that there's nothing that's made it too urgent (which I admit is a privilege) and there's nothing that tells me I'm a bad person for not being able to do it. Another example:

Domain: intellectual - how can I enrich myself and learn about things that I'm interested in?

General points on this: I would like to read more broadly, I would like to improve my French, I would like to understand more about world events

Habits: for the first, I can read on my commute when I can get a seat on the train, as I have half an hour each way so I can use that time to read. I can set the timelineless task of exploring the kinds of books that I'd like to read; for the second, I can choose to consume more French media when I feel like I have the mental capacity. I also have to speak French at work, so I want to get into the habit of not cowarding out and switching to English (scary but doable); for the last, I can get into the habit of watching the evening news (so it's contained within a time slot and I'm not being overwhelmed by the 24h news cycle) and I can set the timelineless task of picking up a copy of a magazine like the economist once in a while to get a deeper understanding.

So the habits to get into are reading on my commute, choosing to speak more in French, and watching the news when I can; the tasks are maybe picking up a copy of a magazine and coming up with a reading list.

The whole point of this approach is it breaks your bigger goals into a timeline-free to-do list, and then a list of small habits that you can get into. The good news is that there's no punishment for failure! If I want to listen to the Bongo's Bingo Greatest Hits playlist on the train one morning instead of reading about the modern history of Cambodia, nobody's going to come along and tell me off for not being serious enough, or clever enough, or "academic" enough about my approach to life. The to-do list aspect I find immensely helpful, as often I struggle to write larger-level to-do lists when I'm in the middle of the year, because I don't have the same kind of clarity over the types of progress I want to make when I'm in the middle of things.

Anyway, I hope this is useful, and a good counterpoint to the mindset that everyone who's ever been near Studyblr has. Learning now is only for enjoyment, so enjoy that aspect! Live your life! Understand that the process of betterment is all about enriching your personal sphere and nothing about other people because (drumroll) literally nobody else cares! In a good way! Nobody cares that you've not mastered Polish in 3 weeks or read the entire academic output of Montaigne in a week! And it's cool if you have, but the person you are is more important, and freeing yourself from external yardsticks is so so crucial!

Love to anyone who read this far ♥

[owlchimedes]

I'm sooo glad to find an envi sci studyblr!!! It feels like it's so rare.

yess!! there are like none of us out here! possibly it has to do with the venn diagram of tumblr users and people who go outside being separate circus tents, but that said, I'll list some cool people I follow if you want more env sci on your dash.

i was in parasocials with mallaidh-ann when he was working with seals and now he's doing salmon fishery work? swoon

headspace-hotel does environmental rage like no one else and also insanely good poetry

@hellsitegenetics is new and very funny

MC does fantastic work with @reasonsforhope to promote good environmental and human rights stories

@memecology makes me laugh, though they've been afk for a bit

@deadnaturalhistories is a natural history PhD candidate

@ecologie-txt is an ecology PhD candidate

@botanyshitposts is what is says on the tin (also, very smart)

@fatehbaz does anticolonial ecology 👌🏼

@weird-ecologies does wildlife conservation and scicomm

I really liked my friend's blog eco-filth but I think our upcoming master's thesis ate them...

mutuals with @endless-forms who's a science journalist

@wilder-thyme does archaebotany (wow!)

@moon-thestars is/was a biodiv conservation student, may be afk

nollectquest posts some foraging/homesteading content that I really enjoy

gallusrostromegalus likewise has an excellent #The Garden At The End Of The Universe tag

wild-west-wind is a park ranger

I've tagged those who are studyblrs and simply linked to those who are more personal blogs so as not to bother them too much. The best advice (imo) for finding envsci people on this hellsite is to hover around the solarpunk/tolkien/hozier/gardening/trc/justice tags and reblog-hop until you find somebody cool.

Feel free to add recs or nominate your own blog if you fall into any kind of botany, environmental science, zoology, conservation gig! Love to extend the circle!

[coffeestainedprogress]

We Back!

After two years of feeling lost post undergrad, we finally have a direction folks! I'm so excited that I got into an English Master's program set to start this upcoming fall. Additionally, I got a Teaching Assistantship, so I'll be teaching undergraduate College Composition this year as well!

To go from teaching high school English to College Composition virtually overnight is pretty wild. I'm excited because with this program, I will be the primary instructor for this course-- not a TA listed under another professor. I'm so excited to begin this opportunity in a few short weeks!

What does that mean for this blog? I'll finally be back! I'll actually have a reason to bullet journal, study, take notes, and lesson plan. For those of y'all who have stuck around for this journey even through my extended hiatuses-- thank you. Super excited to get back into the studyblr community <3

[er-cryptid]

Note Cards (January 2024)

1/3 Down Femoral Shaft Diagram

1st Cuneiform Anatomical Siding

3-Phosphoglycerate Derivatives

3rd Class Lever Diagram

55 Cancri c

A. floridanum

Amplification of Enzymes Diagram

Archaeologist

Arginine

Bedsore

Cardiac Valve Sounds

Carnitine Acyltransferase Reaction

Cranial Nerve 8 Dysfunctions

D2700 Skull

Diagnosing Leishmaniasis

DNA Polymerase

Enzyme Catalysis

Features of Genus Homo

Guide RNA

Human Lifespan

Locations of Preganglionic Soma

Longissimus Regions

Methanogenesis

Middle Proteins

Morphology of Pelvis

Multiple Displacement Amplification

NADPH and Glucose 6-P

NH3 and Glycine Synthase Reaction

Occipital Belly of Occipitofrontalis OIA

Penicillinases

Peptide Bond Torsion Angles

Pulp Development Zones

Rectus Abdominis OIA

RM3 Tooth - Buccal View

Roles of Actin Filaments

Safkhet

Schwann Cells vs Oligodendrocytes

Siding Distal Tibia

SOS Response

Southern Sugar Maple

spino-

TH17 Cells

Tibial Groove for Flexor Hallucis Longus

Upper Midshaft of Humerus Diagram

Vena Jugularis

Y. faxoniana

Zygomaticus

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[iz-codes]

Intro post

Hi, I'm Iz! I'm making a studyblr/codeblr to try to hold myself a little more accountable with work, school, etc. My day job is mostly writing Python and I'm currently working on a master's in computer science (in my first semester right now). I'll try to post daily progress updates and maybe pictures. If I remember to update this post then at some point it'll list tags I use!

[the---hermit]

I am not a big procrastinator usually but there's some tasks i have been avoiding like the plague so here's a to do list to hold myself accountable. To make it less overwhelming the goal is to complete at least one task each week.

Replace protective glass on phone

Music stuff on phone

Upload travel pictures on laptop

Tattoo plan for real (couting this as done since I might wait to get an appointment around my birthday time, as for the designs and placement and all I am on board with my ideas. The only thing I need to do now is to find time to work more while I also study to have enough money to get inked)

Book appointment to get degree documents

Update reading journal

Start posting the book rec posts i have written like 6 months ago and never posted because i am a fool

[joynwhimsy]

welcome to my blog!

-> sage, he/she, 19 (main blog: @theaccidentfactory)

-> junior in college, clinical psychology major with an interest in neurochemistry and psychopharmacology

-> graduated with my Associate's in psychology. Working towards my Bachelor's degree. Hoping to obtain Masters or Doctorate someday and practice in clinical psych

-> previously a dual enrollment high school-college student

-> auDHD, bipolar, osdd, trying to take care of myself and my academic career

-> this blog will mainly have studyblr things, updates and to-do lists, productivity, as well as mental health, educational posts and positivity. Perhaps some poetry and art

-> Interests I will post on this blog: mental health education, neurobiology and neurochemistry, history of psychology, psychopharmacology, neuroscience in general, baking, poetry, art (specifically Dutch painters from the impressionism or modernism eras), creative writing, crochet and knitting (i am still learning though), sewing, and cats :)

-> VERY against AI, especially in academia

-> I am writing a podcast! I may post about it on here, but it will mostly be in #my pod on my main blog

-> triggers: all main triggers will be tagged #tw thing, please lmk if you need anything specific tagged /gen

-> thats all i have right now, thanks for reading!

-> header image: The Artist's Garden at Giverny by Claude Monet

-> profile image: Dutch Woman in a Garden by George Hitchcock

[sophocused]

oct 26, 2024 | mid 20s era

I'm 25, unemployed, married, and we moved into our first house. I'm going to sound so ungrateful and whiny, but I still have this old studyblr where I can shout into the void. At the end of the day, I'll blame late stage capitalism but let me get into the crucks and quirks of it all. It's the being sheltered for 22 years by 1st generation immigrant Filipino parents. It's the fatphobia faced since I was 7 years old. It's being the youngest sibling that everybody thinks is stupid and that having boundaries is just me being a bitch. It's being a burnt out gifted kid who instead of being able to follow their dreams and make sixfigs as a pharmacist by 2023, is unemployed after being discriminated against for 9 months at her old desk job, and graduated with a general science degree that can't get her into a master's because ya need a 4-year major for that. It's the 4 years of rumination that I might have autism or ADHD after being misdiagnosed with just type 2 bipolar disorder. It's all of these ways that the cards fell in my life, and I've just been having to deal deal deal.

Long story, long, I got into my firt serious relationship right before lockdown happened in 2020. We decided to stick it out despite not getting to do all the honeymoon stage dates and romantic whatnots for a whole 2 years. Before you worry that, oh no, did the relationship go awry as well? No, it's the one thing I can trust as a constant in my life, we got married last year (2023).

We moved in together last year as well, spedrun because haha actually my parents got in the way so many times of how often we could see each other, we had a curfew of 8:30pm, we couldn't see each for almost 6 months in 2022 when everyone else was reconnecting with their loved ones, ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. PARENTS. I was 20-23 years old throughout this whole relationship, and my parents had that much power over my actions.

Now fast-forward to this year, I've maneuvered through my in-laws trying to make me some kind of trad wife/sister-in-law, we've moved into our dream home, which is... Any house, in this economy. But more specifically, we are forrtunate enough to have a house/home that checks all our boxes. I swear I'm doing the work, not a day goes by that I DON'T think about how much I need to improve as a person to fit suddenly into this life where every move isnt under a microscope, I answer to no one, and I'm just in a happy healthy marriage in my own space with our 2 cats.

I can't catch up. That's just how I feel. I feel my environment and surroundings have all glowed tf up, on paper it's great and magical and much much better than the 20 years I was with my narcissistic, emotionally, and sometimes physically, ab*sive parents. It's like... I was in survival mode so long, my mind and body can't accept the "War is Over" theme in my surroundings.

I can't enjoy it. I can't relax. There's always something that needs to get done, me without enough spoons for it, and me feeling ounces and ounces of guilt and shame and frustration that my body doesn't keep up with the ever-ending to-do list in my brain. No therapy buzz words can be enough to spring me into permanent action. I need momentum or there's nothing. Momentum is so easily lost, and so difficult to regain.

I write this and hope, that a month, three months, even a year from now, I hope I've cut myself some slack and gave myself the room and time to breathe. This is a normal reaction after being in hypervigilant survival mode for 20 of my most sentient years.

My incentive is: actually take time to enjoy my situation/reality, shake the habits of feeling guilty for existing and relaxing, create and follow through with goals instead of just ruminating, intellectualizing, and getting trapped in thought trains of grandeur.

[tismcosmology]

hello tumblr welcome to my humble studyblr

im lyra, and after many years of lurking i am actually blogging on the blog website. insane

while I'm on study terms, I post weekly summaries of my upcoming assignments to help me organize and keep track of my thoughts. I also use this as a dumping ground for my academic adjacent special interests, pretty space pictures, and any of my notes app essays.

Academics:

in my second year of physics and astronomy (BSc) with a minor in biophysics

end goal of obtaining my PhD in cosmology! possible thesis topics include black holes, galaxy evolution, dark matter/energy, or cosmological models (timescape model my beloved..,)

dont ask me what im doing after that, I have no idea. whatever pays enough money to live off of

considering a masters in biophys / quantum biology

I have a college diploma in pre-med !

About me:

nonbinary (he/they) and somewhere on the aro/ace spec

french canadian 🇨🇦

I have a pet rabbit!

I have. so many special interests in the sciences. far too many to list here. so go look at the post I made that has all of them :)

[studyingsciencesdrinkingcoffee]

To-Do 18/10/22

Fix linear dependency issue

Fix duplicate samples in subsamples

Run central analysis

Go for a walk

Go for my 3k run

Fold laundry when it is dry

Self care: journal and watch trashy TV

[er-cryptid]

Note Cards (February 2024)

2nd Law and Acceleration

3' Untranslated Region

3rd Cuneiform Facet Shape

4th Rib and Age

18-Aldocorticosterone

30S Initiation Factors

Actions of Adductor Magnus

Age and Cranial Sutures

Ancylostoma duodenale Pathogenesis

Anthropological Linguistics

Brachialis OIA

Breeding Isolates

Causes of Negative Nitrogen Balance

Chemokines

Components of Hill Plots

Derivatives of Oxaloacetate

Echinococcosis

Endocrinology

Femoral Popliteal Surface

Fibularis Brevis

Flexor Digiti Minimi Brevis OIA

H. erectus at Ceprano Site

IgE

Ilex verticillata Names

Intermediate Filament

LCL vs MCL

Malate Dehydrogenase 1

Nail Matrix

Neanderthal Metabolism

Obturator Nerve Muscles

Parts of Epiphyses

Peptide Bond Structure

Primary vs Secondary Metabolites

sanguino-

Selective Pressures

Siding Metacarpal 3

Skull of Arago 21

Steps of Whole-Genome Shotgun Sequencing

Strongyloides stercoralis

Structure of α-Helix

T. Dale Stewart

T. trichiuria Appearance

Talus - Plantar View

Taphonomy

Teres Minor

Transcriptional Fusion

Trichuris trichiuria Pathogenesis

Vena Cava Inferior

venulo-

Zygomatic - Lateral View

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