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fives-girlfriend · 2 years ago

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God I wish I could be on a different planet rn. @ any clone take me into your fucking arms

#tag vent incoming ->#god i fucking. hate. not being able to be normal abt people talking in other rooms #the moment the MOMENT i hear my parents voices in their bedroom or in the living room or wherever the fuck that isnt my bedroom #i immediately just. freeze up. i lock tf up and hone in everything into listening #searching for intonations to determine moods #waiting for raised voices #waiting for screaming waiting for crying waiting for absolutely foundation-quaking yells of fury and frustration #things have been mostly alright lately but #hell even back at college i would end up locking up when i heard people yelling down the hall #when i was 50+ miles away from home with complete strangers #but my body jumped to 'your parents are yelling again and youre caught in the middle again'#i just want one day. one day where i can feel safe #one day where i can hear people talking in the next room over and not turn into a statue intent on listening and playing crowd control #re;my post: @any clone take me into your fucking arms. please.#any fucked up backwater planet youre deployed on is better than here

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chaobunnyarts · 1 month ago

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been my state of being recently

#rabbit #vent art #idk what to tag this as #bunny #artist on tumblr #my phd is crushing me and my main source of income is uncertain for the forseeable future #but i still gotta work

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styxxsyringe · 9 months ago

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i want to delete my twitter account so fucking bad

#i grew my following off of anime stuff and now i'm into completely different stuff and i feel like posting about it -#will alienate my audience way too much #(if you wanna know - these days i hardly even watch one anime a year)#i wanna post about the fuckin saw movies and postal and weird video games and metalocalypse and music i like #and i want to post about my ocs without it feeling like i'm speaking gibberish to a crowd #but none of my followrs GIVE A FUCK #also i find it impossible to make friends on twt 😭😭😭😭 i have like 5 mutuals i'd consider friends #but alas i have too many industry pro followrs to just deactivate #and 40k followers is invaluable as someone whose only form of income rn is comms #tumblr has similar problems but at least i can talk about my ocs properly cuz of tagging #i don't like how monetized my account has become it feels so fucking disingenuous #it's just retweet retweet retweet post art retweet retweet #if twitter went under it'd be a blessing in disguise for me #oh well. suffering from success i guess #maybe one day i'll move accounts and KILL STARRYSHARKS ONCE AND FOR ALL #this is all 13 yr old me's fault #sorry for ranting/venting ig??? on main lol

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traumatoonz · 12 days ago

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#vent incoming #so keep scrolling if u dont like vents #but ummmm #life is hard ! 🥲#its really kicking my fucking ass rn no joke #going out of town again even tho i hust came back #im stressing and these feelings in the pit of my stomach is making me sick #and im not ready for any of the bullshit that comes with seeing my family esp during an emotional time with everyone #i seriously am losing my shit #im sorrycif my art gets weird #weirder ! *#i will tag things of course #lmk if the shit ive been drawing now needs to be tagged a certain way #i am just really gling thru it and idk if ill ever be okay #pls dont feel pressured to reach out #i just need to get this shit out somewhere #i want to scream until my throat is raw and pull my hair until i have none left #im normal and sane 🥲🥲🥲#time to make my favs suffer

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the-fandom-queenxox · 7 months ago

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Besties I am straight up not having a good time rn

#rats smp #rats smp 2 #rats in paris #squeaksblr #squeakblr #venting in the tags incoming soz>>>#can i just rot can i just perish and die can i just stop existing i was not build for any of these #the week just started and i am suffering greatly #why can things just go my way once

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kiwisandpearls · 4 months ago

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it feels like it’s slowly getting harder for me to post my funny haha stupid little posts here. The world is going more and more to shit and I’m genuinely really scared for what’s going to happen to me and people like me in the future. But I still want to maintain the original purpose of this blog; to be a place where I rant and rave about my silly little interests. Things are going to be very hard, and sometimes I feel guilty for not constantly posting about real world issues on my blog. But I’m not sure that would help anyone, and I want to be able to have my spaces to be able to decompress so I’m able to at least help some people later down the line. Can’t help secure someone else’s oxygen mask before securing our own y’know

I guess this is all to say “fuck it we ball”

#feeling down ⌞ 🌧️🗝️⌝#talk away ⌞🍵🍋 ⌝#I’m just gonna say now #big fat “kind of” on all of these next incoming tags lol #vent ish #venting to the void #us politics #queer #poc #disabilities #proship #why am I tagging my post this?#you have as much of a good idea about why as I do #that is to say I honestly don’t know #maybe this is probably the best time for me to pick up other hobbies #stay safe out there

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diegusting · 8 months ago

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Peak gluttony

#I love being the biggest eater #his face at the end like he didn’t just eat an Asian family sized portion of popcorn #more screenshots most likely incoming in the upcoming days-#I’ve been working on projects but I wanted to prioritise time with friends and family #also it’s cleaning night Friday and I can’t afford to not follow this routine #the tags always end up being my funky vent space don’t they #identity v #idv #jose baden #idv first officer #idv jose baden

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lieutenantselnia · 6 months ago

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Actually I think it's a bit unfair that I can't be an astrophysicist and a historian and a game developer and a marine biologist and an archaeologist and an author and a seamstress at the same time

#I think I have a quarter-life crisis /hj #like I want to make space discoveries but I also want to analyse ww2 battles and I want to-#study the behaviour of whales and I want to create fictional worlds and I want to sew costumes and and and #there's so much knowledge out there to be learned and things to try out how are you supposed to do this all in one lifetime?#when you're expected to start working a fulltime job and stay in that line for the rest of your life??#though my problem isn't necessarily that I don't wanna be doing that job - it's more that I don't *only* wanna be doing that job #I just wish I could just try different job fields and see what they're like for like 2-3 years before trying out something else #but since they're all so different I'd have to start from the bottom again every time which probably also means worse payment etc #and I just don't have the time for that because I'd also like to build a stable life and maybe have a family later on #plus some of these jobs are just don't pay very well to begin with #I swear if I was rich and didn't have to worry about regular income I'd probably just be a forever student and study a whole bunch of stuff #just because I want to #unless I win the lottery I'll probably just start working fulltime though once I hopefully finish my master's #however I've already been thinking about signing up for studying history afterwards regardless - just for fun without pressure #I love the topic and then I wouldn't have the pressure of *needing* to find a job in the field afterwards #bc it's hard to find something unless you go for the teacher (or maybe professor) route plus pay seems kinda meh either way #but we'll see #I don't even know what this post is supposed to be. like not really a vent but. still complaining? idk #I don't know how to tag this #selnia talks

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wompwomf · 1 year ago

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kids these days will want anything to be a trauma story for them

"my dad groomed me" and "im a ramcoa survivor"

and then when you ask them about it they end up describing their dad being a normal loving parent and they just left a church because the pastor was mean once (he was probably pointing out bad behavior in sunday school)

and as a survivor of grooming, i can't say anything on the ramcoa bit, its fucking disgusting how many kids will call me a groomer for wanting to be friends, or for calling them a nickname, you can be friends with people of other ages and not be romantic

and im sorry if this part specifically offends you, but 2-3 year age gap IS NOT GROOMING, grooming is 5 or more years apart when one or both is under the age of 18!! and 17 year olds, stop trying to make every adult out to be a groomer for trying to help you

ive met people who are actual groomers, and people who have been groomed, if an adult inconveniences you YOU ARE NOT BEING GROOMED, being groomed is when the intent is specifically and clearly romantic and or sexual INITIATIVE FROM SOMEONE OLDER, if you are making advances on an adult, youve been groomed or your fucked up, but that is on the adult to stop or block you!!! YOU making advances and them stopping you IS NOT GROOMING and im tired of people acting like it is!!!

stop pretending to have actual trauma from something non traumatic, when you ACTUALLY get groomed i will listen and console you, if you say your groomed i will believe you UNTIL i hear your story, if your story is just a normal encounter with someone 2 years or older and YOU interpreted it as romantic or sexual, im leaving you and your trauma at the door because I couldn't care less

here are the definitions if grooming and pedophilia, YOU ARE NOT BEING GROOMED!! if your experience does in fact fit into these definitions, i recommend getting help from a friend or a professional to get out of this problem, whether you are a pedophile, or are being victimized by one, and i sincerely hope everything gets better, my prayers are being sent to you and to a safe recovery 💜

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jakeperalta · 2 years ago

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spent weeks psyching myself up to stand up to my mum and then immediately got shot down by her 😃👍

#vent incoming i apologise in advance for the long tags #we've lived together just the two of us since dec 2021 (although her boyfriend is here like 2/3 of the time as well)#and since i got my job in march 2022 i have been paying half of all the bills (literally down to like tv license when i barely watch the tv)#which is £300 a month #plus i buy all my own food + pay for the amazon prime she uses + contribute to various household things like toilet roll etc #and she doesn't have a mortgage so i am paying the same amount as her to live in her house #(and it is very much her house not our house)#and I've never been very happy with any of that but never complained either #but then recently it turned out she never set up the water bill when we moved in (it's one of the only bills i didn't sort for us)#so we have a huge backdated bill from dec 2021 and i knew she was going to tell me to pay half #so for the past month or so I've been preparing myself for this conversation and sure enough today she came and said 'we owe £700'#so i was like 'oh i thought maybe it would've been covered by my £300/month' which is the biggest stand I've been able to work myself up to #and she immediately started going on about how i live here too and use water too so it's just as much my responsibility to pay #and how when we're both earning i should be paying my share and i was like yeah i know that's why i never complained about paying before #but also i already pay more than most people would to live with their parents #and she went off about how actually most people charge their grown up kids rent on top of the bills so really i'm lucky i don't have to #(when she got the original £300 figure it was actually rounded up from like £240 to include 'rent' but i wasn't gonna bring that up now)#and in conclusion she doesn't see why she should be subsidising my bills #like i don't know maybe because you're my MOTHER and i am your CHILD who is just starting out in the adult world #and maybe that entitles me to being treated better than some lodger???!!!!!#anyway i paid the bill and now i'm trying and failing at not crying at my desk 😃#talking

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pechebeche · 1 year ago

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maybe i need to apply for ssi [ssi requires 25 steps many of which are highly involved] maybe i need to be deceased actually

#ask to tag #vent post #it feels like giving up to go through with it too. it isnt but it Feels like it #but trying to push through the end of this course has really reminded me once again #that i just. cannot do it. I Just Cant Do It #and after all those steps i dont even know if id get it because my parents make good income #even though living in that house is Actively Damaging to my mental health

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letterstokareokay · 26 days ago

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Can this be him?

The one I have waited centuries to see?

How strange… so far from his path that I barely see the promise of glory.

Can this be him???

This… Hellboy?

#vent post #cw vent #personal vent #vent blog #vent #vent art #vent in tags #vent incoming #poetry #venting #lil peep #lil tracy #poetic #not my poetry

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transgirltrish · 2 years ago

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to delete if I remember

#dont mind me.#i cant currently afford therapy and im not sure how to shift these feelings to comedy so im just gonna vent into the tags #i wonder if i really deserve this much love in my life.#do i really deserve 2 gfs who love me as incredibly as mine do?#do i really deserve to be greedy and ask two other girls to also be my gf?#i know figuring out if people really deserve love is dumb and everyone deserves to be loved #but a part of me says thats just cuz everyone else deserves it and i dont #part of me says i dont have enough interesting about me to warrant this many gfs #part of me also thinks i shouldn't be trying to date like this when i have no income/money #i know I'm probably fine #but imposter syndrome is a bitch and a half so these thoughts persist

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minnnieminmin · 2 years ago

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stuck between wanting people to know i'm autistic and treat me accordingly, but not differently...

does this make sense?

#actuallyautistic #autism #like i want them to understand that i don't know everything but not like i don't know anything #vent in tags incoming but i want to yell from the roof times that i am autistic #the reason why i do and think stuff is because i am autistic #i prefer a different thing than you? it's because i'm autistc #i have autism dude!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#aw-tis-m #i am fundamentally neurodivergently different from you!!!!!!!!! wowie!!!!!!!#my years of repression does this to me sometimes #anyway tell someone you know that you're hella autistic today

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weedle-testaburger · 2 years ago

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i wish i had a time machine for the specific purpose of going back in time to book stuff i really should've done when i had time and/or it was cheap enough to

#personal crap #apologies for the incoming #vent in tags #i was so excited about going on holiday during half term but with the rail strikes and an event my dad's doing at the weekend i can't #and a few weeks back i had some time off and blew it all doing jobhunting that went nowhere #not to mention i only just booked a hotel for me and my friend for the concert we're going to and it was about twice as expensive #as if I'd GOTTEN OFF MY LAZY FAT ARSE AND DONE IT WHEN WE BOOKED THE FUCKING CONCERT #sorry I'm just really cross with myself

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umbrellanest · 2 years ago

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There are many things that make me feel like the state of the country is in shambles but I really am feeling it right now as I try to look for a place to live

#text post #i think what it is is that I'm never meant to own a home ever #not unless i live with a double income partner apparently #and even then it's more expensive than it should be #my parents keep wanting me to keep looking for a decent place for a low price but they do not understand that that's not a thing anymore #so when i find a place that i might settle for they just keep shaking their heads disapprovingly and I'm just stressed and tired #ultimately it's up to me i know but i also know the recent nice place i looked at was too expensive #but it's frustrating that my parents want me to find a new modern place for half the price and I'm like #fucking where??#this turned into more of a vent in the tags than i was expecting #i know I'm lucky to even think about buying a place I'm just frustrated and I've been holding off on complaining about it bc of that #but it's been like half a year maybe

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