#the lyrics are a bit sad but i like the song sm

[homosexual-fast-dancer]

still up for 🍄 ask? :0

also stay cool!

Of course Wisp you too! Hmmm, this song really does remind me of you

aesthetic anime and such a cool instrumental I think it fits you well! Especially with your more... um, interesting f/os :3

[tayytayy12]

From the start | LN4 x Reader

Summary - Reader and Lando have been best friends for years, but reader slowly develops feelings for him, and didn’t want to tell him in fear that he wouldn’t feel the same and it would ruin their friendship forever, so she releases a song indirectly telling him everything, not knowing he’d always felt the same.

Warnings - Swearing

Type - SMAU

FaceClaim - Laufey

Requested - yes - no

Yourusername

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Yourusername - Studio sesh 😙

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User1 - OMG OMG OMG OMG

User2 - DOES THIS MEAN NEW MUSIC SOON ?!??!?

GracieAbrams - 💛

Yourusername - 🤍

User3 - She’s so adorable

User4 - Y/n I need whatever you made in that studio like right now pls

User5 - Oh Y/n I fear I can already tell you’ve ate

LandoNorris - HELLO WHY DIDNT I KNOW OF THIS ?

User6 - the first time she hasn’t told Lando something

Yourusername

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Yourusername - Surprise !!!!!!! My brand new single, ‘from the start’ is out right now! Along with its music video, written and directed by yours truly 😙 this song is unlike anything I’ve ever released before, it’s a complete and true raw reflection of all of my emotions, and I hope you love it like I do. I love you, enjoy 🤍

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User7 - OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

User8 - KNEW Y/N ERA INCOMING

User9 - THIS SONG IS EVERYTHING WHAT

User10 - The music video is so fun and goofy but somehow so deep at the same time, I love it sm 😭

User11 - Y/N WHO IS THIS ABOUT

User12 - FR SAME

User13 - YES LIKE, WHOS GOT OUR GIRL WRITING WHOLE ASS LOVE CONFESSIONS

User14 - Literally my new favourite song

User15 - Okay this is so about Lando

User16 - Girl what ?😭

User17 - I see their point, the lyrics point to all things that they’ve said about their friendship

User18 - Like what? 😭

User19 - Like ‘Listening to you harp on 'bout some new soulmate "She's so perfect, " blah, blah, blah’ Y/n has said so many times that sometimes Lando just sits there and says everything about the new girl he’s talking too and it bores her to death, I’d say that’s good enough proof 😭

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Y/n.Nation - Y/n was the guest on the Jimmy Fallon show last night !!!! She debuted from the start with its first ever live performance, then done her interview where she revealed that her new hit is about someone very very close and personal to her, her words were-

“From the start for me, is like a one of those letters that people write and throw into the fireplace just to get their emotions out there, but instead of writing a letter and throwing it into a fire I wrote a song and gave it to my fans. Which for me is kind of the same thing, they’re incredibly supportive and loving and I couldn’t be more grateful for them, every single one of them I love with my whole heart. This song is about something that I’ve been keeping to myself for maybe ten years now? Since I was still really young. God that makes me sound old, but it’s about someone I’ve known and been extremely close to since I was a child. And I think when you’re so close with someone, feelings like the one I’ve presented in the song can completely ruin a friendship if they’re unrequited, but the other day I decided it was time for me to ‘man up’ as my mum would say, and I went to the studio, I wrote and recorded the song and shot the video, and I just released it and I let my music do the talking. I’ve still not heard anything from the person I’ve aimed it too, so if I don’t get one I suppose that’s my answer to my ‘confession of love’ that I brought up at least seven times in the song.”

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User21 - Y/n told me she loves me

User22 - I’m crying this is so cute but a teeny bit sad at the same time

User23 - She actually lets us read her diary 🥲

User24 - Oh it’s so about lando 🥲

User25 - It’s so obvious I’m gonna cry

User26 - LANDO ANSWER HER RN

User27 - ‘Since I was really young’ she really has loved him from the start

User28 - Okay this relationship is a need now please

User29 - same it’s not even a joke anymore

User30 - Lando it’s in your hands now do the right thing

User31 - LANDO LIKED THAT HAS TO BE GOOD

LN.Updates

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LN.Updates - Lando on a podcast recently!!! He never addresses Y/n by name, but I think we’d be right in assuming that’s who’s he’s talking about

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User33 - MY LANY/N HEART HAS BEEN GROWING THIS PAST WEEK

User34 - I need someone who looks at me the way Lando looks whenever Y/n is mentioned

User35 - WE ALL DO

User36 - HE FEELS THE SAME HE FEELS THE SAME

User37 - Y/N LIKED OMGGG

User38 - Gonna die

User39 - I need them together right now

User40 - All the Lany/n haters right now are hiding

User41 - As they should be

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LandoNorris - Just thinking of youuuuu 🤍🤍

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User42 - EVERYBODY WAKE UP LANY/N HAS BEEN CONFIRMED

User42 - SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

User43 - RIP ME

User44 - WHY THE FUCK DID IT TAKE YOU TWO MONTHS TO CONFIRM THIS

LandoNorris - We was in a funny mood, we’ve been together since the day after that podcast 🫠

User45 - SHUT THE FUCK UP

User46 - So, before the even confirmed their relationship, they’ve been on a boat trip, she’s been to races, AND they’ve gone to the beach while we all through that they wasn’t together

User47 - The from the start lyrcis 😩

Yourusername - That was a great coffee

LandoNorris - I made a cute hard launch post and you focus on the coffee you had over a month ago?

Yourusername - It was a really good coffee 🥲

LandoNorris - I’ll buy you more

Yourusername - I love youuu 🥲

LandoNorris - I love you more 🤍

User48 - I’m going to sleep on the highway

Yourusername

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Yourusername - When I say from the start, I really mean it 🤍

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User49 - This is the kind of love I NEED.

LandoNorris - I love you, I always have

Yourusername - Funny, I could say that same thing. I love you so much more

LandoNorris - Impossible

User50 - This is why I wish my mum had a best friend with a son, cause this is the cutest thing I’ve ever seen.

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[mxqdii]

Haii! New follower here I was wondering if you could do hcs for Matt Sturniolo having a gf who’s a solo artist/in a band ??

hi love!! thank u sm for the follow! and tysm for the request! hope u enjoy<3

headcannons - m.s x singer gf

pairings: matt sturniolo x reader

summary: matt x singer reader headcannons!

warning(s): N/A

matt would so SO supportive like prove me wrong

he would go to every concert you/you & your band have + singing EVERY lyric (yes he knows 'em all)

he'd repost all your/concerts performances on his story 100%

if you were going on tour, he'd post the announcement along with some cringe cute paragraph saying how proud he is of you (im in tears)

honestly finds it so 🤭 that you can sing/play as well as you do (always praising u on how good you do)

if you have trouble writing a song, he wouldn't let you beat yourself up abt it considering how amazing you are.

he'd give you lyric/song ideas !!

IF YOU WROTE A SONG ABT HIM??? he's listening to the whole thing eyes wide (imagining this has me sobbing)

wears your merch (fans notice in the car vids)

fans would totally edit you two to one of your songs

if you wrote/played a sad song he'd probably ask you a bit about it but other than that absolutely astonished at your talent

if you're anxious before a show he'd be so good at calming your nerves, like i can totally see him backstage hyping you up and giving you breathing exercises

"you're gonna do great baby i know you will" AHHHSJKSJ

reminder that nick and chris would absolutely LOOOVVEE your music as well and support u the whole way through.

if you wrote and published a song you didn't like, matt would start posting with it and playing it until you liked it. (or he'd compliment little details of the song)

(for example ^) "i really like the drums during this part" or like "oh my god the lyrics during this part?" he'd do pretty much anything to make you as proud as he is (but you and him both know that's not possible as he is your number 1 fan.)

if you're in a band, he loves your bandmates and they all love him, they all mesh really well together.

would help you set up the stage before a concert

usually gets spotted in the crowd (vip section obvi) and fans edit they way he looks at you while you're performing.

if you WERE in a band and then announced a solo album, he would be so endlessly proud

you obviously show him all your music before you release it and he finds it so adorable, he'd watch you rant about every song and listen so intently.

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@strniolo @stargirlv0id @annaisabookworm

[xo-cod]

popstar!reader writing a song about ghost like y/n ends up writing so many songs about ghost it’s not funny, they have amazing lyricism but the first song they write about him isn’t necessarily a love song but more so goes along the lines of like ‘guys my age’ by hey violet or ‘older’ by isabel larosa when they start getting intimate with each bc You know they start fucking before they truly acknowledge their feelings for each other especially since ghost is emotionally constipated and ghost trying not to react to their newest song since they performed it live before releasing it on streaming platforms Ugh

awww babe, i love this sm!! i did the older song instead! :") nsfw + angst ahead! <3

think i need someone older

just a little bit colder

take the weight off your shoulders

think i need someone older

simon had heard the song and he'd never been so grateful for his balaclava before. he'd never been so grateful for his face covering, disguising how he truly felt inside. this song, the words, all of it was a direct message to him. he knew that, he wasn't stupid. why did it feel so hard to swallow? why did it hurt so bad? was it supposed to be a sad song? was there another meaning hidden between the lines?

he inhaled deeply, your words practically reverberating around his skull. ghost wasn't usually one to analyse every single detail but he found himself hanging onto your every last word in your songs.

what would a fully trained sas soldier, second in command to a dangerous task force have any business mingling with a popstar? god, he almost wished you were those snobby cruel people, it would make hating you that much easier. but you're everything he had ever wanted. he found himself lingering close to you, claiming it was for your protection when really it was for his own pleasure. your scent, your body, your warmth, he wanted it. he needed it. how could he go without it?

but the sex made it all the more worse. it was true what they said, never mix pleasure with business. the lines were too blurred, too quickly. now every outfit you wore, his vision burned right through your clothes and deep inside to your soul. his hands itching to hold you, biting his lips to not kiss every inch of you. his pants tenting everytime he could think of how you took him, remembering the countless times he hooked your legs over his shoulders as he pressed in further to your tight heat. how many times his chest heaved, his breaths coming out in pants when his thrusts became heavy and longer never wanting to leave the sweetness of your dripping cunt

ghost promised himself he wouldn't catch feelings, he made you aware that it would just be fucking and no feelings. he couldn't afford to be in love, not with his lifestyle. and you agreed, you nodded to all his conditions. and yet, he still found himself aching for more. he made love with you, he cherished every single second secretly with you. how could he admit to his truth? how could a pretty thing like you exist in a cold harsh world like his? the sex was a means to hang on to you like a lifeline, knowing the second you'd get dressed and leave the room he would hold onto the shatters remains of his heart until you came back to him <3

anger, passion and bitterness. what a potent mix of emotion indeed

[ghostofwriting]

okay so i found your rafe cameron social media au this morning and i've been thinking about it all day so i had to ask:

what artists do you think are like Kildare Split/Rafe alone? because for me, i would like to think that Rafe's new album Angel has Frank Ocean (ivy, lost, etc.), Troye Sivan vibes...

but Kildare Split (with little to no information on the type of music they make) has like Arbour Season, Rex Orange County typa vibes. but, they might be like Chase Atlantic, too, so...

when you get to it ❤ i love this au sm

Hi! I love this so much. Thank you!

You’re so spot on with the band’s vibe!! I think it’s a mix of all those but specifically Chase Atlantic.

As for Rafe’s solo stuff it’s similar but different and unique to him. I’m a big 5sos fan (as per the username) so I’ve taken a lot of inspiration from Luke’s vibe/his album for Rafe’s vibe. I think that you can definitely see parts of Rafe in Kildare Split’s music and you would be able to tell more so once you listen to his solo stuff. I think much like Luke, Rafe is an incredible song writer so he prides himself off his lyrics.

I didn’t base KS on 5sos because I think their vibes are too different so definitely Chase Atlantic with a little dash of Mac DeMarco.

If you give When Facing The Things We Turn Away From by Luke Hemmings a listen, you’ll feel the vibe I’m going for. It’s a little bit of that mixed with Tame Impala. Rafe has a lot of feelings and he makes sad music to express that.

[spiderfunkz]

punch → send me a prompt / thought / a lyric or a song + a character and i'll make a little blurb out of it.

hi love! congrats on 300!! can i get a blurb with remus based on the ts lyric “you drew stars around my scars”

"you drew stars around my scars" + remus lupin

thank u sm for the request lovie!! sorry this took a bit, warnings are mentions of wounds, sad stuff, like a kiss on the cheek, andd thats it (this is kinda angsty but happy ending!!) not proofread btw.

remus was exhausted. the full moon was beyond tiring, spending hours outside in the cold with no one to help was terrifying for him. this is the unfortunate reality he has to face almost every month, and every year. but thankfully he has you now.

you knock on his door softly, holding the tray with toast covered jam and hot tea ready for him, "moons?" you call out.

he was huddled up in his bed, blanket covering his entire body. he was facing the window with the full view of the moon, it was a bittersweet feeling for him.

you could hear quiet sniffles from the bed, sitting next to him you give him the tray. "made these for you, looks like you need it." you smile, slowly lowering the blanket so you can see his face. "thanks my love." his voice rasps.

you wait for him to eat his toast, sitting near him so he won't feel alone. you observed his face, his body, his freckles, scars. you smiled in relief because there weren't any big injuries, just some bruises you will kiss better.

"you alright?" you ask. "you know," he chewed, "i've always thought the moon was gonna be the end of me, that i was gonna be ruined for life, that i'll be danger to everyone around me." he sighed.

"you're not danger to anyone rem. you're a nice person." you stated — "i don't know about that anymore." he shrugged, his eyes tearing up.

you knew about this for a while, even though remus was always doubtful about you knowing, afraid of putting you in any sort of danger. you reassured him a million times.

"and why is that?" you hesitated, but you wanted to understand him. he gestured to the moon, to his scars. you furrowed your brows, "that doesn't make you a bad person." you say.

"you don't know who i am when i'm out there." he pointed out. "but i know who you really are," you trace his scars, drawing small stars along with it, "you're a lovely person rem."

he smiles as you cup his cheeks. "you think so?" he pouts, "mhm, bet the stars agree too." you kiss his cheek.

[ithinkabouttzu]

which twice songs do you think easy company would listen to?? like i imagine winters would probably chill with “the best thing i ever did” playing in the background. obligatory nixon + “alcohol free”. joe toye won’t admit that he likes “i can’t stop me” because it makes him feel like a badass

YESSSSS I LOVE THIS REQUEST!! Sorry this has took so long to get back to!!

BoB as TWICE SONGS

For one I know that Winters would probably enjoy something soft like The Best Thing I Ever Did while he’s relaxing!! I feel like he might think it’s a bit sad when he hears the translation, but he likes it either way!!

Nix is DEFINITELY Alcohol Free, except he is in fact not alcohol free lol 😭 it’s a nice song that’s really fresh and fun, plus it talks about liquor so it’s perfect for him.

YESSSS I Can’t Stop Me is definitely a guilty pleasure for Joe, like i’m sure he would listen to it when no one is around just so he doesn’t accidentally embarrass himself 🤣 His favorite is the choreography for SURE

some others that I thought to include without context are:

Donut - Carwood Lipton ( I also think he would like a nice relaxing song to listen to in the background while he chills.)

Cry For Me - Joe Liebgott ( it’s mature and passionate, it just gives off his vibe so much)

The Feels - Bill Guarnere (He would know ALL of the lyrics, no questions asked.)

Eye Eye Eyes - George Luz (this song is chaotic and perfect just like him)

What Is Love? - Bull Randleman (just a great song for one of the bests tbh)

Rewind - Eugene Roe (Honestly this is a chill song I think he would listen to while he relaxes.)

Cheer Up - Floyd Talbert (it’s a flirty song that gives off his vibe 100%)

Signal x Yeah remix - Skip Muck ( it’s chaotic but it sounds so good i love it so much)

Fancy - Don Malarkey ( It’s my favorite song of theirs, it’s super fun and refreshing like him!!)

Talk That Talk - Shifty Powers (This song sounds so fresh on the ears it just reminds me of him sm)

Yes or Yes - Babe Heffron (This song is so cunty, just like him)

TT - Frank Perconte (The music video is the funniest and it reminds me of him somehow lmao)

This was wayyy too funny to think about oml 😭😭 thank you for talking about twice and BoB with me!

[fitzrove]

🖤or 💜 or 💛!

(Sorry for taking a bit of time to reply!! I wanted to answer all of them hehehe)

🖤 Black: Do you think about your story when you're not physically writing it? Does it help with plotting scenes, character arcs, etc.?

Yes, always... Most of my stories begin with rotating ideas in my head, so concepts and ideas, even dialogue, will usually have to exist as a starting point before I actually write anything down. And for actual plotting - I really like using outlines and outline almost everything I write, so really it is a thing where I will be thinking about a fic and then a random moment will turn into an outlining moment if I go to write new ideas down :D

💜 Purple: Name one song you're listening to while writing your next/current fanfic. How or why does it help the writing process?

Ahh... I wasn't really listening to anything while writing my most recent fic xD Actually, listening to songs with lyrics while writing can be tricky for me, I prefer to listen to music while doing the aforementioned rotating ideas in my head thing 😁 One EXTREMELY fitting todolf song though is Poison by Alice Cooper... everyone listen right now... don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (deep in) etc

💛 Yellow: Do you ever alter, highlight, or de-emphasize certain canonical traits in a character? If so, why and describe how.

Ahh, this is such an interesting thing to think about!!!!

For something like Tod/Death, every writer has to kind of come up with their own interpretation. We never get insight into what he's thinking (kkog doesn't count that's not canon...), we don't have a clear view of his motivations because of the layers and layers of lies by Lucheni (up to the viewer how many layers there are), all we know is that he's There and there is some sort of deep connection to Elisabeth and, to a lesser extent, Rudolf.

However, the more fic I write, the more I write Tod as somewhat of an extension of Rudolf's personality. The idea really is that he's whatever you want him to be, he taps into all your weaknesses and insecurities and approaches them in a way that will be the most effective on you for the purposes of You Know What. Mirrors etc,,,,, Unfortunately for the kind of Rudolf I usually write, this mostly means that tod is pretty b*sm about it AJSJDJJF. So I guess for Tod I tend to emphasize the sexuality aspect which is a side effect of the kinds of fics I write LOL.

Rudolf, on the other hand... I keep saying his canon personality is "sad, queer and rebellious", he is literally on stage for like 10 minutes and most of it is being gay s*x depressed ajsjdjdj. There's a lot of portrayals to pick from... I think one of the main things I do is try to add historical facts into the mix while keeping the canon meow meow personality. Fic Rudolf usually has noble goals but despairs his life away because the environment makes it impossible to fully pursue or reach them - IRL Rudolf was similar but also fanatically obsessed with hunting I'm told (by stephanie xD) and a raging misogynist. I guess, though, that the way I write him is influenced by the fact that when the fics take place (because of what todolf is...) we're seeing him at his most private and emotionally vulnerable.

Ooh the question also asked "why"... For Tod the "why" is that I just don't really care about the paranormal entity interpretation, I mean I tried my hand at it with my todesengel fic but even with that I tried to make it fit together with the force of nature interpretation and not "god" or "demon" or idk "Satan" etc. I don't like the god or paranormal interpretations, or stuff that leans too heavily into Tod as a "creature", because 1) it would shift the genre of what I'm trying to write - idk I try to go more for toxic historical fiction metaphysical romance or whatever and not for dark fantasy or paranormal romance, 2) it's hostile to religious beliefs, like, it precludes the existence/validity of other god-like entities in this universe and more "atheistic" belief systems like Buddhism. I don't want to base my fics on a take where, for example, the Christian tradition is in a worldbuilding sense "more true" than another religious system. I think that's lazy and lets author bias show through too much - though perhaps I have a different kind of author bias, as someone raised culturally as a member of a pretty hands-off organised religion, but with a cynical attitude towards its impacts on society XD Anyway um yeah to me Tod is usually more like gravity or temperature and not like an actual Dark Angel King Of The Underworld...

As for Rudolf - I just write him according to personal preference and the theme of whatever fic I'm working on at the moment. Part of it is my reading of historical events (heavy emphasis on the "troubled hero, huge loss of potential" line of thinking) and part of it is just what sorts of performances I like best and want to incorporate into my belief system ajajsjdj.

[wherewhereare]

Started following Shefani recently so not really up to date on all of their idiosyncrasies. Noticed that Gwen has been silent on social media while they have been on vacation, is this normal? I know that she tries to keep the boys presence on SM to a minimum but nothing of her or Blake. I’m aware of the tabloid stories but her silence on SM makes the thought creep in that maybe something is wrong. Just trying to get some more background as I haven’t followed the entire relationship.

Gwen use to be on SM so often that the fandom got addicted to it. The ebbing off started with King not wanting to be on SM so much, and many believe Blake might have asked her to back off a bit. It really started with her meeting Blake with bits and pieces during S7 of the Voice, and then really ramping up in S9. Once they were formally out there as a couple it went out the roof.

So, we are now forced to live with a much-reduced output on Gwen's part, but she still surprises us with some sweet moments. It is my belief why she went so crazy in the beginning, was because she was beginning the second phase of her life with her soul mate, and it felt so refreshing and made her feel alive. It was almost like she was a teenager again madly in love with her boyfriend. It is how she acted and still does. What is interesting is when she wrote "This is What the Truth Feels Like) album, is that it is a bit bi-polar. It starts off with sad and mad songs and the second half all about falling in love. Even her writers saw it happen. The lyrics tell a lot.

Those of us that have been around awhile are not worried about them breaking up. They have been attracted to each other ever since they met. During S7 they were intrigued with each other, and Blake, with his humor, made her feel better when she as on set.

Both of them believe their relationship was meant to be, and that everything that happened before was a test/preparation for what they are enjoying now.

Anyone that has met them have all said the same thing that you can just tell that they are just madly in love with each other. Just as much today, as it was 7 years ago.

Since you are a bit behind, there are a couple of blogs here that you might want to explore. @shefaniquotes , whose blog is dedicated to statement Blake and Gwen have said about each other, as well as others that provide insights from the outside. @blakegwenstory is the full timeline with lots of backup. Unfortunately, it is in reverse order, with the beginning on the bottom. Shefani Archive (shefani-archive.info) is a web site run by "Nicole", and Aussie. She is not active on Tumblr anymore, but her site documents a lot from articles, videos, pap photos, you name it. Nicole pays for the pap photos out her pocket (accepts donations). And finally, I have been keeping timeline documents in PDF, starting with the original from Tumblr developed from the very beginning, and I have since added one document for each year. I do update them on occasions because as I find out about more stuff, I update the applicable document. MediaFire - File sharing and storage made simple

It has been fun to be on the journey with them. I have always called their relationship a Harlequin romance novel being written in real time.

[backgroundcharacterno15]

top 5 fav songs rn?

Oooh this is a hard one

No 1. Creature by Half Alive. I could talk about this song for so long and how it fits my relationship with both God and science but it's all a lot of personal things and existential dread. Overall, great vocals, great beeps and boops, great lyrics, great everything. Need I say more?

No 2. Enjoy the Silence by Depeche Mode. Ik it's their most popular song and I could get called a poser or smth but it's popular for a reason. It's a beautiful song with an even more beautiful message about learning to enjoy silence won't stop me from turning it on so I don't have to sit in silence tho

No 3. The Ballad of Hamantha by Jack Stauber. I'm very all over the place with my music taste as of late but Jack Stauber has stayed more consistent than practically anyone else I've ever listened to. This is easily the best of all his extended songs and probably his best song overall. I love it when songs have ambiguous meanings and Stauber is really good with that in particular.

No 4. Duvet by Boa. I've always been a massive Serial Experiments Lain and nothing quite captures the wistful regret and sadness wrapped in eerie horror quite like its iconic theme song. I keep forgetting people don't always associate the two and have a moment of "HOLY SHIT ANOTHER LAIN FAN???" before realising. As a standalone song it's gorgeous but it's made that extra bit better than attaching it to the show. I honestly feel bad having it this far down but the other songs here are just so good.

No 5. Blue Monday by New Order. Not much to explain with this one. I just love the orchestral singing fading in and the beat in the background. I tend to listen to it whilst doing other things more than the other songs here but it's still an absolute classic to me.

Woah this was sm harder than I thought it would be. There are so many other songs I think deserve mentioning but this list was what it needed to be. Thanks for the ask and I hope you have a great day ^_^

[boysplanetrecaps]

Thoughts on Jonghyun, End of a Day, and Donghyun and Sunyoul's Performance

Hi, fam. In this post, I’m going to talk a bit more about the song End of a Day by Jonghyun, and what it means in the context of Sunyoul and Donghun’s performance on MNET’s Build Up. Along the way I’m going to be hitting some pretty serious topics, so don’t feel obligated to read this one if you’re not able to. It’s pretty sad. TW: suicide, mental health issues

This is Jonghyun.

He loved music from the time he was a child, and was scouted by SM Entertainment when he was only 15. He debuted as a member of SHINee in 2008, when he was 18. He was handsome, charismatic, and talented, with a unique and strong singing voice and great stage presence. He wasn’t just a singer and dancer and leader -- he also wrote songs for SHINee (Juliette), EXO (Playboy), bandmate Taemin (Pretty Boy, Already), and Lee Hi (Breathe). He was a gentle, sweet man, who stood up for social justice issues, including LGBT rights. He also was suffering, as we can tell after the fact, from mental health issues. 

A lot of what he was feeling comes through in his songs Breathe and End of a Day. 

Here’s a selection of lyrics from Breathe:

Take a deep breath Until both sides of your heart get numb Until it hurts a little Let out your breath even more Until you feel like there’s nothing left inside It’s alright if you run out of breath No one will blame you It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes Because anyone can do so Although comforting by saying it’s alright Are just words

Someone’s breath. That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you You really did a good job

Here’s a selection of lyrics from End of a Day, which people say was inspired by his dog:

Your small shoulders, your small hands Become my cozy blanket at the end of a tiring day You did a good job today, you worked so hard I hope my shoulders and my thick hands Will become cozy comfort For the end of your tiring day as well I want to naturally sync my breathing with yours

Like water in a bathtub that wraps around you With no space left I want to warmly hold you without any space left At the end of my day, filled with awkward mistakes You, my prize, are waiting for me

I can’t cry all I want or even laugh all I want At the end of a tiring day but still, if I’m next to you Like a child, I can whine and then laugh Till I run out of breath I’m not used to seeing myself like this

You did a good job today, you worked so hard You are my pride

This preoccupation with wanting to do a good job, with wanting others to recognize that he did a good job, comes back in the worst possible place. 

In December of 2017, Jonghyun lost his life to suicide. It was something he obviously had been planning for a few days at the very least. In his note, he said he was “broken from the inside,” that his depression was “devouring” him. He spoke of wanting someone, anyone, to notice how much pain he was in, or to give him a reason to live, or just meet him where he was and empathize with him. He also spoke of feeling like he was going against the world, and ended the note by saying:

“It wasn‘t my path to become world-famous. That’s why they say it‘s hard to go against the world and to become famous. Why did I choose this path? It’s quite funny now that I think about it. It‘s a miracle that I endured through it all this time. What more can I say. Just tell me “good job.” You did great. Tell me I suffered enough. Even though you can’t laugh right now, just don‘t send me off blaming me. Good job. You suffered a great deal. Good-bye.”

To whom was he speaking, when he said “Good job. You suffered a great deal”? I think he was talking to himself. He was saying to himself what he wished someone would say to him, the same thing he said to himself in the lyrics of the songs he wrote. Good job. You did well. 수고했어 Sugohaesseo.

And that’s why this whole segment with Donghyun and Sunyoul on Build Up completely broke my heart.  

We already saw Donghyun’s reaction to being selected as Top Tier in the first round of performances. He almost broke down, saying he’d never been chosen in first place for anything before. His overwhelming desire for praise and recognition made the judges a little uncomfortable. But even when he’s top tier, he and Sunyoul still feel like that. When they have to choose someone to sing to when they’re singing Jonghyun’s song, they need to sing to themselves. They have to tell themselves Good job. You did well. 수고했어 Sugohaesseo.

When they lose the 2 vs 2 rival battle to the other team, after laying all their vulnerabilities on the line, Sunyoul thanks the the judges for the praise, saying he was “hungry” for those words. They told him he did a good job. But Donghyun, who got mixed results from the judges, takes it really, really hard. Sunyoul tries to comfort him by saying the magic words: Good job. You did well. 수고했어 Sugohaesseo. But the words fall into a bottomless pit in Donghyun’s heart. Did he do well? He didn’t do well enough to beat the other team. There is no good enough to fill that pit. 

After Jonghyun died, Lee Hi sang a song as a memorial performance at an end of the year award ceremony. She sang Breathe, the song he wrote for her, the song that was a wail of his pain, and she couldn’t quite make it through it, falling silent for almost a whole verse.

I found an article about that, and when I scrolled down a little, the very next article was about netizens attacking f(x)'s Sulli for something she did that they didn’t like. An article about an idol who felt pushed to take his life because he was never good enough for the public, followed by an article about another idol being attacked by the public -- an idol who also lost her life in the same way not too long later. 

Where does this end? I don’t know. 

Am I feeding this machine, by being a fan of this industry that chews people up and spits them out? Am I being too heartless to the people on this show by pointing out when their singing is pitchy, or nasal, or out of tempo? Should I just say 수고했어 sugohaesseo, you did well? The words that they all want to hear? The words that Jonghyun said in his note that he wanted to hear? The words he wrote to himself to soothe himself at the end -- his last thoughts on this earth?

수고했어.  

수고했어. 

At the end of Our Page, the song that the surviving members of SHINee wrote to honor Jonghyun, you can hear Onew saying  수고했어 in a soft voice. Did that reach Jonghyun, wherever he is? Does it reach anyone? 

Jonghyun, 수고했어. You did well.

Sulli, 수고했어. You did well.

Hara, 수고했어. You did well.

Moonbin, 수고했어. You did well.

And while they’re still here to hear it, I want to say it to everyone on this show, too. Donghyun, 수고했어. Sunyoul, 수고했어. 

And you, dear reader. You also. You are doing well. You don’t owe anyone anything. You don’t have to be productive or useful or what other people want you to be. Be kind, be open, be happy. You are doing well. 수고했어. 

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[countrysidefaggot]

'captain&firstmate'

made a zolu playlist that lulls me to sleep every night (real) i wanted the music to sound soft, like we're floating on the sea. with sometimes moments lost in the night & sometimes brighter in the day and of course the lyrics all express how i see their relationship at different moments yay + spotify link's in the title but for pple who don't like that, i wrote down the list its like 13 songs ✧

Piensa en mí (Luz Casal) ✧ Careless (FKA Twigs) ✧ Hypnotised (Years&Years) ✧ Tennessee Whiskey (Chris Stapleton) ✧ Thank You (Bonnie Raitt) ✧ Neptune (Sufjan Stevens) ✧ Beyond (Daft Punk) ✧ Sometimes I Cry (Chris Stapleton) (again) ✧ C'mon Baby Cry (Orville Peck) ✧ Sunlight (Hozier) ✧ This Feeling (Alabama Shakes) ✧ Can't Stop (Red Hots) ✧ Fragments of Time (Daft Punk)

read more is for if you wanna dig arnd my brain and understand why i picked each song ily have fun

Piensa en mí - Luz Casal the instruments feel so joyful and soft, her voice is Strong and kind of desperate + the imagery of the divine, and of accepting to die by your lover's hand, wanting to be there at any of their worst moments, not wanting to live w/o them. yeah

careless - FKA Twigs ft Daniel Caesar the music is a bit more low&quiet, this feels like reading zoro's heart to me, like the things he wouldn't say but feels so deeply. + 'you can be careless with me' with the softest tone ever, and the lyrics about trusting & being so infatuated that it just has to get out even if you don't know how or until when

Hypnotised - Years&Years the whole reason this playlist exists tbh. the ship imagery of course, 'surround me body and soul, pull me into your glow, make me blush' dare i say more. yes, i dare, 'unbound me (literal huh), spin me in gold. as the story unfolds in your touch'. the whole,, a boy who offers you life and takes you far away. mmh.

Tennessee Whiskey - Chris Stapleton so huh, alcohol imagery with a deep rough voice, right ? a strong feeling of zoro's chaotic cowboy-ish pseudo pirate hunter life before meeting luffy and how he would reflect on his life now. 'but when you poured out your heart i didn't waste it, cause there's nothing like your love to get me high' so sweet

Thank You - Bonnie Raitt i've always loved this song since i found it, it's so gentle. 'you came into my life, always like you knew, that time was runnin' out, oh i came runnin' home to you' // 'yeah i'm afraid they'll come and take away this precious dream of you' - speaks sm about trusting your love (i use love for partner/lover/whatever they are to each other thank u), fearing that death can take them from you, but still being thankful you met & shared this life in the first place.

Neptune - Sufjan Stevens (& others) (its long sorry) my apologies for i am queer and sad a lot, and this is very much about some type of religious comparison, it's bittersweet, but. it brings a feeling of peace, of : i need your love, no matter the shape, as long as it is there. 'so if you won't hold me, i have no objections. so if you won't please me, i make no commands. so if you don't trust me, it's best if i drown.' mmh. feeling me on this ? yes ? thank you

Beyond - Daft Punk this music, the drums and intro, reminds me so much of the anime's big brass focused & happy soundtrack, but it turns into a song about love. how pretty is that ? so pretty. 'it speaks of places never seen, your home's a promise long forgotten, it is the birthplace of your dreams.' i see this song as really the 'beyond love, come alive' of their relationship and how they exist together with the crew, on the ship, in their adventures. it's an understanding, a promise, a dream.

Sometimes I Cry - Chris Stapleton i'm such a fan of this man how is his voice so full of deep emotions, he sings through my soul. this is very much the separation in different islands arc for me, it reeks of loneliness and the more it goes on you can feel the mask of being strong slipping into accepting fully the misery. lovely.

C'mon Baby, Cry - Orville Peck yeah, lots of cowboys, i know. but this one's Different. i love the cheerfullness of it, i feel like it's really about two boys who get each other and one of them wants to help this time. this is more luffy's side of the cowboyness of this playlist in my head, but it cld be either way. the 'i got an hour or so' bit always makes me laugh, it's kind of funny like 'i love you, show me your pain, i'll nurse for a while, then we move.'

Sunlight - Hozier huh stole this one from someone who recced it on tumblr dot com thank you friend you're so real for this choice. there's smthg abt the choir that just gives you that extreme intense feeling of rising above or fighting. the sun metaphor this playlist lacked, from light to flames to pain to death to falling into the sea. ah, beautiful.

This Feeling - Alabama Shakes might as well come out and say this but softly strung guitars are a very zoro&luffy's sound to me, a quiet texture that flows so smoothly you know. i see this song as kind of a look into luffy's heart, of being afraid of being left alone, or having spent a long time alone. it feels simple, going from a hard time to a good time to a fun time, like someone full of trust&love for life wrote this i can feel it. and it's very protective too, you shouldn't take this feeling from him, it's his. his happiness and (to me, in this pl) the quiet understanding of his feelings for his first mate.

Can't Stop - Red Hot Chili Peppers happy bright sonnng i didn't lie. 'this punk, the feelin' that you stay for. in time, i want to be your best friend' // 'the world i love, the tears i drop, to be part of the wave, can't stop.' lalala i love this song it's so huge and fast paced, it gives me luffy-brain with zoro running behind and living through the entire world

Fragments of Time - Daft Punk ft Todd Edwards such a cosy nostalgic feeling 'our only plan is to improvise, and its crystal clear that i don't ever want it to end.', such a kind adventure driven song about loving every day and the memories you make with pple you love

anywaysss thats it for now maybe ill add more when i come across a song i feel fits bye thank you have cool day

[hoodiehydra]

I can't dance

Notes: fluff to angst, angst is brief, but it is definitely there. I as so excited to write this out, I might visit this idea again in the future to make it better, hehe.

Characters: Agoti, Aldryx, Tabi and Solazar

Prompt: Tabi can't dance, or can he?

Warnings: a bit of angst. Basically fluff with a sad twist

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Watching Tabi on the sofa, his stoic expression always plastered on his face. The most joyous of tunes was playing on the radio, breaking the silence between Aldryx, Agoti and Tabi. Though the goat man was grumbling about how he didn’t really like these awful, sickeningly cheerful tunes, it was fun for him to watch the two brothers nod their heads to the beat. 

He felt quite at peace, even though the music wasn’t his taste at all, but he couldn’t complain. He quite enjoyed it, watching the carefree grins of the two brothers, he cherished it, so much (though mind you, this was before Agoti’s- *ahem*). The beat, ever so lively, with the most uplifting lyrics, no wonder it was the top hit worldwide. 

Sipping quietly on his cup of ginger tea, quite the contrary to the volume of the music, he gazed at nowhere in particular. Staring off into space, it was quite calming as he felt the refreshing drink soothe his tingly throat. 

Just when he finally felt so comfortable, in his zone, Agoti leapt from his sitting position, when he recognised the song that changed on the radio. It was his song. Agoti’s song. The familiar guitar intro and lyrics to the song only made Agoti’s grin widen, and both Aldryx and Tabi were beyond stunned at how good the song was. Sure, Agoti was a brilliant musician, but they ddin;t expect him to reach such a high level of expertise. Though, Agoti was always so full of surprises, that they gave up trying to understand how he did it, and went along with the beat.

With Tabi still on the sofa, now jamming to something more his style, Aldryx’s feet shuffled against the tiled floor of their house as he started to dance to the song. He was such a supportive big brother to Agoti, and Agoti was rapping alongside himself without a care, the words spilling freely from his mouth, pleased that his song was featured on the radio.

Agoti glanced at Tabi, then gestured to get up from the sofa to enjoy the music with them. Tabi shook his head, declining the request, but Agoti, stubborn as ever, yanked the goat from his spot, thankful his cup of tea was empty. 

“Dance with us!” the younger digidevil suggested, quite cheerfully.

“I can’t dance,” Tabi replied, a little colder than he had intended. 

Aldryx frowned at Tabi’s words, he never thought there was such a thing as an “inability to dance”. Everyone could do it, it was simple enough, if they truly enjoyed themselves. 

“I’ll teach you,” Aldryx offered.

Upon hearing those words, Tabi stiffened a little. He really wasn’t any good at dancing and thought it was hopeless to try. However, the determined look in Aldryx’s eyes made him feel a little more hopeful about the whole thing. He gave a subtle nod, and did some small moves to start himself off.

“Not bad, not bad at all,” Aldryx applauded, Tabi really didn’t give himself enough credit sometimes, “though you could relax a little. You’re pretty stiff, just let your body flow with the rhythm. That’s what dancing’s all about, that might be why you’re struggling with dancing sometimes.” 

Tabi nodded at the advice, and huffed. Admittedly, he was quite nervous, he didn’t want to mess up and embarrass himself in front of his two friends. His breathing relaxed, his muscles definitely less tense than before, which was good for him. The poor guy was always so anxious and nervous, untrusting of everyone and everything, except the Andromedas. 

Finally, after a long while, his dancing felt more natural, less jerky and nervous. It was obvious, he wasn’t tense anymore, and was quite glad to dance properly for once. Enjoying each step, each movement, he felt at peace, relishing in the moment of letting loose. A small smile tugged at the corner of his lips, definitely quite happy to dance without much of a care in the world for once. The only time he felt so calm and peaceful in such a long time, and he wished it could last forever.

The two brothers smiled at Tabi’s happiness, a sense of accomplishment washing over them as they joined him in his little happy dance, enjoying the music playing in the background, Agoti’s song on repeat, for the trio to dance gleefully to.

Tabi’s worries, in that moment, had washed away, he was now spinning around, swinging his anxiety away from his body as he felt much lighter. Little did they know, Solazar was watching them from the doorway after his grocery shopping, but they didn’t notice, and they didn’t care. Pleased that Tabi was feeling better due to his sons, Solazar hummed in satisfaction as he climbed the stairs up to his room after setting the groceries down.

 Chuckles and laughs could be heard from all three of them, nothing could beat this moment he was having with his friends, and none of them wanted such a perfect moment to end.

But nothing good can last forever, am I right?

Tabi smiled a little at the bittersweet memory of the dance, gazing at the sunset, which was supposed to relax him, but just the thought of relaxing made him feel a bit more grim, and he frowned a little. Relaxing, it sounded like such a daunting task now.

He glanced to his right, seeing Aldryx, sitting beside him, watching the sunset too, wearing a similar frown to his.

Tabi turned to his left, and saw…

An empty space, where Agoti should have been.

And in the background, Agoti’s song played, the same one Tabi danced to a year ago, before Agoti’s disappearance.

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[elscaptive]

**I would like to properly introduce myself to you ladies and gents

> I go by el as you can see...

> I luv bands (that's what my blog is all about tbh)

Here are some of my fav bands/artist right now that I casually listen to. Can't say I'm like a superfan of some of them, but i do enjoy and listen to their tunes --(ps. kinda random?...so bear with me \˚ㄥ˚\ )

Guns N' Roses - This my main one since day 1 lol. I luvv this band sooo muchh (╥﹏╥)

**My fav songs from them:

Think About You [:AFD]

My Michelle [:AFD]

Rocket Queen [:AFD]

(or basically the Appetite for destruction album (○ﾟεﾟ○) )

Dust N' Bones [:UYI 1]

Perfect Crime [:UYI 1]

Don't Cry (Original) [:UYI 1]

Estranged [:UYI 2]

Get in the ring [:UYI 2]

You could me mine [:UYI 2]

Hair of the dog [:TSI]

Better [:CD]

Whooo... That was really hard.

Mötley Crüe - luv these dudes a lotttt (＊￣︶￣＊)

Metallica - yeah

Ozzy Osbourne - dude's just cool ya'know?

Bring Me The Horizon - thanks to AmEN i became a fan of them (๑¯ω¯๑)

Falling in Reverse - tdimiy &lt;3

My Chemical Romance - no explanation. just them

Nirvana - their mtv unplugged just made me fall in luv with the band more

David Bowie - all i have is luv 4 this man I've never met. luv ur music dave

Queen - ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh—oh

The Beatles - obladioblada (luv me sum british folks)

AC/DC - they shook me all night long

Led Zeppelin - started listening to their music more when I started using their song for a chapter i was writing

Foo Fighters - i luv My Hero so much

Post Malone - he's just a chill guy and also, he's cool

Tyler The Creator - can be goofy but creates good music

Childish Gambino - im obsessed with Bonfire

The 1975 - _(:з」∠)_ don't ask

The Neighborhood - when i wanna feel diff lol

Rex Orange County - my fav artist from 2022

5sos - luv this band a lottt. kinda had a small phase in 2022

Daniel Caesar - his songs just don't miss GOSHHH

Black Veil Brides - first emo band that i heard as a kid

Justin Bieber - im not a believer. i always hear his songs when i was a kid. and i gotta say, they're awesome. always go back to his old stuff when i wanna feel nostalgic (lol, yeah "nostalgic")

There are more, definitely. But i can't fit them all, can I?

Honorable Mentions

[bands/artist i don't listen too much or don't listen to at all but like a lot]

Dave Mustaine - he's just ginger that's it. a bit grumpy but whatevs

Mick Jagger - M A J E S T I C

Tom Keifer/Cinderalla - gorgeous dude. i luv nobody's fool sm

Aerosmith - &lt;3

Small facts about me...

I like to write random stories. Most of them are inspired by the songs I was listening when I wrote them. Could be from the title, the lyrics or the feel from the song.

Also write songs. Most are unfinished. I'm trying to write with an accompaniment of a guitar, but I'm still learning, hoping to shred soon lol (i got a long way)

I like Axl. I think we all have an inner axl rose inside of us. We all get pissed by little things, could be cause by past experiences or trauma. So, kinda relate to him just a tiny bit.

Wannabe rockstar.. gosh it's kinda sad. Idek if it's possible in this time.

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You reached the end. Thanks for reading all that. Bit boring? Meh. That's all you really need to know

If you have any questions or interested about some stuff. You can ask me on my ask box. (don't ask weird stuff tho... you'll be blocked)

[kankrivantas69420lmao]

Hello everybody here's Annie to tell you (ramble to you) ab the ballad of jane doe!!!

first off, I've heard some people say that it should be "Jane Doe's Lament" and "The Ballad of Monique Gibeau", since a ballad tells a story, and to lament is to feel pain, agony, etc, but i think that is WRONG. Bc as Karnak states, the entire point of the show is to give them the chance to express what they wish they were, not what they were perceived as. a ballad tells a story. Jane wanted a story. Noel wanted tragedy. I think the titles fit them very well. Anyways, let me tell u ab some lyric choices that I luv sm bc this entire musical is a lyrical work of art. Ok first first!!! Lots of people get confused by the beginning of the song, but I think it makes sense if you've seen or read Legoland, because penny was unhappy with life, she had a realistic point of view, she always knew she would die one day, she is just lamenting (ba-dum tsss) the fact that she can't remember who she is. Another thing I like is that in fall fair suite when she does her screaming thing they're all spinning around and she's repeating the same notes bc its like she's swirling around them, but in her song it just represents falling straight down. Another thing is the next bit where she references Saint Peter, who is the guy who judges souls and decides if they were good or bad or wtv. I like this part bc the way she says it so desperately is that she doesn't care if she was a horrible person, she just longs to know who she is. "And from the ground, beneath my feet" this line is more evidence that penny was still dying after the rest of the choir was already dead, disproving the theory that penny was dead before everyone else. One of my favorites bc it has so many ways it could be interpreted, "a choir never complete." There are a few things I think it means. 1. She lost her head, this can be either metaphorical (referring to the "head voice" which is a way one can sing) or literal (since one of penny's body parts is missing, they can never reunite the entire choir.) 2. Penny was the only soprano. It's clear that Ocean's actor has a wide vocal range when you hear her sing in the background of other songs, but whenever she sings as Ocean, she mostly stays in alto range, meaning penny would have been the only soprano in the choir, and the choir isn't complete without their soprano. 3. Since it's implied that penny joined the choir at the last minute, she never got to perform with them, they were never complete. This is my favorite bc it shows up multiple times!!!! "An old forgotten tune, a song that no one knows, forgot how it goes" any time she references a song, the song she's talking about is penny. In Legoland, penny has a quote something along the lines of "Im just one song in a big symphony." (I can't remember the full quote right now.) She's saying that penny is forever forgotten. "Why be left with no family and no friends?" In this part in the musical, the choir covers their faces. None of them know who Jane is. "Time eats all his children in the end." This is a reference to Kronos, who is sometimes associated with time, and is known for eating his children. It's also a reference to earlier in the musical when she talks about lions eating their children. "A melody floats through the air, when silence falls, does no one care?" Going back to what I said earlier, the melody is penny. When penny dies, silence falls. The melody stops. But there's no one to care. "Another sad forgotten tune, another song that no one knows, so that's how it goes!" I like to think that she's talking about Jane now. Jane is the other song, but they know how that song goes already!! So, that's how it goes. "No one to sing, no one to sigh" here, she's saying that when people hear a Jane Doe body was discovered, people are obviously sad, but nobody can say "Hey, that's somebody i know." "Isn't there anyone to tell me who I am?" Penny is Christian, so she was probably expecting to go to heaven and see her relatives who could identify her. "Just a sorry speculation" bc Jane's entire existence is a speculation. Nobody knows who she is.

Thank you :]

[kittycathat]

Shuffle on repeat trend, but not

except its my AURORA only playlist, which is pretty much my on repeat playlist atp

except not tagging people / wasn't tagged because i dont have friends /hj

except im doing more than 10 because its tumblr, i get to ramble

open under cut bc its a long post, lots of images lol

1.

"I know I'm just a girl, but can I change lives?" literally big inspo right here,, i love this song sm

2.

such a catchy song,, but its not a bad thing bc i love it (plays in my head on repeat while running. partially against my will. but its ok)

3.

recently discovered this song is about being queer so i love it even more ahaha also the music video is fire

4.

i like this song but not as much as the others yk? but its still rlly cool and spooky. i have no idea what the lyrics are or waht they mean and want to look them up but also i think its fun to interpret stuff ur own way

5.

recent addition, I don't know this song very well yet tbh. but its rlly pretty <33

6.

i love the live versions of this on yt,, would highly recommend! also have no idea the lyrics/meaning for this one but thats. ok

7.

"Im tired of the rules and your corrections" "if i'm not pure, i guess that i'm too much" "the television lies and now my mind hurts" bro this song has so many lyrics that are just gems

8.

<333 IM AROMANTIC BUT THIS SONG IS GONNA MAKE ME ALLO I SWEAR /j

9.

"are you awake or are you sleeping?" i have listened to this song while falling asleep. so i guess i was both?

10.

"you are the victim, the victim of my love" this song is fire <33 and the music video?? its so cool asjdhflaskd

11.

"it fills my heart up and it breaks me at the very same time" IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL LISTENING TO THIS SONG <333 its so pretty im dying (also its crazy its been 3+ weeks since it came out?? bc like how did time go that fast)

12.

just added this song to my playlist i dont know it well at all tbh

13.

same with this, saw it while watching a concert recording so i just. threw it into my playlist.

14.

"father, dont blame us for trying to live" very cool religious references very very cool song

15.

Pretty good song, a lil bit overused (imo) but thats ok.

16.

"let love conquer your mind" as a person who believes in kindness myself, i love this aaa

17.

<3333 the live recordings of this song are soo pretty! pls go look it up on yt right now akldsjfhal the "cinematic dream" and "simulated dream" lyrics itch my brain so good aa

18.

"And i was running far away, would I run off the world some day?" this song is RIGHTFULLY aurora's most popular song. like come on ofc everyone likes it /gen

19.

has helped me multiple times getting through math class, from being stuck in my head. ily aurora for writing this lol (also the music video <33)

20.

"do you miss the sadness when it's gone?" i used to think this song was ehh but it's grown on me sm lol

anyways tysm for reading my rambling have a good day