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#the pain has spread
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These Nimona headcanons are a day late cause yesterday was my first day at the new job and I got carpal tunnel
Bal can’t stand the sounds of knuckles cracking or joints popping 
Which is funny because like I said in this post I know that man sounds like pop rocks when he stands up 
What’s funnier is both Nimona and Ambrosius crack their knuckles any chance they get 
Ambrosius tries to do it away from Bal but Nimona does it in his ear on purpose 
One time Bal punched someone and he freaked out not because he knocked the dude out cold 
But because his knuckles cracked when he did it and he claims it felt disgusting 
I feel like you can really tell a lot about someone when it comes to their phone and the same can be said for the trio 
Bal’s phone is weirdly high-tech even by their societies standards 
When he was recovering after the wall fell he had a lot of time on his hands and just started to mess with his phone 
He doesn’t have a lot of apps on it you can tell he doesn’t really touch it unless he needs it 
He does however have an app that plays audio books because he likes listening to them on long car rides 
Ambrosius phone is the most bare-bones phone you can possibly buy 
It doesn’t have any bells and whistles at most it can call text and maybe has a couple of games on it but that’s it 
He has little to no storage and he asked Bal for help 
Bal was shocked to find out that most of his storage was being used on photos 
And that's how he found out Ambrosius has a million photos of him and Nimona just sitting on his phone
Sometimes it’s the same photo from different angles  
He doesn’t know if he should be crying or terrified cause he doesn’t remember half of these being taken
Nimona’s phone like Ambrosius is very bare bones 
He only really uses it to call and text and sometimes listen to the music he illegally downloaded 
His phone has 15 viruses because of this and Bal has given up trying to save it 
The phone is also cracked to high heaven and no one is sure how it’s still functioning 
I’ve had this idea for a while but I feel like sometimes Nimona will make incredibly outdated references 
Sometimes it’s like 20 years and sometimes it’s 500 
And she’ll have to sit the person down and explain the entire reference to them
Which is hard because sometimes the reference is deeply involved with the history that’s been purposefully covered up
So then she’ll have to give a full-on history lesson 
And you’d think she would get annoyed by this but no
She actually gets really excited explaining the history that’s been lost and why that history has been covered up 
It’s one of her special interests that she can go on about forever 
What’s even funnier is when someone references something from a long time ago and they’ll just look at them and go “How the fuck do you know that”
I find the idea of Nimona not being able to handle spicy food but loving it at the same time hilarious 
Especially considering the fact that they’re living with two Asian men and Asians don’t play about spice (I swear to this day my Mama burned both her and my tastebuds off) 
They try really hard to look tough and eat all the food they’re given 
But snot is running down their face and there are tears in their eyes and they need to take constant breaks 
Poor baby coughs when you add sriracha to their food 
Whereas Bal and Ambrosius are out here guzzling hot sauce like it’s water 
Nimona prays on their downfall while also begging the boys to teach them their ways
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the-black-bulls · 2 months
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BLACK BULLS CASINO!!
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arabriddler · 9 months
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Ed’s little lick lip when Oswald reaches out for the knife 🤝some sort of kink🤝 Ed only turning his head away when the knife is no longer on his throat
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etirabys · 8 months
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IT'S STEPHEN KING SHAMING HOUR
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chiprewington · 5 months
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Why should I bother "fixing" how others view me, when it is easier to be the worst version of myself?
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tautozhone · 1 month
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can argue to death with me about how age restrictions on youtube are necessary but i will be DAMNED before i say Hinds Hall deserved to be age restricted. average american child on youtube can listen to H*rbu D*rbu (censoring in hopes to avoid algorithm engagement with the song) which is IOF praising genocidal propaganda, and- big fucking shocker- its not age restricted. i’m 100% sure the only reason Hind’s Hall was restricted was to deliberately suppress and avoid the spread of the song.
#tauto talks#i know damn well that it doesn’t matter that it’s songs in different languages shit in arabic is not free from age restrictions just because#it would not take a kid much leg work for someone to find an english translation if they wanted it#pop culture has an inseparable impact on the public perception of so fucking much and it sucks to say but i bet some people hadn’t had#everything delivered in a way that made them care#macklemore has a weird history of social activism in his music i apologize every day for making fun of him in highschool for thrift shop#like his song kevin does a lot to tackle americas overprescription to addiction to jail or death pipeline#it is sympathetic to the experience of an addict in ways a lot of people generally in society are not#this song did a bit to turn perspective to industries at fault and not the individual suffering#so watching hinds hall be age restricted? feels deliberate. as every move of suppression has felt#feeling particularly full of grief and hate today because i graduate soon#i can only think of every writer like me who did not get to see the stage like i will and it aches#stories the world will never see because it removed the chance#it’s almost like the youth of america are some of the most vibrant and opinionated and energetic parts of the population. youth affords time#change spreading like wildfire cannot be put out as fast as it grows#keep burning#free palestine#palestine#gaza genocide#free gaza#eyes on rafah#eyes on sudan#eyes on congo#eyes on darfur#liberate the world#hoping a swift but painful death to colonization
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poisonousquinzel · 1 year
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sorry but if you actually think Cancel Culture ™ is a thing then you're kinda a dumb fuck. Cancel culture isn't real, holding people accountable for their actions is a thing, but this whole narrative around Canceling that's evolved over the past few years isn't real. It's never been an actual thing. Its just a fear mongering tactic to further vilify the groups who were being harmed in the first place and victimize the person who did something wrong.
Your fav being called out for playing an antisemitic video game that directly gives profits to a hugely influential TERF, who's said openly she sees getting profits / royalty cheques from her franchise as endorsements for her bigotry, is not "cancel culture". It's called the consequences for your actions.
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You have every right to do and play whatever the fuck you want, but that goes both ways. If you go out of your way to build up and financially support these people who're openly advocating to take away trans people's rights, then you get to deal with people not trusting you because of it. You get to deal with trans and Jewish folks not feeling safe around you, not wanting to be around you or not wanting to talk to you. Because you have shown that you care more about nostalgia and temporary personal emotional gratification over the wellbeing and safety of those communities in the real world.
People have explained why supporting HL is wrong, people have explained why it's harmful, people have explained in detail the issues with this situation. You. Just. Don't. Care. You don't listen, or read, because in the end, you can't be bothered enough to put in the effort of having 1 moment of critical thinking.
It's not that folks don't have arguments or evidence, it's that it clearly does not matter to you. It's that the value of an antisemitic game full of one horrific thing after another is worth more to you than the real, living breathing people who are going to be, and have been, affected by this.
You come across as a bad person. Not because some person on Twitter determined you must be, but because your actions speak far louder. And they're screaming red flags.
I'm not going to argue with you over your own bad decisions and life choices. You've made your bed and are mad that people are telling you to lie in it.
#not dc#i need to not focus on this but it makes me so annoyed#and like the constant 'well hp has been a comfort thing of mine since childhood!' like bitch do you think Harry Potter was a niche little#thing????#a fucking lot of us had Harry Potter as something important to us growing up#i remember getting all the legos sets for Christmas in 2011. getting the lego video games and i loved them!#but. that. doesn't. matter.#we're not children anymore and she's not on our side.#JKR made it clear that a large portion of her previous fan base are not welcome around her and that frankly#that she would rather them be dead.#she's a horrendous human being who is causing so much pain and anguish for communities that're just trying to exist#and its built upon the empire she crafted. the one full of stereotypes and offensive imagery and tone-deaf themes.#we aren't kids anymore and it's shameful to gloss over what she is actively doing Right Now because You have fond memories of her world.#a lot of people don't get the luxury of pretending like she's not an awful person because they're the ones she's harming#they're the ones she's spreading hateful rhetoric and stereotypes about. the ones that she's pushing to get their rights taken away.#just put down her shitty fuckhng series and read another book.#i promise you there's hundreds upon hundreds of better ones out there with better plots and better world building.#anti harry potter#anti jkr#anti hogwarts legacy#tw transphobia mention#tw antisemitism mention#figure I'll tw tag just in case ya got it filtered 💖
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gemkun · 2 months
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i just think about ratio instinctively acting on the urge to protect aventurine when strangers see his playful façade as an invitation and positioning himself as an unofficial bodyguard especially with his stature and intimidating presence
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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work#blocked it all out#my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer#breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries#they just diagnosed her two weeks ago#so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends#because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well#but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work#on top of my fulltime#which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it#but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this#for the coming four months at least#so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT.#i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes#then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe?#which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week#which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc#i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer#came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry#but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat#bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.”#“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.”#and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually#but seeing her anger made me see my own anger#and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic#i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more#so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise#doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal#and i am not joking#so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back
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Bad news, got back from the vet and my beautiful baby son is going to have to be put down soon, probably tomorrow or the next day, so send him best of wishes for his next few days~ Luckily, he's actually not in a lot of pain (for now, hopefully he won't be) and is acting pretty normal, so I'm hoping he won't suffer at all and everything will be peaceful for him.
#pet death tw#death mention#let me know if I need any other tags#I would post something to help pay for his euthanasia expenses or etc. but I don't know of any secure methods#since I don't know much about stuff like that. I've heard that like on paypal and ebay and stuff people can still get your real name#and some information from their payment receipts or whatever sutff like that. thats part of why I've held off on selling clothes and sculpt#res for so long is trying to find a way to do it that's the most safe. aside from literall yhaving to start an llc and open a business bank#account and run everything on an entirely sepreate thing just so it has no association with my name and etc.#and obviouskly I don't feel like figuring out all of that stuff right now lol#I am busy just trying to make my beautiful meatloaf son comfortable and spend some time with him whilst I can#It's sad. but I'm glad the issues were caught before he was in terrible pain or anything. So suprisingly it was actually a pretty easy#decision. I would rather him go out while he's feeling okay and relatively content then wait until he's in severe#pain or extremely lethargic or etc. So it seems all very sudden but . It's better that way for him.#anyway#of COURSE this has to happen during a heat wave also.. hhrgghhh...#more fuel for my vendetta against summer lol.. Not that it's the season's fault but. something bad happening in the winter#vs. seomthing bad happening in the summer which just adds an extra layer of 'oh yeah on top of everything else#you're going to be sweating and nauseous and chronically uncomfortable!' is like.. >:T#Also for him. part of the issue is lung cancer which has spread and caused a bunch of fluid to build up in his stomach (which is what I#noticed. even though he's acting perfectly fine and normal his stomach was weird and bloated suddenly)#but if part of the problem is his lungs (which look absolutely crazy on xray) then him breathing in hot shitty thick air is definitely#not as comfortable as if he were able to be nice and cool and snuggled in some blankets. etc. etc.#ANYWAY ghhb... send him much luck and positivity!! Really hoping he can make it through the next day or so without#taking a turn for the worst. So hopeing for a peaceful quiet exit and not like tramatic sudden things. etc. etc.#cross your fingers pray to your gods whisper to the night sky so on and so forth. whatever you do that's meaningful to you.
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Hello Dr von Raum! Any medical advice for physical chronic pain?
Hello! Unfortunately, I have not found an effective way to deal with my own chronic pain, though I find that distraction can be best; if it's a worse day and I'm feeling up to it playing violin or causing mischief can take my mind off it temporarily, or if it's really bad I just bother Jonny so he shoots me dead and I don't have to worry about it for a while.. Other times I just drink random chemicals, which sometimes makes it better, and other times dissolves me from the inside out!
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ghosttotheparty · 1 year
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i hate the am, i hate the pm
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chiropteracupola · 8 months
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ceramics is wreaking havoc on my fragile human form
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orcelito · 5 days
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Got therapy in half an hour and I'm nervous that it might overlap with the apartment inspection today (which they only told me about yesterday). I did message to request it not happen during that hour, but I haven't received a reply so who knows.
Feeling... not the best. A brain squeeze. Primarily because of the inspection, I think. It wasn't a stressor I was anticipating having, and it made me get not enough sleep (for the third night in a row). I won't be able to nap until the inspection is done, which might be as late as 4 hours from now. So I'm not happy about that.
Got some cleaning done, though. I'm not really supposed to have posters up, but I'm hoping they don't actually care. Worst case scenario, they give me a fine and tell me to take them down. It's in the lease as something not to do, but I'm hoping that it'd just end up being me paying for any damages that there might be.
Also, my wrist hurts. And my head hurts. Which isn't really helping my mood.
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ms-hells-bells · 7 months
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I have been having uterine and ovarian pains for 3-4 days now. I have a bad feeling that the endo is already starting to return.
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having stripper izzy thoughts... he has a pair of regulars who like to book a room and request him for a private show. the leather daddy looking one (ed, he's learned) always settles back against booth first, one leg extended to rest on the bench and the other bent at the knee, foot planted firmly on the floor. the colorful polished one (stede) follows and sits in his lap, getting the perfect view of izzy while his boyfriend (at least izzy assumes ed's his boyfriend at this point, they've made this a bit of a habit) gets the perfect view of him
it's not that unusual for izzy to perform for a couple, though more often he's requested for groups (friends, coworkers, strangers, sometimes he can't tell). mostly he prefers it that way - all the more satisfying when he can make everyone in the room feel like they have a personal connection with him. that's the name of the game right, to make them want and feel wanted?
but this couple... they're different in a way that pulls at izzy's gut and makes him ache. stede watches izzy with devotion and izzy's learned what makes him bite his lip, what makes his eyes flutter, and how to get his head to tilt just so. his gaze is intoxicating, full of open adoration izzy wants to drown in
while stede watches izzy, ed mostly watches stede. sometimes he's leaned in close to stede's ear, whispering words izzy can never quite make out. what he can make out are stede's reactions, expressions unrestrained and on full display for both of them. sometimes ed leans back against the wall, one hand or the other resting on stede's thigh or hip or lower back. one time izzy notices them hold hands, fingers laced together, and it makes something else in him ache. other times ed actually does watch izzy, with his chin resting on stede's shoulder and something deep, something hungry in his eyes consuming as much of him as they can
if stede's gaze is the thing he wants to drown in ed's is the thing he wants to pull him under
#he just wants to be doomed and redeemed in the same breath okay babygirl is feeling all kinds of things at work and it's hard to focus#ofmd#ofmd hc#steddyhands#izzy hands#edward teach#stede bonnet#this was my second coherent thought after waking up#the first was about sex worker izzy but that's for another post#the best way i can describe the difference between how izzy feels about each of them watching him is this:#from stede it feels like gentle tender focused worship but the kind that has an echo of a smirk to it. the kind that holds confidence and#power and dominance in its care#from ed it feels like fiery deep consuming desire. the kind of pain that leaves a spreading warmth in its wake#i'm so curious how izzy deals with this in his mind because he's damn good at his job and he knows they both like coming to see him#specifically but he has other customers like that too. maybe the difference here is that he's also fighting with wanting them too#he's so used to drawing that boundary and defining the roles of himself as the desired one. even uses it as a measure of success - if he can#be the focus of someone's attention and pull their longing in his direction he's done well and that means good money and the boost of#pride and satisfaction that comes with it#but it's his job and yeah he has regulars but it's a one way street. be desired. make them want him and keep them wanting#he's not supposed to be the one who ends up seduced#i think the first few times izzy performs for ed and stede he thinks they're hot just like he would some other customers but it's a passing#but the more they keep coming back and he gets to know them or at least gets to know what they want from him and what they respond to best#well i think it gets harder for him to stay on his side. but he will. he always will because that's the agreement. he's seen what happens#when people have crossed that line and most of the time it ends up messy for everyone involved#but i think ed and stede would want to date him. court him even#maybe one time when they come in they ask if he can just sit with them and talk for a bit and they bring it up#izzy almost gives his default response that he's married (which half the time is met with a 'so what?' anyway) but stops himself for reasons#he tries not to look at too closely. instead says something about how he doesn't sleep with customers and stede saying 'we're not asking you#to hop right in bed with us' (and ed jumping in with 'but also we're not... not asking' and stede elbowing him so ed adding 'eventually')#basically stede explaining they'd both like to get to know him outside of work and see if the three of them get along as well as he thinks
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