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puirell · 2 years
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“what happens when people die? can they become synths? does that make them alive again, or still gone?”
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strandedaylily · 7 months
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deityofhearts · 1 year
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I’m very protective over the sagittarius star sign and sagittarius people btw
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auroreliis · 23 days
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OMGGG!! Imagine platonic yandere batfam and reader on a vacation at the beach on a privat Island. Would you like to do headcanons/or a scenario (you can decide) of it. Hope you have a good day/night!!
Aaaaa anon <333 We had the same idea <3333 Thank you so much!!!
Perhaps a little late for summer, but inspiration only struck me now!!! <33
Also, I wrote this on like 4 energy drinks so forgive any spelling errors
Also it's not edited or anything...
If reception is positive on this one, I might make a part 2 with the other characters, so let me know if you'd be interested in that :)
Platonic Yandere!Batfamily
Summary: The Batfamily takes you to their private island for summer vacation.
It was just you. Just you and the gently lapping of the waves against the shore. Finally, some alone time. You had to make the most of it, since you were convinced that it wouldn’t last long.
It was about 8 o’clock in the morning. Bruce, Damian and Stephanie had left the island for whatever reason. Dick was either at home or at main beach, looking for you. You had come here about half an hour ago, surely they would’ve noticed your absence and the fact that you had left your phone at home. They were going to chip you eventually, you had come to accept that. However, you certainly enjoyed the time you had away from them whenever they couldn’t find you.
Jason was probably inside the villa. He wasn’t particularly fond of the heat outside. Either that or he’d gone swimming to cool off. Cassandra could’ve been looking for you. Maybe she had already found you.
Instinctively, you looked around. No one was in sight. Then again, she probably wouldn’t let herself be seen anyway.
The shore surrounding the island was wider at the main beach. Here, it was only a few feet wide. Behind you laid a sparse palm forest. Cassandra could certainly hide there. Whatever. You wouldn’t find her anyway. Besides, she would have probably come to talk to you. Probably.
Where would Duke and Tim be? At the villa, right? Where else would they be? Hopefully not looking for you.
Now that you had considered it, you were probably being observed by someone. And if you weren’t, then soon, you would be.
Whatever, just take your mind off it. Think of something else, like…the beautiful beach you’re at. Yes, it is much nicer to think about the gentle breeze. How wonderful. Just you, the beach and the ocean.
You hadn’t ever been at a private beach, so this was a unique experience. All of this belonged to you. Well it actually belonged to your new family, but still, it almost belonged to you.
Your soul nearly left your body at the sound of rustling coming from behind you.
“Hi”, Tim waved nervously after you had spotted him sneaking up on you.
You didn’t feel like answering, so you just turned back to the ocean. Wanting to engage with you somehow, Tim sat down on the sand next to you.
“So…what are you doing here?”, he kept looking at you, but you tried very hard to ignore his gaze.
“Just sitting.”
“Well, I can tell that, but why here? Why not on the main beach? Dick and Jason are scrambling to find you there.”
You had thought that was the case.
“I wanted to be alone.”, you emphasized every word.
He chuckles nervously. That was it. He didn’t say anything. That told you everything you needed to know: He was only here to annoy you.
“How did you even find me?”, you turned to him, your voice tinged with frustration.
“Find you? Oh, I wasn’t looking for you, I just wanted to go somewhere alone. You know, somewhere peaceful”, he turned to the ocean, as though in deep thought,”I get it, you know. You also want to be alone sometimes.”
If he “gets it”, then why is he always right behind you?
“I think you and I have a lot more in common than you think”, he said, crossing his arms on his propped up knees and turning to you.
The audacity to say something like that made you shudder.
“I think you’re full of shit”, you wouldn’t let him think that he’s getting closer to you. You could never like someone like him.
He tried to hide his frown, but you saw right through him,”That’s pretty mean, you know. I’m just trying to connect with you.”
He didn’t say it directly, but you knew his words were a warning. Bruce had talked to you about this. You were allowed to have your opinions about them, but being overly rude was a violation of the rules—rules, which he made up. In other words, if Tim thought you were being mean, then you were being mean. Against this, there would be no arguing.
Well, you know what they say: If you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say anything at all.
“Ahem, I’m trying to connect with you…”, Tim persisted. You merely pursed your lips and nodded.
Noticing the awkward silence, he spoke again, ”So, will you go swimming?”
You shook your head.
He nodded, “Yes, it isn’t that hot yet, so there’s no need to cool off, I suppose.”
“Well”, he turned to you with a smile, his determination unwavering, “What would you like for breakfast? Alfred already started preparing something. Let’s head back and let him know what you want before he finishes.” But wouldn’t Alfred already know your preference? Perhaps this was Tim’s idea of “bonding”…
Still, his offer seemed tempting, since you hadn’t eaten yet. However, you weren’t jumping at the idea of going back only to place your order with Alfred and then get dragged off to go swimming by either Jason or Dick. Or worse, Tim.
Only now that you felt the hopelessness more intensely, did you begin to question things. Why did Tim always find you first. And how? They didn’t secretly chip you, did they?
…Did they?
Asking them wouldn’t result in an honest answer, so you didn’t really see a point in it. But how else would you figure it out?
You supposed the best person to ask was Bruce—AKA. Dad. He was likely the only person who would answer truthfully…as long as you behaved properly, that is.
“Is dad home yet?”, you turned to Tim, ignoring his previous rambling.
“Oh uh, I’m not sure. Shall we go check together?”, Tim scrambled to use every opportunity he was given, despite being caught off guard.
Perhaps it won’t get any better than this: Mediocre at best.
“Fine, let’s go.”
From the corner of your eye, after Tim grabbed your hand, you saw his smile widen remarkably.
The walk was long and awkward. Your older brother was desperately trying to talk about something, anything, that would catch your interest. Meanwhile, you were silent for the most part.
You had to admit, the villa was quite nice (if only it came without the addition of desperate, touch starved reprobates). Despite having your own room, you were forced to share a room—and often even a bed—with someone, unless you gained Bruce’s special favour for the day.
Luckily, Damian, the person you had to share the room with last night, had left very early in the morning. You weren’t sure how long ago, though, since the letter he’d written to inform you of his absence was…detailed, to say the least. Surely it would’ve taken him more than an hour to even come up with it, let alone write it. What a waster of paper. He didn’t have to say anything at all…
Entering the cool living room made you relax enough to finally engage with Tim, “Um…are Jay and Dick home, or…?”
In respone, he laughed, “Oh, no. I didn’t tell them that you’re with me. They’re probably still looking for you at the main beach. Dick went on about how we shouldn’t let you go anywhere alone in case you drowned or something like that.”
“Wait, what? But I know how to swim! Please tell Bruce that Dick’s rule is unnecessary…I already have enough restrictions, don’t I?” You panicked.
“Well…” He grinned, “That depends on what you’ll do for me in exchange.”
Merely sighing was tiring for you, “Fine, I’ll sleep in your room tonight.”
“Until the end of the week, or no deal.”
Holding back a groan, you responded, “Fine, whatever, just…work your magic, okay?” He nodded eagerly.
“Greeting, Masters. Breakfast is almost prepared”, Alfred appeared from the kitchen.
“Hi. Alfred, did you make-”
“Your favourite? Of course I did”, Alfred interrupted.
“…Right.” You should’ve known, to be fair, “Well, when will it be done?”
“When Master Bruce and Master Damian return”
“What about Steph? Isn’t she returning?” If she didn’t return at all, your life would improve considerably.
“Oh, Steph? She wanted to stay in the city for a bit, probably to buy you gifts or something”, Tim responds in Alfred’s stead.
“Gifts…? You don’t think she’ll, you know, make me play dress-up again, right?”, the thought sent a shiver down your spine. In this heat? There was no way you’d wear layers upon layers of clothes just because she was bored. You immediately left the living room, leaving Tim and Alfred behind.
While waiting for everyone to return to eat breakfast, you went and hid somewhere in the villa to avoid social interractions. And hopefully the heat. It was very hot.
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jinwoosbabyboo · 1 month
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Love and Deepspace Reactions
I work about 50-60 hours a week so I constantly lose track of time and can’t keep up with my notifications and what I write so let’s congregate that work shall we ?? I also tend to yap a lot but yall not here for that. Yall here for this —>
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You could’ve been nicer to me today
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That's enough for you
Big girls cry too
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axeoverblade · 1 year
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Earth 1610 Miles x fem! reader
Synopsis! Miles cut ties with you, his best friend of nearly ten years, when he decided to not so kindly tell you the way you felt about him was how he felt about Gwen. Now weeks later when you show up with a new guy, he couldn’t help but feel a covetous pit of envy burrowing deep inside his body.
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Genre: angst(? not really), suggestive bits
Warnings: Mature!, foul language, toxic on every end, mentions of cheating
Word count: 2k
Authors commment: unedited and poorly written scrap fic from a while ago but I really liked this piece of it so I’m publishing it. One shot no second part. Enjoy <3
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It had been months since Miles had spoken to you. His parents were concerned. They kept asking where you were, Miles would just sigh and say you had been busy.
I mean it wasn't his fault, he just didn't feel the same way you felt. Why was he being punished for that, for liking Gwen instead of you? Granted, he could’ve been a little nicer in his delivery. Who was he kidding, he could’ve been a hell of a lot nicer, but it was too far gone to change it now.
You just wouldn't get it. You have been his best friend since infancy. With you everything felt familiar, safe even. But with Gwen, he felt alive. Why was that so wrong, why wasn’t he allowed to be happy with who he wanted to be with?
He continued living his life as usual as he could make it. Still saving New York, still being Spiderman, still being Miles, just as life would be if he never met you. The ordinary.
Something that wasn't ordinary, was Gwen visiting. His dads party was happening, and even though he had just gotten into a big fight with his parents, he still wanted to go up and introduce her.
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It didnt take long for Mrs.Morales to hate Gwen. Rio was furious, I mean the girl had the nerve to call her by her first name! You would never do that. Plus this girl looked old enough to vote.
This was not someone Miles should be hanging out with, especially over you.
So Rio took it upon herself to invite you. She hadn't seen you in a long time anyway, so she missed “the daughter she never had”. Knowing Miles would have to see you and eventually fix whatever happened between the two of you was just a bonus.
When you walked through the door to the roof a little while after she sent you that text, Rio squealed with delight.
“Jeff, papi mira! It’s Y/n” she saw a gift in your hand, something Gwen did not bring. “Ah! Y/n Mija! ¡Es muy bueno verte! Cómo está?” “Good Mrs.Morales, thank you for asking. How have you been? Sorry for not visiting, I've been busy.” “nonsense chiquita, I’m so happy you could make it, venir, venir! Come say hi! Everyone has missed you!” You gave a curt nod, preparing yourself for all the questions from the big familia and more importantly, seeing Miles.
Rio paused, seeing a tall, attractive, dark skin boy with dreads behind you, holding your hand. She looked at you with furrowed eyebrows, “Quién es ese” you pretended not to hear her, instead walking next to him behind her as she went further into the party.
After a couple of minutes of reuniting with all of the family, you saw Jeff and gave him his present. He thanked you, “Hey you know the girl Miles is with?” You looked around, still not seeing him. You shook your head no.
Jeff noticed the boy you were with was now holding your waist with one hand, standing next you. He side eyed him questionably. Jeff could’ve sworn you would only let Miles hold you like this, hating intimate acts physical touch from anyone but his son. Who was this guy who had won you over?
“Miles,” Rio paused looking at Gwen, “and uh you too I guess, Guess whos here! Come say hi! ” Rio told miles, pulling him with Gwen following over to whoever his mom wanted him to see. “Whos here mami-” He was cut off by the sight of Y/n talking to his father, and some random-, holding your waist?
He furrowed his eyebrows, who in the hell is that?
“Ay! Y/n look who!” Rio pushed her son forward so you could see him. He looked back displeased at his moms antics before turning to face you. Miles stared at you awkwardly, “Uh, hey.” You nodded at him with pursed lips.
The girl you had seen in all the drawings appeared next to him, no doubt this was girl he liked instead of you.“Uh-Hi! I'm Gwen!” She stuck her hand out, you looked at it before just nodding, causing her to drop her hand embarrassed, “Y/n”.
Rio smirked, happy you didn't like her either.
“So who are you?” Miles asked looking at the guy holding your waist, a little more aggressive in his tone than he needed to be. Miles watched as the guy raised an eyebrow mockingly at Miles. “Dre, nice to meet you”. Dre stuck his hand out, Miles to look him up and down ignoring the gesture. Dre dropped his hand, smirking lousily at Miles' expression.
Miles couldn't help but notice Dre was about an inch taller than him.
He didnt like that.
“Um, so how do you two know each other?” Gwen asked, looking between you and dre.
“I'm her boyfriend”
Miles unconsciously pulled his head into his neck, making the most aggressive stank face known to man. “Since when” he scowled, trying to hide the attitude in his voice. He wasn’t hiding it very well. Dre responded for you, “few weeks ago, why?”.
“huh” miles nodded ignoring the question, clearly annoyed. Dre kissed your shoulder, smirking harder, almost a full blown grin making its way to his face at miles expression. Miles's spider senses involuntarily made him aware of your heartbeat speeding up as you blushed, slightly giggling to yourself.
Miles had no clue why this bothered him so much. I mean he was right next to Gwen, the girl of his dreams. You being with this wannabe Luka Sabbat really shouldn't have bothered him so much. And why was your heart beating so quick from him kissing your shoulder? You didnt actually like this bum for real did you?
Feeling Miles prying eyes, you looked at him skeptically before turning to dre. “Well-uh we better get going before were late. Congrats Captain Morales,” you looked at Jeff and smiled lightly. “Um nice to meet you Gwen,” she nodded, grinning nicely. You turned to Rio “it's always nice to see you Mrs.Morales, contact me if ever need help with anything.” “Yes mija. Thank you for stopping by.” You finally turned to Miles,
“Miles”
“Y/n”
Gwen stared between the two of you confused. What was that?
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tap! tap! tap!
You groaned at the sound coming from your window. Covering your head with her blanket trying to ignore the noise, you pretended to be asleep.
The taps soon turned to knocks causing you to groan louder “Dre hold on I heard you” you got up begrudgingly leaving the comfort of your bed to open the window.
“-oh, it's you." Opening the glass surprised, you allowed Miles in. Miles stared you up and down, taking note of the fact you were in nothing but a big tee, a big tee he had never seen before.
“Why is he coming to your room through the window?” He questioned, towering over you. “Miles what are you talking about?-”. “You thought it was Dre at your window right? No te hagas la mudo y/n. Why is he coming through your window, especially this late at night.”
“I dont see how that is any of your concern. We havent spoken in weeks and you wanna pretend you care what's going on in my life, on my time? Nah, that's not how that works.” Miles scoffed. “Whos shirt is that y/n- cause I know it's not yours.” “Its Dre’s, but that none of your business-” “What is he? Some rebound?” He laughed sardonically. “I mean there's no way you even really like the dude, you just liked me!” You scoffed, “Not everything is about you miles, this has nothing to do with you, I moved on.” he looked at you “Estás mintiendo”. “Oh yea? What makes you think that huh? Y-you think i'm so stuck on you that i can't move on from- what? Some stupid crush on you? Get over yourself Miles-” “tu latido” he whispered. “What?” “Your heartbeat y/n, I know you're lying ‘cause your heartbeat.” You looked at him blanky, hiding the shock in your face as he stepped closer to you, leaving a small gap between you two.
“I can feel it, Sé tú mi amas.”
He gently grabbed your neck, leaning down to kiss you. Your eyes widened before closing. Embracing the moment, you wrapped your arms around Miles' neck. Your mouth parted slightly, allowing him to deepen the kiss. Feeling your knees buckle, Miles took his free hand and placed it on your backside, effectively stabilizing you. He could sense you, all of you.
Your heart was beating the fastest it ever had. He could feel your chest rising and falling as you struggled to breathe through your nose. Your pheromones were at their strongest. He smirked into the kiss, loving the effect he had on you.
This is wrong. You had a boyfriend, sure only for only about a month but you did still have one. And you were cheating on him with Miles of all people. Your lips shouldn’t have fit together like puzzle pieces, chest rising and falling at the same time with your hearts beating in sync. It was natural, like you were meant for each other.
But he wasn’t yours and you weren’t his.
You knew you should stop. You should end this before it got too far, before it got to a point beyond something an apology could fix.
But if this was so wrong,
¿Por qué se sintió tan bien?
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You sat on your bed anxiously, zoned out at staring at the ceiling. It had been two days since the…incident.
Miles' tongue fought for dominance with yours. He guided you over to your bed, hands roaming all over you body needingly. You slightly tripped falling back onto the edge of the mattress, still kissing him passionately as he leaned over you. He stabilized himself putting his knee between your legs, placing his hands on either side of you. Your hands were woven into his curls, slightly pulling on them causing him to groan in the kiss. His tongue won, exploring your mouth as it pleased.
ring! ring! ring!
You pulled away from miles, a string of saliva visibly attaching the two of you as you moved further away. You breathed heavily as you looked at the user ID calling you.
DREBAE<3 is calling!
answer-decline
You stared at the phone wide eyed. From your expression Miles knew exactly who had called you. “no respondas eso y/n.” Miles said sternly, so close you could feel his breath tickling your neck. The way he said it seemed less like a statement and more like an ultimatum. You looked up at Miles, your chest rising and falling quickly.
“...Hello baby?” you said as you put it on speaker staring at Miles, still trying to catch your breath. Miles scoffed looking at you, shaking his head in disbelief.
“Hey mami” Miles looked at the phone in your hand with pure disgust. Who did this guy think he was giving you that nickname? Did he even speak spanish? “I need you, real bad” Dre said breathily through the phone, causing your eyes to go wider than they already were. Miles however, became very irritated. Who in the hell did this guy think he was? And why haven’t you hung up the phone yet?
Miles quickly got up, looking at you with furrowed eyebrows. It was clear who your choice was. He scoffed, walking back over to your window . To him it didn’t matter what he said you to a few months ago, that he chose someone else over you. Or the fact you had a boyfriend who had every right to call you.
It was the fact it was only you and him right now, and you didn’t choose him. He suddenly felt the feeling you must’ve experienced when he did this to you. And damn did it hurt.
Miles stared at your figure, an unreadable look in his eye. Going back through your window with one last glance at you, he shut it with a slam. “What was that baby?” Dre asked through the phone.
“uhm.. Just the wind I think.”
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strawbeerossi · 8 months
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August || Chapter Two
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Pairing: Fem!Reader x Spencer Reid
Chapter Description: Spencer confides his guilt of losing you as a friend into JJ and he hatches a surefire plan to get you back. In the meantime, you are still struggling to pick up the pieces of your broken heart. Although mourning is slowly manifesting into exhaustion.
Content/Warnings: Guilt, Spencer trying to buy friendship, reader is a tad hostile, threats of violence, a special interaction at the end.
WC: 2.5K
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“I can’t believe that she said that!” JJ stared at Spencer in shock, the male sulking on the couch while he brought a hand up to rub his face. “So now she is just abandoning you? Some friend.” She murmured.
JJ felt she did nothing wrong. After all, you and Spencer weren’t dating and the confession was life and death at the time. She never assumed he would approach her and ask her if what she said was true. She could accept how she’d be the villain to Will but that was neither here nor there.
“I just feel like I was too harsh at the moment. I know it’s the truth but I could’ve been kinder to her about it..” Spencer had been going over the full interaction in his mind for hours, worried about wherever you stormed off to. He could take a hint, you didn’t want him to follow so he stayed with Penelope, who looked at him with disappointment and disapproval. It was never easy to swallow whenever even the lovable blonde knew that you were in the wrong.
“What more could you have said?” JJ asked, face softening as she was sitting beside Spencer while her gaze was fixed on him. “You told her that you didn’t assume it was serious. That’s the truth. She's upset with your honesty, that’s hardly your fault. She will have to get over it.” 
The more they talked about it, the worse that Spencer began to feel. Sure, you had feelings that he didn’t know about prior to the JJ situation but there was a lot more that he still could have done. He couldn’t help but ponder what could’ve happened if he explained everything to you right after they were released from their hostage situation. 
You could’ve talked some sort of sense into him, maybe something along the lines of a nicer reminder of JJ’s husband and children. He was blinded by devotion and adoration to JJ, quite frankly, he still was. Regardless, he couldn’t afford to completely lose you, not after the way you’d worked so hard to get him to open up to you.
All he needed was to figure out how to make things better. It would take a lot of time and effort but he knew that just as you had broken his wall down whenever you first started, he could break yours down as well.
You weren’t interested in those games. Spencer had begun approaching you at the office a few weeks after your last conversation. He would bring you your favorite desserts, a coffee, sometimes even flowers in an attempt for reconciliation. 
Luke definitely appreciated the gesture though, being the lucky one to get whatever beverage or food item that Spencer tried putting on your desk. It was annoying, truth be told. You set a firm boundary, one that you assumed he’d be more than happy to follow. After all, JJ was the light of his life now, you didn’t understand why he was so focused on you again. With the way she continuously followed him around, it seemed as if they were plenty happy.
Just like every day, you walked to your desk on a bright Monday morning to see a muffin sitting on your desk. Spencer was trying to be sly, hand against his cheek as his eyes were subtly looking in your direction. 
However, the pattern continued much to Spencer’s dismay. 
“Wow, thanks.” Luke was grinning as you held out the baked good towards him, happily reaching for the muffin. In the first few instances, you felt bad for Spencer, your heart still holding out hope for reconciliation and the chance for him to change his mind and just be with you instead.
That dream was massacred worse than the murders from the likes of George Foyet and Mr. Scratch. Especially when you realized it was almost as if he expected to be immediately forgiven, even though his actions could never warrant instant reconciliation. 
“It’s gonna take more than confectionary goods and coffee.” You stated in a simple tone, eyes down on your desk as you could feel Spencer’s eyes fixated on you. “I’d hope you’re not ignorant enough to believe that buying my friendship is all it takes.” 
“Right..” Spencer frowned while looking away, fingertips drumming against the wooden desk. “I’m trying.”
“Not hard enough.” 
He could admit his attempts were lazy, the idea of getting treats being a shot in the dark. You wouldn’t speak to him, so he was having to sift through every single idea in his brain. He may have been a genius but he was horrible with apologies, never being able to articulate the words he needed to say without the stress of offending anyone being there. The words were hard to find for him. 
He could give a profile, intricate details about victims and serial killers as well as absorbing every ounce of their past and personality. He could apply that same logic here, although he felt like treating you like a victim or a serial killer wouldn’t make things any better. Probably even worse. 
Regardless of that, he was more than determined to rekindle your friendship, even though deep down he knew that it could never be the same. Being complacent in the end of a marriage made nobody look good, he should’ve had the common sense to think of that before.
“I don’t understand why things have to be this way.” JJ spoke up, a mug of coffee in her hand as she was walking from the kitchenette. “We can talk about things, make them a little easier. I mean, I think a conversation is long overdue.”
You were shaking your head. “I have nothing to say to either one of you. I wish you would get it through your thick skulls. You had a chance to talk to me after everything happened and you stayed quiet. It shows what your intentions were. You aren’t ashamed of what you’ve done and you clearly didn’t care about the fate of our friendship at the time, so I see where I stand.”
“I just think it’s unfair. That’s all. Spencer is trying.”
“Life is unfair. He should try harder.” You responded, calm and collected so as to not get yelled at by Emily again for an outburst. You didn’t have the energy to yell at them anyway, they weren’t worth it.
“I don’t know what else you expected.” Matt spoke up from his desk, leaning back in his chair. He hardly ever got involved but this situation was enough to frustrate him and his wife. “JJ, you knew what you were doing when you decided to pursue Spencer. Not only did you betray a friend but you ruined your own marriage over it. You had vows with Will and completely tore them up and burned them in front of everyone.”
Spencer was sighing from frustration from his desk. “I understand what was wrong about this situation but continuously bringing up the incident isn’t going to benefit anyone..” He spoke while bringing a hand up to rub his face.
“You can’t handle hearing what you’ve done. It’s natural for people who feel guilty.” Luke hummed as he let his arms cross. You really did have the whole team on your side, it seemed. That helped more than ever, honestly. 
“You’re biased in this case. We all are. Arguing will get us nowhere.” You spoke up, a soft sigh leaving your lips. “You think you did nothing wrong and we all know that you did. That’s all there is to it. Just let the fantasy go. I’m not interested in friendship with either one of you. Not now anyway.” 
It was honest, mainly due to the fact that you didn’t want to spend all your time talking about the possibility of friendship after such a stab to your heart.
“I think you should at least allow us to extend the olive branch. Spencer at the very least,” JJ began while putting her hands together. 
“Giving me a branch will only result in you getting beat over the head with it. I told you, I’m ot interested in pretending that things are okay and that I’m perfectly happy with the both of you. That’s not going to happen. I’m telling you that if you want to salvage any morsel of a friendship, you need to leave me alone.”
That seemed to be enough to make Spencer look back down at his desk, gaze fixed on the file on his desk although he couldn’t bring himself to focus. He didn’t want to have things completely ruined between you both, even if the blueprints for that were there. He felt anger, anger at himself for his way of going about the whole relationship business. He wasn’t made aware of the feelings you once had until it was too late for that to even be discussed.
JJ was angry but not at herself, more-so at the fact that you just weren’t open to the shortest of discussions. Explanations were always used to clear up negatives in every aspect of life. This was no different. “But-”
“Jennifer. Just let it be.” Spencer spoke up with a frown on his face. The use of her first name meant business, that was what made her stop and turn to face him. “Leave her alone. She’s not interested right now. We can talk to her some other time.”
You were thankful, however you didn’t acknowledge the action. 
After that, it was seemingly smooth sailing. Your day was spent finishing case files and ultimately filing them away whenever things were finished. It was honestly the most peaceful you’d been in weeks. It did feel weird, not having Spencer following you like a lost puppy and making an attempt to reconcile.
You oddly.. Missed it. 
Spencer didn’t deserve any of the feelings you felt towards him but you just couldn’t turn off those feelings. Not in the slightest. You still harbored love and care. You needed to put that love and care into yourself, to learn to move on and release any thought of what could have been. 
You were torn from your thoughts when you felt a hand against your shoulder, the touch startling you enough to make you quickly turn around. You were met by Emily offering a small smile back at you. “I didn’t mean to startle you. I just saw you standing here for a while and I had to check up on you.”
“It’s fine. I, uh, I’m okay!” You offered a smile to match hers. “Just thinking of some stuff.”
“Well, Penelope has expressed concern to me, as has everyone else, so I just figured that you needed someone to talk to. I don’t like to brag but.. I am a very good listener.” She mused, her hand moving from your shoulder to rest by her side once more. 
Of course Emily would approach you. You could talk to her about anything without being shamed, even if she could tell you the harsh truth when you needed to hear it. That was why you admired her so much. She was strong, confident. A woman who would speak her mind without fear of anything.
“We obviously don’t have to talk here. We can go to my office, if you’d prefer.” She was trying to get you out of your own head, to help you heal in a constructive way. You were mourning the loss of friendships and she was the one out of everyone else who could understand the complexities of your feelings. She mourned the loss of the team in a far different manner in her past but she knew all the same.
“Yeah.. Okay.” You reluctantly agreed, following close behind as you both made a b-line to her office. You felt stupid, having to cry about how a relationship that isn’t even your own has deeply affected you. 
The minute you were in the safety of her office, you felt an aura of safety. This room was a place where you could speak freely, to rant about your feelings and even shed a few tears all while being in the confinement of the office.
Once that door was shut and the blinds were drawn, you took in a breath. “I don’t want you to think that I’m overreacting.”
“You’re not. You know that you are allowed to have feelings. My only issue is what those feelings are doing to you. I’ve never seen you so upset before.” She said softly while getting seated at her own desk. “Everyone needs to vent sometimes, even if the other person is just listening. I just want to help you in an effort to move past this.” She admitted.
“I also want to make an effort to help you. I want you to grow stronger from this experience rather than cower down and refuse to accept the fact that they are together. I love you, dearly. That’s why you need to know that they shouldn’t bother you. That whole situation is a shitshow and I know that. I just want you to mourn the loss of your friendships and not sulk over this relationship..” 
The lecture was much needed, forcing you to soak up the fact that she was right. You shouldn’t be heartbroken over them. Your friendships were one thing to be upset about but their relationship was none of your business. “I can understand where you’re coming from. I just.. Em.. I don’t know how to deal with this situation. It’s hard to even think about the situation. Maybe it’s the betrayal from JJ that hurts so much.”
“Betrayal can hurt anyone. Believe me, I know. I just want to see you thriving. Between you and I, I feel like you could do much better than him. I used to root for you both but after this nonsense? I’d rather see you with someone who will appreciate what they have. Friend or not. If you and Spencer could work out your friendship, then I’ll be happy. I just hope you consider these circumstances later.”
“Right. I just told him and JJ that I need my space from them. Working with them is one thing but I have no desire to talk to them outside of the work environment.”
“And that’s fine. Just don’t let these negatives throw you off when it comes to your job. Getting along will make things easier, work conversation is a part of that.” Emily wasn’t going to force you to speak to either of them outside of cases and work hours. That wouldn’t be constructive at all.
“Please don’t think that I’m not looking out for you. I’ll always be here for you,” The raven haired beauty said softly as she was reaching over the desk to gently take one of your hands in hers, a reassuring smile on her face as her thumb swiped over your knuckles.
It was oddly.. Affectionate. More affectionate than you were used to coming from Emily.
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• Oooh! Intresting!
• I headcannon Mammon as a possessive, Manipulative and controlling kinda yandere. Mostly coming from his position as the King of greed.
• Especially once you’ve gotten in a relationship with him these traits are tenfold.
• Mammon views you as his possession, And a valuable one at that. You are his, He likes showing you off too as he brings you around his workplace and flaunting you like jewellery
• If anyone dares to touch what is his, Mammon would not hesitate to absolutely crush them. It doesn’t matter if its a creepy fan or a close family member. He doesn’t care, They’re getting obliterated.
• Mammon doesn’t show his care for you, Deeming it as unprofitable. But he does care even though he insults and berates you often, Even when it gets physical, He does love you.. He does! Don’t you realise this is all because he loves you..?
• He manipulates you into staying with him by promising you mountains of luxury. Whatever pleasures and desires you may want will be served on a silver spoon, Especially after a physical argument (Though you don’t know that its solely so you don’t leave)
• No one really knows how you two got together, One day you just showed up sitting next to him while watching one of his shows.
• You could’ve started out as a performer trying to get to the face of his brand, And Mammon, Somehow grew a liking for you more than just your monetary value.
• You could also have been a PR stunt, Him paying you to be his partner. Mammon, The King of Greed getting in a relationship? Preposterous! It would only drive more people to his shows just to see if they were true, Making more money.  
• But he doesn’t know what attracted him to you. Maybe it was your cunning nature, Your lust for more and more. Or maybe it could’ve been your genuine creativity, A want to make out of passion and not pennies.
• Either way, You’re both in a relationship now, Hooray!
• Though the quality of your bond really depends on how you react to his rather unsavoury tendencies.
• If you’re fine with it/have Stockholm syndrome then its gonna be a much easier time with him.
• You’ll be taken out with him more, Mammon likes boasting about you and how much of prize you were to have as a girlfriend. He’ll tone down his insults to banter and the amount of gifts you get will be increased tenfold.
• Mammon enjoys taking you out on expensive dates, Restaurants in the lust ring with a bottle of their most fine wine being opened in your favour. It’s only on these dates you can really see Mammon have something of a soft side, Giving disguised compliments and maybe even a genuine smile or two.
• You’ll be much more free, Being able to roam around his place of living freely, Ability to go out shopping without him (But, With a good few bodyguards, That is) And the right to go do what you want.
• Though Mammon does dictate what you wear and will order you to come to certain events, You don’t mind as you believe you’re just spending time with the Christmas tree you call your boyfriend.
• Physical touch is also a big thing for him, Also being a display of ownership. An arm around you, You on his lap or simple goodbye kisses are all too common for the both of you.
• Its sweeter, Even though the glasses you buy are rose-tinted, You enjoy the nicer moments.
• However if you’re considered unruly, Actively don’t reciprocate his obsession and god forbid try to escape..
• You’ll be tossed into a cage, One of the carnival trailer ones where they keep animals. That's where you stay, Not his expensive condo. You won’t be spoiled with rich foods and pleasures beyond your imagination, Only being served with what the show dogs are being fed with.
• If you want to act like a bitch, You’ll be treated like one. That’s what Mammon thinks. He’s pissed that you don’t appreciate him for everything he’s given you! All the money he’s spent! You’re his girlfriend, Why the hell are you acting like this.
• You won’t be taken out, Not until you learn how to behave. Mammon still visits you daily, No sweetness in his voice as he insults you and breaks you down with your biggest insecurities. He wants to break you, Just so he can build you back up into the perfect partner, Both for his reputation and his own selfish desires.
• If this process takes too long then Mammon will get angry and ramp up his abuse, Resorting to beatings or even torture just to get your mind into a mouldable state.
• Mammon is a horrible yandere to have, If you couldn’t tell.
• Sometimes when he’s in a better mood, He might toss you his leftovers or actually give you a blanket to sleep with instead of the horse hay you were using. Though he really does care, This is more of a manipulative tactic to get you to act better in order to get more stuff.
• If you ever do give up and give into him, Mammon would be stoked. He’d treat you as if nothing ever happened while you just had the worst experience of your entire life.
• You’d be absolutely traumatised, Even though Mammon does feel only the tiniest bit guilty, He ignores it in favour of just forgetting that it ever happened.
• The only way I ever see you escaping him is if you have connections with any other of the kings, Especially the more powerful ones like Beelzebub. If they care enough or you have a certain relationship (Platonic or otherwise) they could probably bail you out, Secretly of course, You’re going into hell’s witness protection after this.
• Mammon would be pissed, Yelling and destroying everything around him as he demands his employees to find you. Basically having the biggest tantrum of his life.
• When he finds you with the money he bribed people with, It really depends if you do have a connection to one of the kings because if so that would stop him from taking you back. Leaving him to absolutely explode over what happened, Just fuming and scheming a way to get you back.
• If you don’t have a connection to one of the kings, Then he’ll drag you back to the greed ring screaming. He won’t hesitate to yell obscenities and break your legs, Throw you into the trailer cage and start the torture all over.
• But hey! What can you expect?
• This is the king of greed, Of course he’ll never let you go.
• Not for a very, VERY long time.
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literaila · 3 months
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In keeping secrets we see reader worried that sorcery would rid megumi of a normal life but what if we got megumi assuring reader that he wanted to choose this life and that she didn’t have to worry or something along those lines 😭
“we still don’t have to do this. there are plenty of high schools—“
“can you just drop it?”
you look over to megumi, trying to smile. as if he’s not going to see right through that. as if he hasn’t known you since you were practically his age, and as if you don’t actively discourage lying any chance you get.
it’s different for adults, okay?
“i’m serious, megumi.”
he raises a brow. you can tell he’s at least a little bit amused—if only because you’ve seen the same glint in his eyes when he hides satoru’s blindfolds around the house. “so am i.”
your face is pained. “you don’t have to listen to satoru. or tsumiki. or me, even.”
“when have i ever?”
you nudge him with your arm, trying to relax every tense muscle in your body.
is it just pure instinct to protect him from this? or are you actually scared, worried that megumi wouldn’t argue with satoru, isn’t comfortable enough to tell you that—
“can you stop freaking out about this?”
“do i look like i’m freaking out?”
megumi stares at you blankly.
“okay,” you look back down to the paperwork in front of you. you wonder if this is how satoru feels anytime he says anything to the kid. you should probably be nicer to him. “maybe i’m freaking out. but it’s only because dad was supposed to do this with you.”
megumi looks briefly horrified.
“take me or leave me, kid.”
he shakes his head. “you’re better than that bonehead.”
you sigh, rubbing your eyes. “okay, you really gotta get over the movie thing—“
“no i don’t—“
“it was an accident.”
megumi crosses his arms. “why are you defending him? he ruined the entire series for me.”
you roll your eyes. “you think by now you’d know not to talk to him about movies.”
“you think by now he’d know not to spoil the entire thing,” megumi mocks.
you snort.
“why are you so… weird about this anyway? you went there. so did gojo.”
“and look how he turned out.”
megumi gives you a grin—meaning his cheek twitches and he blinks at you.
“it’s just… you really don’t have to go. i know satoru goes on and on about taking responsibility, and acknowledging strength. and i know that tsumiki thinks you should do whatever you can to help people but—“ you stop. bite your cheek. “you don’t have to go, megumi. you can be a normal person. become a doctor or something.”
“i can barely deal with my classmates,” he says, “why would i want to interact with sick people on a daily basis?”
you scoff. “first of all, it was a hypothetical.”
“that’s a terrible suggestion.”
you tilt your head at him. “you’re smart,” you say, “you’re kind. you’re handsome—“ you reach a hand out to pinch his cheek, but he grabs it—like an instinct.
but you take what you can get, so you squeeze it, smiling at him—but really this time.
because he’s so much more than you could’ve asked for.
tsumiki and megumi are your good luck charms, if anything. a sign for your younger self that everything would be okay.
they’re so much more than teenagers should be, so much more than satoru or you deserve.
but you’re not going to complain. the world is shit, and the gifts you’ve been given will never leave your grasp.
still…
“you could do whatever you want with your life, megs. anything. it doesn’t have to be jujutsu.”
“this is what i want to do.”
you let go of his hand, looking back down. “are you sure?”
megumi makes a noise, crossing his arms. “why don’t you trust me?”
“it’s got nothing to do with you,” you retort, sitting up. “but you grew up with satoru telling you who you’re supposed to be—“
“i have never listened to anything he’s told me—“
“so if you decide this isn’t you, that’s okay. i need you to know that it’s okay to do whatever you want. it’s not selfish, or irresponsible. it’s human.”
there’s a moment of silence.
you stare down at the table and wonder how many times you had to repeat those words—just to believe them.
you wonder how many years it took before you decided to act however you saw fit, and not bend to the wills of fate.
what will happen to megumi, whatever he chooses?
how are you supposed to protect him from the future?
“mom,” he says, breaking the silence. not a question.
“hmm?”
you’re tapping your fingers on the table, not looking at him.
god, satoru should’ve filled out the paperwork with him. he wouldn’t have scared the kid into changing his mind. he wouldn’t have even said anything.
“i want to do this,” megumi whispers to you. “i—there was never any question for me. i’ve never wanted to do anything else.”
you look at him. he’s staring back—his eyes so stern and mature, it almost makes you want to cry.
all you can do is nod. there’s no way to voice your fears to a fourteen year old, no way to make him understand.
but that’s okay. that’s why you have satoru.
“and you don’t need to worry about me. worry about gojo, or something, instead.”
you laugh. “i do worry about dad, and you, and tsumiki. all of the time. i can’t stop now.”
“well, try.”
you shake your head, messing with his hair. “nuh-uh. you’re my little boy. i’ll always be worried about you.”
megumi makes a face, and you laugh again.
“okay,” you take a breath. “let’s finish these papers. hopefully satoru and tsumiki will be back by then.”
“did they—“
it’s then that the front door opens, satoru’s signature slam ringing down the hallway.
“speak of the devil,” you whisper. megumi just sighs.
“oh goodness,” satoru says, as he walks down the hall. “my son and my wife, sitting at the same table. isn’t that funny?”
“we’re busy, satoru.”
satoru pouts at you, setting a bag on the table. “but we brought dinner,” he says, “and presents.”
“where’s tsumiki?” megumi asks.
“she’s getting the—“
and then tsumiki rounds the corner, holding at least five different shopping bags.
“satoru!” you hit his arm. “go help her.”
“what? she’s fine. woman are strong, you know? don’t underestimate their strength.”
tsumiki laughs, setting the bags down on a chair.
“you’re gonna learn just how strong a woman is when i—“
“what are you guys doing? homework?”
you glare at him. “we’re filling out the papers yaga gave us. the ones you were supposed to do a week ago.”
he grins at you, leaning down to leave a loud kiss on your cheek. then he pulls you so your face is pressed against his thigh. “has she cried yet?” he asks megumi.
“we’re getting there.”
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BITE THE HAND THAT FEEDS. mdni. 18+.
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pairings: dark ! natasha romanoff + f ! reader
summary: natasha has always liked to hunt, and it's even better when her prey is a pretty girl
warnings: violence, abuse, bear trap, injury, established kidnapping/established relationship, almost outdoor sex, public indecency, hair pulling, impact play, groping, guns, daddy kink
wc: 3.2k~
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“Natasha, please.” You whimper, grabbing at her wrist to try and ease some of the strain on your hair as she drags you out of the house and through the yard. “Stop, I don’t want to do this.” Tears are rolling down your cheeks now from the pain in your scalp and your face from the previous punches Natasha threw your way. 
“Really? Could’ve fuckin’ fooled me.” Natasha growls, tugging harder and making you trip over your own feet before she hauls you up, only to push you to the ground afterwards, glaring at your shaking form on the ground. 
This was your fault, you shouldn’t have tried to run. It was stupid, you know that now. You just wished you had more freedom, that’s all. 
You were naked save for the panties and bra she allowed you to keep on, having forced you to strip about ten minutes prior. Your body trembled in the chilly autumn air of whatever part of Russia Natasha inhabited, one of the Oblasts you think, it was the most likely, but you weren’t sure. She didn’t like to keep you conscious while she was traveling, so you were never quite sure where you were. But you know you’ve been in this specific place for a while now, at her out of place house, in the middle of nowhere, in the Russian wilderness. 
You startle when you hear a knife make a soft thud on the grass next to you and you look up at Natasha, sniffling and trying to wipe your tears away. You know she doesn’t like it when you cry over nothing like this. “Tasha, I’m sorry, I promise. Please, I’ll be good, I don’t want to do this again.” Your bottom lip wobbles and you try to keep your voice even, but it trembles and you know Natasha heard. 
“Don’t ‘Tasha’ me.” She scoffs, crossing her arms over her chest. “Pick up the knife. Get up.” And when you don’t make any moves to get up, still hoping she’ll change her mind, she lands a harsh kick to your thigh and you whimper. “Now! Don’t make me say it again.”
You squeak involuntarily, tears starting to spill down your cheeks again. You don’t like when Natasha yells at you, even more than you don’t like when she hits you like this and treats you like a ragdoll. ‘If you don’t like it, then don’t do anything to deserve it’ you can hear her voice in the back of your head. You shouldn’t have done anything to upset her. Everything that happens from now on is your fault, you know that, but still, you can’t help but wish Natasha would be just a little nicer. 
You grab the hunting knife with a shaky hand, gripping the handle and starting to stand up. “You want to be a good girl?” She asks and you nod hesitantly, you know where this is going. “Then you can be a good girl by getting out of my sight. You wanted so badly to leave this morning, so go on then.”
“But Tasha, I’m not– I’m–”
“What the fuck did I just say? Go!”
The loudness of her voice is enough to have your body moving before your brain even registers what she said, scrambling away like a scared animal. You’ve always hated when Natasha got like this, you don’t like this game. You’ve never played it like this, but it’s never been fun either way.
The game is really quite simple, Natasha is the predator and you are her prey. She gives you five minutes to run– ten minutes if she’s feeling particularly nice, before she comes after you. The knife is because she’s not that cruel, she doesn’t want some wild animal to be the reason you die. You are in the Russian wilderness, afterall. All of the previous times she’s done this you’ve been fully clothed, though, and you wish she had let you keep your clothes on this time, too.
She must have been feeling particularly mean to make you do this in the current weather. It’s not horribly windy, but the air is not still either, and the wind that blows past is bitter and cold. You think the time on the clock read 4:26pm when Natasha dragged you through the living room, which meant you had about two hours before the sun would set. 
Natasha had never really let you outside late enough for the sun to set, and you weren’t entirely sure you wanted your first time out past sunset to be in the forest, but you also didn’t know what exactly she would do when she found you. Natasha was unpredictable. Some days she was soft and gentle, like she was when you first got together, and other days she was mean and cold, treating you as if you were nothing but a burden she had to drag around with her. You knew she didn’t mean it, though. If that’s what she really thought then she would have dropped you off in the middle of nowhere months ago, maybe even left you years ago, and drove off without so much as a look back. 
Your feet are sore as you run across the ground, rocks and dirt sticking to your bare feet, twigs scattered everywhere, some sharp and some not, digging into your flesh harshly. You know you’ll be cleaning cuts when you get back to the house, but you try not to focus on the pain so you can focus on where you’re going instead. You know that the closest village is about 15 miles away, an impossible distance even when you’re running your fastest.
It would take around two hours to get there and Natasha would never let that happen anyway, the longest she’d ever taken in her little hunt was 45 minutes because you’d somehow managed to climb a tree. You never did that again after how terrifying it was to have her climb up after you and practically throw you down from it. 
You could never go into the village in your state of undress anyway, something Natasha was counting on. 
You don’t know how long you’ve been running for when you stop to catch your breath, if it’s been less than or more than ten minutes– the maximum amount of time Natasha would have given you to get a headstart. Not that it really mattered, the outcome would be the same no matter how long you’d been running. That, at least, was predictable. 
You hear a gunshot in the distance and you bolt. You didn’t know she had that with her, you didn’t see it before back at the cabin. She’d never used it on you, only to scare you, but that doesn’t mean today won’t be the day that changes. She did seem rather volatile today. You look behind you and you can’t see her anywhere, not even a glimpse of her red hair. 
Is she using her gun to signal that it's been five minutes? Ten minutes? That would be new. But what else would she possibly be wasting a bullet for? …Is there someone else out here? No, there couldn’t be, there’s never been before. Who would have found their way all the way out here? You don’t even know where here is, so why would anyone who isn’t Natasha know where you are?
And if there is someone else out here, was that Natasha’s gun firing or theirs? Your heart is beating faster now, moreso out of genuine fear rather than nervousness like before. Sure, Natasha could be scary, but she’d never evoked this kind of fear out of you before. You’re conflicted now. Should you keep running or should you go back to see if Natasha is okay? You have a knife, surely you could help? But what good is a knife against a gun?
Your mind is going so fast you can barely keep up. You hadn’t felt this anxious since you thought Natasha was going to die in the hands of Ultron all those years ago. 
Your feet are moving on their own and with your constant glances behind, you aren’t paying any attention to where you’re running. You even climbed… something, but you weren’t paying enough attention even to that. Usually, you’d be more vigilant, you know that Natasha likes to set traps sometimes, keep you nervous about what’s out there and give you a reason not to try and escape.
But you’re not paying any attention to the ground below you as you run, too focused on the gun shot you had heard that you don’t see the trap in front of you. You had never been up here anyway, you never would have known about it. You barely even feel yourself stepping on the pan in the middle until the two steel jaws clamp around your ankle and you let out a blood curdling scream. 
Bear traps aren’t supposed to hurt like this, they’re not supposed to be this sharp. Natasha was just cruel.
You instantly drop to the ground, on your knees first and then sitting as you uselessly try to pry the trap off of your leg. Your hands are trembling and covered in blood as you cry. Just the sight of all your blood is almost enough to make you pass out. You hiccup on your own sobs, trying to figure out how you could possibly get this trap off. You wish Natasha were here. 
Natasha grunts as she pulls herself up onto the top of a rock face. How you had strayed so far from your usual path, she had no idea. Well, she had a little bit of an idea. She did fire her gun just to make you jump. She can tell you’d been here, though, if the fresh blood on the sharp rock was any indication. Her poor baby, you must have cut yourself, why didn’t you just choose another direction?
Once she’s on her feet again, she looks around for any other signs of you. The grass is flattened to the east and she narrows her eyes as she looks further in that direction. She knows that climbing must have slowed you down a lot, and if she knows her girl, then the pain from whatever cuts you have will have you whining and complaining to yourself the whole time. If she listens close enough, she’d probably just be able to hear you, so she walks in the direction of the flattened grass. 
She pauses for a second and then crouches down to get a closer look at the ground. Yes, you were running away from the rock face, not towards it. And it looks like you have a few cuts on the bottom of your feet if the dark maroon stains on some of the blades of grass meant anything. Natasha supposes she could have been a little less cruel and given you shoes, but it’s a little too late for that now. 
She stands again and begins walking further, she’s not running, no longer worried about how far ahead you may have gotten. You’d be tired by now even without any injuries, and Natasha was much faster than you even on your best days, it didn’t matter if she ran or walked now. She was in the home stretch.
She looks down at the watch on her wrist and hums. It had been 20 minutes since she’d set you free, and that was more than enough time for her to simmer down at least a little bit and for you to trap yourself in your thoughts of her being mad at you. Ones that would have you pleading at her feet, she’s sure, begging her to forgive you more than you were before. 
And she has simmered down, realized that perhaps her reaction to the fear of you wanting to leave her wasn’t quite appropriate. But really, when were any of her reactions appropriate? This was an okay approach, she reasons, making you realize you never wanted to be without her.
And then she hears it. A scream in the distance. 
Natasha’s fingers twitch and she wonders if she should fire another blank or not. She slows her breathing and does her best to create minimal noise as she walks towards the source of the sound. She knows it’s you, but she doesn’t know what has you screaming like that. If it’s an animal, she can sneak up and kill it before it hurts you. And if it’s not, well, she might be in for a little treat. 
She’s not disappointed when she sees you sitting down and leaning against a tree, sniffling as you look down at your leg. Your very bloody leg, actually. And then Natasha’s eyes focus properly and she sees the trap clamped tightly around your leg, the teeth from the jaws sunk into your flesh. Poor thing, you’ll never see her coming. Unless…
She considers having a little mercy, but once she knows she’s close enough to be in your eye sight and for you to panic, she reaches into her back pocket for her gun and fires it into the air. 
She watches as you practically jump out of your skin, and a pained whimper slips past your lips, looking around with wide eyes until you spot her. You’re like a deer caught in headlights and you know there’s nothing you can do now, you can’t run and even if you tried, you wouldn’t get very far, the trap is chained somewhere to a chain fence stake somewhere in the ground. 
Natasha stalks towards you, eyes hungry as she takes in the sight in front of her. “Run into a little trouble, did you?” She grins, wolf-like, and crouches in front of you. “This looks like it hurts, baby. You poor thing.” And you know she’s going to do something bad when she reaches out, but you don’t expect her to start poking and prodding at the injury. 
You whimper and your fists clench at your sides, “T–Tasha, please.” Your teeth clench, “Stop… Yes, it hurts, ah!”
She chuckles and grants you a little mercy. She presses down on the springs on both sides, using her strength to open the jaws, “Move your leg.” She instructs when your leg is finally free of the metal, the dislodging causing a pained whine to escape your lips. When all you do is sniffle and look at her she sighs, “Now or I will let it go and we both know you don’t want that.”
Hesitantly, you move your leg out of the trap, wincing when you feel a jolt of pain shoot up your leg. Natasha lets go and the trap snaps shut before she picks it up and tosses it somewhere behind her, you hear it hit the ground with a dull thud. “There. Aren't things always better when you listen to me?”
She takes a second to properly examine the injury you’ve sustained. The wounds aren’t too deep and they’ll definitely need some cleaning and they’ll take time to heal, but that is something she’ll worry about later. For now…
“You didn’t lose my good hunting knife, did you?” she tilts her head to the side and you shrink a little under her gaze. “W– Well, I didn’t really lose it, I promise, b– but I didn’t have anywhere to put it and I needed my hands and–”
Natasha cuts you off with a kiss and your eyes widen in surprise. You thought she’d be mad at you, not kissing you, but maybe this means you’re forgiven. “Don’t care, I’ll find it later. Seeing you like this… We might have to do this more often.” Her hands roughly grope at your breasts and you whine before she rips your bra off of you entirely, it’s times like this where you’re reminded of just how strong she actually is.
You want to cry at her words, yell and tell her you don’t want to do this again, you don’t like this. Tears well up in your eyes at just the thought of having to do this again, especially in a state of undress like this and you wish you could tell her to stop, that you don’t want this anymore, you can’t take it, but you know you can’t. After all, what would you do without her? Even if being with her means you get hurt like this sometimes, you don’t think you could really ever live without her. You just wish she’d go back to being sweet Natasha all the time.
Natasha interrupts your thoughts with another kiss, this one a little more hungry and insistent. You wish she would at least take you back to the house, but it seems that she wants you now and she’s unwilling to wait. You could try to convince her to at least tend to your injury first, but you doubt that she would listen. 
“Tash–” You start and she moves to start kissing at your neck because of the interruption, “Tasha, please, let’s go home first. I’m filthy, don’t you want to clean up first?” 
She groans as she pulls away from your neck, taking the time to examine you properly. Her heart skips and she growls, the sight of you like this excites her, even if you’re covered in dirt and blood. “No, you want to go home and clean up first, but I don’t remember asking.” And that’s all you get before she’s back to kissing and biting at your neck. 
One of her hands moves down to toy with the waistband of your panties as the other gropes at your chest. You let your head fall back against the tree and you wish you could focus more on Natasha, she always makes you feel so good and it’s not like you’ve never let her fuck you while injured before, but your leg is throbbing and the whimper that falls from your lips is more from pain than pleasure.
You push at her shoulder weakly and the look she gives you when you make her pull away for the second time is deadly. But you know she cares, you know she does, you just have to hit the right spot when you speak next and so you go for a weak point, “I–It hurts a lot, Daddy, please. I’ll be good and we can do whatever you want, just please can we go home first?”
Her expression softens a fraction and you know you’ve won. Natasha may be unpredictable, but there is always one thing that stays the same: her need to protect you.
“...Fine.” You’re surprised she’s not actually pouting as she grabs your bra and shoves it partially into her back pocket before standing up. She cracks her knuckles before leaning down and picking you up bridal style, making sure your injured leg is the one furthest away from her body. “I think we still have those pink bandages you liked so much.”
Yes, you were definitely forgiven.
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gutterfuuck · 4 months
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can you do sfw/nsfw headcanons for rex? i love your writings, can i be 🦊 anon?
of course! i will be naming you foxie anon!! here you go! (also this has been in my drafts since a long time, i am so sorry!! please do enjoy, this one is a little short i developed evil writing block at the end and did not finish it 😭 i am so sorry please spare me)
rex sloan x reader (anon requested fem reader/pronouns, they forgot to mention that in original ask!!)
sfw!!
just being at your place is enough for him. wether it’s an apartment, you have roommates or you live with your parents, he’s always eager to stick around wherever you are. you notice the way little things become misplaced, rearranged to his liking. it wasn’t something that made you upset, just inconvenienced you when you were trying to get out of the house in the mornings. you woke up to your keys in a little cat bowl instead of on the coat hanger, courtesy of your boyfriend.
“i just thought it’d be nicer.” rex mumbles as he rolls around in your bed, eyes closed with strands of hair falling over your pillows, the blankets shifting as he rolled over onto his stomach. you roll your eyes, having spent almost 15 minutes searching for your house keys when you could’ve just looked into the new little bowl he’d placed on the counter. you place a kiss on his forehead before leaving for work, nodding in agreement. “it did, i really like it… it’s cute, rex.” you smile, panic over as you rush to get into your car. he was such a heavy sleeper, you’d had to shake him awake five times before he’d opened his eyes.
when he first meets you, he tells you he’s a hero straight off the bat. he really liked you, okay!? he couldn’t risk messing up, especially not when he had something so perfect at the moment. he’d seen and heard what keeping secrets could do to relationships between heroes and civilians. you aren’t surprised, maybe even a little bit insulted when he’d told you, it didn’t take a rocket scientist to work out ‘rex sloan’ was ‘rex splode’.
his sense of humour is immaculate, makes you giggle with just a side eye sometimes. you have an inside joke going where you give each other a glance while talking to others, something that makes you both almost burst out laughing mid conversation. you didn’t mind if it made you both look a little bit rude. you guys only enjoyed each others company, anyway.
romance is top tier; personalised fireworks just for you, coming home to see that you wouldn’t have to worry about making dinner because he’s already bought home takeout by the time you’re home. one night, he’d placed everything like he had made it himself but you’d caught on that he hadn’t as soon as you tasted the food. (he wasn’t a good cook by any means, you had to learn that the hard way)
get ready for your home/room/whatever to be rearranged, he’s really big on home design and your space is his space. just like the cat dish, you slowly start to notice things appearing until you enter your bedroom one day and realise it would look like a whole other home compared to the way it looked last time. you really didn’t mind too much, you welcomed it. he really needed this, maybe it was his way of winding down.
“blinds or curtains?” rex asks, face buried in the magazine you’d picked up on the way home for him, his finger circling the page, “you just put curtains up last week, rex.” you roll your eyes, laying down next to him so you could rest your head in his lap, letting him balance his pages on the side of your head. almost every week you’d find him setting up a new dresser, installing lights into your ceiling, the whole nine yards. it was refreshing being with rex, it seemed like he never wanted to sit down, always doing something, you were just grateful that he’d make all the time in the world just for you. “right, yeah, but hear me out on this one: sparkling blinds this time.” he flips the page around to show you the nardo grey blinds with glitter embedded, you nod your head in agreement, “i hear you, i do… next week maybe.” you smile back, giggling when he closes the magazine to kiss you on your nose.
you liked to shower with him but rex loves to bathe with you. he loves sitting in front of you with the back of his head on your chest, loves having you wash his hair for him even if he had to bend his legs uncomfortably for you to both fit in the tub. rex flinches when he stands up to get out and your palm connects with his butt, taking him by complete surprise. he almost slips and falls which makes you laugh so hard you thought you wouldn’t be able to breathe, “ouch- hey!” he says, steadying himself before wrapping the towel around his waist quickly. “i would never do that to you- okay, maybe i do but that’s besides my point!” you can only laugh back in response, watching as he sticks his tongue out at you and grabs you your towel, wrapping it around you when you emerge from the bubbly water with suds sliding down your back.
he’s really big on pda. whether you’re in line for a movie, waiting to pick up food, shopping or out in public just be ready to have arms wrapped around your waist or his lips on yours as soon as you get to the cash register. he wants everyone to know that you’re his, he’s so proud of his relationship you’d think he’d been with you for a hundred years if you spoke to him, every sentence starting or finishing with “my girlfriend”. everyone is tired of it but not you, you knew how much it meant to him.
nsfw
his stamina is borderline evil. after you’d finish, he’s straight back to rolling over onto his back and pulling you on top of him. makes you ride it til you’re exhausted, likes to whittle you down before he’s on top of you, large hands squeezing your hips and moving them back and forth in time with his messy thrusts.
“shit, shit- squeezing down so tight-“ rex pants, collapsing forward onto you with his head right next to yours, stuttering hips making slapping sounds between you both. “r-rex..! too much-“ you whine, legs numb and pussy raw, you’d been at it for hours now, the sun was setting outside. he could hardly hear you, lost in his own pleasure as he felt your walls clamp around his dick again, cockhead twitching with sensitivity. how many times now? three, four..? five, maybe? he didn’t know, he lost count, all he could focus on was the way sweat dripped between you both and the way your face scrunched up again, mouth hanging open with hot breaths fanning his shoulder.
“y’know h-how pretty you look-“ he slurred, voice breaking as he pushed in again, a long groan escaping his lips, “cummin’ again, princess…?” rex holds your face in his hands, trying to hide his own disheveled face away from yours. your stomach knots up, eyes rolling back behind your eyelids as you let the sensation of your nth orgasm take your body by surprise, back arching up off of the bed as you clawed away at his back. you’d look them over later, he could worry about the red scratch marks when you weren’t trying to hold onto him for dear life.
be careful!! he likes to grab and change positions as fast as he’s put you in one so be prepared to wake up with finger shaped bruises in your skin. you scold him for the marks he leaves, but can’t deny the way your stomach flipped like you were on a roller coaster when your coworkers notice your hickeys and bites and they know exactly who you belong to. you’re not the only one covered in bruises and love bites; his teammates comment on them whenever they notice a new one which would be rare because of rex’s costume, though he liked to show them off on purpose. rex belonged to you just as much as you belonged to him.
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sunshineandspencer · 4 months
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Work the case (Iridescent, Part 5)
Let me stress, this is not Maeve from the show, but my own Maeve just named the same to send Spencer into hell whenever he thinks about it.
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!BAU!OC.
Summary: His first bout of cases with Maeve, and one of them doesn’t exactly go the way they had hoped
Word Count: 2.2k
Warnings: swearing, cm typical horror, mention of cannibalism and choking, spencer is less of an ass™
Parts: Pt1, Pt2, Pt3, Pt4, Pt6
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In the past 100 days that Spencer gets to spend with the BAU, they were only on their third case. Which, really, should’ve been a good thing, because it means less time stuck with Ave.
Their first case, which came in on his first day back, took them to Atlanta for about a week.
Men had been turning up with their own ring fingers in their stomachs, with the ring still attached. It was clear that the fingers had been cut off and force fed to the men while they were still alive and conscious, evident by the bite marks on the fingers and the degradation from the stomach acid.
It hadn’t been a very pretty case, and with the mild Atlanta weather, it wasn’t the nicest case to be in.
Emily had, of course, noticed Spencer’s mild distaste for Maeve, and made it her life mission to have them paired together for everything. Which led to them sort of bonding. Him explaining their Tracey Lambert case, which was so long ago now, and her talking about her very first case with the BAU and the man who had a hungering for brown eyes. Laughing softly when she recalled how the man had made immediate eye contact with her, and Emily threatened the man.
The case after that, something that could’ve been a national emergency, was actually solved relatively quicker. In Iowa, almost an entire town of people came down with a sudden and painful illness that was suspected to be the work of activists since Iowa was one of the largest states for agriculture.
Since they were called in so quickly, they knew they didn’t have much time to work it out. On the off chance it was an attack on an agricultural state.
It wasn’t, it was far simpler than that. Two of the largest farming families in the town had been in a massive rivalry for years, something that the BAU had definitely seen before. One of the grandsons decided enough was enough and, with his ties to the industrial plant the next town over, poisoned the rival’s crops and blamed the activists.
Not intending for anyone to get hurt, or to die, but he actively evaded the cops and lied in their investigation. So it ended up worse for him.
All in all, a completely normal case.. except for the sleeping arrangements. There had been an influx of media reporters and visiting family, meaning there were very few rooms in the motel they’d been sent to.
Emily, still trying to sort out their rivalry, sent them to share a room.
It was.. painfully awkward.
Thankfully there were two, very shitty, beds, but that didn’t change the fact that they bickered over everything. For the most part it was playful - for them anyway - fighting over who gets into the bathroom first, shoving each other out of the way to get into the mirror while they brushed their teeth. The only time it got serious was when they needed to choose the beds.
Maeve wanted the one near the window, and so did he. After a strangely heated argument, they agreed to rock-paper-scissors for it, and he lost. So she got the bed by the window.
After learning, however, they both beds were equally as shit, she let him take the window bed the next night and they swapped each of the four nights they stayed. Neither of them said a thing about how much.. nicer it was to sleep in a bed that smelt like the other person.
Blatantly ignoring whatever comfort they’d gotten from that, a week later they were on a new case in Alaska.
This one was a little more concerning, a very small town - the smallest Maeve had even been to anyway - and anyone that had ever tried to move in or leave in the last ten years had been killed. At first they’d all looked like an accident, until a junior, researching their aunt’s death for fun, found all the connections and the BAU were called in.
They knew it had to be someone who had lived here their whole life, but experienced a massive change in their childhood, unfortunately that was most of the residents. A fire about a decade ago had killed a significant amount of the elderly people in the town, and matched their timeline.
When it all went quiet, however, Maeve had suggested having her act as someone who was going to move in. The most recent victim left behind an empty house, and trying to ‘move in’ to that would probably drive the UnSub crazy and draw him out.
Emily agreed, knowing that she was capable and also it would be good for her to have some kind of undercover work. Not that it encapsulated more than just acting like a woman moving into the home alone.
For the rest of them, they were parked in vans just down the road. There were a few cameras on the outside of the property as the remaining family didn’t want any cameras to be placed inside. With Maeve told to have her phone on her constantly and her earpiece in.
The first hour was alright, she was responding to everything, even complaining about the shit channels on the tv.
Only twenty minutes later, Spencer was tense. Standing behind Emily as she kept a look on the screens, occasionally asking Maeve to respond but assuming everything was alright. Spencer knew better.
She’d been quiet for too long.
Ave had offered herself up, to be used as bait for the UnSub. He’s sure it’s out of some misguided need to prove herself as more than just the newest member on the team.
Arguably, he should’ve put her foot down, as both her partner and the senior agent, it should’ve been someone else to go in, him preferably, but she’d had none of it. Playfully suggesting that he’d gotten a concussion from whacking his head on the hotel door frame which is why he almost gives a shit.
He’s stopped after that, scowling at her, and refusing to allow any kind of implication that he cares. He doesn’t care.
Of course he doesn't, however, you certainly don’t need to care about her or be a profiler to notice things. Ave is a stickler to the rules, a real suck up, and she wouldn’t ever go this long ignoring Emily’s order to respond. Nor would she miss the chance to snipe back at him, and she’s ignored all his insults.
So, blatantly ignoring his Unit Chief, he gets out of the van and walks down the road towards the house. Actually, he runs, gun drawn and earpiece taken out so that he can’t hear the team yelling at him to get back.
Kicking down the front door in a way that would make Morgan proud, he could already hear her struggling. It sends ice through his veins, and he raises his gun. Even though he heard the UnSub react to the door, clearly he didn’t stop with Ave.
Rushing to the living room, his heart dropped, and he allowed himself a split second to react. Their UnSub was holding Ave down face first against the carpeted floor, and he could already see the violent burns on her jaw where she’s trying to hold her head up. But the guy’s knee was firmly on her face and his hand was around her throat, choking her from behind. One of his entire hands wrapped around her throat, and the other pinned down her wrists so she couldn’t reach her phone, which had been kicked across the room.
Taking in the scene, and knowing he could hear backup coming through behind him, he raised his gun, shooting the man in the shoulder. Barely registering the howl of pain from the guy before he tackled him.
Killing this guy would be too easy, he needed time to sit and think about what he’s done, for a very long time. And shoving his shoulder to the ground, putting all his weight onto the wound as he sobbed was good enough for him. Even as he thrashed and tried to get out, Spencer just pressed down harder.
“NONONO! It has to be perfect! It has to stay the same!”
Backup arrived and helped Ave up, and Spencer considered just killing the man anyway, choking him just like he’d done to his partner. They’d profiled this man to have severe Metathesiophobia, and his fear of change stemmed from losing his parents in that fire.
Even though Spencer knows why the man did it, that doesn’t stop the flood of white hot rage hardening his grip on the man as he finally caught sight of Ave’s face.
She was breathing slowly, shallowly, trying not to pass out from taking in too much oxygen after being deprived. Her face was covered in tears and spit as JJ helped her to her feet. But it was the harsh, mottling bruises on her throat that made killing a man seem like nothing.
But Emily eased him away before he could ruin his entire career over someone he claims to hate.
Statements were taken, and Ave was forced to be checked out by the paramedics, but just wanted to get back to the hotel. So once she was cleared to leave, Spencer took them back, knowing the rest of the team would deal with the arrest and interrogation.
The entire ride, she was silent, and while he knew why that didn’t make it any less odd. Even at the beginning, when he snapped at everything she did, she was never this still or quiet, he hates this. Jesus, he’d even take her useless humming to the radio.
In fact, she didn’t even say anything until they were in the elevator. Huffing out a watery laugh and rubbing at her eyes, leaning against the wall.
“It’s a shame..” he waited uncharacteristically patiently for her to continue, not wanting to stop if she needed a serious conversation, “I was really into choking before tonight.”
It was such an insane thing to say, and so jarring after having watched a man strangle her, that it made him laugh. In turn, she laughed, a sound hoarse and scratchy but delightfully alive. Both of them tried not to acknowledge that this was their first real laugh together.
Dissolving into delirious, quiet giggles as they stepped out onto their floor. But as he followed behind, watching her pull out her keycard, he realised she was still shaking. Calling out softly to get her attention.
“Ave.. Ave?”
When that didn’t work, he got a little closer, slowly enough that she wouldn’t get spooked from where she was just staring down at the keycard. Voice soft as he tried again.
“Ava.”
She finally turned around at that, surprised to see him so close considering how much he preaches about personal space. Her lips formed a thin line as she forced them not to tremble, not wanting to cry and not trusting her voice.
“Mhm?”
Just this once, because it was a horrible experience and she was clearly more than shaken, he’ll be gentle with her. Today, right now, she deserves it.
“Are you alright angel?”
Hearing that, immediately being sent back to when they met, she couldn’t hold it back anymore. Tears finally fell and she tried to hide them, turning back to the hotel door and fumbling with the keycard.
“‘M fine-”
But he grabbed her elbow and urged her into his arms, letting her cry it all out. He hates touch, still tells himself that he hates her, but for a few minutes he could act like her friends and someone who cares. She’d do the exact same thing for him.
Plucking the card from her hands, and letting them in, walking her backwards into the room and not bothering to turn the lights on. Easing them down onto the couch so that she could tire herself out and get some decent rest. It passed the few minutes he thought it would take, but a couple more can’t hurt.
Once she was finally exhausted, he got her up and walked her over to the bed. Sitting her on the bed and easing her shoes off, and standing to get her jumper off so that she didn’t get too hot. But as he did, her hand shot out to his forearm and he met her very embarrassed gaze.
“.. thank you.”
He didn’t say anything, just got her to lie down so that she could get comfortable, but even as she started trying to sleep she kept hiccuping through uneven breaths. And the bruises were even harsher in the soft moonlight filtering down on her.
Just a little while longer, he’ll sleep on the couch for a few hours, just in case she needs anything. It’ll save her from having to go too far to get help.
It’s nothing, he’d do the same for anyone else, he.. he still doesn’t like her. But he’ll be a bit nicer, at least until she feels a bit better. If only to stop her from retreating and not getting any help from the people that care about her.
The team cares, of course, he tells himself as he settles onto the couch, he doesn’t care. 
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Not So Hidden: Bill Williamson X Male Reader X Kieran Duffy
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Pronouns: None mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘man’ Physical Sex: AMAB Rating: E/Smut Warnings: Voyeurism, accidental voyeur, anal fingering, anal sex, m/m/m, threesome, established relationship with a new third, kissing, cuddling, poly ending Summary: Things seem to be a normal night between you and Kieran, albeit more intimate than initially planned, but then you hear someone watching you. A/N: You guys seem to like these two
Bill has claimed to be a proud man on many occasions but he certainly wouldn’t consider himself one now. He has his hand down his pants, stroking himself with as much vigor as he can manage. Initially, when he came upon the sight before him, he tried to restrain himself. He managed about one step backwards before he lost all willpower and took cover behind a tree so he could peek out and watch. His hand followed not much longer because he had such a perfect view.
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The time of warm days and cool nights brings a lightheartedness to camp. People are generally nicer, not egged on by the sweltering heat or freezing cold. It’s a delightful middle ground that makes life easier. Plenty of people keep warm by the fire, getting along with the sharing of stories and swigs of cheap beer. However, the quiet is just as nice.
Specifically, a quiet night is nice when Kieran forgets his duties for once and sits in your lap. The cliff is a few feet away, trees to your back, and stars out in front of you. Kieran stares out at them, his body relaxed against yours as you occupy yourself with softly kissing at his neck. Your arms are wrapped around him firmly but his hands hold them there anyway. He leans his head as you move along his skin, giving you whatever access you need and squirming on occasion when you hit a sensitive spot.
“Kieran…” You mumble into his skin
He stills, having been wiggling his hips and holding in a moan at the way you had been sucking a mark to his skin. Nothing harsh, it’s hardly there. You wouldn’t mark him up like that, leave him to vultures that would make his face flush when they asked. That’s your job.
“You’re starting things, sweetheart.”
Kieran mumbles an apology that you can barely hear. You press your face into the crook of his neck and squeeze him a little tighter. You’ve become half-hard in your pants from his wiggling and neither of you had any plans to go down that road tonight. But then he wiggles his hips again, this time without the provocation of your lips.
“Kieran.” You warn.
“What if I want ya to?” He says softly. “Please.”
You press a kiss to his jaw. “You could’ve just asked.”
His ears go red and you assume his face flushes as well. “Ya know I don’t like talkin’ like that.”
“You were awful forward the first time.” You chuckle, moving your hand to his hips.
“I-I didn’t ask ya that.”
You pull at his shirt to untuck it. “No, you said I was a handsome fella.” Your hands snake under his shirt, fingertips wandering along his bare skin as he shivers from the bit of cool air blowing under the fabric. “Then about a week later you asked if you could kiss me while I was on watch.”
“There was more inbetween!”
Your hands brush over his chest and Kieran wimpers. You press your lips close to his ear.
“Only a week after that you said… what was it, sweetheart?”
“I ain’t proud a’ it.” He mumbles.
You let your hands fall back to his waist. “We were in my tent, innocent little nap, and you turned around and said…”
“God, fine!” Kieran huffs, wiggling his hips again. “I need ya, darlin’. Please.”
“Was that so hard?” You smile, dropping your hands to his thighs and rubbing lighty.
“Yes.”
“Lucky you’re cute, Duffy.” You mumble, pushing him to stand.
You take his hand and lead him into the trees, finding a nice spot where grass outbids dirt. It’s not the first time you’ve hidden away in the woods. Your tent isn’t all that good for privacy, the most you dare do is cuddle at night or give morning kisses when the gang isn’t populated near you. The woods is nothing compared to getting to take Kieran to a hotel, but time is a bigger factor than comfort here. Besides, you have a trip to town planned in a few days and you can spoil the poor boy then.
He knows the steps, his hands already unfastening his pants and tugging them off. You look around to make sure you can’t see camp or any pathways from here, it’s clear. When you turn, Kieran is looking at you with a red face and bare legs. His dick stands out, completely hard in the cold air.
“Shit, Kieran…” You breathe, enamored with how he looks just standing there for you.
He fidgets with his hands, looking down at the ground. “Y-Ya gonna…”
You step towards him and pull him in by the waist. He practically squeaks as his lips meet yours and your hips are pressed together, but he smiles into the kiss. Slowly, you guide him to the ground and sit him on his back, finding a place between his spread legs and moving down his body with soft kisses as you unbutton his shirt.
Then you stop, looking up at him from his waistline. “You don’t have pomade or oil, do you?”
“No…” Kieran says, propping himself up on his elbows. “Ya usually have it.”
You sigh, absentmindedly running a hand along his bare calf as you sit back on your heels. “It’s alright, just means it’ll take longer.”
“What d’ ya mean longer?”
“I’ll use spit, but it’s not as thick so I’ll have to stretch you a lot more.”
Kieran’s face turns red as a strawberry at the implication. “Oh…”
“Easier if you’re on your stomach, sweetheart.” You make a point of the words, just wanting to see if he can get any redder.
“O-Okay.” He nods, face stuck in the deep red as he turns over for you.
Carefully you situate yourself behind him, spreading his legs a little as you admire how the redness spreads around to the back of his neck. “Relax, just like usual.”
Kieran hums in a high pitch to respond.
You put a soft hand on his ass, thumb stroking in comfort until his muscles are no longer tense. Your other hand finds its way into your mouth and you suck on your fingers to coat them. Then you bring it down, one hand spreading him open a bit until you see his hole. Carefully, waiting for cues from the nervous man beneath you, you trace along the rim with wet fingers. He tenses, he always tenses, but soon enough relaxes to your touch. One at a time, just like you’ve done with handfuls of pomade and coatings of oil, you insert your fingers to the knuckle and slowly stretch Kieran open. Every few scissors and thrusts you lean down to carefully dibble more spit between his flexing muscles and your fingers.
His whimpers and moans are muffled by his own hand, knowing camp isn’t ever as far away as it needs to be. He pushes back into you after a while, now relaxed around your fingers and wanting more. You move your other hand to his hip and hold him down as you start to crook your fingers against his prostate. He has to bite down in his hand to hold in his cries but between the muffles and the panting, you hear something else.
A low noise, much too low to be Kieran. The instinct of a gunslinger kicks in as you look without really looking, like there’s a man with a gun behind you and you need to see where he is before you draw. But this man has something very different in his hand. You have caught Bill looking at both you and Kieran on several occasions. It doesn’t matter if you’re together or apart, sitting by the fire, cleaning tables, or chopping wood, Bill’s eyes can likely be found on one of you. He’s always eager to be paired with you on bigger jobs, not that you’d ever pick him to work with after what he nearly did to Kieran. But you know he watches you rather closely even when there’s more pressing things to look at, like men shooting at you. There was one instance that you found him staring when you had your hand on Kieran’s thigh by the scout fire, one where you shoved him when you saw his eyes on Kieran bending over to scrub at a table, and one in which you caught him watching you clean a rifle. And now he’s watching you be truly intimate, must be a dream come true for the pervert of a man.
Handling this is the tricky part. You don’t want Kieran to feel embarrassed, he’d probably get sick to his stomach finding out the man that almost took his balls is getting off to watching him be fingered in the forest. But he also deserves to know that his privacy has been violated. The worst part of it all is that knowing your being watched makes your dick twitch. You’re not sure if it’s so much of being watched as it is Bill that’s doing it. Despite the obvious flaws of his personality and his tendency to act a bit creepy towards Kieran and yourself, he is attractive. Handsome and strong and… shit don’t think about that.
Kieran’s whine at your fingers stilling inside of him draws your attention. You resume your motions of stretching, now leaning over him a bit to get close to his ear so you can whisper.
“I’m gonna tell you something and I need you to stay calm. Okay, sweetheart?”
He looks at you over his shoulder and nods slightly, his hips jerking a bit as you unconsciously press your hips into him and your hardness to his ass.
“Bill is watching us.”
“What-”
You shush him. “Calm, sweetheart.”
He lowers his voice to a whisper, now not minding that your fingers have stopped moving. “He is?”
“We can stop if you want.” You say, trying to be soothing. “Or I could chase him away or beat him senseless, whatever you want.”
Kieran’s cheeks had returned to their usual paleness but now they dust pink. “He’s just… watchin’?”
You hum in the affirmative.
His cheeks turn deeper and he looks away for a moment. “Y-You… How do ya feel about it?”
“It’s not about me-”
“He’s watchin’ you too.”
You finally pull your fingers out of Kieran and rest them on his hip, sighing. “I don’t mind it.”
Kieran is silent for just a single second. “Do ya like it?”
You drop your head against his shoulder. “A little.”
There’s silence for a moment again. “What… What if we, uh…” Kieran groans to himself. “Ya know… had him…”
“You want him to join us?” You hiss, not meaning to sound so taken aback.
Kieran hides his face in the dirt.
You internally scold yourself for sounding harsh about something so sensitive. “I’m sorry, sweetheart. I’m not opposed… just… worried.”
“Ya don’t have to if ya don’t wanna, I just… I kinda-”
“The man nearly gelded you, Kieran.”
“I know, I know.” Kieran whines. “But I… I just…”
“You don’t have to explain it.” You sigh. “I can’t explain it myself.” There’s another bit of silence before you press a kiss to Kieran’s shoulder. “I’ll get him.”
Kieran drops his face to rest on his arms, not moving from his spot on the ground. You stand and face Bill quickly, crossing your arms as your eyes find the slight shadow peeking from behind a tree.
“Williamson.” You call. “Your dick could be much more useful if you get over here.”
He steps back behind the tree for a moment, some kind of choking noise coming from where he is.
Then Kieran speaks from behind you. “Please, Bill?”
His voice even makes you shiver, and you hear that kind of tone every other night. Bill steps out and you can see his red flushed face, nearly as bad as Kieran. He has his hand loosely holding his hard dick as his eyes sweep over the sight of Kieran and his bare ass before moving to you.
You shuffle on your feet a bit, unsure of precisely what to do with this situation. “You, uh, you want something outta this, Bill?”
His eyes hold yours for a moment before they travel slowly over your figure and stop on the stiff outline of your dick pressing against its confines. He nods.
You lick your lips. “Do it then.”
He stumbles forward and anyone that doesn’t know what Bill looks like when he’s actually drunk would think he is, but you know it’s the nerves that make his steps falter. He comes close to you, his hand leaving his dick to pull you in by the waist. His lips press onto yours, harsh and hungry. You can’t stop the moan that comes over you at Bill’s actions. His lips, his dick, his hands, all bringing a need out of you that you didn’t know you had.
A gasp from behind makes you both pull away and look to the blissful sight of Kieran laying on his side as he watches and strokes himself. He turns red, his hand leaving his dick like he’ll get in trouble.
You lean in closer to Bill to whisper. “You can fuck him if you want, or me. We, uh, we both want you, Bill.”
The words feel silly but Bill looks at you like the offer is the best he’s had in his life. “Ya want me?”
You nod because his eyes feel transfixing as he looks at you.
Bill licks his lips. “I-I want ya ta…” He stalls, likely just as unsure as you of what to do with this situation. “You fuck the O’Driscoll.”
“He’s not an O’Driscoll.” You snap.
“Right.” He shies away. “Sorry.”
Seeing Bill so timid is odd. He’s always abrasive and loud, but fucking two men in the woods seems to have made him into a nervous mess.
“Just don’t call him that, alright?”
He nods.
You step away from him and gently push Kieran back onto his stomach as you unfasten your pants. Bill watches intently as you pull out your dick and line yourself up with Kieran’s hole.
“Do whatever you want, Bill.” You say, focus now on pushing into Kieran. He did say he wanted you to fuck him afterall.
Kieran pushes back into, eager after having been kept waiting. You hold his hips loosely as you adjust to the feeling. Behind you, you feel Bill’s hands tugging your pants down further. You lift your knees one at a time for him so he can take them off with your boots, making Kieran groan at the strange feeling. There’s a familiar sound as Bill pulls a tin of what you know is pomade out and a second later his fingers are inside of you. You’re pushed forward, nearly laying on top of Kieran as Bill begins to fuck you with his thick fingers. Kieran writhes and you press a few kisses to his neck to try and sooth him, but Bill’s fingers have most of your focus.
They are unbelievably thicker than you thought they might be. He didn’t ease either, simply put three full digits in and started fucking at a pace that makes you whine despite your best efforts. You manage to rock your hips, both giving yourself pressure on your prostate and giving Kieran some attention. Bill doesn’t stop you, but his hand rests on your ass and you can feel him spread your cheek apart. Seemingly for no other reason that to watch his fingers slide in and out of you.
“Bill, please…” You breathe, holding back a moan.
He stops his fingers as his hand squeezes lightly at your ass. A second later, he withdraws them and you groan at the lack of filling but take the chance to thrust shallowly into Kieran. He moves against you before Bill’s hand on your hips pushes you both down and keeps you still. You feel the tip of his dick as he circles around you and you desperately try to push back into him, but he’s even stronger than he looks and it hardly takes him any effort to stop you. Kieran whimpers at the pressure, your hips digging into his as Bill holds you still and pushes inside.
You stretch more than you expected to. In his big hands he didn’t seem so large but now you can feel every inch as he stretches you far more than his fingers did. He settles himself inside and you can feel his balls against you, also shockingly large. Bill sits for a while, his hands running up your sides and making you shiver under his touch despite the fabric keeping him from your skin. You’ve never wanted to be naked more in your life.
Kieran whimpers underneath you. “Please, fellas…”
Bill’s hand leaves you as he reaches, straining to stroke Kieran’s hair. Kieran presses into the touch as he bucks his hips. The domino of motion makes Bill start a slow pace that you try to mimic for Kieran. Under you, he arches his back to get a better angle. Bill picks up his pace quickly and starts really fucking you, matching that hunger he had when he kissed you before. Again, you try to keep pace as you thrust into Kieran. The trees echo with noises that no one bothers to stop. You wouldn’t dare, not with the way Bill groans in your ear.
Kieran cries out as he spasms beneath you, his legs twitching slightly and his head digging into the ground. He whimpers nearly all the way through his release, only quieting a fraction when he’s done. You keep fucking into him, Bill’s hips directing most of your movement now as his hands grip your hips and he thrusts roughly. You can feel the slap of his balls against you as Bill leans forward a bit to press his lips to your neck. You sucks a mark there, just where your collar sits, and you become overwhelmed with every feeling. With Bill’s hips burying you into Kieran, you pump the man full of your release. Bill continues his fucking when he feels you relax. You slump against Kieran, busying yourself with giving his neck soft kisses as he lets out little whimpers from the friction of your now soft dick pushing cum around inside him as Bill fucks you. When Bill’s hips falter, you push back into him, wanting him to fill you like you did Kieran. He gives small thrusts as he rides it out, grinding near the end.
Bill pulls out of you with a grunt and you feel him fall off to the side. You then pull out of Kieran and he grits his teeth as he whines. You fall to the other side of Kieran, exhaustion taking over you as you lay on your back. Kieran makes himself roll onto his side and snuggle up to you, pressing a kiss to your cheek. Behind him you see Bill watching, his face red and sweat shining in the moonlight.
“Come here, Bill.” You sigh, wrapping an arm around Kieran as he snuggles closer to your chest.
Bill doesn’t hesitate. He scoots closer, wrapping his arms around Kieran’s middle and pressing his chest flush with Kieran’s back. His hand drapes over to rest on your stomach, lightly pawing at your shirt. The two of you sandwich Kieran as you turn on your side and mix your arms and legs into the messy tangle.
You press a kiss to Kieran’s head. “Happy?”
He hides his face in your chest, but you can feel him nod. As he ducks, you meet Bill’s eyes. He seems nervous, unsure of what to do now.
You sigh, a hand moving to play with Bill’s shirt. “Do you want Bill to stay, Kieran?”
Another nod against your chest.
“You wanna be sweet with him?”
Hesitation, then another nod before he sinks his head deeper into hiding.
“I do too.”
Bill’s eyes widen a bit and he opens his mouth only for nothing to come out. You strain over Kieran’s head to press a soft kiss to the large man’s lips. Past forgotten, none of you really want to move.
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ateotd-izzy · 1 year
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lavender haze | stuart twombly x fem!reader
“i feel the lavender haze creeping up on me”
stuart and y/n had been dating for only a few months after accidentally meeting while he was renting a few dvds from where she worked.
“surreal, i’m damned if i do give a damn what people say”
stuart liked keeping his private life, well, private from the others at google. but there wasn’t much he could do when they found out that he had a girlfriend.
“no deal, the 1950s sh*t they want from me”
warnings: swearing, kissing or wtv, nothing too bad
“i just wanna stay in that lavender haze”
“stewie’s got a girlfriend?” nick grinned at him teasingly. “wow. never would’ve guessed.”
“i know, right?” billy, who had been the one to find out and tell the others, grinned. “dark and stormy’s not very dark and stormy anymore.”
“guys, can you just shut up about it now?” stuart asked, turning to face his laptop again. “yes. i have a girlfriend. big deal.”
“this is a big deal, stuart.” billy told him. “do we get to meet her?”
“no.”
“what? never?”
“never.”
“aww.” neha fake-pouted. “anyway, can we get back to work?”
“finally something i agree with.” stuart pointed to her. “back to work.”
“but i would love to meet your girlfriend, stuart.” neha added and he groaned. “do you think she’d follow me on instagram?”
“no. shut up.”
“oh, come on, stuart.” billy laughed as stuart put his headphones on. “don’t be like that.”
“guys, back to work.” lyle ordered and the rest of the group sighed before turning back to their computers.
“how’d you meet your girlfriend, stuart?” yo-yo asked and the room burst into chatter again.
“yeah, how, stuart?” nick asked and stuart rolled his eyes.
“none of your business.” stuart replied, pulling out his phone after it vibrated, indicating he got a text. it was from you.
“you should invite her to tomorrow night, stuart.” billy suggested. “to the par-tay.”
stuart gave billy a weird look. “why?”
“so we can meet her, duh.” neha scoffed.
“no.”
“invite her.” billy ordered.
“no.” stuart shook his head.
“do it. invite her.” nick agreed.
“no.” he spoke more firmly. “i’m not inviting her.”
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“hey, babe.” you greeted as stuart appeared in front of the counter as you worked. “what’s up?”
“are you busy tomorrow night?” he asked. straight to the point.
“i shouldn’t be. why?”
stuart sighed. “there’s some work party and everyone in my group wants you to come.”
you smiled. “really?”
“yeah. so, if you want, you can come.” stuart silently prayed you wouldn’t want to go. “you don’t have to.”
“no, it sounds fun. i’ll go.”
“seriously?”
“yeah, why not?”
“nothing. yeah, cool, whatever.” he forced a smile. “see you at my place tonight?”
“yeah, of course.”
“great.” stuart turned around and the smile dropped.
fuck.
he really wanted you to say no.
he could’ve just not brought it up and acted like you weren’t invited, but that would be a horrible thing to do.
he wished he did that.
that was how you ended up at a google work party the next night with stuart, hiding in the corner of the room.
“why can’t i meet your friends?” you asked and stuart frowned.
“because you can’t.” he mumbled, taking a sip of his drink and adjusting the beanie on his head.
if it weren’t casual dress you probably would’ve had to rip the hat from his head to make sure he wouldn’t be wearing it.
“from what you’ve told me they don’t seem bad.” you shrugged and stuart stared at you.
“trust me. they are the worst.”
“are you talking about us, stewie?” nick asked as he approached the two of you, and stuart rolled his eyes and groaned. nick held out his hand to you. “i’m nick.”
“no.” stuart grabbed your hand. “let’s go.”
“oh, come on, stu.” you gave him a look. you shook nick’s hand. “my name’s y/n.”
“it’s a pleasure to finally meet you, y/n.” nick greeted before looking at stuart. “she’s so much nicer than you. where have you been hiding her?”
stuart glared and you chuckled.
“no seriously, how the hell did you get such a nice girlfriend when you’re a massive jerk?” nick asked jokingly. “i’m kidding.”
awkward silence.
“i’ll be back in a second.” stuart mumbled to you. “stay here.”
“where are you going?” you asked stuart while nick wandered off to get another drink.
“just the bathroom.” he told you, pressing a short kiss to your lips. “i’ll be right back.”
“alright then. go.” you pushed him lightly and he kissed you once more before he walked away.
“so, you’re stuart’s girlfriend?”
you turned your head at the voice and were met with a girl around your age.
so when stuart left the bathroom, he found you happily talking with neha patel.
when he appeared at your side again, stuart took your hand in his and you smiled.
“hey.” you looked away from him and went back to your conversation with neha.
stuart stared at the two of you. he didn’t like you talking to neha. he had tried so hard to keep you separate from his work friends.
he knew what they were like. he didn’t want them to be all in your business, or to annoy you too much.
he didn’t want them to scare you off. after all, you had only been dating for three months.
“—alright, thank you, neha.” stuart quickly cut off whatever conversation you were having and tugged on your hand. “we’re gonna go now.”
“what?” you asked, confused. “why?”
he shook his head, gave neha an extremely forced smile and practically pulled you across the room.
“stuart, what the hell is going on with you?” you asked as the two of you left the room and went out into the hallway.
“nothing.”
“bullshit.”
“who have you talked to tonight?”
“why?”
“who?”
“like, five people. nick, billy, neha, lyle and yo-yo.” you counted on your fingers as you listed them. “and billy introduced me to some guy he called chetty, so six.”
“oh, god.” stuart groaned and rubbed his eyes, his hands slipping under his glasses.
“why, stuart? what’s the big deal?” you asked. “why are you being so weird?”
“because they’re so…” stuart sighed. “they act like they need to know everything about everyone and are always trying to know everything about every aspect of my life.”
stuart let go of your hand and instead sat his hands on your waist.
“you’re the one thing i want to keep separate from them. i don’t want them to end up ruining this.” stuart spoke quietly. you brought your hands up to his shoulders. “i love you, y/n.”
that was something new.
you smiled and leaned forward, connecting your lips before pulling away just a second later.
“i love you too, stuart.” you laughed softly against his lips, making him smile, before you leaned into another kiss.
you reached up and pulled the beanie off of his head, running your fingers through his hair after.
“you’ve got to agree that they’re annoying, right?” stuart asked almost immediately after pulling away.
“oh, definitely. i think billy asked me about eight times if we were going to get married.”
stuart laughed a little. “seriously?”
“yeah. they asked so many questions about us.”
the two of you were silent for a moment.
“do you want to go back inside?” he gestured to the doors beside you.
“no.” you answered, wrapping your arms around the back of his neck. “i just want to stay with you.”
“back to my place?” he asked and you nodded.
“of course.”
the two of you headed towards the building’s front doors.
“do you want take-out?”
“it’s, like, midnight.”
“yeah, but do you?”
“yeah.”
stuart chuckled and opened the door for you. “i love you.”
“so you’ve said.” you teased, kissing his cheek. “i love you, too.”
you both walked to the car in silence. hand-in-hand.
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taglist: @brvceyamada
a/n: i feel like this is too short or smth, but yay lavender haze
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Long distance, part 2
A/N: This is kinda like a part 2 to this Gojo post, aka the long distance thingy. For us here in Finland, one uni credit is worth 27 hours of work, Idk how it is in other places and I’m too lazy to google it. This is kinda based on how my summer has been so far, so there are some pretty specific things in this, but I enjoyed writing it so I don’t really care. I’m too tired to proofread this because I need to go to sleep, but I think it’s probably fine...
The last two months had been hell. It was so hot and your apartment didn’t have AC, so you had to survive with just a table fan and a cold, wet towel. It was summer, so you were off on summer break from your normal university studies, but you’d taken some summer courses which you regretted immensely the minute you realized you would not have a single free moment the whole summer. Between going to see your family, visiting Gojo in Tokyo and the fact that you were supposed to do 15 credits worth of school work in two months, you were busy to say the least.
As the end of July drew closer, you started to realize that you hadn’t really had a single moment to yourself the whole summer. You’d visited your family twice, both times for about two weeks and when you were there you couldn’t get any school work done, because you were basically a full-time babysitter for your youngest siblings, a therapist and sounding board for your mother, and a cook for the whole family.
You’d finally returned to your apartment after two weeks with your family, and you were exhausted. The moment you got inside, you dropped your bags on the floor and fell face-first into bed. Your apartment was hot as hell, and you were quite sure you wouldn’t be able to sleep, even though you really wanted to. You just laid on the bed, staring at the ceiling. It was nicer to sleep alone in the summer, it wasn’t as hot that way, but you also kind of missed the way Gojo wrapped himself around you whenever he slept with you.
“I should call him” you muttered.
Gojo was supposed to come see you while you were with your family, because you couldn’t get away to come to Tokyo to see him, but he had gotten called away on a mission and those plans had gone out the window. You pulled your phone out of your bag and noticed you had gotten a message from him just a few minutes ago.
“You home yet?” it said.
“Yep, can I call you?” you answered.
He usually texted you back almost instantly, but you knew you couldn’t just expect him to be available all the time. He could’ve been on a mission or in a meeting with those old geezers he disliked so much. Though, you were pretty sure he would have texted you back even if he was in a meeting with the higher ups, because he would have been more interested in your text than whatever they had to say to him.
You placed your phone on the nightstand and continued staring at the ceiling, while wondering how long he would take to answer your text. You really missed him. You hadn’t seen Gojo in almost a month, because you had both been busy and your schedules just hadn’t aligned. You’d been calling and texting, but it wasn’t the same as seeing him in person. After you moved, it had certainly been an adjustment for both of you. You still weren’t used to seeing him almost every day. You missed feeling his arms around you, you missed his lips on yours.
You were pulled out of your head by the sound of your phone ringing. You grabbed it from the nightstand and checked who was calling. A smile spread on your face as you saw it was Gojo.
“Hey Toru” you answered cheerfully.
“Hey doll. Glad to hear you’re finally back home”
“Yeah, me too. I’m exhausted, but it’s way too damn hot here, so I can’t even sleep”
“It’s like seven in the evening. You going to sleep already?”
“I would love to, but it’s too hot and the sun is shining directly in my window so eeehh, I don’t know” you shrugged.
Suddenly, you heard your doorbell ring.
“You expecting someone?” Gojo asked.
“Nope. I’m sure they’ve just got the wrong apartment, they’ll go away eventually” you sighed.
“You sure? Maybe it’s someone important” he said in a playful tone.
“I doubt it”
“You should go check it out anyway” Gojo chuckled.
It took you a moment to realize what was going on, but when you did, you rushed to the front door and opened it.
Gojo was waiting behind your door and as you opened it, you almost slammed it in his face. He was so glad to see you and he just couldn’t stop smiling. The last nine months had been a pain in the ass for him. Sure, you’d seen each other at least once a month but compared to the previous multiple times a week, it was basically nothing. He missed you all the time, he missed putting his hand on your waist while you made your morning tea in the kitchen, while he was still half asleep. He missed the smell of your hair and the way you would pepper kisses on his shoulders while hugging him from behind. He missed the feeling of your soft skin under his hands, and the way you lightly bit his lip when you needed to catch your breath while kissing. There you were, right in front of him, and he was just standing there, with these thoughts running circles in his head.
“Satoru?” you asked, tilting your head to the side a bit. “Are you gonna come in?”
“Hmm? Yeah of course” he snapped out of it.
You grabbed his hand and pulled him into the apartment, before pulling the door shut behind him. He took a few steps into the apartment, before stopping in his tracks.
“You’re acting weird. Are you okay?” you asked when you turned back to him after closing the door.
You weren’t really sure what was going on. Sure, this was the longest you’d gone without seeing each other since you met almost ten years ago, but you’d never seen him like this. Was he upset about something? Was he just out of it for some reason? You reached for his hand again and the second you touched him, he grabbed your hand and pulled you into a hug.
“I missed you” he inhaled deeply, burying his face into the crook of your neck.
“I missed you too” you said, pulling him closer.
You just stayed there for a moment, holding each other. You eventually pulled back and placed your hand on the side of his face, slipping a couple of fingers under his blindfold.
“Is it okay if I take it off?” you asked. “You won’t get a migraine later?”
Gojo placed a hand on top of yours and pressed a kiss on your palm. “It’s fine, even if I do get one”
“You sure?” you reiterated.
“Yeah, and besides, if I do get a migraine, I have you to take care of me” he smirked.
You rolled your eyes with a small smile and pulled his blindfold off. You never got used to how beautiful his eyes were, it was breathtaking every time. You could get lost in those eyes if you weren’t careful.
“What’s with that look? Had you forgotten how handsome I am already? We clearly need to see each other more often” Gojo joked.
“Shut up and kiss me already, pretty boy” you said and grabbed his collar.
Gojo grinned as he started to close the distance between your lips, but he was doing it agonizingly slowly. He was clearly savoring the look on your face. You huffed and rolled your eyes, before pulling him into a kiss by his collar. Gojo placed his hands under your ass and lifted you up. You wrapped your legs around his waist and let him pin you between his body and the wall. His right hand had found its way under your shirt while the other one was still on your ass, holding you up. You were running out of air, so you gently bit down on his lower lip. It didn’t stop him from kissing you, it just made him move to your neck.
“Toru” you said breathlessly.
He didn’t even seem to hear you, so you pulled his head back by his hair. “Timeout” you panted.
“You okay?” he asked, catching his breath, searching your face for any signs of discomfort, while still holding you up against the wall.
“I’m good, just… a bit lightheaded”
“And you were worried about me” Gojo smirked.
“Oh, you’re gonna be the death of me” you grinned, before pulling him close again and kissing him. It was going to be the start of a long, enjoyable night.
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pandorxxx · 2 years
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Hard to get (part 3)
Neteyam(19) x Metkayina reader(18)
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Warnings: cursing, grinding, kissing, pinning.
You walk out of the trees, as you see your brother walking infront of you. He turns around suddenly as he hears a branch snap.
“Where have you been? mom and dad have been looking for you!!!” he yells as he looks behind you, curiously. He looks back at you as he crosses his arms.
“Bro, what the hell were you doing?” He says suspiciously.
“Nothing Aonung, damn! I thought I heard something. So I went to check it out.” You shout, not being able to keep eye contact.
“Yeah, I’m not convinced but whatever.” He grabs your arm as you both stomp off the beach.
Neteyam was lurking in the shadows. Watching your every move. He just couldn’t get enough of you. I almost had her he thought to himself. He was hoping that you’d be opened to picking up where you two left off another time.
As he walked to the opened part of the beach, he noticed his brother walking towards him. Shit! He thought.
“Bro where the hell have you been??? Mom is worried.” He shouts with his hands up.
“I- ummm… I was with y/n.” He chuckles at the sound of your name. Lo’aks jaw drops at his brothers response.
“Bro what!!! Not her giving it up the first day like that…” he says as he laughs out loud. Lo’ak walked closer to his brother and palmed his shoulder.
“Was she good,bro?” He asked actually waiting for a response. Neteyam laughed as he playfully pushed his brother.
“Come on bro, we didn’t even get that far. Aonung came looking for her.” he explains as they start walking off of the beach.
“Bro! I’m kinda proud of you right now. She’s hot with a capital H.” He says with a smile. Neteyam shoots him a deadly glare.
“Bro, don’t worry she’s all yours. She’s too intense for me to handle.” He puts his hands up.
“Besides, I like her sister. Tsireya? She’s so hot. Their both hot honestly. Tonowari and ronal did their thing with those two.” Lo’ak says as he shakes his head at the thought of the two girls.
“Yeah, yeah. I just better not catch you with y/n.” he playfully hits lo’aks head and runs to his families tent in the distance. Lo’ak runs after him laughing.
You and aonung make it back to your families hut. You walk in and attention is on you immediately.
“And where have you been all day?”
Tonowari asks in a raised voice making you jump.
“I was just having a late night swim.” You say in a nervous voice with your head down. Aonung snaps his head at you as he realizes he’s been lied to.
“What did your father tell you about late night swims? Hmm?” Ronal asks with her hands on her hips.
“That it’s dangerous, even for a strong warrior like me…” you trail off the last part of your sentence as you are still looking at the ground.
“I am sorry, it won’t happen again.” You says as you look into your fathers eyes. He was a sucker for your puppy dog eyes, but he wasn’t going to give in this time.
“Go to your room, you are grounded. No hunting for a month.” He shouts with his finger extended to you.
“But DAADDD!!!” You whine.
“GO NOW.” He slams his hand on the table infront of him.
“I HATE IT HERE” you shout as you stomp to your room, and slam the makeshift door. He glances at his other 2 children.
“You two, go to your rooms.” He says in a nicer tone. Tsireya gets up from her place on the floor, and walks to her room.
“What the hell did I do??” Aonung asks with his hands up.
“AONUNG!” Tonowari shouts. Aonung quickly walks to his room.
Ronal walks to tonowari, rubbing his arm.
“It’ll be ok, my love. She will learn. Remember what we talked about?” She asks, looking up at him.
“If she wants to run this clan, she has to be more responsible. She could’ve hurt herself out there. I told her not to go night swimming.” he shouts through gritted teeth.
“I know, I know, but think about everything else she’s done for this clan. She is a great warrior , and an excellent leader to the people. She has her moments , but overall, she is the perfect fit. You know it.” She contests with a smile, as her hand is still on his arm.
“I hope so, because it cannot be aonung.” They look at each other and laugh.
The next day you woke up and got dressed extra nice for your lessons with Neteyam. You couldnt wait to see him. You Dutch braided your hair, and added some shells, and you wore your favorite accessories. You walked out into the shared space as you see your mother cutting fruits.
“Goodmorning mother” you smile as you grab a piece of fruit.
“Good morning, how was your sleep?” She asks still cutting the fruit.
“It was fine” you say as you look down at your toes.
“You know your father is angry with you.” She asks looking up at you for a moment, then going back to cutting.
“He just doesn’t understand me. It’s always don’t do this and don’t do that. Make sure you do this and make sure you do that. He makes me feel like I don’t do enough, like I’m not a great warrior. Is he even proud of me?” You ask as your head hangs to the ground.
Ronal stops cutting the fruits completely, and walks over to you. She pulls you in for a hug, as she sighs.
“My love, your father is extremely proud of you. He puts a lot on your plate because he can trust that you will take care of it. You are his second in command, do you know that?” She says as she pushes you back by your shoulders to look at you.
“I talked to your father about you wanting to be the next clan leader, and between you and me, he is all for it.” She says with a smile. Your eyes instantly lit up, and a wide smile crept across your face.
“BUT…. you have to prove yourself. I know you can do it.” She says as she kisses your forehead, and walks back to the counter to cut the fruit.
“Now, don’t you have somewhere to be right now? Hmm?” She asks, looking up at you once more. You smile, and give your mother a big hug before walking away.
“I love you, mom” you say as you walk away.
“I love you too, y/n” she says with a smile before waving you off.
You walk to the beach with alittle more anxiety than last time. Your stomach is doing back flips, and your heart is beating out of your chest. Why were you so nervous now? You were literally tonguing him down the night before. Could it be that the mighty warrior, has fallen for a…forest boy?
You’re immediately ripped out of your thoughts as you see aonung running towards you. He stopped in-front of you and placed his hand on your shoulder with a soft grin.
“So, do you want to tell me what you were doing last night ooorrrrr?” He says with a confused look on his face.
“Nothing happened, aonung. Stay out of my business” you hit him in his chest and try to push past him to no avail.
“Listen, I know you’re lying. You told dad a completely different story last night. What’s up y/n?” He asks calmly.
Shit you thought. How did his skxawng ass catch that? He doesn’t listen to anything else you say, but he caught that. You look around before you pull aonung in closer.
“Look, I was with Neteyam ok? But you can’t tell dad.” You plead with your brother who’s jaw is to the ground.
“Wait, so you mean to tell me that I interrupted you two getting it on???” He says with a disgusted face.
“Keep your voice down, we didn’t do anything. It was just a kiss.” You say as the two of you start to walk slowly towards the shore.
“I don’t know y/n, you were gone for a long time” he says as you hit him again.
“Oouchhh!!! What is your problem. I’m just stating the facts. Also, don’t worry. Your dirty litter secret is safe with me.” He says with a smirk.
“It better be.” you point at him as you guys have finally reached the shore. The sullys are practicing breathing exercises with tsireya.
“Hey guys!” Aonung says as he waves at everyone. They all look up, and wave at the two of you. You tried your best not to make eye contact with Neteyam, but you couldn’t help it. Your eyes met, and you instantly felt butterflies in your stomach.
“Hey, y/n.” He says as he takes in your appearance. Looking you up and down.
“Hey, Neteyam.” You let out a nervous chuckle at the look he was giving you. Everyone looks amongst themselves confused.
“Ummm…well let’s break into our previous groups” tsireya says to break the awkward silence.
“How about I take Tuk and lo’ak this time.” Tsireya says as she looks up at lo’ak.
“Yeah, take me wherever.” he says as he gets lost in her doughy eyes.
“Eww… you can have him. Let’s go kiri!” Aonung speaks.
“I literally hate you.” Kiri rolls her eyes as she walks away with aonung following.
Tsireya, Tuk, and lo’ak walk away. Leaving you with Neteyam.
Neteyam looks up at you with a smirk.
“What?” You ask as you start to cover yourself up with your arms.
“You got all dressed up for me?” He asks as he stands up, walking towards you.
“Pssttt, no what??? You wish, forest boy.” You lie, breaking your cover.
“Yeah you say that a lot, you know.” He says as he reaches to the back of your neck to bring you closer to him. He bends down to your ear, and moves a loose strand of hair out of the way.
“But we both know you want this.” He whispers in your ear as he snakes his hand around to cup your ass. He presses you against him, as he looks into your eyes. Your heart was beating out of your chest, and you breathing was becoming short.
“You don’t have to pretend anymore, my love. I want you just as bad. Let’s get out of here so we can continue our activity from yesterday.” He says as he grabs your arm and pulls you Into the forest.
Some time goes by as you are still walking, hand and hand with Neteyam in the forest.
“Neteyam, why are taking me so deep Into the forest right now.” You question him as you stop walking, trying to pull your hand away from his to no avail. He stops walking and turns to you.
“Because I don’t want anybody hearing you scream my name, duh!!” He says in a low groan as he pulls you closer to him. You erupt in laughter.
“Neteyam, you’re hot and all, but i doubt that you’ve got it like that. I’m a warrior, you can’t make me submit.” You say with your hands up as you try to walk away, immediately pulled back.
“I think you forget that I’m a warrior too. Do you wanna try me, and see?” he says with your neck in his hand, squeezing it lightly. You try to get out of his grasp, but you can’t.
“Let me go…now.” you say through gritted teeth, and a low growl.
“I don’t want to hurt you, but i will” you grab his hand that is still lightly squeezing your neck. He laughs at you. This mf LAUGHS at you.
“Ok then, have it your way.” You growl as you lift your leg all the way to his chest to kick him. He falls back due to the strong force. You run over to his body that is laying on the ground. You straddle his long torso as you grab his arm, twisting it enough to hurt him. He lets out a loud cry, and tries to reach for his arm, but you smack it to the ground, pinning it.
“I told you” you say with a smirk, as you look down at the boy under you who’s eyes are shut from the pain.
“OKAY, ok! I’m sorry.” He pleads as he tries to wiggle out of your hold, but the pain was too much. You bend down to his ear, and kiss the tip of it, making them flap.
“Say please, my love.” you whisper seductively in his ear, as he hisses at you. He looks the other way with his jaw clenched.
“I can stay in this position all day, baby. I love being on top.” You laugh as he growls loudly under you.
His eyes are on yours again, as he try’s to thrust you off of him. You twist his arm alittle more making him shout. You gently rock back and forth on him to adjust yourself, causing him to growl and bite his lip at the friction.
“SAY.PLEASE.” you say sternly, not breaking eye contact.
“FINE! please! fuck! Let my arm go.” He pleads through short breaths still looking at you. You let him go and he instantly grabbed his arm. You laugh alittle before you rest your hands on his chest, adjusting yourself once more.
His initial plan was to pin you down after you let him go, but then he noticed the position you two were in. It’s like his prayers to eywa had been answered.
“Neteyam!! You messed up my hair ,skxawng!!” You shout as you go to untwist your braids, still straddling him.
He didn’t say a word as he stared at you letting your hair down. How long and pretty it was, how pretty YOU were on top of him. How your waist was small but your thighs were full as they laid on either side of him. He was getting aroused quickly, and you could feel it.
You could feel his loincloth growing in between your legs by the second, and he knew you could feel it, there was no way you couldn’t. You untwist the last braid quickly, trying your best not to make eye contact with him.
“Look at me….” he says, looking up to you as he grabs your waist.
“No, we have to go. My father would kill me.” you say as you try to get up, but he grabs your hips and slams you down onto him. You moan softly at the feeling of him under you.
“No, you gotta help me out first.” he pulls you down by your neck, and swipes his thumb over your lips. You gulp loudly, as you have realized the situation you’ve gotten yourself into.
Ok so im going to be quick with part 4, because as you can see…we about to get into some THANGGSSSS OK???👀 can we talk about how her mother told her that she needs to prove herself to her father, and she go and do some shit like this??? Like girl, do you want the throne or not??
Nah but part 4 will be up before the end of the week. ❤️❤️😎 love y’all!!!!
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