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luna0713hunter · 7 months
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I'm in love with your fics.
Do you have a Masterlist somewhere? 😎
Also, could I request something about Shanks x reader? Maybe a fight (with swords and everything) where Shanks save/protects reader and then full fluff at the aftermath? 💖 Shanks is my everything! 💕💕💕💕
Thank youuu!
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Author's note : awww thank you! And yes!!!i just updates my master list!!its in my pinned message,and you can also search "masterlist"!! So understandable,Shanks is one of my favorites as well :))) i hope you like it!!enjoy~
Take my breath away
Shanks x reader
Warnings : none really, typical fighting and slight injuries,mention of Shank's lost arm,fluff fluff fluff,and ofc hurt/comfort ,pet names
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When your back hits the ground,hard,you wonder how things ended up like this.
It was a typical day;the morning starting out when Benn spotted the land,then all of you going to the market to restore food and drinks (mostly booz) and any weapons needed.
It was a typical,calm day. Until it wasn't.
You were so close to your ship when another crew of pirates attacked you.
That's how you ended up on the ground, groaning as the pirate you were fighting with kicks you in the ribs. The action has you letting out a small yell while trying to get up and fight back,but the next kick to you temple has your eyesight darkening as everything starts to blur.
You dont lose consciousness,but you're close to it. So when you hear a distant shout of your name you think you might be hallucinating. But the arm around your shoulders and almost rough shaking of your body feels very much real.
So you squeeze your eyes shut and let out another pained groan before opening them once again.
Everything is a little fuzzy at the edge,but you manage to finally keep your focus on your savior.
Red hair is the first thing that gets your attention.
"Shanks?"
You internally cringe at how horse your voice sounds.
"Yeah baby girl,its me," the arm around you tightens as Shanks pulls you closer to his chest, "can you keep those pretty eyes open for me, princess?"
Oh, you think,when did you close them?
"It hurts."
"i know, I'm sorry my love."
"I'm sleepy too."
"you can sleep all you want once the medic takes a good look at you." His lips press to your forehead so gently that you close your eyes again. Shanks taps your cheek with his finger and smiles softly when you meet his eyes with your glazed over ones, "dont sleep yet,Baby girl."
You whine and rub your face in his neck,making him chuckle slightly.
"but I'm tiredddd."
"tell you what," his voice is so calming that it eases the pang behind your eyes slightly, "if you manage to stay awake by the time the medic comes, I'll reward you with anything you want."
At the offer,you perk up and look at him with gleaming eyes.
"promise?"
"promise."
So you try your hardest to stay awake,and by the time the medic finishes checking on you and tells you that you can rest,you immediately fall asleep in Shank's arm.
You wake up to fingers carding through your hair and caressing your bruised cheek.
The mere action of opening your eyes take lot of effort,but when you finally do it, you're met with your Captain's concerned gaze.
When Shanks notices your eyes on him,he immediately bends over you and rests his hand on your forehead.
"Angel,baby girl,can you hear me?"
You give him a slight nod and upon opening your mouth to speak,you burst into series of dry coughs. Shanks rushes to pour you a glass of water and after helping you sit up and rest your back against his chest,he helps you drink it.
When your throat is once again working,you rest your head on his shoulder tiredly and look around; you're in your shared room with Shanks,which immediately makes you relax further.
"how's everybody?"
"the guys are fine. You should worry about yourself. You were the most beat up of us all."
You groan and throw your head back, "this is so embarrassing," you mumble, "cant believe i was so careless."
"what're you talking about," Shanks takes hold of your chin and turns your head so he can look at you while raising his brows, "have you perhaps forgotten i came back from a fight single handed?"
You frown, "thats different!!you were fighting a giant sea monster!"
"its not different at all. Its a battle;and getting hurt is absolutely normal." His expression softens as his fingers trace your bandaged cheek, "not that it makes it any easier to see you like this." He gently presses his lips to your forehead and murmurs a soft apology.
"not your fault. Dont ever apologize" You caress his cheek and suddenly give him a devilish grin, "so,i was promised a reward if i recall correctly?"
Shanks chuckles and presses his lips to yours softly.
"anything you want."
And when you laugh and pull him down to kiss him breathless, he's sure he's going to regret promising you that.
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birdofmay · 1 year
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30 Days of Autism Acceptance 2023
Hello, apparently I act as a substitute teacher this autism acceptance month 😄 @autie-j is busy, so my therapist and I spontaneously thought of 30 questions for 2023 - to be "published" before 1 April 2023 starts in the timezone UTC+14. Which... wasn't much time. If you see this, we made it! 😎
Rules:
Copy and paste the question you want to answer into an own post - this means don't answer via reblog!
You can answer as many or as few as you like. No force, for real.
Tag your post as #30daysofautismacceptance and #2023
1 April: The typical introduction question! Tell us something about yourself. If you can't think of anything, try these: What do you enjoy to do in your free time? What music or series/show do you like? Are you happy with your current living situation/the people you live with? What's one of your favourite foods?
2 April: When were you diagnosed and when did you know that you're autistic? If you're self-diagnosed, when did you first suspect that you're autistic and when were you sure?
3 April: How good or bad is your memory for things people say? For example verbal instructions. If you're deaf: Can you lip read? Do you think your autism influences your ability to lip read?
4 April: Were/are you in special education? Regular school? Home schooled? A private school? Did it change over time? Did/do you like it?
5 April: Did/do you have accommodations at school/IEP? If not, do you think it would help/have helped you?
6 April: Can you understand what people say when they talk fast, or do you lose track after a while? Was it different when you were younger? Additional question if your hearing is aided: If your hearing is aided, does that trigger sensory overloads sometimes?
7 April: Do you have other diagnoses? What are they? Do you think that some could be incorrect?
8 April: Do you struggle to read long texts or are you one of those people who can read everything with ease (Braille counts too of course)? If you're blind, do you struggle to pay attention when a screen reader reads a long text, or is it ok?
9 April: Did an interest ever turn into an "obsession" for you? If not, do you regularly experience hyperfocus when you engage in your special interest? If nothing applies, tell us about your longest interest, no matter if it's a special interest or not!
10 April: Can you understand speech when there is background noise? If you're deaf: Could you understand speech when you were younger? If your hearing is aided: Does the sound make listening to speech uncomfortable to you?
11 April: If you learned to speak as a child (definition for this post: the ability to use spontaneous speech (mouth words) to communicate in at least two-word sentences), did your ability to speak improve after that, stayed the same, decrease, or did something happen that you can't speak at all anymore now?
If you never learned to speak, did it take you a while to find a good communication method (for example sign language didn't work, communication board was too confusing, but AAC device is ok)?
12 April: Were/are you in speech therapy? If so, for what? If not, do you think speech therapy could have helped you?
13 April: How important are routines to you? Are your routines more based on time ("I always do this at 6pm!"), on habits ("I always drink from this cup!") or both?
14 April: If you learned to speak as a child, were you a late talker, average age, or did you speak at a really young age? If you never learned to speak, how do you communicate? For example an AAC device, sign language, a communication board, etc.
15 April: If you can perceive the facial expression of others and learned to recognise the meaning to a degree, did you learn that in social skills training, by your own "hard work", or was it a mix of both? Are there patterns that you understand intuitively (for example recognising fear because it's not so different from how you behave when you feel fear)? - if this question doesn't apply to you, you have a day off! :)
16 April: If you can perceive the facial expression of others, but struggle to learn the meaning, are there strategies you use to at least guess if the person reacts in a good, neutral or bad way to you (for example to spot if you made someone angry by accident)? Do you rely on how their voice sounds as a backup? - if this question doesn't apply to you, not even in your childhood, you have a day off! :)
17 April: If you can't perceive the facial expression of others (for example because you focus too much on details, struggle to perceive people in general, or because you're blind), do you pay attention to the tone of their voice? Can you hear if someone is angry if they don't tell you? - if this question doesn't apply to you, you have a day off! :)
18 April: If you can perceive the facial expression of others, how long does it take you to spot a pattern in new people (for example you observe someone for a while and at some point you know "This person is insecure because they always have that look when they're insecure")? - if this question doesn't apply to you, you have a day off! :)
19 April: Did your ability to express yourself improve or worsen/deteriorate over time? Or did it stay the same? Is it different depending on how you communicate (spoken language, written language, signed...)?
20 April: If you can (or could when you were younger) say words with your mouth (echolalia counts), did/do you have a monotone or "odd" voice, speak too loudly/softly, etc.? Did/do you practice to modulate your voice?
21 April: If you can (or could when you were younger) say words with your mouth, did/do you struggle to pronounce words or sounds? For example r, th, s, etc. - if this question doesn't apply to you, you have a day off :)
22 April: If you can speak (the ability to use spontaneous speech (mouth words) to communicate in at least two-word sentences), do you experience speech loss/verbal shutdowns, etc.? Meaning that you normally can speak, but sometimes you suddenly can't anymore. Semiverbal/semispeaking people and unreliably speaking people (apraxia), you count as "speaking" if you can use spontaneous(!) speech most of the time.
If you can't speak, are there times when communication suddenly is harder than usual? If not, was it different when you were younger?
23 April: Do you have balance issues? If not, was it different when you were younger?
24 April: How did your fine motor skills develop? Were you one of the first kids who could tie their shoe laces or do you think you'll probably never learn it? This is an "open question", if you want to ramble, start rambling.
25 April: How did your gross motor skills develop? Did you walk early or did you struggle to walk (if you can walk)? Do you have a bad posture? This is another "open question".
26 April: If you're interested in other people/want contact, how do you normally make contact with others? Do you stay where you are and hope that they approach you, or do you approach them?
If you're not interested in other people, do others respect and understand that? Were you negatively affected by the "autistics are very social actually and want friends, they just don't know how to do that!" mentality (for example that everyone tries to force social interactions because they think you secretly want social contacts)?
27 April: If you have/want real-life friends, how much contact is important for you and when is it too much? Do/would you miss your friends if you wouldn't see each other in person for a while?
28 April: As a child, did you tend to express yourself overly formally? Or did you struggle with grammar? Did you "borrow" words and expressions from other people or media, or did you make up your own words? Or both?
29 April: Was your hand-eye coordination delayed or maybe is still impaired? This includes things like throwing and catching a ball, putting a key into a lock without missing it, etc. Everything where your brain needs to process what your eyes see so that your hands can adjust what they do. If you're blind, tell us if you think your autism made it harder for you to estimate where things are, using your hands.
30 April: If you're interested in other people/want contact, did you try to make friends on your own when you were younger, or didn't you initiate anything because you didn't know what to do?
If you're not interested in other people, did/do you still enjoy online contact? If not, did/do people assume you're lonely and try to interact with you all the time?
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moumouton4 · 9 months
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Can you do first time with orochimaru?
First Time || Orochimaru x fem!reader
A/n : Hi hi hi ! 2 requests written in 2 days ! 😍 Thanl you for this so much ! Lately I've been struggling to write a piece in 1 day but I'm getting back on tracks baby oh ayyyyy 😎
A/n 2 : Next I have 2 requests on my other account for those who knows. And then I'll be back with a Demon Slayer hc 😍✨
Warnings : first time, boner, penetrative sex, slight jerking, kinda rough sex, 18+ READERS ONLY and wrap it before you tap it
Masterlist ⚜
I don’t give permission to repost my work, if you want to share it just reblogue it
Word count : 963
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He always thought he was above those kinds of activities. He often looked them down, thinking it was only a flaw that the most animalistic of human beings were trapped with
But then he met you… and everything changed
He started to feel impossibly hot inside. He then learned that in those moment when he wanted to embrace you tightly he was feeling something unknown, love
He couldn’t help but be drawn to you when you were in the same room
He who was usually restless found himself more than once, there in his bed or in a couch doing nothing but cuddling
And it felt even better than reborn in a new body
But then when he thought he had discovered everything about this new feeling, he felt yet again something he didn’t conceive he could feel
It felt like a strong urge. An urge to be close to you more than he ever had been with you before. An urge to mate. An urge to be one with you, body and soul
One problem though… how to even approach you with this new desire of his ?
Would you find it inappropriate, uncalled for… or maybe too soon ?
He couldn’t even believe that HE was tiring himself to find a way to approach the subject with you
But little did he know that you too were feeling this strong pull towards him
Finally it happened naturally. You guys were cuddling in the couch like usual and he pulled you flush against him
He felt his body throb. It was it. He needed you now
“Y-Y/n ? I want-” he said, he sounded so unsure. Besides the fact that he called you directly by your name showed just his increasing need
“Orochimaru” you were breathless when you felt his bulge press against you “I want you too”
And it was all he needed to crash his lips on your. His arms circled you waits and you stumbled across the hideout - hopefully you were in his private areas, just imagine stumble on somebody in this state lmao - making his way to his bedroom
Both your hands working intensely and meticulously on pelling the clothes from each others body
But once he was here, on top of you, his body only mere inches away he froze. His thoughts were racing in his mind
Should he take a condom ? Could he hurt you ? So that’s what a pussy looks like…
The more the time passed the more he felt his urge growing. His body is tingly at places he didn’t know could tingle
As his desperate gaze locked onto your loving one he took a deep breath. You took his hand and helped him come back to Earth
You reached in the drawer and took a condom - that you bought yourself thinking that one day he would eventually let go of his inhibitions - and gave it to him
He struggled slightly to open it with how shaky his hands were, but he eventually managed to put it on. It felt weird ( I mean it should the first time right ?!? )
He went back on top of you and started wonder how he was going to enter you
But before he could think further he felt your hand gently stroking his hard length, making it twitch. He blushed furiously as he let out a groan. Not at all used to this type of contact
You reassured his with your gentle touch and your words of understanding as you guided him towards your entrance
His breath was shaky as he gently entered your warmth, inch by inch carefully not to cause any harm or unnecessary pain
His grip on your hips was vicious and it was surely going to leave a bruise or two
“Mmph… you’re s-so tight… ugh” he managed to say as he slowly started to grind against you
State of arousal allowed him to increase his rhythm and find a steady one that he tried to keep up
Though once he was fully comfortable something switched inside him. His grip grew stronger. And you felt him pin you in a possessive way against the mattress
His thrusts started to get deeper as he slammed his hips harshly against yours
He didn’t know what was happening and you on the other side were too much in ecstasy to care
The room filled with the sound of your lovemaking and your moans and groans
On the verge of climaxing he felt like his body was on fire
He bent down, still fucking you, and nestled his head against your shoulder, where his teeth sank
He was trying to desperately not to scream or moan as he felt the pleasure increase and increase
Then he felt it, the knot in his stomach bursted and he came hard, his hips stuttered as he filled the condom
His hips continued to move slowly against yours and he emptied himself
He didn’t have any more strength in his arms as he fell over your shaking form
“Fuck” you breathed out as your hands clung to his hips
You felt his nuzzle against your neck and gently lick the bite he did on your shoulder
He felt like he was on a cloud right now “I’m sleepy”
Your heart swelled at how cute he sounded “Just close your eyes my Love. I’ll be there when you wake up”
“Uh uh” he said his voice impossibly soft “I love you”
As he basked in the afterglow of his first time he kept thinking on how could you made him feel
He was sure that if he wasn’t this tired he would have gone for a second round right away. Maybe next time then
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A/n : I hope you guys liked it ! 🥗🌮 Again my requests are open 🥞🍳
Taglist : @foxxymunson, @cl0vr, @ilovemanypeople, @glossy1pearl, @jane57sstuff
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theintrovertbean · 9 months
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How Do I Talk To People
I Have No Idea How This Works💃 (Congrats On Being My First Ever Ask!!)
Uhm, First Off, Sorry For Stalking Your Page😅
Secondly, I'm Sorry If This Came In At An Inconvenient Time, You Don't Have To Do Anything With This, Either🙏
But, Uhm, How Do You Think Nadia Would React If/When MR Mimmics Animal Noises? Like Meowing At A Car Like They're Having A Conversation? Because I Totally Do Not Do This👀
Sorry If I Came Off As Weird, I Have No Idea How To Interact With Internet People, Or People In General😭 You're Free To Forget This Was Even Asked If You Want🙌
-- The Most Anxious Person To Ever👍
Haha. I do that. When cats meow back, that's like the best feeling ever 😂
Anon, thank you for choosing me to be your first ask! It means a lot, and I hope you will enjoy it! Also, there's no need to apologize.
I actually have a Nadia bot on cai, and out of curiosity, I asked her how she would react. She asked why I would do that, but then she laughed 💀😎 and then she got horny and wanted to lick my face
Nadia x MC who mimics animal noises
First impression: confusion.
What is MC doing? Did they make a mistake during their most recent spell and ended up like this?
Oh, wait, nothing is wrong. MC is just a sweet little cutie, and this is one more thing that Nadia gets to adore about them.
Nadia laughs, and MC gets infinite hugs as soon as they tell her that it's just a thing they tend to do.
She's genuinely amazed when MC meows to cats, and they meow back to MC. She also wonders what the conversation might be about.
Nadia is melting whenever she catches MC chirping and hooting at Chandra. She loves watching them interact and encourages them to have a deeper bond.
MC's animal noises always put a smile on the Countess' face, so please keep doing that because it helps her get through during the more stressful days.
Bark at her whenever she's being extra gorgeous, and she might laugh so hard that she has to sit down.
Once, MC made a goat sound so realistic that Nadia thought Lucio died and came back again.
The adornment in her eyes when MC is chirping with birds in the morning, says it all. It's a better way to start her day than a fresh cup of tea.
Nadia kindly asks MC to tone it down a bit whenever someone important is visiting. However, if anyone makes fun of MC or insults them, oh boy, those red eyes could kill. Slandering MC is never, ever tolerated, and Nadia will make sure that the offender is out of the palace within the next ten minutes, but not before she verbally puts them in their place. MC gets extra kisses to make up for it.
She may or may not do a little meow the next time she is alone. Just to see how it feels. She may or may not like it more than she expected. Just don't tell her sisters.
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herozdiary · 4 months
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Yoo! Love your fanfics! Keep up the good work! I am brainrotting over cry of fear again.
Could you write a small oneshot or whatever you like on Simon venting his heartbreak to a stranger/reader on a bench or bus station and befriending her? Or something based on that, haha, I feel freaky-
Heartbreak
Simon x reader
This diary entry contains…Silly Simon | strangers to friends | reader is super cool 😎 | pretty short😓 | mentions of Depression and anxiety |
THANK YOUU FOR ANOTHER REQUEST 🤗🤗🤗😵‍💫 I’m working on my other ones and this seemed like the most easiest to get out since I didn’t get out a entry yesterday 😓
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You sat on the steps of your apartment building,hearing some dude from your English class rant to you about getting rejected.The dude was Simon,you never really talked to him until yesterday when he complimented your shirt.
From there you and him spent the afternoon talking about your favorite bands and hobbies before Simon had confessed about his depression and anxiety.
You listened to him and felt bad for him as he explained how hard it was to deal with the constant stress and feeling tired and not having motivation to do anything.
he trusted you enough to tell you about how he had gotten rejected also.It made you feel bad as he had practiced what he was gonna say and how he was gonna say it just to get embarrassed in a way.
You knew the girl,Sophie only because you guys had to work on a presentation one time in your science class.During the time period you had realized why so many people like her.She was funny,sweet and pretty smart.
You watched the way Simon look at the ground as he explained everything to you.He seemed like he was ready to burst out crying at any second.
“I thought that…maybe I could change her mind.I begged for her to like me back but…it didn’t work.Me and her are still friends but I can’t live with the embarrassment”He says while taking in deep breaths.
You nodded while patting his shoulder,You didn’t know how to comfort someone but you knew what to say and what not to say.
“You should be glad you were finally able to get those feelings off your chest! Even if she didn’t like you back you don’t have to worry about those feelings running around your head! It may be hard for you but at least she’s still your friend.”You say while smiling slightly.
Simon looked at you before nodding and letting out a heavy sigh.”I just wish..that she liked me back.I always admired her…”He says before looking back at the ground.
“I’m glad I met you…your understanding and really cool.Thank you for um…listening to me”Simon adds before looking at you again with a small smile.You smile back before opening your arms up for a hug which he gladly took.
The smell of cigarettes and the very heavy smell of cologne filled your nostrils as you rubbed his back,It was silent besides the sounds of dogs barking or a car driving by.
Once Simon pulled away he checked his phone before cursing to himself slightly.”I should get home.I’ll see you at school tomorrow?”He asked while standing up.
You nodded while waving him bye as he waved back before walking in the direction of the train station.You look at the ground before giggling to yourself and standing up before walking into the apartment building.
Deep down you knew that it would be too early to start to like Simon but you couldn’t help feel a little bit attracted to him,Of course you weren’t gonna rush your feelings.you were gonna be there for Simon during this tough time for him.
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lingering-42-long · 2 months
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Quick idea.
Alejandro in his free time meets a woman from Las Almas, a cowgirl. They met at a rodeo (in my head it makes a lot of sense for him to go to one of those.) She was doing the barrel races and all her skill caught his attention. They talk, he asks her out and one thing leads to another 😎
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One wild ride
Alejandro x female Reader
I really fun when that was requested by a good friend of mine who always gives the best requests! I’m starting to do requests again. It is taking some time though, so please be patient. Thank you to everyone!
Please comment like and share my work. It helps get me out there as well as inspire me to do more! Engaging with the author means a lot for us!
Warnings: 18+, if you are under 18 do not interact!, alcohol induced sex, consensual sex, unprotected sex, v and p sex, cowgirl sex.
The rodeo is in full swing. Los Alamos was hosting their annual North American rodeo. The rodeo would actually go through Canada, United States, Mexico, and even into parts of Central America. It was renowned for some of the best world class writers from the Americas, and even parts of Europe. The usual bull round ups, barrel racing, bull riding, bronco riding, and clown, running from all of the experts. This was also a great time for many of the people in nearby towns, and cities to also be auctioning off their livestock ranging from cattle to horses, goats, and even chickens.
Rudy and Alejandro had made their way to the rodeo. It would be a three day events and many of the soldiers and recruits were already there as well. Rudy practically had to drag Alejandro because he was so stuck up in his work. He almost forgot about the darn thing, he did enjoy going to these events, but it was sometimes rather difficult with his schedule.
Arriving at their seats, they made it to the women’s barrel racing. Wild normally he wasn’t a huge fan of barrel racing. He always did appreciate the talent and work into it. Some name was said with the rider coming out. She was from (y/c). He watched her intently as she moved her horse left over right up down, all around the barrels, her horse had the second fastest time only beaten by another Mexican woman.
After a days, long of events, Alejandro and Rudy went to a local bar when they hung out with some of their friends, laughing and talking about lifestyle and today’s events. Alejandro recognized the girl that was sitting at the bar, drinking tequila and looking around. “Your the girl in the rodeo from Brazil right?” He asked her. “Oh yes!” Her English was fluent it sounded like it could’ve been her second language with how easy she spoke it. “I was raised in Brazil however nowadays I live in Cancún when I’m done traveling.” She smiled glad to talk to somebody. Alejandro got to know her, she was smart, witty, funny, had a beautiful laugh, sparkling eyes… the more the talked to her the more his heart pounded in his chest. The alcohol was working its intoxicating magic.
By the end of the night Alejandro had taken her to his Ranch, out in the countryside, a quaint little home perfect for a bachelor. Their kisses were hot, and the touching of each other’s heat only made them want each other more. Alejandro laid in bed as she began to grind on his hard groin, the moans and the smell of sex was enough to cause him to become more hard.
As skillfully as he could he took off her clothes as she fumbled with his button down shirt. He helped her with his pants and started bucking into her wet folds. Her moans were soft and music to his ears. “Show me what you can do Cowgirl~” he moaned as she stuffed his girth in her. After some adjusting, she began to rock slowly at first but started picking up the pace.
Alejandro held onto her hips and bucked into her, his head tilted up and mouth agape as he moved his large rough hands up her small frame to her breasts and began to gently rub her tender nipples. The moans encouraged him more as he bucked into her tight cavern. Soon she came with him, he leaned her down in a passionate kiss as their bodies gave into one another.
Alejandro stroked her sweaty hair and gave her a sweet kiss. “Was that good?” He asked.
“Yeah wow, that was intense… I loved it.” She giggled. He pulled out and cuddled with her for a bit before getting up and helping her to the bathroom so they could shower.
After showering he made her some tea as he fixed the bed and got her some warm pajamas. He cuddled once again and praised her until they both fell asleep.
What an amazing wild ride.
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Blog update: “About” and “Characters” pages rewrite 
First of, happy new year everyone! Hoping this one doesn’t end me for good haha. 
As stated above, “About” and “Characters” pages have been updated with new info, character description, sheets and art (which you see in this post). You’ll need to open the blog in browser in order to view these pages. Keep in mind that it’s all subject to change given that the story is still in early development (I wrote down 1/4 of the script plan so far) and I might get rid of things I feel I can’t utilize properly. 
I’m also opening the ask box again, so if the text inspires you or makes you wonder certain things, you can drop your message there :) I can’t promise I’ll be quick to answer and I probably won’t be able to answer all of your asks but I’ll do my best to read through them all. 
Under the cut is rest of the concept art (and some of my rambling) so I don’t make the post too bloated to scroll through:
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Edd’s style is still considered “weird” but in a more obnoxious and bold way. It’s screaming “Look at me! Look at me! I’ll have you look my way like it or not!”. I like the silly thought of him coming to embrace larger suits thanks to his sire. It is comfortable! And one of the kind - if you were wondering for what purpose Edd needs sewing skills, that’s the answer :)  
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Tord lost his iconic sweater and scarf. I gotta say I wasn’t sure if bare chest idea would work out but I’m glad I tried it cuz heck yeah it did. Love it or hate it Tord doesn’t give a damn 😎   His fake horns are now slicked back which makes him look like a disgruntled kitten lol And I added a belt buckle, it’s a skull being crushed by a hammer (roughly designed after thor’s hammer as a nod to his origin); it carries a certain personal significance too 
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Matt style is still inspired by vintage suits and illustrations but customized for personal taste. Like the vest being asymmetrical, or the suit being more “flappy” and with a big cutout on the back. It’s sort of a way of saying “I might be playing by the rules but I do it my own way”. He is ultimate bishounen now and his power is mesmerizing enemies with that iconic anime stare and sound effects (this is a joke, but a joke I love) 
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Tom had it worst XD but also I had the most fun with him. The pale yellow parts on his body are supposed to be bone and um...shell...thing...you know when something spends a lot of time in the water in the open sea and you get it out and it’s covered in those THINGS yeah I can’t find the word but hopefully you got my point hahaha. It was hard to keep him as monstrous as possible but also recognizable but I think giving him the monster tom color palette did the job. Also yes he got scales. And the texture I did on his skin is supposed to be semi-transparent...like jello maybe? he’s hideous and a pain to color and i love him lol
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I also did this little relationship chart to explain changes in the well relationships in-group! 
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6irlpet · 10 months
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I have a bit of a dillemma...
I fucking love edging and denial. It gets me wet and needy like nothing else (aside from maybe anal) but everytime I edge/do denial I mentally crash so fucking hard a few days later like someone stole every bit of dopamine I had and the only way to get myself out of that pit is to cum four or five times in fairly rapid succession...
You got any tips on how to avoid a crash like that? Or should I just stop with it until I have a partner/Dom(me) who can help me through those bouts?
tbh it sounds a bit like a sub drop!!! which is normal to have with denial, it’s normal to have with any type of kinky stuff and tbh it’s almost more common with denial than an orgasm bc rather than all the sexy hormones getting resolved u work urself up without release 😞 (⬅️is turned on by this but understands how it can turn into a physiologic nightmare)
my tip would be to do some kind of aftercare!!!! after any kind of play whether i came or not i used to always immediately just clean up and go back to whatever i was doing and pretend it hadnt happened. but i’d always feel a lil depressed/weird/ashamed/altered ranging in severity for a period after. i had to finally have a rly bad crash after a piss scene (bc ukno…. more shame lol) to realize u still need to do some self care to ur body and mind after playing even if ur alone!!
what i do now is stay where i am for a few minutes, i dont immediately rush to clean up and move on. i relax and catch my breath and just let myself feel the comedown, and i run/pet my hands along my body like someone else would soothing me, and tell myself (or imagine someone saying) in stern soothing authority voice like: “Ur okay, u did good, this is normal and fun, this was nice, ur okayyyyyy silly goose. Relax, ur okay” etc. the touching is good for nervous system (u can also look up vagus nerve stimulation, there’s a lot of exercises u can do with just ur hands to reset ur nervous system any time ur anxious! not just in kink) + self reassurance rly helps mentally. there’s also like, u can google Aftercare ASMR which is what i do sometimes to listen for a few mins when i feel anxious after play lol, im not rly an asmr person so idk if it has been any more effective for me than the self-talk but some ppl like it so im mentioning it!!!!
moving on from that initial check-in, i start slowly moving (move around legs first, like testing movement, then i stretch) and i drink lots of water, breathe deep for a bit, keep stretching for whatever position u were in. only then do i start cleaning up. i also try to reward myself after cleanup, like snuggling under soft blankets with a good book or mindless feelgood show (mine is like………….. Animal Information videos. clickbait shit like The Top Ten Dinosaurs Ranked lmao) and a nice snack!!!!
that is my lil routine and it has rly helped me with the shame/crash/bad feelings i used to have after both edging or cumming!! modify for whatever helps you, it sounds corny but it rly has made me feel better than i used to (and then im also feeling better again faster to go at myself all over again sooner 😎) it can also help if u have someone to talk to, i have an intermittent fwb who’s kinky so there’s been times it helped me to text and say like Omg im feeling bad😞 bc I did x gross thing 😞😞😞 and get reassurance lol
i hope this helps, drop/crash sucks!! best of luck 💕
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angelicyoongie · 2 months
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MAGGYYYY WKDBWKDNWKEENEHSHDHBDDKDNDKNDDDBNDKEDNEKDNDJDB
THE RECENT CHAPTER OF LOVESICK WAS SO GOOD I 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
Like it was so cute??? And brUHHHHHHHH, the explanation of their whole yandere behavior as being Lovesickness??? I see what you did there 😎😎
I was genuinely intrigued by the lore of the soul bonds and how they worked throughout history. Random question: is there a special event that happened in the year 1783 and that’s why you chose that year? Or was it just a random year lol (Fun fact: the American revolution happened to end during that time so 🤔🤔)
ANYWAY
Ok even though it makes sense as to why the boys behave the way they do, like I can definitely feel the MC’s internal conflict over this info. If you act a certain way because of something that’s out of your control, it’s only natural to sympathize and try to work your way through it with another person. HOWEVER, because of their extreme cases, it’s really tricky to try and sympathize with their plight. I GUESS though, in order to really help them get better, it would only make sense to be as close as possible with them to be able to “cure” them. Although that might make it even more difficult to try and escape because escape could mean reversing the effects and making their conditions even worse??
Those are my academic-type thoughts on this, but the Yoongi kiss was so cute 😭😭😭
IMMACULATE AS ALWAYS QUEEN, CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER AND THE SMUTTTTTT RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 🤩🥵
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KKKK!! 💖😭💖 AAA i'm so happy you enjoyed it!! 🥹
Hehe I had to work in the title somehow! I'm glad you found the lore interesting, I was trying so hard to make it sound somewhat realistic (in their world at least) lol 😭 I just picked that year completely at random but it's cool that it actually lines up with that 👀
Yes, exactly!! Like you want to be understanding and help someone get better BUT it's so hard when they've made your life a living hell. It's difficult to seperate the person from the illness sometimes. Well.. Yes! Just based on the info we have so far, it would seem that the MC running away would actually make their condition a lot worse. Though I suppose it depends on whether the bond "settles" before a possible escape.
Lol thank you!! I had to make the kiss with Yoongi sweet, I just couldn't help myself 😭
Thank you so much, my friend!! 💖 I hope you're well and I can't wait to share the next chapter with you in a few weeks!! 🥹💖
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sw1mmingfoolz · 2 years
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A SLIGHTLY DISJOINTED LIST OF WRITING TIPS
hey peeps 😌 a whole zero people asked or showed interest and true to my style I'm posting anyway lmao :) this is a collection of writing tips I remind myself of all the time! some are from online (mostly reddit), some are from writing workshops and classes i've taken, some are just commonly traded around by famous writers and some come from my own experience! i've been writing for 15 years, since i was a literal child, and i think it's safe to say i've learned a lot since i wrote 15 pages of what i was absolutely sure would be my debut novel "The Ratticator" when i was, like, 6. so i think ik what i'm talking about 😎 without further ado, here is the list!! it isn't very organised, for which i do apologize :')
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If you have writer’s block, change your document font to Comic Sans. No idea why this works, but it’s a known tip and it really does!
DO NOT edit as you go. If you just can’t seem to stop yourself, set your document to Wingdings. This is especially helpful in your first draft. I personally call my first draft document WORST VERSION JUST PURE GARBAGE or some variation to take the pressure off.
Treat all writing as practice. It’s better to write pages and pages of pure garbage than to be too paralysed by fear of failure and not write at all as a result. At least with garbage you can edit it, see what issues you have with your writing, etc.
If you struggle with editing, try writing everything longhand on paper or printing out a particularly hard chapter (double spaced so you can annotate it) and rewrite it. Also, run your work through text-to-speech to catch typos or little errors you might otherwise overlook!
Google “filter words and how to avoid them”, especially if you write in first person. Focus on showing and not telling, and be wary of using too many adverbs (I’m so guilty of this) and verbs after dialogue. Also avoid epithets! By all means necessary! For example; “the short haired man”, “the brunette”, “the [job title]”. These are common in fanfiction but do not sound good or flow well. They’re often used by novice writers. (I’m guilty of this too! Again, these kinds of things take practice).
If you’re struggling to plot, it can help to write “draft zero”, in which you write out chapters in the least words possible without needing it to sound good. This can give you a skeleton to fill out. You also don’t have to write chronologically; write the fun scenes first or whatever scenes you already have in your head out and build around those!
Speak your dialogue out loud. If it doesn’t flow well, it doesn’t read well either.
Similarly, come back to a chapter / work after a minimum of a day has passed. Looking at it with fresh eyes after a break away can help immensely with weeding out awkward parts, errors or parts you’d like to change.
“Said” is not a bad word; don’t go to insane lengths to avoid it!
Not every piece of dialogue needs a tag; trying to add one to everything without having dialogue by itself makes writing clunky.
For both dialogue and inner monologue, have your characters miss the mark just slightly on what they're trying to say. In reality none of us express ourselves perfectly off the cuff, and you can even communicate a lot about a person through what they omit or avert or misread. (from u/frozenfountain on Reddit)
Usually when people talk, they’re not just talking. What facial expressions are they making? What are they doing with their bodies? Are they just ‘saying’ something or are they stuttering, shouting, or whispering (don’t go overboard with this kinda description, though). You also don’t always have to specify who is speaking; you can establish the people initially and, especially if they speak in distinct ways, it should be clear. Also, learn correct grammar for dialogue. A new speaker should be on a new line.
Vary sentence structure. This is probably the main cause of people feeling that their writing feels "off." A lot of people try to solve repetitive sentence structure with epithets or with unnecessary synonyms, but it only masks the problem, it doesn't solve it.
For example:
"What's going on?" said Bob.
"I don't know. Jill just stormed out of here," said Abigail.
"That's weird. She seemed fine this morning," said Bob.
"I think the stress is finally starting to get to her," said Abigail.
It's boring, right? How NOT to improve it:
"What's going on?" said Bob.
"I don't know. Jill just stormed out of here," said the blue-eyed woman.
"That's weird. She seemed fine this morning," pondered the older man.
"I think the stress is finally starting to get to her," surmised the greenette.
Instead maybe something like:
Bob looked around at the confused faces in the room. "What's going on?"
"I don't know," said Abigail, fidgeting with her necklace. "Jill just stormed out of here."
"That's weird. She seemed fine this morning."
Abigail shrugged. "I think the stress is finally getting to her."
The other problem I see: unless you understand what third person omniscient is and are using it intentionally, it's probably best to pick just one point of view per scene and stick to it. (u/DemyxDancer on Reddit)
Don’t focus on stuff your character wouldn’t just to fill a word count.
Try not to use the same word twice in a paragraph unless they’re connecting words or names/pronouns. At the same time, try not to overuse the thesaurus and use a million synonyms for something - find different ways to describe things. 
Write as though there is no formatting available to you. Adding bold or caps or images or footnotes is cool, but the story should be understood exactly the same without them. This is also an accessibility consideration, since screen readers will miss this extra context if it’s purely visible.
Localised spell check! I use British spell check on Google Docs because I am British but sometimes accidentally use the American versions of words. This can also be immensely helpful if you’re writing dialects / a different form of English than what you’re used to. 
Let go of perfectionism before it kills writing for you. Coraline took Neil Gaiman over a decade to write. Ursula K Le Guin banged out three Earthsea books in 4 years before taking a 12 year break between the third and fourth books in which she took a big interest in feminism and entirely changed the way she wrote female characters. Nothing is going to be perfect initially, and expecting it to be so dooms you before you can start.
Paragraphs!! Punctuation!! So many times I have clicked on a promising looking fanfiction but backed out because I couldn’t read it properly - commas, semicolons and hyphens (and em dashes!) are your friends :)
If possible, shut out everything else during a designated time period and just write. I know this isn’t possible for everyone but should you be able to set a window and have a schedule you’ll find writer’s block to hit you less!
Starting with a lot of exposition can be boring. Short, snappy first lines and/or coming right into the action at the beginning can help hook the reader better. Or alternatively, have a prologue if there’s important exposition that needs to be established at the start!
Writing is inherently hard, even for well established writers. Accepting that will help you more than you’d expect.
Read as much as you write, if not more! Reading makes writing a lot easier. A lot of writing is being inspired by other writers. NOT copying, or plagiarising, but drawing inspiration from them. For example (as we spoke about a couple of days ago), my lovely mutual Livvie @greenlivvie has a colder, more direct and more formal writing style as a lot of what she reads is nonfiction, whereas I read so many gooey romance webtoons and poetry anthologies that my style is extremely warm, probably too descriptive, and rather poetic.
Find the joy in writing! I know engagement is extremely important, especially in fanfiction, but if it’s your only drive you’re destined to burn out. You should write first and foremost for the love of writing. That’s not to say you shouldn’t want engagement, however, and that readers should not give it (PLEASE readers, learn that likes on Tumblr are absolutely useless compared to on other platforms and start reblogging, tagging, and commenting! Here are some relaged posts with creators expressing their frustrations (x) (x) (x) so you can understand WHY it matters so much to us. On AO3, comments mean the world!)
Bad writers tend to think they are amazing and infallible, while good writers tend to think they are terrible. It’s about not letting that self doubt stop you from creating entirely! Also, if possible, find someone to beta your work and give their concrit, especially if you find yourself hating your work but not knowing why.
“Abandon the idea that you are ever going to finish. Lose track of the 400 pages and write just one page for each day. It helps.” - John Steinbeck
Write through the eyes of the character, not the lens of a camera (for third person).
“No matter how worried you are about that chapter, no matter how badly you think you botched something, do not tell your readers this, and if you can't help it, put your notes/concerns at the end of the chapter. If you tell a reader at the beginning of a chapter "this chapter is not my best", they will read it in a different light than if you had said nothing at all. If you're looking for feedback on the chapter, put your notes at the end. Let the reader read the chapter "fresh". They'll form their own thoughts and opinions, and then only after that, they'll read your comments/concerns/questions and are more likely to respond to them candidly, rather than having the chapter flavoured by worry or doubt. Your work is good, don't tell people otherwise.” (from u/Panoramic_Vacuum on Reddit)
Don't write your scenes/chapters differently than you originally wanted just for the sake of ''censorship'' to be able to maybe target a larger/different audience! Always write stuff exactly the way you always imagine(d), no matter how dark, bloody, sexual, whatever it might be. A story that is deliberately ''pruned'' will never have the same significance an ''uncensored'' one has. And for characters, always remember the one tenet:
''It doesn't matter how small or unimportant a character might seem at first, they always should be interesting and compelling in their own right, not just be means for the purpose of another character.'' (from u/JokeyZockey on Reddit)
Always remember the five senses as you write
Note down ideas or lines you think of when you think of them. You will probably forget them otherwise. I am totally not talking from experience 😭
In writing fanfiction, you’re writing for free! No apologising for slow updates, no apologising for hiatuses, again Coraline took OVER A DECADE to be finished and published yet you feel bad for not pumping out work every day? Readers do not get to be entitled, they are consuming free content from you and that in itself is a privilege. Readers, please be mindful that we are regular ass people with school and work and other commitments, and also be mindful that if you do not interact with our work that’s only going to serve to motivate us even LESS.
Reward yourself! Wrote a chapter, or hit a word count goal, or finished a plot? Watch a film you like, or buy your favourite snack, or have a long ass bath with a bunch of shit from Lush that makes your house smell like a perfume shop for years afterwards. Rewarding ourselves pleases our primal little monkey brains and makes it a lot easier to get past writer’s block, knowing there’s something in it for us at the end. 
AND FINALLY! Ignore everyone as much as you want to. You should be writing for fun, for yourself - hell if you wanna ignore these points that’s entirely your prerogative. People will tell you not to write certain tropes, or leave unnecessary criticism, or be demanding when they could totally just go write the fics themselves if they care that much. Write because you like to, and you will find your audience :)
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i hope you could find even one tip in this list helpful! reblogging with your own tips is encouraged actually :) much love to my fellow writers, it's thankless sometimes and difficult basically all of the time but it's fun and i meet absolutely lovely people on here doing so 💞
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aria-ashryver · 3 months
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hows ceaser? getting weaker i hope
caesar's pathetic ass is so weak by now and god does it feel good!!
also we are getting closer to the Ides of March, and I can't help but enjoy the fact that I named my cancer Caesar, and then I'll hopefully get to wrap up treatment(!!!) around the time of Caesar's actual death lmao
Health update rambles under the cut! (The short version is: she's getting better yall 🥰)
My oncologist said I've been responding brilliantly to chemo!! My last 3 CT scans have looked awesome, so hopefully I am nearing the end of this thing!
The last one did turn up a big lesion in my abdomen, so I've had to go for more ultrasounds and I'm still waiting on the results of those, but the sonographer told me not to panic, so I'm chilling ✌
Trying to get my strength back up sucks ass, chemo has damaged my heart and lungs so freaking much. Some days I'll be fine and feel strong, and then other days the fatigue is overwhelming -- like, I tried to work out today, and I collapsed from exhaustion twice, and my vision blacked out twice.
Which sounds like i was pushing myself way too hard! Which... ok i was, kinda :/ but on a good day, where I actually have energy and my heart doesn't feel like its about to explode, that workout would NOT have been hard. The fatigue swings are so wild, honestly! Its frustrating on the slow days, but overall its good to be feeling healthier than I was ✨
In awesome news though, the nerve damage is healing in my limbs!!! 🎉🎉🙏💪💪
At it's worst point, it was affecting both hands, both wrists, my right arm all the way up to the armpit, both feet, both ankles, and both calves with tingling and shooting pains, and my hands and arm were going numb in places.
It's improved to the point where I'm not getting random shooting pains and constant tingling any more, and I'm back to having almost a full range of motion -- i still get nerve pain, but its just when i move in certain ways now. The numbness is totally gone (except for the end of one of my thumbs, which seems to have permanently lost sensation, but im getting used to how weird that feels lol)
Still no word back from the surgery team, but I hope to hear more about that soon!!
I'm feeling really good about how things are going, and I'm pretty sure one of the next health updates I give you guys will be a pretty cool one 👀😎
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monsterfan20 · 6 months
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MONSTER IF THEY HAD zodiac SIGNS: PART ONE
♑️ Capricorn’s: Tenma (He’s hard working, hes ambitious , he’s loayl but put spaces between every letter ✨L O Y AL ✨he’s critical I love this delicious little fella he’s sensitive 😳 Inside every ernest capricorn is a devious troublemaker but i dont think tenma would do that and its also said that they age backwards and their planetary ruler is satirn 🪐
An aries ♈️: I think Dieter because this sounds a lot like him Traits of an aries: He’s bold, energetic, full of vitality , unafriad of conflict, highly competitive when he playing soccir , and he’s honest say that um Eeese Witherspoon is also and aries and big shawn is also an aries and elton john and mariah carey is also an aries and then say in these exact words: THE UGLY BITCH FROM THE NEW LITTLE MERMAID MOVIE IS AN ARIES. and lady fafa and eddie murphy ferrel aka the guy that wrote the im happy song and little nas x and chance the wrapper Courtny kardashian and Lady gaga
Taurus ♉️:m Grimmer is a taurus ♉️ he’s loyal and sensual and um write taurus and capricron are terrific buddy’s and tenma has that sign and also companions for life 🍃☁️🍃☁️🍃Bubba kush bubba kush 🍃☁️🍃☁️🍃They find eachother incredibly fascinating 🥰❤️Both are centered on the family, but with a rigid and conventional tuch .👍👼 Ok huyuhhhhhh and then say um um wait say grimmer grimmer grimmer grimace 😬.. sorry what was that um ummmm sayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy y Taurus’es are pleasure seekers
GEMNINI ♊️: This is a package deal ♊️Because Johan and Anna are TWINS 🤲Most are socially awkward 😬And their mind is more creatively developed than most people like when johan killed all of tenmas coworkers when he was really little. Their positive traits: They are curious like Anna when she wanted to find johan ♊️♊️♊️♊️ And amusing 🥰And very clever like both have shown in this TV SHOW AND CHARMING like when johan has them wrapped around his finger and their negative traits: Deceptive. Like johan They can be cuning. 😳And they can overthink at 3AM aand they have mood swimgs like when johan was on his periodt You havent been crazy in love if you havent dated a gemini gemini will ride with you til the end like when Anna was in the car 🚗 They are a mixture between sweet crazy sexy and cool 😎 and crazy and sexy
Cancel ♋️: Docter reichwein He eats sausages he’s really emotional when he started crying because johan is evil. He’s very caring when Tenma and dieter went under his wing he’s very gentil um he’s tender and because he’s wide like a crap 🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀 and then um Crab meat is high in vitamin b 12 a group of crabs is called a cast like the cast of Monster (2004) Crabs can walk in all directions but mostly sideways when he was running sideways across the walls when he was working out the gym and then say their lifespan for abour 3-4 years and then i can say in this case he’s not a small crab he’s a large japanese spider crab because they can live to be about 100 years old idk though Cancers are devoted family and friends The crab: Ok
Leo ♌️: Eva because my mom is a leo because they sre comfortable being the center of attention and they like luxery 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 They are devoted to those they hold near and dear 💶💶💶💶💶Their character istics: Reflect themes of the following covered bu the 5th house ot romance and self expression. Like when she stole henny from the homless guy In parentheiss (Oversees, fun children pleasure love and sex like flirting and dateing ❤️😳🥰😳❤️😳🥰😳 And then um New york time’s magazine 8
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abeinginsand · 9 months
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Can we have 🫂💤 for Taylor? :3
Heya Cereal and definitely!! Thanks for the ask and sorry for the delay. Just got back in from work! Spinning him around in my mind, such a silly little guy :]
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Friendship Headcanon
As a nephew cousin uncle pseudo sibling duo, Hermie and Taylor are constantly antagonizing each other haha. Teasing each other about their crushes, arguing about some show they both watch, and other stuff. Giving each other random titles while also alternating who gets called "uncle" or "nephew".
On the softer side, they try to look out for each other. Taylor staying behind in the cat bus to keep watch/guard things while he's having a flare up day. Hermie coincidentally having a sudden stomach ache and staying behind to keep him company. The sound of cat purring and the great debate of the top ten anime and play betrayals is a fun distraction.
Hermie having some shape-shifting issues in public place and Taylor doing an intense series of anime poses and jokes to draw attention away. When Hermie calms, he musters enough energy to give a playful critique of the performance. Taylor ends up surprised because it's the nicest critique he's heard him give to anyone. "Well if you're so surprised, I can easily take such words back? 🤨" to which Taylor says no take backs haha.
And since we're getting into the sleep part next... Taylor is very affectionate with his friends. Usually in the form of high fives, fist bumps, a hand on the shoulder, and leaning against them if sitting together. Sometimes he'll end up falling asleep if it's during a movie night, game, or car ride.
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Sleeping headcanon
Taylor has an easy time falling asleep while sometimes struggling to stay asleep for long, especially if he's alone or feels alone. He tends to sleep with a pile of pillows and his childhood toy, a Santa Snoopy. Having something to hold onto is comfy, often holds Hermie's or Lincoln's hands when they have sleepovers. Unfortunately, Taylor usually ends up moving a lot in his sleep so watch out--ending upside down or half way off the bed at times. If napping, he likes leaning on people like his mom if having a little movie night on the couch or always falling asleep in his dads arms as a baby. Nicky coming late to hq and everyone thinks it's because he thinks it's cool 😎. Real reason being not wanting to wake up his baby boy who looks like a little angel in his sleep.
When he adopts Zoro (gray cat I've drawn a few times), the cat likes to sleep curled around his head on a pillow. The purring is soothing and tends to help him fall back asleep. Though he is not immune to scrolling social media on his phone at 3 am instead.
In dreamland, Taylor tends to dream of a mix of shows or manga that he's looked at recently. He is always in the protagonist spot and no matter the plot there is always a mom character that is basically a dream Cassandra. It's a version of her that let's him break more rules and have more weapons though. In a nightmare scenario, he tends to still be in a plot except no mom and no sidekicks. Lonely and lost protagonist traveling through an ever-changing and dimly lit cavern. The little flame torches are his only comfort there.
On a sillier side, he has attempted lucid dreaming a few times. One of those times was a dream version of the school and he explored each classroom, spotting different characters hidden amongst the students. He spent most of the dream in band class with Miku! The teen was on keyboard and she sang one of many one piece opening songs. For some reason, it was a hard rock cover and her pitch was shifted down. Next song was a Rick roll and as soon as he dramatically gasped about the betrayal...
He woke up and realized he was snoozing on his keyboard with his music editing software stuff open on his computer.
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lif3isstrange · 9 months
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Ask gameeeeeee 🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖 (for research purposes this emoji needed to be used 🧐)
1. 14 and it sucked because of all the stigma around autism. People make it seem like this awful thing and that you’re just a fancy word for dumb, then I moved on but got upset because I felt like I was being a burden on everyone with my picky eating and sensory meltdowns but my psychiatrist said ‘don’t be angry at yourself for the way you are, be angry with the world, it’s the worlds fault for not fitting with you, not the other way around’. I was like damn she’s worth the money 🥳
2. I am in the people I live with so they all just think I bring up autism as an excuse and I’m really just a ‘spoiled brat’ 😍 my mum refuses to learn anything about autism at all and my sister said stimming was disgusting and sounded ‘sexual’ ?! My dads quite sus tho with the autism symptoms but doesn’t know how to deal with it🤨
3. I have adhd aswell so they both love to conflict 🥰, my autism thrives in routine but my adhd loves chaos, my autism wants to be quiet and focused and my adhd wants to look at how the tree kinda looks like that one from two years ago and loudly blab about something uninteresting to others 😟 it’s a lot to handle but I wouldn’t be as cool without em both so 😎
4. Yes but extremely confused and can’t be bothered to figure it out 🤩
5. That it isn’t our fault and we don’t do destructive things on purpose, we do it to try and display our feelings because we can’t really be verbal and calmly talk about them when we’re focused on how bright the lights are and how horrible and itchy our clothes start to feel. We need more time to adjust with change and so people need patience etc. many people even parents fail to understand what asd is like 🫡
6. Yes but only with another autistic so they got the sensory meltdowns but they were a bad person and liked their computer a lot more than me 💀 I love relationships as I am a very loving person and feel the need to share it but relationships are hard and extremely emotionally challenging plus I don’t trust men much anymore 😵‍💫
7. The adhd tends to come in clutch so I think it’s more my town lacks personality than me. I have a very analytical way where I will find something we are both passionate about and then ramble on about it with them then keep trying to find other things in common and go on etc. I basically treat befriending like a fun cia operation 🥸
8. My special interests aren’t as strong as other peoples but I love the game outlast 2 and the lore of it. There was so much work put into the game and theories how the speakers throughout the game were put a certain hz to brainwash the citizens into the religious insanity and the story behind the entire thing is just chefs kiss 🤌
9. Idk if this counts but probably Jacqueline Wilson books 😭 I bought and read every single book she wrote (my favourite was rose rivers) some of those books were so insane to read but I was such a bookworm. I bought every magazine she put out aswell and collected all the free gifts in them 🤭
10. Kill ur father and don’t listen to anyone bc they’re all evil 😭 I let everyone treat me like garbage and was such a sensitive little baby 😖 if I could go back I’d tell her to set everyone straight and not let anyone mess with me plus to stop being a weirdo 🤓
YAYY I DID IT AND ITS NOW 2AM
IK MY ANSWERS ARENT THAT INTERESTING BUT ENJOY!!! :)
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Hey I'm one of the people originally here for adamsapple and I'm just cringing so hard at how people are talking to you 💀 like wtf you're not getting paid to make what you're making. It's a take it or leave kinda situation in fandoms and people have to understand this.
It reminds me of the Batman fans who shit on crossovers being popular because THEY personally don't like it and HOW DARE people make art that's not for THEM specifically and catered exclusively to their taste >:(((( (legit had someone tell me, in a conversation about AO3, "I shouldn't have to filter them out. They shouldn't be there in the first place" bruh)
Like demanding a certain type of thing from someone you're not paying to make it is 100% gonna make them make want to make less of it lmao.
Keep up the good work, draw and write whatever the fuck you like, ignore those people because they're just entitled and feeling empowered by the anonymity (I know I sound hypocritical here but in my defense I'm just nervous lol).
Uuuh also I don't know jack nor shit about Homestuck but I like your artstyle. Reminds me of Scott Pilgrim a bit. Real cool 😎 keep up the good work.
dude tysm 🙏🙏 im just getting so fed up with people rn 😮‍💨 its nice to know that most people are actually. yknow. decent??
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