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we-all-get-hats · 7 months

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#the way i GASPED #truly a life-changing moment #izzy motherfucking hands #put some respect on his name!#with apologies to the season 1 izzy apologists #you were right #ofmd #ofmd s2 #izzy hands

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petricorah · 1 month

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scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]

#zukka #zukka fanart #sokka #sokka fanart #zuko #zuko fanart #atla #atla fanart #avatar the last airbender #zukka fic rec #myart #yall. yall. dani. this FIC #first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec #it is SO GOOD #your prose? amazing #your insights on grief? life changing #THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust #'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis'#ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT #i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were #the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so #cute with their relationship?!!?!#'oh so you think i'm beautiful too'#GOD #i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy #also #'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone'#fuck. had me crying AGAIN #seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer #the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece

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nekhcore · 1 year

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mirrors - me and my body over the years.

a short comic i've had bouncing around in my head for a few months.

when i was a kid, every morning felt like flipping a coin on whether i'd feel like shit that day. something was wrong with my body. i didn't know what it was. i was a tomboy and my family wanted me to be ladylike, so i thought i just wasn't femme or white enough.

then i got groomed out of high school, by a worthless excuse for a man who told me he understood me and liked me as i was. i wanted to reconnect with my femininity and asked for help, but he took a mile. he tried to feminize me and neg me into his perfect fantasy bangmaid. every day it was being compared to women who weren't me and being made out to be the bad guy if i didn't cave to one of his demands.

when i got away from him, i could finally examine who i was as a person without anyone else's influence. no family, no high school classmates, no abusive boyfriend. and finally figuring out the answer to that question (what's wrong with me?) didn't make things any easier. turns out i'm not a girl. now i have to live with that knowledge.

i turned 22 this year. i started HRT. i finally have a voice that i like. i have hair on my arms. i have hair on my chin and a little dirt stache. on my birthday, for the first time since i can remember, i saw myself in the mirror and thought "hey, looking good." i think i'm going to be alright.

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holygroundgone · 1 month

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just absolutely fucking obsessed with the 0.5 evil marriage bad end deep in love deep in suffering of it all, everything that could've possibly went wrong went wrong and they're in it together

#truescholar.txt #the way that from the beginning of the book mo ran absolutely portrays it as him one sidedly tormenting chu wanning out of hate #but slowly it unfolds the realization of the sheer degree of intimacy and 'you would not be fucking doing that if you just hated his ass'#it's strongly been my conviction that once chu fei realized what was going on and 2.0 chu wanning inherited his souls and memory #thus meaningfully continuing his existence on (and i want to think it's a more complete continuation unlike soma level memory self shit)#that his perception of their years together in taxian jun's palace would completely change #and that he would almost treasure the time they had together even if during it was the most painful and agonizing time of his life #toxic trauma bond moments but they were in it together #and mo ran would've never done this to him in this way (ie the illusion of not loving him deeply in body heart and soul)#2ha is definitely not a moral tale nor an 'example of what you should or can do in a relationship'#but instead the story of how two deeply mentally ill and traumatized people fought their hardest to find their way home together #over two lifetimes #over many lives lost and regained #it truly only works because it's them and because they have the exact same kind of madness for each other

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deus-ex-mona · 10 days

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flashtag ✨ignored✨

#funniest scene hands d o w n get ignored haruki #yakimochi no kotae prologue was comedy gold i loved almost every moment of it #i forgive them for not having a mochiaka focus anime bc lord knows they’d have been butchered to the point of no return #mochiaka are truly the cutest couple in gen 1. bonus for both of them being very cute in their own rights #akarin is very conventional cute and mochita is the awkward cute type aaaaaaa they’re both so cute!!!!!!#akarin taking notice of mochita at the entrance ceremony got me auauauauuaaaaaaa #and the way mochita’s naturally yet awkwardly kind!!!! auuuuyuuahdhdufhhdd #the train scene!!! a nd his reaction to the misunderstanding that akarin had feelings for haruki!!!!!!#‘yes my heart’s broken rn bc my crush likes someone else b u t she’s hurting from what happened earlier so i gotta cheer her up!!!!’#he’s so. aaaaaaaaa congrats akarin you’ve landed a truly nice guy #i want them to be happy forever. shinumade darling fr #the enomoto-setogucci scenes were funny too though #hina going ‘yeah kotaro’s never getting a gf lol’ w ell guess who’s laughing now enomoto hina—#yakimochi no kotae prologue was truly life changing. i should’ve read it sooner

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layla-carstairs · 6 months

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shout out to the person in my Tolkien class who compared Frodo and Sam's dynamic to the dynamic between a guy and his dog <3

#man's best friend fr!#our professor agreed with her btw. love this class #life changing moment truly it was so funny you just had to be there #frodo baggins #sam gamgee #samwise gamgee #lotr #lord of the rings #tolkien #bella talks

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hawkhills · 1 year

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talk to me about profound, formative events in adulthood impacting people's settled daemons. are their shapes set in stone? would a strong enough experience manage to cause a crack in their settled shape? is there such a thing as daemon dysphoria? do our daemons define us, or do we define them?

#his dark materials #daemons #like ok i know daemon settlement is related to dust and adulthood or whatever #but they reflect peoples souls and the kind of people they are #AND THAT CAN CHANGE #our souls can be broken or elevated at any time of our lives #we can experience things so profound and of such incredible importance that i truly believe a person can be changed at their core #at any moment of their life #i was thinking about recently when i took an mbti test for fun for the first time since i was 20 #so arguably an adult and would have had a long set daemon by hdm standards #mbti as most other personality tests widely available on the internet are bullshit but still #a few years back it consistently would give me infp and i definitelt related to that #now its enjf and yea. i grew and changed a lot over these years and the defining qualities do seem to fit #so that made think about my own daemon again and while before an african civet seemed the perfect fit now i found im a gray wolf #[using the daemonpage forum for reference btw; their analyses are superb]#anyways yea #this just led me to think about how constricting the concept of settled daemons is #people change over their whole life #sometimes the most defining changes dont happen during adolescence. sometimes we 'grow up' more than once #what happens then #granted i have not read everything pullman ever wrote so i might be wrong #but i dont think this has been ever properly explored #i want to talk about this so bad

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superconductivebean · 8 months

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#674: why's wright dutch

another wright post, it is 1:55am my time and im vibin', so

My girl is dutch/faroese because I cant spell English marine terminology, all Russian words for this came from Dutch during 16, 17 and 18th centuries (and apparently, dutch natives' grammar oopsies sometimes are very similar to those of russian natives); faroese, because when I was presented the life rpg choice for paganism, I chose norse over celtic and am fascinated by the Faroe islands since idk. Not to mention faroese legends include bits about frisian settlers!

tagging @gufu-vire @thriftstorebabayaga and @boxdstars

#днявочка #днявочка: hlegacy #днявочка: фандомное #eng tag #damn wright #working on wright's character is a deep research trench ngl this woman doesn't exist BUT SHE RAVENCLAWS ME #i could make my life far far easier but noooooo i chose to be a research cravenclaw will i ever stop reading stuff #at this point i can speak a little dutch and sing along eivor #“how come you know so many languages and things?”#“may i indulge you for a moment and talk about aesop sharp fanfiction. a LIFE CHANGING experience truly.”#although at this point idk anymore who impressed more knowledge and all on my brains him or her

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simcardiac-arrested · 4 months

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OHHHHH MY GOD COMING OFF ANON BECAUSE !??!?!? SCPSL MENTIOn!!?!??!? you are the ONLY person i've EVER seen that mentioned that game in being similar to lethal company ohhhh my god oh my god i used to be so crazy autism over that game Okay. okay. oh my godddd I LOVE(D) SCPSL SO MUCH and it makes me so so so happy to see a game like it get so popular!!! i love lethal company!!! and i love the creatures and the randomly generated facilities and the PROXIMITY chat and the lore (sigurd adn desmond<3) and i love that ALL MY FRIENDS CAN AND DO PLAY ITTT ^__^ its like 14 year old me got blessed by the autism fairy joy and beauty to the world

i don’t know how to say this in a way that wont make me sound like i shouldnt be allowed in public spaces so i’ll just go ahead and say it. I have 200 hours in scpsl

#i havent played it in like 2 or 3 years because one day #it just stopped working on win7. But i got win10 now so theoretically i could play it again. but do i want to #it’s not that it’s a bad game! like i said i’ve had a lot of fun with it. just like lethal company it has some truly #hilarious and truly scary moments #however i can remember a few times where it was just not fun ….. maybe it was the players or the unfair balance or wjatever. But well #i did love it. i love scp and getting to play an scp game for free was life changing to me. IT WAS SO FUN!!#AND I HAD THE MOST BLISSFUL GAMING EXPERIENCE BECAUSE I HAD A BUG WITH MY GAME WHERE I COULDNT HEAR ANYONE AND NO ONE COULD HEAR ME #Probably pissed off my teammates numerous times but well . At least got to exclusively vc with my friends on discord #i think the thing with lethal company (and by extension amogus which is also smth i associate lc with) is that you can play it exclusively #with your buddies. you dont have to join some random ass lobby with random ass people just because the game needs 20 players. U can just #have actual fun. because yes proxy vc is a fun feature for a game but i am seriously grateful that scpsl was bugged for me #i’ve played a lot of ‘shooter’ games (or just games similar to genre) and like Sure im used to people being jerks in game chat or something #but there’s a difference between game chat and straigjt up vc ….. so yeah. i know that it’s barely scpsl’s fault but i just felt like sayin #all that. Blinks #where am i . what am i talking about #sorry for the weird not quite rant about scpsl BUT YES i do think lethal company is quite similar to it. And like if that game was fun again #not to mention the creatures!!! like. coilhead? 173 but well it’s a common trope. eyeless dog? literally 939. A MASK THAT POSSESSES YOU?#DUDE . THIS IS 035 . BRACKEN? okay that’s like 096 but a little to the left #all they need to do now is add a 049 adjacent creature Or perhaps an evil ai computer that locks you in the building or makes landmines #explode on their own. i dont even know. zeekeers hire me #and yeah i love the rng of it all because it makes for a uniquely hilarious/terrifying experience each time. Something it sucks so bad and #you get a facility with like 1 door which is locked. but that too is funny. to me lc isnt about winning it’s about dying in the funniest way #sigmund and desmond lore is also rly good <3 i hope it gets expanded upon. Would love to see some more worldbuilding stuff like WHATHAPPENED #cramswering #anyway. it has been years since i played scpsl and i know tjat they did a bunch of updates and added a bunch of scps . So i dont know if the #game is better or worse now. and i dont know if i want to find out…. what if my game becomes unbugged and i hear people #now THAT’S real horror game material if you ask me

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silenthillbunni · 3 months

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📓🕯️🐇🖤pt.2

#only 30 tags lol i ran out... so furthermore #we only get one life. im gonna try as much as i can to enjoy the little moments. nd to not give up on myself nd my life #i will die one day anyway. why rush it. i'll enjoy as many books and as many walks and songs and tv shows as possible #if i get a loan nd have more money i wanna bleach my hair nd dye my hair green #and later this year i think i might change my name #it was the name i wanted to change to from the beginning. but i was in such a bad headspace i just picked eden at random #i do kinda like it now nd im attached to it but i more feel like this other name actually is me. my birth name nd my current name dont feel #really right. so maybe. i havent decided yet. like i rlly dont know. im also attached to this name for some other reason. like it's who i am #to a person i rlly like and if i change... will i be anything to them? i cant put it into words but that makes me hesitate #but it's unhealthy to stay attached to someone i cant truly have even if i want to. so i mean. idk im just weird abt it #but i do kinda wanna change my name (to embla. my mom wanted to give me that name but my dad was like nooo >.<) i am not 100% sure tho so #when i've been getting used to going to school nd working out at the gym. nd after my surgery nd i have more energy #i will try to face my avpd and try apps for making friends. there r two apps where u can find new girl friends!! maybe i can try that #also like i've never tried apps but i think maaaaaybe i can use bumble to try to find friends and women to date. potentially. idk.....#rn it's hard for me to think in those terms bc. i mean i am hung up on someone!!!! i cant evwn imagine dating or being intimate w anyone els #sometimes i feel like.. they're the only person i've ever felt like it'd even be possible. who i'd event want to do that w #not only physically but emotionally. so ig it's even harder to let go bc im so scared i will never feel like that w anyone else #but i rlly need to try to make the most of whatever life i have. the world will collapse soon anyway #that makes me even more sad that i cant be w who i wanna be w nd do what i wanna do but #all pain will all be completely descimated eventually. it's not forever bc life isnt forever #i've just never felt this before. like i want smth to be real so bad but if it happened once surely it can happen again? right?#i wont spend my life alone without intimacy and love and comfort nd support nd understanding right???? :o hope not #im still so sad nd exhausted rn. nothing in my life is working nd theres no repreive nd no help #it gets sooo hard to endure everything sometimes when everything just keeps piling up and gets so heavy it feels like im drowning #nd atm i dont feel like i have any anchor. nothing that keeps me grounded nd im just floating away nd im constantly being overwhelmed by my #feelings nd emotions. im like a stupid little kid who dont understand how to handle what im feeling. or make rational decisions #i feel so ... stupid and useless. i dont know what im doing. i have no idea. i have no compass. its so scary

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based-orochimaru · 1 month

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My life changed forever when megan said "pussy like a wild fox looking for a Sasuke"

#text #truly a life changing moment #yes maam my pussy IS like a wild fox looking for a sasuke #she gets it #megan thee stallion

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goldenstarprincesses · 5 months

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Honestly, as much as a love the Gilded Age and glitz glamor of the wealth it shows...what has really caught my attention is the plotline unions and mills

I am once again starting my campaign for Hollywood to create a mini series based on the Progressive era

And I want it as dark, gritty, a realistic as possible.

#my life-long obsession has been the progressive era #so many good things occurred but so many people and populations were left out of the conversation/legal changes #I truly think the progressive era was top 5 most important times in American social and legal history #probs only next to the Civil War and the Great Depression #Civil Rights movement and the 1970s movements which were inspired by the civil rights moment #HBO honestly would be able to do this imo #they did a great job with this and with John Adams #I'd love to see it set in the Midwest #like in Detroit or Chicago #the gilded age #historical drama #historical drama tv #hbo #the progressive era #not hetalia #american history #pro union

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curseplay · 5 months

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been having a rough go of it lately thank u all for ur patience

#idk if its the seasonal depression or the fact that im a 5th year undergrad student but #i feel very trapped in my life very jealous of others and am very in need of some major changes #i just want to be at peace truly idk . sorry this is my soap box now #kisses paris on the head tho. me and my penchant for making muses i need at the moment for catharsis #: 　/‏‏‎　♯　out.　…　it's kitty time.　'#tbd /

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bulkhummus · 1 year

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i still do think that kevin was never interested in whatever carlos was doing as long as he was distracted enough to stay in the desert other world.. like when it comes down to it their relationship was about enabling one another in both directions

#kevin was keeping carlos there #(and i dont mean he was the only thing keeping carlos there there were other things)#and carlos was giving things for kevin to report on #and they were using eachother to get back to where they once were sfter their faith and lives were stolen from them #or booted out of more aptly #kevin got to recreate the dillusion of having his own carlos reporting on things #got to play cecils role essentially #and carlos got to play hero and beloved town figured without worrying of never belonging #it was all about egos of two very selfish people #and ultimately it ends in selfishness bc kevin thinks carlos is leaving cecil and nv for him and db2 #and carlos is leaving beause the dow is no longer serving him or his interests #i mean like carlos was worried to that he didnt belong in nv and his faith was shaken and he couldnt return physically like i get that #and i think its fun to think about carlos leaving behind a town and a religion that he impart helped solidify either by accident or knowingl #bc he is a scientist and that rules his life and how he thinks and believes and functions #he was destined to destroy that big centipede god from the moment kevin started praising it #which feels symbolic of their friendship to me #i also stand by the belief that carlos was trying to convince himself he was having a good time and was okay while he was trapped there #(his whole convo with cecil abt changing the words they use)#there were probably moments he didnt look too closely at where he wondered if he WAS enjoying himself but the stuff in it devours makes me #feel like he was truly struggling and just ignoring it bc he had no other options #and i still think the moment his work is destroyed and clarifty smacks back into him like a train that he has nothing outside of his work #no life no colleagues no cecil and some kind of odd friendship with kevin predicated on being workaholics #like kevin is not a good person in narrative and carlos is……. a good person who keeps doing bad things #but both of them do things without consulting in others first bc they’re making assumptions for other people #ive been sitting here thinking about why carlos loves cecil but thats gonna be a different post probably #i think ive made a post abt it already but now im thinking sbout it in terms of comparing cecil and kevin and what kevin cant do for carlos #that cecil can etc etc #wtnv #welcome to night vale

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philsmeatylegss · 7 months

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Today is like the last hot-ish day (not hot is wearing leggings without sweating) and good timing because girlie is having body issues more than normal

#I say more than normal because there has not been a moment that has passed since age 13 that I have not had body issues #it’s okay you can laugh it isn’t tragic when you think about it for too long because of the fact I was a child and so fucked up I was #was starving myself lololol #don’t even get me started on how I wanted to kms and was sh constantly when I was 14 and that truly just is devasting purely just tragic and #a waste of life lolololol #and it doesn’t matter how healthy I am now or how healthy I will get #I will never be normal #childhood trauma fucking rewired your brain in a way I cannot change ever lololol #no matter what restrictive ED’s don’t fully go away lololol #I want to have a healthy relationship and learn what love looks like and what healthy fights and proper communication looks like #but all I bring to the table is a shattered glass that I taped back together so like I can still hold water and I’m a whole glass but I will #always need this tape to keep me from breaking and I will always have cracks no matter what #wow this was a random rant😭😭#rae’s rambles #delete later

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magentagalaxies · 4 days

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#this might be both oversharing and being too vague rn but it's 2am and i'm emotionally exhausted #i can't believe during one of the most traumatic moments i've had in the past year i was lucky enough to have scott as my biggest supporter #the entire time as i was going through it he was so supportive giving me space to process shit and always having my back #and yet there are some people in my life who are always going to villainize him for one comment he said during that time out of context #or even if they're not ''villainizing'' him i now feel like i have to begin every sentence about scott with #''yeah we don't agree on everything but we're still friends and isn't that amazing!''#which yeah that is true and i do genuinely enjoy when scott and i disagree and are respectful about it #BUT WHY DOES THAT HAVE TO BE THE FIRST THING I SAY ABOUT HIM????#and honestly that whole experience made me agree with scott on way more than i started out with #i'm proud of how i was able to grow as a person and for the fact that it brought me and scott much closer together #but that shit i went through at my college was still traumatic. and it did change me as a person #it completely changed my relationship to activism in a way i'm not happy about bc i want to be more of an activist #but when i had someone use social justice language to justify horrible things against me it's hard not to be wary #of how hollow and performative a lot of conversations can be #and like i'll even say it. like people might get mad at me for admitting it #but that whole traumatic situation has irrevocably changed my relationship to gender as well #or at least how i label myself and how i move through these conversations #and in some ways i'm grateful for it bc i do feel like i know myself more and like i don't have to worry about what others' think #or even what other people understand #but it shouldn't have had to go down like that. and as much as the time i got to spend with scott during that time was so much fun #and such a great experience and he was truly the perfect support system during that time #he shouldn't have had to deal with that and neither should i #and the fact that scott somehow got villainized in some people's minds while the person who actually caused that trauma #is instead treated like ''yeah he was a bit misguided and made a mistake but he was probably anxious about it!! he's just a person!!''#that's never going to stop being painful. especially the idea that with the importance people put on labels #i would supposedly have more ''community solidarity'' with that asshole than a cis gay man like scott #idk i think i'm past the timeframe of that traumatic experience bc it's not consuming every day like it used to a few weeks back #but something triggered it tonight so i just need to process it. anyway shoutout to scott for being there for me i really needed it

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