Been reflecting a bit on the announcement i gave in early February about just coming clean about all the details of Oz au and not keeping anything hidden and how i posted that cuz the constant questions i received asking me to reveal Sonic’s backstory made me feel really guilty about keeping it under wraps
So to cut to the chase im not planning on revealing all the backstory of oz au right away anymore cuz the idea of just straight up revealing it all isn’t appealing to me and im trying to unlearn the belief that i personally owe ppl content and stuff and remembering that im sharing this for fun
Im just gonna revealing aspects of it when i feel like it (which is honestly for the best cuz there are so many different parts of it involving different ppl and it’s like a big domino effect)
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it is always a little funny to me when people try to make psychologists and psychiatrists out to be the only people ever capable of being able to accurately diagnose mental illnesses and disorders and that their word is law as a way to criticize self diagnosis when like. once i was hospitalized and the psychiatrist there who i had not even known for more than a day tried to diagnose me as bipolar despite me having No history of mania because he.. couldn't really understand why i acted the way i did i guess???
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effects of hunger: for your whumpy consideration
ik from experience hunger has some very not fun effects so im here to share 😁 idk what's wrong with me cause i don't normally go very long between meals/snacks but i still sometimes have bad effects that show up more when i haven't eaten in like 5ish hours. idk im not a doctor.
possible tw: ed (no specific mentions of ed behaviors or anything but descriptions of hunger could be triggering to some ppl so take care of yourselves and stay safe)
hunger pains. literally the worst. what makes it even worse it that the pain makes you not wanna eat even though you have to if you wanna make it stop
nausea. idk about y'all but if i get too hungry i get so nauseous it's awful.
lightheadedness/dizziness. this is just a normal day to day thing for me but when i haven't eaten in a while it makes it a lot worse. especially in a hot shower i get so lightheaded i have to sit down and rush through the rest of the shower.
fatigue. if i need to eat but haven't yet then i can't go more than like 1.5 hrs on my feet/sitting up until i have to go lay down and eat something to feel better.
this kind of goes hand in hand with the lightheadedness but it gets its own bullet point cause i hate it so much: brief temporary blindness? like when i stand up too fast and get real lightheaded and heavy-feeling ill get those dark spots all over my vision but they obscure all of my vision so im like blind for a few second and just standing there like 🧍 unable to see
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What on the Milky Way would compel someone to tag Omegaverse with "Intersex"? That's incredibly... sad. And I can't wrap my head around it.
it's actually a super common thing 😭 tons of people tag their omegaverse fics with intersex and i am so, so tired of it because it is just not ever about intersex people. it is literally never, it is just about like, fantasy third sex depictions that are usually pretty dehumanizing if they use intersex language and i do not like it!
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for sunshine even death would be selfish because he would be destroying himself rather than at least allowing himself to be used and disposed of by others. his self-loathing and hatred is so deep and his view of himself so negative that he would rather give somebody else some pleasure by allowing himself to be tortured by them than by dying. suicide was never an option because then he would be nothing for anybody. death isn't an escape it's another harmful choice he's made to deprive others of at least some form of repentance by using his body & resources. a level of self hatred stronger than wanting to destroy yourself. at least this way he's useful for other people, donating his time and money to charity and allowing himself to be abused bcuz that is what he's worth (to himself at least)
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ranting under cut
other people: theyre not doing anything bad w your faves, youre just complaining
me: ...
they literally fucking replaced antonio in the latest fuckinv video. and like if they wanted a musical character they couldve gotten ricky, since canonically he works w many instruments in his trailer. but noooOOOOooo ricky cant have anything unless its fking required like coa, or bad ship related with the main plot. and even then he just gets fucking scraps at best. bro you want proof. look at how much official art they are or i should say arent in. the fucking arts days and theyre dominated by completely different characters. antonio got art for his abusive parent's holiday bc "music is handsome and charming uwu" fuck that and ricky gets just nothing. look at the cafes. not a fuking thing. im so done with this series and its fans honestly. if the carry animation is bad im just gonna do coa and then ditch it for at least a while. after the lp suffering i need a break from this shit game
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