I don鈥檛 remember actually ever having a moment anxiety free. shit sucks , feel like I鈥檓 not ever breathing right or like I鈥檓 in the middle of some type of attack. Anyway bye let me go cry in the bathroom 馃ぉ
(let鈥檚 eat ice together鈾撅笍)
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wanted to redraw them for one of these "ship dynamic" memes and ended up bullying them a little
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Untreated Trauma May Show Up As:
substance abuse
social withdrawal
dissociation
depression
self-destructive behaviors
personality disorders
anxiety
hostility
ADHD
attention
health issues
PTSD
chronic pain
Neurodivergent Girl
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Modern Machete likes NIN?! I鈥檇 absolutely invite him over to listen to dying machine noises and angst with me.
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my dazai fan-backstory is that his life pre-14 was like... relatively normal? but his parents were the like. vaccines give your kid autism & medication exists to keep you subservient types, which is why he tried to kill himself
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joy of joys that definitely isn't going to be detrimental to my health and ability to function over the next few days: the post office lost the box containing the next months supply of my meds. and the pharmacy I get my pills from won't be open again till Monday. and getting them delivered will probably be another three or four days after that. Boy howdy is this going to be a fun and relaxing week.
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another fun fact if your dad who you idolized as a kid is intentionally distant from you as an adult, and literally tells you that now that you are grown up he doesn't have to care about you or talk to you anymore, and has had a history of out of character letting you down for the past three years... dont call him when you are at a scary vulnerable point. it'll just make shit worse 馃槀
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If being the least favorite in the family is a good thing, I鈥檓 the best out here馃槆
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the funniest nightmares i have in retrospect are the ones where i am put in a situation and go "well i guess i'll have to kill myself". zombie apocalypse? killing myself. taking part in the hunger games? killing myself day one. infected with rabies? you won't believe what i did next. one time i was hiding from a serial killer with a group of people and the second she found us i volunteered to get shot in the head first. no one asked me to. i just did.
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HERE, HAVE THEM, HAVE MY CHILDREN!!!
(Pls don鈥檛 repost my art, feel free to re-blog tho!)
I love them to a concerning amount. Also, please, please, please! Give me any suggestions or requests on them, if you have an au? Shoot it! If you want them cuddling? Of course! Head Cannon? I鈥檒l be more than happy to draw it!
Thank you to anyone that supports my art, you鈥檙e my fav skrunkiles
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i can't stop thinking about how insidious it is, these advertisers demanding the censorship of even uttering the word suicide. like. as someone who suffers from suicidal ideation you know what kept me from opening up about it and my depression and seeking medical help for so long? people treating it like a forbidden taboo subject you're not supposed to ever talk about. all this will do is actually cause more people to suffer and die. we gotta kill capitalism.
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I'm sorry okay? i know it's annoying and dislikeable when i get like this, when i start to get completely depressed and pessimistic and everything i say is awful and hopeless. I can't help it sometimes and I'm sorry okay? I'm already trying not to let my depression ruin everything i make and pour itself on top of everything i touch, but i can't keep hiding it forever, because I'm SICK. I didn't want this either! I never did! I didn't ask to be severely depressed to a debilitating point since my early childhood and go untreated until my adult life due to multiple factors that go beyond my control, if you think it's inconvenient for you to see me "complain", you don't know what i have to deal with everyday
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general rules:
if you fuck, you cannot marry; this is a one-night-stand. if you marry, you're in for the long haul. if you kill, well. pretty obvious.
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