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dreamsy990 · 3 months ago

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drew some of my fav ody designs! wasnt originally meant to be also replicating the styles but thats sort of just how my brain works. except i didnt copy the lineart styles of anyone here so its DEFINITELY a bit uncanny for a couple of these (LOOKING AT YOU QINNY IM SO SORRY) but whatever

the designs featured here (from left to right) belong to: me, @gigizetz, @neal-illustrator, @irunaki, @bigidiotenergytm, @qinnyanimation, and @foopsie-daisy

#WAUGHHH IM SO NERVOUS TAGGING PEOPLE COOLER THAN ME #HEAD IN HANDS HEAD IN HANDS I NEED TO STOP PANICKING OVER STUFF LIKE THIS #bc like I KNOW THEYRE JUST PEOPLE. I WOULD BE SO HYPE IF SOMEONE DREW MY ODY ID LOVE TO BE TAGGED IN THAT.#BUT WHAT IF I AM SHOT. WITH A GUN. gfrdfvb vfrdedrf #i am a very normal non anxiety having person i swear guys #worst thing i did here was have odys hands very visible for the qinny one. because i didnt realize the way they draw hands is very realisti #BUT THEIR WHOLE STYLE HAS REALLY REALISTIC ANATOMY I SHOULVE KNOWN #irunakis style is SO fun to draw in bc its a lot like some of my older art so its very familiar yk yk i wasnt worrying too much about makin #-things accurate. but i think that accidentally made me too comfortable and so i ended up straying a bit too much #i think a lot of irunaki and qinnys styles specifically is in the lineart. so me using my normal style of lines makes them less recognizabl #anyways. neals odysseus i have shit talked in private (its a good design it just feels uncanny w/ jorges voice to me) but hes really-#-interesting to draw. i wanna do style studies on neal their characters have a very. idk animated feels like the wrong word but like.#something like animated. feeling to them. theyre very distinct in shape i wanna do studies thats it #bigidiotenergy i found this morning while FINALLY looking at cloudysseus art and instantly fell in love w their design #i need to ruffle his hair. hes so silly. absolutely incredible design. but GOD was the style a nightmare #it was too late id already comitted to trying to replicate the styles. but ohhh my god its so far from my own it was so hard #theres so much detail in places i dont normally put any at all #and its like. WAUGH its scary i need to do anatomy studies in general maybe #uhh havent commented on the gigi one. he was really easy to draw though lol. weirdly enough gigis style was close enough to my current one-#-that i didnt have any trouble whatsoever? and i think its the most accurate too but only because of the lineart styles being similar lol #ALSO NOT TO PLAY FAVORITES BUT FOOP ODYSSEUS IS MY FAVORITE #I LOVE HIMMM I LOVE HIS SILLY SHAPES HE LOOKS LIKE A WEIRD CAT KINDA. HE INTRIGUES ME.#my ody feels kinda lame next to all these guys gbfdefgbf #but oh well. hes ingrained into my mind now i cant change him at this point /silly i am actually happy w him but i might make changes #thaats thoughts on all of the odys here. anyways art tags time #doodles #odysseus #epic the musical #OH MY GOD EDIT I FORGOT TO DRAW FOOP ODYS SHOES. HEAD IN HANDS. IM SO SORRY

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maybebi47 · 1 year ago

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what absolutely breaks my heart about what sklonda said (even though i dont blame her at all btw) is that she truly doesn't know how much riz's friends gave up for him in the past, especially kristen, i mean she chose to cure him instead of herself in the nightmare forest! she chose to keep him safe even when she knew that the chance of her dying bc of that decision was so high

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thats the thing about kristen that dooms her every single time isnt it? with tracker, with cassandra, with her friends. she has so much devotion for the people she loves, she would die for them in a heartbeat, but her love is so grand and most people aren't looking from a distance, you know? she would die for them but she wouldn't think to help them w homework or help them clean up their house or call them first or check up on someone she promised she will keep checking up on. her love is powerful and she is inherently kind, but no one sees it bc its not the type of love you can see day to day, so she often comes across as uncaring, and that breaks my heart.

#kristen applebees #i need to study u in a lab #to find out whats wrong with you (me)#d20 #dimension 20 #riz gukgak #fantasy high #fhjy #fantasy high junior year

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aetsiv · 3 months ago

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"wylan almost got away with lying to kaz" this "wylan stood up to kaz" that. WHAT ABOUT MY GOAT KUWEI??! HE LITERALLY ACTUALLY LIED TO KAZ AND GOT AWAY WITH IT (pretending not to know kerch)!! LIKE KAZ LITERALLY NEVER KNEW, THEY ALL THOUGHT HE WAS THE POOR INNOCENT KID WHEN HE'S LITERALLY SO SMART AND SCHEMING!!

#i'm so done with people overshadowing kuwei #like dont gwt me wrong i love love love wylan #but god why do we have to erease everything kuwei has done just to olace wylan on a pedestal #if kuwei has no fans then i'm dead #like i feel like the fandom hatred for kuwei acrually needs to be studied #but the shit hes hates on for is honestly so fucking stupid when in reality anything hes done is the least worrying thing #like what about the fact that kaz is actually morally gray and for all the lives he's helped there are double the lives he's wronged #in that sure hes jot the worst person in the barrel but why do we hate more on kuwei's relatively tame actions than kaz #like a ything good kaz has done was either for his friends or for some sort of reward #sure hes done some good things as well #but the majority of the time it is NOT our the goodness of his heart #(still love him though)#i'll make on actual post explaining my thoughts on kaz eventually #my point is just the kuwei is overhated and deserves more recognition #soc ck #six of crows #crooked kingdom #soc #ck #six of crows kuwei #kuwei #kuwei yul bo #wylan van eck #wylan hendriks #kaz brekker

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reds-skull · 2 years ago

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Price plays poker properly only when Ghost is involved

(I don't remember how to play poker so they're also playing wrong now)

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eddis-not-eeddis · 1 month ago

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Hey folks, one more call for prayers before finals. I was feeling fine until this morning but now I am overwhelmed with fear and trepidation. I was reviewing earlier class material, and we moved so fast and crammed so much info, a lot of the earlier stuff is just gone. I'm kinda sick to my stomach.

#this class is three semesters worth of material in one semester #near the end i was so burnt out i felt like every new thing i studied was slipping out of my brain #our finals project was a “group” effort that I ended up basically doing by myself #and i didn't have time to focus on what i needed for my exam tomorrow #because i was picking up the slack for THREE of my classmates last minute #because it turns out ALL the work one of them did was WRONG #one of them did not share any of the work completed #and the only one who helped at all was so technologically illiterate that she deleted half the files she worked on when she tried to send--#--them over to me #i am so tired and scared and frustrated #i want to cry and throw up #but i'm too mentally exhausted to do any of those #i can't even sleep #but i can't stay awake #i can't study but i can't do anything to distract myself

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akingswedding · 4 months ago

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Madeline x her Cello x Edgar

I am dead serious about this

#electric dreams edgar #edgar electric dreams #electric dreams 1984 #electric dreams #madeline robistat #it started as a joke but im deadass rn #the way she's protective over her cello needs to be studied #“That's how I talk to it” I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE #also Madeline x Cello is doomed yuri #i dont have to elaborate #fuck miles madeline is the objectum icon #why am i not seeing more of this?? Am i on the wrong tags??#ive been rewatching Electric Dreams for days now and im starting to understand madeline just a bit more (Shes just like me fr)

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acidsaladd · 1 year ago

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im figuring out how to draw him all over again guh

[id: it is two images of doodles of kai from ninjago. the first image is a drawing of him done in yellow. he is drawn with his arms crossed and a mostly neutral expression with a small purse to his lips. to the left there is a cropped picture of kai from the show and to the right theres text that reads "ugh ihy". the second image has two drawings. in the first he is drawn from the torso up; he is leaning forward and looking to the left and slightly behind him. he has a game controller held on one hand and the other shoulder is pushed up as if he was leaning on something. he has an amused smile on his face as of laughing at what he is looking back at. the second drawing is a headshot of him scowling face on but his eyes looking towards the right. theres an arrow pointing at him with text that reads " 'trust no one' ass mf"./ end id]

#i rlly like how i drew him in that controller one #idk what it is i need to study it #dont get me wrong i love my cartoony style like in the first image #but ive been feeling weird and inconsistent abt how i draw #soo im on the lookout for stuff i like :]#ALSO KAI I MISSED U WTHH #i swear i will draw more ninjago i have thingies i wanna do yay #anyway #ninjago #ninjago fanart #kai ninjago #kai smith #kai jiang #cositos

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maybebi47 · 1 year ago

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"please tell my family that their daugher is good" has got to be the most heartwreching thing i have ever heard a child say

#kristen applebees #fantasy high #fhjy #dimension 20 #d20 #i cant stop thinking about this i need to pick at her brain i need to study her in a lab #i need to find out what is wrong with her(me)

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stealingpotatoes · 2 years ago

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ITS FUCKING OCTOBER ?????? THERE'S TWO MONTHS LEFT OF THE YEAR AND I'VE ALREADY DRAWN OVER 1K ARTS THIS YEAR ?????????????????

#WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I AM LITERALLY ARTS GEORG #I WANNA BE LIKE OH I NEED OTHER HOBBIES BUT I LITERALLY DO HAVE OTHER HOBBIES. I HAVE TOO MANY OTHER HOBBIES ALREADY #AND A DEGREE IM STUDYING FOR. AND A JOB SOMETIMES #I THINK I JUST NEED TO STOP DRAWING TIL NEXT YEAR (jk i could never do that i think i'd keel over and die if made to not draw for a week)#talk is cheap #?!??!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!#HELLO 999 CALLING THE BOBBIES THIS IS ILLEGAL #AND IMPOSSIBLE I DONT THINK A HUMAN BEING SHLD B DOIN THIS/?

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american-horror-whore · 4 months ago

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i am the biggest threat to myself. i need to be studied.

#sincerely faye ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི #female hysteria #femcel #girlblogging #female manipulator #manic pixie dream girl #i am mentally unwell #i genuinely need to be studied #like that’s not even me going with a trend or anything #i for real need to be studied because the way i never had any sense of a normal childhood and have felt like an adult since i can remember #needs to be studied.#there’s something genuinely wrong with me #girlblog #hell is a teenage girl #im just a girl #this is a girlblog #just girly things #girlhood #this is what makes us girls

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non-un-topo · 22 days ago

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Lol not to brag but I was meeting with the assistant of the grad program I want to apply for and she pulled up my transcript and yelled "HOLY SHIT!"

#we were both so professional up until that point asdfghfds #which was silly of us because we're chummy anyway #one of the things i am MOST proud of in my life is my time in school #getting all A's and A+'s (except for ONE B+ in my first year aaaaasdfgdsfghfgd) / getting scholarships and bursaries -#- and then getting a job at the school in my field...... i'm so fucking proud of myself #and i'm so glad i'm not dead ofc and that i pulled myself out of the pit i was in for so long #shit was fucking HARD for so many years but it's what i'm passionate about so.#the grad program assistant told me she had never seen that many A+s in her entire career and now i need to be humbled STAT.#i'm actually very humble and shy irl and i just never talk about my grades or accomplishments because why would i do that lol #never kill yourself you might learn how to self-motivate and then become an example of a successful student #< i work with students to be clear so i'm always encouraged to ''share my success story''#i don't think my parents actually realize how much work i put in and how big of a deal all of this is #but you know what? fuck them then :]#i can say that lmao i financed the vast majority of my studies on my own #there's a certain genre of queer people who had parents who never said they were proud of them and rarely hugged them -#- who go on to work their asses off even and esp in a field that's deemed useless (hi i'm liberal arts) -#- and their parents still have no interest in what they do or how hard they worked because now they feel threatened by their smart kid #i swear this is a thing. i've talked to so many people #so basically if you don't hug your kids and say you're proud of them they will grow up to be smart and hardworking SDFGHFDS #wrong message i'm sending

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soggy-fishsticks · 2 months ago

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erm what the sigma 🤓

#I'm actually starting to get nervous 😭💀#I finally told my mom about it yesterday (pre-chest pain) and nothing was really -wrong- then but she was like #“yeah maybe you'll need to wear a heart monitor for 2 weeks for a heart study”#yayyyyy 🎉🎉🎉😬😬😬😬#I keep telling myself that it'll resolve on its own like it's always done before #but now I'm not sure 🥲#if I stop posting you guys know what did me in /J #blog #update (aka coming back to this draft): it *may* be anxiety which in that case my body needs to fucking get its shit together #and now I'm also gonna see a doctor soon 👍 LOL

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rbvcdeluxe · 7 months ago

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Constantly thinking about this scene because there is genuinely so much going on.

first of, the coffee jerk (rip coffee jerk you would have loved having an actual name) is fucking crazy??? What the hell is that order????

So like, the CJ (im calling him that now im not saying coffee jerk every time okay) just comes up to the beanies saying the most insane order ive ever heard in my entire life and he fuckin says it in the most casual way as if he has ordered that shit thousands of times every single day. and i mean, the fact that he was surprised by the damn price makes it worse. if that was in fact his usual order THEN HE SHOULD BE USED TO IT??? id assume that he always gets coffee from starbucks but that still doesnt change the fact that it SHOULD be expected to cost that much???? oh and if hes actually used to it when ordering at starbucks, then he must be a regular right??? there could be a chance he doesnt even need to say that damn order every single time which mAKES THIS SO MUCH FUCKING WORSE

look, as i mention, that could be perhaps his usual order, but why complain then??? or maybe it is NOT his usual order, then why did he said it so smoothly??? did he practice before coming??????? was he reading it on his phone??? but even if it was his phone, that could NOTTT be possible bc he keeps scrolling n scrolling like what the hell. and may i repeat, HIS??? REACTION???? TO THE?? PRICE??? if youre ordering a monstrosity like that you should fucking expect that kind of fucking price why the fuck would you think that would be like less than idk 3 dollars or something oh my god, and worth to mention, its price is a lil over the usual but its still not a lot for a frappe?????

okay now EMMA. i need you to look at her body language. tell me. what the fuck do you see. she is literally fucking thinking, n then ofc she says the price THAT FAST. and with her body language you could assume she was doing the math and the thing here is, does she KNOWS the prices?????????? quick math, jeez. and like i dont see any other reason of why she answered with the price so quickly by just thinking, bc, considering that cj is most likely to not be a regular at beanies then its fucking wild

and the order itself is just so fucking insane. please think about it and let it sink in. a grande caramel frappe in a venti cup with ten pumps of hazelnut, three shots of espresso, no caramel drizzle, with whip on top. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT.

words are genuinely not enough to explain my thoughts on this shit so im begging you to think about everything in this scene and try to connect the dots. its like. almost impossible. its makes no sense. what the fuck is going on.

#cj please come back in a show.. i need to study your brain #there is something wrong with this man and i really need to know what it is #emma you also worry me how are you so normal about that #she has prob seen worse ig #starkid #hatchetfield #tgwdlm #the guy who didn't like musicals

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clegfly · 3 months ago

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Who are THESE weirdos???????? Looking into MY floating mirror????????????

#omori #omori au #omori mod #omori basil #omori tako #my art #WOW MOD ASSETS!!!!!!!!#very proud of how this one is turning out… though it needs refining #it’s only a sketch after all!!!#I am going to have to do a few more omori artstyle studies Because there are some inconsistencies I’m noticing in my sketches #my art style is pretty angular and detailed while omori’s is rounder and simpler and you can see that clash here #one of the main things I REALLY need to work on is face shapes. they are meant to be way rounder than I’m drawing them #but they just. I don’t know they just LOOK WRONG When I do them rounder JSJDJDJ #ANYWAYS. this is like. all I’ve been able to do/draw lately #half baked FUHS mod asset sketches woo hoo. for a mod I’m not even sure will exist considering I’m still debating whoch medium to use #but. yeah heres these two #not sure what I’m going to do for hero though!!!! I’ll probably have to make him crouch #since he won’t fit into the frame otherwise #Aubrey will probably be one of the easiest characters to make stuff for because her design is pretty simple #issue is it’s hard to make expressions with her #speaking of I want to make the positions and poses here more dynamic. They’re kinda just standing around #in my head I kinda wanted kel to sling his arm over basil’s shoulder but that didn’t really work out…#ANYWAYS. I’m rambling #take these and some more concept arts I’ll post in a second as filler content #very busy times for me rn!!! </3 HSJSJSJS #was gonna tag this as kel but. I don’t know. it feels like lying JSJSJSJ

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 9 months ago

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Interesting. Don’t necessarily think I’m autistic but I have more going on than just ADHD and I’m not sure what that is.

#I’m not even sure if the ADHD is actually ADHD either or if it’s just technology addiction #Gonna get a REAL neuropsych evaluation at some point out of sheer curiosity as to what the fuck is wrong with me #I relate to a lot of autistic things and I relate to a lot of ADHD things; but I don’t entirely relate to the majority of either population #and I don’t relate to people with both enough to think I have both #I’ve begun treating myself as if I am autistic just for Kicks and using things that help them and it’s helping in some ways #but I know it’s probably not autism because even though I struggle socially; it’s not because of the same reasons #I understand social cues; I was only accidentally perceived as rude as a kid (and most kids are kind of blunt)#(Mostly a moderate amount of “Stop correcting me! It’s disrespectful!” from my parents)#And nowadays because of how much psychology and acting I study; I can perceive shrimp social cues #And I’m purposefully doing all the right things but it still feels like I fail social interactions because of my lack of assertiveness #which I KNOW come from being raised in a cult #so perhaps my odd social behavior is from CPTSD from being raised in a puritan doomsday cult as an only child #Because I was NOT introverted or sensitive to others as a child #I did not have routines as a child and the ones I did have were for fun and did not distress me if I strayed from them #But now I need structure as an adult because I don’t know what else to do with myself if I have nowhere to be #But at the same time everyone feels worse when they have no routine or expectations #And is it actually inattentive ADHD or severe derealization and an itch to do as many things as possible #because I spent my childhood being raised in a boring doomsday cult by disabled older parents who couldn’t physically do much?#(And I don’t fault my parents for being disabled but I do fault them for the whole doomsday cult thing)#So I spent my whole childhood doing mentally tedious things when really I’m more wired for physically spontaneous things #Because I was not allowed to walk around the neighborhood alone until I was sixteen #And I couldn’t hang out with friends I wanted to hang out with because they were bad association #So of course I got really good at drawing even though I don’t even like drawing that much #Of course I got really good at writing even though I don’t like writing that much #Now that I don’t need to escape from anything I find I actually hate drawing and writing because it’s such a chore #they make my heart rate accelerate in a way I don’t like to feel #(I hate writing less than drawing)

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azuree1733 · 3 months ago

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Trying to be hype for the Jessica cruz show while crashing out over my lack of Kyle Rayner content

#KYLE #im gnawing at the iron bars of my enclosure #kyle rayner fall off needs to be studied because WHAT #COME HOME #PLEEK #also #jessica cruz solo show before dick grayson is actually kinda insane #dont get me wrong i stay hype #but bro has been around for RVER #no solo show for him #if kyle even gets a name drop in either one of the lantern shows i will buy myself cheesecake #i just want cheesecake ngl #kyle rayner #dc comics #dc #green lantern #jessica cruz

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