#where do i even start in making content for this fandom tho lmao

[fandomsnfluff]

idk what it is but i think the fact s5 is in production atm is fueling the st brainrot

[depressopax]

Dating Kim Wexler headcanons NSFW

Fandom - Better Call Saul

Pairing: Kim Wexler x gender neutral reader Genre: Smut Warning(s): Sexual content. Degradation, public-sex, domme/sub dynamic, cuss words & insults, petnames, toys, authority, oral, reader is gender neutral (referred to as "partner") Words: 1.1K Summary: Being in a relationship with Kim Wexler would include… English is not my main language, if I make any spelling mistakes please let me know so I can improve my writing! <3 AO3 link

Where do I start?

100% top.

No further discussion, she’s in charge - you’re not

She knows what she likes and how to get it.

Kim is pretty experienced in bed and knows how she likes it.

She’s also very observant, and quickly learns what you like and dislike. 

If you’re sexually inexperienced, she doesn’t mind. She likes guiding you.

She is a domme, but more of a “soft dom” 

She likes you submissive, but she also wants you to feel comfortable with it.

She still expects good behavior from you, of course

…And is not scared to punish you for “disobeying” her.

Her fav punishment being edging, overstimulation and spanking.

She can be unfair, but also very rewarding.

Likes praising and degrading you equally.

Kim is loud in bed and likes you to be loud too.

Public sex >>>>

She doesn’t care if you’re in public. That only makes it more fun “So what? Just stay quiet so no one hears us.” “Do you want everyone to know how needy and desperate you are? Can’t even be outside the house before you whimper under my touch.”

She likes the risk of taking you in a public space, knowing that anyone can walk in on you or hear you.

…Not that she would let you be too loud, though.

Kim wants to be the only one to hear your sounds of pleasure.

She is proud to know she can make you sound like that 

Besides public sex, she has a thing for degradation, light bondage and toys

Girlie has a whole ass collection of toys - both for solo play and for couples

Her favorite, tho? 

Strap-ons.

She likes being in charge, remember?

Of course she wouldn’t use it if you’re not comfortable with it, but…

Using strap-ons on her sweet, sensitive partner is like a wet dream for her.

She likes the opportunities it bring, and how she can take you in various positions

Her fave is to take you in doggy-style.

Seeing you all submissive and waiting for her while being on all four is a lovely sight.

Doggy-style is very beneficial, since she can bend you over her desk easily and pound you.

Of course she preps you before. 

With foreplay, dirty-talking, encouragement… And lube. Lots of it.

The strap-ons she owns aren’t directly “small”, y’know?

Also makes you suck her off whilst wearing it lmao …And yes, she likes pushing your head and having you gag on her

You’re hers. Only hers.

And she’s not scared to tell you so, either.

Definitely the kind of person to fuck you whilst making you say: “I’m yours”, “I belong to you, Kim”

Also wants you to address her as ma’am, mistress etc…

Fuck it, she def would ask you to call her mommy at some point

Her nicknames for you: Sweetie, babe, angel

…Or if she’s in the mood - and if you’re into degradation lol - bitch, slut, toy, pet

Kim prefers taking her time with you, and having you comfortably spread out on her bed, where she can easily have you all to herself

When in the mood, she might even put on romantic music and light candles.

Sex with her have two moods: - Fast and rough - Slow and romantic

No in-betweens (...usually)

Sex with her is fun and lighthearted, and veryyyy passionate. 

Of course, she takes it seriously, but she does crack some jokes from time to time, tease you etc

If you like cracking jokes etc during sex, she doesn't mind

Her second favorite place to have sex is her office. She loves when you stop by when she has lunch breaks.

She’ll have you lock the door to her office and the pull down the blinds, so she can lay you down on her desk and take care of you - or the other way around

You usually end up kneeling before her, her thighs wrapped around your face as she basically humps your face

You end up leaving her office on/with…: - Shaky legs - Hickeys - Your hair being a mess - Lipstick stains on your face - Or maybe all of them?

When it comes to oral…

Ngl, Kim probably prefers receiving.

She loves watching you work on her pussy and lay back down and let you do the job

Especially when she’s had a bad day.

Definitely into the idea of sitting on your face.

She gives you NO BREAK whatsoever.

Holds your head in place as she face-fucks you

Only stops once she cums at least once, or until she realizes how exhausted you are

Because she just loves seeing your messy face, and the drool and her juices drip down your chin when you’re done.

Don’t worry… She makes sure to reward you for the struggle.

She is a tease when it comes to giving oral

Half the time she spends between your legs is straight up teasing

You’ll have to beg for attention

When she does give oral she does it with passion.

Be loud for her. She wants you to moan and whimper.

She keeps eye contact with you during, and if you look away she simply grabs your chin and makes you look down at her

Takes pride in making you cum.

Let’s just say, she’s DAMN good with her tongue.

Supreme at aftercare

Sure Kim likes being rough on you in bed, but you feel safe and loved afterwards.

Make sure to praise you, telling you how good you did for her, and how proud she is.

You don’t need to ask her for anything. It’s like she can read your mind, and will run you a hot bath, give you something to drink, cuddle you…

She tends to be rough in bed so she wants you to really reassure her you’re ok.

Kim makes sure that you’re satisfied and ok, but let’s just say she usually leaves you feeling sore/exhausted for quite a while… ;)

After sex is one of the times when she is really soft and loving.

She loves you, but is bad at showing it.

Although, after fucking you relentlessly it comes naturally to her. “I love you so much, y/n… Do I tell you that enough?”

After cleaning you, herself and the bed up, she wraps you in a warm blanket and cuddles you to sleep.

But she doesn’t fall asleep after sex. Sleeping with you is relaxing to her, but the aftermath is even better.

It brings her a sense of comfort, to watch you sleep so peacefully in her arms.

…Especially after she’s slutted you out

*sobs* I'm so down bad for Kim omg 😭 I need her in my life ASAP Also I really had to stop myself from sounding to mentally unstable when writing this lmao Legit could make a part 2, 3, maybe even 4

[ac-liveblogs]

There are many things that disappointed me in genshin and a big one was the community's inability to look at characters normally. Compared to most games, everyone flat out ignored the story a lot unless they could make up ships and then that became the story to them.

OH AND LOOK WHAT POPPED UP RIGHT AFTER THAT ASK. https://twitter.com/SipSipStefen/status/1785572337514889602 I'm the guy who sent in that genshin ask about shippers.

Yeah it sucks. TBH tho, it's pretty normal for fandoms to be Pretty Weirdly Intense about ships/HCs, but its not helped by the fact that Genshin and HSR's characters aren't written normally.

For a long time, Genshin character writing was dropping lore/a bio and peacing out. In Mondstadt and Liyue, where most characters weren't even involved in the AQ (and others barely), it really did fall to HCs and picking out tiny context clues to figure out how characters acted and what their relationships with each other were like, so Genshin got really used to Building Their Own Story and even Build Their Own Version Of The Character around the scraps they were given.

And then I guess people got really attached to one set of headcanons over another and war broke out.

Thing is, I think Genshin is very happy with people caring so much about ships and seems to (intentionally or not) encourage them (in the laziest way possible). It's kind of a breeding ground for speculative shipping content;

Characters are sometimes first brought up in the context of their relationships with other characters (bios, voice lines) but not much info is given, so speculation is natural (and speculation about relationships most of all). Kaveh is the ultimate escalation of this.

Characters are sometimes intentionally 'paired' with another in some shape or form (some year one examples being Ningguang & Beidou, Jean & Lisa, Diluc & Kaeya, Xingqiu & Chongyun). Whether players interpreted these as platonic or romantic, these pre-set dynamics were an easy springboard to get into HEAVY speculative territory. In year 1 and 2, speculation was all a lot of players had LMAO

In the AQ and events, some characters do not have substantial interaction with anyone except one or two other playable characters, so people naturally focus on the pairs that did get interaction whatsoever. When people rarely talk, even small talk where not much happens feels Big.

HYV is definitely willing to dump pairs that aren't catching on in favour of more popular ones (Collei & Amber + Yan Fei & Eula -> Eula & Amber).

(Some characters seem to be intended to be 'paired' with the Traveler though. You know the ones.)

Some of these 'pairs' are intentional bait to fans of similar pairs from previous HYV games - Yae & Ei, Bronya & Seele, and an argument can be made for the superficial similarity Aventurine & Dr Ratio have with explosively popular Kaveh and Alhaitham. And then you get arguments about 'well if they're BASED on this character then.........' which probably seems like a more substantial starting point for those kinds of arguments than I've seen elsewhere...

And then there's shit like Black Swan and Acheron's trailer + the fact that besides you, they barely talked to anyone else (Acheron & Welt was pure exposition). Obviously one seems more interesting, even if (imo) it's still pretty superficial.

Pairing this with how much or little content/info you actually get, for people that are more inclined to care about the characters, it's pretty easy to slide into speculative territory even if what most characters get are breadcrumbs. (e.g. you know Kaeya and Diluc's falling out in exhaustive detail, but what are things like between them now? What were they like before? What's Kaeya's deal with Khaen'riah, how would his friends react??? etc etc. It took awhile for those questions to start to be answered!)

And if you're invested/want answers, what else are you meant to do during content droughts??? By the time the character drops/the story is revealed you've invented a whole new thing in your head already!

And that's content here!

This isn't to say Genshin is a unique phenomena or anything and people are crazy about ships everywhere (I've seen similar things happen in other 'bare bones' media I stumble into) but Genshin seems really well equipped to breed it. Does feel like people give HYV too much credit for stuff they didn't actually do, though. Sometimes feels like HYV just drops a prompt instead of a story.

LMAO that Star Rail got to that point already though. I didn't think it was as bad about this as Genshin.

[kori-senpai]

If you were to recommend your top Fence fanfics, which ones are they and why?

(my answer became unnecessarily long, skip to the end for the one rec I do actually have)

So, this is slightly embarrassing, but. But. But. But. Not sure if you know or not but I also write fanfics for Fence. My problem is that I'm one of those fabled long fic writers and the one fic I have up goes up to 164k words. A little beast, to say the least. Took me a little over a year to write it, pretty proud of it still :')

Now. When I write for a fandom, I do not read in said fandom. That is solely to keep myself from stealing anybodys ideas by accident. You know how dreams work? Surely. You process all the information you've gathered (actively or passively) during the day and they come together in some weird short films or some strange blockbuster which you'll think was extremely alien in the morning, but on some level it of course made sense. It's your head after all.

To get back to the initial point, when I write, I don't read other people's work in that fandom, because when I brainstorm at the start of the writing process and put it all down, I have this outline, I know where I'm going, I know where I'll end up, but there's evething in between. Which, on a long fic that spans at least 130k when I start going, is a lot. And since I really don't wanna steal by accident and jumble in ideas that weren't mine, I don't read other people's fics. Different fandoms? Sure. Not Fence [the respective fandom] tho.

NOW since I'm writing these beasts, they take a while. I posted the other one in August 2022, started the year before (ergo, no fence reading during that time already) and I started my current project in--

August 2022. So yeah. I haven't read any fence fanfics since roughly three years. But I recently got over a very bad writers block and should be finished in maybe three months. Not making promises here tho don't hold me to this lol

TALKING ABOUT PROMISES - thinking back to any fics I DO remember (and since I write so much myself it's honestly just other long Fics that manage to stick in my useless sponge of a brain) is Promised Things from @applesandbannas747 (I can't get the link to work I'm so sorry, but you'll find it if you search the Fence fandom by word count over 100k on ao3, that's how I always did it) and it's one of the only fics EVER where I went back after an amount of time had passed to reread it. I think there's only one other fic that managed to make me do that, so respect to the tagged author.

Sorry I couldn't give you more than that. If anybody even bothered to read this far - I'm very much open to all fic recommendations that came out during the last 3 years lmao. Give me half a year and hopefully not another random writing idea in the shower and I should be finally able to read some good fan content soon

(please muse, fuck off. It's been years now. Visit people that need you more than I do)

[hugheses]

if you do not mind me asking/pulling back the curtain - how did you become such an esteemed hughesologist? i assume this has been a several-years journey, how did it start? have you been collecting photos/links the whole time, or are you now going searching for things? i am very impressed. the library should be jealous

LMAO thank you it means a lot to be acknowledged for my craft. the answer is i have always been an obsessive information/content hoarder especially in terms of fandom (i recently found my journal from my childhood which had pages upon pages of handwritten miscellaneous tswift fun facts, and being Like This about harry potter was what got me diagnosed with autism at 13). after lurking and being very low stakes invested for a while i started getting fr obsessed with hockey in 2020 and then early 2021 i went full tunnel vision on jack. you will understand if youve seen the pics of him kneeling in front of ty and damon at training camp. i basically save everything relevant that gets posted, especially bc the devils in particular are so evil and constantly nuke their old social media posts, but i have also done a lot of searching for old stuff. my onedrive folder where i store stuff (excluding full games) is 116 GB and i have stuff in gdrive/external storage too im like fr unhinged. i'm still constantly searching for things and i still do find new to me stuff even tho ive been to the end of many ppls instagram tagged photos and twt mentions and google search results etc, but i would say i have probably seen the majority of what is out there. at this point when i find new to me things it's stuff that nobody is directly mentioned by name or tagged in. i have a Hughes Lore google doc thats like 50 pages, a timeline doc, and more. it feels kind of embarrassing to say write it all out like this bc i am fully aware that this is like, kind of creepy, but im physically incapable of being normal about my interests. mostly i was just keeping it all this accumulated information in my brain and cloud storage and priv twt for years but then i was like i suppose some other people would appreciate this stuff. and now here we are. genuinely if ppl ever have a question or are looking for something it is highly likely i can provide it and i want to be helpful :) so anyone can always just ask

also: ive thought about making a post detailing some of the little tricks i have up my sleeve for these purposes if thats something ppl would be interested in.

[shmowder]

hi I can't reblog your patho x reader smut posts because I don't put nsfw on my blog but I wanted to let you know they're SO good and hot. also choosing to read them as aroallo daniil rep

Thank you so much!! AAAA <3333 I posted them bc of one person's encouraging comment, I didn't expect more people to actually like them, even in secret. Fr tho, even without rebloging, a sweet message like this is all it takes to make writing and posting things worth it.

There wasn't any x reader in Pathologic before so it was a bit intimidating to be the first one to break the seal in a small fandom but fosjofjsjd it was so worth it.

Oh my god, aroallo Daniil sounds amazing. I didn't write it this way on purpose. It was more of me thinking how he might act in these situations according to his personality. I'm so happy he could be interpreted this way! Hell I actually kinda see it now when rereading what I wrote. lmao it's so funny bc I am aroallo myself.

I'd love to expand more on AroAllo Daniil below, your idea is simply gold. As for the Hysteria fanfic, I do have an idea for part 3, I might even post it on AO3 afterwards as a complete piece.

His lack of romantic attraction would explain a lot in general and even in the pathologic story itself. To be capable of love for humanity, just not romantic love for its individuals.

But let's focus more on a "reader" in this scenario and their relationship with Daniil. Caring for you as he would to one of his patients, inquiring about your well-being constantly and if you feel any discomforts.

If anything, he's more fussing over you than he is to the average patient. It's a clear favouritism, but he doesn't see it that way. In his eyes, he doesn't feel anything more special about you than other people he cares about.

Your "dates" are more of him bringing you along on his daily errands and asking for your input or talking shit about the kains with you behind their back.

Your "romantic nights" consist of him going over his research while you get yourself busy somewhere in his room. He is content with just knowing you're there. If you get bored, then he will involve you in his studies, explaining his recent hypothesis to you and mentioning the latest experiments results on animating then 2 weeks old decomposed tissue sample. It helps him remember his purpose, recall information and think with a clearer mind.

But whenever he's frustrated by something in particular or just exhausted from the endless workload in a single day, you find him by your side, mentioning how long it has been since you felt properly relieved and as a doctor it's his job to take care of you.

To get plausible deniability of course, you see he is doing this for your own health and because he cares. Half of it is true, and in a way he technically does get off on taking care of you.

On having you at his mercy laid on a bed, willing to listen to the knowledgeable bachelor who just has the cure for the ache between your legs. You let him take his time with you and he never does something without asking for permission, you're treated with complete respect whilst having surrounded all powers to him to do as he pleases.

His eyes are cold, and his movement is technical, driven by curiosity and fascination. As the act between you progresses and gets more intimate, he doesn't shy away nor act coy. He doesn't feel any difference than when the two of you first started.

But there is an undeniable shine in his eyes, a gleefully fascination of the human body and how beautifully complex it can be, of all of its capabilities. Each time he's on top of you, he's studying your body, carefully testing your reactions and the sensitivity of your intimate zones.

What makes you shudder, what makes you tense uncomfortably, what makes you lean in for more.

Keeping notice of your growing arousal and your different responses to his various approaches. This is how he has fun, this is where he truly feels in his element in a field of possibilities and endless potential, exploring the human body knowing the other person is as enthusiastic about it as he is.

It's like solving a puzzle, the clear satisfaction on his face when you're on the verge of orgasm, the way his own body meets yours in calculated thrusts, the way he keeps his a clinical facade to the whole ordeal while his mask crumbles down to reveal the desperation and hunger in his eyes. For comfort, for your hot insides, for the rush of adrenaline washing over him just before the blissful release, making his forget the ache in his joints and the soreness in his back.

The way the corners of his lips curl in the aftermath is undeniable, his always straight back forgeting its pose and slumbing down in relaxation, hell even his headache is gone.

He looks at you with gratefulness for your existence, for being by his side. He is thoughtful of you and shows it by cleaning you up, by treating your body with gentleness as he wipes it down. In a way, the aftercare is also a huge part for him in sex, it's like the final bow in a theatre act before the curtains close, taking care of you makes him feel alive, makes him remember why he enjoys being a doctor so much.

You're the most grateful and sincere patient he has ever had.

[red-rover-au]

Listen. I hold your face-- listen. I have been following so many separated au's. that the details I'd used to analyze the fighting styles of your friends in particular have been completely muddle-mixed with every other draxum dad-ed turtle. I think to myself "Leo has the weapon that's most likely to kill/maim" but is that a rr Leo trait? no! I think to myself "yet donnie is the one who murders most often" but do I remember examples of that? no!! My head is Empty my good writer.

The fact that 2 out of 3 responses to the fights have been "no thoughts head empty" lmaoo

Interesting that the family truama is the thing that stands out about my au! Yeah, my history with domestic abuse isn't a secret, and the fact that I always make Slightly Flawed parents 10xs worse in every fandom I touch is one of the funnier symptoms djskdjd

I could write a full essay on the complicated nature of having abusive parents who DO love you.

The rest under the read more cuz i accidentally did oops. Content warning for child abuse, obviously

I see a lot of depictions of abusive parents that feel extremely text book based, like someone read about the cycle of abuse and copied it down step by step, when in my experience and the experience of almost all of my friends who were hit as kids- its really not like that at all

I think I project onto Leo the most in terms of responding to an abusive parent. Cuz like, when your parent abuses you but you KNOW that they love you, it creates this unstable dynamic where you're never sure how much you can get away with. But when you're a stubborn and prideful kid like I was, you just try getting away with everything cuz fuck it, you know the storm is gonna pass eventually, they won't be mad at you forever, they'll probably even (poorly) apologize later

The most personal example was in the latest chapter- chapter 18. While Leo is getting whipped the only thing on his mind is how annoying it is that Draxum didn't even start with an explanation this time. He doesn't actually care why tho; anything could've set Draxum off, really. But he also has to carefully craft a mask that isnt too stuck up/neutral, else the beating will go on longer and that would be annoying- but he also has his Pride so he doesn't want to look super shaken from the whole thing. That might've been the autism in me, idk.

I dont know how to end this i got carried away lmao

Point is, ur right and Im glad the nuance comes through (I also have three siblings who's reactions to the exact same abusive behavior I could draw from, so that helps) and yis Leo keeps his snark because of course he does, he's Leo

[bonesandthebees]

YOOOO so excited for the new glass update tomorrow AND I SHOULD BE ABLE TO READ IT RIGHT AWAY TOOOO

Also completely off topic but i just watched the im in love with an egirl lovejoy version and i got curious-- what's ur fav song from the egirl series??

My personal fav is Internet Ruined Me the guitar is SOBFUCKINGOODJFLGJFK it makes me go BONKERSJDJFKGLS

But i adore all of them

Ynb gives me the nostalgia vibes of 2013 radio music. Just that song that everyone knows all the lyrics too and screams at the top of their lungs even tho i realise its very niche and only in this fandom LOLLL

Im in love w an egirl is hilarious and soft boy is sooo<333 i prefer the acoustic version of soft boy ngl!! But it was still super cool seeing it finally released

Actually my fav version of soft boy is literally that one second clip in tommys vlog of lovejoy performing it 😭😭 i need to see lovejoy perform soft boy live that would be the greatest thing ever

Ynb live would be SO cool too tho omg.. im just picturing rhe crowd shouting jason derulo LMFAOO

I have such a basic answer my favorite is your new boyfriend bc it was actually the first one of the egirl trilogy I heard so it's the one that stuck with me the most lol

I actually avoided listening to wilbur's music for a long time after I started watching his content bc I just didn't think I'd be interested? like I'd seen youtubers who did music before, comedy and serious music both, and usually didn't like 'youtuber music' so I figured it'd be the case with wilbur. and then with the comedy songs especially I'm not someone who listens to comedic music a lot so I just really didn't think I'd enjoy it, so I gave in and listened to ycgma first way before i heard the egirl trilogy

(fun fact the only thing that got me to actually bite the bullet and listen to ycgma was that I was just looking at the album out of curiosity and saw he had a song called la jolla and was like "...why did wilbur write a song about the town I live in" so then curiosity got the better of me and I was like "wow this is actually a really pretty song also I'm miserable now I need to hear more")

(also I did not just doxx myself wanna clarify I do not live in la jolla anymore lmao)

but yeah! I finally listened to ynb so that's my favorite :) it definitely gives me that 2013 radio song vibe it's very fun

hot take... I do not like soft boy. was never a fan of the clips he shared on stream, and then I didn't like it that much when a proper studio version was released. just not my thing :(

your new boyfriend was VERY fun to see live. me and firesnap just have this strange luck where the only two times we've gone to lovejoy gigs together happen to be the only gigs wilbur has played his comedy music at. and yes the entire crowd shouted jason derulo it was great

[kalpasio]

Yo hey! 

New reader here, but I was confused as to why you described kalpas in your fic, “The Chef in the Shitty Kitchen”, as OOC? I might be biased because I love exploring how other sides of characters surface in different scenarios. I feel like it’s our job as a fandom to expand on our blorbos! I’d just like to know your thought process (that was actually my favorite fic, I love domestic kalpas. Imo it’s much better to be a carb addict than an alcoholic—)

On the other hand, thank you for single-handedly keeping the kalpas fan club afloat. I scraped Danbooru for some kalpas content, but in 60% of the pictures he was like 6 pixels in the background.

Moving from genshin to honkai where there’s a severe lack of content almost made me implode, so I’ll try my best to help out! Although I’ve only written two fics, and both times my wrists hurt so bad I had to stop.

They were only 1k words. 💀 

Fellow kalpas lovers, rise up!!! (Sorry for being wordy but I didn’t want to clog up your ask box, you’re probably already in really high demand 😭 )

I think I say he's ooc in all my fics because I'm nervous lmao but that one especially I wrote before the golden courtyard anime came out and it was like entirely made up from brainrot? so I was like this is NOT real kalpas, and I can say it but if someone else said he was ooc I would definitely start arguing lol

I feel like flame chaser kalpas 1) has seen Some Shit, 2) been through Some Shit, and 3) does not have access to a kitchen so his personality is very different than it would have been if honkai hadn't destroyed his life. Golden courtyard kalpas is what I guess he would be like if he had actually gotten a chance to live his life I guess? idk he deserves a little happiness ya know? also domestic kalpas is a bean, change my mind

tbh moving from genshin to honkai and seeing so little content was part of what made me start writing for kalpas? I was like "oh Thoma has no content" because he only had like a couple hundred fics and then kalpas had like. two. and I was SO Mad I swear even if I write for something else if I ever get a chance holy shit I will always come back to Kalpas

my wrist HATES me which is problematic so I completely understand lol I usually end up taking breaks and writing things down on notes so I can come back and elaborate when my hand isn't about to fall off? still makes me sad tho. also 1k words is 1k more words than we had before!!! if you feel comfortable with it I'd love to read your works 🧡!!

asks are unfortunately all I've been doing lately because of school so you don't have to worry about sending any in! tbh my request list is so long because I have some that are literally over 100 days old and I am just dying rn 💀

[devilheartsblog]

Some Updates on school & stuff I’m working on:

1. Going grayscale

This isn’t talking about regular doodles or full art pieces btw, it’s just referring to my comics, especially Hazy River RGB. It hit me that I’ve started liking grayscale and experimenting with values more, not to mention the comics in grayscale was the original idea or one of the earlier ideas I had and I want to bring it back. I’d also be starting school soon and it would save me some time (tho I do plan to include color in scenes where something is the main focus.

2. Jojo comics?

It’s the last day of my holidays which means my jojo school pasttime comic Jojo’s Bite-Sized Adventure is gonna be back. Idk if I’ll post it here, probably, or make another blog about it, idk lol. Hell I even have a Kars AU where I rewrite the final fight because God Dammit why does he have to win only to pull a Team Rocket, imo that ending for Kars kinda sucked and the Ultimate Life form stuff wasn’t really it for me.

3. More jojo stuff in general, I love Battle Tendency and Kars

I love Kars he’s so handsome and pretty and I like how much of a wild card he WAS. Damn an Aztec god prodigy is now my comfort character lmao. I’ve been getting into Jojo content thanks to my friend and man it’s Exactly the show I wanted. (Except for the basic anime fan service moments cause I don’t like those in general). The fandom content is also pretty good ngl. Wonder if I should share some of my Good Guy Kars AU, it’s still relatively new.

Anyway yeah, I’ll remake my Let’s Go to a Bar episode and delete the og off my twitter and webtoons (and put the message up on my webtoons) after this announcement. Otherwise I don’t wanna wake up early and sit in a classroom aaah 😭

[kidcooper02]

OK IM PUTTING THESE ALL TOGETHER TO EXPRESS MY OWN THOUGHTS ON BART N JAIME IN SEASON 2 AND EXPLORE EACH ANON'S THOUGHTS (They're lovingly numbered and color coded ❤)

This is like a goddamn essay I'll present the information and tell my thoughts at the end.

Anon 1 brings up the point of Bart telling Jaime about his involvement with the Reach invasion. And the phrasing Bart uses is very guilt trippy and unfair to Jaime, despite Bart having the baggage to back it.

And I agree with it being a fucked up thing to do! And I want to preface that this isn't like, "how dare they!" Kind of a thing. Its incredibly interesting plot wise and character wise for Bart and I love it a lot. Characters doing gray things is my favorite. Anyway, in terms of their friendship, this isn't a great start lmao. I see it as Bart thinking this is a logical step in the plan. Calling attention to the problem, no sugarcoating, and let's get this shit done. If it hurts his feelings a bit, not his problem. Of course, Jaime had more going on than just that, he hadn't even had Scarab a full year and Tye goes missing. It just piled on Jaime. So yeah, fucked up move but I don't hate it.

Anon 2 brings up how Bart continues to mess with Jaime it seems. Its not really a time to be cheeky Bart, but he does anyway. Which does hurt Jaime, you can see it on his face.

Again, fucked up but I like it. That moment, definitely felt more intentional than the last one. Couldn't have chosen a worst time tho. Its not like Bart WANTS to make him feel bad, hes just not being careful with his words. And that's just a Bart thing, not really a "I'm doing this specifically to Jaime."

Anon 3 brings their perspective on the duality of their relationship in season 2 and how their friendship doesn't just come out of nowhere and where it leads us later.

And this is a fantastic discussion, because its true. Its very easy to get wrapped up in Bart's passive aggressive attitude towards Jaime, especially because for a long time the most vocal the fandom didn't acknowledge it. But you also have to remember that, he still wanted to make sure Jaime was OK whenever there was a battle. If it was half motivated by future saving reasons, so be it. But for as much as there's passive aggressive Bart, there's also Bart who just cares about his teammate. And Jaime, despite being low energy and mostly being exasperated with Bart, does appreciate him. I mentioned this last time and anon 3 mentioned that right now, Jaime is kind of alone in his thoughts. Tye doesn't know he's a hero AND he's gone. Jaime has all sorts of anxieties about Scarab and Bart's intel only pushes him even more away from the others. Is that slight manipulation to lead him to Bart? Yes. Is it a terrible thing? Not entirely.

They're casual. Jaime likes his desert self portrait, Bart seems genuinely worried for him on the Reach ship. Is it a super deep relationship, no its too soon, but there is a foundation.

I still believe their friendship starts off with not the right intentions, but that doesn't make their ENTIRE relationship bad. And I like how anon 3 describes it with "complex" and that its OK that it starts off in this way.

My problem is majority fandom treatment for the longest time in not exploring these nuances in their relationship and simplifying down to the point that they're both ooc. Bart is not just a goofy idiot with personal space problems and Jaime isn't his handler. Growing up seeing content as season 2 was coming out and after, that was how it seemed people chose to explore their relationship (again this is because the fandom wanted a new birdflash, so they tried to fit Bart and Jaime in a mold not made for them. Birdflash also gets some bad interpretation but not near what happened with bl u/e pl us/ e i think).

I DON'T REALLY KNOW IF MY THOUGHTS ARE COMING OUT RIGHT? BASICALLY I AGREE WITH ALL 3 ANONS ON SOME LEVEL. BART N JAIME'S FRIENDSHIP HAS A LOT OF COMPLEXITIES THATS ITS IMPORTANT NOT TO GO ON EITHER EXTREMITY OF "BART SECRETLY HATES JAIME" AND "THEY WERE BESTIES OF ALL TIME ALWAYS." (I THINK THEY HAVE AN INTERESTING RELATIONSHIP TO EXPLORE THEM BECOMING FRIENDS, BUT I STILL PERSONALLY DO NOT SEE ROMANTIC INCLINATION)

I hope I got everything out right? I adore Bart and Jaime as two separate characters and they're fantastic to explore. And I want to thank all these anons I've gotten recently to allow me to explore these 2 more in depth. Very interesting conversation to be had all around!

[cantsaythetword]

🤲💎🍭🎀💌

Hallo Hallo!

🤲what do YOU get out of writing?

Honestly at the start it was just a place to store my thoughts and memories around tickling. It kind of acts as a scrapbook or time machine where I can go back and read stuff and be like omg I remember writing/doing that.

It then kind of turned in to just me writing concepts for funsies, and so that I can reread fics for fandoms I really like but that don't have a lot of tickle content.

Now that a weirdly large amount of people follow me and read/interact with my fics I get connection and community from posting stuff which is really nice.

💎why is writing important to you?

I guess I kind of answered this above but it's important so that I have a bit of a permanent record of my thoughts/experiences to look back on later.

Plus, it's nice to be a part of a super cool community. I've never been great at talking to people and getting involved in communities so being able to just vibe here as a writer and have people chat to me about writing was kind of my way to enter into the tumblr scene and actually make some cool friends.

🍭why did you start writing?

I've always liked writing, even as a super little kid I was making up stories in my head every second I could. I started writing just in word documents to give myself tickle content to read lmao (cause I started on the hellsite [derogatory] of deviantart at the ripe old age of 11 which did not have a lot on offer that I liked).

I started posting it online partially as a way to hide my writing. There were one too many times that my friends would borrow one of my USBs and ask what a document was. The only reason they couldn't find out when I absolutely froze and went red was cause the documents were password locked. So I figured posting it online under a name that isn't mine that has no links to me is probably the best way to avoid any awkward situations.

I never thought people would actually read my stuff lmao.

🎀give yourself a compliment about your own writing

Ah damn this is hard lol. Uhhhhh...

I think I do a good job of dialogue during tickle scenes? And that's probably a very personal preference kind of thing cause different writers write laughter/reactions/begging differently but I think I like the way I do that part of fics.

💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

Okokokok so obviously tickletober is a thing that I am SUPER hyped for (still looking for prompts if y'all want to send some in 👀👀👀)

BUT I have a super top secret fic project in the works. And while I don't want to give tooooooo much away, I will say that even tho it isn't a reader fic, it will still involve the reader in a way ;).

Thanks for the ask Teddy!!!!

[wooahaes]

im brand new to caratblr, so i have no way to compare a before & after, but lately i feel like smut writing has been taking over fandom in general. (which sucks for someone like me, who 99% of the time does not enjoy nsfw content & generally actively avoids it). and i feel like no matter what the actual reason numbers change, we're always gonna blame ourselves? bc i feel like that's just kind of the default for creatives. (also i hope you know i love ur writing, i have a lot of it q'd up ssksjf)

know that i'm probably gonna go through ur masterlist later (i peeked and read ur dk drabble and its SO cute omg, if i don't reblog it later today then u can beat me up behind a wendys)

i'm not really sure where i'd fall on stuff like this since i only actively joined caratblr back in march and started this blog like. soon after (i was originally just gonna make gifs lmao). but i like to think i've been here for enough time that i can comment on stuff like this (plus there's people who i think have definitely been here waaay longer who feel the same way as me).

i hope no one thinks i'm bullshitting them when i say that it's completely fine to write smut? like i said in my original post, i do it too (i don't broadcast tht sideblog here bc 1. i know i have minors following me, if someone sends an ask off-anon i'll privately reply w it and 2. i'm not gonna constantly write for it since it's just something i do for fun and to get some feedback), no shame in it as long as you're tagging properly + using a readmore. trust me, i don't traverse tags often but every time i do there's always mistagged stuff that's fully there. sometimes it's like... waaay more hard than other stuff tho and i wish people would use a readmore.

it does suck for both ppl who avoids nsfw content + minors. smut is fun to write an all, but idk i'm the kind of person who likes to write more plot-oriented stuff ig? or just domestic fluff. stuff that makes people happy.

but yeah! i fully get that. i think it's kind of in our nature to wonder what we're doing wrong even if audiences change. it's shitty and usually not a manner of thinking i fall into often, but despite like... the followers and the support i've gained over the past few months, it's hard not to notice when i stop seeing familiar names pop up in my notes. some people i think drifted from tumblr entirely (genuinely fair, have fun away from this hellsite lmao, (key voice) PLEASE save me from HERE skdfhsd) while others i think might have just changed their tastes. other people are genuinely busy.

it's just hard to not wonder and start to blame myself for stuff.

[bellewintersroe]

hello! firstly I just wanna say that I'm super duper happy to see BoB blogs still around and posting content! love this fandom so much <3 okay, I was wondering if I can have a BoB ship? both romantically and platonic

looks: I'm 5'7", female she/her, light olive skin, black shoulder length wavy hair, and slender build.

personality: but of an introvert (but not to the point where I can't go up to the counter to order food lol), bit sarcastic (not in a mean way ofc!), I'm also called being funny/the joker too by my friends so there's that too, I'm an artist who draws as a hobby, love to listen to music while I'm said drawing or just as background noise, animal lover (preferably dogs and birds, but cats are cool), love to bake sweets, oh and a TV and movie buff!

have a great day 💙

Agreed!! We need more BoB accounts / content, I miss it!! It’s honestly such a nice fandom to be a part of and I think everybody should give writing a go! :)

And of course! Thank you for your request <3

I ship you with… Shifty Powers!

How attractive is this guy? Seriously and this gif omfg sieirkkfkeirir so sexy lmao

but let me start with you honestly sound so sweet and chilled out! I feel like this matches Shifty’s energy perfectly.

even tho you’re more of a jokester/ sarcastic it’s a super good balance in your relationship, and before you and Shifty get together- when you’re still friends- he definitely admires you for how funny you are.

I think Shifty’s dark features would be a good match for yours, you’d be such a stunning couple, and you’d look like a good fit which everybody around you points out before you admit it to each other!

but shifty always thinks you’re beautiful, and maybe he lets this slip when you’re feeling a little shy/ introverted ?

he’d definitely think you’re a massive sweetheart, and you’d sit and talk for hours until you maybe accidentally kiss? I think it would take a long time of talking, maybe you’re both laid together on the grass- it’s kinda a mutual thing.

shifty goes super red after and let’s say you crack a joke he just giggles and goes even more shy.

Why do I feel like he has the odd tendency to be a little dopey?? Like let’s say you say something sarcastic, it takes him a minute to realise what you were saying.

when he finds out you can draw he’s soooo super duper impressed. He’d compliment you so much, and tell everybody around you guys about your talent.

has to tell the odd guy to back off (politely) when they beg you to draw them.

if you drew him omfg he’d be grinning for DAYS. I think he’d be genuinely a very happy, smiley boyfriend/ partner overall. There’s not much that can upset him, unless you have a little disagreement or he sees you upset.

would be good at communication? Maybe stammers a little when he’s trying to explain something difficult, like in that one scene with him and Winters when he’s worried about explaining what he saw at war once he’s home?

sometimes all he needs is a massive hug and he would be the best at giving them back too.

maybe when you’re sat watching a movie together he’d have your head in his lap or vice versa? I think his love language is deffo physical touch.

sometimes he’d just roll up to face you when you’re talking about a tv show/ movie you’ve both just watched and he’d be in awe. He’d have these huge puppy eyes that literally glisten- omg he’s so in love.

probably asks advice from the guys on how to tell you? Not even in a soppy kinda way, he just wants to make it nice and I think Luz would have a big input on this.

likes to take you fishing as you both chill under the sun in the fishing boat.

you sit and listen to the radio together- super chill vibes I can’t imagine there being many disagreements, you both sound super chilled.

brings you a puppy as a present one day!! It adds such an excitement in both of your lives and Shifty falls SO IN LOVE with the puppy- omg you’d have to fight him just to get a cuddle with it!!

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I ship you platonically with… Dick Winters!

Ok I think this friendship might stem from the fact you’re both kinda introverted and therefore insightful. Winters is kinda on the quiet side so you bond fairly quick whilst all the louder people are getting along.

he’s super friendly and not intimidating at all, he finds you really funny, when you start cracking jokes or saying little sarcastic comments about the men.

of course he’s super professional and polite so he’s always very respectful of you which you admire.

He admires your art work, and I feel like he’d really appreciate and feel like he could have a real conversation with you.

Regards you as one of his closest friends, so when he sees you getting close with Shifty he smirks from a distance.

very respectful of your privacy so doesn’t question it until he’s feeling a little bold and you probably just crack out a joke or start giggling- you probably wouldn’t expect it from Dick.

would listen to you talk about whatever movie or tv show you’ve watched.

even if you’ve got a completely different taste he still tries to gives them a watch.

Hates reality tv

[jeongjaebae]

fic summary 2k22

ayeee so it's that time of year again!! i know i haven't posted much in 2022 (like... just a handful of fics oops) but i still hit a decent word count and made significant progress on long fic wips!

so yeahhh here's my 2022 fic summary which is... basically a chance to introduce my wips LOL

Total word count written: 89,033

Total word count published: 33,243

Fandoms written: tbz and svt

1. Looking back, did you write more fic than you thought you would this year, less, or what you predicted?

a bit less!! it's about half as much as i wrote last year (which was a whooping 150k word count LMAO), but this range is already more than the average for me in any given year so it's not too bad. in terms of what i POSTED though... i have no excuse for that 😅 most of my word count is from wips/ideas so i didn't have any finished content to post

2. What pairing/genre/fandom did you write that you would never have predicted in January?

last january i definitely didn't know i would write for svt!! i kind of had a feeling that deobiblr was already dying at the time, and that's around when i started watching going seventeen to get into them... but yeah didn't know i'd slip so deep into the carat life (blaming you, kim mingyu 😒)

3. What’s your own favourite story of the year?

it's a time loop au wip that i've written about 19k so far!! where our mc is stuck in a loop trying to change their fate of unrequited love by meeting [boy group member] first before his current gf does. so mc tries to alter events and change the course of fate all while trying to figure out a way to leave the loop

4. Did you take any writing risks this year? What did you learn from them?

uhHHhhH the time loop au i suppose is a risk in itself... bc like... plotting it has been a complete pain when you're trying to consider multiple reruns of the same timeline. every detail has to be in the right place so that when the mc's actions change, we can directly see how that affects the events in the timeline

also writing domestic fluff like i did in best boy... can't say i enjoyed it but it was a good challenge!!

5. Do you have any fanfic goals for the new year?

post the damn hyunjae e2l already 💀 (takes one to know one)

From my past year of writing, what was…

My best story of this year:

the time loop au ahahaha but if we're talking posted fic then the whole truth!! it has a bit of everything: decent flow and sentence structures, some important themes, tiny bit of humour, and gotta love f2l ju

My most popular story of this year:

the whole truth!! i reread this kind of recently and think it really is my best in terms of flow and sentence structure. also i really haven't posted anything else so.... yeah 😶

Most fun story to write:

hmm besides my two biggest wips i'd say it's this jogging au i wrote back in april!! where mc gets roped into a jogging date with [cute dating app boy] despite hating all kinds of exercise. it's definitely the typical jeongjaebae style of humour, secondhand embarrassment, and fluff. very fun to write and has me laughing every time i reread it LMAO

Story with the single sexiest moment:

probably the whole truth, the scene where they're making out in juyeon's room LMAO. srry i have no other contributions this year. BUT!!! my e2l wip has the full and extended scene from want so that's something to look forward to 👀

Most “holy crap, that’s wrong, even for you” story:

best boy. maybe it's not terrible but idk i haven't touched it since writing it bc i hate it 🤡 domestic fluff is... not my cup of tea. i suppose it was a good writing challenge tho. maaaaybe i'll write it one day but... needs a bit more practice

Story that shifted my own perceptions of the characters:

hmm maybe 1 plus 1? writing it made me obsessed with the (og) guy in it and he shot way up my bias list. and like. i'm still in that phase rn LOL

Hardest story to write:

oh boy it's deffs the time loop au. still stuck on the plot tbh? there's just so much planning and then... the thought of it reaching 50k or something... makes me tired OTL. it's exciting to think about but at the same time, there are way too many details i still have to write. it's a bit of a struggle

Biggest surprise:

surprise surprise who knew i would be writing for svt?!? and the one piece of angst that i wrote: all that we are

Most unintentionally telling story:

let's go with the whole truth. i loved some of the concepts and moral lessons in there, like how we're not made to be someone else's object of desire. why should we exist to be beautiful to others? and the other part about how love is deeper than what an app can tell us.

Favourite opening lines:

ehh nothing i particularly like but here we go

[better than the movies]

the most relatable sentence

If your life was a movie, at this moment, you’d be that introvert at a party.

[jogging date wip]

ahh.... relatable once again. the opening here sets the tone perfectly

"Yeah, of course. A jogging date sounds perfect." That was the moment you knew you fucked up.

Favourite closing lines:

nothing will beat this is how we fall but here are some that i like

[takes one to know one]

this actually isn't at the veryyy end of my wip rn but will probably change it and make it the actual ending later bc it's so fitting!! potential spoiler i guess but not really bc we all knew what was coming right?

When he pulls back and you see the fondness in his eyes, you realize that maybe the two of you aren't so different. He may have been an asshole, but you'd pretty much been one too. You were insanely competitive but only so that you could match up to his level. And even though it took a while for you to understand your feelings for him, now you know that he's felt the same way all along. Indeed, the two of you are more similar than you think. But then again, it takes one to know one.

[the whole truth]

they went through so much and this wrapped it up nicely. the silence especially is a powerful symbol here

When Juyeon takes the final step and crosses into your range this time, the silence is something you’ve never been happier to hear.

Favourite lines from anywhere:

[the whole truth]

important life lessons 101. if someone doesn't like you that's their problem not yours LOL. why should it be your job to be likeable?

"It’s not embarrassing to not be loved back. Painful, yes, but not something to be ashamed of. You weren’t put on this world just to become someone else’s object of desire, okay?"

[time loop au wip]

not quite closing lines but could kind of be similar to that

The two of you don't talk about, but it's all too evident anyway. It's evident when you lean into him as the night gets colder, head against the crook of his shoulder, and then in the way he shifts so that his lips meet yours. It's evident in the way he kisses you, with the sweetest of a first kiss, the bitterness of a last kiss, and the constancy of making the same choice in every loop, every timeline, every lifetime.

Scenes from anywhere you would have choose to have illustrated:

for the sake of referencing posted fics, i would say the ending of redo where they're on the bench under the mistletoe!

(in terms of wips: time loop au where y/n and [redacted] are watching fireworks from homecoming week!!)

New year’s resolutions:

finish and post that damn hyunjae e2l already OTL. and like... probably finish the time loop au if possible

Word Count Totals

Total finished, posted fic: 33,243

Longest posted fic:  the whole truth ~14.2k

Longest wip: hyunjae e2l is sitting at 25k still... and time loop au at 19k... 🥲

Total number of words written: 89,033

[fireofjudgement]

That's what I like

Fandom: High&Low

Pairing: Ice x f!reader

Summary: His rules were simple and your obedience has always been rewarded. But when you became too comfortable and decided to disobey, he had to make sure you'll never break the rules again.

Word count: 1.2k

Warnings: this fic is strictly 18+, minors and empty blogs do not fucking interact or you'll get blocked on sight, swearing, established relationship, mentions of porn, sexual content: d/s dynamic, Ice is a mean dom, dumbification, restraints, gagging, humiliation, fingering, edging, teasing, taking pictures/filming during sex, baby/princess mentions, masturbation

A/N: Ever since I watched the first High&Low movie I knew I will write for these men but I definitely didn't expect Ice to be my first choice. Oh well. I think he fits this idea perfectly and I had a lot of fun writing this so I hope you enjoy this short little brainrot lmao (tho I don't think anyone will read this since he's not a popular character but he is in my heart). Also I've been struggling with some really bad writer's block and haven't written anything in like 3 weeks so this isn't the best.

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"Aww, poor girl.." 

His voice was so calm, so reassuring, his tone as sweet as honey and yet.. you knew his pity was fake, his intentions far from innocent. One look at his face and you knew this was going to be a long, long night. But you've brought this upon yourself- you made a mistake and now he's going to make you pay for it. In his own, wicked way.

Maybe you should have listened to him. Maybe you should have followed his rules, they weren't that strict afterall. No cumming without his permission, no touching yourself unless otherwise stated, no porn or other sexually explicit content while he was away. Simple, right? He warned you about the consequences, should you ever disobey, and you knew he was a man of his word. 

But oh, how difficult it was to follow the rules when he's been neglecting you for almost a week now. You knew he wasn't doing it on purpose, but that didn't change the fact that you were starting to feel lonely in your relationship. Busy with something related to Mighty - that you couldn't care less about - Ice was barely spending time with you anymore. It became a new, disappointing routine - he left before you woke up and got back long after you fell asleep. With nothing but a few texts and calls here and there, you started to lose your patience.

These crumbs he gave you simply weren't enough anymore, they didn't satisfy you - you needed your boyfriend by your side, not god knows where, taking care of another shady business, possibly risking his life. But as much as you cared about his safety and wellbeing, you had to admit that it wasn't the main reason you were upset. No, it all came down to something way more..trivial. You were an adult, of course, and an independent one at that, you could live without him for a week or two. But your pussy? That was a completely different story.

You missed the intimacy, it was as simple as that. You missed kissing him, touching him, you missed having him inside you. The way he always knew how to make you feel good, how possessive and dominant he was in bed, even if a little mean sometimes. Nobody has ever loved you like he did, nobody has cared for you like him, nobody even came close. And he knew it damn well. He knew how good he was in bed, how attracted to him you were and he knew you loved him more than you've ever loved anyone before. He knew you wouldn't ever leave him and he liked to take advantage of that.

"What was that? Is it too much? Aw, it's such a shame you can't say anything with that gag in your pretty little mouth, isn't it?"

But at that moment you hated him, you genuinely did. You hated how amused he seemed despite the tears running down your face and your muffled sobs, you hated the look in his eyes - he looked..hungry, like an animal that hasn't eaten in a while, ready to devour you. And most importantly, you hated how fucking good he made you feel, the humiliation and his fake concern making you clench around his fingers. You wanted to scream, beg for him to go faster, deeper, to fuck you already but you couldn't. Tied up and gagged, completely at his mercy, you didn't have a choice but to give in and accept your punishment.

You knew he was enjoying this, you could see it and you could feel it - his hard-on pressed against your naked core and a cocky grin on his face, both growing as he continued torturing you. If you could think straight, you'd probably be embarrassed by how fucked out you were already - your naked body wiggling and squirming under his touch, your pussy completely soaked, wet sounds filling the room as he finger fucked you at a painfully slow pace, drool and tears running down your face and onto the sheets. All that while he didn't lose a single piece of clothing yet. But he knew you were enjoying it too.

"Look at you!" He cooed, his free hand ghosting over your nipples, the sensation sending a shiver down your spine. "Aren't you just the cutest? Such a dumb little plaything, all wet for me. You look so pretty right now, maybe I should take a picture, hmm? So next time you remember to follow the rules." 

You tried to shake your head but your body betrayed you. Unable to move or say anything, you simply watched as he grabbed his phone and took pictures of you, his fingers never leaving your swollen cunt. Your mind cleared up just for a brief moment, when you realised he wasn't only taking pictures, oh no, he was filming you too, but before you could even start worrying about it, he sped up his pace, your mind going blank again. 

"There you go baby! Don't worry about it, you're doing so well. So fucked out and pretty for me.."

How much time has passed since all of this started, you weren't sure but it must have been at least a few hours. Hours of teasing, edging and humiliation. He'd go faster, trick you into thinking you'll finally be allowed to cum and end this torture, then slow down or even pull away completely when he knew you were so, so close.

All of this because you couldn't stand feeling lonely anymore and decided to play around a little, touching yourself to some random video you've found online. However you quickly realised the poor acting, fake moaning and ridiculously bad dirty talk weren't doing it for you, so you tried to think about one of your many nights with Ice instead. And it worked - the oh so familiar fire in your belly was growing fast, spreading to the rest of your body, your boyfriend's rules long forgotten.

Unfortunately for you, that night Ice finally finished the deal he's been working on for so long. And with that, for the first time in days, he was able to come home early, excited to surprise you. Thinking about the previous week and your lack of communication and intimacy, he did expect you to be upset, maybe even mad at him but he most definitely didn't expect to walk in on you naked, spread on your bed with your hand between your legs, the room filled with fake moans and other obscure sounds from the porn you were watching, mixed with your, very real ones.

He would never admit it to you, but it almost made him happy to catch you breaking his rules. It meant that he had to punish you and it was one of his favorite things to do. Nothing turned him on more than seeing you like this..tears stained cheeks, your hips moving involuntary, desperate to make him go in deeper. He had full control over you, over your body and mind - it was intoxicating. He didn't want to stop and he knew you didn't want him to stop either.

"Aww, are you getting tired? But I'm not done yet, princess. I need to make sure you won't break the rules again. So just let go, let me do the thinking and just feel good for me, okay?" You barely even registered his words anymore, all you could think about was the way he made you feel, the overwhelming amount of sensations he provided to your body, the mixture of pain and pleasure. You knew it wasn't going to end anytime soon. And you didn't want it to. "That's it, just like that. That's what I like to see.."