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#caught between wondering if this is all worth it#or if i made the worst decision of my life#i feel alone#without purpose#just a machine going from a to b#i could barely do any sightseeing before i ran out of gas#ive been delivering mostly#my car smells like greese#this is the messiest shes been since i moved out of my exs house#fml
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can you come back to the Rusty Lake fanbase? It feels dead and boring without you.
Sorry to hear that but until Rusty Lake becomes interesting again, I can't be bothered to return. There's just nothing going on rn with the plot and everything they make is such a nothing burger that it's actually getting frustrating😴 call me again when they remember Dale. Games have been shit without him.
Besides that I'm a slave to my brain and rn my brain does not care about RL. It wants to make cute ocs kiss and play Half Life.
Genuinely tho thank u :') glad to hear I made the fanbase fun with my brainworms and Mr. Rabbit obsession. I still love RL and of course my sweet son David will always have a special place in my heart. But UUUUH I'm just so dissatisfied with the way the games are going. Idc about the tabletop, idc about underground blossom, I don't think I cared about a single thing they made truly after Paradox. I liked the white door maybe but that's about it.
#asks!#fandom: rusty lake#maybe the fanbase is just fine and the games are getting boring Anon#which is what happens when something drags for too long#without purpose#everything RL has made lately feels like filler#they just dont wanna progress the plot#and i wont be here waiting forever so
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What is the purpose of life? I've been thinking a lot about it and my life doesn't have much purpose. I don't know how to get purpose.
I want to live but I don't know where i'm going or what I am meant to be doing. These days I simply wake up, go to work, and maybe clean home then lay in bed wonder what the point is. I've been alone far too long.
And I feel like if passed today that it wouldn't make much difference. Life's would go on, honestly my husband could probably find someone worth something. Sure people would miss me but would they feel that someone was missing from their life no, not really.
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hello mr meshi... would you happen to have that one comic of mithrun straight up murdering someone with his teleportation magic?
Good times
Edit: he didn't actually murder him guys this was a teleportation accident

#ask#mithrun#misyl#daydream hour#dungeon meshi#teleportation#teleportation magic#one time i post this without the “teleportation accidents can happen to anyone” disclaimer and people assume he did it on purpose
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I think the funniest thing you could do to the "give me liberty or give me universal omnicide!" guy who tried & failed to conquer Earth is stick him in group therapy with the guy who successfully conquered & tyrannically oppressed earth for thousands of years.
A few weeks ago in one of my servers we got asked "what other villains do you think could hold their own against Bill in a fight?" and then "what other characters do you think would get sent to Theraprism?" at almost the same time and I haven't been able to stop thinking about subjecting Bill & Aku to each other since.
I think they'd hate each other's guts.
#(someone in one of my servers: *asks an innocent question*)#(my brain without further prompting or permission: 'it is time to hyperfixate on aku. we're on samurai jack lockdown for the next month.')#bill cipher#gravity falls#theraprism#the book of bill#samurai jack#aku#fanart#my art#('op you closed aku's robe on the wrong side' no i didn't. he is literally dead. he's wearing it like a dead person. i did that on PURPOSE)
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#the Nowhere Man who waits and the God of Stories who watches
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki spoilers#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#owenwilsonedit#marvel#dianagifs#😩😭#what... in the most tragic of romances did i just witness#gotta rewatch tomorrow but cannot BELIEVE how okay i am with everything atm???#their story clearly isn't done their burden is obviously going on without each other and they exist fundamentally connected#they've lost everything but being able to see mobius every step of the way is enough for loki to make the sacrifice#and mobius left for his timeline with no other purpose than to make sure loki could do just that#now they're lost without each other?? the only thing mobius can do is exist for a moment in loki's creation i'm UNWELL#god this is the star crossed angst that's gonna keep me going for the rest of my LIFE they're my everything#loki s2 spoilers
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You'd think after getting your dear daycare attendant out of the Pizzaplex you would live happily ever after, hm?
look who changed their mind to post the whole thing together oops
#my art#moondrop#fnaf moondrop#fnaf moon#moondrop fnaf#moon fnaf#moon x reader#moondrop x reader#as much as they hate being treated this way#you matter more#they are already happier than before#because you're here. close#they wish you could be happier‚ too#while you can't understand how someone is so willing to give up their personhood#you refuse to understand. refuse to let it go. they deserve so much better#and after you're gone#spending your life fighting for your loved ones#they get passed into different hands#from home to home#like properly you didn't want them to be#but they couldn't leave the work of your whole life to go to waste#and now? that it's finally done?#what can they even do?#They wouldn't even know what to do with themselves after the law is in place#because they didn't do it for themselves to begin with#you wanted then to live like people after you pass. how unfortunate#but what is properly without an owner if not a person without a sense of purpose?#long post
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In his new room - in his new house - Jason searches up for a circus performances and stares at them for hours. First, he watches at them mindlessly, unconsciously curious, and then, he starts to take notes.
He is a street kid, and everything about him screams of that. So, he is nowhere near the grace of these performers on the screen. His arms are not that strong, too, but he is agile, and his legs are much stronger - he can think of something.
He can be just as good as the boy he is replacing.
It is not like someone tells him to match Richard Grayson, and it is not like someone admits that Jason is here to replace the first Wonder Boy, but Jason heard Bruce's conversation with Dick earlier. It was meant not for his ears, but it doesn't matter now.
"So, now what, you exile me, and bring a boy to replace me?!"
Jason is not mad. All of it ‐ adoption papers, the manor, the school - is much more than he ever thought he would get in his life. Being replacement doesn't sound as bad anyway; especially, if his brother is so cool.
So, he makes notes on circus performances and slightly chopes his hair. They are much curlier than Dick's - he has more of a wavy ones, and the only ever look that way, when they get long; his childhood photos with short hair looks too straight - but the cut does its magic.
The next day, Bruce compliments his hair absentmindedly and is positively surprised by his new moves on the patrol, asking where he learnt it from. Jason lies about not remembering, but his cheeks are flashed, and his smile is all about teeth. He can't wait to show it to Dick once they finally get on a mission together.
Expect, when they do, Dick just nods and mutters a light-hearted "good job" before leaving to talk with his team. And Jason knows Dick doesn't want to be mean - he gets it; no one feels good about having a replacement, especially the one that seems so cheap in comparison - but he still cries that night in his pillow, feeling himself a little kid, even if he isn't one. Even if he never was.
Jason wonders if his own replacement would make him understand Dick.
But Jason never gets replaced.
No matter the taunting voice of the Lazarus Pit in the back of his head - that sometimes sounds suspiciously like Talia's; you remain unavenged and replaced - and his own intrusive thoughts that spiral in uneven lines, Jason doesn't think Tim was ever meant to be his replacement. Being replaced means to match the person that was meant to be left behind. And no one asked Tim to be like Jason.
If anything, memory of Jason was thrown under the rag, hidden and locked securely in heads of those who survived. And if they brought Jason up, then it was always an example of what Robin shouldn't do: run away, disobey, and allow emotions to consume you. So, not much of an exemplary original. More like an opposite.
Jason feels an urge to explain that to Tim once; when they sit together on the rooftop, almost like a proper family, instead of broken pieces of someone's idea of a one.
'You could never replace me,' he says, and the instant it leaves his mouth, he knows it came out wrong.
Tim rolls his eyes.
'Yeah, dude. Whatever.'
'No, I mean—' He grits his teeth, scrapping slightly the back of his hand. 'I mean... You could never replace me, because... Because you were always better.'
Tim freezes. His big blue eyes shift in something more confused, and it is almost as if he is not sure how he needs to react — to protest? To agree? To thank him?
Jason doesn't know what to do, too.
He wants to say: it is easy as that, babybird. They wanted to have someone who would have nothing in common with me — someone who could help them to forget about my existence, about the existence of the failed Robin.
But he can't make himself speak again. And he is not sure he wants to stay any longer to hear Tin manging to put his thoughts in the words; he is better than him at this, too, and he almost always sounds convincing.
So, he leaves.
In his room - in the building he owns now - he ruffles his outgrown hair, fluffs up the white streak, and passes by his only remaining photo with Bruce in the frame, on the shelf under the stolen tire.
He still does this semi-circus move in his fights - almost frozen in the air, with his back arched - but he doesn't expect anyone to compliment him anymore.
#and then Dick unconsciously whistles once at that move and tells him that it looks great (he doesn't remember Jaybin doing it before)#Jason just shrugs — he is not that kid anymore#also Jason doesn’t call Tim Replacement to his FACE in canon he only thinks of it once or twice#and I genuinely don't think he considers him to be a replacement as for himself (just a new Robin if you know what I mean)#do I think Bruce took Jason to replace Dick? absolutely not#do I also think that he failed to make sure that Jason knows it?#...yeah. maybe#so maybe Jason wasn't meant to be a replacement (just son) but he didn’t know that#because honestly why would Jason believe that someone picked up him from the streets without a strict purpose?#am i rambling? yeah lol#jason todd#red hood#dcu comics#dc universe#dcu#batman#bruce wayne#batfamily#batfam#dick grayson#tim drake
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[coughing up blood] oeughf…w..wind, w. Windtsr . Windstream…s.save m. Save me. Wind. Windstreaoughrgggrgrggr51şç]€[£^2[1{£|
#no i didn’t forget windblades eyebrows i didn’t draw them on purpose she looks better without them BYE#slipstream can keep her gigantious fuckass caterpillar eyebrows though#i wasnt gonna finish the first drawing at ALL but then the power of transformers yuri came over me. something just happened.#windstream#windblade#slipstream#transformers#maccadams#cyberverse#transformers cyberverse#windblade transformers#slipstream transformers#slipstream x windblade#windblade x slipstream#tf cyberverse#tf cv#transformers cv#cyberverse slipstream#slipstream cyberverse#cyberverse windblade#windblade cyberverse#transformers yuri#WHY IS THAT NOTA TAG LMFAOAOAOEOOWOWAOE#hashtagggg yuriiiii AHHHHH#tf slipstream#tf windblade#transformers fanart#transformers art#transformers ships#maccadam
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First day of college after move-in, and one of my suitemates also loves good omens :D (despite, according to her, not looking like someone who would....what does that mean....my mind is inventing implications but I don't really know.... 🤔)
Anyway I had a really bad move-in with a lot of excessive anxiety and really bad self feelings, but today I actually met my suitemates and I'm starting to feel hopeful :))
#college#freshman year#university#happy for no reason#for reasons really#but also just happy to be existing#without purpose#just being#which is rare#happy
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if you've ever played a game where """choices matter""" and weren't exactly taken with the one (1) different line of dialogue you got--scarlet hollow.
if you've ever lied to a character or went against your character's principles or wrecked a pottery shop just to see what would happen, and were disappointed when nothing did--scarlet hollow.
if the first time you got arrested for ransacking a random house in fable you hooted in surprise and delight--scarlet hollow.
if you liked disco elysium literally at all even a little bit, SCARLET. HOLLOW.
also play slay the princess if you haven't and it's not too violent for you (tw for gore and death and body horror, all of which is usually impermanent in case that has an effect on what bothers you like it does for me)
#scarlet hollow#slay the princess#both are scary in their own ways also but there aren't what i would call 'jumpscares'#the atmosphere is too good to rely on those and there's shocking imagery but it's not without purpose#plus much of the horror in both cases is tempered by comedy in a way i consider very skillful#regardless it's a vn so you're always in control#and as a weenie i find this very reassuring
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Harmony Syndrome Part 5/5
The last chapter of my mlp infection AU! Thank you to everyone who followed along. Some final thoughts on my twitter @cracklewink if anyone's interested : )
#mlp#my little pony#mlp infection au#mlp infection#twilight sparkle#Sorry for leaving the ending open ended but I genuinely couldnt decide on just one way for things to turn out and I liked the idea of#leaving it open the most#in my mind sunset's final message is like we found a recording from the later days of the infection and we dont know what happened in the#end because the recordings stopped/ended#In any case I think they were able to put twilight and the others to rest#but who knows who survived the “final battle” and who didnt#also yes Twilight created harmony syndrome but not on purpose lol#it was the result of her botched attempt to create a spell that makes ponies immortal#obviously it backfired lol#and the irony is that twilight ends up dying before any of her friends#if they didnt want me writing my little pony horse tragedy they shouldnt have left mlpfim off on the note that all of twilight's friends#were growing old without her#ending thats been haunting me for five years#if anyones seeing this this is an open au btw so feel free to adopt any of the ideas if you like! : )#tw thanatophobia#thanatophobia
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From:
To:
And finally to:
I love them, okay.
#Dragon Age#DATV#Dragon Age: The Veilguard#Veilguard#Lucanis Dellamorte#Taash#I love a lot about these banters#they're really funny and cute#Lucanis cusses in Antivan#but also I like that he acknowledges that his initial approach was not that great‚ that he should've had more patience and changes it#he explains the purpose of what he was trying to teach them#instead of making them rehearse something over and over without a proper understanding of it#and instead of pushing them to do it exactly the way he does it he figures out a way that is more intuitive to them#and Taash is a really good sport about it all and I like their enthusiasm
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useful diagram
#sorry i drew him again. oops#art#digital art#slay the princess#stp#the long quiet#stp the long quiet#stp long quiet#yues i drew him goofy and then used transformation tool on purpose. get stretched idiot#i do have the original Not Stretched & Blurred To Hell Drawing but. probably not putting here. a little mid without the gimmick if u ask me
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i'll keep putting him in gacha games until I'm paid for my silence. this is a threat
#danny phantom#arknights#every day i wake up and choose to draw things that appeal to a max audience of 2 people#i almost had a sarkaz moment and gave him horns before i remembered silly crossover shenanigans are a thing in AK anyway#i found it much funnier to think he was dropped into an apocalyptic wasteland and#listen i know he's nearly dissected by his parents like 3 times a week but this boy hasn't gone without baja blast and doritos since 1995#danny will crowdfund a denny's for the sole purpose of fighting phantom for codename rights#he will lose#zilly art#no one saw me upload the wrong version of this
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I accidentally made a bowl you can't set down looollllll....
I love it but my mind boggles at how it even exists
#ceramics#my art#i can't even use it#cause putting it on the side of the shelf is too risky#i might break the droplet#FYI i did over apply glaze on purpose for a thick melted look but no way i would have EVER dreamed of a drip like this#especially considering it would have normally hit the kiln shelf#it must havebeen placed at the edge of a shelf#without my instruction or consideration#i didn't load the shelf so it is truly unintended and wild it happened#and that it dripped right on the side that was on the edge too wtf
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