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sircarolyn · 2 years
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I posted 1,878 times in 2022
152 posts created (8%)
1,726 posts reblogged (92%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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@stoppablethetramstory
I tagged 1,869 of my posts in 2022
#dw - 636 posts
#whatnot - 382 posts
#gallifrey - 163 posts
#cabin pressure - 158 posts
#dw spoilers - 118 posts
#x files - 67 posts
#quiz - 66 posts
#i got an asking - 57 posts
#lucy listens to bf - 33 posts
#gallifrey spoilers - 30 posts
Longest Tag: 130 characters
#between the lipstick on the head and tossing apples and saving the day and gerti's staying with me so up yours baldy! 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
wishlist for gallifrey war room:
leela gets to be angry - like properly, deeply angry
leela gets to actually have a chance to show some grief for veega everyone she’s lost recently
leela and rayo episode!!!
leela meeting eris in top secret to work with the resistance
narvin.....
leela finding a way to get into the matrix so the way we get romana back is not physically, but as leela’s really annoying siri-type thing, so romana can appear as like an interface and chip in suggestions but not actually do anything, but this way they can actually talk to each other and not be as lonely.....
50 notes - Posted March 28, 2022
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ACE AND TEGAN AND KATE AND ACE AND TEGAN AND KATE AND ACE AND TEGAN AND KATE AND
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i’m genuinely interested and also quite petty, so could people please reblog this with their most controversial doctor who opinion? the more niche and likely to get you slapped by the masses, the better (but preferably, without actually fighting about it)
i’ll start: talons of weng chiang is a boring episode actually, and jago and litefoot are vastly overrated
73 notes - Posted January 8, 2022
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‘leela hasn’t been the wild savage of whatever childhood stories you may have heard for a very long time. that is, if she ever was to begin with’ YELLING there is so much to unpack here but mostly just the general i love you
79 notes - Posted August 23, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
you know the other thing i love about carolyn so much? she's never made to change. like she does change and it's good! but she's never forced to become soft by the narrative - she's allowed to still be mean and grumpy!! she's allowed to care about the others in her own way and her own way is so wonderful and i love her
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bruh-changbin · 2 years
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pairing: school paper editor! seungmin x afab reader
genre: fluff + smut (minors dni)
warnings: piv, unprotected sex (be safe), semi-public sex, brief mention of masturbation (m and f), brief mention of oral (f receiving), lots of kissy kissy, uhhhh i think that's it?
word count: 2k
a/n: this is... kind of a random scenario but i think i fw it haha. pls appreciate this little baby seungmin fic because a) i haven't written for him or skz in forever, and b) i'm working on some larger fics that i will share in the near future. as always i would love love love to hear your thoughts 😸 also I promise I don’t think all english students are pretentious I was just playing it up for the fic ok bye
photos not mine, credit to original owners (retrieved from pinterest)
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when you first lay eyes on seungmin he looks as if he’s the human embodiment of scholarly.
black wire-rimmed glasses hanging off of his nose, a light grey hoodie donning the name of your university across the chest, brows slightly furrowed as he scans the desktop screen in front of him. he looks cute.
you’ve never been one to read the school paper (who does?). but felix wanted to check out the ads posted in the job section so he asked you to pick up a copy for him while he was in his afternoon lecture. 
you’re a good friend, so you fulfil his request.
you’ve always found people involved with english-based extracurriculars to be, well, pretentious. more often than not they’re snooty rich kids who only use messenger bags and think they’re better than everyone because they know what words like malapropism and valetudinarian mean. see, pretentious. 
ergo, you’re less than excited for your venture to the school paper office. but a promise is a promise (and felix vowed to buy you starbucks if you did this for him), so you follow the directions felix gave you to get to your destination.
when you first step into the office space, you’re somewhat taken aback. it’s much more… homey than you imagined. the walls, painted a welcoming shade of fern green, are accompanied by thick armchairs lining the interior and a bamboo welcome mat you wipe your shoes on. a salt lamp casts a warm, pinky-orange glow from where it’s plugged in in the corner. but the real treasure is the cute, puppy-looking boy sitting behind the front desk. 
he looks nice.
virtuous.
innocent.
the kind of boy who’s coffee-toned bambi eyes are the epitome of sinless, who’s nice white teeth only reflect purity, who’s skin is so devoid of imperfections it looks like glass.
“excuse me, can i get a copy of the school paper?” you stutter out embarrassingly, feeling as if this is your first time operating your mouth, tongue and lips to form coherent sounds and syllables.
the boy behind the desk gives you a look that’s a mix of confusion and annoyance before glancing to his left. only then do you notice the painfully obvious display shelf donning stacks upon stacks of this week's issue, an obnoxiously colourful sign reading ‘school paper: grab a copy!’ plastered to the wall above really rubbing in your lack of situational awareness.
“they’re fresh off the press,” seungmin mumbles before going back to whatever it is he’s doing on the computer in front of him.
you nod even though his focus isn’t on you anymore before grabbing a copy of the paper for felix and heading back the way you came. when your sweaty palm comes into contact with the cold, metal handle of the door it shocks the sense back into you. you decide that no, you are not about to give up on this angelical boy just yet before spinning on your heel and spewing whatever thought pops into your head first.
“you smell like bergamot… what perfume do you use?”
he seems taken aback by your sudden questioning, his soft eyes widening just a smidge before he responds, “it’s uh, classic by clean reserve.”
“it smells nice.”
“yea, i like it.”
“i’m y/n.”
“seungmin.” 
he sticks out a hand for you to shake. weird, not many people in your age demographic shake hands when they introduce themselves. but the way he stuck his arm out with restrained enthusiasm is endearing and you grasp his hand in yours. his fingers are long and dainty while his palm radiates warmth; he shakes your hand twice before letting go.
“what’s your major, seungmin?”
“business.”
“business?”
“yep, you?”
“environmental science.”
“nice.” he sounds genuine, “so are you gonna save the world?”
“i’ll start with saving my grades, then we’ll see about the world.”
he laughs at this. the apples of his cheeks puff up ever so slightly to resemble mochi, his baby pink lips curling upwards to reveal a set of straight teeth, perfected by the wires and brackets that are glued to them. braces suit him well.
you vow to yourself that this won’t be the last time you see him.
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the first time you’re in seungmin’s bedroom your innocent perception of him is skewed.
he invited you over because he wanted to start watching breaking bad, a show that you, on many occasions, have raved about to no end. 
his room is spotless, a level of clean that you’ve never seen a 20-something year old guy execute. which is why your eyes are immediately drawn to the small corner of paper sticking out from under seungmin’s bed. with the rest of his room being so perfect, this small discrepancy sticks out like a sore thumb.
when seungmin head’s downstairs to do god knows what, you grab the paper from underneath his bed and gasp when you find yourself face to face with a playboy magazine. pages upon pages, some with small tears or doggy-ear bookmarks, filled with women showing off their tits in promiscuous poses stare back at you as you flip through the magazine.
heat creeps its way up your neck and when you hear seungmin begin to make his way up the stairs you toss the magazine back under his bed. he gives you a skeptical look when he sees you standing in the middle of his room, fists balled up at your sides with an uneasy expression present on your face, before shrugging, hopping onto his bed and patting the spot beside him to get you to sit down.
despite the show playing in the background, your gaze continues to fall on seungmin’s side profile. 
how can someone so innocent and good be into something so… raunchy? not that liking porn or hentai or whatever it is that gets you going makes you a bad person, it’s just that with seungmin it’s so out of pocket, for lack of a better term.
you try not to imagine seungmin getting himself off on the very bed you're sitting on, one hand holding his tattered playboy and the other gripping his cock. you try not to imagine the hushed whines and groans that would leave his lips in an exhale, ruffling his blonde-streaked bangs in the process. you try not to imagine how he’d bite his puffy bottom lip and throw his head back in ecstasy as he finishes all over his stomach.
you fail.
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over time the innocence you once saw in seungmin wanes with a slew of firsts: the first time you caught him looking at your breasts through your near see-through top; the first time you found your mind drifting to thoughts of him and his fingers and his lips when you were touching yourself; the first time you made out with him in the back of felix’s corolla when he and changbin ran into the convenience store to get dorito’s.
if seungmin’s lips were a drug you’d be an addict.
you’ve lost track of how many hours you’ve spent with his tongue down your throat, your face going numb with the feeling of his mouth pressed against yours. he tastes like the spearmint gum he chews around the clock and you feel as if you could drown in his blown out pupils when he stares at you with lust and hunger and desire.
his calloused palms and paper-cut ridden fingertips know your skin as if it’s his own. he’s stronger than he lets on, which you found out the first time he fucked you from behind against his kitchen counter. you still don’t know if the purple and blue splotches that remained on your hips for days after were from his countertop or the grip he had on you.
in some ways he still has some of the virtue you thought he had when you first laid eyes on him.
he’s a people pleaser through and through, and will happily spend hours with his face shoved between your legs tongue-fucking you to orgasm so many times you swear you see god. or, he’ll watch with amusement as you struggle to get yourself off on his cock (which is perfect, by the way). the way he looks at you with something akin to pity when you’re perched on top of him - fat tears rolling down your cheeks because your legs are aching and you can’t be on top anymore but you wanna cum so badly - stirs something inside of you that nothing ever has before.
seungmin’s ability to fuck you so hard you see stars is the perfect juxtaposition to the version of himself he portrays to the outside world. kind, quiet, lenient. a picture perfect boyfriend.
you’d made a pact with yourself to get to know more about what it is he does for the school paper, seeing as that was how the two of you met in the first place.
“what exactly do you do there?” you question him over a slice of cheesecake you’re sharing in a booth at a secluded restaurant.
“i edit, do some admin stuff. you know, the works.” he uses his thumb to swipe a dollop of caramel off of your top lip before sucking on it. you swoon.
“do you want me to show you around the office?” he asks you while pulling on his corduroy jacket that makes him look like a teddy bear.
“what, right now?”
“why not? i’ve got the keys.” he pulls a jumpring holding a multitude of silver and gold keys out of his pocket as if to emphasise his point. 
so you say yes.
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you’ve never been on campus after hours. 
something about strolling through the dark hallways that are normally teeming with students and faculty really gets you on edge. but in a good way, like you’re feeding into the rebellious phase you had as a teen that you thought died out but still exists in some small part of your brain. your thoughts are cut short when seungmin stops to unlock to door to the student paper office and drags you into the place your first met him all that time ago.
seungmin explains how much of newspaper production has gone digital now and shows you the web offset press that’s responsible for printing the many copies of your school’s paper every week. he lets you sit at his desk and shows you how he edits upcoming articles while overseeing practically every aspect of the process. it’s then you realize how much seungmin downplays his contribution to the paper, for if he wasn’t involved as much as much as he is everything would be askew.
when you feel his hands creep their way up your back before stopping at your shoulders you relax into his touch. you’ve known seungmin was in a mood since earlier this evening; it was only a matter of time before he made a move. 
he leaves feathery kisses on your neck and jaw while his hands slip under your top to palm your breasts. even the smallest of touches from him can reduce you to a needy, flustered mess. 
the two of you fooling around in seungmin’s workspace was bound to happen, which is why you follow his lead when he moves you so you’re sitting on his desk, when he slips his hand into your panties, when he kisses you so hard you can’t breathe.
garments are discarded at a leisurely pace and soon enough seungmin has his cock stuffed in your tight pussy and is fucking you on top of his desk. the steady electrical hum from the backup generator isn’t enough to drown out his groans and your sighs of pleasure and the wet sound of your cunt sucking him in with every thrust.
seungmin’s tongue drags across your collar bones as you tangle your fingers in his chocolate brown hair with the toffee streaks in his bangs that you love oh so much. the hair at the nape of his neck becomes slick with sweat as his hips bump and grind against yours in a way that has the ceiling above you transforming into a blanket of stars.
you cry when you cum and pray for this moment to never end, revelling in the warmth of your sweet sweet paper boy’s body pressed against yours.
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kkennzzi · 1 year
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very oddly specific ultrakill headcanon post that nobody will probably care about nor has anyone else ever probably thought about (that i am only makinf for the sole purpose of combining two interests)
BUT. assigning ultrakill characters guitars. hi (guitar names in alt)
also i was like half asleep while writing this
V1 and V2
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i figured itd only be fitting to give v1 a guitar with a flying v shape (haha get it. bc v. and v1 has wings. flying v. im so funny i know), i was debating between that, a warlock, or a gibson explorer but ultimately decided on this one
as for v2, v2 honestly just seems more like a bass than guitar kinda guy idk, i wouldve went with a bass with a flying v shape like v1’s but i couldnt rlly think of any thatd fit well enough so i settled for the warlock :p still cool as hell tho
(also i feel i should mention, there js a candy apple red variant of the guitar i assigned v1 so that could also be another v2 idea idk)
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Mirage
ok i have MULTIPLE for her. bear with me pls
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mirage absolutely seems like a nirvana enjoyer. she’d definitely have a jaguar or mustang, maybe even a jagstang or just in general a kurt cobain guitar of some kind
(either that or a classic black fender strat tbh, basic but still a good and versatile guitar 👍) ((maybe even a tele???? idk either suit her and how id imagine her playing style would be))
out of all the characters she honestly seems the most like someone who would play LMAOOO she either has just one of the previously mentioned guitars or all of them. no inbetween
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Gabriel
ok i think this ones pretty self explanatory but
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yeah. probably an obvious choice but Come On tell me you cant see him absolutely fucking shredding divine intervention on this (also oh my god this is such a fucking gorgeous guitar. need.)
BONUS (funnier option): he’d have a yamaha acoustic and would only know how to play wonderwall and/or the stairway to heaven riff (he gets kicked out of guitar center all the time and has no idea why) /j
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Minos
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i chose an explorer for him mostly bc the shape just gives me minos vibes???? idk??
in all honesty he doesn’t seem much like the type to play guitar, let alone electric, so i mostly chose this one based on looks/vibes bc i have no ideas for him oops (i feel like he’d prefer more classical instruments like violin, piano, etc.)
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Sisyphus
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again i mostly chose these bc of how they look but honestly? i could see him playing these idk im out of things to say girl help
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anyways yea 👍 i hope you enjoyed my silly rambling i migjt do more characters eventually but i dont have ideas rn
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madebyteenagefury · 10 months
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have you made the house md ocs yet?
so, about that!
short answer: yes! yea i have :D
longer answer: yeaaa i did but.. making oc is always tough for me because i never seem to get attached enough to them to keep pushing through and developing them. being the only fan in a fandom where YOU have to create the source material is not really my jam haha. i have much more fun engaging with other peoples oc’s and characters from existing media.
but for you, i’ll commit to making a proper sheet for him. for now, here’s a little (very bare bones) overview of my guy!
introducing Max! he’s 33 (at the time of season one, based on my hopefully correct math of everyone else’s ages.) and an elementary teacher! he exists in the same universe as @privatehousesanatomy ‘s oc kadee. he lives in the same apartment building as her and house, which is how they become friends at first! he does graphic design on the side and while his family helped put him through school for his bachelors in elementary education he’s hoping putting himself through for a masters in graphic design. he comes from an asian background (his family is from the middle east, they immigrated in the late 70’s) and he is bilingual (i love any excuse to use my family’s language in my fandoms, an oc you can project on is the perfect way lol) he loves listening to classical music while he draws, his favorite things to draw are still life and portraits. he is an only child. a little physical description of him; he’s got chase ish length thick black wavy hair (difference between their haircuts is that max’s bangs are longer so they go down to his chin) which he usually pins back, dark brown eyes, an oval face, he’s about 5’10
here are some VERY early, on the fly sketches of him (both when i was in artblock AND i lost my sketchbook for a hot minute hence the lined paper😭double whammy)
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the one on the left, those marks around max’s eye are where i erased glasses many times. originally he was going to have glasses but it’s not been set in stone, idk if i’ll keep them (yes that is wilson, i heavily referenced a @/noahdea.art drawing and ran with it, second one was just me messing around fully pulled out my ass that’s why it looks a lil jank but wtvr)
so yeah that’s kinda all i have of him! thanks for sending in that ask @former-lurker it pushed me to flesh him out just a little more. y’all pls feel free to ask me more about him and just lmk what you think!! this was actually super fun and helps/encourages me to delve into him and his world a bit more each time and who knows maybe this one will finally stick.
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endlessthedestiny · 1 year
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for a long time now ive been thinking about the HS typing quirks and what would the quirks be for sandman characters, so im making this long ass post just to eliminate this from my system
disclaimer: english is not my first language (classic) and if you disagree or have a different headcanon pls share i want to hear (if some may seem ooc my deepest apologies)
Morpheus
Writes in italic.
Bold for emphasis. can also *rarely* use asterisks.
No emoticons, but probably used "*-*" in some conversation with Death.
Normal capitalization and punctuation. If mistype, corrects expressively (ex. "I meant afternoon, sorry.)
If comfortable, uses keyboard smash (ex. "Ahshsnsbj") to laugh.
Death
Doesn't capitalize the beginning of the phrase or utilizes final dot unless she wants to be taken seriously.
Sometimes use the emoticons ":)", ":(", "^_^" only with those she is intimate/trusts. Uses frequently with Delirium.
Emphasis is CAPITALIZED.
When mistypes corrects with *asterisk.
Avoids sending a wall of texts, preferring send small texts to form a big text.
Desire
Italic.
Not severe with capitalization or punctuation. only cares and uses it perfect if wants to be taken seriously.
If sending a big message (+3 lines) ends with a "~ <3", otherwise, only uses "~".
Syllables repetition only to annooooy, with ellipsis at the end. . .
Only emoticon used is ";)"
For emphasis, utilizes *asterisk*.
Also corrects mistypes with *asterisk, and sometimes adds a "oops" or similar at the end.
Despair
Capitalization In Every Word, but the punctuation is perfect.
Bold for the emphasis.
Uses ellipsis in the end of most phrases. . .
Also only send ellipsis if doesn't want to answer.
Rarely mistypes, but if do, doesn't correct.
Destiny
Again, italic.
Capitalization and punctuation perfect.
Doesn't mistype, and corrects the others faster than the person themselves.
Bold for emphasis.
But when angry and wants to be taken more seriously, uses exclamation marks at the end!
Sends empty messages if doesn't want to answer.
Answers in a unbelievable speed. Sometimes send multiple responses almost at once.
If wants to laugh (which RARELY occurs) sends "Ha, ha, haha."
Destruction
ALL CAPS. Inconsistent punctuation.
Double square brackets to [[EMPHASIS]].
Laughs with "OHOHOHO" and similar.
Sometimes uses ":DDD" by influence of Delirium.
When mistypes, very rarely corrects, and corrects expressively (ex. "I MEANT TOMORROW").
Delirium
wRiTES cApITaLiZiNg RAndOmly. punctuation.. it's complicated. she knows how to use question marks that's much I guess
She starts every phrase (when she remembers) with "@ - - >"
For emphasis, she alternates between ****ASTERISKS****, (((TRIPLE PARENTHESIS))), bold and FULL CAPS.
When more controlled, she capitalizes less (ex. "iTs Me."). But the more she is angry or ansious, the harder becomes to understand what she's saying (she replaces some letters with random symbols, keyboard smashes mid phrase etc).
She uses every type of emoticon possible. But her favorites apparently are ":D" and "@__@". Kaomojis are rarely used.
Sometimes Barnabas translates what she's saying. (Ex. Del: "@ - - > iM sOOOoOooy hApPPY!!!! ajahshshhshd". Barbanas: "She said I'm so happy.")
Laughs with keyboard smash, the longer the funnier.
When she mistypes, she doesn't correct. Also dislikes when someone excessively corrects her.
okay now some extras, I didn't think much about them so yea
Lucifer
When he mistypes, he corrects himself as fast as he can. But Destiny always corrects his mistypes first and faster which pisses him off. But Lucifer also corrects the people when they mistype to annoy or simply to correct.
Sometimes simply answers "A" or "K".
Also laughs with "Hah". Already laughed with ))) at some point.
Corinthian
He uses ";)" and "B)".
Begins the phrases with < less than and finishes with greater than >
Hob
When sending a long text, finishes with "~ H."
The one who said that Morpheus is the "*-*" emoticon, and insists in using it with him.
okay im tired, if anything I will edit this post or simply reblog with additions. also now im feeling guilty of tagging cori and hob but whatever
thank you if you read allat
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angelsdean · 1 year
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home always feels like an episode they should have waited a season or two to do to me, when the mythology and characters were a little more lived it. I don't know if this makes sense, but i think in any other season, or even this season in the backhalf, this set up would have lent itself to a classic Dean Studies episode, and it feels weird that once we're actually in the house, we're actually seeing Mary, we totally pull back on Dean. Honestly, outside of the phone call to John, he's very sidelined despite this being an easy set up to explore backstory for him as the only character there who has a memory of the fire. And even Sam as the POV character falls flat not because there isn't interesting tension there, it could have worked! but because it's so heavy unfolding the psychic plot point and it's clear that that's more important to the episode than the family mythology. It just feels like you could take the bones of the episode, drop into season 3, and get something that looks completely different. (You said this much more eloquently re: the narrative, but I'm on s2 of my own rewatch and i keep thinking about this, haha).
hii sorry i didn't answer this sooner, but yea that's def how i felt rewatching it like, it just feels like it comes too soon for it to really *do* anything. we haven't yet really felt the haunting absence of mary. their main plot focuses rn are 1.) finding john (and in conjunction w/ that, finding and killing azazel) and 2.) literally just starting in this ep, sam's psychic visions. the whole concept of going back home and being confronted w/ their mother's literal ghost who recognizes and can talk to them is a HUGE thing that deserved to be the main focus, not a footnote in an ep trying to introduce a major plot element, sam's visions.
literally like you said, there's IS tension from sam's POV but they just don't go anywhere with it, since the focus is more on his psychic visions. like the scene w/ sam and mary could've been so much more. and if this came later in the season, or even a few seasons later, mary's "i'm sorry" to sam would've held more weight and packed a punch bc she feels responsible for what's happened to sam !!! for the deal w/ azazel and causing sam to be infected w/ demon blood. but sitting in the 9th episode of s1 where we still barely know anything it just falls flat and feels like she's just apologizing for what? dying? of course we have the gift of knowing everything to come later, but i'm trying to put myself in the shoes of the 2005 audience. what would they have thought she was apologizing for? like up until s4 that audience doesn't even know about mary being a hunter or her deal. so like, for those early years, it would just seem like she was apologizing for i guess not getting to sam fast enough to stop azazel and for dying ??
but yea anyways i feel like dean should've been the central character for an episode like this and we already know mary's death was traumatic for him. he tells lucas in 1x03 how he stopped talking after mary died. he tells lucas he's scared all the time but tries his best to be brave bc he thinks it's what his mom would've wanted. mary is such a central figure in dean's life and memories and is thee anchor to the myth of the "perfect family" that never was that dean is constantly yearning for and why family is so important to him. also comments like dean saying he always wanted to be a firefighter when he was a kid reveal a lot abt how much the fire affected him and fueled his desire to save people. and then in 1x09 Home itself, we see dean go in to save the blonde mom while he tells sam to save the kids which is interesting bc in 1x03 dean immediately goes for the kid and lets sam save the mom. so, it feels like subconsciously there's something there with dean and his desire to save mary. and this would've been a great episode to explore that trauma and guilt he has for not being able to save her (and god it's so irrational and he must know it, he was literally 4 yrs old what could he have done !!!) but still.
anyways this is getting long but yea i think at the very least, home should've come later in the season and not have to share the plot w/ introducing sam's psychic powers. there's just SO much they could've done with the whole concept of going back home and seeing mary's ghost. i wanted them to feel haunted !!!! haunted by home and the myth of mary !!!!!
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kquil · 1 year
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Hello!! Can I have a 🧁? Thnx!
Soo I haven't done this in a while, lol..
I'm shortish at 163cm, curvy and have long auburn curls and amber eyes. You could say I'm a bit cute, but I'm very insecure about my weight, so yeah. Gods this sounds a bit like My Immortal. Moving on.
I'm an extroverted introvert? Like I prefer being alone, but can enjoy good company every once in a while, and sometimes you'd think I like the sound of my own voice a bit too much? I'm all about knowledge and loveeee socio-economic politics etc. I'm a bit stuck up like that I suppose, kinda snobbish tbh. What can I say, I like good quality stuff, like not cheap and think and awfully stitched synthetic fabrics, it doesn't have to be bloody 100% hand spun and made alpaca wool, but cmon, yk? I grew up with a very strict the-curtains-are-never-just-blue kind of mother (french and flute and ballet, and learning the savoir-vivre front-to-back, the whole she-bang, you know the drill). I'm like her more than I'd like to admit, in more ways than one.
I'm a very autonomous person, and hatehatehate depending on others even for the simplest things. I have a lot of patience usually, but improper behaviour and lack of manners will get a rise out of em pretty quickly. I'm a cat person too.
When it comes to PDA, not a fan. I'm shy when it comes to intimacy, but also think it kinda improper.
Love books, hate how most ppl teach stuff- you could call me an independent researcher at soul, but have quite a bit of biases. (Eg, with barely knowing anything about evolutionary psychology, I essentially called it a useless waste to my mentor the other day. I think my exact words were "it seems a bit far fetched to be truthful")
Yea, did I mention I use a lot of brittishisms? I'm not even a brit, English is my second language, idk what the deal is with that.
Also I'm a slytherin, if that wasn't obvious so far. When i first took a test and it said so, I retook it feeding it the proper answers to make me a raven, because, and I quote, "being ambitious is just being smart about how you wanna live your life". Yeah. Still stand by that statement, just have rejected the hp canon and jkr as a whole in the meantime (her horrid ideas too).
I drink my tea an dmy coffee strong and with no sugar nor milk. I love books, and bodies of water (esp the sea!!!), and thunderstorms and greenery. Also ostentatious rose gardens and glass and wrought iron greenhouses and glass domes on indoor gardens etc. Yes, I have my dream mansion sketched out for when I'm rich ever since I was 9ish. I'll just say I need to be filthy rich because it includes a private groove AND lake. I think the word you're searching for by now is "delusional"
I'm a stereotypical Slytherin I think. Even my all-time fave music genre is a tie between classical and jazz (though I do love rock and punk too)
This is getting too long, so I hope it's enough! Thanks in advance!!!
PS I have two names, the first of which is horrid, but means Sapphire One, and I go by my second, Alexandra. Much too ostentatious to have both of these, I know, but I quite like "Alexandra".
wow! truly a slytherin through and through haha! thank you so much for requesting darling, im sorry it took so long for me to deliver on and i don't know if this is up to your standards but i did my best!
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I ship you with sirius black 
i. in actuality, you two started off as enemies and eventually became lovers, growing up together since young from very prominent slytherin families only to be sorted in rival houses instead. it didn’t take until 6th year for the two of you to blossom a romance with each other, it was after reaching an understanding of each other’s personal difficulties growing up that the two of you grew close, slowly growing closer until you made it official. sirius became the person to balance you out and him, you. you both learned to be better people through each other. 
ii. sirius loved how independent you were but also loved getting a rise out of you by being annoying, he loved getting your attention through that, knowing that you loved him too much to really sink your teeth into him, unlike the unlucky people he’s seen get a tongue lashing from you — he is not envious of them. he likes knowing that he can get away with things around you whereas other couldn’t, it made him feel special and, although you knew what he was up to, you always indulged him anyway. one thing you loved about him was that he made you feel so confident and loved, to the point where the insecurities you had of your body and appearance just disappeared because he loved everything about you, every good point, every star quality, every flaw…he loved those about you the best. 
iii. he’s the one who slowly eases you into soft PDA, he knows you aren’t going to be the type to make out in front of people or sit in his lap blatantly when in a group setting but he wants to always be holding your hand or have his hand on your waist or play with your beautiful auburn hair. he loves whispering his admiration for you into your ear when you least expect it as well, some times he’d speak it in french just to add that additional touch of romance to it. 
iv. he understands your love for ostentatious things, the two of you are common in that regard. and, being someone who took pride in everything he did, he was sure to shower you in all the opulence you were willing to receive. at some point in your relationship, he had acquired the perfect balance of gift giving to keep things special between you two without it being too in-the-face of others. he would take you on these really grand dates, get-aways, if you will, where the two of you indulge in all your favourite things as well as his, sharing and making memories together. He wants you to always be surrounded by beauty, because that’s what you deserve and you appreciate him so much for it. 
v. he knows how to make you your tea and coffee and you know how to make his, he knows what books you like to read and the music you enjoy and you know the same for him — the two of you are equal in that you share your interests and act on them for each other. in the beginning, you felt as though your ideal life one day were just delusions but he promises and made those delusions a reality for you. he loved that you knew exactly what you wanted and he delivered on every wish as best he could because he would do anything for his princess
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1K MILESTONE EVENT : CLOSED | NAVI.
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sparklingpax · 2 years
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Hi! You know, I'm here to thank you. Thanks for the content and searching for a lot of details on Super-God Masterforce! Honestly, I consider it one of the best works on transformers, and it's very nice to see people who share a love for this anime. I hope someday it will be appreciated as a classic of transformers, as it deserves. And it seems that we are on the way to that. I want to say that there is another person on this planet Earth who loves Super-God Masterforce, and is not so alone in this! I hope this thought warms you up a little! (I apologize for the mistakes, I use a translator)
HI THERE UMMM
First, let me apologize profusely for the fact that I took.....way too long to finally answer this, but it was only because I wanted to wait until I had a moment to sit down and write a thoughtful response to this >//<’’
(Also don’t worry about the translator, your message is clear and all :3 I’m going to apologize in advance just in case I have any typos in my response, as I tend to get lost in my own writing quite often haha ^^’’)
Getting this ask genuinely made my day, you are the nicest human being waaa 😭💙💕✨ thank you so much!!! And I'm glad too that there's yet another person who likes Masterforce out there!! >w< Like, there's so few of us, but we are strong, and we are growing!!! hehe >:3 I will continue doing what I can to generate content for everyone to enjoy ^w^
OMG AND YEA!! MASTERFORCE IS INDEED A CLASSIC AND DESERVES SO MUCH MORE LOVE THAN IT GETS??? Lowkey I feel like a lot of tf fans just write it off as "the strange one with lots of humans" or deadass forget about/have no idea of its existence and I just??? Like it makes me so sad and even maybe juuuust a little irked ;w; literally people are out there acting like some tf characters came from the comics and not from this series for example.....*lies on the floor and sobs*
But I will hold onto hope that someday, more people come to appreciate this series and hold it in higher regard. It's got great writing, cool designs (and in the episodes where the animation was on-point, really good visuals), a banger OST (insert songs of course included~), great characters who mostly receive a lot of development throughout the series, really interesting concepts that I wish were used more often in TF media, and just....the vibe of the whole show is so good 😩💗👏 I have so much appreciation in general for all the installments of the Japanese branch of G1, but I feel like Masterforce was just the best mix of everything that can be seen in other series 😎
So anyways, even if I am slow with my art and writing and everything, I will probably never stop making content for Masterforce, writing random ramble-y things about details of the canon lore I think are cool!! And I am honored you found my account and enjoyed it as much!
Apologies once again for being so late with this (😳🙏) but thank you so much for this ask 🥺🥰
I've kept it in mind on days where my personal life has been going badly (which is a lot lately qwq) and I start feeling bad about a lot of things, including stuff regarding my social media/art/etc--at those times I reminded myself that there are people out there who get me when I talk about Masterforce--and I smile and feel a bit better.
So ye! Sorry this is a bit long!! Here's a little doodle I made, to hopefully make up for the wait ^^'' sorry it's a bit rough 😳 but, it's the whole Autobot gang (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)💙
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Have a nice day/evening also!!! :D
-Kuni 💖
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salt-volk · 2 years
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hopefully this can get through since its a different take & not just more complaining about the same, though i get it if its deleted bc we wanna get off this topic but: i thought the shitpost asks werent just lolz random humour? i read them as adjacent to satire, mocking that on a blog like this anyone can say anything with no proof.
the whole wave of anji shitposts first started after someone non ironically sent an ask about going to uni with anji which folks were questioning/asking for evidence bc anons can say anything & dont have to back it up. maybe some others eventually turned it into a "lolz random" thing with the asks about eating underwear or w/e, but i thought the initial group of anji shitposts were more intended to be humorous not from being "random", but from poking fun at how you can lie about anything online, like “yea i went to class with anji too”, inventing increasingly outrageous scenarios that can be presented as fact though theyre obv not. 
not all were funny ofc, but i did at least get where they came from as a "mocking the idea that anything submitted to a salt blog w/o proof should ever be taken seriously" perspective, or typical "people will lie about anything on the internet" jokes akin to classic fake tumblr posts like the down with cis bus or oppa homeless style.
then those few that referenced npcs as if they were real people, i saw as just creatively expanding on the premise like what if instead of the blog just covering drama between users of dv it included interpersonal drama of npcs as well as if it were a gossip tabloid reporting from inworld dv, doing the same ironic outrageous scenarios but with characters instead, which is more of a genuine premise to me than just mindless lolz random.
really i think we all interpret humour differently & its valid to find it all a tad silly, but i also disagree that all of it was just try hard mid2000s xD humour. they would seem that way w/o context, but given the background like when asks were first sent, what they were in response to, i guess i interpreted them differently as a mocking commentary of online culture & how easy it is to speculate about anything when everyones anonymous (aside from the few that were just folks jumping on bandwagon with weird pee & stuff ofc).
context is also easily lost online as things arent presented neatly back to back always so it makes sense that if some folks are viewing the jokes w/o the background, it would indeed seem quite random to them, or theyd come in feeling like they dont "get it". even beyond folks having different senses of humour, its also a matter of original intent being unclear bc of context loss, plus others coming in on the joke when they didnt fully get the premise either.
or thats at least my analysis of how the anji shitpost asks became a mild topic of debate, when weve had many shitposts previously that didnt cause such a stir & what the original intentions or interpretations might have been. 
theres also maybe something to be said about culture here & how folk view the aim of the blog differently. some see it as a serious space to air grievances, vent, commiserate, a “salt only” area they come to to engage in a specific type of emotion, while others may see it as lighthearted popcorn entertainment drama discussion zone with space to go off topic & fool about so long as it relates to dv. the camp you fall in on that may also affect how you see jokes in the space. but anyhow, thats too much extra to get into haha.
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troublemaker
― dancer youtubers!lee heeseung x gn!dance major!reader
sparks fly when the top two dancers on youtube collab!
genre: slow-burn fluff, s2l
wc: 3.9k (omg i'm sorry) + 2 twitter pics
warnings: probably some wrong dance terminology, slightly suggestive (the dance is just 😳), short timeskip, it's cheesy please bear with me
part of my youtuber enhypen series, the fifth upload! feel free to read on its own~ ♞──────────────────────────♞
you finish off your last move with your arms wide open, your chest heaving up and down from lack of breath. smiling nevertheless, you know you absolutely love the feeling of getting your breath taken away after dancing because you know it meant you did your best. you walk towards the camera lens and peek at the comments through your open laptop.
"did you all enjoy that?" you ask breathlessly grinning. the flooding comments are filled with compliments from your cover of nct u's boss. however, one comment, in particular, caught your eye as others seemed to reply to it.
heeseung ✔ 2s ago wow that was amazing do you wanna do a collab sometime? 😊
line break insurance you've failed me 5x already
your eyes widen as you let out a gasp. "is that the lee heeseung?" you accidentally say out loud. you wince at the realization of your mistake. the comments are both praising you for your success in getting noticed by the other top dancer on youtuber and relating to your remark.
heeseung ✔ 3s ago haha yes it's me dm me if you want to hear more about it 🤍
"oh wow... this is really cool..." you state before blinking to get you out of your stupor. "well everyone, that's going to be all for y/n's motion of dance today! thank you so much for tuning in, love you!"
you wave goodbye for a few more moments and then shut off the broadcast, closing your laptop as soon as you do. you blink twice and suddenly let out a scream.
you stop with a gasp and cover your mouth with your hands because you cannot believe you forgot that your dance studio isn't the most soundproof of places. "sorry, other dance students..." you whisper to them but more for yourself.
taking a look around your escape, your passion, you can't believe you've made it to where you are, being praised as one of the top dancers on such a vast social media platform like youtube. if anything, you guess it runs in your family, after all, you are related to choi yeonjun, who is considered 4th gen's it boy.
though people were skeptical of you at first when you came on the youtube scene as a dancer after your older brother started taking more to modeling and acting, you quickly proved them wrong by showing them your talent and bloomed from then on. of course, you can't forget to mention the person who skyrocketed just around the same time as you.
and that was the aforementioned lee heeseung. you sigh as you finish packing up your clothes and things to head back to your dorm, glancing out the window to see the sun beginning to set. it seems today was a rare early finish for you.
"i could go for a coffee... i need to finish my classics essay anyway," you mumble to yourself, throwing your bag over your shoulder before hitting the showers and changing into a more casual set of clothes. the finishing touch is a baseball cap that sits snug on your head. tightening the strap on the back and grabbing your backpack and dance bag, you finally take your leave of your beloved dance studio and return the key on the way out. fresh air meets your face, allowing you to take a whiff of the cherry blossoms that have been blooming for a month or so as you make your way to the campus café.
ding ding, the coffee shop's calm doorbell welcomes you as your nose is hit by the sweet smells of freshly ground coffee beans. "welcome!" one of the servers calls at the counter, smiling at your figure that walks closer to order. "what can i get you?"
"hi, may i have..." you scan the menu quickly for a familiar drink. "a honey cinnamon iced latte please?"
"of course, name please?"
"choi y/n," you reply.
if they recognize you, they don't make any notion of it, simply scribbling your name on the plastic cup as you make your payment. you're grateful for the normal interaction and the peacefulness of the café, especially after a surprising stream. "i'll call you when your order's ready, choi y/n-ssi," they inform you with a warm grin.
"thank you," you smile back before going to find a seat. spotting a relatively private area close by with only a pair of boys sitting at the booth, you decide to take the booth two spaces away from them. one boy, you notice, sits taller than the other, but his face is covered by a baseball cap. the other looks like a freshman, his cheeks accentuated by a pair of deep dimples.
as you take your seat, you can't help but think the boy with dimples looks rather familiar but can't seem to place your finger on it. shrugging, you simply begin preparing to write your essay by taking out your laptop and notes from your classics ge. the moment you finish is when you hear your name being called.
"choi y/n-ssi, your honey cinnamon iced latte," the server's voice calls. on your way to receive your awaiting drink, you can finally hear the voices of the two boys sitting two booths down from you.
"did your crush just say choi y/n?" the one with the hat says.
'yes, that's me,' you think to yourself nonchalantly.
"weren't you just watching their stream, heeseung hyung?" another voice says as you pick up your latte and thank the server.
wait, heeseung? as in lee heeseung? it's when you turn around with your drink in hand that you notice the two males looking straight at you. now you're able to make out the features of the boy with the cap, and there's no mistaking it.
"lee heeseung?" you mutter out loud at the same time he speaks out yours.
well, maybe that wasn't what you were expecting today, but hey, life is full of surprises, even if they are one after the other for you. after that unexpected encounter, you and heeseung acquainted yourselves, he invited you to sit with them, and now you're sitting at their table, awkwardly sipping on your latte.
"right, so should i leave?" the other boy, who you found out is studytuber and vlogger yang jungwon (which is why he looked familiar to you), blurts out. you chuckle as heeseung shakes his shoulder lightly. "what? you two clearly have to talk about something, i need to study."
"yea, yea, lover boy. make sure you say bye to your crush on the way out," the male dancer teases, causing the younger one to turn bright red.
"don't call me that, hyung," he mutters before picking up his bag and leaving the booth. sure enough, you watch as jungwon passes by the counter and erupts into a nervous mess the moment the server beams at him.
"ah... so he likes them?" you think out loud.
"yup, it's been almost four months now. i'm the reason he even knows this cafe and that server exists," heeseung mentions, making you nod courteously. he turns his attention back to you with his hand placed under his chin. "but their relationship is besides the point. let's talk about us."
"d-did you have to put it that way?" the forwardness catches you off-guard, and you suddenly have a harder time swallowing a sip of your coffee.
"sorry," he says with a teasing smile. "i just think the collab i mentioned would be good for both of us, and it'll be really fun too."
"i agree, people who like you will come to me and vice versa," you nod. "but do you know what we would be dancing to?"
"so does that mean you're in?" he asks, smile starting to grow on his face. wordlessly, you roll your eyes and hold out your hand for him to shake. that's when his full smile comes out, causing your cheeks to heat up as you think about how much more handsome it makes him look. taking your hand, heeseung shakes it with his vigorously. "alright, dance partner, we have a deal."
after much deliberation and research, the two of you finally agree on troublemaker by the duo hyuna and hyunseung. heeseung suggested this song, stating that he always wanted to do the choreo with somebody and that it's destiny that both males have a name that starts with h and ends with seung. quite frankly, it's not like you could find much anyway, besides some cool music bank mc stages, it is cool that troublemaker was originally an opposite-gender duo in the korean entertainment industry.
the choreography however is an entirely different story. at many points, hyuna's body is touched by hyunseung and vice versa, but if they can do it and stay professional, then you believe you can too. besides, dancing will always be just dancing. heeseung also assures you that if you want, the two of you can just have your hands hovering, which makes you feel relieved to have an understanding partner.
hours pass by, and you and heeseung decide to meet at your usual dance studio daily after all your classes, which wasn't hard because he also frequented the same one.
"i still can't believe we attend the same university," you say aloud as the both of you pack up your laptops and supplies.
"i know right, you would think one of us would recognize the dance studio we go to 24/7, right?" he laughs. "although, i've seen you use a different one sometimes."
"do you really watch my covers and streams often?" you ask baffled. he and you wave the workers goodbye and make your way to the brisk evening air waiting outside as the staff sends you off.
"i do, is that so hard to believe?"
"a little," you reply sheepishly.
"well, let me walk you to your dorm and prove to you how much of a choi y/n stan i am," he boasts, and you let yourself laugh freely as you walk beside him to your destination.
it's strange, knowing a famous youtuber you watched also knew and followed you, but then again, you're not exactly nobody either. when heeseung drops you off, he admits that he actually lives a few floors above you and that you two can walk home together after each rehearsal. it's even stranger, knowing a famous youtuber literally has been on your campus, in the same dorm building as you, and this whole time, the two of you have both been clueless as to the other's existence as an ordinary college student.
speaking of which, he can't be a dance major, right? otherwise, you would've already seen him! these thoughts keep you tossing and turning to the point you don't register when you fell asleep. when you wake up, you feel as if you didn't get any sleep at all, but get up and ready nevertheless, going through another regular day as a dance major.
by the time your classes are over, you walk out of the studio yawning about to stop by your dorm to freshen up and maybe fit in a nap. you're holding a hand over your mouth mid-yawn when a voice starts talking to you.
"good thing i stopped by to get coffee." you open your eyes and close your mouth to see lee heeseung holding two cups of coffee. he's dressed in an oversized white shirt and grey sweatpants, a common dance practice outfit, so why is your heart skipping so many beats. "yo, choi y/n."
"heeseung," you say, still shocked. he hands you the coffee, which is actually the same flavor you got yesterday. "thanks."
"no problem," he replies coolly. "maybe we should take a break before we get to it?"
"i'll be fine, how about we can start watching the choreo?"
"they're always ready to dance," he nods with an impressed smile. "as expected of a dance major."
the two of you walk inside and book a studio for a few hours as you raise an eyebrow at him. "wait, what major are you?"
"music production."
"that makes so much sense!" you say relieved, stepping into the studio room for the umpteenth time. "i was racking my brains wondering what major you were."
"so the famous choi y/n is curious about me?" he smirks. you groan and facepalm in response. "i'm kidding, i'm kidding. let's watch the video on my tablet?"
nodding, the two of you watch carefully, eyes glued to the screen at your respective roles. you hold your breath at some touchy parts but also notice that both idols were able to shine in their solos.
"a few tweaks here and there, and it'll be perfect," heeseung comments once the video is over. "but let's go over some boundaries, yeah? let me know what you're comfortable with and what you're not."
"right," you agree, once again relieved to have such a safe and understanding partner like him. "well, i think i'm okay with you touching my arms, shoulders, and hips like hyunseung did to hyuna. i just need some time to get used to it."
"alright, that sounds good," he says nodding with a hand under his chin. "then for today, i'll just hover my hands over the places they need to be."
"what a gentleman," you tease.
he rolls his eyes playfully at you. "let's start marking."
and so that's what the two of you start on. with the video on the tablet, you go through the motions with the speed lowered, eventually picking up more moves until you're able to follow at the normal speed. as expected of the top two dancers on youtube, the two of you are quick on observing and learning the dance and get done with basic marking within 20 minutes or so.
after marking, you take a quick water break to watch the video again in full detail, officially beginning your first real practice. as promised, throughout the entirety of marking, heeseung has kept his hands to himself, but you've become comfortable enough to have him do a little more.
before you start practicing for real, you decide to speak with him. "hee," you call him as he puts down his water bottle.
"hm?" he confirms that you have his attention, looking up with his large doe-like eyes while wiping his mouth off from some excess water.
"uhm.." you fidget with your top a little before mustering up some courage. "you can do light touches now for the choreo."
"really? are you sure?" you nod at his question, causing him to come up to you and ruffle your hair lightly. you bat his hands away with a pout, smoothing out the mess he made as he laughs at you. "that's great, y/n," he says with a bright smile, unknowingly making your heart beat a little faster as you nod again. in your head, you rush to cover up the physical reaction with an excuse that it's just from the amount of exercise you've done.
the two of you stand in front of the mirror, ready to go. before the music starts, heeseung turns to you and says, "just let me know if i make you uncomfortable at all."
"i'll be fine," you reassure him with a small smile. that's when the song begins, and the sparks start to fly. every move flowed like water, yet every touch between the two of you was like electricity as if the two elements were working together instead of fighting. even though the touches are light, they still put chills up your spine, in a way that you can only describe with the phrase "meant to happen."
was fate moving its course to put this match together, or were you imagining it? you're not sure, but you grin while catching your breath once the first practice is over. falling to the floor softly, you sit with your hands splayed behind you and let out a relieved sigh. "ahh... dancing is so... great!"
heeseung chuckles at your reaction and offers a hand to get you up. "i'm glad you think that because we got a lot more practice ahead of us, partner."
"yup!" you say with a widening smile. the moment you took his hand, you felt an electric jolt that almost made you let go. getting up, you shake it off and barely catch the expression on your dance partner's face. "is something the matter?"
he blinks a bit before he's shaking his head with that charming smirk of his. "nope! let's practice!"
practice, practice, practice. that's how the next few hours go. and just like the day before, heeseung walks you to your dorm building, this time the conversation about how excited the two of you are for the recording.
that's basically how the next four or so days go, now that heeseung came into your life. your daily routine of wake up, eat, class, dance, repeat was shaken by him, because now he was a part of it. it's an indescribable feeling, hanging out with him. the best word, or phrase actually, is the same one you used while dancing with him: meant to be.
so when you finally get to the day of recording, you almost don't want it to end. at least, that's what you're telling your best friend and makeup artist, kim sunoo.
"friend, you're telling me that you and this guy have been following along to..." he tells you to look up as he curls your eyelashes. "a dance like that for four days and you've been getting shocks this whole time?"
"i mean, yeah?"
"y/n, i love you, but you're missing a little something, aren't you?"
"wha-!?"
"pucker up, sweetie, we're making your lips look kissable," sunoo commands. you do an eye-roll but do as he says. "if you don't ask him out or do something by the end of this, you can at least kiss your best shot at a boyfriend goodbye with luscious lips."
he finishes applying the color and asks you to rub your lips together and make that pop sound. "perfect," your best friend compliments. "go out there and get your mans."
"thank you, sunoo!" you say, gazing at your reflection in the mirror and loving the way he accentuated your features. "by the way, you're all talk. you should ask your celebrity crush out when they appear on your channel."
"i'll get there when i get there!" he whines and starts pushing you out of his dorm room. "just go get 'em, tiger."
with that, you make your way to the dance studio where heeseung is waiting for you, dressed in hyunseung's iconic suit with the leopard-patterned blazer. your heart quickens, seeing how much more handsome he looks dressed up, hair slicked back and some makeup done. he looks up upon hearing the door open and his mouth slightly hangs open as well.
the both of you are silent as you approach him, in your equally bedazzling outfit, sheer to mimic hyuna's stage dress. "you look amazing," the two of you say at the same time. stunned at the simultaneous sentence, you two immediately start guffawing at how this was unlike your usual interactions.
"that was so awkward!" you blurt out, unable to contain your laughter.
"yea, not like us at all," he admits while he wipes a stray tear from laughing too hard away. smiling at each other, you admire the way his eyes reflect your image and sparkle. "you ready to get this show on the road."
"ready as i'll ever be." the two of you get into your positions on the opposite ends of the room, and heeseung starts the camera and the music soon after. you take each step slowly to meet him in the middle as he takes your hand and brings it up to his lips to give it a kiss while smirking. you keep your face professional as the two of you take a few steps forward, the back of his fingers curled over the front of yours.
starting back-to-back, you walk forward a bit before the beat drops and heeseung's part begins. you're on autopilot as you dance your fingers from his chest to his shoulders, and then the chorus comes. hips swaying, you're able to feel his hands' light taps on your body as the two of you lose yourself to the music you've danced to hundreds of times this week.
then, it's your killing part as you lipsync hyuna's rap and take bold steps around heeseung's body, ending up behind him to bring your hands over his shoulders and make a scratching movement across his chest. you step towards his side, do your thing, and walk away as if playing hard to get.
you wait for his part during the bridge and make a side glance towards him before moving towards him and performing the hip-heavy part of the chorus together. your partner moves his face up along your arm, taking it in like you're a statue. you then act like you brush him away when heeseung gets close enough. after this second chorus, you're leaving him to do his big solo, watching carefully as he makes his every move precise and crisp yet flow well.
it's the last chorus now, and this time, you can't take your eyes off each other as you finally face one another. you stay drowning in his shades of brown without a single misstep until you have to walk away from him. you wait for him to come towards you, back slightly turned away as he jaunts forward, making his way to be captured by your hand behind his neck.
the last breath of the song is the one where you're supposed to turn your head away as his own chases yours, but this time, you brave forward and lean in close. the music fades away, but all you hear is his breathing, feeling it against your own.
you stay like this, ensnared in each other's arms, forgetting about everything except the person wrapped close to you as you feel his every breath against your lips and every inhale and exhale under your hand. he searches your eyes, looking for some kind of sign. "do you mind if i—"
that was all you needed before you're pressing your lips against his. it only takes seconds for him to kiss you back, moving his hands from their previous position on your hips to hold your face. becoming breathless from dancing was one thing, becoming breathless from kissing heeseung was another thing entirely, it was in a league of its own you note as you pull away and rest your forehead on his.
"we'll have to edit that out," you say after what seemed like ages of taking each other in while chuckling.
"i have a better idea than editing."
"oh, and what's that, handsome?"
"look at you getting all bold, troublemaker," heeseung replies with that smile of his. he shakes his head, moving away from you and taking your hand in his. "how about we go on our first official date as youtube's top dancer couple?"
"that does sound like a better idea," you agree, your own smile widening.
"then let's make it happen, sweetheart."
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heartstabyuldaisuki · 3 years
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Critical Hits
Rain sets up the perfect atmosphere, can they perhaps make one or two advances in the pour?
(Riddle Rosehearts x Female!Yuu)
work also post on ao3
Whites gather to grays above. Like leaks from a tap, drips fall one after another.
Soon, the bullets are hitting the main campus—flocks of umbrellas swarming. In the midst of it all rushes a figure.
The run slows to a walk, and stops where there are no more drops falling.
The sky, still gloomy. Despite being under cover, Yuu feels one with the rain.
Her eyes darted around, scanning for someone who seemed friendly enough to approach.
If only she had brought an umbrella, the girl signs as she wipes herself with the sleeves of her school uniform.
“Yuu,how rare to see-Have you been outside in the rain?!”
The worried undertone from the person makes the girl twitches her lips.
“Ah! Riddle-san, I see you prepared for the weather, as expected. ” Her voice raises an octave.
"Of course I do."Riddle crosses his arms in an expectant manner. "I see your damp appearance suggests otherwise for you."
“Haha…”Yuu’s sheepishly smile faltered. “That lazy gremlin doesn’t want to retrieve homework with me. I thought a hurry back wouldn’t hurt.”
Riddle’s eyebrows furrowed in disapproval. ”Seriously, you should’ve at least brought a raincoat!”
“Yea, but~stuff like this happens every once in a while, I bet even you too, no?”
“Of course not... was what I wanted to say, but I had the same experience once, unfortunately.”
One swift leap, Yuu leans close in—A ting of oddity runs down both spines.
“Woah~Riddle Rosehearts and the word ‘Carelessness’ aren’t terms I associate together, you know~”
The words, laced with amusement; The tone, filled with mirth— An aroma so treacly permeates his senses.
Rays of euphoria tickled him like feathers. As if white roses painted red, pink hues adorned his pale cheeks and trickled down to his ears.
“Hello? Earth to Riddle?”
A hand waves in front of his face. It's then the redhead realizes how long he spent acting out without any responses.
It's only then that the redhead realizes how long he's been acting out without a response.
"Ahem!" Riddle clears his throat, attempting to calm rapid ripples in his chest.
"Shall we go now? I'll walk you back to your dorm."
Surreal—A classic Shoujo manga moment—A boy offers to walk home with a girl, tenderly he holds the umbrella to her.
Their eyes bores into each other, a silent exchange.
Never did Yuu think such famous trope is about to come true , or rather, this is what the unlucky incident would leads to.
Fiddling with the hem of her jacket, Yuu can feel sweats beads on her palms.
Her chest is a knot of nerves, preventing her from forming coherent words, she nods in reply.
Walking side by side, silence stretches between the two. Water splashes on shoes, soothing nerves with its cool moistness.
Occasionally, Yuu spares glances at Riddle, admiring the way his hair swaying hypnotizingly with the breeze.
Slate gray glows brighter than usual, shimmering like silvery pearls amidst starlight. Ehthereal.
"Your shoulders are soaked." Riddle’s response startles her. “How about you scoop a little toward my direction?”
“Huh? Uh, okay!” The moment next, heat transpires through shoulders; Tension coils beneath ribcages—aching.
Orbs reflected the deeper emotions both of them shared, unbeknownst to the other.
A few awkward moments pass before Yuu places one hand on the handle—Fingers would've touched if she had extended further.
"I'll hold it, as thanks." A grin spreads across the corners of her mouth as her grip tightens.
”No!” The sudden raise of pitch sents a shiver to Yuu’s spine.
“I mean—You don't have to.” Riddle makes an apology bow, feeling he startled her.
"Please, I insist." Yuu pleads, "Am I already not troubling you?"
The question reminds Riddle of a certain conversation he had before. 
“Yuu-Chan's amazing, isn't she? Not only is she cute, but also a sweetheart. An angel."
"Huh? Isn’t the last statement quite an exaggeration?"
Independent, caring and reliable are the three words best represents Yuu.
Riddle would never admit it aloud, but he does understand why some might view her as such. After all, she’s a rare one in Night Raven College. Not only because of how she enrolled, there’s more to it.
Still, not many are aware of what’s beneath the surface.
“Not at all”
At least not everyone’s oblivious to that.
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Extra:
Eng twst players, please proceed with caution in this part as it contains spoilers for Endless Halloween Night (Jp twst event)
“The real reason you have an umbrella is because running circles in Octavinelle is troublesome, right?”
The comment almost make Riddle lost his footing.
“Wha?! How-how in th-Did Jade told you about rule number 124?!”
“Eh? How is this related to Jade-san?” asks the curiouser herself.
“Because I was…!!”The embarrassed yells in exasperation, then paused and questions ”You really don’t know?”
Yuu shakes her head, confused. Riddle signs, trying to get his words in order. “How did you come to that conclusion?”
"I happened to remember some rules.” His face, a surprised look…but also a bit sceptical.
"Rule number 124: If you get soaked, you have to run in the sea to dry off."
Riddle didn't expect Yuu to remember the Laws of the Queen of Hearts. Not at all.
“You said the teachings of Queen of Hearts would benefit all students. As a student in NRC, I thought I should know some at least."
It’s more likely there are other factors driving her to do so...but what exactly? Riddle’s unable to figure it out, nor does Yuu intend to let the cat out of the bag
…yet…
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sketching-shark · 2 years
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Hi again! Clarification anon - and you answered it perfectly (and also thank you tumblr gods for being merciful this day with my asks). I totally get it now - having read jttw myself I can't help but agree the actual meat of the book isn't exactly kid friendly lol. I was more or less thinking of the end and I think that was where my confusion was. You make a great point with the lmk's group's lack of knowledge of the og contents. It does really make me curious what they (the lmk writing crew) plan to do going forward - there's so much good literary potential there! (Sorry I'm a huge nerd about this stuff). Thanks again - I really appreciate it!! ❤️
No problem anon! I’m glad that you felt my answer satisfied :)
But haha YEA you know the more you go through Xiyouji the more you become surprised that more horror movies haven’t been based off of it because gosh dern there is a LOT of not so nice stuff going on in there ranging from child murder to salt-the-earth war tactics. Just thinking back on it this work contains some of the most intense scenes of body horror I’ve ever encountered in literature. For example (WARNING WARNING GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONS AHEAD) when a tiger yaoguai rips its skin off & fights as this bipedal monstrosity of meat and fangs (because apparently for this guy tearing off your skin gives you a power-up lmao) or when Sun Wukong cuts open his chest & starts pulling out what seems like an endless variety of hearts because he’s searching for his “evil” heart but he doesn’t find it (it seems to be a metaphor about how evil is something that you make the choice to do rather than something you inherently are). Like man when I decided to read a work of great Chinese literature I did NOT expect those kinds of scenes. But then again given that many other great classics like the Iliad contains numerous graphic descriptions of warfare such as guys getting their disemboweled guts caught in charging horses’ legs and getting dragged along the ground like that I shouldn’t have been surprised lol. 
I’m fully aware that the WAY something is taught and/or described can really influence how people think about it, but to this day I’m often left baffled that a lot of classics are described as boring when besides presenting a multitude of interesting themes and ideas many contain far more shocking scenes than you would even catch on HBO these days awefawesfaw.
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tossawary · 4 years
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@ghostly-squid: This is awesome, but I specifically meant "who hears SQH, Professionally Pathetic Retainer of Great MBJ, profess great undying love for the (who still "gently" beats him) dude he cowers before openly and often in (demon) public, and goes 'Yea, I can buy that no questions asked, MBJ is a complete catch and SQH doesn't deserve him'" while SQH is just 🙃 because YES FAIR POINT but also that has GOT to grate at least a little bit, at the teeny tiny bit of pride he's keeping
For like, Decoration, and this all makes me wonder that MORE!! What does SQH think?!? (Or is it just stuck on "HAHA FUCK THIS, THIS SUCKS, IT'S EVERYTHING I WOULD HAVE SECRETLY WANTED BUT TERRIBLE" which is super valid. The lesson is "don't have dreams or the universe and OP Demon Lords will twist them just to fuck with you") (also, I was specifically wondering if MBJ has a split second panic of "holy shit, IS he secretly in love with me?!? He's very convincing"
Or just "see THIS shit is why I don't trust you one bit: you're way too good at pulling Absolute Nonsense out of nowhere")
I chose this specific time period because 1) I didn’t want to deal with the Cang Qiong Mountain Sect side of politics and 2) Mobei-Jun is probably still in his “all humans are ultimately untrustworthy and it’s beneath me to feel anything positive for a human this pathetic” phase, if hopefully near the end of it. 
I was imagining that since Mobei-Jun gives a brief rundown of the situation before thrusting Shang Qinghua in front of the Demon Emperor to grovel and plead and fabricate on a level that Mobei-Jun and his family just cannot match, Shang Qinghua gets to have a brief moment of, “WAIT, YOU WANT ME TO WHAT?! PRETEND I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU TO PLACATE TIANLANG-JUN?! MY KING?! Oh, man, what terrible story did this trope escape from...” 
Mobei-Jun and Shang Qinghua both go into this as a Fake/Pretend Relationship kind of deal. So, for a seethingly panicked Mobei-Jun, it’s more of the, “See THIS shit is why I don’t trust you one bit: you’re way too good at pulling Absolutely Nonsense out of nowhere.” ESPECIALLY because if Mobei-Jun didn’t know that his pitiful human servant is lying, he would absolutely be like, “Holy shit, IS he secretly in love with me?!? He’s very convincing.” 
So Mobei-Jun spends, like, the first half of this fic extremely angry over the fact that 1) he’s attracted to a human being, 2) he was forced to marry a human being, 3) the human being is his lowly servant and not even anyone particularly beautiful or impressive, 4) the human being is actually kind of funny and affectionate and clever and loyal, and 5) he cannot trust any of the human being’s affection because it’s all a lie, no matter how real it seems. 
Until Shang Qinghua just ups and leaves him (very shocking for MBJ) because he’s sick of 1) being looked down on by everyone including his own husband, 2) getting no consistent or meaningful affection or care in return out of something he hoped against all common sense might actually be at least a friendly partnership, and 3) having to dodge assassination attempts by all of their many enemies, especially the people who aren’t Mobei-Jun’s enemies but want to get rid of Shang Qinghua FOR Mobei-Jun. 
And Mobei-Jun finally has to admit that he doesn’t hate Shang Qinghua, actually, which is clearly a HUGE step for Mobei-Jun’s development. 
Only for Shang Qinghua (over some long-distance communication device, so Mobei-Jun can’t physically stop him) to be like, “That’s nice, I guess. You can’t tell that by the way you treat me, though, and it’s not worth staying married to you for. Sometimes I think I love you, but I really don’t know what you think I’m getting out of this marriage. I just got chased by a knife-wielding assassin who I think was hired by my own in-laws and that’s just one reason I’m not happy, so I’m breaking up with you. Bye and have a nice life, my king.” 
Cue Mobei-Jun having to square up emotionally and win back his own runaway husband. I must confess that I am very taken by pretty much any and all takes on Moshang having a Classic Romantic Grovel. 
Shang Qinghua’s initial opinion on all this was, “This is all happening very fast and I don’t want him dead and at this point I’m in danger of the Demon Emperor’s wrath if I bail, so I guess I’ll go for it! There is a very small chance that this won’t suck, so hey, let’s put in the effort for that!” 
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drabbles-mc · 4 years
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Catching Feelings
Bishop Losa x Reader
Request from my fave @masterlistforimagines​​: the classic friends with benefits, but someone caught feelings trope for Bish
Warnings: light angst, language
Word Count: 3.4k
A/N: I didn’t turn this into a smutty request solely because I got super wrapped up in Bish’s feelings haha. Hope y’all enjoy! xo
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You were shimmying back into your jeans, trying to pretend that you didn’t feel Bishop’s eyes on you. It was late, and you had an early morning coming up. The thought of prolonging your stay a little bit was tempting, but you knew that you’d pay for it once your alarm went off in the morning. Bishop was lying on the bed, chin resting in the palm of his hand. You did your best not to look at him for too long because you knew that if you did, it would be too easy to talk you into staying.
“You could just stay here, you know,” he offered up with a smile.
You chuckled and shook your head. It wouldn’t have been the first time you stayed over, and if you didn’t have plans the next day you might’ve. “Not tonight, Bish.”
“Suit yourself,” there was a smug grin on his face as he watched you pull a shirt on over your head.
“Can’t make it too easy on you, can I? Takes all the fun out of it,” you winked, “I’ll talk to you tomorrow.” You blew him a kiss before heading out of the bedroom and leaving the house.
He listened intently for the sound of your car starting. When the sound of the engine faded away, he let out a sigh. He sat upright, running his hands down his face. For someone who had thought that the idea of friends with benefits was childish and that he was too old for it, he wasn’t able to say no to you when you had pitched the idea. You both had busy lives that didn’t make it easy to have romantic relationships, and there was no denying the comfort and attraction that was there between the two of you, so it just seemed to make sense.
You weren’t sober when you finally blurted out the idea to him. The two of you were staying late at the clubhouse together one night after a rough couple of days, burning through beer bottles faster than you should’ve been. He’d been flirting with you all night, but that wasn’t something out of the ordinary, and you certainly weren’t the only woman he was flirtatious with. But you noticed that when women tried to push it any farther, he would send them off. He’d do it nicely, but he would make sure they didn’t overstay their welcome.
“How do you not have someone down on lock yet, Bish?” you laughed as you sipped on your beer.
He smiled, shaking his head at you from across the table, “I guess you could say that I am not the easiest man to be with, Y/N.”
“Alright fair. But you never even give these girls a chance to, you know,” you wiggled your eyebrows suggestively, “relieve some of your tension.”
He laughed, “I’m in no position to be having a string of one-night stands. I leave that to the young bucks patching in. They’re young and stupid enough to think it’s a good idea.”
“Hm,” you thought about your response for a moment, “What about a fuck-buddy?”
He raised an eyebrow, “A what?”
You laughed, playfully nudging his shoulder, “You know, a friend with benefits. No strings attached kind of deal, just sex. You get the consistency of one person so you don’t need to worry about getting tested for something every couple of weeks,” you laughed, “Plus, it’ll be with someone that you can actually stand to hang out with once you’re done fucking. Win-win for everybody.”
His eyes searched yours, trying to figure out what your end-goal was with this conversation, “I’m not in my twenties anymore, Y/N. I think I’ve aged out of the friends with benefits category.”
You smirked, slowly running your foot up his leg underneath the table, “I beg to differ.”
And the rest was history. It’d been a few months since that first night and things had been going smoothly. The two of you kept your business private since he was the president of the MC, but you knew that the guys had their assumptions. Neither you nor Bishop ever commented one way or another when they would try to bring it up. You liked the sense of mystery, and the fact that it felt a little bit like a game at times. You’d push boundaries with him every now and then, just to see how worked up you’d be able to get him at the clubhouse without anyone noticing. And for a man who said that he was too old to be friends with benefits, he sure seemed to be benefiting a lot.
His mind raced with the events of the past few months. At first, he was certain that surely it couldn’t be that simple, that the two of you could remain friends and just have sex with each other when it was convenient. But that was exactly what had been happening, and you hadn’t changed the way you treated him at all. He was still your friend, and someone that you valued and respected, but never once throughout the course of the weeks of late-night and post-run rendezvous had you ever tried to pressure him into something more. He was impressed that you were able to compartmentalize so well.
He just wished that he was able to do the same thing.
As the days continued to tick by, he realized that maybe he wasn’t cut out to do the whole friends with benefits thing, but not because it was only something that young people did. He began to think that maybe he couldn’t handle it because the more time that he spent with you, the more times that he got to hold you and kiss you and make you tremble underneath his touch, the more he realized that he didn’t want to just be your friend. He didn’t want to admit it, but he knew that he was starting to have feelings for you. There were times in the morning when he’d see you getting dressed and all he could think about was how nice it would be if he got to be with you every morning while you got ready for work, and you’d be there for him every night when he came home after dealing with the club and all the chaos it brought him. His mind would wander off with thoughts of what it would be like to really be with you, to finally settle down, and it was getting harder and harder to pull himself out of those thoughts.
He stared at his phone screen, waiting for your text letting him know that you had gotten home safe. You didn’t live terribly far, but he still wanted to know that you made it okay. He smiled when your name lit up his phone screen, “I’m home. You can go to sleep now”. He smiled as he typed out his reply, “Thank you. Got plans tomorrow night?”
A few minutes passed before your reply came, “Why? Miss me already?”
He paused for a moment, trying to really think out his reply. He was second-guessing everything he said, not wanting to lose you, “Something like that, yea”
“I’ll see if I can clear my schedule for you”
He smiled, deciding to leave it at that. He set his phone off to the side and rolled so that he was staring up at the ceiling. He wondered if you were just really good at pretending that you weren’t starting to develop feelings for him too. When the two of you agreed to this whole arrangement, he worried at first that you had suggested it because you already were falling for him. Now he was thinking that maybe he let his ego get to him a little bit by thinking that and it was coming back to bite him. He sighed, shaking his head at himself as he tried to force himself to go to sleep without dwelling on the fact that his bed felt empty without you in it.
You stopped by the clubhouse after work the next day to see him for a few minutes. He was seated outside on the deck and you plopped down across from him with a smile, “Presidente.”
He smiled at you, “Y/N, didn’t think I’d see you here.”
You laughed, “I told you I’d see if I could clear my schedule for you.”
“Weren’t sure if you were going to be able to follow through,” he watched as you reached across the table and took his beer, taking a sip from the bottle with a smirk on your face.
“I’ll always find a way to make time for you, Obispo,” you gave him his beer back.
He looked at you and he felt his heart pound harder inside his chest. The two of you had agreed that if one of you became uncomfortable with anything about your situation, you’d both back off with no questions asked. He wondered if he should cash in on that clause, but he didn’t want to give up the closeness he got to have with you.
“I actually meant to reach out to you earlier,” he hated the words even as he was saying them, “Some shit came up with the club. Got some stuff we need to handle tonight.”
“Oh,” you’d been looking forward to seeing him again, but you knew that this exact situation was why the two of you had gotten into things in the first place, “okay. Raincheck?”
He nodded, “Yea. Sorry to bail on you.”
You chuckled and shook your head, “No need to apologize,” you stood up from the table and patted his back as you walked behind him, “I’m not your girlfriend, Bish. You don’t have to explain anything to me. Not like you owe me anything,” you leaned down and kissed his temple, “You and the boys be safe out there. Text me when you get home so I know you’re not dead in a ditch somewhere, alright?”
A small smile crossed his face for a moment, “Alright.”
He watched as you sauntered off and hopped in your car, driving off without giving it another thought. He hated lying to you, but he thought that maybe if he gave him a few days to cool off and get his mind in order, the feelings would go away too. Maybe he was just thinking too far into it. He hoped he wouldn’t be forced to give you up.
A few days passed and you hadn’t heard much from him. You were a little hurt at first, but then you remembered who you were dealing with. He had bigger problems on his plate than budgeting in time to sneak off and hook up with you. It was a little odd only because up until then you two had managed to make things work well and see each other frequently. But it was practically radio silence on his end. You’d text him a couple times a day to make sure he was alright, and his responses were short. You tried to think if you had something to him that would upset him, but nothing was coming to mind.
You parked your car and made your way over to the office, hoping that Chucky would be there and know where the guys were. Bishop had blamed his curtness and inability to see you on club shit, and you were starting to question just how honest he was being with you about it all.
Chucky’s face lit up when you walked into the office, “Y/N, what a pleasure it is to see you.”
You smiled, “Pleasure’s all mine, Chucky,” you drummed your fingers on the counter, “Bishop around?”
“El Presidente?” he nodded, “I believe they had Templo. Might be done by now, though.”
“Thank you. Stay handsome,” you shot him a wink as you walked out of the office and made your way to the clubhouse.
You walked in, scanning over the room to see where everyone was at. Sure enough, you saw Bishop sat at the table with Hank and Taza. The three of them seemed awfully relaxed for a group of men who had apparently been incredibly wrapped up in stressful club shit for the past week. You walked over to the table with a smile, not wanting to make things weird.
“Hey boys,” you rested one hand on Bishop’s shoulder.
“Y/N,” Taza offered you a warm smile, “good to see you. We’ve missed you lately.”
You chuckled, wishing you could see what Bishop’s face looked like, “Yea, sorry, just been a little crazy on my end lately,” you tapped your fingers onto Bishop’s shoulder, “Can I borrow you for a second, Pres? Something I need to talk to you about.”
He cleared his throat, and you could feel his body tense underneath your hand, “Uh, yea, of course,” he stood up and nodded towards Templo, “This way.”
You flashed the other two men a smile and a wave before walking towards the back room, Bishop right on your heels. He slid the door shut behind him and did his best to avoid making direct eye contact with you as the both of you stood there.
“So,” you leaned back against the table, “how are things?”
“Things are…fine,” his eyes were glued to the ground.
“Oh? Are they? I wouldn’t know. I’ve hardly heard from you in a week.”
“You said it yourself—I don’t owe you anything.”
You scoffed and shook your head, “What the fuck is your problem?”
“What? I thought this was supposed to be no strings attached.”
“Yea, but you’re still my friend. Even before we started hooking up I at least felt like I could have a conversation with you that didn’t feel like I was pulling your fucking teeth,” you waited for him to finally look you in the eyes, “Did I do something? If you don’t wanna hook up with me anymore just say it. Don’t try to ice me out—I deserve better than that. I told you from the jump that we could go back to being friends with no questions asked. I’m not gonna hold it against you if you’re over this whole thing.”
He saw the look on your face and he knew that you meant every word that you said, and it hurt. He didn’t want to admit it, but he didn’t want you to be able to give him up that easily.
After a long minute of silence you spoke up again, “Be real with me, Obispo. Do you still want this?”
He shook his head, “No.”
It stung, but you weren’t going to go back on your promise—you weren’t going to hold it against him, “Alright. That’s all you had to say. We good? I don’t want shit to be weird from here on out,” there was another long stretch of silence and you could feel the frustration bubbling up inside you. you had assumed that Bishop would be able to be a little more mature about the whole thing, especially since he was the one who was breaking it off, but apparently you were wrong. Men really didn’t mature more as they got older. You shook your head, “Fuck, Bish. I really thought that we were going to be able to be adults about this. Sorry I bothered.”
You turned on your heel and made your way towards the door. Before you could grab onto it and slide it open, he finally forced himself to speak up, “Hey, wait.”
You turned with a sigh, “What?”
“I can’t do this.”
“Yea, you made that pretty fucking clear already.”
“No,” he closed the space between you and you could feel the heat radiating off of him, “I mean, I can’t do this with no strings attached. I thought that I could. Honestly, I thought that you were going to be the one that got wrapped up in your feelings.”
You smirked, “Cocky, but continue.”
It got him to smile a little bit, “But I could see it in your eyes that you were true to your word. You were completely detached from everything between us. And I was too, at first. But, fuck, Y/N, somewhere along the way I stopped caring about just the sex. Don’t get me wrong, I love it. But the way I felt when I would see that you were calling me, or when I would hear you walk through my front door when you knew I’d gotten home from a run? I knew that had nothing to do with friendship, or sex. And the way I hated every time you’d get dressed and leave and I knew that you were going back to your own empty bed while I was lying in mine drove me insane. I hate it,” he took a deep breath, “I wasn’t ready to give you up. If the only way for me to have you was like this, then I was willing to do that. But it kills me to know that I want more, and you are content with what we have.”
He threw a lot at you all at once, and your brain was still trying to process it all. The idea of being in a relationship with Bishop had crossed your mind on numerous occasions. You never let it linger though, not when you knew what kind of life he led and the kind of man he was. If you thought that he would’ve been game for a relationship right out the gate you would’ve said something. This was a development that you hadn’t seen coming. The only reason you didn’t get twisted up about your arrangement was because in your mind, there was no alternative. You were either friends who were having sex, or you were just friends. There was never anything on the other side of the spectrum, or at least that’s what you had thought.
“Why didn’t you say anything?” you finally asked.
“I am now.”
“Obispo, listen, I don’t think there’s anyone in the world that I respect more than you. You’re my best friend, and these past few months have been insanely fun. I’ve loved being able to spend so much time with you. I like who I am when I’m with you. If you wanted something more you should’ve just said something—we’re both adults. I’d like to think that we could handle that conversation.”
“I didn’t want you to shut me out if you didn’t feel the same way.”
“You really think I’d do that?”
He paused, shaking his head, “No.”
You cupped his face in your hands, “So, what exactly do you want from me, Obispo?”
He rested his hands on top of yours, “I want you to give me a chance to really be your man. All the time, not just on late nights and weekends,” he scooped you up so that your legs were wrapped around his waist as he held you up, “Could you do that for me?”
You laughed, nodding as your hands rested on the back of his neck, “I think I could do that.”
He walked over and set you down on the edge of the table. You unhooked your legs from around him so that he was now standing between them. He leaned in and brought your lips to his. The kiss was soft but still needy, and in that moment you wondered how you hadn’t seen this coming all along.
He rested his forehead against yours, “I don’t think I’d ever be able to give you up.”
You smiled, reveling in the feeling of his hands on your waist, “I don’t think I’d ever ask you to.”
You felt him laugh quietly as he nuzzled his face into the side of your neck. You smiled, biting back a giggle as his beard tickled your neck. He kissed your throat gently as he leaned into you. You wrapped your arms around him and pulled him in close to you, one hand resting gently on the back of his head. A smile crept across your face as you felt him let out a long, relieved sigh as he ran his hands up and down your back.
“Can we go back to your place?” you said after a few minutes of silence between you.
He pulled back and looked at you with a smile, “I’d like that.”
You leaned in and gave him a quick kiss on the lips, “I’ll even spend the night this time.”
He chuckled, “Oh yea?”
You hopped down off the table and tugged him towards the door, “Yes. You’re in for a long night, Obispo.”
He shook his head with a smile, “I don’t doubt it.”
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1-800-i-ship-it · 2 years
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stereo, silly string, and sequins!!!
hi gwen!
stereo: do you have a favorite drink?
yes i have multiple (edit: too many) LMAO so i like black coffee but i just drink it when i need it, apple juice, chocolate milk, mango juice, CALPICO, milk tea, also theres this pomegranate milk tea that a restaurant near my uni makes thats hella good xD; when in doubt water good though oh my god milkshakes slap too...
silly string: do you play an instrument? is their anything you’d like to play?
yes i play piano and have continued to take lessons at my uni though im on break technically rn (i should be practicing but welp haha) but i do like playing it (nice to have more freedom to play what i want now), used to play cello too (yea i was an orchestra kid lmao, wasnt too good at cello though)
i think i would like to learn guitar haha (i should just snag one of my dad's and start playing them ngl lmao) guitar string order confuses me though fjdsf
also organ would be cool but most piano teachers dont want us to play organ bc it takes away our "touch" (ig like electronic keyboard) but idk seems fun haha (dont have any organs laying around though...i do have teh other kind inside me and i do play myself a lot...)
sequins: how do you name playlists?
okay i used to have like, 2 playlists LMAO but now i have a crapload; i have 4 main non-fandom ones (one pop etc stuff, one cpop/mandopop, one kpop, one classical) which i name random things or things only i will understand lmao and then the rest r mostly fandom, i used to not make playlists for any characters but like i have so many now LMAO
that didnt exactly answer the q oops so here: usually i start out with some basic name, and then i either name them character names and add some emoji or smth, or ship names (these usually take me a while to come up with so theyre stuck being basic for a while), if not then it prob includes smth along the lines of "channeling my inner" somewhere, is it cringe yes probably, am i gonna keep them, yeah
if ur curious ive linked some under the cut xD (just trust me when i say some of the descriptions (mostly just one) r fantastic imo, i gotta come up with better puns for the rest)
thank u for the ask! have a nice day~
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bokutosbestie2 · 3 years
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If you read “ The Great Gatsby “ or seen the movie, this story is going to follow the smilier plot!! There will be some differences from the real thing! I do recommend to Read the book it’s a classic! Anyways enjoy this story <3
The Great Gatsby Haikyuu AU
Summary: Kenma had moved to the west to learn about business bonds until he rents a house where the filthy rich live out in the west egg. Especially there is this one intriguing man who is Kenma’s mysterious neighbor named Tetsuro Kuroo. This mysterious man wants to reconnect with his former lover which little does he know Kenma is cousins with his lover which her nameIs L/N F/N.
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When I was younger my father gave me advice, back then I didn’t understand what he meant until now. “ Don’t judge others without knowing them, because your mind can perceive things for what is not real. “ Sadly I only understood this until I met a man named Tetsuro Kuroo. Kuroo was a man of actions there would be no word to describe his tremendous personality. Kuroo did all good, he was the hero of this story it was the foolishness of others that prey on Kuroo. I wish I could've stopped the foolishness but it was too late until I realized.
It all started in 1922
I just graduated from Nekoma, I decided to move out on the West egg to study business bonds. This area was a prosperous and luxurious society. Many in this area were considered new money so what they say. Instead on the East egg lived the people with many connection but we're also abundant in moneyy. As for me, I did come from many connections too. My cousin L/n F/n has happened to live on the east egg with her husband Toru Oikawa. They had invited me over for dinner tonight, I haven't seen y/n in years after I have graduated from Nekoma.
Later that night I went to their house for dinner. Once I got there I see a tall very muscular man sitting on the porch.
“ Oh my my is that Kenma? “ he said with a very curious tone.
“ Well isn't it Oikawa Toru, how have things been taking off? “ 
“ Everything been fine, and I assume you here because of your cousin? “
“ Yes, she has invited for dinner hasn't she told you? “
“ Yes, she has, if you want to find her she sitting in the lounge area. “
I walked up the steps and go through the doors. There was a maid on every corner. After the many turns, I find Y/N sitting with a lady about her age.
Once I saw her, I can see her head turn towards me. She gets up and walks with a great smile on her face.
“ Oh, my Kenma have you missed me? “
“ Hmm no. I’m kidding yes I have!“ I say with great joy.
“ Oh lovely I’m so glad you have come to dinner I was starting to get lonely. “ she said with warmth in her voice.
“ Oh KENMA! You haven’t met YACHI! YACHI meet Kenma and KENMA meet Yachi! “
“ Well hello there! “ Yachi said with enthusiam.
“ Please to meet you! “ I say as I bow down a little.
“ Oh no need to be formal at all young man. “ she laughs.
“ And you too! “
“ Well ought this is going to be a fantastic dinner! “ Y/n shouts with happiness.
For some odd reason, this happiness seems too happy. It seems as she was trying to be happy, just like when you get forced to hang out with people you don’t want but must go through it.
“ Let me go get Oikawa so we can start feasting for this dinner! “
Me and Yachi were left alone in the table. Yachi had bright blond hair and she has a slender figure. She was a very delightfullly lady, I must say.
“ So Kenma? How are you enjoying Aoyama?”
“ It’s been amusing! “
“ I'm glad you enjoy it! Now I hear you live on the West do you know a Kuroo!?”
“ Kuro- “
Then y/n burst in with Oikawa, as she grabs his wrist.
“ NOW! That we are all here must we start the dinner! “ Y/n says
“ Let's start dear! “ Oikawa says as be digs in.
All was well until a telephone starts to ring. There was a tension in the air, the uncertainty in the air was everywhere. Oikawa seem as if he wanted to take the call, but as for y/n she seems sad.
“ HAHA silly phone! “ y/n nervously laughs.
We all laugh but the air was not quite right. Yet again the phone being to ring, this time Oikawa stood up from his chair.
“ I'll be back let me take this call. “
Y/n seems unsteady, she also arises from her chair
“ Let me go make sure everything is fine! “
Y/n seemed worried as she got up and followed Oikawa to the room.
Now it was only me and Yachi on the dinner table.
“ I do know a Ku- “
“ SHH you must not speak. “
I looked at her with a questioning expression.
“ and why cannot talk? “
“ Oh do you not know? I thought everyone knew? “
“ Know what? “ she seemed surprised of how clueless I sound.
“ Oikawa has another mistress in Tokyo!”
“ A MISTRSS? AS another lover?! “
“ YES, apparently they have been seeing each other for months now! Y/n has been putting up with it all these months!”Yachi said as I was stunned from this news.
After hearing this news we heard foot steps coming, as they came, me and Yachi behaved “ Natural “.
“ Oh sorry loves about that! “ y/n said.
“ Where’s Oikawa? “ I asked innocently.
“ He is too busy on the phone! Haha so rude of him isn’t it! “ y/n faked a laugh.
“ Oh well Y/n I think it’s getting a little late now! “ I say
“ Already Kenma! We barley know each other! Can I at least walk my own cousin out? “ she says
“ Fine! “
“ Ok then if Kenma’s going I’ll be going too! I have a nice tournament tomorrow morning! “ Yachi announces
“ So thats why you seem so familiar! You play golf DONT ya! “
Yachi gave me a big grin “ well don’t yea say! Yes I do, I’m not half bad! “ she winks at me.
“ I’ll be going now! Bye dear y/n!!” Yachi waved by to us.
“ Well, shall I walk you out! “ y/n grabs my wrist as she leads me out.
“ Kenma girls are such fools, we go for all so much trouble just for love. “ she giggles.
“ And why do you say that? “
“ Well you must have known that Oikawa has another women in Tokyo. “
I didn’t know what to say to her, all I can do is stay silent. She must have felt the awkwardness so she spoke up.
“ OH I can see your car! THANK YOU Kenma for coming!! You better come visit me more often ok! “ she came in for hug.
“ I will and please do take care of your self! “ I say as I get in the car.
After waving her a goodbye, I have arrived at my house.
I was walking towards my house until I realized I wasn’t alone. A shadow by my neighbors mansion was a man on a dock with his hand out reaching for a mysterious green light. It was as if he was trying to reach for something that he could not have. I looked again to see if he were there and he vanished, there was only darkness.
That mysterious man was Tetsuro Kuroo himself.
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