[sigh] i am once again thinking about eating it from the back while she grinds on my drooly tongue and arches so deep for me. like that kind of instinctive grinding that she can’t stop— couldn’t stop. biting down on her hand because it feels too good and she needs to dilute the sensation. but it doesn’t matter. no it really doesn’t fucking matter because as she’s rocking her hips up and down in that messy rhythm, i’m holding her open, sloppily kissing and licking and moaning and laughing low into her wet pussy. she’s so overwhelmed but she wants more. more more more. i’m groping the length of her thigh. so fucking soft under my hands. god why is she always this soft. warm. ready to be touched. UGH. i’m thinking so many thoughts. i think i hate her
Found a couple more instances when Tommy was right.
Tommy: "Aww, Dream's a good guy. Dream's a good guy."
Tommy: “Dream, the hero of the story. GOOD GUY DREAM. He has the Tommyinnit seal of approval.” Salutes “Awww, you know what, no, I’m with you chat - aww. Nice guy.”
[ID: a fully rendered digital comic featuring various characters from persona 5 royal narrated by Azathoth.
Panel 1 & 2: A birds-eye view of Takuto Maruki visiting Rumi in a hospital. Azazoth says "I have a deep fondness for human desires. When they fulfil their desires," the statement finishes in the next panel, "then I, too, feel a great sense of fulfilment." with a close-up shot of Maruki placing his fist near to Rumi's, both grasping one of Azazoth's tendrils. A third tendril lies in between their hands as if to separate them.
3: A speech bubble against a black background shouts "But there are far too many limitations on my ability to do that here!!"
4 & 5: Sumire Yoshizawa ties up her hair with a ribbon as it says "Once a wish is granted, it vanishes." During a scene where Goro Akechi and Joker happily hang out in the Jazz Jin, it says "Or by fulfilling the desires of one person," above Joker, then "it becomes impossible to fulfil the desires of another." above Akechi.
6: Azathoth's skeleton glows inside Maruki's silhouette, as well as the tendrils wrapping around his arms. During this, it says "That's why I want to swallow the entire world. If I can do that, then within me,"
7: It finishes, "I can fulfil your desires for all eternity."
End ID]
Azathoth's stake.
or: I redrew a page from dunmeshi and set it in the third semester. sorry the low quality I have no idea what happened here 😭
og page below. MAJOR dungeon meshi spoilers if you wanna avoid that
[ID: a page from the dungeon meshi manga narrated by The Winged Lion.
Panel 1: A panel showing a person looking at a bookshelf, a person caressing their skin, and a person preaching to a crowd. The Winged Lion says "I have a deep fondness for human desires. When they fulfill (sic) their desires, then I, too, feel a sense of fulfillment (sic). I want to grant the desires of every human in the entire world."
2: He shouts "But there are far too many limitations on my ability to do that here!!l
3 & 4: Over Thistle's unconscious form, he says "Once someone's wish is granted, then it vanishes..." Over Mithrun holding his partner's cheek in front of a heartbroken witness, he finishes "Or by fulfilling (sic) the desires of one person... It becomes impossible to fulfill (sic) the desires of another."
5: The Winged Lion mimics the motion of eating something between his fingers as he says "That's why I want to swallow the entire world. If I can do that, then within me... I can fulfill (sic) your desires for all eternity."
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You know, when I was first researching neurodivergence (and autism and ADHD in particular) and wondering if I was, in fact, neurodivergent, I brought my conclusions to my mom and she said:
"I mean, you're gifted, right? So you already are neurodivergent???"
So here's to her (kinda) and her words. Giftedness is a neurodivergence, in my opinion. From what I've seen, a lot of the traits overlap with common autistic and/or ADHD traits too, especially regarding overexcitabilities, and a lot of researchers talking about the topic describe giftedness with the same kind of "your brain is just made differently" and "you're just wired differently" language as they use for other neurodivergent conditions. But I also say this because I've seen some gifted people who, while struggling with some "autistic/ADHD traits," don't have all the traits necessary for an autism or ADHD diagnosis. Giftedness is a label for them that encompasses the struggles they have without saying that they don't struggle enough or forcing them to try to fit into a mold that isn't them. And I get that; when I was first questioning, I didn't think I had enough autistic traits to count for a diagnosis either, so I took comfort in a "gifted" label. (Not to say that all gifted people are just autistic people and/or people with ADHD that don't realize, or that all gifted people are just people who don't have enough traits for a diagnosis! That was just the case for me and the folks I've been around, but I've also heard the case of it not being that.)
But if I am gifted, then I also have autism. A lot of my struggles are, honestly, just better described by autism than just by a byproduct of giftedness. My struggles with people and with "being too much," my sensory differences (and yes, sometimes issues), my stimming, and some of my executive dysfunction all sound like autistic traits to me more than a mix of psychomotor and sensual overexcitabilities and a whole bunch of coincidental byproducts of my being gifted and hanging out with nongifted peers. Don't get me wrong; based on my family history, background, and traits, I honestly probably am gifted lol. But it's not just that.
So this is me saying that if the people around you are saying that you're just gifted, you're free to look for other, perhaps better explanations for your feelings and experiences. But if you are just gifted, you're still free to call yourself neurodivergent! My gifted traits lead to me feeling just as ostracized sometimes as my autistic ones, so who am I to police that label?