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The agony of thinking you’re finished doing the dishes only to turn around and to your horror: the pot.
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"What love did then, love does now: Gnaws me through."
-Sylvia Plath, "Dialogue Between Ghost and Priest"
#sylvia plath#poem#poetry#poets#poems and poetry#quotes#literature#english literature#books#bookish#bookworm#reading#dark academia#light academia#chaotic academia#academia
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desperately need someone to make an Arcane edit about Vander, Silco, and Felicia to Timshel by Mumford & Sons
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[guy who doesnt watch shows voice] yeah ive been meaning to watch that show
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me having a weird time: man this weird time sucks! i don't feel like myself! i wish i was having a normal time!
me having a normal time: well the weird time did have a certain je ne sais quoi...
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sorry for how I acted when there were multiple noises happening at the same time
#autism#autistic#actually autistic#autistic adult#autistic community#asd#neurodivergent#neurodiversity
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Anyone else get a little disappointed when there's a love triangle in a story and one of the love interests does something unforgiveable towards the end?
I'm not saying it's bad writing or anything. It just makes the main character's choice in the end feel less genuine. Because now her options are basically an angel and some guy who kicked her dog or something.
#love triangle#book tropes#movie tropes#bookworm#reading#books#bookish#literature#english literature#booklr#movies#films#romance
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Who up feeling the agonizing weight of their own otherness
#if this aint me#autistic things#autism#autistic#autistic community#autistic adult#actually autistic#asd#neurodivergent#neurodiversity
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one day someone will look at you the same way you look at the moon
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Growing up, I heard modern phrases like "love the sin, hate the sinner" and "modest is hottest" quoted in Christian circles way more than I ever heard them quote the words of Jesus. It made me realize that maybe it was never really about Jesus' love to them. Maybe it was about control
#whatever happened to “lean not on your own understanding”???#veggie tales did not prepare me for this#“wanna grab coffee?” by Semler vibes#just makes me uncomfy#things that pushed me away from church#deconstruction#exvangelical#growing up christian#christianity#religious trauma#religion
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I'm ngl to you it sounds like your friends fucking sucked I hope you find better people that just tell you if they wanna hang or not.
Thank you. I have started hanging out with some wonderful people within the last year, and it's making me realize that friendship doesn't have to be scary or stressful. There are people that understand me and actually like me, and I'm really grateful for them. I hope everyone that relates to my other post finds the people that understand them too
#<3#autism#autistic#autistic adult#actually autistic#autistic community#asd#neurodivergent#neurodiversity
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always the poet, never the poem? As if I don't weave myself into every line
#always the poet never the poem#poetry#poems and poetry#poems#english#english literature#literature#dark academia#creative writing#writer#writeblr#writing#chaotic academia#light academia
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how do you guys explain burnout to your allistic family members?? how do you accurately describe a feeling the other person has never experienced? I can't seem to effectively communicate that I can't just sleep this off over a weekend. I barely understand it myself at this point, and the communication barrier is making things so much harder
#im too tired for this#advice is appreciated#autism#autistic#autistic adult#actually autistic#autistic community#asd#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#burnout
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therapists did not know what to do with me as a kid. this one lady had me place action figures in a sandbox while she tried to decipher the meaning behind my choices. her: why did you choose the power ranger? do you maybe feel like you relate to him? like you are fighting through life? me, 12 years old and undiagnosed autistic: it was the closest toy to me
her: okay. what about this cow? why is he sinking a little? do you feel like you're drowning a bit too? me: I pushed him down a little too hard and then we just sat in silence for a minute while she planned her next move
#i am so sorry to this lady#still not too sure what the goal was tho#therapy#mental health#autism#autistic#autistic adult#autistic community#actually autistic#asd#neurodivergent#neurodiversity
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my mom made fun of me for caring about social issues that don't affect me
YOU MEAN EMPATHY???? HELLO????
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happy fathers day to all the undiagnosed autistic dads out there. your autistic kids understand exactly why you have a special chair and really like trivia
#i am my fathers daughter#we have an unspoken understanding#happy fathers day#fathers day#autism#autistic#autistic adult#autistic community#actually autistic#asd#neurodivergent#neurodiversity
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