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Hey all it’s your local swamp hag here, I just want to say that I am doing better today than I have been the last few days.

I’ve been really down and depressed, it’s been the lowest of my lows. I have bed rotted and spent weeks not showering. But it’s good to say I am doing better. I showered yesterday. And today I’m out of bed and playing baulders gate 3 with my partner.

Being chronically ill has drastically changed my life. And some days it’s for the worse and others it can be for the better. But all I know is I can’t give up. I just have to live in my big and smoke some good weed to make it through the day.

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With the warmer weather it’s easier for me to move around and feel like and actual human again. The pain and disability in my body really makes me sad, but the warm weather reminds me that it’s okay.

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The best days are the ones where I have a massive ass dab, and cozy on the couch with Project Fear.

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Got my altar set up. Just have to get some finishing touches for it. But hey it’s coming along nicely!!

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Been going through a bunch more mental health testing. Now I am going for neuropsychiatric testing for actually legitimate answers. I am so excited and scared to find out what the answers are.

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Well blew out some muscles in my shoulder by just stretching. This is what happens when I am dehydrated and not stretching properly.

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The pain is never ceasing but the weed is ever realieving.

All I can do is offer my pain and suffering to lady Hel. Giving it to her as an honoring sacrifice. She helps me make it through each day bearing the burden of my chronic illness. I don’t know what I’d do without her right now.

Thank you lady Hel for all that you do for me and others that follow and worship you. You are my blessing and I honor you with my hardships.

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Today is the day that my mind and soul realized we walked with death side by side. There is no lure, no want or desire. Just a comfort in knowing that they are there. A solace in the companionship.

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Truth

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Just when you thought things couldn’t get worse. You have to uproot the last two years of your life for an emergency move. With the world the way it is, you can’t afford your apartment on your own anymore. So you have to move in with friends in hopes of getting life together so you can have your own home again. This struggle never ends.

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The gods don't always show you they're with you in big ways.

Sometimes it's small things, a butterfly hovering around you, a wild animal coming to you for help, hitting every green light when you're running late, an extra dollar in your pocket when you need it.

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Tea Magickal Correspondences